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trikxx · 3 years

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Lookk so to mention this is not just any friends to lovers story my toxic side is screaming friends with benefits type beat so😉 there will be some heartbreaking and Shinsou talking to other girls and you talking to other boys❤️❗️this is also a poc reader sooo read if you want i dont own you🤷🏽‍♀️

Songs for this chapter ⬇️

• B***h dont kill my vibe by kendrick Lamar

• in control nba youngboy

⚠️❗️marijuana use in this chapter❗️⚠️

"Alright we have 569 orders to pack Toshi." You say to Shinsou "ok hold on." Shinsou said licking and blunt to finish rolling it. You grabbed a box of packages and put it in the living room the grabbing your computer to print out labels and receipts.

You light a candle and turn on some music (the song at the top) Shinsou puts the blunt to the side and starts labeling the packages and putting the orders together in this order costumers order, business card, thank you card, and receipt. You do final packaging and stamp for the mail marking each order off the list and putting it in the box of finished orders.

"Hey n/n wanna go get a tattoo tomorrow?"

"Sure but where?"

"You remember Sero and Denki from Highschool?"

"Yea."

"Well they opened a tattoo spot on 58th." Shinsou said "Bet we can go." You respond putting another order in the box.

*DING*

"Who is it?" You ask Shinsou cause he pick up you phone. "Armoni." "What did he say?" "He said can he come over?" Shinsou responded "Are you ok with him coming over?" You say "Yea." "Ok then tell him Its ok."

Armoni⛓💵: Is it ok if i come over?

Y/n🤍🌸| Yea. You spending the night and do you need a ride?

Y/n🤍🌸| Also do ma know?

Armoni⛓💵: yea she know and no dad dropping me off.

Armoni⛓💵: ouu i can spend the night bet. Yea if thats the case.

Y/n🤍🌸: i didn't-

Y/n🤍🌸: Aight.

You and Shinsou start back in the orders soon finishing them. "I'm tired as fuck." You say flopping down on the couch "Get untired sweetheart cause your brother is coming over and we have a blunt to smoke and food to order." Shinsou said while laying across your legs.

Y/n's pov

Shinsou lit the blunt and hit it a few times. I looked at him as he let the smoke move out his mouth softly blowing with his head back. "Like what you see?" Shinsou said looking at me with a cocky smirk thats when I noticed I was staring "shut up and pass the blunt." I say. Shinsou chuckled and gave me the blunt. I did the same thing as Shinsou but blew o's "stop trying to show out n/n." Shinsou said taking the blunt "boy ain't nobody 'showing out'." I say putting up quotation marks with your hands.

We pass the blunt back a forth a few more times until I got a notification from life 360 saying Armoni go to the apartment. Shinsou put out the blunt and put it with the spongebob rolling tray we had. I cracked the window and opened the balcony door a little bit and went in my room to put the orders away.

When I came out the room someone started knocking on the door kinda like the police (strong ass knock✋🏽💀) "Armoni Keith l/n how manys time do I have to tell you stop knocking on my fucking door like that." I say opening the door. " Dang Im sorry you aint gotta cuss at me n/n" Armoni said "Aye Shinsou where the hoes?"

I smack Armoni on the back if the head while walking past him to the living room "Ain't no hoes." I say coldly. "Yea Armoni ain't no hoes.... right now." Shinsou said smirking. "Nigga." I say with a straight face. "Im not finna do this with ya'll tonight." Shinsou and Armoni start laughing "ANYWHOO. Did you eat yet Armoni cause was finna order some food."

"Nah not yet." Armoni said. "What do ya'll want to eat?" I say walking into the kitchen with my phone to grab an water and then lean on the island.

"What about taco bell?"

"Armoni who the fuck."(sorry to the people who like taco bell) I say "ima have to agree with y/n Armoni. Who eats Taco bell?" "Uhh..obviously me." Armoni says.

"Awe naw you gotta go." I say "how about in and out? We can go out and get that." K said "im cool with that" Armoni says. "Ok." I say walking to my room. I got in to my room and pull out a pair of jogging pants and a oversized (fav anime) shirt and took off my bonnet and styled my faux locs

I grabbed my purse and house and car keys. "Yall ready?" I ask putting on my air force ones. "Been ready. We was waiting for you." Shinsou said.

Time skip

I start up my car using my remote start while we were walking to the car in the parking garage.

Everyone gets in the car. "LET ME PLAY THE MUSIC!" Armoni yells "STOP FUCKING YELLING." And it depends on what you finna play." I say turning around to look at Armoni. "Come on n/n let him play the music." Shinsou said looking at me tilting his head with puppy dog eyes. "I guess." I say rolling my eyes. "Just dont play no trash shit." I said looking at him through the rear view mirror. "Ok ok and i was going to say yall had to cause yall smoked with out me." He said making this face '😌' "boy.."

Play in control by nba youngboy

"shhhhhhhh" Shinsou said putting his finger up to your mouth and pointing to the steering wheel. "Food." I side eyed him and started backing out the parking spot and driving out the garage. Armoni start playing Nba youngboy. As much as I wanted to turn it off Shinsou wouldn't let me so we had to flow with it.

