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moonlightspencie · 16 days
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Meet-Cute
Description: It's all in the title, isn't it?
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x gn!Reader
Warnings: none :)
Word Count: 1k
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On a Saturday morning after a night of drinking, the last thing you personally cared for was to be awoken by the loudest noise on earth. Some terrible creaking sound, mixed with thuds that seemed to resound in your apartment every thirty seconds had you practically developing a stress-induced twitch as you laid in bed.
To put it nicely: you were at the end of your rope.
You begrudgingly got out of bed, roughly washed your face, angrily brushed your teeth, and stomped to your door. You may not usually be prone to dramatics, but you felt it necessary for your well-being this time. You opened your door, about to confront your terribly noisy neighbor, when you realized that it was someone moving in.
You wanted to be angry. You really did. But…
“Hello,” said a man who you could only describe as genuinely tall, dark, and handsome. He also looked a little surprised.
You wiped the scowl off your face. “Hi.”
He looked around, as if the answer for you standing in your doorway in pajamas, looking quite annoyed, would appear out of thin air. It didn’t. You realized as much about thirty seconds later as you finally started speaking.
“Sorry. Are you moving in?”
"Oh! Yeah," he breathed out a small laugh. God he was handsome. "I apologize for the noise.”
You shake your head. “No! No, that’s okay. Just… curious.”
He smiled a little and you tried not to melt on the spot. He reached his hand out in greeting.
“I’m Aaron.”
You shook his hand, trying not to stare at him as you gave him your name.
“Nice to meet you,” you said softly.
“You, too. Uh… I’m just gonna…” he trailed off, nodding at the box under his arm.
“Of course!” you nod quickly. “Right. Um… I’ll see you around, Aaron.”
You went back to your apartment, shutting the door behind you with a little grin. So much for staying determined to be grumpy and less than pleasant today.
It was, unfortunately, two weeks later before you saw him again. This time as you were checking your mailbox in the lobby. As you heard someone clear their throat, you muttered a small apology, stepping out of the way as you looked through the letters in your hand.
“Um… hi,” he offered as a greeting that made you jump a little bit. "Sorry, I didn't mean to... Just wanted to say hello."
You looked up at the voice that was irritatingly smooth, finding yourself getting a bit warm in the cheeks when you noticed him giving you almost a shy smile. You turned towards him more to give him your full attention.
"Oh, gosh. Uh, sorry," you chuckled softly, returning his smile. "Guess I'm not very good at being neighborly, am I?"
"You're doing just fine. I'm sure it might be a little... maybe off-putting to have a strange man approach you in the lobby, now that I think of it."
You shook your head. “It’s not that at all. I’m just… not used to people approaching me here at all.”
“Not exactly social?”
“More like nobody else here is. I don’t mind a little company,” you replied, a little more flirty than you were intending. 
Clearly he didn’t mind.
“Good to know,” he nodded once with a growing smirk.
“Uh…” you clammed up a tiny bit. “So… Um, are you, like, new around here?”
“Only to this building. I’ve been in D.C. for too many years to count,” his smirk melted into a softer smile. “Just needed someplace new, I guess. My old apartment… I just needed a change of scenery.”
“Yeah. Yeah, no, I’ve been there,” you nodded softly. “How are you liking it so far?”
“It’s great. My son loves it here.”
Your brows raised a little. “You have a son?”
“I’m shocked you didn’t file a complaint last night with the tantrum he threw,” he chuckled a tiny bit. 
“I was out last night, so no worries here.”
“Oh? With friends, or…?”
You couldn’t help but smile a little more. “Yeah. Just a couple of girlfriends.”
“That sounds fun.”
“Maybe too much fun.”
“You get up to a lot with them?” he asked casually, though not without humor, crossing his arms over his chest.
You smiled. “Only on occasion. I don’t think I could really handle the way they go out practically every single night. I only agree to go out like that with them once a month.”
“Now you’re sounding a little too much like me for someone so young and pretty.”
You find your cheeks warm at that, though you try not to react outwardly. You could tell that he knew just how much he had affected you, though. If you didn’t know any better, you might guess he was a mindreader. 
“I think you make yourself out to be too boring for someone so friendly and handsome.”
He laughed a little at that. Then a comfortable silence falls over the both of you for a moment. Maybe two moments. Eventually, you shift your weight, and look back up at him again. He really is horribly handsome. A guy shouldn’t be able to look like that, and… God, he smelled good, too. You shuffled the mail in your hands a little bit before speaking again.
“Uh… Well, it was nice chatting with you, but unfortunately I do have to go clean my apartment. Family is coming over tomorrow,” you said softly. “I’ll see you around, though, yeah?”
“Yes, that sounds… sounds good. Maybe if you end up wanting some of that company you were talking about, we could get dinner some time?”
You couldn’t help a giddy smile sneaking onto your face. You nodded easily, glancing at his hand as he shut your mailbox for you near your head. 
“I could come knock on your door some time soon and invite you properly, if you’d be alright with that,” he said, that little smirk sneaking back onto his face.
“I’d like that.”
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wildflowerluver · 1 year
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aaron hotchner x fem!reader
3 times aaron shares his clothes with you
cw: nsfw mentions, aftercare, bau reader, injury, case details
wc: 1.4k
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suit jacket
aaron hotchner is rarely seen during work hours in anything other than a suit. 
there’s exceptions, of course, such as cases up north where he can be found dressed in jeans and a quarter zip. but then again, how often does the team get sent to a place like alaska. 
the team was sent up to vermont. the suspected unsub lived and hunted in the thick forests which made profiling extremely difficult. days later, when you finally had a suspect, you and the team wasted no time in speeding through the pouring rain to get to his location. 
arriving first, you and morgan shot off running after the unsub who had escaped out of the back of his rural house and into the woods. the team stayed behind to raid the home for one of the missing girls as well as setting up a base camp for the arrest. 
by the time you caught up with morgan who had already apprehended the unsub, you’re soaked from the rain. it doesn’t help that you have to walk up another hill to get back to where you hope the team is.
you’re absolutely drenched and can’t stop shivering. 
the bullet proof vest that sits across your chest has transformed from its normal navy blue to a near black; mud streaks across it to add to the mess.
once you appear in the sight of the team, emily is the one who reaches you and morgan first. 
you’re both a little out of it from a combination of the weather and the chase. her voice is muffled but the hands cupping your cheeks are easy to feel. they’re warm and seem to ground you. 
the warmth you’re feeling is leaving as quick as you registered it. emily’s soft hands are replaced with larger, more calloused ones. ones you know very well; aaron’s.
“honey, are you alright?” his voice is quiet.
it takes you a moment to meet his eyes.
“s’ cold,” you chatter.
aaron takes you being able to respond to that as a win. his expression shifts to relief as he places a tentative hand on your shoulder. “the ambulance is here. we should get you checked out.”
you allow him to guide you over. morgan’s already been cleared which is a good sign.  
the emt’s waste no time in bombarding you with questions. you’re still shivering.
not even thinking twice, aaron slides off his suit jacket to place it on your shoulders. you know you won’t be fully warm until you get out of the clothes that you’re in but the jacket is a kind gesture. 
aaron doesn’t care in the slightest that his jacket is getting wet. you, on the other hand, frown and try to push it back. you know how expensive his work clothes are. they’re the only thing in your shared closet that gets sent to a dry cleaner for special cleaning.
“y/n,” aaron scolds. “please take my jacket.”
you feel like a child at his words. his usual term of endearment had shifted into just your name for emphasis. 
you grumbled quietly before allowing aaron to readjust his jacket over your shoulders. it doesn’t just provide you with warmth from the material, but simply from knowing that it was aaron’s.
he stays seated next to you the entire time. His arm had snaked around your waist to hold you close.
aaron waits until the emt’s successfully clear you and move to check on some of the others before he raises his chin so you meet his eyes. 
he leans down to kiss you gently. it’s short and sweet. you barely have any time to process it before he’s pulling away. 
“all better.”
sweater
the house is slightly chilly when you wake up.
normally you would take this opportunity to roll over and bury yourself into aaron’s chest. he was a personal furnace.
instead of finding aaron beside you, you’re met with an empty bed. his covers are neatly tucked in and his pillow is fluffed. the mattress is cold too, a telltale sign aaron’s been out of bed for quite a bit. 
though tiredness courses throughout you, the urge to find aaron outweighs that. 
you shiver as your feet hit the hardwood floor. the shirt you decided to wear to bed seems like a bad choice. across the room, a grey article catches your eye.
the sweatshirt is soft in your hands once you pick it up. you know it’s aaron’s judging by the print on it. he had a habit of keeping his old college apparel.
the george washington university logo had faded and cracked from years of wear but it smells like aaron. you don’t think twice before sliding it on. 
you pad down the stairs and shuffle into the kitchen in search of your boyfriend. 
the sleeves of aaron’s sweatshirt go a bit past the tips of your fingers and you bring your hands up to your chest.
aaron is by the stove, humming along to the music that plays out of the record player as he cooks breakfast. he’s dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt. you have no idea how he isn’t cold though you’re sure he’s planning on building a fire in the fireplace to combat the chill of the blowing snow outside. 
you waste no time in moving forward to wrap your arms around his midsection. your head finds a place between his shoulder blades as you squeeze him a little tighter. 
“good morning,” you smile.
aaron places his spatula to the side and turns the stove down. whatever he’s making can wait. 
he’s turning around to face you. your arms remain around his waist and his move up to cup your cheeks.
aaron moves down to kiss you deeply. your heart beats faster as your lips meet. despite the months of dating, you never get tired of kissing him.
“good morning, honey,” he mumbles against your lips.
aaron’s eyes leave yours and look down at your frame. you bite your lip. 
“is that my sweatshirt?” he asks.
you hide your face in his neck. “maybe,” you mumble. you know he’s not mad but the embarrassment of getting caught makes your face flush.
aaron kisses the crown of your head. 
“i don’t mind. looks much better on you anyway.”
shirt
you’re still breathing hard when your head finally hits the pillow.
aaron takes his time pulling out. you whimper at the empty feeling but he kisses you gently as if to combat the feeling.
