#i hope we all fucking explode

[lunarsapphism]

woke up and went downstairs today to be greeted by my parents, in our little morning exchange of hellos and stuff i said that i didnt feel well and my dad goes "oohh im sorry, is it the same as what we have?" i was a little passive aggressive in my response and i sorta feel bad about it cause it was one of the first things i said to them this morning but BRO. it fucking wouldnt be if you both covered your goddamn cough. small children know this rule. why can you not use it in your own fucking house. you know how germs work. also i actually just meant that i was in a lot of pain today cause sleeping hurts but yk what!! yeah im also mildly sick! and like, i get that you power through all illness and stuff but sometimes you just need to act sick cause you are sick. its so fucking confusing when you seem ill and then go "oh no i just dont feel well." are you fucking kidding me. I literally work in food service i cannot go to work if im sick. you need to fucking tell me these things. also, i dont give a shit that we live in the same house, i still dont want your cold. i am going to kill you.

#i hope we all fucking explode #the thing is that im not even that sick #its like the start of a cold #but i wouldn't be here at the start of a cold if they both acted like they were sick and accommodated themselves accordingly #i love them but i hate it here sometimes #aiilov-personal

[lil--nuggett]

(warning: this clip can be a bit loud, i made sure to make it quieter when editing it, but i figured i'd warn you just in case)

this is one of the dumbest things i think i've ever edited, even though it's from like a year ago and i just never posted it for some reason lmao

#i first saw this jerma clip when a friend told me about it #days later we watched the R/S Anime and saw these two scenes and joked about the jerma clip again #so i made it LMAO #get fucking exploded idiot #this is what i do with my editing prowess #i make dumb shit #magma leader maxie #pokemon #jerma gets fucking NUKED on stream LIVE #hope you all enjoy my dumb thing that look me maybe 10 minutes to edit simply because i had to try and sync the mouth movements

[spaciebabie]

Hi hello I’m the one who sent that angsty Springtrap ask a while ago and I would like to know your favorite tropes because I may or may not have,,, made an ao3 acc.

MY favorite tropes??? 😳 honestly in regards 2 springtrap if hes in any amount of pain i enjoy it. a bit sadistic of me yes, but i hate him.

but on a more serious note, i enjoy most tropes when it comes ta him truly!! monster who only has a soft spot for the person of his affections? good. oooh the a fell first b fell harder trope is something i think would fit him too (where he falls harder). i dunno! theres a lot 2 think abt X3

uhhh i dont really think abt characters in tropes so im sorry if this wasnt helpful hgfhgfhgvkhkh

#spacie splains #springtrap but he purrs ouououuough #WEAK FOR THAT #WEAK AS HELL FOR THAT #SPRINGTRAP BUT HE HAS BUNNY MANNERISMS OH MY GOD IM WEAK FOR THAT #mechanical purring graaaa i think abt it too much #being pressed up against him as hes purring......im gonna fucking explode #THE SENSORY EXPERIENCE OF THAT WOULD GO CRAZY #oh my goddd #i need him s o bad #soft springtrap mischevious springtrap whoreish springtrap goofy springtrap i mean #the joys of his character are abundant #i want more fics that are just studying him in a jar #yk what i mean #also just wanna kiss him really bad but i mean thats beside the point #a fic where its just like. a snapshot of a day and its all just misery and pain #a fuzzy moment there when he thinks abt the people he lost and remembers them fondly.... #anyways. i hope that whatever you write you have fun :3 #i dunno if you remember but i genuinely cant think abt him in any sort of intimate way b/c #IT FLUSTERS ME WE HAD A WHOLE EVENT CENTERED AROUND THIS RSHRSXHTFDJHTDJKJYUG

[nyanryan]

in my "we should let all toddlers act like wild animals" era

#every time my boss is getting annoyed at them for literally just. being a little chaotic. i feel the urge to kill. my boss. #oh noo they knocked all the toys off the shelf and on to the floor? literal normal toddler behavior and you are getting annoyed at them? #i hope you explode ❤️ #i cant wait until i have my own daycare. it is going to be so insane & im going to let those little guys do whatever they want all the time #also had the realization the other day that these kids r literally spending more time w us than w their PARENTS. so fucked up #we have to blow up society fr. this should not be happening.

[saayatsumu]

tsum collab card preview (spoiler warning ?)

i have said it a million times and i’ll say it a million more—

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MAN ANYONE HAS EVER SEEN. i am in shambles i love him so much i am going to explode

also

currently feeling:

#i’m actually gonna start foaming at the mouth what the FUCK #insert milk exploding gif #that’s me w all the vil ssrs we have been fed #idk what vil nation to be rewarded like this but i hope we keep it up #i was literally thinking like yesterday ‘man i wonder when vil will get a tsum card’ #i’m a fucking prophet once again #twst #vil schoenheit #can rambles #can loves vil

[pillowprincessvarric]

It is so crazy to me that da:i did nothing with the fact that Varric is literally canonically so so so so susceptible to mind altering magic and demonic suggestion and red lyrium specifically.

