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theosconfessions · 5 months

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if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here :)

if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here:)

@ohsosims

jami- chloe, i told you. i have to help grandpa at work. daddy doesnt just dance anymore. i have to do smart people shit. SO i cant be home with you all of the time now. you do have to go to your mothers at somep oint

chloe- cant thalia watch me ? she lieks me

jami-dude she loves you. my girlfirend loves you. but mommy misses you

chloe- i dont miss her. i wanna stay with you. grandpa theo can do smart people shit himself

jami- what i tell you about swearing?

chloe- dont say cunt

jami- right and also sometimes its unnecessary liek rightnow. goddamn girl . and grapa theo needs help. i am helping him . so i need you to ride with this chloe

chloe- i DONT want to go to moms.i want to go home

jami- moms is your home too

chloe- NOOO! IM NTO DOING IT TAKE ME TO GRADNPAS! TAKE M ANYWHERE. I DONT WANT TO GO HOME!

jami- chloe what the fuck ? your btoehrs and sister are there? you dont miss them?

chloe- do you ?

jami- you know i see you guys as often as i can. hell you practically live with me

chloe- i miss you ALL of the time. how it used to be

jami-i miss it too but daddy was sad a lot. im working on something where i can see you guys more. it just cant behow it used to be withmom . between her and i . i know its hard on you and it maybe hard to understand

chloe- i get it.bu ti miss you and i dont want to go to moms

jami- psighs] ill um..call your mom

chloe- we can go home?

jami- remember i said i have to work ? youre going to grandpas but yeah after that

chloe- aaahhhh!

#little dive into whats going on with jami #he'll be around more #and chloe my love #espesh hanging with grandpa theo bc whew #she'll be helping withthe kids over there eventually #jami kline #chloe kline #the stephens continued #the sims 4 #ts4 #the sims #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 simblr #the sims community #ts4 story #ts4 stories

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tu-es-gegg · 7 months

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ok . ok. im going to go insane now that im out of jail

so my blorbo is back and got to superhell in litteralyl 30 minutes

I REALLY wanna knwo where qmariana had been thewhole time, its implied he went to heaven liek he keeps saying his cubuto died. most likely out of grief so he could join flippa in the afterlife. and then in the return stream, he said he prefers it in heaven, not in the nether.

and GOD MARIANA CLOCKED CODEFLIPPA LITTERALLY FIVE MINUTES IN FROM HER WEIRD SPEAK TO THE FACT SHES HESISTATE ADN SLIPPED ABOUT LIKING MEAT

of course qmariana KNOWs thats not her daughter, she's closer to juanaflippa and acres for her deeply, and he's not been tormented failing to grieve over and over, not liek slime who is at his emotional breaking point because of his coping mechanisms that harm him. qmariana, ig compartively, he's better than qslime emotionally, not great in a sense but mostly MUCH more stable, theres no cloud of denial he has to sweep thrugh, its clear as day even if he never learned about the codes disguising themselves as eggs

god the parallels of mariana, an angel condemning codeflippa as a demon, yet beign tricked into hell and sent furhter anyway

codeflippa most likely doesnt care for mariana because she doesnt know her, so she has no problem with littterally plummeting him. one of the cockroaches named after slime's enemies is called "Mi Puta Esposa", Mariana. She griefed his home and im sure nto really grasping why Slime "hates" mariana so much but taking her view of Mariana as negatve anyway. she has no qualms.

what gets me is she talekd about knowing where the eggs are, when she knows that mariana lost his egg and mostly would not care as much. its interesting that she said the nether is where the eggs are and i dont know if its a trick

"Ahora tu nombre es azul y por su victoria pelerás" (i cant

"Now your name is blue and for victory you will fight."

i litterally do not know what this could mean

a blue name, team blue??i cant tell what blue would mean? maybe ocean, teh sky, i dont know but im scareddd AND FUCKGIN EXITGTEDDDDDDDDDD

#qsmp #qsmp mariana #txt post #my blrobo returns <3333333333333333333333333 TE EXtRANEEEEEEEEEEE