"Sk machine guns its two of us wit four nines!" Armoni rapped with the song (in control-nba young boy only song i can get down to🙌🏽 edit- i put the wrong song🙂 if you listen to yb just ignore that🧍🏽‍♀️) I turned down the radio. "What do yall want from here?" I asked they both said what they wanted and i went inside and ordered the food. As im waiting a guy comes up to me "Damn, what a fine girl like you doing out by yourself." He says "ahaha" I said sarcastically "getting food." I say still looking down at my phone. "You should me get your number." He says "you should let me get your name." I respond dodging the request. " My name is Shindo and you?" "Y/n" i say

"Order number (blah blah blah)!" The cashier says "welp thats me." I said not wanting to talk to him anymore. "Here you go ma'am." R/n says handing my bag "Thank you, have a good night" i say walking towards the door. "Hey! Uhh.. y/n you said it was!" I heard the guy from before right when I walked out the door "Hey" I said putting on a fake smile. "Can I get your number?" He asked "yea sure" I say pulling out my phone to put his number in.

Shinsou's pov

As me and Armoni are just chilling the car I see y/n coming out on in and out but she getting stopped by someone "who the fuck.." I say "what wron... oh shit" Armoni says. "You know who that is?" Armoni asks me. "Not at all." I tell him. Im not gonna lie i was jealous. But like fr who is that. I see y/n put her phone back the guy tried to hug her but she away "she dont want em" me and Armoni said at the same time and busted out laughing

"What are yall laughing at?" Y/n said opening the back door putting the food in the car. "You petty for doing that to that dude." Armoni said trying to stop laughing. "Awe well he was the on that didn't realize." Y/n said " But you still gave him your number though ." I said. "Yea Im finna block his number rn." Y/n said pulling her phone back out.

Y/n's pov

"Aye. Disconnect from my car now." I said to Armoni "whyyyy?" Armoni whined. " Disconnect or get out. Either way your still disconnecting just the second one your walking." I said smiling at him "ok ok"

I started playing my playlist.

~Time skip~

Shinsou's pov

We got back to the apartment and everybody got comfortable and we ate and watched movies Armoni went into his room and got in the bed around 3 am. Me and y/n were still in the living room. Y/n was laying on me and I was laying on the couch.

~30 minutes later~

"Hey y/n..." she fell asleep on me. 'How cute' I chuckled and just stayed there not wanting to wake her up to put her in her bed. I kept watching f/a that Y/n had put on after Armoni went to bed.

*DING*

Kami💀⚡️: Yoooo are yall coming through to the shop tmrw

Hitoshi☄️: yea why wouldn't we😃.

Kami💀⚡️: just asking cause you guys change up plans really quick if ya know what i mean😉

Hitoshi☄️: stfu. It was only once.

Kami💀⚡️: if you say soo Hitoshi😌

Hitoshi☄️: stop fucking texting me.

It was only once we only did it once. Me and Y/n were supposed to go to their shop the other day but thing between me and y/n go heated and we ended up in bed together but thats besides the point. "Yo Hitoshi your still woke?" Armoni said walking into the living room. "Just up to get som..."Armoni stopped and look at me then down. "Uhmmm..." Armoni went back to his room and got his phone.

"Moms is gonna love this." Armoni said taking a picture. "Why you take a.... fuck Armoni delete it now." I whisper yelled still trying not wake up y/n

"Why should I delete it? Why ya'll ain't tell nobody you guys were a 'thing'?" Armoni shot back. "Cause we're not. Bruh delete the pic and we stay safe. You know your sister is crazy and if she finds out thats the end of our lives." I say slightly sitting up causing y/n to move around a little bit. "Valid point I'll delete it on one case." I was over joyed til the last part.

"Let me drive the car tomorrow." Armoni said. I sighed knowing either way this might be my last week on earth. "Ok." "Anddd deleted thank you for your service." Armoni said taking his water and going back to his room.

I layed back down trying to comprehend what just happened.

*DING*

"What the fuckkkk." I say reaching over to y/n's phone.

*New message from (***)-***-****

(***)-***-****: Hey y/n this Shindo😉.

*read*

I looked at the phone for a little bit 'who is Shindo'

(***)-***-****: from In&out we met there just yesterday.

(***)-***-****: shit. My bad for blowing up your phone just realized how late it is. Text me back when you see this👋🏽.

'Wow' I think to myself bro really is blind. Would this be considered harassment. Maybe I'm tripping... im still high as fuck. Maybe I should go to sleep. I cut on another show to try and fall asleep on but I couldn't. I kept thinking what if she falls for him?

"Y/n." I say shaking her a little bit "come on" Motioning her to wrap her legs and arms around me so I can put her in her bed. "Can I sleep in here?" I ask "Bruh your room is down the hall go there." She said in a sleepy voice. "I dont feel like ittttt" i say.

Y/n slow turned over to face me. "I dont have the energy to argue with you." She said "I take that as a yes." I say getting into her bed.

I felt y/n snuggle under me trying to find warmth so I grabbed and held her close to me. "Goodnight." I say. No response so I start to let go "ok ok night." I heard y/n say. "Mhm thats what I thought." After a while I was able to fall asleep.

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This chapter took 5 ever to write but it was worth it I really hope you guys liked this chapter.

🌸L O V E Y A B E B E S🌸

#mha x reader #bnha shinsou #shinsou x y/n #shinsou x you #x reader

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dfwemelie · 5 years

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May 2019

May 1st, nothing really that special happened today. We made icecream in Culinary and Carlos got really excited cause their were sugar cones. Izzy ate the most icecream out of all of us and hes lactose intolerant so he was hurting afterwards.

