#i know it sound impossible

[cansomeonetoldmewhoiam]

I think that one of the saddest feelings is thinking, "I want to go home," and then realising you are in the place you live, but you still aren't at home. There's no home for you. The place that is supposed to be home for you is not safe.

So, hear me out. I know it's hard, I know you're scared, but one day you'll be at home. You'll walk through a door and immediately feel relief. You'll get to decide how to live your life. You'll survive. You're not alone. Me, you, too many people are into this together.

Will you fight with me?

#sorry if my english is bad #emotional abuse leave scars #that maybe are never going to vanish #but you can survive #you can heal #i know it sound impossible #but one day #we'll go home

[lunarharp]

kitchen of witch hat vibes

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i have more stuff but this looks like a normal post someone normal would make #MR QIFRY SOUNDS SO GAY IN KITCHEN VOLUME 3. WHAT IN THE. every single word he says. #i'm sorry i scorned the translator because i thought orufrey was being made less gay. i still have Quibbles but im sorry. #sensei drew live orufrey in canada but i dont know that actually bc if i read about that i would feel so jealous i'd feel sick! thank god #(takarazuka talk->) REIKOUMI.......i have not thought of zuka for months bc i really drifted away due to reasons #and it was hard to feel the full emotion i should be feeling. :( mix of depression & witch hat atelier hyperfixation #that makes it physically impossible sometimes to access lain aside feelings that i really do feel #BUT...right at the end of the sayonara show with the long long held kiss and the music suddenly everything HIT and i started bawling #they were/are deeply deeply special. i will NEVER forget what they mean..i'll go on my personal reikoumi pilgrimage leading to tokyo raku.. #i love takarazuka even if i love witch hat atelier <- Autistic affirmations

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Okay, I definitely have misophonia.

So my brother is stay with us for a bit and he snores SO F U C K I N G loud it drives me insane. I just wanna take a cord and strangle him…

I hate it when people snore (I know they can’t help it). It makes it hard to relax and go to sleep. I need peace and quiet dammit.

#misophonia #I hate snoring #I know they can’t help it #it makes sleeping almost impossible #I need peace and quiet #what sounds can you not stand? #feel free to share/reblog

[arrowmaker15]

(in the manor)

Jason: But why can't I eat them?

Tim: For the LAST DAMN TIME, Alfred did not make them, and those are not the cookies I'm talking about!

Jason: Why call it cookies if you can't eat them, though?

Tim: Goddamnit, Jason-

#dc comics #incorrect quotes #incorrect dc quotes #jason todd #tim drake #batfam incorrect quotes #Jason wouldn't know how to operate most tech when he came back #he would still listen to cassettes #so operating the Internet? #fucking impossible for him #he doesn't understand what Tim is saying at all #this Headcanon is from #thepandaredd #and it sounded hilarious so I subscribed to it

[barrenceallence]

every so often it hits me that tim drake is actually, canonically, within the pages of officially published dc comics, as of right now, bisexual. and i just can’t believe i got to be around for this

#TIMOTHY. JACKSON. DRAKE. ROBIN OF THE 90s. HES BI. #I sound a little crazed like ‘I can’t believe I got to be around for this’ really?? of all the things?? YES #man it’s just so wild like just. you never thought it would happen. it couldn’t…right?? #just. insane. #like I say the sentence Tim drake is bi and it’s REAL. ITS NOT FANFIC ITS REAL #good lord #sorry I’m just having feelings over queer rep a younger me coild never have even fathomed #like completely written off as impossible you know?? #Tim drake #like I can read any Tim drake comic now and think heh… #he IS bisexual #anyway bear with me

[electric-plants]

ahsjfkglhjhsh having an INSANE moment because i play genshin with the chinese audio and what do you MEAN that’s alhaitham talking in the trailer for cyno’s second story quest what do you MEAN