#in general they really blew it with the red lyrium but this post is about my mans specifically #literally a game full of rocks that make you act fucked up and they put a guy who is vulnerable to fucked up rocks #very prominently inside of it. #and he just acts normal the whole time. so mean to me personally i hope we all explode

[butchviking]

why would a printer need location information. why would a printer need to know where i live why would a printer need a fucking gps connection. JUST SHOW ME A PICTURE OF GERARD WAY ITS NOT FUCKING HARD

#please why didnt it just come with a cable. #a printer is not hard to use you just plug it in with a cable #i could use a printer at seven fucking years old you just press print why is it fucking doing this to me #i hope we all explode and die right now i hope we never wake up again

[autistic-katara]

am going to explode

#i hate everything i’m going to kill myself i hate existence why do emotions fuck everything i hope the world explodes and we all die #i’m going to stab myself #(not fr) #not explaining

[averagecatdoodlesenjoyer]

My Ukranian friend told me that she supports israel because she thinks that it's in a similar situation to Ukraine. Like Palestinians are these evil terrorists like russia who attacked first and poor little israel is just defending itself like Ukraine. Am I insane. Am I going insane. Am I actually fucking insane.

#I am Ukranian too if you couldn't tell btw. And I think that. Is a crazy thing to think and to say #All this time I thought that it's irrational for Ukrainians to not support Palestine when we kinda were in similar situations #And like. How can you go through something so terrible and look at people who are going through something like that and think #Yeah they deserve this. (obviously I know it's just racism duh) #But I guess I hadn't considered THAT huh!!!!!! #I'm so mad. And she sent me 100+ fucking messages about this. She's really passionate about defending fucking war criminals I guess #Like. I don't have to tell you all why that's fucked up right. #I am actually going to go insane this shit is unreal. How can you say that with a straight face #I'm not usually that open about personal matters but like #I don't have any friends now lol (better than being friends with racists and genocide supporters btw) so #it's either oversharing on Tumblr.com or just exploding so #also it's almost 5 am I'm going to fucking die but I feel better now so maybe I'll get some sleep I hope #I could go on for hour about every terrible argument she presented that left me absolutely flabbergasted but I'll refrain #for your and mine sanity #Good night and free Palestine. My final message. Goodbye

[daz4i]

bro i hate my country's politicians so much it's unreal

#i truly and sincerely hope they all die in a fire i am not even slightly joking #they promote violence and encourage an even deeper split between the people. bc it helps them #and it's disgusting. they don't care who they hurt as long as they get more power #actually they DO care who they hurt. they WANT to hurt people!! that's how they get more right wing voters!!!!! #they openly and proudly announce they want palestinians dead and out of their homes and it's sickening #(the fact this is WHY people vote them is even more sickening. they fact they were allowed to get this far is awful) #in addition to that they ofc want the lgbt community dead and they actively hurt women's rights bc how can they not :^) #i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here #sorry for talking politics. i try to avoid it but everyone on social media is talking about it. i'm so tired i hope we all explode fr #actually i'm not done i really need to vent lol #it really feels like there's no hope. the fact it keeps happening. and it gets worse every election cycle #and it's all bc fucking netanyahu is trying to avoid going to jail :^) i hope he dies today right now actually #for years everyone on the left jokes abt moving to another country but now it's becoming literally real #many people already HAVE left the country!!!!! like how fucked up is that!!!!!! that's how bad things are here!!!!!! #there's been rallies and protests for months now. i think nearly half a year at this point bc i remember it started in the winter #but obviously it doesn't do jack shit. bc why would it. if none of the right wing politicians literally get murdered - #- there is no real threat to them and so they have no actual reason to care. i sincerely think someone should take one for the team - #- and kill one of them lol i truly think this is the only solution at this point. #not to mention many of them are literally just. gross people. you hear them talk and can tell they have no experience in politics #they're all violent and constantly yell and this is how they appeal to the other violent people here #which is also why i think violence is the only way they'll understand. but alas if the left becomes violent we will be hated even more #ignoring the fact they have been violent this whole time yeah? they literally try to RUN OVER PROTESTERS #do you see why i have no hope here. do you see why i hate this so much. how can one be optimistic about this. everything sucks

[pallanophblargh]

I won’t lie, my mental health has deteriorated to a rather crippling stage these last few months. All current work and projects had eroded my energy levels to rock bottom and my mood has reflected that.

I woke up early this morning, sleep deprived and in a rough mood, had a series of small mishaps, pulled myself together to begin my 14 mile bike commute aaaaaand… immediately ran over a small metal spring in the road that ripped through my back tire, more than a mile from home. And that was the straw that broke the camel’s back. I walked my bike back home and got back into bed, after calling in for a mental health day (my boss gets it, thankfully).

Eventually I was able to compose myself and made efforts (with J’s help) to find productive things I could do. So I took the bike into another bike shop to fix the flat, and asked if they could solve one other nagging issue, a skipping chain. Dude was awesome, fixed my flat on the spot, confirmed my suspicions on the other issue and installed a brand new cassette, all while we had a good bike chat. Thankfully this solved my biggest problems and I gave it a test spin to make sure, ending up at an old haunt by the river. I watched warblers, mining bees, and a man walking his cat on a leash. I tried thinking happier thoughts.

