wait sorry i saw a post and now im annoyed but like yall know you don’t have to be apart of fandoms right?? like you don’t have to do anything with fandoms. its okay to just enjoy things you like on your own or with friends. “you know what this fandoms like” no i really don’t. nor do i want to. “that fandoms toxic” probably but like???? im not subjecting myself to that. just bc i like something and post a lot about it doesn’t mean im apart of a fandom. it means im going to enjoy my little game or show bc thats what its there for. i dont go out my way to see what the fandom is like. dont let random strangers on the internet ruin a piece of media for you. now go have fun i love you.
i'll never really understand the hype around eren jaeger bc yeah he's not the first blorbo to be defended for war crimes and he will not be the last like i myself have defended many a meow meow despite the untold horrors they commit, but eren is just so fucking stale with it. like where's the flare. he's just so sad and pathetic all the time and THAT is why i cant get behind him
When all of your pirate mutuals succumb to the Gaimen angels derangement and you can't join in the fun because you just do not give a fuck about them 😔
but as much as i'd like to blame everything on punk as someone who just doesnt like him (i get why people do, i admit i was excited when he initially came back but seeing as he hasnt changed as a person unless it benefits him and his wrestling just does nothing for me i cant be assed), we really need to honestly start giving tk a hard time with stuff. this man is a genuine pushover and really all he does is based on fanboy-ism, which hurts his business and wrestling as a whole more than it helps it honestly, as it gives a platform for this sort of shit as he keeps allowing it to happen
literally look at the faithful media scrum (or any reports on what allegedly happened on saturday) and you'll see what i mean. the wide eyed look and no intentions of stopping punk for going off when its hurting his business and his talent to let this man do what he pleases. it does more harm than good, and tk just needs to fucking realize it
in the same fanboy-ism statement, any ex-wwe talent that gets pushed to the moon who clearly dont need it (or in some cases dont deserve it), but thats besides this point
im not saying this as someone whos mad that my aew originals dont/didnt get pushed (i still fucking miss janela) to even minor titles, im saying this as someone whos tired of hearing punks shitty actions news of the week knowing that tk isnt gonna do anything to make them stop cause hes jerking it off thinking hes making paychecks to cm punk
I always get self conscious when people talk about the amount of thought the goes/went into their art because there is.
there is no upper processing happening when I'm designing a character or background. my hand starts moving and my brain shuts off. I recognize there was probably a point in my life where this WASN'T the case but. like. it's why my art is like. mostly flat and lifeless. my art is never intended to tell a story because when I intend to I get angry/frustrated to the point of wanting to break shit because it's not going right. and I've tried to tell stories with my art both comics and stand alone pieces and it all feels fake or flat or.
idk.
I've TRIED to start and finish a piece where I've made conscious choices beyond "does this look good/right" and "am I being offensive in ways I'm aware of with anything here" but it just. makes me want to scream.
I learned people told stories with their art and I tried to and I stopped drawing for 5 years despite having. before that point been doing art studies for 8 to 10 hours a day for. 2 years.
I mostly just think it's because I have nothing to. say.
I can't add anymore tags to this post??? homophobia.
any way this post is useless idk I'm just sad because people do this thing so easily and enjoy it when it makes me break down crying. I don't get it. every person I've known regardless of neurodivergency has been able to do this consciously to some degree and enjoy it and meanwhile my stupid ass is asked how/why i chose something and I just. shrug. idk
Am I the only one who don't care that your supposed "friend" get it on with the girl your ex cheated you on with? I'm like yes take her away from me. I'm tired of her clingy ass. And I rather see Dana do stuff with Gabi than the ex that broke Mc's trust and heart.
Dana showed from the beginning that's she's not a great friend anyway so there's no loss in my eyes when Dana goes for the sexy Gabi.
Having a job with ACTUAL boundaries was such a change for me
Like my last job I thought it was good and you just worked your ass off and did not call off ever. Managers absolutely took advantage of that when I was growing up (14-23) and actually tried to guilt trip me when I did call off for the first time ever at 23 and that really put it into clarity for me
I call off at my current job and it's a 10 second phone call like "ok see ya later bye I gotta get back to work" and then I'm home free all day like ??? I can leave early my managers respect me and do everything they can to make sure I can succeed at my job because only 3 people me included know how to do my job. Yeah I'm still replaceable, and I'm still working on not busting my ass into a meltdown during my shift from working too hard with no consideration for my actual physical needs
But they are still going to try to make sure I can achieve that and make sure the place runs smooth and still make sure there are boundaries in place is great it's a new level of respect I haven't truly experienced at a job before