#haino #cyhaino #cytham #alhaitham #cyno #oughhhhh im insane im going INSANE #i straight up didn’t know what he sounded like in english #💀💀💀 #i usually don’t even WATCH the trailers since i don’t like the english voices lol #but i watched this one for cyno OBVIOUSLY #and was like ‘lol i can’t tell who that is!!’ with the fontaine siblings talking #i didnt even THINK that ALHAITHAM would be in cyno’s section #no one say syke i s2g #hnbnnggg everyone be quiet i need a second #god they’re SO— #yall CANNOT tell me that i get to see both of them again #in the same sq #in a sq dedicated to CYNO #BOTH OF THEM #im ILL at this #like even if he’s only there for like a second im still never going to recover #haino stay out of each other’s story quests challenge (impossible??) #like— #sorry there’s no way i’ll be able to be normal about this #i MISSED them😭❤️

[ratwithhands]

I'm curious. I've seen your art and something that's come to my mind is what actually got you attached with the Subway brothers. Your narrative on their different AU forms is so unique which is what brought me to that question

Alright, rat history time.

So basically back in 2021-2022, I was working on an old OC storyline (about 3 years old by then) and I was in grade 9 so I was like “A new Pokémon game? Pfft, like I care” and just didn’t watch any of the stuff related to PLA when it dropped. I still got recommended Twitter posts about it on Instagram and I ended up seeing this one.

I tried looking up Ingo cause I was like "oh, funky design, looks like a captain or something" but I didn't end up finding anything so I didn't press further. Anyways in March break of 2022, I got bored and decided to put some game streams on in the background while I drew. I saw Alpharad's PLA video and decided to watch it for a bit when I saw Ingo.

I was like "Hey you're the guy from Twitter!" and since I knew his name now, I looked him up and found his Bulbapedia article. I found him much more interesting than the rest of the PLA cast since he had history outside PLA, and I ended up reading up whatever I could find on him. I also by extension discovered Emmet this way, which only served to suck me deeper down the rabbit hole. By the end of March break I had a fan OC and 2 AUs made with more on the way, as well as a YouTube recommended page with nothing but theory videos on Ingo and decade old Submas content.

Around May I decided to decommission my OC storyline for personal reasons, and by this point Submas was starting to occupy more of my creative work anyways. Since I didn't have my storyline to put my energy into, I started funnelling literally any story ideas into Submas. This led to nonstop content for a shockingly long time, and ofc I'm still coming up with stuff now.

Long story short, I got attached to them by accident! It was a "right place, right time" sort of thing since they came in as I was starting to get sluggish with my original content and I ended up being more interested in writing for them.

As for narratives, I am effectively playing dolls with these guys. Usually the kind of stuff that I write for them is meant for OCs, but I dumped the 60+ person cast so I put that energy into them instead.

Most AUs will either have a core theme, an out of pocket idea, or both to make things interesting. Usually I just come up with a dumbass idea like "what if we brought ReBURST back for a rerun" or "what if Emmet signed a contract with an eldritch space spider" or "what if Submas could see into the future" and stuff like that, then it picks up themes as I keep writing. For some silly examples:

Burst is based on Pokémon ReBURST and the idea of human-Pokémon fusion, but there's focus on skill, how characters misperceive it, and resentment as a result. There's also a spotlight on inferiority complexes, bottled up guilt, and blind confidence depending on which main character you look at

Journal is about a diary that helps Ingo to regain his memories, and it focuses on remembrance and regret as a result of him reading it. Spotlight on lacking awareness vs hyper awareness and the monotony of living as people around you leave

Oracle is exactly what it sounds like, with the twins being able to see into the future. It focuses on cooperation and the importance of working together, but also learning how to work alone. The spotlight's on jealousy and gratitude for this one, though the latter greatly outweighs the former in this case

I also just have AUs I made to try deranged shit for funsies, like Sapioflora, Cybernetic/Z-Λ, Team Supernova, and Idol. Those are mostly for exploring goofy ideas that may or may not go anywhere.