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girlwithfish · 7 months

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i can tell the therapists in my program dont wanna use the word bpd nd idk. it just lwave s aweird feeling. like ik im not formally diagnosed and i also know bpd is incredibly hard to diagnose and also complex ans also u probably dont even rly want it written down but it was written down on my file for my past therapist. so its just weird my current ones dont wanna believe it. its rly confusing to me i feel ashamed to even bring ot up. i was talking abt splitting in individual session and she like corrected me kinda and said its trauma response. like yes splitting is often a trauma response too both can b true. its just really confusing but ik therapists have biases and the stigma makes it so fkn complex but i just feel really crazy and insane and like no one hears me. like maybe i dont present as someone w a personality disorder and also the way i describe past events i dont delve into all the ugly full details and its not oike im trying to lie and ill describe it but its like i subsconsciously water it down ig just so its easier to say? idk. idk im just crazy rn. but its making me feel rly bad honestly lol. ik diagnosis doesnt matter that much honestly when im already learning dbt skills and cbt and the program is stillhelpful bjt that aspect puts me off. and there's at least 3 other ppl in my group w bpd as well. I just feel like i cant eben bring it up around mental health professionals i feel like no one fucking believes.me. at leas tmy last therapist did and i still eben doubt her own opinion cuz she told.me "what were dealing w is definitely bpd" when i asked her and also said its on my file but she didnt tell me that til end of september so ive been sitting w that for a month and its hust confusing as fuck. ik i shld grt formally diagnosed maybe but i srsly dont trust mental health professions that way anynore and they r very hesitant to diagnose bpd anyway. that therapisf did think ihave it and say i did but yk im just really confused. And overall ik diagnoses r just labels so who cares ig but idk it does make it rly hard when i go thru smth that ik isnt normal and ik i split so its just confusing when everyone around u has some bias against u or disbelief i guess ik i sound paranoid idk. But ik most mental health professionals do nto take me seriously itfeels honestly. and imalso not great at advocating for myself so as soon as someone expresses doubt i just go w it i guess. idk

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romanarose · 6 months

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IYWBW 👀 talk bitch (affectionate)

If You Wanna Be Wild, Santiago Garcia x latina!Reader x Javier Pena

Send me an ask

GOD I LOVE THIS SERIES!!!!

Below the cut is talks of sex, repressed bisexuality, religious trauma (catholic guilt) and emotional incest.

Santiago Garcia. Probably my favorite character in the oscar-verse. Wrote two series with him, Leather and Lace and then Awakening and, i adore him. So much

But young Santi? vunerable santi??? mommy issues Santi??? god. He's soooooo special to me.

The thing I wish i could emphacize better is the contrast between his abilities and his trauma.

I am not good at writting action... so i dont. But I need everyone to understand, Santi is incredibly capable as a soldier and as a DEA agent. He does not need protection, he does not hide behind Javi nor does Javi particularly stress about Santi in the field. He worries durig gunshots or when he hasn't heard from him OFC, bc thats his best friend, the man he loves, but he absolutly does not see Santi as someone he needs to stand in front of or control. He respects him as an equal the way he did Steve. He does not need his hand held and I hope I can do better in future chapters as they do more detective work going after Lorea. He's young, only 25, but a lifetime of being parentified and adult responsibilities had made him capable and smart beyond his years.

And in bed, although Candy takes the lead, through these weeks with Candy Santi has grown far more comfortable and can pleasure her for hours. It's just not shown rn bc in fics I have limited time

It's his emotions though, thats what needs protection.

We'll go more into it in a few chapters but his mom was emotionally incestuous. If you don't know what that means, let me clarify that it does not mean he was molested. It means that she treated him like husband. They Santi was expected to work from age 9 to keep the household afloat, the way his mom allowed him to stay up late with her as she complained about his dad and his sister.

His older sister, Elena, was not super helpful either but seeing as their mom was physically abusive to her and emotionally abusive in different ways, she was a victim too. These sorts of family dynamics are designed to keep siblings apart, to prevent them from banding together. Elena resented Santi a lot for not standing up for her, for their moms special treatment, but as she entered college and learned about feminist theories, she brought a new issue t Santi, even if it was inadvertent. The need to be a better man than their father, a better man than the men who victimized her.

Between his mother and sisters expectations and his strict catholic upbringing, Santi is absolutely CRUSHED by the need to be good, to be perfect, to never slip up ever. He's nto allowed to slip up, and that means repressing his sexuality, repressing his desire for Javi so far down it manifests in constant anxiety. Candy is his only outlet. Candy allows him to feel sexual without feeling like he's harming her, like he was taught sex before marriage would do...

Until A few chapters later, when the bubble bursts and all his guilt comes crashing down... but that's later.