May 2nd, I was really stressed out this motning cause I havent finished my dress for the Fashion show tomorrow and it was raining and thundering. I had to stay after school for Fashion till 4 and I stayed with Scott after that until 5:30. I like staying after with him. We just makeout and talk and get paranoid about cars passing by. I think today we made out for 25 minutes straight which is a new record lol. He tops himself every fucking time and it’s so hot. Like holy shit because makeout sessions ever.

May 3rd, today was the fashion show and I was really stressed out at first but I ended up finishing my dress. The problem was that it was extremely short so I kept having to pull it down so you wouldnt be able to see my shorts under it. Seth and Aj were their watching their girlfriends and both of them took videos of me and sent it to Scotty. He said I looked beautiful. I met Kelly’s mom and sister and they seem really nice. I havent ate since Chickfila this morning and I’m starting to get really hungry/hangry. I might make me food but idk yet.

May 4th, Lots of pain occurred today. I woke up at 7:35 to get ready for the Nami Walk. Once my grandparents picked me up we got to Chickfila and headed to the Sam Houston State Park in Houston. The walk started around 9:30 and we finished at 11 only because my meme and Mrs.Pat walk so slow. It was fun overall but my feet were killing me and the back of my left leg was hurting alot and idk why. After the walk we headed to Galveston to meet up with my family. We stayed at the beach for an hour then went home. I ate a little bit and took a shower and now I’m here. I’m currently watching Thor Ragnarok cause it’s the only Marvel Avengers movie I havent seen.

May 5th, Cincooooo De Mayooooo. I didnt really do anything today besides sleep. I woke up at 3am for no reason then fell asleep. then woke up at 7 then fell back asleep at 1 till 5. I dont think I will br falling asleep early tonight cause I’ve slept so much. Scotty got to drink a margarita and I’m jealous. Also Ghala and Kaylie are so fucking cute and I stan them sooo much.

May 10th, damn. I told myself I would do this more often, bitch I havent done it in 5 days. Let’s talk about yesterday, May 9th. Scotty and I stayed afterschool (nothing new) and he was sitting down and I was ontop of him and we were making out. This BITCH flips me over to the ground, puts his hand down my pants, and…yeah…not actually touching me, just through my underwear. I was very ShOoK by this but I didnt stop him cause it felt really really fucking good. Like I’m not complaining.(I hate the word moaning so I use cake) Lots of cake was happening and he end up getting a boner. He has actually been getting them since we first started staying afterschool and I didnt know lol. I almost ended up having an orgasm but cars kept driving by and I told him if I see a car then he has to stop. I’ve never ever gotten this close with a guy. Not complaining. While cars were going by we kept telling weird sex related stories to eachother. He told me how when he was little his parents used the word dessert instead of condoms when he was around. Then his older brother told him what it meant and he was shook. On his 13th birthday his dad said he had a surprise birthday present in his drawer that didnt get opened at his party. He asked what it was and his dad said dessert. There were condoms in the bottom drawer of his dresser lol. Scotty also told me that he has personally bought different ones to use for future purposes. Now listen, I know its gonna be with me. I want our first times to be with eachother. That sounds strange but I love him and I want to lol but not now. Scotty wants me to go over to his house on his birthday to meet his parents. He also wants his birthday present from me to be us doing it. I said that’s not happening for a long ass time cause it’s too early and I’m not ready yet, even though I want him to be my first.

Different topic lol. Yesterday we got hit with some really bad weather and it fucked up my sleep schedule. I fell asleep at like 9pm then woke up at 11 then woke up at 2 then stayed awake till 4:30 then woke up at 5 then work up at 11. Like wtf??

May 12th, wow get ur shit together lol, do this more. Its official, I will be going over to Scott’s house if I get my gas laws homework packet done. My mom thinks I’m going over to Kaylies house, I hope she buys it. Im extremely nervous about meeting his parents, I’m hoping I’ll make a good first impression. Ive never met a boyfriends parents before so idk what to expect. I sent Kaylie a bunch videos about me deciding on what I’m gonna wear. I’ve decided on curled hair, light natural makeup, my blue ripped Jean’s, and either a red or blue shirt. I dont know how to act ugghhh.

Today I went over to my grandparents house and it was okay ig. My cousin Coleson came over and I was excited about that. He is my favorite cousin by far. I played basketball and ate food. I also drove from their house and back twice and I did pretty good. I wish I could talk to Scott but I dont want to interrupt his time with his mom cause it is Mothers day after all.

