#i can't wait to read about her again

[child-of-hurin]

Part of what charms and compels me in Jeyne Poole's arc is her reaction to her predicament. All the female POVs in this book are dealing with a lot of gendered violence, and they all deal in different but dignified forms... Jeyne is not a POV character and she is absolutely not dignified lol. She cries and begs, she is utterly helpless. But unlike most women in this book who are utterly helpless, she survives. It's frustrating how fans refuse to celebrate that, simply because there is no glory in it.

#Sometimes I wonder if that's part of why fandom is so uncharitable towards her #like if she had some self-sacrificing sense of dignity maybe people would like her more... if she were resourceful or proud #boo! #she's perfect #i also think the absurd notion of arya 'mercy killing' her stems from this too? tbh #like - you think this woman is too pathetic to live? that even if she escaped bluebeard's castle her life is better over? #people will call grrm a grimdark author but this shit you see in fandom is 100000% more cruel than anything this man wrote #her pain is too real to her for games of honor to hold any meaning! she tears the veil she ruins the veneer #she has no noble bearing no honor no ambition no wolf no lover no knight she will not rise from this taller and wiser #none of the ways in which she'll change will be for the better and her pain will only reward her with more pain - the pain is worthless! #here is a child-bride suffering and nothing about that suffering can be made beautiful or meaningful- besides her escape #which theon instantly romanticizes.... what a moment #we flew! #i can't wait to read about her again #jeyne poole

[omaano]

Rex meets R4 once he's somewhat recovered from his 200 years of dying-not-dying in the vacuum of space. I cannot wait for you all to read @dharmaavocado's The Old Guard AU fic they wrote for the @rexobibang!

If I Ever Leave This World Alive

Out in the vast well of space, Obi-Wan dreamed a man. He drifted from system to system, eternal and endless. Time and the cold had rendered the durasteel shackles around his wrists and ankles weak and brittle, and he had snapped them at some distant point in the past. Arms and legs free, he curled inward, knees drawn up to his chest. The man died. And then he lived. In which Obi-Wan and Rex may never leave this world alive.

Check out the other fantastic art pieces by @flowerparrish HERE and HERE and by @inqorporeal HERE !!

#obirex #rexobi #rexobibang2023 #captain rex #obi wan kenobi #obi wan x rex #rex x obi wan #star wars fanart #the clone wars fanart #tcw fanart #ahsoka #my art #digital illustration #ROBB2023 #fanart #I can't wait for you to read actually how this scene went down because Yours Truly has yet again proved himself to be a careless reader ^^; #in the meantime can we please appreciate Rex in his comfy fuzzy blue socks? I'll never stop having feelings about that Q^Q #Rex is so scruffy and star shine blond I love him okay? #same face syndrome? i don't know her #I've figured out one way to paint space and viewports and I'm sticking with it just watch me!

[coffeeworldsasaki]

Another thing that makes kaladin so painfully relatable is how much his mental illness hides his personality, because between depressive episodes and trauma he's this sarcastic little shit that smiles a lot at his friends and then the depression gets to him and all that disappears

#I'm dreading book 4 so much #my depression got worse while reading it the first time 😭 #also I don't remember exactly what but multiple times he says stuff that i think too often and having a fictional character say that l #ridiculous stuff caused by mental illness made me feel even worse #it helped! because it hit me how stupid it is and that i should avoid that type of thinking at all costs! but didn't i feel like shit for a #while #now i almost finished book 1 and book 2 has Shallan's past 😬😬😬😬😬 #can't wait to read again about her horrible childhood locked home with a violent father that take out his rage at her on others #that won't make me feel horrible at all! #it's not like i wasn't almost crying just at her getting an anxiety attack at the beginning #....these books feels awfully aimed at me fjskdks #the stormlight archive #cosmere

[sunsetsmakemesad]

This has been on my head for a while and it's not really relevant but what if shaun is 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 suzie's little brother

#just a theory #like I read that chapter and thought “wait they kinda look similar” #it would be cute #and a bit bittersweet #considering that suzie is an adult(by our standards) or smth and you can't go to the selection past 13 #maybe she left when shaun was little so he couldn't remember her #then again his family would've told him about her #he would be able to connect the dots #so #just a theory i have #shadows house #shadows house shaun #shadows house suzie

[cerealbishh]

"Maria and Rhett knew each other way back when, they went to high school together. (...)Yeah, I think the spark is immediate because I think they maybe, secretly, always wanted to be together."