“so good for me,” he presses the words into your neck. “so perfect.”
aaron thumbs away a few stray tears, purely from pleasure, that have fallen down your cheeks. your eyes are still a little clouded and aaron notices almost immediately. 
“feeling okay?” he kisses your cheek, then your forehead, and finally your lips.
you nod, face flushing. “more than okay.”
aaron hums. aftercare after sex is one of the most important things to him but he first needed to make sure you were okay.
“c’mon, let's get cleaned up,” aaron snakes an arm around your waist to pull you flush to him. you keep your head in the crook of his neck as he helps you to your feet and into the bathroom.
aaron takes his time with you in the shower. he makes sure the water is just the right temperature before he pulls you in.
his hands are soft as they wash and massage your scalp. he’s mindful of your sensitivity and when you’re done, he wraps you up in a big fluffy white towel. 
“what can i get you?” aaron asks.
“bed,” you mumble, tiredness finally taking over.
aaron kisses your forehead. he squeezes your hip and leaves you to walk over to his drawer. he returns just a moment later with one of his t-shirts in hand.
“arms up,” aaron instructs gently.
you do as you’re told, the soft material concealing your body in the best way possible. the smile on your face tells aaron he made the right choice in his pick of pajamas for you. you can’t help it, there’s something so intimate about sharing clothes with a partner. 
you finally make it back to the bed. the sheets had been changed and the covers are pulled back to make it look extra inviting. 
aaron helps you before sliding in after you. 
you promptly curled into aaron’s side.
“goodnight honey,” he whispered.
you’re asleep before you have the chance to answer.
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uncpanda · 8 months
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Something More
Prompt: Something More by Sugarland 
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Pregnancy 
Requested by: ANON 
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You’re in the front yard, planting daffodils when the car pulls up. It takes you a few minutes to get to your feet, your pregnant belly makes movement more difficult these days. You glance over at the porch where Jack is playing cars with James. Despite being twelve years older than his younger brother, Jack never complains about spending time with his baby brother. In fact, he loves being a big brother. It’s why you’re pregnant again. Jack is in desperate want of another sibling, and Aaron had been in desperate want of a third kid. 
You let out a breath once you’re upright. You turn to face the people coming up your walkway, and then you hear Jack yell, “UNCLE DAVE!” 
You pause at that, and everything clicks together as you watch a group of people exit the car. These people are your husband’s former team. You watch as Jack’s head swivels between his two year old brother and the people who had been his honorary aunts and uncles. You toss your head towards them and head up the stairs of the porch. 
You hold out your hand for James, who happily takes it and lead him inside while Jack hugs everyone. You find Aaron on the couch surrounded by the papers he’s grading. “Aaron.” His head shoots up and he smiles at you. “You have visitors.” 
His brow furrows, before he gets off the couch he peers out the window and a very serious look comes over his face. You’ve never seen him look that serious. You place a hand on his arm, and some of the tension eases from his body. 
James tugs on his pants leg, and he swoops down and picks him up. He settles a giggly James on his shoulders before ducking out the front door. You watch from the doorway. You had met Aaron nearly four years ago. Of course, back then you had known him as James. He’d been your next-door neighbor; a handsome and kind single dad. He’d been older than you, but you’d been infatuated.
It had taken a few months for him to warm up to you. A month after that he’d accepted your invitation to dinner. There were things that didn’t make sense about his life, but you had a feeling he was being as honest as he could. It was only when you’d found yourself accidentally pregnant that he had sat down and told you the truth of everything. You’d been surprised when you didn’t feel any anger. You understood the lies and you also knew that there was no way in hell your were giving him or Jack up. And with his cover blown and the two of you tied together, you decided to get married and be enveloped into the witness protection life. 
Scratch had been found and captured in your sixth month. You’d been living in a small town in Florida. Aaron hated Florida. And when he got the call there had been a moment of elation, and plans were made to move back to DC and for Aaron to go back to work. And then they stopped. While Aaron still wanted to be back in or near DC he told you he wasn’t going back to the FBI. He was going to take early retirement. When you had asked him why, he simply shrugged and said, “I want something more.” 
Your growing little family had moved back to DC  and Aaron had gone back into law practice and started teaching at GW. He’d told you a lot about his team, and he’d surprised you when he hadn’t reconnected with his team outside of the job. 
You’d asked him about it one night, and while he’d held you close he’d admitted, “I’m scared I’ll get sucked back in. I want to be here for you and Jack and this little one.” His hand had stroked your nine month pregnant belly. And now, here you were two years later and Aaron was finally being reunited with his family.
You watch Aaron and Jack from the window. James is leaning forward, but he isn’t trying to interact with anyone. He’s in the toddler stage where he hates strangers. Instead, he’s clinging to Aaron’s hair. You know for a fact that that isn’t comfortable, the kid has a grip like you wouldn’t believe. There’s a twinge in your back, and you rub at it while Jack gestures towards the house. You take that as your que to head on out. 
It’s a bit of a waddle, and Jack is quick to run back and help you down the stairs; your sweet boy. And as you’re enveloped into hugs and greetings you can’t help but wonder how Aaron has stayed away from these people for so long. 
Aaron watches you interact with the team. He expects some sort of longing to take over; a desire for the old days. He admits he sometimes misses the weight of his gun on his hip or the feeling of his credentials in his suit pocket. But the overwhelming NEED to be out there chasing the bad guys is gone. 
His time in witness protection had allowed him to realize he wanted something more out of life. He didn’t want just a job, he wanted a family. He wanted to be there for Jack, and he had treasured those first few months just the two of them, but Jack had been growing up, and then he’d met you. You’d been an unexpected curve ball life had thrown at him, and he was so grateful. You’d provided him with love and understanding and someone to lean on. You were his sun, and his children were his moon and stars. 
And as James pulls on his hair, and Jack and Henry run off to go look at his comic books, and you connect with the team while rubbing your baby bump, he knows that he can be part of this family again, and he can do it without being sucked in. Because he has something more than the job now. 
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dreamyysaturn · 1 year
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Emily Prentiss calling herself Mommy 👀 [Criminal Minds Evolution]
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happiest-hotch · 2 years
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pov: your Instagram but you're married to Aaron Hotchner
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y/nhotchner: another day being my bitch 
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d.morgan: this feels a little too personal to be seeing → badass_em: agreed, especially with his tie untied
aarhotcher: *another day of adoring my wife → y/nhotchner: synonyms, baby
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y/nhotchner: breakfast duty
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aarhotchner: somehow i’m always the one on breakfast duty → y/nhotchner: i didn’t hear any complaints this morning   → aarhotchner: there was adequate repayment      → d.morgan: y’all know we can all read these comments, right?
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y/nhotchner: baby Theo Oliver Hotchner
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babygirlpg: I call dibs on babysitting
jessbrooks: congratulations. so happy for your family <3 → y/nhotchner: love you <3
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y/nhotchner: date night!!
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aarhotchner: you’ve got to stop taking photos of me, baby → y/nhotchner: sorry not sorry. you’re so handsome → babygirlpg: shippppp
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y/nhotchner: hearteyes
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aarhotchner: I've been looking at you like that for five years → y/nhotchner: and i’ve loved every minute of it <3
babygirlpg: we love to see our unit chief smiling → doctorreid: Yes, statistically the more times he smiles a day, the more likely we are to get the weekend off
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y/nhotchner: the cutest Darth Vader ever... and some other dude
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jessbrooks: he was so excited before you two got back with the costume
mommyjareau: spiderman/ darth vader playdate → y/nhotchner: yes! and i’ll bring baby Chewbacca 
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y/nhotchner: imagine the state of the bathroom floor
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sean_hotchner: big man is looking a lot like baby Aaron → aarhotchner: he’s got a baby Sean personality though → y/nhotchner: they want a visit from uncle Sean asap 
babygirlpg: those big brown eyes! → y/nhotchner: and long eyelashes... jealous
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y/nhotchner: the boys out in LA
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d.morgan: weren’t you guys meant to be at the crime scene? → y/nhotchner: i’m an opportunistic photographer  → aarhotchner: she made us, and get back to work on the files   →d.morgan: yes bossman   → babygirlpg: that smile doesn’t look forced
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y/nhotchner: bring your kid to work day... but your parents travel on a private jet
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aarhotchner: *disclaimer* there were no usual BAU discussions
d.morgan: little man and Henry had a good point about web shooters → doctorreid: agreed → teelewis: agreed → mommyjareau: agreed → babygirlpg: agreed, and i’m not even in the field  → davidrossiofficial: agreed → y/nhotchner: pressure is on @/aarhotchner
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crowleysgirl67 · 5 months
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New Neighbor
Author: @crowleysgirl67
Word Count: 1239
Parings/Characters: Spencer Reid x Reader
Warnings: fluff, angsty, reid getting injured,   
A/N: Thanks for reading! 
Arms leadened with groceries you struggled to get your key in your apartment door. You let out an exasperated sigh as one of the bags toppled over and onto the floor. Setting the bags down you aggressively opened the door and picked up a few bags again and took them inside. When you came back for the rest a moppy brown-haired gentleman was bagging the things you'd dropped. 
“Oh you don’t need to do that, I could have gotten it.” you bent down to help him.
He smiled, “It’s no problem. I’m Spencer.”
“(Y/N). It’s nice to meet you Spencer. Thank you for your help.”  
“My pleasure. You’re new to the building aren’t you?” he asked, following you in with your groceries. 
“Yeah I moved in on Thursday.”   
“Makes sense why I haven’t seen you yet. I just got back into town from work last night.” he set your bags on the counter. 
“You travel a lot for work?” you ask as you begin to put things away.
“Quite a bit. Honestly I’m probably out for work more than I am home.” 
“As long as you enjoy what you do, I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad thing.”  
“It can be grueling, but I do enjoy it.” 
“Then that’s what matters.”
“What about you? Do you enjoy your work?” he asked, looking about your living room.
 “I do. I have freedom to do what I want to.” you finished putting the last of the groceries away and put on a kettle for tea. You pulled out your tray of different teas and offered it to Spencer to look through. 