May 13th, I feel sick sksksks. like a vomit kind of sick and I feel like my limbs are weak and they are kinda shaking. It’s making me scared asf. I hope it will go away soon. I dont like feeling like this cause it gives me really bad anxiety and makes me have anxiety attacks. I’ve been getting alot of anxiety and panic attacks since sophmore year started

May 16th, Wow I really need to start doing this more often. Yesterday was Scott and I’s one month and he made a really cute video and I love it so much. I am still super nervous about Sunday, for alot of reasons. First I gotta meet his parents and idk how im gonna do that. I don’t know how to act or anything. Also Scott said its a shoes off house and I don’t want them seeing the cuts on my ankles. I’ll try to wear socks that cover them, I mean im gonna have to since i also wanna cover my 2 ankle tattoos. Also Scott says he wants to have sex. I don’t know if im ready for that yet. I’ve been thinking about it alot, mostly what would go wrong. Of course we would use condoms but they are only effective 98% of the time. I’m mainly worried about if I am gonna get pregnant or not. I can’t get pregnant. My life would be over. I’m saying this now, which is very contriversal, I would have an abortion. Yes its a human person who probably deserves to live but I just cant do that. I cant be pregnant. I don’t want to focus on all the bad stuff about sex, but the good stuff too. It supposedly has alot of health benefits. I don’t know how to do it though. Like I know how, but at the same time I don’t. Ya know? I also think we should wait to do it but in Scotts words, “I don’t plan on breaking up with you ever so we arent gonna get the opportunity to do it for a long time. So why not do it now when its gonna happen eventually.” I think im gonna do it. Talking about it makes me feel less nervous and weve been talking about it more and more since his birthday is in like 3 days. I want to talk to Kaylie about it but im scared she might say its too early. I know shes gonna support me in whatever I do, but I still want her opinion on it. I also nervous about Scott’s parents or siblings knocking on the door while we are in the middle of having sex. Scott always has his door locked which is good for the both of us. I know his older brother wouldnt bother us cause he’s like a cool brother and knows whats going on lol. I hope it doesnt happen but it might, just might be his mom checking up on us. I think im ready. Im nervous, but I want to do it with him. Im not being pressured into doing it by the way. He knows that if i dont want to do it, he won’t try, we would do what we normally do afterschool, but in his bed.

I should probably talk about what has happened today instead of talking about sex lol. Nothing special really happened. Scott wanted me to go eat lunch with him and I said no. 1. I dont like school lunches, and 2. I don’t want to sit even remotely near Derek, and 3. I don’t eat lol. I kept telling him he should go eat and he said ok. I just layed down on a couch on my phone alone. Felt like old times, when I had no one to sit with so i just listened to emo bitch music. Good times, good times.

May 17th, I had to take out my nose stud for pictures in Journalism and my piercing closed. At around 10pm I repeirced it with a thumbtack in the wall. I put a part of an earring in so it doesnt close overnight and now I have to sleep like that till I can go to the mall tmrw and get some more.

May 18th, I went to the mall and got some new piercings. I got a black star, blue ball, black hoop, purple gem, silver star, and a skull. I'm wearing the black hoop right now since it's my favorite. The skull makes me look emo lol. I'm really nervous about going to Scott's tmrw. Wish me luck

May 19th, Ok so I just got back from Scott's house. When my parents dropped me off they wanted one of them to walk to the door with me. I legit begged them not to. They wanted to make sure at least one parent was home so Scott's mom went out and waved. She also said she was Scott's mom but I dont think my parents thought anything of it since they didnt say anything to me yet about it. I met alot of people like his stepmom, stepdad, mom, all his siblings, some of his cousins, aunt and uncle, grandmas, and dog. His step dad was really funny and made alot of jokes. His step mom and I were talking a bunch about how cute JJ Watt and Tom Holland is and Harry Potter. We had pie and a bunch of us went up to his room and just messed around. His older brothers Damian and Ralph were messing with us and it was funny. My mom decided to be an asshole and picked me up 30 minutes early. I wish I could've stayed longer but Aunt Mandy and her boyfriend James are coming over to watch some wrestling thing. I'm glad I got to see Scott on his birthday. He seemed happy.

May 21st, I texted my mom yesterday about Scott, how we are dating, and how I lied and said I was at his house meeting his parents instead of going to Kaylies house. I thought I would be in really big trouble since I lied but apparently I wasnt. When I went downstairs to talk to them they were just happy i finally opened up and told them something about my personal life lol. They didn't ask that many questions about him which is a good thing cause i dont like questions, they make me feel uncomfortable. They know hes getting his license soon so my dad said we are gonna have to talk about people driving me around, other than Michael and his mom. I think it's just gonna be about not leaving the state and just staying close by to our house. At least I hope that's what it's only gonna be about. Knowing them, they are gonna put a bunch of restrictions. I'm pretty sure they would also want to meet Scotty before he drives me anywhere. They are 100% gonna make fun of him for driving a mini cooper lol, I already do. I'm actually really nervous about him meeting my parents, both sets. Ik I was nervous about meeting his but I think I'm more nervous about him meeting mine. I dont know how anyone is gonna react. Gavin is gonna be all weird and would want to talk alot lol. Gavin likes Scott, I really dont know why. Makes me nervous just thinking about it.

I took Scottys keys in Journalism today lol. It was cool just carrying them around. Made me feel like I actually had my own car even though there is a keychain with Scott's name on it. When he was walking me to class he took them back and I got offended. That's all that's happened so far lol.

May 23rd, I cried myself to sleep last night. Lol what a great way to start an entry. Basically I felt like I ruin everything I touch and somehow I was gonna ruin my relationship with Scott. He tried making me feel better but it didnt really work. Anyways, today has been kinda an off day. I dont know what it is about today, just not a good day. Haven’t been in the best mood since last night, but it’s fine..im fine. Everyone has their off days and I guess today is mine,

May 24th, Yesterday Scotty was acting kinda weird so I typed him out a little paragraph to at least try to make him happy and all he sent back was "Love you too". I'll admit, it was a little bit frustrating spending all that time on that and getting a short response but its fine.