"I think that it's one of those relationships that never happened and never was but it was almost. And, I think, spending so much time apart, one can tend to fantasize what could be. (...) All of that ease of them seeing each other again is right there and it's almost as if they never left each other's side." - Isa and Lew on Maria and Rhett in an interview with Down and Nerdy(x)

"I also love that I get to tell a story about love in this really crazy, scary world(...) and we really want to root for them!" - Isa in an interview with SciFi Vision(x)

#outer range s1 #maria olivares #rhett abbott #rhett x maria #isabel arraiza #lewis pullman #tw: alcohol #tw: flashing lights #another last s1 gifset before s2 #i know most of you are rhett/lewis fans but please no maria or maria/rhett hate here! thank you! #can't wait to see them together again and how their relationship evolves(or falls apart?) #again sorry about the shitty coloring #i love how smiley she is when she kisses him in their first and last kiss scenes #i actually watched all three of their interviews together but didn't know where to put them #here's to no love triangles or cheating or babies! don't have them destroyed like bodiela was for me #lol his smile before he asks her if the beer is for trevor was so cute... had me giggling and kicking my feet for real #i hope lewis and isa get to do press together in person but i really doubt they will because lew could be filming something? #i would settle for even another zoom call interview #idk why the first peck after they made out seemed improvised to me but it did and i wanna know if it was #i found out from a podcast not too long ago that they maybe didn't do a chemistry read... wow! #the smile after she hands him a beer is adorable #tw: alcohol? #if maria teaches him spanish i will sob

[prismatic-starstuff]

*blows a kiss somewhere in the general direction of the sky, and therefore space*

For HAL

#2001 a space odyssey #hal 9000 #i finished reading the first book today #first things first: beautifully written book! absolute masterpiece! 10/10 highly recommend! #but also #i'm still tearing up thinking about the murder scene (which is what it was) even though i read it a day ago #it was Not any easier in written form. not at all. still Extremely painful. #i love him and i hate what happened to him #can't wait to start 2010 so i can see him alive and well again #(sidenote: last time me and my mum watched 2001 i genuinely did blow a kiss at hal without thinking about it... #it's cool though #my mum understands #i told her before the first time we watched it: 'listen i'm Absolutely gonna fall in love with hal' #(and she expected that from me anyway) #and so my very immediate falling in love has been no surprise to her whatsoever ALSMSLXNSNXN)

[itsclydebitches]

If I'm remembering correctly, I saw a AMA post on Reddit revealing Blake and Ruby were supposed to go into the whale and Nora was supposed to take Yang's place in the argument with Ren. I'm not sure why this change happened - it might have something to do with Penny and Ruby - but its very revealing the writers think their characters' roles in the story are interchangeable, which... I don't like. Regardless, this might explain why certain dialogue (or lack thereof) seems ooc - because it is.

Yeah, I heard something similar. Generally speaking I don't have a problem with the characters switching roles, only in the writers failing to change things as a result of that switch. As you say, they're treated as interchangeable. The problem isn't in the idea of, 'Yang should get mad at Ren and Ruby+Blake should stay at the mansion' (even if, honestly, giving the B Team more to do is a bit of an inherent problem imo) it's in failing to go, 'Okay, if these characters are now doing this, how does the plot and their dialogue change as a result?' To put it in extreme terms, RWBY's the kind of show where they'll originally have a character dress to the nines, then change the plot so that they wind up in grimy, scorched, utterly disgusting rags instead... and still have another character go, "Omg you look so good today!!" with complete seriousness because the change isn't allowed to have a ripple effect. Not even for creative purposes, but just for basic logic.

As a side-note, I'm intrigued by the idea of Nora getting mad at Ren instead. That hypothetically works better for me. 1. We remove some of the fuel that is Yang getting mad at everything all the time, 2. Ren is Nora's teammate and she has far more reason to be emotionally invested in his choices, 3. Having her stick up for Mantle/be anti-Ironwood again would have helped smooth over the odd choice to have her go to Atlas HQ, 4. Nora's whole arc this Volume is (supposedly) finding herself, so giving her a strong opinion/more personality in regards to serious issues is a good thing, 5. If his side was actually treated respectfully, having Ren's differing morals put a potential wedge in their relationship is FAR more compelling/believable to me than, 'You were a very bad friend and teammate off scree. I'm glad you learned to stop voicing your opinions -- that's the bad thing -- but I need space now,' and 6. Having an all JNR disagreement might add more weight and logic to Ren's "You cheated your way into Beacon!" accusation. Meaning, it all might flow better if the team were turning on each other, with Ren feeling ganged up on, so if Nora is going to start criticizing his ethics and potentially stupid choices, he'll do the same to Jaune.