“I noticed your doctorates on the wall.” he commented as he looked.
“Yeah. I am a psychiatrist.” you pulled two mugs out from the cupboard. “I also write, which is my main ‘job’. Most of my books are done under a pen name unless I’m writing about the psych field.” you add seeing as he looked confused about how you’d have free time as a doctor. 
“You don’t practice?” he questioned.
“Not really, not anymore at least. I keep up on my credentials and I help occasionally at the local hospitals if needed.” 
The kettle squealed and you pulled it off pouring the water into the mugs. 
“Do you mind if I ask why?” He took the mug you scooted over and put his tea in it.
“Not at all. I was attacked by a patient who had severe delusions. As a result I decided to take a step back from that.” 
“Makes sense.” he nods.
“I’m no cop, that's for sure.” you slid over the sugar.
“Making an educated guess about my profession I see. It’s close. I’m an FBI agent” he chuckled.
“Where the travel part comes in.”
“Exactly.” 
***
Over the next few months you and Spencer became close friends. He even had you apartment sit while he was out of town on cases. You didn’t mind and enjoyed his company when you had the opportunity to hang out.
One evening your cell rang and you answered thinking it might be Spencer.
“Is this (Y/N)?” a female voice on the other end asked.
“Depends, who are you?” you asked wary of unknown callers.
“My name’s Penelope Garcia. I’m the BAU technical analyst, I work with Dr. Reid.”
“Oh, Spencers told me a lot about you guys. It’s nice to put a voice to a name. What can I help you with?”
“He asked me to give you a call. He’s a little out of it.”
“Why? What happened?” you stood up from your spot on your couch, on alert. 
“He was injured in the field, nothing life threatening thankfully”
“What happened?” you asked, gathering your stuff into an overnight bag.
“He was shot in the shoulder.” she replies with a quiet voice.
“Where is he? What hospital? What city? I can be there within a matter of hours.”
Garcia and you worked out the details and you gathered what you needed for an overnighter or two and went to his apartment and gathered a few things for him as well. As promised you were there in a matter of hours.
“(Y/N)?” a dark haired man approached you as you entered the floor Spencer was on.
“Agent Hotchner I presume. Penelope said you and your team would be here.” you shook his hand. 
“Correct. It’s a pleasure to meet you, despite the circumstances.” he brings you over to the rest of the team and introduces you.
“You got here fast.” Rossi comments.
“The perks of having money is you pay people to make it happen fast.” you chuckled softly. “How is he?”
“Alright. He’s asleep now.” Derek answered.
“Was it a through and through?”  
“Yes.” Derek replied.
“I’m here!” Penelope's voice drifted down the hall as she approached. 
“Baby girl, what are you doing here?” Derek asks. Everyone looked surprised to see her as well.
“(Y/N) brought me. Did you know she has her own private jet? Like the one we use is cool but hers is fabulous.”   
“She said your case was over. I figured it didn’t hurt to bring her if I was coming anyway.” you shrug off the looks they were giving you.
“Oh we so have to see it later.” Emily pipes in. 
“Hey guys.” Spencer says and everyone turns to face him.
“You should be resting. Why are you up?” you made your way to his side and guided him into one of the chairs. 
“I’m fine.” 
“You wouldn’t be in a hospital hooked up to an IV with a hole in your shoulder if you were fine Spence.” you flagged down a nurse “Could you get me a wheelchair and Dr. Reid's chart please.” 
She glanced at you, noticing the hospital badge, before nodding, “Of course Doctor.” 
“Thank you.” you smiled and turned your attention back to Spencer.
“I don’t need a wheelchair. I walked out here didn’t I?” he pouts. “Garcia? When did you get here?” he asked as he seemed to just notice her.
“And that’s why you need the chair.” you thank the nurse as you took his file, and parked the chair next to him.
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Spencer was on modified duty for the weeks following the incident. You were there helping him. You took up making sure he did his physical therapy exercises, and cooking the two of you sharing meals at one of your apartments frequently. His friends checked in on him regularly, giving you the opportunity to get to know them better as well. 
“Hey (Y/N).” Spencer greeted you as he walked in your apartment using his key.
“Hey Spence. How was work? You didn’t over extend that shoulder today right?” you looked over from your spot on the couch. He’d done that once early on and could have potentially messed his recovery up. 
“It was fine and no I didn’t overdo it. Emily was right, you're not letting that go anytime soon are you?” he chuckled. 
“Damn right I’m not. You got hurt, you need to heal and rest, not be off messing your shoulder up more.”
“Hey!” he plopped down next to you on the couch. 
“Genius can’t rebuttal because I’m right.” you teased. 
“Um..” he started.
“Yes?” you waited patiently for him to form his thoughts.
“Do you maybe… want to go out… with me?” he asked nervously. 
You smiled, “Yes Spencer, I would love to go out with you.”
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My Favourite Place
A/N: Looks like I have a new muse. I'm not mad about it. Still working my way through CM but also up to date with the Evolution season which I guess this is based around.
Sum: Y/N goes home after work for a relaxing bath... Emily joins. Fluff and Smut included.
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It had been ages since you’ve seen her this worked up about a case. Mind you this one was pretty much the worst one you’d ever seen since joining the BAU. It wasn’t often that you slept at different places, but she was working late and you needed rest. You hadn’t seen her like this before, but you knew better than to intrude or bother her. So, when you heard the front door unlock and slam shut you knew it was the right option to let her be.
“You know, you should have a better security sys-“ She stopped in her tracks as she stood in the doorway to the bathroom. When you texted her earlier saying you were going back to your place, you hadn’t mentioned having a bath. That definitely would have gotten her home sooner. She watched you for a moment, your smirk growing with the lingering stare. “Is there some space left in there for me?” Her eyes raking down your slick naked body as she slipped off her shoes.
Another reason you went back to your place instead of hers tonight, your tub. She didn’t have one and you needed a relaxing soak. You had only been in long enough or your skin to get accustom to the melting hot temperature. “I’m sure I could find some room.” You smiled, dipping under the water and coming back up with your hair slicked back. There was a moan from the door.
“You know if you’d mentioned you were heading home for a bath, I would have come home with you.” Her eyes never leaving your body as she took off her clothing.
“I learnt a long time ago not to bother Emily Prentiss when she’s on a case.” Now it was your turn to admire her naked body as she collected her clothes and put them in the hamper by the door.
She rolled her eyes and walked up beside the tub with a raise brow. “Well?”
You knew what she wanted, you to sit forward but you just stayed where you were, opening your legs, implying she sit in front. “Plenty of room for you, baby.”
Her teeth snagged the inside of her lip as she thought about it for a split second, “Considering how you didn’t follow my rules the other day, I think you should move forward.”
The mention of the other day with that glare already had you hot. This time it wasn’t the bath water that raised your internal temperature. As much as you wanted to please and relax her, it seemed like she had another idea in mind. You slipped forward, the bathwater rippling at your movement and the added body slipping in behind you.
Her arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you back as your head rested on her shoulder, her mouth coming down to kiss your silky wet skin at the crook of your neck. “Perfect.” She breathed, her hands wondering your skin, one separating your legs as it moved south.
“Baby..” You moaned as her fingers played you like how she skilfully outplayed any bad guy in any room. “Yes…” You moaned, thrusting into her hand when she hit the perfect spot. With her, it didn’t take long for your body to respond.
“I’ve been thinking about this all day…”
“The bath-tub?” You could barely talk, her fingers bringing you closer, her breath over your skin and her open-mouthed kisses sending jolts to your core.
Hearing your shallow breathes and inner walls constrict had her shifting for friction. “Hearing your moans, feeling you under my touch…” She kissed you behind the ear, a smirk on her lips as she felt you thrust and squeeze her fingers. “That’s it, good girl.”
You moaned her name and let your body go. This wasn’t how you thought bath time would go but you weren’t at all disappointed. A smile spread across your lips as you came back and planted a kiss to the side of her face. “Marry me.”
She laughed and squeezed you closer. “You’re just deeply satisfied and in your favourite place, you-”
Your lips trailed down her neck, you shifted slightly to get a better angle, drawing a moan from your girlfriends’ lips when you squeezed her thigh to steady yourself. “You’re my favourite place.”
A deep moan escaped her lips as she squeezed you tighter. “Ask me again when I haven’t just fucked you senseless.”
You leant back, “Baby, you might have fucked me, but not senseless.” It wasn’t a complaint or anything, you knew she could fuck you senseless quite easily. “I’m serious. Although not the exact story I want to share with everyone but I am serious.”
The shock was clear, “I – I haven’t even gotten you a ring…” This wasn’t meant to be happening yet. She had thought about it, there was no denying that but it was still in the thinking stage and the browsing stage, not it actually happening stage.
“I’m not saying right here and now well actually I did say that but –“You both laughed and you kissed her on the lips, a long, reaffirming statement that went with how you were feeling. “Wait, you were- are- wait-“Her words catching up with you.
Emily laughed, she held you close, causing you to sit back into her front again, no access to see her face, you could only feel and hear her. “I’ve thought about it for a while. So the answer is yes, not if, or maybe, it’s a yes. Not exactly how I wanted to bring it up but there it is.”
Did you both just agree to get married?
You chuckled, “When have I ever done things the way you wanted or planned out…” You brought her hand up to your lips. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” She smiled, kissing your shoulder. “Let me get a ring first and plan a beautiful day for just us before we go announcing it.”
“Oh baby, I’m not announcing anything until I propose to you.”
“You mean it wasn’t your great plan to get fucked by me in the bathtub after a long day, week, at work.”
You hummed, her other hand wondering south again. “Maybe that can be our private story…” Your legs twitched, “But no, I’ve got something much sappier planned for you.”
“Sounds perfect but for now…” She paused, smiling at the way your body was twitching just for her. “Let me fuck you senseless.”
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Unlucky - Chapter 3
I'm baaaackkkk!!! <3 I hope you're still loving this series!
NCIS x Criminal Minds crossover!!
