#i guess idk if this needs a cw

[dinoserious]

ichor, and the fated end

#pokemon #arceus #giratina #poke mythos #eyestrain #giratina wounded arceus badly before it was put away #palkia and dialga were forced to give arceus an ultimatum: either giratina was killed. or it was sent away somewhere untouchable #this was not given in a cruel manner or as pure merciless logistics #giratina was something to them too. a sibling they watched grow. but they knew not anything else that could be done #the choice that was made spared them all something #anwyays. ehem. back on this. this ones pretty edgy folks #idk does this need like. a cw tag. its pretty stylized+idk what to even use. just lmk i guess

[khaotunq]

i dial drunk, i'll die a drunk, i'd die for you

#only friends the series #ofts #oftsedit #ofts ray #my gifs #my edits #mine: only friends #mine: ray #mine: a gif but not A Gif #ofs ray #needed to prove i can still do things to myself #so have this very hasty coloury sorta angsty something #i'm mad about how simple it is but i made a thing ok #cw flashing #i've lost all confidence in everything so i'm not usertagging bc sgdkfjdf #also idk who still cares so #i've not moved on and i shan't #guess this sorta qualifies as raymew??? but fkjgfdsds #if u saw me fuck up the lyrics no u dint <3 fml lmao

[velvetredskies]

i'd let him spring my trap idk guys

#springtrap #springtrap fnaf #william afton #??? probably not but it stillis but i uhh idk #purple guy #spring bonnie #fnaf 3 #five nights at freddys #fnaf #cw suggestive #I GUESS ???????????? #i need to be locked up i thiunk #i'm more confident in drawing with pen now so at some point expect ultrakill pen :33 #velvet red's art

[penta-png]

edited old art from like september cuz i never posted it for whatever reason and i still think it looks pretty solid . love this guy

#omori #omori fanart #omoriboy #omori moriko au #cw smoking #does that need to be tagged idk #cw nudity #i guess #slow damage redraw btw . yippie .!

[lunarharp]

“sorry i dont always get it” (from april) & “sorry i dont always understand” the sequel 🍷🍓

#witch hat tag #orufrey #cw for..Dread idk. cw dread. IDK man. witch hat is a lot..it's almost too much for me.. #SCRIBBLY !!!! i think i improve a lot doing these things cause the first part def looks older..lol. i want to actually practice PANELS #to build skill for starting proper original comics.. but it's just SO much work.. #ps i love orufrey #also???? i dont KNOW what qif wears to bed. i feel like it's been implied it's his..Shirt Thing. which would be regular i guess #since they have instant laundry things you really could wear the exact same thing every day of your life at all times. #BUT right..why did coco act like she'd see the laundry thing for the first time in her life when she met sinocia. or does qifrey do it all. #i feel like they would uh do their own laundry. considering it's INSTANT too. i need to know boring everyday details sensei. :/

[l48yr1nth]

@strangulove genie does as you wish..........

apologies if this is a bit wonky i am severely out of my mind (weed) i just had to put my thoughts about these guys on my ipad screen. so so silly !!!!

#in reference to when you posted about needing to see these guys together.... #at least thats what i think happened i honestly cant remember 5 minutes ago. enjoy...... #labyposting #labyart #strangled red steven #strangled red #glitchy red #pokepasta perdition #fnf pokepasta perdition #:3c #drug mention #cw drugs #i guess this counts right? idk whatever. being cautious never hurts!

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

one thing they dont tell you abt not expecting to make it to this point is how it fucks up your plans for the foreseeable future

#sorry for getting depressing i just need it out because i dont want to talk with my therapist about it yet and i cant tell my mom #but like.... i was never expecting to make it to my birthday. for the the lasr #2? #maybe even 3 years #especially last year and now and like #now its like 2 months away and i. dont know what i want again #we just go to ihop because my sister likes it #like i tried to get ideas with my mom and i. dont have any #i cant do anything i used to think was fun and i dont have anything i. Want now #i can do presents. just give me a budget and i can work that out #but fucking. plans? i just. i just. i dont want anything. nothing seems special or important anymore #it all feels like another day. and i just. god i dont even know what cake i want. #can i even have cake? it'll just give me a headache anyway #and like..i guess its in part to how i can barely visualize anything in the future nowadays #i cant be happy for something a month ahead anymore. not even something in a week #and i just. god #personal posts and stuff idk #aethers rants #cw vent #tw vent #cw sui ideation #alluded to. i guess

[deanmarywinchester]

sorry for new yorkposting. anyway please see this real actual the intercept interview with bill de blasio on the subject of him dropping a groundhog to its death.