#iywbw #if you wanna be wild #santiago garcia #triple frontier #javier pena #narcos

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thegreatestheaver · 2 months

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I JUST SAW THE SCARY FISH AGAIN OH MY GOD GUYS STOP POSTING ABOUT THAT FUCKING FISH AND HOW OH ITD NTO SCAEY YOU GUYS ATR MEAN. ID TAKE CARE OF IT GUYS IM NOT LIKE YALL. SHUUUTT THR FUCKKK UPOPP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP SROP SROP STOP STOP STOP PSOTING THAT FREAKY ASS FISH I DONT WANNA FUCKINF SEE IT. DO I NEED TO STAY OFF ALL SOCIAL MEDIA FOR A WEEK TILL YOU FUCKS LOSE INTEREST IN IT. BECAUSE THSTS WHAY IM ABOUT TO DO. I GENUINELY CANNOT HANDLE LOOKING AT THAT FUCKING FISH IT FREAKS ME OUT SO BAD AND GAVE ME A PANIC ATTACK YESTERDAY WHAT THE FUCK STOP POSTING THAT FISH. CAN YOU FUCKING ADD A WARNING. OR BLUR IT AND ADD A WARNING AT THE LEAST LIKE FUCKINF PLEASE MAYBE IM OVERREACTING BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCKKKKKKK IM UPSET BECAUSE IM SCARED OF TRH FISHS AGAIN SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE VET AND PUT ME DOWN

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sometimes-i-just-wanna-die · 6 months

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I feel overwhelmed. The anxiety attacks dont help. I cabt talk to snyone about this cause they wont understand. And if they do, they wont help. I cry myself to sleep. I dont feel like i belong here my marks are down and i am not as smart as evrryone else. I try nto to compare but i do. I miss my home. I miss a good sleep and happy times. I wanna scream but i cant so i tend to be quiet and not speak. I dont feel pretty most days. Im lagging behind. Things suck here and i just wanna die but i know i cant because there are people who love me even though they are far away they are there.

#anxiety #i cant do this

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donutdisturblivball · 2 years

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im so sorry for doing this so late lol!!! ty @midnightmoon27 for tagging me :DD

nicknames: donut (online)

real name: i don't feel very comfy sharing outright, but i mean literally look at my user man

zodiac sign: aquarius

fave musicians: conan gray, queen, mxmtoon, cavetown, david bowie, the smiths, the cure

fave sports team: dont got one

sports watched: ice skating!!! gymnastics!!!! i think skiing is cool as shit too

other blogs: i can barely handle one yall r asking too much from me

do I get asks: occasionally? i've gotten a bit mroe as of late but nto really

following: SO many byler blogs i cant even begin to NAME--

tumblr crushes: thats like-- people that when they like or reblog my shit im like "!!!! omg they noticed me" right?? bc in that case hard yes

lucky number: i dont think i have a specific one? i've never really thought about it

what I'm wearing: pjs B]

dream vacation: france and canada await.

dream car: i should probably stop relying on public transportation and actually get a license before i even begin thinking of dream cars

fave foods: RICE!!!!! rice and pasta and potatoes. feed me any of these things and i will literally propose within the hour (after i finish eating obviously)

fave drink: water lol

instruments: i've been playing violin since i was around 6 or 7! at this point ive devoted so much time to it that i literally cannot quit even if i wanted to. i really wanna learn how to play piano and guitar tho

languages: just english! im shit at learning other languages RIP

celebrity crush: i have this weird thing where i cannot for the love of god consider people that i dont have a crush on attractive. like i can agree if you ask me if certain celebrities r conventionally and objectively attractive, but i just cant bring myself to actively think that theyre hot in my own opinion. idk its like theres this weird roadblock that just stops my mind from thinking different people that i dont know personally irl are attractive. like i play genshin impact and i have such a problem with making "mommy" jokes myself but idgaf when my friends do it. idk its weird lol

wow that was such an unnecessary rant about the inner workigns of my brain. anyway TYSM FOR TAGGING ME AGAIN!! THIS WAS VERY FUN :))

non pressure tags!! @celestialstars7 @swashbuckling-chicken @l0v3c0r3e @slytherin-crow101 @tntozier @cosmicbrowniefan @quinnick ++ anyone else who'd like to hop on the bandwagon :D

#tumblr games #tag game #learn more about ME!! ;D #i'm on my shit again #donuts (tags)?? and ansewrs!