Summary: You’re Emily Prentiss’s little sister, you work for NCIS and when your team got a case in Quantico, it’s time for her to meet your team and for you to meet hers…
Pairings: sister!Emily Prentiss x Reader, Leroy Jethro Gibbs x Reader, Aaron Hotchner x Reader (and maybe more…)
Words count: 2.4k
Prologue - Chapter 1 - Chapter 2
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Once you got to your sister’s apartment, you rushed to the bathroom and jumped in the shower. You stayed under the hot water for longer than anticipated, but you needed to relax and regain control of your feelings and emotions. You joined Emily in the living room almost an hour later; she was on the couch, cuddling Sergio - who didn’t care that you were there - and watching some cooking show. “You know that there’s something called greetings? You should try sometimes, especially with your host.” 
“I needed a shower, sue me.” You shot back, looking in the kitchen if there was something to eat. 
“Someone’s in a bad mood - look in the fridge you idiot.” 
You did and found a full plate of pasta. “Rossi’s recipe.” She told you. 
You warmed up the food and joined Emily on the couch. You started to eat under her stare. “What?” You asked with a mouthful.
“What’s wrong? Is it about your case?”
“Nothing’s wrong.” You lied.
“Y/N/N, not only I’m your sister, but I’m a profiler. Speak.” Sergio was purring on Emily’s lap, and she kissed the top of his head. 
“Just leave me alone, will you?”
“It’s this job, isn’t it?”
“What are you talking about? I love my job.”
“Do you?”
“Yes, I wouldn’t have stayed three years if I didn’t. Where does this come from?” You were getting annoyed with this conversation. 
“Nowhere. It’s just that I—nevermind.” Sighing, your sister stood up to get herself a drink. 
“No, speak Prentiss.”
“Don’t Prentiss me, Prentiss.”
“What’s your problem with my job? It’s basically the same as yours!”
“Which is exactly the problem.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Fine. You want to know? I don’t think you’re made to be a federal agent.”
“Excuse me?” Your appetite disappeared and you pushed your plate away. You couldn’t deny that Rossi’s pasta recipe was amazing, but your stomach was knotting on itself.
“This job is a lot. Investigating crimes for a living is tough. Thank god you’re not chasing serial killers like I am, but it doesn’t mean that it’s a cruise ship for you either.”
“Are you saying that I don’t have what it takes to be a fed? That I’m too—weak?”
“No, not too weak, Y/N. But I’m scared for you okay! I’m scared because I haven’t seen your sparkles in years. I’m scared that something will happen to you. And it’s been like this since you joined the Navy. You have no idea what it's like to know that your little sister is at war, in the most dangerous places in the world and not knowing if she’ll come back.” Emily finished her glass of wine in one swallow. She has been holding this for such a long time, and even though she knew you didn’t like hearing it, it was nice to let it out.
“I’m not a little fragile thing, Emily. I loved my time in the Navy and I love working for NCIS. Can’t you just be happy for me?”
“Considering how you walked in tonight and the look on your face, it’s hard to think that you’re happy yourself.”
“I’m not happy, okay? But it has nothing to do with my job.”
It took a moment for Emily to understand. “Please, tell me it’s not that Tony guy.”
“Ew, no! Never.” No offense to Tony, but just no. You could never be with someone like him, no matter how hot he was.
“Thank god.” She breathed out. “Who is it then? Do I need to shoot the guy?”
You chuckled softly. “No, it’s okay. I think me and him need to make things clear,”
“Because you’re not on the same page?”
“We were at first, but not anymore.”
“I see. Did you fall or did he?”
There was no way you’d answer this question. But this was your sister Emily in front of you. Not giving her an answer was an answer itself. 
Grabbing your plate, you put it back in the fridge - you couldn’t throw this dish away. You tried to pet Sergio for a moment, but the cat ran back immediately to its owner. “Dick!” you growled. 
“Hey! Don’t insult your nephew.” 
“Oh dear god,” You rolled your eyes but smiled. You grabbed your bag, kissed your sister good night and got to the bedroom. 
You settled on the bed with your laptop and files lying in front of you, but you couldn’t really concentrate. It was only when you looked down that you realized you were wearing one of Gibbs’s Navy t-shirts. Still mad at his reaction back in the car, you stood up and took the shirt off in order to put another one. 
“What in the world are those scars, Y/N?!?” you heard your sister exclaiming behind you. You quickly put the shirt back on and sat back on the bed.
“Nothing.”
“Nothing? Are you kidding me right now? You have several enormous scars on your fucking back!” Emily was screaming, probably waking up the entire neighborhood. “When? How? Why?! Fucking talk to me, Prentiss!” 
“My body, none of your business.” You knew it was a stupid thing to say but it was all you could come up at this moment.
“None of my– are you fucking serious? Tell me what the hell happened to you!” Emily’s face was crimson. Not only was she pissed, but also worried and scared. You knew where it came from, you understood her, but you couldn’t talk about it. Your therapist had been the only person you talked to.
“Just leave me alone, Em. Please,” You didn’t want to beg, but what else could you do?
“No! I won’t, I can’t! Not after what I saw.”
Then there was only one solution left. You packed your stuff quickly and ran past Emily to leave. She obviously tried to stop you, but you fought back. “I’m not talking about my scars, Emily! Just deal with it!” 
Seeing the tears in your eyes, Emily decided to let it go for that night. But there was no way she would let you go back to DC without knowing what happened to you.
Not knowing if you could go back to the BAU’s office in the middle of the night, you stayed in your car for a few hours. Your brain didn’t want to shut up, you were spiraling and thinking about so many things at the time. Gibbs, your scars, the case, your past. You weren’t happy and you knew it, but you didn’t know what to do to change that.
Around 6am, you decided to go to the office anyway. You’d figured out a way to get in, and it was easier than you expected since you ran into Hotch in the parking lot. “Someone’s an early bird,” he smiled at you. “Did you sleep well?” 
“Did you?” 
Hotch chuckled at that, because you had a point. You started to walk together towards the entrance, “Are there showers I can use in here?” you asked.
“Um, they are down at the gym, but you need an ID.” Hotch thought for a second. “Let me walk you there and use mine.” 
You got into the elevator with him and he pressed the button for the gym floor. “Thank you Hotch.” You smiled. “Now that we’re heading to the gym, do you think I can train for a bit?”
“Yeah sure. Do you train a lot?”
“Whenever I can. I blame my time in the Navy,” 
“I should probably train more, but sometimes it’s hard to motivate myself.” 
“Do it with me this morning, then.” 
It was only when you heard Hotch coughing that you understood the double meaning of your sentence. “Oh come on, Hotch.” you chuckled and tried to hide the redness forming on your cheeks. 
“What? I just coughed.”
“Sure.”
You finally reached the gym, and asked him for the locker room. You quickly changed and joined Hotch next to the ring and punching balls. He was wearing some shorts and a dark tank top. You couldn’t deny his attractiveness. Aaron Hotchner was a really fine looking man, even more when he wasn’t in his strict work suit. 
“Do you know how to fight, Agent Hotchner?” you teased him.
“I do.”
You jumped on the ring, and sat on the second rope, inviting him in. He rolled his eyes and chuckled but got in anyway. “No gloves?” he asked.
As an answer, you rushed to him and brought him down in a matter of seconds. You stood tall on top of him, “No gloves.” 
A few seconds later, it was your turn to get down on your back as Hotch returned the situation. You let out a small yelp from the surprise, and the FBI agent had a huge grin on his face. He had your hands pinned above your head, holding your wrists firmly. But it was easy for you to get out of this position; you gave him a gentle kick, before forcing on your hips. Hotch got on his back again and you were on top of him, holding his hands above his head. Neither of you said anything, just realizing the position you were in. Hotch was extremely handsome under you, his hair falling back, his muscled shoulders practically bare. “I’m gonna be late,” he said, as you were leaning down, slowly approaching your lips to his. 
“You’re right,” you cleared your throat and freed him. He had stopped you before you made a mistake and that was for the best. Even though you and Gibbs weren’t clearly dating, you were apparently exclusive and you couldn’t do this to him. Plus, Hotch was your sister’s boss. 
You stood up and helped him get back on his feet. The atmosphere was strange, and you felt uncomfortable. “Showers are over there,” he pointed, before leaving the ring. “Can I ask you something?” he turned around, looking up to you. You nodded, “What did you fight about with Emily?” 
You sighed, leaning over the ropes. “She saw something she shouldn’t have.”
“Like what?” He pressed his hands on the edge of the ring.
“My scars,” you blurred out, not sure why. You didn’t want to talk about it, you never did. So why did you say it to Hotch? Just like Emily, he probably wouldn’t let it go. 
“Scars? What scars?” 
“Uh, nothing. Not important.” 
“Was important enough to make your sister flip out.” 
“Just drop it, Hotch. Please.” You sat down on the edge, the ropes separating you and Hotch. His hands were still firmly pressed on the mat, he didn’t move a finger when your legs got between his arms. “How are you?” you asked, forcing him to drop the subject. “Are you okay with–not having your ring?” 
Of course he knew what you were doing and he chuckled, shaking his head. “I’m fine. My finger feels lonely but it’s okay.” 
“Who cares about your finger? Do you feel lonely?”
Hotch just stared at you, not saying a word. His silence was saying everything you needed to know.
“Once we wrap this case, I’m going out for drinks with your team.” you informed him, crawling under the bottom rope to get down the ring. “You should join!” 
“Maybe I will, if we’re not required somewhere.” Right. You forgot about that. For all you knew, Hotch, your sister and their team could be gone by the end of the day. You kissed his cheek, thanking him for training - well, if that could be called training - and you were off to the showers. 
When you got to the conference room your team was using, Gibbs and McGee were already there. You high five with your friend like every morning and give the smallest nod to your boss. He looked well rested, and he smiled at you like last night didn’t happen. But you were still pretty mad at him and his assumptions. 
Tony and Ziva arrived shortly after and you all focused on your case, spending the entire morning trying to find a solid lead. You forced yourself to block Gibbs, telling yourself that he was just your boss, maybe your friend, but nothing more. 
