#i should really see what dream has said about the new server stuff huh lol

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I miss c!Ranboo...

I miss falling asleep during the mining streams and waking up to screaming or shouting or Tubbo and just laughing my ass off, then having to go back and watch the vod to see what I missed. I miss c!beeduo family and beeduo logging on in unison to protect their little dumb little stinky little guy (/lh /a). I miss getting excited for a stream only for Ranboo to go live with the lore screen, and getting so anxious I got sick- I miss the goofy lore, the stuff that happened after or in between the scripted bits. I miss c!Ranboo doing everything in his power to please everyone just because he couldn't stomach the idea of someone not liking him/ not feeling safe around him. I miss so many dumb things that I know we'll never get back. He's.. he's not getting revived, not how we might think or hope, I imagine.

Ghostboo is such an interesting character, and I adore his character flaws and mistakes and how he's portrayed. I love that he cares so deeply for Michael and has him safely kept in his- in c!Ranboo's home, in the Arctic. I love that he and Aimsey got close, and that he messed up their friendship in the stupidest possible way. I love that c!Tubbo loathes Ghostboo with a passion, because he's not c!Ranboo- he's not him.

I miss the lore streams.. and watching all the POVs to catch the little things you might not see otherwise. I miss getting so unfathomably motivated to make art over the smallest dumbest little details. I miss seeing so many people come together to tell a story that's so vast yet so we'll put together. I miss the nonsense. I miss the chaos. I miss cc!Tommy playing his heart out through his character, and cc!Tubbo being unsure and fumbling or!! being one of the most well played characters! I miss c!Sam, from before the prison, with c!Tommy. I miss Sam Nook and c!Tommy's healing arc. I miss when Phil and Techno let Ranboo move in, and him living in a tiny shack.

There are.. so many things that I'm forgetting, things I used to hold so close to my heart, things I want to see more of. But times have changed. People have changed. And that's okay! It's good- change and growth is good! I may not be certain on how I feel about the upcoming DSMP lore/ story (quite frankly, I haven't seen or heard much on it), I am excited to see people play again. I'm excited to see people start from scratch and build together again. I'm excited to see where people take their characterisations and how often they'll be on, how often they'll be making lore. I miss the Dream SMP, and how close it was to my heart and soul. I want to hold it as close as I used to, because it was one of the only things that got me through the last 2 years.

Sorry for rambling kings, I was just.. thinking, and needed to post on this <3

#dsmp #dream smp #ranboo #c!ranboo #ghostboo #tommyinnit #c!tommyinnit #tubbo #c!tubbo #philza #c!philza #technoblade #c!technoblade #awesamdude #c!awesamdude #sorry for so many i just wanna be thorough #i should really see what dream has said about the new server stuff huh lol #i guess ive just been to anxious to #we'll see i suppose #thanks for listening to me rant