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aliceyabusamesotherball · 2 years

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xingchen looked deep into teto's eyes. "teto... i.. i have to tell you something" (i don't know what xingchen's personality is like at all) xingchen said shyly. "what is it xingchen????? you can tlel me anything" teto said reassuringly, patting xingchen on the back. xingchen sighed. this was the moment she had been waiting for all of her life (ok maybe nto all of it but some of it) (,aybe not when she was a baby) (anyways) she took teto's hands into hers and stared at her. "teto kasane. i've been in love with you for years. you're so beautiful and amazing and wonderful. i adore you teto. and even if you do not return my feelings, im fine with still being your friend, but evenif you dont wanna be friends after this because th is is kind of awkward then its fine but yeah i love you." she said (and tha twas definitely not a runon sentence).

teto blushed and was as red as he rbeautiful hair. "xingchen.. do you really mean that?" she asked. xingchen smiled. "yes, i do...." "um guys you know i'm standing right here r-" "shut the fuck up miku." xingchen quickly interrupted miku, who had literally been standing there the whole time. "oh ok...... im tired" miku quickly ran back to the school to fall asleep there so she could go into the death game later.

"finally she went away... anyways.... do you accept my confession teto?" xingchen asked, squeezing teto's hands. "oh xingchen.... my love! of course i do! i've loved you for years also, and we should get married and kiss on the lips now!" teto said, delighted. xingchen was relieved. then they kissed on the lips and got married and miku was sent into the death game later (oh no) but its okay because actually it was a prank played by teto and xingchen for their engagement party. the end

@thelogicalreaper this is actually true and canon and real and you should add it to your au becasues its really good and im reallyt good at wiritng and its 100% in character/j

#HEKJLOP ME #true and canon events in reaper's au (NOT FAKE)#my wiritng is really good

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fkyumerica · 6 months

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the blacks stayed naked the longest, then got school uniform clothing as their first clothing, nicer than the rest of people on the planet, then they mixed with overalls they stole from people, then they got prison stripe uniforms, then talked to people who were white that wore prison uniforms and messed up the world with them

and the first two weeks naked before the clothing they got, they did not pay attention to law that was spoken on giant speakers

and just had sex since

and when the whites in prison uniform saw them blacksc in prison uniforms they made it resaid on the speakers when other laws were to be spoken and did nto pay attention to the laws said and faked being court judges to let it all go

river dance was their stupid fucking dance, and fucked all of them on stage already

and didnt fuck them now and did

britney spears was it

all of them know now, dont they look stupid

country christmas on disney +

is it

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

they will stalk you

didnt farm

and hid in it

nonstop having kids

anyone wanna hold it

and ran away and left

left, leaves it, leaves it too

and they will retard find that person holding their infant even if it is pregnant by them to them from like 20ft away

for them to leave their house and make another one

so do they, with it, and gone forever marries another one

now its ransom give me the money

new family name i want the new house again, maybe we'll meet give me a knife

it meant someone in prison with their infant, made it up

now its their kid right take care of it, foster care

now make her forget about it

she had a child leave it too get a new house maybe we'll meet what new house give me money you need to give me money and a new house

mass taze and car battery smashed at once she knows about it

with 10 other car batteries they fucked with over night

now eat her out i shit rocking

she wont win

a rocker

wtf im not in that group

dont sware at us

i can whip you

and i made all the christmas songs

they can die

they cant even make one

we speak english bettter than her right

no, made up english

and going to egypt wont help it

they cant even sing

they didnt love

and fag old men jewish who fuck and mate with kids can only shut up to their wives playing a steel instrument

and one stole her right she cheated, gave her enough time to do it

20 years apart

and keyboard guy is deaf

lived with her right

no, i did not have a sexual relationship, and they only flirt to talk

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manifesting-mari · 1 year

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Morning Pages 1/20/2023

I usually do my morning pages after my meditation and prayers, but today the voices in my head are so loud that i wanna let them talk. Theres a part of me thats starting to worry, just like 1%, that im undiagnosed and should be seeking some kind of mental health help. And i do have a therapist, but id ont have the money right now to pay for an appointment. I feel very much ungrounded and in my head. Maybe this is why meditation is so important. It allows me to connect with my body and not be swimming with all the thoughts inside of me. I really feel very cerebral right now. It could also be that i dont have cannabis. I do have canna bis but in edible form, i wonder what it would be like to take an edible before my meditation and prayers.

Its a nice day today. Im thinking about taking an edible and going to my meditation and prayers at the beach. Or maybe i’ll do my meditation and prayers at home and then just go for a walk. It si friday today, so i’d like to make sure that i’m not on the roads by 3 pm today. I dont wanna be in any traffic.