“Morning Prentiss! Where’s the other Prentiss?” Derek Morgan walked into the bullpen, coffee in hand. 
“Wow, all you care about is meeting Emily’s young sister now? We do exist, remember?” Garcia teased her friend.
“How could I forget, babygirl?” He kissed her temple. “But I’m curious.”
“We haven’t seen her yet,” JJ joined the conversation. “Her team had been locked up in the conference room before we arrived,” 
“Workaholics, like us.” Spencer said. 
“What’s their case about?” 
Emily told them what she knew about the NCIS case, before they all settled at their desk, doing the boring paperwork. But the entire morning was about the NCIS team being here and you. The BAU kept asking Emily all kinds of questions about you, how you were, why she never told them about you. She put a smile on her face, and answered her friends, but all she could think about was the scars she saw on your back. 
When she could, she joined Garcia in the office, locking the door behind her. “Em?”
“Penelope Garcia, I need your talents.” She grabbed a chair and sat next to her friend, “Your talents to do things you are not supposed to.”
“What’s going on?”
“I need you to take a look in an NCIS file.”
Garcia sighed at her friend's request. “Can’t you ask your sister what their case is exactly?”
“I don’t give a shit about their case. I want you to access my sister’s file.”
“Her file? Why? Is the woman inside the conference room not your sister?” Garcia teased her friend.
“Garcia, I’d laugh but this is very important. Please?”
“Fine, is there something in particular you wanna see?”
“I wanna know exactly why she stopped being a Marine and decided to be a Federal Agent. So, look at something that happened about three years ago.” 
Garcia made sure that her door was locked and dived in. Being the hacking genius she was, it didn’t take long for Garcia to find what Emily was looking for. “What’s that supposed to mean?” Emily asked, looking at the computer screen.
“I think it means your sister was–held hostage and tortured. The NCIS team were the ones that found her.” 
Emily Prentiss felt like she was about to faint.
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❤️ Spencer Reid x Male reader
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“So Spence you dragged me away from the team; after a debrief where we were supposed to get Pizza because???” You chuckle a little when he wraps his arms around you.
“I wanted some time with you to myself.”
“We spend all week together!”
“Mhm, on a job; I want to just take time to relax with you.. which is why...” he grins holding out an envelope to you.
“You got me another job?” You laugh, the envelope matching the one Hotch usually gives you on briefs.
“Hah, no just open it okay?”
“Alrighty, is this... tickets for a plane? A vacation?”
“Mhm to visit-” Spencer doesn’t finish you’ve read the destination and you jump into his arms laughing and spinning him around as best you can with how excited you are.
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Could you write a Spencer Reid x fem reader where they’re best friends and when Spencer is taking care of drunk reader she ends up drunkingly complimenting him a lot and ends up confessing her feelings for him (and he reciprocates but not till she’s sober)
this has been in my inbox for like six months. then i started ovulating and watching cm again so… here is this little drabble
pairing: spencer reid x reader
warnings: drunk!reader (duh), a mildly suggestive comment
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We stumbled into my apartment after a long night. Really, the only people who got super blasted were myself and Penelope, but… she was never a good influence on me. I just couldn’t say no.
Spencer tried as hard as possible to keep a hold on me, but I was hardly upright as I laughed over nothing as we got inside my place.
“Quit moving around so much,” he grumbled.
“Maybe I just like your hands on me,” I laugh, leaning into him.
The blush on his face was bright as I told him as much, then he shook his head quickly.
“You’re… drunk,” he said after a beat, locking the door of my apartment.
“And you’re hot,” I retort, trying to kiss his cheek.
He pulled his head back quickly.
“Quit trying to kiss me, you don’t know what you’re doing.”
“I’m drunk, not a child,” I laugh. “You’re always cute. I know exactly what I’m saying.”
He sighed, trying to help me move to my bedroom.
“Let’s get you to your room.”
“Ooh, baby, trying to get me to bed already?” I laugh again, letting him pull me there.
He sighed softly. “You need to lay down. Go to sleep.”
He helped me plop down on my bed, then stood up straight.
“Why don’t you take me seriously?” I pouted, looking up at him.
“Because you drank way too much tonight, and it all got to your head. Your inhibitions are lowered, dangerously so, and you have no clue what you’re actually—”
“I know what I’m saying, Spencer,” I cut him off. “Just too scared to say it all sober.”
He raised his brows. “What?”
“I always think you’re cute,” I groaned, flopping back on my bed. My ceiling spun overhead. “I feel like I’m in the Wizard of Oz.”
Spencer merely quirked a brow, then helped move me up my bed, and haphazardly covered me up.
“Thanks,” I said softly, looking up at him. He looked like a little angel with my bathroom light making him glow from behind. “Morgan isn’t wrong calling you a pretty boy, you know?”
Spencer just watched me for a beat. “Go to sleep.”
“Will you be here when I wake up? Wanna tell you I like you.”
“No, you don’t.”
“I do.”
“No.”
“Yes,” I whined. “You’re cute and sweet and smart and when you ramble I just wanna climb you like a tree, it’s so hot.”
His cheeks flushed quickly, and I finally managed to render him speechless. I smiled at him.
“Swear I’m not lying. I’ve liked you like… forever.”
“I—”
“Promise you’ll be here when I wake up?”
He nodded. “Okay. I promise.”
I smiled to myself. “Okay, Spencie baby boo boo. I love you.”
He sucked in a breath, watching as I quickly began to fall asleep. He leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead when he thought I was officially passed out. The last thing I heard before I drifted off was nothing more than a soft whisper.
“I love you, too.”
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derek morgan x fem!reader
derek doubts your ability on the team. his words hurt more than normal.
cw: case mentions, slight enemies to lovers, derek is kinda an asshole, quiet!reader, reader knows sign language, first kiss, she/her pronouns, bau reader, objectification of women, hotch defender
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you’re quiet, you always have been. 
growing up, you sat on your hands, often not making a sound. 
it became routine, a habit. speaking became a bother. 
you learned to sign from an early age. although most didn’t know the language, it was comforting to have a second form of communication. 
when drafted into the bau, your quietness was never a problem; marked on your file actually. it proved to be an asset at times. you see people differently and when a case involves someone who struggles communicating, your skill set helps out.  
the team is sent for a case in san jose. 
you hate referring to it as standard but that's what it was, four women murdered with the same m.o.
once boarding the plane, you slide into a window seat in the group of four. derek clambers in after you. when hotch assigns you and spencer to victimology and the geographical profile, he bumps your arm. 
“was hoping i would get victimology with you for once instead of pretty boy.”
you blush. the comment is flirty enough to speed up your heart rate.
as much as you want to work with derek, you like working with spencer. the two of you work well together and he knows how to sign. makes it a lot easier than writing information down to convey to the others. 
though the case is standard, it takes three days to get a lead.
no one takes a break. between another body being found in that time and a restless community, there isn’t time. victimology is tough too. the women are all different, no jobs, friends, or hobbies to connect them.
to combat the long hours, derek brings you and spencer coffee, his warm and yours iced. spencer grumbles about having to add cream and sugar to it but yours is perfect, your exact order. it’s a small gesture but it sends your heart fluttering. but, you know not to overthink it. if anyone asked, you could recite the team's coffee orders off the top of your head; except for hotch who, in secret, prefers matcha.
you choose to stay at the precinct when garcia gives off the name and address of the suspect; arthur miller. raids aren't your strong suit. each member of the team looks at you as they leave to which you nod. a silent be safe.
miller fights the entire way to the interrogation room. derek’s grip on his arms are strong but even he struggles a bit with the thrashing. you don’t blame miller. as of right now, he’s innocent. if you were brought in, you would be kicking too.
once the team regroups, the objective is clear; get a confession or frankly, anything that’ll help the case.
“y/n, get ready. you’re interviewing.”
hotch’s orders are stern. 
derek scoffed. “hotch, come on man. we have a missing woman and he is the only suspect we have. you want to send her? she never talks.”
your head drops. it’s not an unusual reaction but his words sting; you’re used to side comments from police officers or families from cases, not a close friend. 
“morgan,” hotch warns.
“no no. we have five dead women and who knows if there are any others. and you want to send in the girl who can barely even operate verbally on this team. are you not seeing how she could screw this up?”
it’s silent.
your heart splits out of pure betrayal and dejection. you weren’t exactly open with the team about why you’re so quiet, but you didn’t think anyone on the team thought of you this way, let alone derek.
hotch turns to you with a nod. permission to proceed. you stand up with your head bowed.
you like derek, more than you probably should. it's childish, delusional, to think he would ever like you back. but his words don’t just sting, they burn. barely even operate, screw this up. you bite your lip in an attempt to try to not to let it show how this is impacting you.
derek shakes his head and turns around, mumbling something about it being the wrong decision. you have no choice but to ignore it, grabbing your cosmetics bag and heading into the precinct bathroom to get ready. 
eyes fall to you as you stepped out of the bathroom. this is the biggest interview of your career yet, and you needed to dress the part. 
you kept your dress pants on, though you shed your top layer besides a tank top, pulling it down just enough to be considered scandalous. with makeup and hair dolled up, you grabbed the file from hotch and stopped.
“are you ready for this?” his questioned stems from protectiveness. 
you nod. “i am.”
with the case file in hand, you head towards the interrogation room. you look nervous, like you don’t know if there's a hungry lion or bouquet of flowers on the other side.
but the second the door clicked shut, your demeanor changed. 
“well hello pretty lady,” arthur greets almost immediately. 
to the teams surprise, you giggle. “pretty?”
“very.”
a smile remains on your face as you sit down, case file placed on the table. 
“now i have to ask, what’s a pretty lady like you doing with the fbi?” he muses. 
you shrug, hand moving up to twirl a strand of hair. “i dunno,” you start. your tone is sweet, almost sickeningly. “my daddy wanted me to make something of myself. thought crime might be fun. i was actually excited to be asked to talk to you.”
this catches arthur’s attention. 
“you interested in murder, little lady?”
you nod, pulling in your bottom lip as you lean forward. his eyes fall to your chest. it’s gross and subjective but expected. 