With Yang I'm just like... You trusted Robyn blindly, betrayed the group as a result, are straight up lying right now about how well you've done, and are yelling at a guy you've barely spoken five words to in as many Volumes. I am not convinced by your ethical position here, Yang.

#rwde #rwby #mymetas #you know what makes RWBY seem marginally better? #The Blacklist #omg Liz is a plot device not a character #this woman can't keep a single emotion or opinion for longer than half an episode! #it's like the writers are playing telephone with their mouths full #I really want to do like a graph of her feelings about Red #just to see the dramatic and inexplicable dips/rises #literally she's hugging him one second and condemning him the next #in the span of about three episodes she went from adoring him #to trying to run from him #back to wanting him in her life #nm I hate you again #everything is forgivable! #no wait not this hate you again x3 #I'm dizzy from the yo-yo-ing #I couldn't give you a consistent read on Liz's character #if my life depended on it #okay sorry to go on a Blacklist rant in the tags #but there are SIMILARITIES and both fandoms are suffering

[roaringroa]

hate when ppl talk about touko from bloom into you like she was pressuring yuu into having feelings for her when she was literally doing the opposite? she wanted yuu to NOT have feelings for her lmao

#touko is no saint but i swear some ppl read yagakimi with their eyes closed lol #i am a little too passionate about yagakimi cause it's very important to me #like yes their dynamic is not healthy at first but the whole story is about it becoming healthy #yuu stands her ground and is like actually no touko you can't go on pretending to be your dead sister and having me as stress relief #"learn to love yourself bitch #and touko is like shocked pikachu face and then does as she's told #and in turn yuu is like wait a second why do i even care i'm not in love with her because i haven't felt this grand world shattering feeling #and she's like hold up... just because my love doesn't manifest that way doesn't mean it's not love... #actually now that i think about it i've been choosing touko time and time again from the start #love is not only about circumstance but about making that choice to be with the person you love again and again #anyway i think that yagakimi is very neat #and i think some people see it through a way more malicious lense than it was intended to be #which is fine too like interpret it however you want #i understand this view especially if you went into via someone recommending it as completely wholesome girls falling in love story #but it does bug me a little #also i like having wlw romance that is not completely saccharine #bloom into you #yagakimi #my post

[fearandhatred]

y'all i can't with this fuckass group project holy shit just let me do everything by myself i can't take this anymore

#fearandhatred #like are you BLIND. are you BLIND and ILLITERATE #i'm so mad i'm so mad i'm so mad #y'all okay within my group i'm working with this girl because we're doing two contrasting case studies (aids in the US and south africa) #i sent her. this is literally what i sent her okay. #“public health programs in africa -> more accessible to the public. vs private insurance in the US which is more exclusive” #you will not fucking believe the text she sent back to me #“but actually i feel that public health programs in africa would be more accessible compared to private in the us?” #WHAT THE FUCK. DID I JUST SAY #i'm actually about to cry oh my god i'm so flabbergasted #what the hell is going on in your head #like can you read #holy shit #WHAT? #wait guys i'm actually stunned like the reading comprehension is non existent and this isn't the only time #i've had to repeat my points to her over and over again like multiple times in the span of an hour #she didn't even know africa was a continent and not a country #oh my god #ohhh my god #i actually can't do this this week was supposed to be my rest week and i have to deal with this incompetent bullshit #i'm stunned i'm gobsmacked i'm flabbergasted

[xylophone888]

