母親って (Shibasaki Aizou) English Translation
母親って
Hahaoya tte
A Mother
Character: Aizou from LIP×LIP
HoneyWorks feat. ないこ
Lyrics: Kaoru & shito
Composer: Kaoru
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T/N: Wishing everyone a happiest new year!!
Keep in mind that Japanese and English aren’t my first language. I never claim my translation (attempts) to be error-free. As always, if you’re going to use or reference my translations, please do not claim it as your own and credit me.
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あなたはいつだって
自由に生きていて
気分屋なところ猫みたい
頭を撫でてくるその変わらない癖
ウザがるけど嫌いじゃないんだ
Anata wa itsu datte
Jiyū ni ikiteite
Kibunya na tokoro neko mitai
Atama o nadete kuru sono kawaranai kuse
Uzagaru kedo kirai janain da
You are always
Living freely
You have a moody temperament, like a cat
That unchanging habit of stroking my head
It annoys me but I don’t hate it
友達みたいにケンカして
言いたいこと言い合う関係
Tomodachi mitai ni kenka shite
Iitai koto iiau kankei
We fight like we are friends
A relationship where we can tell each other what we want to say
シワができても大丈夫だから
いつまでも綺麗だから
笑ってくれるだけで強くなる
やっぱりすごいな
あなたの笑顔は
いつまで経っても子供ですよ
幸せですよ
Shiwa ga dekite mo daijobu dakara
Itsumademo kirei dakara
Waratte kureru dake de tsuyoku naru
Yappari sugoi na anata no egao wa
Itsu made tatte wo kodomo desu yo
Shiawase desu yo
It is alright if you wrinkle, because
You will always be beautiful in my eyes
Just by making you smile makes me stronger
And as I thought, your smile is incredible
No matter how much time passes, I will continue to be your child
And that makes me happy
あなたはいつだって
自由に生きていて
空を泳いでる鳥みたい
強がりでそのくせ本当は泣き虫で
もうどちらが子供なんだか…
Anata wa itsu datte
Jiyū ni ikiteite
Sora o oyoideru tori mitai
Tsuyogari de sono kuse hontō wa nakimushi de
Mō dochira ga kodomo nandaka…
You are always
Living freely
Like a bird flying in the sky
That habit of pretending to be tough, but you’re actually a crybaby
Geez, who between the two of us is the child now…
友達みたいにふざけ合って
守りたい大切な存在
Tomodachi mitai ni fuzake atte
Mamoritai taisetsu na sonzai
We joke with each other like we are friends
You are an important existence I want to protect
白髪増えても大丈夫だから
いつまでも綺麗だから
言葉をくれるだけで頑張れる
やっぱりずるいな
母親ってやつは
いつまで経っても見守ってて
約束ですよ
Shiraga fuete mo daijōbu dakara
Itsu made mo kirei dakara
Kotoba o kureru dake de ganbareru
Yappari zurui na
Hahaoya tte yatsu wa
Itsu made tatte mo mimamottete
Yakusoku desu yo
It is alright if your hair turns gray, because
You will always be beautiful in my eyes
Just by giving me your words makes me do my best
As I thought, you are unfair
Someone who is known as a mother
No matter how much time passes, I will watch over you
That I promise you
これからも元気でいて
あなたの“幸せ”が幸せ
Kore kara mo genki de ite
Anata no “shiawase” ga shiawase
Stay happy and well from now on
Your “happiness” is happiness itself
シワができても大丈夫だから
いつまでも綺麗だから
笑ってくれるだけで強くなる
やっぱりすごいな
あなたの笑顔は
いつまで経っても子供ですよ
幸せですよ
Shiwa ga dekite mo daijobu dakara
Itsumademo kirei dakara
Waratte kureru dake de tsuyoku naru
Yappari sugoi na anata no egao wa
Itsu made tatte wo kodomo desu yo
Shiawase desu yo
It is alright if you wrinkle, because
You will always be beautiful in my eyes
Just by making you smile makes me stronger
And as I thought, your smile is incredible
No matter how much time passes, I will continue to be your child
And that makes me happy
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did a round of eye swaps this weekend! it's the most ive done all at once, and i gotta say, i do not recommend it. by the time i got new eyes in these four, my hands were begging me to stop, so poor Priscilla sat eyeless for a while. but I'm really happy with the results!
let me walk you through the process a bit.
i used this guide to help decide which eyes i wanted to use.
this all started because i wanted Daria's eyes for Zooey.
Daria's eyes don't match her color scheme at all, and this has always bothered me about her. they stand out too much, and its jarring. but that minty blue and pale pink are Zooey's colors exactly, it would complete her alien vibe perfectly.
but, unfortunately, Zooey and Daria have different eye chips. Daria has the Twins eye chip, which has four pegs to keep it in place in the socket, and Zooey has the newer B2 chip, which has only two prongs. i was worried that Daria's eyes wouldnt fit in Zooey's head, so i prepared a backup donor: Simone.