May 25th, I'm spending the night at Kelly's, well actually I already did. We went night swimming and it was fun. I woke up at 5am cause I was in so much pain and now I'm in even more. I just love bleeding internally and having cramps that make me feel like I'm gonna vomit. I tried looking for some aspirin or advil but I couldnt find any which is just so fucking great for me. Yeah anyways, I'm in alot of pain, feel like I'm go throw up, kill me to end my suffering

May 28th, wow yeah love procrastinating this lol. I had my Journalism and Child Development finals today so basically I did nothing at school. I accidentally stole Scotts key for the entire day and I was lowkey panicking cause I didn't know if I was gonna have the opportunity to give them back. I mainly played on my phone in Journalism. We judged the class Photo Safari and my group got 1st place in two of the categories and got 2nd overall. I was really surprised the portrait of me won cause I don’t think I look that great but apparently the yearbook staff thinks so. Thanks Avery :’) Our child development final was easy. We basically just had to write down about something interesting we learned and 3 jobs associated with child care. After that I got out a piece of paper wrote down everything I was thinking cause I cant actually say it or else I think people would hate me. But I basically wrote how I think Scott doesn't understand how I am feeling and my bipolar and depression and about an Instagram comment about something I really shouldn't be worrying about. Also I was writing on their how I am a stupid piece of shit who doesn’t deserve anything in her life cause she is just gonna fuck it up anyways just like she always does. I got done with that and the bell rang. I went to meet up with Scott and give him his keys then he walked with me for a little bit before he had to go talk to his teacher. Seeing him makes me happy, one of the few things that make me happy in this cruel world anymore. My dad called me and told me I had to get all of my work done tonight or else I would get my phone taken away all summer. I just don’t have the motivation to do this or anything for that matter. I’m gonna fucking fail anyways, might as well just deal with it.

I don’t feel anything anymore. No pain. No happiness. I am simply just...here. Maybe that's why I do it. To feel something...anything. I don’t care if it gives me pain I just want to feel human again.

Anyways. goodbye. Ig ill see ya in the next entry if im not already dead yet.

May 29th, today overall has been pretty good. I helped Cameron, Drew, Kaleb, Cassie, and others on the Geometry final. Which basically means I gave them all the answers. Cameron was 2 rows away from me so I texted them to him. I also took my Chemistry final today and I already know I failed that bitch. My parents are making me go to summer school for it which is no bueno. After the last bell rang I got to walk with Scott to the back doors. I don't want school to him. I'm gonna miss seeing him everyday. Tomorrow is the last day of school which means it's Izzys last day. I already know damn well I'm gonna fucking cry. I don't want him to leave but hes moving so their is nothing I can do about it. Tomorrow I'm gonna tell him how much of an amazing friend he has been and that everything will get better in the end. I dont want it to be tomorrow.

May 30th, Last day of school and just as I expected, I cried...alot. I didnt have a chance to say goodbye to Izzy like I wanted which made me very upset. I actually liked going to school, just not the learning. Seeing all my friends was the only thing I looked forward to. Now I have nothing. Once Scott gets his license we will be able to hang out but I want that to happen now, not in like a month. I said goodbye to Avery, Kaylie, Carlos, and all my teachers. I'm gonna miss it. But hey, I'm finally a junior. 2 more years then we can move to California. Maybe I'll start looking forward to that. I have to go to summer school and I'm really not excited about that, I know alot of people that are going which kinda makes me feel better ig.

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mlovesstories · 6 years

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Their Four (HDF Part 9)

Summary- Addy pushes limits.

AN- A whole lotta strong Danneel in this.

mtg- meeting

tmrw- tomorrow

Word Count: Too long. Not sorry.

Whole Ackles Fam and Clif

January, 2017

“Sit,” Clif told Addy. She planted herself on the couch in the living room. “Tell her what happened,” he had never drawn a line with her like this. Clif was her buddy. Not tonight.

“Hold on. Clif, what are you still doing here? Jensen is in LA,” Danneel rubbed her temples. “And again, I ask, what are you doing out at 1:30am, Addy?”

Clif answered first, “I am flying out tomorrow, or today, I mean. Jensen and Jared got an earlier flight.” He gave her a reassuring look.

“Your turn, Addy. Why did Clif bring you home from somewhere in the middle of the night?” Danneel turned to her daughter who sat nervously on the couch.

“Umm. I was hanging out with friends.”

“You reek of alcohol. I can smell it from here, Addy. You went against what your dad and I told you. Now Clif’s night is ruined, and I will be getting zero sleep.” The mom couldn’t react without getting angry with her daughter. “Go to bed. We will talk about this when I can think straight.”

“It’s still all about other people. Clif, you, the babies. What about me? I am here too. In case you forgot about your first kid. Am I important anymore?” Addy was getting loud.

“Addy, of course you are a part of this family too. We have had to adjust to new schedules with the babies, I realize that, but that does not excuse what you did. This was not the way to get our attention appropriately. Get your ass up to bed before I call Dad right now and interrupt his sleep too. Go.”

Well, this sucks.

Addy gave no response as she exited and ascended the stairs to her room.

At 9:00am, Addy’s phone screamed at her.

“Hello?”

“WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?”

“Hi to you too, Dad. I went out with friends, no big deal,” she gave a snarky response. “Aren’t you happy that I’m alive, at least? And I used my resources well. Cliffy is awesome.”