(this is a repost because i think i accidentally deleted the original post :/)

fun (actually quite sad and not fun whatsoever) fact: when rincewind described what he thought was a crush on conina to himself he only listed physical "symptoms" such as fast heartbeat, feeling too hot to a "molten iron" extent and sweaty palms; he never brought up or even tried to bring up psychological stuff like being drawn to the person you have a crush on or finding some of their features or interests attractive or even something like wanting to get to know them better

he only found physical symptoms that could correspond to many different things other than infatuation and i personally think he just said to himself "well she's a woman and im a man and men are attracted to women right? therefore all this i feel must mean that im attracted to her, can't imagine anything else" but actually if you look at the aforementioned symptoms a little closer....i honestly am of the opinion he was just constantly stressed and anxious and scared on such a deep level already that he couldn't understand why was he feeling all that so he went for the only explanation available; he got so used to fear and anxiety he stopped noticing it and when it expectedly produced bad physical symptoms he already stopped even thinking about the fact that he's afraid and anxious because it became the default state of being to him; he forgot that feeling the way he feels all the time isn't normal

#local man confuses an ongoing constant panic attack with love #discworld #rincewind #i just needed to post this again i can't believe i would get rid of such an impactful post #headcanons #i hope i spelled all the names right i just can't remember her name for the love of me #i love deciphering these little details because #every single instance of him seemingly being attracted to a woman is actually very easily read as something completely different #its either him being confused about his own feelings (conina) or him thinking about potato chips so eagerly people start to look like #them (lotus blossom) or even a woman actually straight up forcing a kiss onto him without him showing any signs of wanting one #rincewind looks at a woman accidentally and thinks “im probably straight yea” all while deeply in mutual love with his male bestfriend #thoughts #its also an extremely cool subversion of heteronormativity because at first you assume that it all is exactly what it seems and that he #must be straight without a second thought and then you learn hes canonically gay and you go “wait huh” and then you go “ohhhh” #he is so gay #please feel free to interact

[vulpinesaint]

desperately trying to remember if there are any books i read this year that i cannot find on my library borrowing history or simply cannot remember. i am so bad about remembering books. LITERALLY REMEMBERED ONE AS I'M WRITING THIS POST. anyway i am attempting to compile a list of books that i've read this year so that i can reference it without having to forget everything. wish me luck. i have fifteen titles on there right now but i can't shake the feeling there's something i'm forgetting

#checking my shelf of books i got for school??? idk #none of this is helped by the way that i have seven thousand books waiting to be read right now and all of them are on my mind #and several of them i am partway through. but i cannot put bell hooks all about love on my list yet i just can't #opened this is how you lose the time war today. not liking it super much but it's not even 200 pages so we'll pound through it #and then my three books from merc (princess bride and two books from the fight club guy) #and all about love. and interview with the vampire #WITCHER NOVELS!!! I READ WITCHER NOVELS AGAIN!!!! adding two more books to my list #god i'm not even through blood of elves yet. awful. this is why i can't keep anything up i forget my ebooks exist as options #then i should read that book about eleanor roosevelt that my grandma got me. as a token to her dskfjghs #wanna reread the hours! have a physical copy just for that so i can annotate #gotta finish the once and future king. #all that to say that there are many books that will be on this list once i actually sit down and read some of them #have to remind myself that i Am actually doing good i'm at over a book a month rate. this is fine #two books a month rate! actually! #shout out to library due dates for being a fantastic motivator #seventeen books on the 'read' list this year. this is fine bracken. you're doing good #realistically this is SO much better than previous years 😭 good stuff. just gotta keep reading #valentine notes #list that would have been so useful to have when we were doing that book recommendation thing

[barkingangelbaby]

dude...

#if I don't stop hyperfixating on my breathing... like... idfk how much longer i can live like this... #it's been happening since last august snd I'm so tired of it..... #it's not even only when I'm high anymore it's like... all the time #i just like.. stop automatically breathing once i think about it and it takes me *so* *fucking* *long* to start again #honestly I'm just typing this post to distract myself a bit and hopefully i just start breathing normally again but I'm still manually #breathing rn. and now im wondering what the normal amount of time in between breaths is and if I'm taking too long ?? #i tried to time my breaths with N's but she's asleep so i know it's gonna be different than mine #hoooo boy wish me luck falling asleep this is so annoying!!!! #is this ocd??? I've had several ppl in the past year tell me they think I have it but thinking about it makes me spiral #but it would explain A Lot of my thoughts n habits #anyway. I'm very annoyed with myself rn i just want to breathe normally and not worry myself into panic attacks anymore #actually very worried about how bad my stress in general has been bc there's no way it's been good for my body #ok. time to snuggle up n try to fall asleep!! im v cold rn so i have to warm up before i hug N bc i don't want to wake her with my ice cold #skin lmao. i can't wait for it to be warmer so i don't have to worry/feel bad about that lol #OKAY BBYYYYEEE if you read these tags I'm so very sorry. #rAMbles

[cyncallenreese]

.... ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ɪɴ ʜɪꜱ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ "ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏꜰ ɴɪɢʜᴛ" ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ ꜱᴏ ꜱɪɢɴɪꜰɪᴄᴀɴᴛ.