Right anyways basically I just saw Submas after watching PLA gameplay and found the twins more interesting to write about than the project I'd exhausted by then. The narratives are like that because the AU ideas I make are actually OC concepts that I modify to fit Pokémon specifically for these two or ideas about the two that I'd like to explore. Hope that answers the question ^^*

#submas #submas au #au #ingo #subway master ingo #ingo pokemon #nobori #emmet #subway master emmet #emmet pokemon #kudari #Fun fact: my old AUs were actually focused on Ingo if you could believe it #I know that must sound impossible because of how much I write on Emmet but it's true #Also‚ even though I never released it for the public fully‚ Stelleret is an AU that fits in the example list. It's about monsters‚ #deals with eldritch beings‚ but it focuses on appearances‚ love‚ self worth‚ and self sacrifice. It's also like 1/3 shitposts by volume #Now that I think about it I have a lot of unreleased content #It's probably going to stay that way #WAIT I JUST REALIZED I NEVER RELEASED BATTLE ADDICT #uhhhhh what if I did a doodle dump 😳👉👈 I unfortunately only have pictures of Emmet with the strait jacket #It also has. 3 variants. But they get the happy ending in one of them I promise!! #I think it's funny how basically the only AUs where I have Ingo and Emmet in an ideal relationship is the one where they can see the future #and the one where they are diagnosed with Hyper-Competitive Combat Mania as unfit for battle due to the damage they cause #“We get along because we rely on each other” vs “We help each other improve to destroy the opponent on every level” #Anyways hope this answered your question ^^ if not sorry for the ramble 👁👁💦

[suncaptor]

nothing will make you sympathise with conspiracy theorist ideology more than having a seemingly rare reaction to a vaccine lmao.

#reading articles that try to falsify genuine incorrect information about the covid vaccines from 2021 is making me feel insane #'there's no way the covid vaccine can trigger an autoimmune disorder' uhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #factually extremely wrong! #they're soooo condescening too like why on EARTH do you think people who are genuinely sick or scared would believe you. #they'll be like there's no scientific evidence that anyone can be harmed by the covid vaccine <3 blatantly untrue. #I know that part of this is retrospect like obviously since more studies have come out and all #but it's infurirating bc they're from the time *I* was having those symptoms *and* telling doctors about it *and* being told the connection #to my other severe symptoms from the covid vaccine were Utterly Impossible (since proven false) and that if the symptoms WERE related #it meant i had a life threatening illness at worst and had a high chance of losing my vision at best #likeeeeeeeee #doctors still DO NOT know what the fuck they're doing do NOT trust anyone who gives ANY 100% answers #i don't know why i'm doing this i just said to stop obsessing but i'm just reading pages and articles on countering misinformation to make #sure i don't -- i want to know the conspiracy theories to recognise them immediately right #and then people are just saying bullshit to defend themselves #i mean most of the anti covid vacc people were also far right so i don't have too much sympathy for their vaccine ideology #but like. fucking hell what a way to push people into conspiracies. #you CAN'T counter misinformation by SPREADING MORE MISINFORMATION #just because it SOUNDS BETTER and MORE REASSURING to say there's not chance of harm doesn't mean you should #there's A LOW chance of harm THAT IS MUCH MUCH less high than the impacts of covid #god I'm pissed off. 2021 i was so fucking terrified of spreading this shit just by talking about my lived experiences. #to say i was not taking the pandemic seriously OR anti vax is so blatantly ridiculous considering who I am as a person but that doesn't mea #that the covid vaccine specifically didn't make me ill :////// #delete

[jacksoldsideblog]

truly nothing more depressing than seeing a blog glorifying self harm in the fight club tag in an unironic way and you click through to see its an anorexic 14 year old :/ i wish i could communicate like... it doesn't make you cool or better, it's not an actual way to control things in your life, i am so so sorry you think this is the sexy answer. but also jesus why do you blog about it

