#i need therapy now

[sepsisklock]

Hey chat, just finished reading Harrow the Ninth!No I’m totally ok and sane, I assure you chat. Chat please, I’m not crying I’m just exercising my tear ducts. Chat, I promise you my brain is still entirely within the confines of my skull. Chat…. does this singular glossary definition go on for more than two pages??

#I have no words for the experience I have just experienced #of all of my experiences that was definitely one of the top experiences #seriously though the resurrection beast definition is more than two pages #I need therapy now #the locked tomb #tlt #harrow the ninth #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #toxic yuri

[alecimnotyourbitchlightwood]

Dear Neil Gaiman,

Soooooo will you be posting ur apology via ukelele or apology dance?

Because i am UNWELL

#good omens #good omens season 2 #go2 spoilers #i need therapy now

[pealeii]

This is the text I sent to my friend after watching Miss Saigon:

#please do not touch me #i need therapy now #miss saigon #musical theater #musical theatre

[mysicklove]

It is done

This is what I'm doing with my life

please leave me alone i’m begging tears are streaming down my face this is not okay i am not okay

#💌 - love letters #fanatic darling #pink p please get out of my inbox i am begging #i need therapy now

[izzythursday]

I rise from the dead just to announce that I finished Good Omens season 2 finally. Um…a few things…

I am not well. Crowley is now added to the kin list. And uh, I will be passing away from grief now.

#good omens #good omens season two #good omens season 2 #crowley #aziracrow #aziraphale #neil gaiman #i am mentally unwell #i need therapy now #I too prefer darker shades of gray

[maryscreed]

bro not me misinterpreting the ffxv ending thinking they got a happily ever after

now, almost a week after completing the game, it has occured to me i got it all wrong

BRO I THOUGHT LUNA WAS SOMEHOW RESURRECTED WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOCTIS DIES

#i need therapy now #genuinely #am i inclined to financial compensation #ffxv

[lilith-the-one-and-only]

So I just binged watched Berserk 97 and the ending was so FUCKED UP

Someone please tell me if there is a follow up series or movie

#Berserk #holy shit #I need therapy now #guts berserk #griffith #casca berserk #Like how am I supposed to move on #And I thought the ending of Devilman Crybaby was depressing #anime

[chidoknowshit]

Just finished Hannibal. Not well. Check out later

#chido watches hannibal in the year of the lord 2023 #i need therapy now #which is very funny if you take into consideration the show #hannibal

[wantmeifyouwantme]

chapters 72, 80 & 81 of atyd sirius' perspective b r o k e me in a way i didn't know was possible

#“they took turns” #“you are tainted just as he was” #i need therapy now #atyd sirius' perspective #atyd #fuck jkr we made this fandom not her #marauders

[dearest-lady-disdain]

i’m losing my mind over the fact that fanfictions written in the spirit of the snapewives movement read eerily the same as the accounts of mystics of the catholic church circa 14th century. truly, no human being is capable of originality

#strange eons this is on you #i need therapy now #this is making me so much worse #i heard about snapewives and went. this sounds familiar

[evra-harmony]

May i just say: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH NOOOOOO NONONONOOOOOO WHYYYY BUT ALSO ALSO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE KIIIING LUZ HUNTER AMITY WILLOW GUS NOOO my poor children HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD ANY OF YOU RAINE EDA DARIUS EBERWOLF WHY

#the owl house #the owl house spoilers #why must dana hurt me in this way #I'm gonna cry #i need therapy now #toh #toh s2 #king's tide

[ispyspookymansion]

BOO!

oh sorry….come in…..hello…welcome to my halloween party ^_^ feel free to take a piece of candy and a goodie bag before you go okay? have a fun (and nostalgic) halloween season!!

#seems like many people related to this i hope some of yall click the og post now <3 #originally this post said i dont need therapy i need to be 8 years old at halloween again #kora.txt #gritting my teeth white knuckle gripping the edge of the table. Yeah No Its Fine. #the things i will never experience again haunt me… #8 is arbitrary. anything before like. 15. would work.

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho) #healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage.... #1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception'' #3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.'' #idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band'' #edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry. #but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally. #i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet . #i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound. #but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too. #here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort) #choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

[lando-the-fish]

Wtf Luca Guadagnino

WARNING: Call me by your name spoilers, cussing, and bad spelling

I just finished watching call me by your name. Wtaf. I'm crying. Why. Fuck. THEY WRRE SO FRICKIN G CUTE WHY DID IT HAVE TO END LIKE THAT. ELIO AND OLIVER RELATIONSHIP IS BEAUTIFUL. THAY HAD SO MUCH WOTH EACH OTHER, AND OLIVER IS ETTING MARRIED??? WHEM ELIO WAS J SITTING IN FRONT OF THE FIRE HE LOOKED SO HURT. ARGHHHHHHHH. WHY????? Ik this is like a tangent but like I love Elio but I also fell low-key bad for Marzia,like he totally led her on and that was really fucked up. Anyways. BACK TO TR PART THAT OLIVER IS ENGAGED LIKE HE HASN'T PROBABLY CALLED IN MONTHS AND BARELY CALLS THE DAY BEDORE THE LAST DAY OF HONNAKAH THAT HES ENGAGED, LIKE THAT'S KINDA FUCKED UP. ELIO LOBED HIM SM, AMD WHEN THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE FINALLY CALLS AFTER MONTHS HE TELLS HIM HES ENENGAGED. I can't anymore, I need to sleep. I'm done. Goodnight.

#call me by your name #im cryjng #f you Luca Guadagnino #this is now why why standards are so high #im still crying #idek anymore #i need to sleep #i need therapy now

[ohpsshaw]

[I need you to go look up "ICICLE WORKS - I STILL WANT YOU" and start blaring that as loud as you can right now.]

So. Typhus and I have failed in our mission to get him into everyone's bedrolls. Turns out that traumatized vampire got hands. We didn't have the heart to break up with Astarion, and I think we're DnD married now. Please keep us in your prayers.

#bg3 #astarion #bg3 durge #tiefling #typhus #I GUESS HE GETS HIS OWN TAG NOW #you can really see me decide halfway through that I need to stop drawing Astarion like 'Fiend but if therapy would work' #I never take my baldurs gate sketches seriously until the last minute jdhfghdffg #I just flew in from a 2-week body fatigue and boy are my arms tired!!! #also tell me I'm not the only one who's made astarion bite karlach. funniest mistake in the game

[seldompathic]

If bro smiles through tears in episode 1 of S3 I'm gonna fold like a lawn chair

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic prime #shadow the hedgehog #I am going absolutely feral right now #sorry for the angst lately but the POTENTIAL FOR IT FJSNFJSJBF #SEND THESE BOYS TO THERAPY #oh my god..what if this is the moment he realizes he NEEDS Tails? He has no one to plan ahead for him and now..oh dude #and that sparks missing his brother like nothing else #like of course hes always needed him and always will but it becomes blatantly clear now that he NEEDS him :'(( #sonic prime season 3 #my art