#yubisaki to renren #a sign of affection #ゆびさきと恋々 #manga #shoujo manga #i could say it again and again #i love this man with my whole being! #he is for me one of the most perfect lover you could have #he respects her with everything and cares for her deeply #he is always considerate about her and her feelings #he never pressures her and gives her the time she needs #he learns sign language so he can communicate with her and to understand her better #he's always straightforward and honest about her and his feelings for her #he genuinely loves and adores every bit about her #how much perfect does he want to get with each new chapter? #i already love him so deeply and i fall even harder for him #they're both so damn precious and cute you just can't get enough of them TT^TT #this is definitely a manga i could read soooo many times and i would never get tired of it 💕💕💕💕💕 #i really can't wait to see more of them 😭💕💕💕 #itsuomi you adorable and precious man ❤️ #this manga never fails to give me all the dokis and fluffy feels !!

[essektheylyss]

I AM attempting to read at least four books this weekend and that IS ridiculous but alas, here we are.

#no one look at my other fucking post I am NOT attempting proust okay #these are books of reasonable length. #here's my thing with proust. yeah yeah 'perfect novel' fuck you. that is not a novel. that is a series. #I don't care if it's one entity. so the fuck was lord of the rings and we have deemed that three books at this point. #just because a story is sustained does NOT make it a singular novel. I'll kill. #to be clear this is a joke. as mentioned I know literally nothing about proust and I have already forgotten the novel's title. #as per fucking usual. #honestly I'm gonna read it someday solely so maybe I understand what the fuck people are talking about. #anyway the books for the weekend are: authority (vandermeer). the gift of knowledge/ttnúwit átawish nch'inch'imani (beavert). #acceptance (also vandermeer). waterlog (deakin). #YES I once again saw robert macfarlane's name and blacked out and purchase a book. do not @ me. #(I did want to read waterlog after having read landmarks and then saw the new paperback edition on a stand at the bookstore so shhhh) #megs is reading #in my defense I'm going to be spending a lot of time waiting this weekend considering my spouse is in a race not designed for spectating #(it's a massive seven-part relay. and he's in a part where you can't even get in to spectate so.) #I'm mostly tagging along with my sister and her bf's friends so. books are necessary. #I've always been that dweeb with the book in social settings and I'm not about to stop now.

[dramarants]

SEE YOU IN MY 19TH LIFE SHIN HYE SUN SINGLE HANDEDLY SAVING KDRAMAS IN 2023

#see you in my 19th life #the baby girl actress is amazing this entire cast is chef's kiss the timelines are interweaved so well i'm fricking fLYING WITH JOY #UGH baby girl about to cry treating not-believable-at-all-but-its-okay teenage seoha and his wonder - it's so pure and beautiful 😭😭 #can't wait to explore some of the other lives too (i saw you chae jong hyeop!!) #even the tone of the ost is perfect for the show even if it's giving me hs tvd era flashbacks aldkfjads #i'm so overwhelmed shin hye sun is a POWERHOUSE and the fact that it's 12 eps despite the complicated plot gives me hope that... #.... the script is as thoughtfully constructed as the beautiful direction of the first 2 eps seems to be #please don't fall flat on your face syimnl i believe in you #gosh maybe the multiple lifetimes thing is hitting harder on the tail end of tteotm/reading hyx and all but STILL IT'S DOING IT #IT'S CAPTURING THE MAGIC OF LOVE AND DEVOTION #HOME IN A PERSON #A JADED WEARY SOUL FINDING THE SPARK OF JOY IN LIFE AGAIN #MAYBE EVEN EXPLORING GRIEF AND LOSS IN ALL ITS FORMS AS WE GO #AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH #A STUBBORN FL SAYING FUCK IT TO EVERYTHING BUT HER GOAL #and shin hye sun once again a man in a woman's body around cha chung hwa LMAO #ranting

[shieldsurf]

HUGE fucking nona the ninth spoilers. dont read if u havent finished it yet heart emoji

i have been thinking a lot about gideon in nona the ninth and her total heel turn. gideon is my Favorite Favorite Favorite character in the locked tomb by a mile, i love her so much, so when she appeared and was basically a different person? that shit caught me off guard. i still adore her tho.