#like damn weve all been 14 yrs old and making health decisions that are actively damning your future health in very concerning ways #but also like #these blogs exist because of each other and if i could nuke every single one i could because that might help even one of these kids #to recover #jesus #makes me feel old #like. ive been there lol. youre depressed and 12 and self harm seems right and also cool #but thats insidious as hell snd listening to that is whats going to make you depressed for half a decade #i think the hardest part of growing up is seeing kids make the same or similar mistakes you did and knowing if you say anything they will #almost certainly double down and dig themselves deeper #but you feel its a crime not to say anything and also remember lack of pushback being part of the problem #but its just. you cant fix anyone #i wasnt anorexic ftr but its Very Relatable unfortunately #anyway whether i like it or not i have a lot of teenagers following me i think #all of you. be nice to yourselves #actively pursue making your life better #not in a momentary happiness sort of way but in a taking the work to get over your mental illness and grow and become a more confident and #secure person kind of way #it sounds impossible and it feels like hell but literally the biggest part is just really trying to do it and letting go of the comfort of #the pains you know vs the unknown pains of change #i should stop soapboxing because this is getting silly long lol

[fideidefenswhore]

the downfall and execution of a tudor queen (2023) / the boleyns: a scandalous family (2021) / the king's pearl: henry viii and his daughter mary (2017), melita thomas / anne boleyn (tv miniseries 2021) / the mirror and the light (2024) / elizabeth (1998)

#web weaving #sort of? #i never feel like my edits really fit #they're more like collages #anyway...me on my island with the one other tudor fan that liked AB 2021 lol #'our expectations were low but holy fuck' sounds like a lot of consternation about a pretty...solid script? #what i loved most about it was moments like the above #the ability to summarize really complex dynamics borne of circumstance #in such a way that you can believe in the world and it serves as its own 'previously on' that a miniseries inherently lacks #esp when it only covers five crucial months #tl; dr there's a lot of smugness evident in many books of this genre #when it comes to anne's attitude towards her stepdaughter #bcus she was quote proven wrong unquote; becaues mary got quote the last laugh unquote... #when really. as per the quotes i've been posting #it doesn't seem like mary's reconciliation with her father was the idyll many have made it #thus we have anne's letter #and offer. knowing that others are offering her better futures #but saying this is the best future you could have. limited time only. #and it seems the future proved her right; not wrong (at least the immediate future) #bcs while matters; had she accepted; might not've been substantially better than they were under the auspices of a 'more gentle' stepmother #it also doesn't really seem like they would have been substantially worse #anne was right that her enemy's supporters wanted her disgraced and/or dead. she was right in that they wanted elizabeth disgraced #and/or dead. she couldn't have predicted what happened to herself in the exact matter it did- mainly bcus it was unprecedented #but it seems she had a pretty clear view of what mary was doing: playing both sides. attempting to ingratiate herself to her father while #also conspiring against him. and she knew it would have been better to have her on side #(and in a more jaundiced view: have her where she could watch what she was doing; who she was seeing) #but perhaps underestimated how impossible it would be to get her there in the first place #('on side' ; that is. not at court. although probably not that either. with the conditions she demanded) #but her fears of mary were not paranoia. they seem to have been grounded in realism #and a clear view of the situation at home and abroad

[sonknuxadow]

i think it would be funny if post unleashed sonic could still turn into the werehog with the difference that it only happens when he wants it to and he only ever uses this ability when he thinks it would be really really funny for him to go werehog mode in that moment

#yes i know this would probably be impossible im just saying it would be funny #i cant think of a specific scenario rn but this just sounds like something sonic would do if he could

[kiwidotcom]

😓😓😓

#i hate myself i hate being an alcoholic #it's ruining my life and i fucking hate it but i can't stop #it just keeps getting worse #and i hate admitting this because the only solution is sobriety and that fucking terrifies me more than anything #but i can't keep doing this #i dont know what to do #i keep telling myself im going to take at least a 2 week break. #and then end up with so many plans #i know i could not drink but it feels impossible #i know thats pathetic as hell i don't know how to explain it #everyone makes not drinking sound so easy i dont understand #why is it so hard #my body is falling apart i wish it would just die #i hate myself #tw alcohol #alcoholic #alcoholism

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[dichromaticdyke]

starting a raglan cardigan now and. ough. 61 rows of just increases is gonna be tedious. but i'm SO GLAD it's worked in one piece at least.