“Knock off the attitude and realize the magnitude of what you did. Your mom told me she has it handled. I believe her. I’d be more scared of her than me. I just wanted to call and let you know that you are on thin ice with both of us. See you when I get home, Addison.” He hung up.

“Good morning, Addy.” Danneel was eerily calm.

“Hi, Mom.”

“After breakfast we are going to talk. Your food is on the table. Fifteen minutes.”

She walked off to go take care of the babies with Addy’s grandma.

“Get over here. Now.” Danneel was commanding but not loud.

Addy walked from the sink back to the breakfast area. Danneel motioned for her daughter to sit in the chair that she had just left.

“I don’t need to remind you how irresponsible your actions were last night, do I?”

“I was just having fun, Mom! It was New Year’s! I wanted to hang with friends! What’s wrong with that?” Addy was so tired of being the good kid. Now was the time to start the teenage rebellion.

“Well, one, we explicitly told you no drinking just a few weeks ago because you are FOURTEEN. Two, you snuck out and went to a party that you knew we wouldn’t approve of. Three, you put yourself and Clif in danger on the ride home because many people drink and drive on New Year’s.

“But-” Addy tried to get her view in.

“No. You were irresponsible and do not seem to understand that you could have been hurt or hurt someone else because you were compromised. What you do has an impact on others. You’re lucky your actions didn’t ruin anyone else’s night. Now, you will see what an impact you CAN have. For the rest of your Christmas break, your time will be spent at home.” Addy opened her mouth to protest, but Danneel didn’t give her the chance. “You will help me with JJ and the babies, and your chores will be increased.”

“MOM!”

“Be quiet!” Danneel was angry. “I love you, but this is the dumbest thing you have ever done. Your dad also asked me to have you write an essay on how you will think the next time you are tempted to try this again. He will let you know what he wants specifically.”

“This isn’t fair! He said he would let you handle it!” Addy sassed. She was threw her hands up in the air.

“What’s not fair is Clif having to make sure that you get home safely after you made a not-so-safe decision. His job is to worry about your dad’s safety, not to be on-call for you. What’s not fair is you making others worry about your future choices because of this one that we are dealing with right now. What’s not fair is not being able to trust you anymore. You have a choice. You can either be quiet and do what I say with respect, or you can be obnoxious and make it worse for yourself. Which one do you want?”

“Ugh, fine. I’ll do it,” she huffed.

“Here is your to-do list for today. You better get started. We have a lot of stuff to get done.”

Danneel’s list for Addy was long. Addy didn’t get to sit down all day. She helped her mom and did chores that she didn’t even know existed. Addy couldn’t wait to go to bed. She soon realized that wasn’t possible yet. Addy forgot she had to write the stupid essay. She had received a text from her dad earlier that day.

Dad:

5 paragraphs, 4 sentences per paragraph, typed, double-spaced. On my desk at 9am.

Addy:

Fine.

Addy knew she was being rude, but she really didn’t care. Other than the fact that she didn’t want to extend her newfound prison-like life, she couldn’t care less about a lot of things.

Text from Jensen:

we need to chat with Addy- she was completely out of line with me this morning. I land at 1 tmrw. family mtg after?

Danneel:

sounds good. get back soon. the teenager might listen to you better than me.

Jensen:

I’m sure you are doing just fine, but we can both talk to her later. time for press stuff, gotta go. love you.

Danneel knew it would only get harder before Addy understood their reasoning for her consequences. The family as a whole needed to change their approach with her continuing to be selfish and bad-mannered.

Addy finished her essay that evening before she went to bed. She was careful about making sure that it seemed like she had changed, but her anger grew. Her essay was put on Jensen’s desk, and she went to sleep. She assumed she would be able to sleep in the next day, but that was not the case. Addy was woken up by JJ who needed a sippy cup.

Her little sister jumped on top of her. “Go away, JJ! Go get Mom.”

Addy was not happy.

“Momma told me to ask you. She said time to get up. She busy wif Zeppy.”

“Ugh. Get off me. I’ll be down in a minute.”

“No! Now! I firsty! I waited for Momma, now I wait for you. No. I need water.” JJ was getting frustrated.

“Get her water. Now, please.” Danneel stuck her head in the door frame. Addy plastered on a very obvious fake smile and walked with JJ downstairs.

“Here you go,” Addy said as she handed JJ a sippy cup with water.

“No! I want Olaf cup!” JJ did not want the one Addy tried to give her.

“Will you stop being a brat?!” As soon as she said it, she wished she could take it back. JJ’s eyes filled with tears, and she ran off.

Dang it. Sorry, Mom.

“Mom! Addy is a meanie butthead!” JJ ran down the hallway.

Danneel picked up her middle daughter and walked into the kitchen.

“All she needed was water, and you couldn’t even do that without an attitude. You will be on JJ Duty today instead of your chores I was going to give you. If you continue your behavior, you will be in your room until your dad gets home. And don’t forget that she is young. Teach her how to ask nicely instead of getting mad. Got it?” Danneel put JJ down and handed her the Olaf sippy cup that Addy had filled, per JJ’s request.

“Okay.” Addy was furious even though she gave in.

I have to watch the toddler? This will not end well.

“I will be with the babies. Unless JJ is dying, you are in charge of her. I’ll write down her schedule. You need to learn that you can have a positive or negative effect on people. Your choices influence others, bad, such as drinking, or good, like playing with your sister. Go have a positive impact on JJ today.”