“i asked my boss to let me talk to you,” you reveal. “i couldn’t help it. they all left for the day so i’m working off the clock for this.”
“off the clock?” arthur clicked his tongue twice. “eager girl.”
“yup,” you beam, popping the last letter. “i asked if i could film it but they said no. have to pay to record after hours i think.”
“i guess i’ll just have to make this moment last.”
you met his eyes, though not for too long to keep up your act. 
“tell me about this?” you beg after opening the file, a pout passing your lips. “it’s so cool.” 
arthur grins and at that moment, you know you have him right where you need him. 
“well,” he starts, using two fingers to slide one of the pictures out. “that was lacy walker. ooh ooh ooh, she was sweet. screamed too. all the best ones scream.”
“these are all of your kills?” you hope your astonishment sounds genuine.
arthur grins. “only the public ones.”
only the public ones. 
there’s more. 
there’s more killings no one even knows about.
your head is spinning. you don’t even want to think about the reaction of the others behind the one-way glass. while you wanted to coerce more information out of him about it, you knew you would be pushing your luck.
instead, you roll your eyes and scoff. facade aside, you can’t help it. 
“you know i thought criminals like you were smart.”
arthur freezes. “what?”
“i mean come on. are you really dumb enough to think that all of this isn’t being recorded?” the question hangs in the air. “because you just confessed to a hell of a lot of murders.”
he jumps up, realizing what he’s done. at the same time, you do too, slamming your hands on your desk. you stand taller, height not restricted by handcuffs connected to the table. 
“that’s honestly just embarrassing,” you titter.
arthur yells the entire time it takes you to gather the file and walk ouit of the room, but it doesn’t impact you. you got a confession and you got it quick. someone else can deal with interrogating him on his other victims. 
you don’t stop to talk to the team, though their faces show a range of emotions: proud, impressed, and a slight bit of panic, no doubt from the information you got out of arthur. after grabbing your cosmetics bag, you head to the bathroom. all of the team, besides one, has turned away at this point. you don’t even have to guess as to who keeps their gaze on you.
hotch sends everyone to the hotel to get some rest. interrogations on arthur’s other murders would wait until the following day. 
no one was going to argue with that.
derek made his way to your hotel room that night. he mind was swirling with what he said to you earlier and especially after a not-so-nice talking to from emily, he needed to apologize. 
you heard the knock on your door after you slipped a t-shirt on post shower. it was late and you were sure most of the team was asleep. 
after checking the peephole, you hook a deep breath and opened the door. 
“y/n,” derek greets. 
it’s weird for him to be here, especially at this hour and especially after what went down earlier in the day. 
“can i come in?”
you nod, opening the door a little wider for him to step in. 
your eyes look at him quizzingly and derek swears he melts. if his guilt hadn’t reached the surface, it did now. eyes were always a weakness. when you didn’t talk, your eyes showed how you were feeling and right now, they’re filled with sadness. 
“i wanted to apologize for what i said today,” he starts. “it was out of line. i shouldn’t have questioned your ability. I'm sorry.”
short and simple. 
you stay quiet. 
as much as you want to forgive him, tell him “it’s okay,” a simple ‘i’m sorry’ doesn’t fix things.
derek continues. “you deserve to be on this team, i shouldn’t have questioned that. i’m sorry, i really am. i like you,” you swear your heart stops. “i like working with you. i just hope you understand where i was coming from.”
that last part erases all prior apologies. seconds ago you would have placed money that there was an underlying confession in there. you would have gone to bed blushing and giggling over the possibility of requited feelings. how could you have understood where he was coming from? 
your eyes narrowed, lips pressing into a thin line. 
you rack your mind for something to say. you need him to know how he hurt you, but yelling isn’t something you do, especially at someone like derek.
the silence becomes unbearable even for him.
“god for once in your life can you please say something?” derek looks to the ceiling. “i’m trying to do the right thing here.”
each word stings more than the last. 
he didn’t want to apologize for the things he said, but rather he felt like he had to. 
“goodnight derek,” you whisper. anger bubbles but you don’t - can’t - lash out. 
derek looks to you defeated. you know that’s not the response he was expecting. 
the door closing after him rings in his ears even as he falls asleep. 
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hotch and rossi lead the interrogations the next day. 
they’re the opposite of what you gave arthur. they’re strict and stern and get the information they need by early evening. 
but it’s too late to fly home to washington. 
when he makes the announcement that you would be staying in san jose until the following morning, spencer is nodding off on your shoulder and j.j. is slumped in a chair in the corner. everyone needs sleep.
you trudge into your hotel room, following the same routine as the prior night. a shower feels wonderful on your tired body. 
ignoring derek isn’t ideal, but it’s necessary. it’s painful and hurts more every time you remember how much you like him. when spencer goes quiet, derek seems to understand, never pushing him to speak when he doesn’t want to. but for you, it’s different. why is it different?
that question racks your brain as you get dressed.
before you can crawl in bed, there’s another knock. this time you don’t even have to guess who it is.
“we need to talk,” derek pushes out. 
everything inside of you is telling you not to open the door further, not to let him in. He didn’t even greet you this time. but you do, derek walking inside, though not moving past the space after the door. 
“i know i apologized last night,” he cringes at his words. “well, attempted to apologize. i don’t have any excuses, really. the things about liking you and working with you, those we’re all true, i promise. i let my emotions get the best of me and i took it out on you. i know it doesn’t justify any of this but i wanted to apologize again.”
his apology is nice, it feels genuine but the question from earlier is eating you up and you can’t have it unanswered.
“why do you treat me differently than spencer?”
derek furrows his brow. “different?”
“every time he doesn’t talk, you don’t seem bothered. but when it’s me, it’s like my silence is the greatest inconvenience in the world to you.”
“oh.”
you suddenly feel small, like every instance you’ve picked up on never even happened.
it’s easier to drop your head, tap your fingers consistently on your palm and go quiet. always go quiet.
but derek doesn’t let you. his finger hooks under your chin to pull your face up to his.
“hey hey, don’t hide from me now.” 
“i’m sorry,” you squeak.
“no need to apologize.”
his gaze is intimidating. you feel like he’s profiling you, the rule the team put in place seemingly not existing. 
“i treat you differently because you’re you. i promise it’s not a bother, i just really really like your voice.”
your mouth parts. you don’t miss the flicker of derek’s eyes down to them. you know your expression is probably embarrassing right now, how in love you look. but you’re past embarrassment and you take your chances.
your kiss is soft and gentle, short and sweet. 
derek isn’t expecting it. he thought you would’ve been a lot more upset, not using his mistakes as a reveal of your feelings. but in no matter does he mind. if he’s being honest, he’s waited for this moment for a while. 
you pull away first, mouth opening to utter an apology but derek beats you to it, meeting your lips in a bruising kiss. 
neither of you know if this would be your only kiss and it’s clear in the way he holds you.
you don’t part the entire way derek nudges you towards the bed. you fall first, him crawling on top. you pull back first. your breaths are heavy and your eyes never leave derek’s.
it’s expected that he would say something first, though you weren’t sure what he would say. are your feelings really the same? are you even allowed to date within the team?
but derek doesn’t verbalize any of that. his thumb moves to the space between your eyebrows, rubbing just slightly back and forth to ease the crinkle you developed from your overthinking. oh. 
you know he still feels bad about his earlier words. but he kisses the tip of your nose before ducking down to your jawline, trailing kisses there. 
“i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry,” each apology is met with a kiss to your neck, almost as if he’s pressing his words into your skin. 
and to his surprise, you giggle. 
“stop apologizing.”
derek pulls back, eyes meeting yours. 
your cheeks are rosy, lips plump from kissing. one hand rests on the spot beside your head, using it to hold himself up. derek’s other hand, previously on your hip, moves to cup your cheek.
“i think that might just be the most beautiful sound i’ve ever heard.”
and with that, his lips meet yours again.
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uncpanda · 9 months
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The Ties that Bind: Family Tree
AN: I'm baccckkkk Please enjoy this update. It takes place in season six
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Warnings: None I think
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“Hello Hotchners!” 
“Hi mommy!” 
“Hi angel.” They both smile at you from the table. You drop a kiss on the top of Jack’s head and he smiles up at you. 
Things had been significantly better since the farmer’s market incident. In the three weeks since, you and Aaron had gone to several sessions with Jack. His therapist was helping the three of you  come together as a blended family. Your own therapist and Aaron’s had also been brought in and caught up by Jack’s. 
You peck Aaron’s cheek and he catches your arm, and squints at you. “Proper kiss, please.” You barely resist smirking; instead, you roll your eyes and peck his lips. “That wasn’t a proper kiss.” 
“Jack is right there.” 
This time it’s Aaron who rolls his eyes. He wraps his arm around Jack’s head, so that his hand settles over the boy’s eyes. Jack giggles and you swoop down and kiss your boyfriend properly. 
“Happy?” 
He releases Jack, “With you? Always.” 
You slip your shoes off and notice what’s on the table, “What’s with all the pictures?” 
“I have to do a family tree. Here’s daddy and mama and grandpa and grandma and aunt Jess. I still need pictures of you and Uncle Spencer.” 
“I’m in the family tree?” 
Jack nods. 
“Give me a few minutes and I’ll get my photo boxes out.” Once Jack is focused on the pictures, you jerk your head towards the bedroom. Aaron follows after telling Jack he’ll be right back. 
He cracks the door to your bedroom. You turn on him, “How the hell are they still doing family trees? Families are complicated and . . . is Jack okay with this?”  
Aaron smiles, “Yes. He was very excited about the project, and Jess is bringing over more pictures of her brother and sister.  He wants to include you and Spencer.”
You let out a breath, “I swear he is the sweetest kid I’ve ever met.” 
Aaron smiles, “I’m pretty happy with him.” 
You start shirking out of your clothes and you can feel Aaron’s eyes on you. You shoot him a wink as you change out of your work clothes and into lounge pants and a t-shirt. You head to the closet next and pull out one of your picture boxes. It’s really just a decorated shoe box. One of three. It holds a lot of your loose pictures; the ones not in albums. 