I can feel so many thoughts swimming around in my head that i cant really land on just one. The one thats coming forward is this version of myself that wants to do things and be productive, whose value is placed in her ability to show accomplishments. But theres another one holding her hand. It the part of me that knows that in the grand scheme of things the accomplishments and productivity are not definitions of the value I have as a person. I was gonna type that they dont matter, but in a way they do. I want to feel productive and accomplished in certain areas of my life because it helps me feel better and brings me closer to a version of myself that is able to enjoy life more fully.

I think about all the different things im into right now. Pole, tarot, comedy. I feel like there’s something there that wants to be integrated all together. I keep getting this inkling that i need to mix my comedy and psychic abilities. Maybe i just need to try things and let them grow. I’m grateful I can be weird and do things people dont expect. I know in my heart that i’m doing something that no one else has done before. I know i\that i am a connection to this divine creation and its speaking through me. Maybe i need to do less manipulation and more surrender. Ahhhh the surrender part is always scary for me. I have a hard time trusting. Trusting myself, trusting the universe. I wonder what can help me with these trust issues.

I’m also noticing now the part of me that feels tired. It feels drained and wants more sleep. I went to be around 1:30 and woke up at 8. Thats 7 hrs. Maybe i need more. The feeling i have now is the same sleepy feelings i get in some of my lucid dreams. When im moving around in my dream but still feel so tired. I think that means theres n=more subconmcious rest and healing that needs to be tended to.

Im nto sire what i’m tying now but i’m just letting myself types. Idk. i enjoy typing and writing. I think i have some interesting shit to say. Like, i’d buy my own album. Maybe thats why no one is about my shit. Am i even about my shit. I am. I’m really about me. I stand for me and i’d go to bat for me. I see me and i have so much more compassionf or myself now than i did before. I see the ways i am doing my goddamn best and i am proud of the work i’m doing. I’m grateful to have amazing people in my life to point that all out to me. I’m grateful to be able to be myself in my fullest expression, whatever that means. I get to be exactly who i am now. What a privilege. I get tp be authentic and real and honest with myself and with others. If i’m not sure or if i dont know i wont lie or i wont tell stpories to seem more interesting. If i catch myself starting to embellish i’;ll stop and take a beat and think, is this a real thing i want to share or do i just wanna amke myself seem more whatever in order for people to like me

I liek being liked. Its the validation for me. I need to remind myself that i am valued for my aiuthticity and honesty. I am valued for my honesty and realness. Thats what i like about myself. I want to become softer. I wnat to be less aggressive and be softer and more patient and loving with myself and others. Allow myself to be imperfect. Allow myself to be. Even when writing this i wanna go back and edit it. Fix all the grammar mistakes and mispellings. But i’m trying not to. I wanna let this just be. Just let the mistakes happen. Feel the crunchiness in all of it. See where i can be more present and more grounded in this experiment we call life.

To be honest, thirty years feels liek a lot and a little at the same thing. Like when you think about it, for the first like 2 to 4 years youre not even conscious. Like, there are no memories at all. And from 4 - 10 youre still trying to get all the social and motor skills to be a basic human being. And then from 11-25 youre body is changing and growing and you have all these hormones and things are constantly and quickly shifting. And then your late 20’s hit an dyoure finally waking up to what being a human adult is and feels like. So you hit your thirties and its liek youre a toddler again. Especially in a spiritual and emotional sense, i feel like i’m just getting the hang of this shit.

I keep hearing from my older firends that 40 is much more fulfilling and enjoyable than your 30’s. And that how i feel about my 30’s compared to my 20’s. And maybe thats just because i have people in my life who live very intentionally. I think its time for me to start living inteltionally. I intend to live a healing life filled with growth and expansion. I intend to live a life where integration and compassion are the foundation of my relationship with myself and others. I intend to live a life that facilitates joy and creativity. When i types the growth and expansion thing, i felt something inside of me. I felt a part of me thats scared of expansion. Thats scared to take on responsibility. That doesnt trust myself to treat this new things with intentionality and care. Maybe its the growth and expansion i dont need right now. Maybe i intend to live a healing life filled with compassiona nd joy. That feel really good. An di think the growth and expansion is a side effect of the compassion.

I’ve been using these words a lot, especially compassion. Simply because i never really felt that from myself. I could see how other people were compassionate with me, but i was still in the oppressed and oppressor mode within myself. Any part of me that feels oppressed will be embraced with love and care. Any part of me that wants to fight and be aggressive will be embraced with love and care. I am grateful these parts of me are here. The oppressed part deeply empathizes with the pain in the world and inspired grounded me to make choices where i can shift away from those cycles and instead place more love and healing into the world. The aggressive part of me sees the important of standing in my truth and not feeding back into the negative cycles. I forgive the parts of me that fed into the cycles. I forgive the parts of other that feed into the cycles. We are all coping.