Not the reverse psychology crap.

“Come on, JJ. Let’s get you dressed for the day.”

The two older siblings did many activities. Both were worn out by lunch. JJ was put down for a nap, and Addy cleaned up the mess they had made during Barbie time. She was about to explode. Honestly, she didn’t know why she was acting the way she was, but she embraced this new version of herself. Addy was tired of the responsibility of being the example, perfect student, perfect child.

Jensen arrived home while JJ and the twins were sleeping. Addy was less than happy about his homecoming. He put his luggage away and then called a family meeting.

“Addy,” Jensen walked into the kitchen, “family room.”

She looked up at him and then put the dishes down. Addy dried her hands and walked out after him.

Not him too.

They all sat quietly with an awkward silence while everyone took their places.

“Addy, we have not seen an improvement of your attitude,” Danneel said.

“You were completely out of line with your texts and the way you have been interacting with others,” Jensen supported his wife.

“My attitude?! Mine?! What about you? Mom, you don’t spend time with me anymore. And Dad, you completely ignored me once you got home for hiatus! What happened to our father-daughter stuff? We didn’t go pick a tree, or watch movies, or even swap gag gifts this year!” Addy was seething. She stood up in anger.

“Addy! Sit. Down.” Danneel commanded.

“No. I’m done being perfect. I’m done with being the one everyone looks to. I saw an opportunity to have fun over break, so I took it.”

“Who in the hell says you have to be perfect? We don’t! You’re a kid, you make mistakes. So do we.”

“Have you been on the internet lately? I’m the daughter of the hottest couple. I live the dream life, apparently,” she sarcastically quoted social media.

“Oh, Addy. Please don’t read that stuff,” Jensen was starting to understand. “We know that it’s been hard on you. But I also told you we would figure it out, right?”

“Look how good that worked out,” Addy said with a huff under her breath.

Danneel responded with, “Baby, you gotta tell us. Use your sass for good and speak up. We know it’s been a crazy few weeks, but it will get better, I promise.”

“I miss you,” Addy almost broke into tears, referencing both her parents. She wanted to be acknowledged without them asking her to do something. Addy finally told them this. With only one tear shed, she shared that she just wanted to be validated.

“We’re sorry you felt ignored. That wasn’t fair,” Jensen reassured Addy.

“What you did was still not ok. You understand that, right?” Danneel restated her question from the previous few days.

“I know. I’m sorry,” stated Addy. She was excused to finish the dishes while her mom and dad talked.

The issues had been voiced. They still had to take care of something though.

“Your restrictions stand for the rest of today and tomorrow. The last few days of your vacation are yours though. Your dad may even spoil you a little,” Danneel winked at Addy.

“Really?” Addy was so surprised. “What about you, Mom? Can we get someone to watch the younger ones so I can have you too?”

“I’m sure we can figure something out, princess,” Jensen stood up from the couch and hugged his oldest. Danneel wasn’t far behind.

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Here to Help! - pt.4

pt.1 pt.2 pt.3 masterlist

Characters: Spencer Reid, Y/N Y/L/N, Michael, Soraya, Linda

Warnings: angst, violence, slight describtion of sexual harassment and abuse (it´s not specific)

A/N: i got a little carried away while writing this and i think it turned out quite decent. please regard the warnings. it´s a pretty angsty chapter, so if you´re not up for reading it, then please don´t do it! enjoy! feedback is appreciated :)

Summary: Spencer has to leave to solve a case with his team, still feeling uncomfortable about the whole situation around Y/N. Meanwhile, Y/N doesn´t know how far Michael is willing to go to get what he wants.

“Okay...yeah, no, it´s okay, Spence. Just be safe out there and come back in on piece. Yep, I´ll be finde and I´ll call you if anything happens. I love you too. Bye, be safe!”, Y/N ended the phone call. She was currently at her lunch break with Soraya in a tiny little bistro in DC.

“Another case?”, her best friend asked as she took a bite of her sandwich.

“Yeah, they are going to New Mexico. Spencer said that the case isn´t that bad, so hopefully he´ll be back soon.”, Y/N said, trying to calm herself down too. She was all alone now. She stared down onto her coffee. She did not feel hungry at all, although she hasn´t eaten anything properly for a day, but she joined her friend either way. She needed to get out and away from Michael. If she could only tell someone about what´s happening, but she was too scared.

“Can I ask you something?”, Soraya suddenly said, pulling Y/N away and out of her thoughts.

“Sure.”, she told her.

“What did Michael want to talk about with you?”

Y/N´s heart began to beat faster. What should she tell her? The truth, her mind screamed. But she couldn´t. If she would say a word, he would hurt Spencer and that´s a risk she could not take. So she needed to come up with a lie.

“H-He wanted to talk about the upcoming summerparty of our group.”

“That´s it?”, Soraya wondered.

“Yeah..what more should have been there to expect?”

“Well, when heleft, you kinda seemed scared, if not to say terrified.”

“Oh that...yeah, he was angry at me for such a dumb reason.”, Y/N tried to laugh her insecurity away.

“Did he threaten you?”, her best friend wanted to know.

“No...no, why would he do that? And why would you think that?”

“I don´t know, you tell me?”