You carry it out to the kitchen table and set it down in front of Jack and his eyes light up. You roll your eyes when he just dumps it out on the table. You start shifting through the pictures. 
“Who’s this?” 
“That is Bryan. My high school boyfriend who was extremely delusional.” 
Jack’s brow furrows in an uncanny imitation of Aaron, “Delusional?” 
“He wanted to get married right after high school. I moved to California instead.” 
Jack giggles, and Aaron asks, “What?” 
You clarify, “He wanted to get married right after highschool, his parents wanted to finish raising Spencer, and they wanted me to start popping out grandbabies.” 
“It sounds like the start of one of my cases.” 
Jack holds up a new photo and you wince, “Who’s this?” 
Aaron scowls, “That’s the bastard.” 
“Aaron! Language.” 
“We only use that word in relation to this one man. He hurt mommy’s feelings.” 
Jack’s face grows serious, “I don’t like him.” 
You pluck the picture out of Jack’s hands and stare at you and Joel. You look at both of your boys and rip it in half. You throw the part that has you back in the box and rip the part with Joel in half. 
“Happy?” 
Aaron lets out a huff, “Only if I get a punch in one day.” It’s muttered, and you nudge him. 
“Look at all of these of you and uncle Spencer.” 
“Yeah, it was mostly just the two of us.” 
“Here’s one of you and uncle Sean, daddy!” 
Your eyes go wide, “You have a brother?” 
This is the first time you’re hearing about a brother. Aaron hesitates, and then tells Jack, “Why don’t you take a break, buddy?” 
“Okay.” And just like that he’s gone to go play. 
There’s a moment of silence, “You have a brother?” 
He nods, “Sean. He’s thirteen years younger than me. We’re not close.” 
You nudge him with your shoulder, “I figured. Why did you never mention him?” 
He takes a breath, “I was ashamed. You and Spencer are so close. You gave up everything to raise him, and I . . . I pretty much abandoned Sean.” 
You poke your tongue against the inside of your cheek, “Aaron. You know more about my resentment towards my parents, and about my childhood than anyone. Even Spencer.” 
Aaron hesitates, “You know more than anyone else too. Even Haley didn’t know the extent of my dad. She just thought he yelled. Sean was not the subject of his anger, and apparently when I left for boarding school it mostly became verbal. But I still left him there.” 
“Your dad sent you away, Aaron. You didn’t have a choice.” 
He bites the inside of his cheek, “Still, I should have. . .” 
“It’s not the same.” Aaron pauses and you continue, “I’m not saying Sean was safe. Not with your father around, but he was okay. He had food. And Heat. And AC. And from what you say, everything he could wish for. That doesn’t excuse the mental turmoil he or you or your mom went through, but there was nothing you could have done. They wouldn’t have let you take him to college or anything like that. They certainly weren’t going to give you a say in raising him. Every situation is different.” 
He rubs his hands together, “I still feel guilty.” 
Quietly, you admit, “I still feel mad at my parents. Our parents screwed us, Aaron. We make the best of it. And when it comes to our own kids, we make it right. We stop what they did. We’re already doing it with Jack. He doesn’t have to worry about anything. He’s not scared of you or Haley or me.” You cover his hands with yours and squeeze, “We’re doing great if I do say so.” 
He smiles and tugs you towards him. You leave your chair for his lap and you kiss him. 
“Ewwww.” 
You and Aaron smile and turn to find Jack making a face. The two of you share a look and then you’re chasing after him. You catch him first, and then Aaron catches the two of you. Together the three of you gently fall onto the bed. Your happy little family.  
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vilentia · 1 year
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What do you think of fanfictions where the author has not seen the film/series?
I'm reading a lot of Criminal Minds stories at the moment, even though I've never seen the show and I'm thinking of writing a story or two myself. However, I only know the characters from the fanfictions and not from the series, so I wouldn't be able to portray the character traits faithfully, even if they are mostly OOC in fanfiction anyway.
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beeps-mess · 1 year
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the gideon brainrot is at MAX. writing headcanons abt reader being gideons autistic son as we speak.
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crowleysgirl67 · 5 months
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Unexpected
Author: @crowleysgirl67
Word Count: 3250
Parings/Characters: BAU Team, Reader x Hotch, Alexandra (OFC), Jack Hotchner,  
Warnings: Show warnings, nondescript case, idk 
A/N: Song is Older by isabel larosa the sped up version. 
A woman jogging alone on a forest jogging path in the early morning mist. She trips on what she assumes is a tree root. After hitting the ground she rolls onto her side to see what she has tripped over. A scream echoes through the forest as the woman sees she has tripped over a body barely off the jogging path. The feet of the dead woman sticking out on the path just enough to trip the jogger. 
***
“Locals have asked for our help with this case.” JJ said handing Spencer his paper file as the rest of you use the tablets to look at information. “Three young women ranging from eighteen to twenty-four have been murdered in the last six months. All have had their vocal cords cut from their bodies.”
“The latest victim Kendra Montgomery was found early yesterday morning by a jogger.” Garcia adds.
“Two of the three girls were white while the other was of Asian descent. So that kinda rules out a preferential reason. Or at least race isn’t a determining factor of how the victims are picked.” you state looking through the pictures. 
“We can deliberate on the plane. Wheels up in twenty.” Hotch stands up.
Everyone disperses to grab their bags, leaving you and Hotch as the last ones to leave the room. Your heels click on the floor as you go around putting chairs back into place. You could feel him watching you as you did. Hotch and you had met about a year and a half earlier and had a one-night stand. Which was highly unusual for him but enough alcohol and loneliness can influence anyone. You hadn’t spoken to him since, until you transferred into his unit. He was shocked, but you both agreed to be professional. 
“See you on the plane.” you said softly. He nodded in response and left to presumably go call his son. 
“The time between his kills is getting shorter. Kills victim one, Andrea Kemp, six months ago. Then victim two, Mei Vuong, last month. Less than a full month between Mei and Kendra.” Emily points out. 
“Doesn’t seem like he’s concerned with forensics. Plenty of fibers and things found with the bodies.” you say, looking over the forensic reports.
“No hits in any database so he’s not offended before or hasn’t been caught offending.” Reid muses.
“Let’s interview the families. Reid go over the girls records to see if you find anything. Dave, Morgan start with the crime scene and then go see Andreas' family. Prentiss, JJ take Meis' family. (Y/N) with me we’ll see the most recent victim, Kendras family.” Hotch divvies out what needs to be done.  
***
“How sure are we that Nathan Benson is going to strike again so soon?” you ask
“He’s devolving. He needs to.” Reid replies
“So why are we waiting for him to take an innocent person? Why not give him what he wants?” you question.
“He already knows Prentiss and I are FBI.” JJ says.
“He doesn’t know me. I was never in the bar or did any interviews with him. I can go in, get his attention.” 
“Have you done undercover before?” Morgan asks.
“Guys I get I’m new and you're skeptical but I got this.” you pulled out a bag and touched up your makeup, putting on some bright red lipstick. You took your hair out of the ponytail and messed it up to give it a stressed sex look. Tugging  your skirt up to mid thigh, you set your badge and gun down. “There’s an alley about a block away. I can walk by that, it’s the perfect place for him to want to kill. One of you can hide out there.” you said as you un tucked your blouse and tied it up exposing your midriff. You popped a button at the top exposing more cleavage. “Who hasn’t had interactions with him beside me?”
“I haven’t and neither has Hotch.” Morgan answers. 
“Ok. Give it five and one of you can follow me in. And for heaven's sake if it’s you Hotch lose the ‘I’m an agent look’ yeah? Just a regular guy in a bar.” you hopped out the back of the surveillance van. 
Morgan stifled a snicker, “We’ll see you in five.” 
You gave a thumbs up and sauntered on in. You walked up to the bar and leaned over whispering in the bartender's ear to give you coke on the rocks, before surveying the establishment. You spotted Nathan back by the door to the kitchen. You made yourself comfy on the stool closest to him before striking up a conversation. 
“I hear you have a nice karaoke thing going on here.” you smiled as you accepted the drink from the bartender. “Is that like a local thing? Or can out of towners join.” you purr, sipping your drink and batting your lashes at him.
“Anyone can join.” he smiled charmingly. “You like to sing?”
“Been doing it since I was little. How’s the selection?”
“Why don’t I show you?” he pushed away from the wall and showed you the music available. 
You debated music as you flirted with him before finally choosing a song. 
You went up to the mic as the music began, “Think I need someone older. Just a little bit colder. Takes the weight off your shoulders. Think I need someone older.”
You made eye contact with Hotch as he walked in. “Baby, am I your little secret? 18, I'm old enough to keep it.”   
You finished the song, avoiding looking at Hotch again. He’d shed his suit coat and tie and had his sleeve rolled up to his elbows. Looking at him again would just prove to be a distraction. 
‘Focus (Y/N). Now is not the time to be thinking about your baby daddy boss.’ you thought as you shifted your thoughts back to the task at hand.  
You pretended to be more and more intoxicated as the night wore on before ‘stumbling’ out of the bar and headed in the direction of the alley. You teetered about as you walked, to keep up the appearance of being intoxicated. When you got to the alley you stopped and bent down putting your hands on your thighs, appearing as if you were about to vomit. 
Nathan grabbed you then and dragged you into the alley. He brandished a knife and got a swipe in before you kicked him back and Morgan jumped from the shadows gun drawn.
“Drop it Nathan. It’s over.” he ordered as Hotch rounded the corner with the others.
“(Y/N) are you alright?” Hotch glanced at you holding your bloodied arm.
“Tis’ but a flesh wound. I’ll be fine.” you waved him off as you walked out of the alley. Your arm was the least of your concerns. You leaked through your padding and you didn’t need the embarrassment nor questions about your now wet shirt. It’d been a few hours since you’d been able to slip away to pump and you really should have done it sooner, but with everything going on it’d slipped your mind. 
You made it back to the cars and grabbed your bag. Hopefully you could manage to cover up at least until you could get a moment to fix the issue. 