#dichromaticdyke.exe #i'm also hoping i can get it done in two weeks AND YEAH I KNOW THAT SOUNDS FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE LSKDFHLSKDFH but i can at least try #if i can't then i'll just finish it later and it'll be a mother's day gift #i just don't wanna have to go out and buy a gift for my mom she's impossible to shop for

[koheletgirl]

ok so i don't personally believe in the 2 states solution (for a myriad of reasons i won't get into now), but why does it seem like everyone who supports it these days is labeled as a zionist? i know why i might think that, but i doubt it's for the same reasons so i'm genuinely asking here

#it's just that the two states solution is still seen as a leftist delusion in israel #which i think is laughable like i know why i hate it #but idt tumblr.com hates it for the same reasons? #again like maybe im reading this wrong but. to me it seems like a not insignificant amount of ppl here oppose any solution in which -> #<- jews would remain here? #or like i have seen ppl suggest that palestine should become a nation state in which jews can choose if they want to become citizens or go #and from a historical justice pov i completely understand that but u understand why that would be impossible to achieve realistically right #so actually what im saying is. are u really opposed to the 2 states solution for real reasons (valid) #or are you opposed to any solution that doesn't fit perfectly with your ideals and thus preventing any actual progress from happening #for the sake of us having this discussion in good faith. i personally believe in 1 secular state + right of return to palestinians #+ reparations + full equality under the law #which also doesn't sound very realistic in the current climate but yk #politics cw #did i make any sense at all with this

[vilalyra]

Countdown to Greywaren - Week 3: Human Team

Carmen Farooq-Lane “When she was a child, she’d once seen a feather drift down down and touch lightly on the surface of a pond. The feather had not sunk... Instead, it had landed light as a butterfly, trembling enough to look alive...She was that feather.”

#carmen farooq lane #the dreamer trilogy #call down the hawk #mister impossible #i dont remember how to use ellipses to quote in english srry #also it's still week 3 if you count sunday as the last day of the week #anyway lets go lesbian lets go #also also i didnt know if to use ordinary team instead but that sounded mean ajsn #ctg

[puppyeared]

i knew what id be up against trying to find asian voice clips that arent bmo or old japanese men but jesus christ

#please im just trying to do an oc voice claim.. im not even saying its a bad thing but i wish it wasnt boiled down to those as the #'safest' options when it comes to casting a character with a 'distinctly asian voice' esp if theres linguistic profiling to worry abt #maybe ppl are hesitant to experiment with asian voice casting if theres risk of stereotyping given how often asian accents are made fun of #but that still comes down to how casting is done responsibly. if youre going out of your way to cast someone who 'fits' a certain image #than actually judging an actor by their skill and ability to portray the character they audition for i think u care more abt #making it palatable than the actual quality. like when they toned down sokka's sexism in the netflix adaptation to 'fix' his character #do u know how surprised i was when i found young justice: outsiders voice clips with persian and south asian accents. i cant even think of #any other times ive seen that. seriously we've been sleeping on zehra fazal she has THE RANGE u wouldnt even be able to guess two separate #characters voiced by her by voice alone. look at her voice clips for Harper Row and then Antonia Rodriguez #bmo and iroh were also cast well because they fit the bill of how their characters think act and feel and reflect it in their voice #its also almost impossible to find young adult characters with asian accents. im not counting characters that occasionally speak another #language before defaulting to nondescript american english bc even that number is stupidly low. i mean characters who sound like my #mom and my next door neighbour who immigrated here and speaks perfect english all while their accent shines through #maybe u could argue the reason why most young asian characters dont have the accent is bc theyre first generation. but still #i guess theres also tagalog telenovelas but theyre variety tv than voice acting. i dont wanna have to settle for smth close enough #just because someone decided having a thick tagalog accent is grounds for typecasting. or make my character british #yapping

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