It hurts when i choose to be compassionate and i meet with someone who is in their aggression. I can empathize with the aggression, but choos enot to act on it. I would usually act on it. I still do have some repressed anger that has difficulty coming forward. Or maybe i’m just not really an angry person. When i am honest and authentic and i speak my truth and i have people around me who can hold space and validate my feelings, the aggression is able to be massaged out, rather than exploding like it did in the past. I am ashamed that that happened but i have so miucih love for those parts of me that didnt know any better.

Now i know better. Now i know my body is truly in charge. My nervous system hold the key to lots of these mysteries about myself. I wanna grab that book, the body keeps the score. I can fele the tension around my neck and body. I think there is guilt that is still stored there. I can feel the energy reserves around my stomach and neck. Its like my body developed these storage units to safe the energy for when i truly need it, and maybe it now. Maybe now is the time i truly need to start transmuting the energy in my stomach into something else.

Im looking forward to my meditation and prayers now. Im gonna do them at home cause its so comfy in my bed right now. What am I transmuting? That will be the question. And i wonder if i need to be conscious of the transmuting. Will my body do it by myuselkf and iu need to just give it rest, care, and compassion. My body heals itself, i am the facilitator. How do i facilitate this healing? What space do i need? What food do i need? What do i need to provide myself to facilitate the healing. I just need to be present for myself and be present for my experience. What i am feeling and what i am going through is real and valid and i understand that i cannot force or change the path i’m on. That is unsustainable. I am the one to bring ease and joy into the work that my body knows it needs to do. I am grateful to know myself in this way. I want my body to be strong and healthy so we can keep facilitation for ourselves and in the future, for others.

#morning pages #the artists way

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wildcatofgreen · 1 year

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Text from unknown: Seriously?

Text from unknown: You really should work on the planning ahead thing.

Text from unknown: Because if you are asking me for help, I definitely know you haven't.

Text from unknown: For example, you usually plan out weddings for at least over a month in advance and not at the near final second.

Text from unknown: You do have a place lined up for both the wedding and the wedding reception, right?

Text from unknown: Organizing an event, especially a wedding has many, many small parts.

Text from unknown: Also, what is your plan on keeping Neera from flying off the handle anyway?

Text from unknown: If you aren't going to organize things, someone else will.

Text from unknown: Also, I think we can agree that you don't want Mayor Zao butting in and organizing your wedding for you.

Fucking--is she serious right now???

wildcatofgreen: i have been through HELL this month wildcatofgreen: y'all do NTO get ta shit on me for this when its been NONSTOP DAY AFETR DSY AFTER DAY wildcatofgreen: YA REALEZE I FUKCING MISSED STONES DAY FOR THAT STUPD REATCH RIGHT wildcatofgreen: YA REALIZE HWO FAR AWAY IVE BENEFROM MY BEST FUKCING FRIEND BECUASE OF EVERTYHING wildcatofgreen: HWO FAR IVE BEEN AWAY FROM MY HUSBAND TOO?!??!?! wildcatofgreen: AND YOURE FUCKING SHITTING ON EM FOR NOT HAIVNG THIS PEERFCTLY SET UP?????????????????? wildcatofgreen: I GOT THE VENUE I GOT ALL THAT SHIT SEETLLED ITS JUST THE LITTLE PARTS THAT ENED HELP wildcatofgreen: AND IM AKSING YUO FOR THAT HELP wildcatofgreen: IF YOU DNOT WANNA HELP YOU CAN JUST SAY NO YOU DNOT HAVE TO DO THIS GRANDSTANIDING BULLSHIT I CAN GET MIIALA TO PRPAEARE ALL THAT FOOD SHES AN AMAIZING COOK wildcatofgreen: I DONT NEED YOUR BULLSHIT MAGIC OK?!?!?!?!?!?

She wants to throw her fucking phone at a wall right now. She does not get to do this. She does not get to fucking do this.

. . .

But there are so many alarm bells going off in her head right now.

She can not commit to this line of thinking. She can't. Not when she oh so desperately needs the help.

wildcatofgreen: but id really appreciatte it if you could help please please pelase plesse palese please. wildcatofgreen: just the catering i dont need anything else

#carol's cruisings #asks #enigmaincrimson #the most interesting thing about writing texts is the in-character typos #especially when theyre to show how pissed she is like here

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