It’s true, a lot of things in my life are still broken (both physically and emotionally) but some things are okay, good even. The cat (Zelda), who had been sick for a month and a half and on antibiotics, is finally appearing to be fully recovered. I have Hoyas blooming. I saw the first dragonfly of the season. And I’ve finally bitten the bullet to have a first session with a psychiatrist at the end of the month. I just have to keep making it somehow, even if I need help every day to do it.

Anyway, long post, but thanks for sticking around!

#April rambles #mental health #depression #long post #bike commuting #bike stuff #my poor space horse she’s been through so goddamn much #at least I can properly mash again i couldn’t exert any real force on the old cassette #work really does have a way of killing people #overloaded cart horse explodes! #i’m fortunate to have a partner that is good at helping me out but it sucks to feel burdensome #he says he wants to help and that’s more than I feel I deserve sometimes #but I’m still grateful #half my appliances are still broken but the internet is back #I’m hoping to be put on a waitlist for diagnosis of potential other mental health issues #would be nice to rule out the top suspects #and try medication again #j got a taste of how tricky and tedious the mental health system is #I think we all just need a fucking break #is it me who needs fixing or is it the world?

[cidnangarlond]

parents friends are over to watch sports presumably and no one decided to tell me I'm gonna kms

#suicide ment #FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE I HOPE WE ALL EXPLODE

[teekays]

okay trade season's not a joke anymore i'm done for real 😐😐😐 we can stop now 😐😐😐

#YOU MADE DYLAN LARKIN SADDDDDDDDDD ITS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE STEPHEN #fuck this gay earth i hope we all explode #teddyposting

[hotgirlcoded]

*deep breath* they want to give the police 20!! MILLION!! DOLLARS!! while the city has a huge housing crisis and food shortage (+ many other issues). yes there's an increase in crime, but i wonder if there could be any connection here? just a guess? that removing lots of social/community support would also have something to do with that? again, just a guess.

#hasnt been approved yet but it probably will be because the govt sucks #all this money and still can't do shit #more money for the police to abuse people!! yay!! #*explodes them* #if someone is shoplifting essential items from a grocer store who cares #the ceo isn't gonna fuck you and also i hope galen weston also explodes #people in the govt literally take tax dollars to go on vacation like. why don't we talk about THAT more. #*explodes them again* #god this makes me so... #*deep breath* #lisa.txt

[nazumichi]

“i don’t know how anyone gets through school without doing a sport. raii, how do you do it??!” it’s a funny story actually,

#raii talks a lot #goddddd i don’t like one thing about this person #literally she’s a nightmare #a couple classes ago we were doing this running activity and i stupidly thought “oh i’ll do it till i can’t” because Leg Fucked Up #and i got across the gym once and then i had to sit down because it went numb and i’m not risking breaking or tearing at All #and she just kept. calling at me like “oh get up get up yadada participate” to the point i had to go “IM DISABLED” at her #and then she got all awkward but like. what’s it to you that i’m not doing this maybe use that thing in your head perhaps #and then she says that to me today….. “raii how do you do it” i didn’t know what to say and there were too many people for me #to comfortably go “ive been physically unable to since i was a sophomore.” so i just said “well you know how it is” and didn’t follow up #she’s soooooo irritating hope she explodes. i don’t have to tell her anythinggggggg but sometimes i want to because she looked so disturbed

[apollos-boyfriend]

i still strongly believe that one of the best scenes of the dsmp is right after the fight in the pit, where niki, tommy, and tubbo were wandering in the forests outside of pogtopia and stopped on a ledge that overlooked manberg so they could watch the sun set. tommy played a disc and the three of them vowed to stick together no matter what as niki assured them they’d all be okay and that there was still hope for l’manberg. i know i say this a lot but LITERALLY poetic cinema

#icarus speaks #like. there’s so much to unpack #there’s the dramatic irony #we know what happens. we know she’s wrong. #wilbur explodes l’manberg and new l’manberg falls. no matter how much hope they had nothing could save it. #the three of them don’t stick together. tubbo self-isolates in snowchester and niki flees to her city and tommy is left to wander #niki tries to kill tommy even. they didn’t stay by each other’s side #and the SYMBOLISM. the NARRATIVE. #the sun set on their childhoods. on their naïveté and bright-eyed hope for the future. #tubbo was blown up and forced to watched his best friend to beat to (technical) death. #tommy had to sit by as his best friend was killed and instructed by his older brother to fight a near-god to the death. #and niki’s safety shattered before her eyes. pogtopia was supposed to be her escape. he’d safe haven. #and her first introduction to the place she dreamed of becomes tainted with blood and death #all three of them lost something that day. and the sunset took those things away with it. #it wasn’t a sunrise. it wasn’t hope for a better day. their warmth was fading. #can you tell i’m a bit crazy insane about this. i’m so fucking unwell i think about this DAILY