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Friends, love or nothing at all? ~ part 2

A/N: You wanted part 2, you got it. I really didn't intend to write part 2 for this imagine but since you guys wanted it I wrote it today.

Warning: I didn’t go through it so be careful for some grammar mistakes.

Part 1 Part 3

Potions. Man you hated Potions. It was not because of the subject itself nor Proffesor Slughorn, but because in Potions you had to face the boy who broke your heart.

James Potter.

Soon when the new term arrived, final year, James returned to Hogwarts with a Head Boy badge and a girl under his arms, who appeared to be the Head Girl and the girl he cheated you with. Lilly Evans.

Fantastic.

After months of seeing them together you finally got used to it. It didn't matter anymore. You couldn't avoid him and you weren't the type to hide from your ex. You simply walked in the room with your head held high, not caring if they were there.

Except you did.

You cared a lot and it bothered you seeing them giggling and kissing together. But you pretended to be fine. It hurt, but it was okay because you knew you would get through this.

So here you were. Potions.

Waiting for Proffesor Slughorn to arrive was like waiting for a snail to cross the road. Impossible. So you sat there, your hand supporting your head and your eyelids slowly closing. You were exhausted from the yesterdays party. Damn those Hufflepuffs and their crazy parties.

James was listening to Lilly babble about something and he was slowly falling asleep. Yesterdays party was so crazy he doesn't even remember half of it. Lilly didn't go to the party, thats why she was acting like a 5 year old kid on speed.

His eyes drifted to you. You were already asleep with your hand still supporting your head. Your hair was put in a messy bun amd you looked just as terrible as he did. Except he didn't see you as terrible. He saw you as the most beautiful woman, who adorably sleeps through the class while her hand is slowly sliding away from your head. Until your hand falls, your head hitting the desk and your eyes immediately open.

James quietly chuckled. You looked so adorable right now, looking around if anybody saw that. Your cheeks were red from embarrassment and you tried to hide it with letting down your hair. So adorable. Even when you were not talking to him you seemed to make him laugh.

"I appologise for my absence, class. I have been dealing with some Mandarake drama." he appologised and clapped his hands together to start the class. "You will be paired up by..." he dragged while pulling an old wizarding hat from the desk. "Desenders hat." he finished and placed it on the table. "How it works is the hat pairs you up and you pull out the piece of parchment with your partners name on it."

"Great." you sighed and dropped your head back on your arms.

When the hat arrived to your desk, you reached deeply in it and only felt one piece of parchment. You pulled the parchment out and read the name written on it. Sirius Black.

Fan-freaking-tastic.

You turned towards him only to see him smiling at you and holding up his piece oc parchment with your name on it. Rolling your eyes, you took another sigh and dropped your head back at the table.

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Standing and counting the ingredients you could feel his eyes on you. You looked at him in the corner of your eyes to catch him watching you back. A large smirk appeared on his lips and he winled at you. Rolling your eyes again, you took another deep sigh and turned your eyes back on the ingridients.

"I get the feeling you don't like us being partnered up." he grinned.

"I don't." you replied and started preparing the cauldron.

"Ouch! I didn't know you hated me." he said overdramatically, putting his hand on his chest.

"I never said I hated you Black. I only said I don't like being paired up with you." you replied and finally turned your gaze to him.

"Oh. Why don't you like being paired up with me?" he grinned and sat on the table.

"Because all you do is check me out every 2 minutes or annoy me. Plus you broke my best friends heart and I had to deal with 3 whole packages of tissues that weekend."

"I do not check you out every two minutes." he denied.

"Don't you think I noticed you. If I wasn't James' ex you would go after me like a wolf." you smirked and walked over to him.

You stood between his legs and you moved closer. Feeling him tense up and watch his eyes stare at you lips, you looked up to him and reached your hand to his ear. The two of you were inches away and you purposely bit your lip as you saw his eyes travel from head to toe. You leaned closer to his ear and whispered. "Have to get the salt." You grabbed the salt behind him and walked back to the cauldron.

He couldn't believe it. Was he just played by a girl? "Interesting." he smiled and jumped down from the desk.

"You liked?" you smirked and continued to prepare the tools.

"I loved." he replied.

"Good. Now that this is over can you stop flirting and help me with this crap?"