“No, we had a little argument, but found an agreement. Everything´s fine.”, Y/N said, nervously looking on her watch, “I think we should go back soon. Break is almost over.” And with that, the women paid for their lunch and got up to get back to work, Y/N in deep thoughts hoping that the day would be over soon.

Y/N got off of work at around 6pm. Her boss needed to have them stay there for a short conference, which should be approximatley be about 30 minutes, but turned into a two hours session because Soraya and Linda, another co-worker of Y/N, started a heated discussion. After two hours of screamin, yelling and discussing, they finally finished and were free to go. Since Y/N was driven to work by Reid this morning, she needed to take the metro back to their apartment. But not before Michael came up behind her, pulling her in an alley and pushing her against the wall, grip tightening on her upper arms.

“So...since we could not finish our talk this morning and I´m more than ready for our second date, I´ll be at your apartment at 8. I´ll expect you to be dressed nicely and dinner would be awesome, too. Oh, and i know that Spencer is off on a case so don´t try and talk me down. Understood?”, he said as he pressed his body further into her.

“Y-Yes..”, Y/N stottered, too scared to say anything wrong.

“Perfect.”, Michael smiled and pressed a kiss on Y/N´s cheek before letting go and walking away. Y/N let out the breath she was holding in, her hands shaking. She did not know what to do. She just wanted this to be over, but he would never leave her alone. Y/N sighed and made her way to the metro station, embracing herself for the nightmare she would be experiencing later tonight.

At exactly 8pm, Michael was knocking at the door and Y/N considered the option to let him stay outside and not open the front door. Maybe he would just go away.

“Y/N, love. I know you´re there. Open up or elsewhile, I have to call Spencer and..”

Y/N immediatley opened the door with shaky hands and let him in. She looked the hallway up and down to check if someone might have seen him, but when she saw no one, she quickly closed the door behind herself and slowly turned around to Michael.

“You´re looking beautiful tonight. Just fine.”, he smirked as he mustered Y/N from the top to the bottom. Y/N felt disgusted and needed to push away the urge to vomit.

“Thanks.”, she replied dryly as she gathered herself.

“So...what did you cook for us?”

“I-I did Lasagna. I hope that´s okay. D-Do you wanna drink something?”, Y/N stottered as she watched Michael.

“Sure thing, sweetness. I´ll take a beer.”, he said as he trotted into the kitchen and sat down at the made table. Y/N gave him his beer and shortly after that they started to eat. After they finished eating, Michael made his way over to the couch and turned on the TV, immediatley feeling at home while Y/N did the dishes. She would do anything at the moment to stay away from him.

“Y/N, babe. The dishes can wait. I need you here.”

Y/N cringed at the way he called he the names that only Spencer was allowed to call her.

“I-I´ll be right there. I´m almost finished.”

“No, come here! NOW!”, he screamed and Y/N dropped everything before going over to him and sitting down beside him.

They sat there in silence until she felt his on on her thigh. Y/N closed her eyes and tried to scoot away from him, but he quickly put his arms around her and held her tight. Y/N had enough. She needed to get him out of here as soon as possible.

“Michael..ehm..you know, it was a pretty long day and I´m really tired. So, could you maybe leave so I can get some sleep?”, she asked shyly.

“No.”, he simply replied as he took another sip of his beer, still holding Y/N tight in his arms. Y/N started to panic and scolded herself for letting it come that far.

“Why?”, she asked, her voice wavy.

“What?”, he answered, eyes still focused on the TV in front of him.

Suddenly, something inside Y/N snapped. She was scared, but she needed to do something.

“Why the hell are you doing this? Is your own life so fucking miserable that you have to destroy the life of others?”

Michael also snapped and slapped Y/N across her face. She definitley did not see this coming. She must have hit the right spot. And now, she regretted it, because she could feel that hell was about to break loose.

“Don´t you dare speaking to me like that, you little bitch!”

Y/N sprung up and tried to ran towards the door to escapre but Michael was faster and blocked her way.

“Leave me alone! What did I ever do to you that you do this to me? Can´t you accept that Spencer and I are happy together? I want him, only him.”

“You are mine. Ever since this doctor crossed your path, you changed. We were meant to be together. And I´ll get what I want. So either you cooperate or I have to tell your lovley boyfriend of yours that you are a cheating whore.”

Y/N gulped, franctically looking for an alternative way out.

“I will never ever love you the way I love Spencer, you sick psycho.”, Y/N yelled as she saw the phone and tried to go for it. Michael saw her movements and ran towards her, smacking the phone out of her hands.

“Big mistake.”, he said as Y/N ran off into the bedroom, directly running towards the window trying to open it quickly.

“HELP! HELP ME, PLEASE..”, she screamed at the top of her lungs.

Suddenly, she felt a pair of hands grabbing her waist and pulling her back inside.

“Let me go!”, Y/N tried to wrestle out of his grip, but got smacked in the face again.

“You´ll regret that. I always get what I want.”

He threw Y/N down on the bed, quickly getting on top of her, starting to undress her. Tears started to gather inside Y/N´s eyes.

“Please...don´t..”, Y/N begged.

“It´s too late for that, hun. We´re gonna have some fun now.”

Y/N closed her eyes and tried to take her mind into a different place as an image of Reid appeared in her head. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks.

“I´m so sorry, Spencer..”, she whispered as she tried to escape reality.

A/N: next part will be up tmrw :)

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