unfortunately gideon, or kiriona, got kinda glossed over in nona the ninth, which sucks, because she played a super important role (speaking of, nona is the first book in the series so far i have real, not-nitpicky criticisms of. i really enjoyed it, but it was not as good as gideon the ninth, and Definitely not as good as harrow the ninth). that, and i find her offscreen character arc to be insanely interesting. she's suddenly very much not the gideon we know and love, and obviously something's up. so what happened to her?

at first i wondered if she was an impostor, but only a chapter or so after her reappearance, i was convinced this wasn't the case. there were two reasons i initially expected gideon was actually a fake: the first was that her eye color was wrong. gold? shouldn't she have harrow's eyes? those are a smoky black, right? harrow has gideon's eyes, after all. the second that gideon was, as she herself described, "mega dead" -- and the fact that her body functions like a walking corpse is proof of that. however, this runs counterpoint to the mechanics of the universe of tlt that were not only officially established in but heavily featured in nona the ninth. if gideon's soul was placed in gideon's body, by god no less, shouldn't she be very alive? both of these, however, are explicitly explained very simply: gideon is not in her own body. she is in a super-strong vessel created by god slash john slash dear old dad. a perfect recreation. this is very, very strange. i thought that the houses had gideon's body? why would she not be allowed to return to it? remember this.

three extremely important motifs present in gideons arc are those of freedom, idealism, and belonging/acceptance, and all of these suggest what may have happened to gideon in her absence -- or rather, her time with john and the cohort. we see from the moment she is teased that since meeting john she has been elevated to extremely high status, both as crown prince of john's empire and within the cohort. to the gideon nav of the first book, this would've seemed like a fairy tale. rejected, ostracized, and permanently indebted to the ninth house since infancy, there is nothing more that gideon wanted than to be a cohort hotshot. the beginning of gideon the ninth is her attempting an escape: she'd been imprisoned on that horrifying little planet her whole life, wants nothing more to escape, but her attempts are foiled and the whole book throws her longing for freedom in her face. she finds herself connecting with the harrow she terrorized and was terrorized by her entire childhood, pledges herself to her, falls in love with her, and ultimately dies for her. harrow is the one she finds herself belonging to, and she decides that is worth more to her than any freedom she could obtain.

then gideon learns who she is. harrow is gone, but suddenly there is a reason for gideon to be loved and accepted -- not just by harrow but by everyone, and it's more likely than not that she grasped it like a lifeline. she is not some nobody orphan slave to a cult, she is a crown prince, a half-deity, an icon of the future to the houses. she suddenly likely finds herself facing more power and adoration she ever could've imagined. so what happens to her when she realizes it's a gilded cage?

gideon is not allowed to go and do as she pleases; there is no freedom. she acts as a figurehead and never gets to be the respected lady-killer soldier she dreamed of; her idealized view of the cohort and her potential role in it is squashed. but she belongs, right?

when gideon kills crux, she tells him of her status. that he was always wrong to be so cruel to her. that she is more worthy of a place in the house than he ever was. and he simply does not care. he spits and her face and tells her flat out that none of it matters. to him, all she did was make harrowhark's life worse, ultimately fail her, and in his eyes, she is the greatest disappointment she could've been. gideon explodes upon killing him. it didn't feel good, she says. why didn't it feel good?

in the end, gideon's titles, her sacrifice, the months she spent playing dress-up in some sick facsimile of her face, they do not matter. it's quite like trying to reach out to your shitty parents and being rejected anyways. you say their opinion doesn't matter to you, but it does, doesn't it?

gideon has been living a twisted perversion of her childhood dreams, and realizing they weren't what they were cut out to be. she is ultimately a pawn in a larger game and she seems to be unwilling to accept this, but she knows it. she can't even have her own body back.

why wouldn't that change her? nona sees that she is deeply, unmistakably sad. it is not hard to understand why.

#sorry this is not coherent or good lolxd im just having a lot of thoughts about the cool butch lesbian with the funny sunglasses. #i missed her. i can't wait to see her again #and i will be sad when she goes for good #anyways if you read this meandering little essay (if you can even call it that) i hope you enjoyed and would like to hear your thoughts :] #tlt #gideon nav #nona the ninth