[image description: a screenshot of an emailed interview. text reads: ‘On a lighter but more tragic note, do you have any regrets about dropping the groundhog in 2014?

Yeah. 100 percent. I'm like, "Don't make me hold a fucking groundhog." I mean, what the hell? Let me tell you exactly what happened.

Please.

I go there and it's seven in the morning, which means my motor skills are not at their best. I put on these gloves, and they're like, "Here's a groundhog," I'm like, "What the fuck?" I'm like, "Don't you have a little more coaching to go with this or whatever?" It was idiocy. Why would you want an elected official to hold a groundhog? I don't know anything about holding groundhogs. So the whole thing is just insane. There's an original sin here. Don't hand someone a groundhog, right?

That sounds like the name of a children's book.

Only trained groundhog holders. And do you squeeze it really tight? I mean, what do you do? So I'm like, talk about a lack of advance work.’ end image description]

#I’m like don’t make me hold a fucking groundhog #why is the word groundhog inherently comedic. bill murray comedy ass city #my posts #nyc tag #sorry for weird formatting the intercept is paywalled so I was emailed this interview #cw animal death #? like I guess idk if ppl need that tagged

[quirkle2]

scar map for wars ! if u can't read my handwriting, it's all in text under the cut

cheek burn, ear burn, shoulder burn, left shoulder claw marks: final fight w/ volga

face scar near right eye: cornered by dark links

lip scar: training incident when he was 9

left side burn: turncoat soldier; had to be cauterized

right side burn: first fight w/ volga

arm burn: fiery aeralfos

#qkdraws #suncaster au #suncaster warriors #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #tloz #loz #loz au #zelda au #tw injury #injury tw #injury #tw scars #scars tw #scars #cw nudity #nudity cw #nudity #idk if these posts need the mature or nudity labels but ! just to be safe i guess #the scars that aren't pointed out and explained are kinda just filler ? meaning they prolly won't be consistent in future art #i just tend to slash them up randomly in my art if they're not like . significant incidents yaknow #anyway :] have Him #i didn't draw his legs but he's got lots of little burnt patches on his legs too #and those r from the deku tree fire #the other suncaster boys r comin ! they all get scar maps <3

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

me and them tbh

(by avogado6 on twitter)

#💐 #irl yandere #yanblr #yandere #bpd yandere #bpd feels #actually obsessive #tw sh #cw blood #i need mental help i think #yanderecore #i Guess. idk hwo to tag this tbh #insanecore #last tag is a joke #LMFAO #that image description is so long i am so sorry

[lovecatsys]

damn he got roasted. literally

#akihiro #comic liveblog #idk how to cw this? not technically gore i guess? #fav: maybe power is all i have. or all i need

[mauxanhduong]

SUBMITTED MY FIRST COLLEGE APP!!!

#we are just getting started but we are almost there !!!! augh. #now i need to start working on my other apps 😭 #i have like. 5 days to submit my early decision app if i end up doing it but idk if i want to do it but also i don’t have the time. so we’ll #figure it out i guess #but anyways. girl i feel like i am going to hurl i am so nervous. #xuân says stuff #college agony #emeto cw

[sebsrainbowbicycle]

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“At least you have a mother” is something that has been said to me more times than I would care to count, and is something I’ve been thinking on a lot recently.

I think an absent mother would have been better than what I had. To the outside world we were a perfectly imperfect family. We went to church, we hosted dinners, were polite got good grades and everything seemed normal. But it wasn’t. I didn’t really have a mother, or maybe I did once but not that I remember. I had a person who gave birth to me and hated me, except for once a year when we would take a trip just us and it would be great for two days.

I witnessed what a mother was, with how she was with my brother. I saw what love and care and affection without expectation was when I saw their relationship, but I didn’t get that. I got the other side of her. The abusive alcoholic. And I don’t think I’ll ever really recover from that fully. I don’t think that I’ll ever be able to get rid of the tiny voice inside my head that asks what I did wrong to make her do those things. Nothing, I was a child. I know that but the voice in my head doesn’t.