And he did as you said. He was actually helping you with the potion and the two of you had fun working together.

James on the other hand couldn't take his eyes off of the two of you. Seeing you giggling and flirting with his best friend hurt. It hurt him seeing you move on. Even the thought of you with another boy hurt him.

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The next day you woke up quite early. It was a miracle to see you up in the morning this early. So you got dressed, brushed your hair, washed your face and brushed your teeth. Since your class starts in two hours you decided to wear your normal day clothes. So instead of the usual Hogwarts uniform you put on a black trainer, T-shirt and a jacket. Just when you were about to leave you noticed a piece of paper stucked on your calendar. 'Potions report with Black.'

"Shit." you cursed as you completly forgot about that. "Eh." you added and left the room. You'll just talk to him at breakfast.

And you were meaning to. Entering the Great Hall, you started scanning the Gryffindor table for dark curly hair.

And you saw him. He was sitting next to Remus and poking his book with a fork, while James and Peter laughed.

Finding an empty seat between Remus and Sirius, you plopped yourself down and smiled. "Cao Black."

"Cao? I like that." grinned Sirius and wiggled his eyebrows at you. "What do I owe the pleasure?"

"We have Potions report to do till Friday and I happened to have the most lazy partner in Hogwarts. We need to set up a study date."

"Yeah sure. Today at six in the common room.?" he asked and stuffed some eggs in his mouth.

"Yeah. I'm good." you said and got up. "And don't be late." you added before leaving towards some Hufflepuffs.

James watched you the whole time. Even now, when you were gone, his eyes were glued to you. You didn't even bothered to look at him nor to say hi. It sucked and it hurt. He didn't like the two of you being distant from eachother. He might be with Lilly right now but he still loved you.

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It was 5 o'clock in the afternoon and you had nothing better to do than sit on the armchair and read. It was a terrible book to be honest. It talked about a girl who seemed to have the worst luck in the world. A girl whose first love turned into disappointment, a wife whose husband lost job and started drinking and a mother whose kids have died in the end. Terrible.

"Hey." said James standing in front of you.

You didn't even noticed him coming. This book was not even a good book and you seemed to get pulled into it.

"Hey." you replied and glanced up.

"I need to talk to you."

You closed your book and threw it on the desk. "Go for it."

"What are we excatly?" he asked sitting on the sofa next to you.

"What do you mean?"

"Are we friends, are we strangers or are we nothing at all?"

"James.." you sighed and turned your whole body towards him.

"Because I know you since I was 7 years old and you are really important to me (y/n). I can't live without you not even trying to look at me. I really don't want us to be strangers (y/n), hell I don't even think if I want us to be friends."

"What do you mean?" you preplexed and shot him a clueless look.

"What I did last year, cheating on you with Lilly, was the biggest mistake in my life. I hate myself for doing that. I hate seeing you with Sirius and flirting right in front of me. I hate not having you around. You make me laugh and happy. With you everything is just better. "

"Why are you telling me this? Why now? Why when I have finally decided to move on from you?"

"Because... I don't want you to move on from me. I want you to be with me. I love you (y/n)."

"You are so selfish James. You broke my heart on our anniversary and expect me to forgive you for that?" you yelled, standing up and grabbing your book. "Bye James."

"I have the necklace!" he shouted from behind and pulled out a silver necklace with stag horns. "I never took it off. Ever." he added and walked over to you.

You turned around, tears rolling down your cheeks as you looked at the boy who broke your heart. " You hu-hurt me." you stuttered.

"I know. I didn't mean to. I was a stupid and selfish piece of shit." he cried, feeling his eyes tear up. He cupped your chin and brushed the tears away from your cheeks. "But please believe me when I say that I love you. I love you (y/n)(y/l/n) and I will always love you."

"If I see you talking to another girl I cut you." you threatned with your shakey voice.

"You're the only girl want to talk to." he smiled and brushed his thumbs against your cheeks.

"I hate you so much for doing this to me." you continued.

"I hate myself too."

"If I say I love you, we'll start over? New chapter?"

"A whole new book?" he smiled through tears.

You pulled him down and pressed your lips against his. After a long and pasionate kiss filled with all sorts of emotions, you pulled away and looked up in those hazel eyes of his you thought you'd never see again. "I love you James Potter."

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