“(Y/N).” JJs soft voice and hand on your shoulder startled you. You hadn’t heard her approach as you grabbed a sweater from your bag. 
“Geez JJ.” you pulled the sweater to your chest.
“How old is your baby?” she asks, getting straight to the point.
Well so much for getting away unseen. “She’s six months old.” you replied softly to avoid being overheard. 
“Do what ya gotta. I’ll cover for you.” she smiled softly but you knew she’d be asking you about it more later.
“Thank you, I just need ten minutes.” you climbed in the back of the SVU. JJ shut the door and stood outside it waiting. 
“Where’s (Y/N)? The medics are here. I want her to get checked out.” Hotch asked, approaching the car. 
“She’ll be out in a minute. She’s changing her shirt.” JJ answered. 
Luckily you were just finished pumping. You put everything away quickly and tossed on the clean sweater leaving your hurt arm exposed for easy access, and climbed out of the car. You gave JJs shoulder a gentle squeeze in thanks.
Hotch escorted you over to the medics. “You’re lucky it wasn't worse.”
“I know. But it’s not like I did this alone. You guys were backing me up.” you winced at the alcohol put on the wound to clean it as the medic patched you up. A couple of steri strips and a bandage was all it took. “See? I didn’t even need stitches.”
“Still.” he narrowed his eyes. “I don’t like it.” he said so softly you almost missed it.
“Aaron..” you trailed off as Rossi came over.
“Good job kid. How ya feeling?” he asked 
“Stings a little but I’m alright.” you tuck your newly bandaged arm into the sleeve of your sweater.
Everyone went back to the hotel to gather things and meet on the plane. JJ met you by your room with her bag. 
“Why didn’t you tell us you had a kid?” she asked, following you in as you started packing.
“It’s in my file.” you shrug. 
“Only Hotch and Rossi can read those.” 
“Oh well that’s good to know.” you finish packing. 
“What's her name?”
“Alexandra.” you smiled softly and showed JJ some pictures on your phone.
“She’s adorable.” JJ smiles.
“Thanks. She’s getting so big.” 
“If you don’t mind me asking; where’s her dad?”
“He doesn’t know about her. She was a result of a drunken night.” you followed her out of the room. 
“Oh. Well if you have a name we could always help you find him.” She offered.
“That’s sweet of you to offer but I’ll tell him.” 
“You know who he is?” she asked, surprised.
“I’ve seen him again recently.”
“Seen who?” Reid asks as you meet most of the others in the lobby.
‘Well, might as well drop this bombshell’ you thought as you didn’t see Hotch. “My daughters father.”
“You have a kid?” Morgan asked.
“Why is that surprising to everyone?” you chuckle “Do I not look old enough for a kid or somethin?”
“Just you don’t talk about having a kid.” Emily pipes in.
“Hotch doesn’t talk about his kid much either.” you point out.
“That’s different, at least we know about Jack. You’ve never mentioned your kid before.”
“Touche.” you concede to her point. 
“So tell us about her.” Morgan encouraged.
“Alexandra is six months old. Full head of black curls.” you smiled and pulled her pictures up to show the rest of them. You let them pass your phone around to look at her pictures.
“Wow you weren’t kidding about that head of hair.” Morgan chuckled. 
“Look at those big beautiful brown eyes.” Emily gushed. 
You smiled, it was cute watching them fawn over her pictures.
“What’s going on over here?” Rossi asked as he approached, with Hotch.
“(Y/N) is showing off pictures of her daughter, Alexandra.” Emily passed him the phone.
You avoided looking back, you could feel Aarons stare burning a hole in the back of your head.
“Cute kid.” Rossi chuckled while showing Hotch. “How old?”
“She's six months old.” you replied, finally turning to face them. You watched Hotch take the phone for a better look. He was keeping a neutral face but you could tell he was calculating her age and factoring in your encounter. The phone shrilled in his hand and he gave it back. 
“Pardon me.” you took it and answered walking a few paces off.    
The others chatted amongst themselves, but Dave looked between the two of you. “You wanna tell me what that’s about?” he asked softly, careful to not be heard by the others.
“I’ll tell you later.” Hotch replied.
**
Hotch cornered you by your car after arriving back in DC. “We need to talk.”
“Great, get in the car. You can talk while I drive.” you tossed your bag in the back seat of your car. “Alex has a fever and I need to get home.”
His brow furrowed, “Fine. But I’m driving. Give me your keys.”
At this point you were too tired and stressed to argue so you tossed him your keys. He helped you into the passenger side before climbing in himself. “Directions?” 
You gave him the way to your house and sat back waiting for his barrage of questions.
“Is she mine?” he asked after several minutes in silence. 
“Yes. You were the first person I’ve slept with in awhile. I didn’t sleep with anyone after either so she’s definitely yours. We can get a DNA test if you want.”
He glanced over, “I believe you.”
Nothing else was said as he pulled into your drive. Danika, your nanny, was waiting on the porch with a screaming Alex. You hopped out of the car before he had it in park and jogged up the steps. 
“Danika, how long has she been screaming like this?” you took Alex from her.
“About ten minutes Miss. Her fever is down to 99.3 from the 100.5 it was earlier. I gave her a dose of tylenol about 4 hours ago. I was gonna give her another but I wanted to wait for you.” she replied.
“Ok. Thank you. I've got it from here. I’ll see you in the morning.” you rocked Alex. “It’s ok baby. Mamas here.” you soothed her and took her inside Hotch on your heels.
“May I?” he asked. 
“Of course She’s your daughter too.” You passed her to him and went to get her some medicine. When you got back she wasn’t screaming. She had stopped and gone down to a small fuss. “I’ve got her meds.” you held them up.
He looked up, “See? Mamas got the feel good stuff. You’re ok.” 
You tried to ignore the feeling running through you at him calling you mama, and walked over. “Do you want to give it to her?”
“Sure.” he smiled and took the meds from you. He gave her the meds as you watched him with her. He was so soft and gentle, it was a sweet surprise. Complete contrast to his usual behavior. 
“What’s her full name?” he asks as he rocks her.
“Alexandra Haley Hotchner. I did remember your name.” you said softly. 
He swallowed and looked back down at Alex. “Why did you choose Haley as her middle name?”
“A feeling I guess. I can’t really describe it. The name just kept floating around in my head for weeks.”
“Hailey was my wifes name. Jack's mother.” he said softly. 
“I’m sorry Aaron. She’s young enough, we can always change it if it hurts too much.” 
“No. No, it's perfect.” he smiled as she held his finger.  
“I guess it was meant to be then.” you smiled softly.
He stayed up with you talking about Alex. How you were going to coparent. How to explain this to everyone and how to introduce Jack to Alex. It was really late by the time you finished. 
“Do you want to spend the night? It’s late and we took my car here.”
“That’d be great. Thank you. I’ll let Jess know I’ll be home later.”
You showed him to the guest room before taking Alex and putting her in her nursery. You checked her temperature, which thankfully had gone down again. After making sure the baby monitor was on you left the room. You checked on Aaron one more time before going to bed. 
**
It took a few weeks but you eventually introduced Jack to Alex. You’d be meeting Aaron at his house so it would be comfortable for Jack. 
“Does this mean you’re gonna get married?” Jack asked Hotch as he waited by the window.
“Uh.. no bud. (Y/N) and I aren’t going to get married.” he answered. He wasn’t about to explain the complicatedness of this whole situation to a child. Jack was too young to understand. 
“They’re here!” Jack shouts excitedly. 
“Alright. Remember your sister is still a baby and so you need to be gentle and not so loud ok?”
“I know dad.” Jack hops down from the couch by the window.
He chuckled as he opened the door to greet you. “Hey (Y/N) come on in.”
“Hey.” you smiled and stepped inside. 
“(Y/N) this is Jack. Jack this is (Y/N).”
You passed Alex to Hotch and knelt down to greet Jack. “Hi Jack.” you held out your hand. 
Jack glanced up at his dad, who gave him a slight nod. He shook your hand, “Hi.”
“You’ve got a good handshake there bud. Did your dad teach you?”
Jack nods enthusiastically and you smile. “Are you ready to meet Alex?”
“Yes!” 
“Well go on then.” you nod to Aaron who's gone and sat on the couch with her. 
He ran over and stood in front of them. You smiled watching Aaron introduce them. Alex cooed and squirmed in his arms as Jack giggled. 
Over the next few weeks you spent a lot of time with Aaron and Jack letting them get to spend time with Alex. 
“(Y/N)?” Jack looked up at you from the floor where he was playing by Alex.
“Yeah bud?” you looked up from your book. 
“If Alex is my sister, does that make you my new mommy?” 
“Come here bud.” you put your book down and picked him up and set him on the couch. “Your mommy will always be your mommy. Just like I will always be Alex’s mommy. I am not here to replace her. I’m not your new mommy but I would like to be your friend.”
“Do you want to be my mommy? You can marry daddy.” he looked up at you.
“Oh sweetheart.” your heart ached for him. “Your daddy and I aren’t getting married. We aren’t even dating.”
“Do you want to date my daddy?” 
“I like your dad very much. Sometimes adult stuff is complicated. You don’t need to worry about those things, ok?”
“Ok.” he nodded and hopped back off the couch to continue playing. 
You racked a hand through your hair, and turned when you heard a sound. Aaron was leaning in the doorway, coffee mug in hand. You got up and went over to him. 
“Are you alright?” 
He ignored the question, “So you really like me huh?” 
“You heard that? Yes I like you.” you answered. “We wouldn't have a baby if I didn't like you.”  
He’d been in the middle of a sip when you said that and choked a little on his drink. You covered your mouth to stifle your giggle. He had a little coffee dribble so you took the baby rag from your shoulder and dabbed the corner of his mouth to clean it up.
“I need to put this down.” he rasped and went to the kitchen, you followed, still snickering. He set the cup down and gripped the edge of the counter to compose himself. 
“What do we do now?” you asked.
He took a breath and turned to face you, “I’d like to give us a try. Jack likes you, I like you. You like me. So (Y/N) would you go on a date with me?”
You smiled, “I’d love too. We skipped that the last time.”
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