Mother’s Day has ben something that weighed heavy on me always, the pretending so that everything looked normal to everyone else. So that no one saw what she was really like. I’d get her cards and gifts because it wasn’t worth it if I didn’t. Playing nice and playing pretend and dying inside. Watching everyone else showcase their love, talk about wonderful memories and how amazing their mums are, and I remember the year that my Dad was sick and in hospital so couldn’t buy me a gift for her like he did every year, because I was too young and didn’t have money. And I made her a card, used her favourite colours and flowers. I made her toast and coffee and my brother attempted orange juice and we took it to her in bed and she seemed happy. It seemed good. Until my brother went to play and she screamed at me because we hadn’t gotten her gifts, or bought cards. Told me I was irresponsible and ungrateful and a terrible daughter. I’lll leave the rest of that story to the imagination.

So Mother’s Day isn’t a good day for me. Never has been. This year will be my first Mother’s Day since I went no contact, and it’s weird and freeing too, not to have the obligations. But it’s another change, and another thing I have to deal with. Another thing that hurts. All the time. The pretending hasn’t stopped with the obligations, I’ll still smile at my friends lovely plans and stories and not flinch when they talk about their mums, pretend every word isn’t a dagger into an open festering wound. Smile, pretend to everyone else that everything is normal. Just like I’ve always done.

#Dee talks #Mother’s Day looms and I’m having a weird day #and I needed to put this somewhere #because my mind is swimming and I think I need to properly cry but I can’t #I don’t know how #so yeah #cw: child abuse #I guess idk

[newts-and-sharks]

Did I ever share these DJMM’s that I drew? They’re a bit old but I think he looks nice

#newts doodles #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf #security breach #dj music man #djmm #human djmm #fnaf djmm #djmm security breach #Djmm humanoid #humanoid djmm #he’s ok I guess #tw insect figure #??? #idk what to tw for bit I feel like I need to #tw insect body #cw insect body

[basementxdweller]

thinking about that time i was asked "who molested you for you to turn out this way" on here. something something that action had consequences

#dolly gross posts #internally for me it did anyways #me when the repressed memory resurfaces. its fine. its fine. its fine. its fine. #at leastnow when i think abt it its like. ah okay. that happened to someone else and not me so its ok. #and i simply ignore the fact that it happened to my body. it doesnt matter. yay <3 #also im still not fully convinced that what happened to me was in fact molestation. shrugs #its like 'well they were also a child so it doesnt matter or count' and 'it isnt that big of a deal even though it very much feels so' #they should invent childhood experiences for me that dont make me feel like i have to preface everything i say with #'okay so heads up this is probably heavy and weird and will sound venty even though i dont really mean for it to' #also. idk. ill probably delete this later #because i swing wildly between being like #'this is something unfortunate that happened to me as a kid but i dont really care and it doesnt really matter' #and #'if i think about this i will want to eat glass & cry & cry & cry & cry & cry & cry and mourn who i could have been had it not happened' #they should invent someone i can talk to about this without feeling like i am lying or a bad person or making things up for attention or #making them uncomfortable or feeling like they dont understand #idk. i need to go psychoanalyze myself so i can make sense of how i think #this needs a cw probably #cw vent #cw molestation mention #i guess #shrugs

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

im gonna (remembers saying kms is bad for my mental health) kill myself

#I WOKE UP AT 5 IN THE MORNING AND GOT READY AND WALKED ALL THE WAY THERE AND GUESS WHAT #I COULDN'T EVEN GO BECAUSE MY MOM NEEDED TO BE THERE #AND SHE WAS LIKE NO I DONT NEED TO YOU CAN GO BY YOURSELF RIGHT #BECAUSE WHY WOULD SHE EVERRRRRR PUT HER CHILDREN ABOVE HERSELF BUT WHATEVER. WHATEVER #SO I HAD TO WALK BACK TO #MY LEGS WERE ON FUCJING FIRE I CANT DO THIS SHIT ANYMORE #no because of the exercise to be clear its some weird other bullshit where i get itchy for no reason #GGRRGTGTRARARRARARAAAAA #personal posts and stuff idk #aethers rants #cw vent