Simone has the CNY eye chip, first introduced in Lily Cheng, the Special Edition doll for the Chinese New Year in 2022. this eye mold is more similar to the B2 eyes since it also has only two prongs, so if Daria's eyes didnt sit right in Zooey, these might be a better fit. the colors arent as perfect, but it could work.
except that Darias eyes fit Zooey perfectly. she looks so cute! now her eyebrows are even more out of place, but I'll get to that later.
i had already taken out Simone's eyes to compare the two, so she was given Zooey's eyes.
i was blown away by how incredible she looks! so soft and sweet. i was fond of her before, but she's crawled up into my top ten faves with this one alteration.
now, i was going to give those eyes to Daria, but they obviously belong to Simone now. Daria still needs brown eyes though, so i brought out a more fitting donor for her: Priscilla. she has the same color eyes as Zooey, but in the Twins eye chip.
perfect for ms. Daria, much more natural. it's just what she needed.
now, i wasn't intending to bring Minnie into this, but her eyes are a bit unusually dark, and i had Simone's eyes sitting there.. and well. i already had the hair dryer out.
honestly? a serve. she has B2 eyes originally, like Zooey, so the lashes are Just under her eyelid but they still fit her sculpt pretty well.
at this point, my hands were aching, and i had worn a blister into my thumb, so i had to take a break. Pris was going into the stock box anyway, so there was no pressure to finish her, but the next day i came back and gave her Minnie's eyes for safekeeping.
she looks a little sleepy, but overall pretty cute. she probably won't stay this way because she's going into the potential custom pile, but its fine for now.
look at these four and how perfect they are!! Zooey and Daria came out exactly how i planned, but i am still so shook by how beautiful Simone is now. i just cant stop looking at her.
I'll be reblogging to add more photos, including side by side comparisons to the stock photos since tungle will only let me post 10 pictures at a time
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rereading Fairest bc I have my own copy now (yay $2.50 at a used bookstore!) and so far it's as lovely as I remember
but anyway I do like how Aza's "ugliness" is characterized by people actually treating her badly because of it. People talk about the stereotype of YA protagonists being like "oh poor me I'm so ugly" in an attempt to make them relatable but the narrative actually treats them like they are gorgeous and every character that isn't a villain finds them attractive.
Vs. here it's like. yeah her self perception is all tied up in cultural ideas of beauty and she's definitely not objective either, and a lot of what she thinks is inherent to her ugliness is all wrapped up her related social anxiety, etc.
but! It's very refreshing to see a book that deals so much with beauty standards actually commit to it! It's not like she's just vain and obsessed with looks! You can tell she wants to be beautiful because she wants to be treated like a person! The way it is just that blatant! Most people are rude to her or ignore her! And she makes it worse in her head and compounds the problem by letting her own insecurity draw attention to herself, but at the end of the day, she's right! People would treat her better if she looked different!
The details that we get about her appearance are not even "ugly" traits, either! Like we get the pale skin, black hair, red lips combo pulled directly from the traditional Snow White fairy tale, where those traits are supposed to be beautiful and desirable! But in this culture, apparently those traits are a part of her ugliness, which just perfectly highlights how the beauty standards are inherently arbitrary! And yet! They affect her life in real ways! It doesn't matter much how we, the reader, picture her; we believe that she is ugly because people treat her like she is!
Anyway I especially love how her insecurity regarding her size is portrayed. The combo of feeling small and meek and timid on the outside but being large and imposing on the outside. She feels like she takes up too much space. She doesn't want to wear anything at all attention grabbing. She doesn't know what to do with her limbs. Her biggest fear about demonstrating her magical singing trick is that she would have to show people how she moves her stomach (the horror!)
anyway everyone ever should read Fairest. I could write 12.5 dissertations on it. fantasy books for 12-year-old girls are the most serious fiction in the world actually
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oh god i'm spiraling thinking about how this is going to make elaine feel after she hears asa did this as soon as she dropped him off! and beth and cara? danny and casper? stevie maybe being the one to find him?? IM LOSING IT
seriously i feel so bad for elaine, she has the least context of anyone in this situation. all she knows is that asa was acting weirder than normal and very secretive, then she takes him home and within hours he takes his life. she'll be rethinking everything he told her that day, i mean he literally said “If I can’t help anyone, then… I don’t know why I’m even here. I don’t know how much longer I can stand to be so useless.” she's going to feel so guilty :(
beth, who has been battling with herself over whether she should let asa be a normal kid with privacy and agency, and who only just convinced caroline to ease up on him a little. and cara??? this is quite literally her worst fear:
danny and casper, who both chose to pursue something for themselves instead of putting their family first like they always have in the past, who are terrified of being far away when their family needs them.
stevie, who convinced asa to look for finn in the first place, and who already has guilt over the way she froze up and watched a woman die because she couldn't jump into action quickly enough. stevie, who will have to be the one to intercept asa's parents at the door if the paramedics haven't gotten there yet.
jada, who we aren't sure how much she saw or knows yet, but the sheer amount of guilt she has weighing her down is already so so heavy. i can't even imagine how responsible she would feel for potentially being unable to save her best friend since the literal day he was born.
and finn??? the real kicker for me is that finn would/will be horrified when he finds out what asa put his family through, all for him. he got upset when asa did something as innocuous as burning family pictures, because asa's family loves him so much and he hates that asa has put such a strain on their relationship because of finn.
but i hope i've made it clear enough that this isn't really about finn. asa hasn't been cycling through antidepressants and seeing countless doctors since he was 12 for no reason; he genuinely does struggle with severe depression, losing finn was just the last straw. asa's ability to see ghosts has caused him so much pain over the years, but finn alone made it worth the heartache. without him, he feels entirely helpless. he's surrounded by people every moment of every day, but he can't connect with a single one of them. so while his motivation here may not have been to die and stay dead, i also can't say that he had a clear enough mind to be worried about the emotional impact this would have on the people around him. he knows that if caroline found his body, she would never recover from that, but even that is only a short-term consequence – he's not thinking about how his loved ones will feel in a week or a year or the rest of their lives. i can't really fault him for that. but the whole thing is fucking tragic :(
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