#i am in too deep

[aidos-kai-dikh]

if i fall for one more white or silver haired fictional char I'll srsly start tweaking tf out

#no like. seriously. #i am in too deep #vergil #vergil sparda #mgs raiden #arlecchino #lady maria of the astral clocktower #lady maria bloodborne #jill warrick #drakengard zero #sephiroth #asuka r kreutz #michel bollinger #gin ichimaru #casper a date with death #jouno saigiku #fourchenault leveilleur #brother nier #9s #yorha 9s #yorha a2

[dotieeee]

I made a new phone wallpaper

#i am in too deep #if evil why hot #coriolanus snow #coryo snow #my snowball #edited to add the one without bg blur

[sapphireofmars]

fully going to watch the artful dodger now, thanks for infecting me with your blorbo fixation

the blorbo fixation with the artful dodger is VERY REAL! i'm so glad to read this!!! you're welcome (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

#the artful dodger #i am in too deep #i NEED season 2 please #f

[lunar-years]

I can’t stop thinking about the take I saw the other day stating Zava is far more disciplined with football than Jamie and the evidence being that Jamie going on Lust Conquers All is proof that he’s “the type to just give up” HELLO???

#Jamie is such a popular character I rarely have to defend him but I was ready to go to BAT #I was being so brave not ranting about this when I first saw it but it’s still pissing me off days later lmao #I am in too deep

[lightningbig]

i had one (1) stray thought last night about the qsmp eggs making their own little dragon hoardes and i instantly started crying

#i am in too deep #qsmp #block game

[idrawgaystffs]

Whoop 3 hours of work later, “animation” takes agessss

Reads top down in order of columns 2->3->1->4>2

Gif:

Though backwards (keep your eyes on the center of the frame, it tracks the feet then the head, I’d reverse that in post)

#my art #WIP #gif #hollow knight #hk the knight #yes I jumped from 5 frames to 23 what about it #I just Needed to Finish the Flip #they spinnin #vertically :) #yeah simplified cylinders very useful #geh still workin out some frames and adding in the nail #oh and their horns #size got a bit warped at some spots but I’ll fix it in post #then Shadinnggggggg #I am in too deep #meme frames about in column 2 #character turnaround? nah character flop around

[crypticjackal13]

every day I wake up and kin Macaque a little more

#lego monkie kid #jackal talks #bro first it was his voice #then his aesthetic #then his trauma #AND TODAY I DYED MY HAIR 💀 #i am in too deep

[insectimbecile]

false infinity - ethubs

ao3 link for easier reading (my user is diff, apologies)

last life spoilers! also not beta read, i was too excited

summary;

He thought that he would win it. For both of them.

Maybe wanting to win was just a set-up for disappointment.

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Despite how heavy he felt, he couldn’t close his eyes just yet. He cast them to the sky, with exhaustion bleeding into him and whatever had decided to kill him, his only remaining friends. It always ended the same. It always would. 

How foolish he was, to think that he could live forever. And how even more foolish it was to think Bdubs would join him too. Except you can’t promise someone infinity if infinity didn’t exist– the game would have to end, or else was it even really a game anymore? The infinity never existed for them, not really. Etho couldn’t fight for his own life, what made him think he could fight for both of theirs? Besides, if it ever came to the two of them, what made him think it would stay like that forever? Probably his own stupid ego. 

He laughed, though, of course, no one heard. Bdubs would’ve made a funnier joke anyways, no need to waste his breath. 

In any case, his mind drifted back to Bdubs (like it always did). Bdubs had been naive to think that it would be the two of them at the end of all of this (except, he also thought this, so who was he to say who was naive and who wasn’t? There was a possibility he was just as naive, but Etho liked to think of himself as better than that, even if everyone knew he’d die for Bdubs as Bdubs would for him). How different things could’ve been if he changed a few things. Or maybe he just liked to tell himself that. If this, if that– not like it’ll do anything for either of them. Perhaps the thought just comforted him. 

Except he couldn’t close his eyes just yet.

Denial was the first stage of grief after all, and couldn’t he grieve for his own life?

He stared back up at the sky, clouds swirling. Maybe he never really got over Bdubs’ death– like he would just open his eyes and there he was, a toothy grin and new antic ready for them to do. Mornings were never quite the same after, and the nights somehow were lonelier.

Back then (and perhaps even now), Etho thought he could save them. They’d see the glory days and every sunrise to grace the land (Etho was more of a sunset man himself, but he’d rather wake-up to Bdubs shaking him awake lest they would be late for the next sunrise than stay with his thoughts). 

Now, he won’t live to see anything. He’ll just die, and if Etho’s lucky, join him.

Though, he guessed that it didn’t really mean anything. No matter which of them died first, they always would. That’s just how the cards were dealt; how the dice rolled; how the narrative went. Everyone would die, that was the rule. It was a shame he only got it in his last few seconds here. Normally, he was quite observant (or so Bdubs says (said, he reminded himself)). 

He supposed that immortality would’ve been boring anyways. They’d do everything– finish every goal, see everything around them die before they would. Maybe Bdubs had the right idea in dying first, no need to mourn the lost or grow bored with their life. To ask for anything more than the time they were already given was just greedy. Even if that brief, small window of time just felt like an insignificant moment (bitter tea, snow boots, and fingertips). 

He smiled at that.

They were only a moment, and maybe (just maybe), if Etho wasn’t so greedy or Bdubs so naive, it would’ve been enough. Only in another life. Whatever they had, as soothing and perfect it felt, was just finite, and nothing would change that.

Well, if they were just finite, at least they were finite together. The thought let Etho close his eyes. Before he went, he thought of one thing, and one thing only. Then, he let go.

#ethubs #ethoslab #bdubs #etho #bdoubleo #can you tell im not over last life? #last life fanfic #last life smp #last life #okay so it doesnt HAVE to be last life but i had it in mind #ethubs brainrot #actually in general just brainrot #trafficblr #my first actual post and it's ETHUBS #i am in too deep #angst #ethubs angst #last life spoilers

[colorfulbaobab]

so i heard this line in a new drama yesterday

"you will be the greatest fight of my life that i won't win" and it's so fucking dabihawks???

#it sounds a bit more dramatic in turkish tbh but #still #dabihawks #bnha #keigo takami #touya todoroki #i am in too deep #help

[buniyaad]

saving AOSJK for september after its fully published and i’ve gotten a chance to read the 2021 rendition of crime syndicate, war world rising, and all the other jon and ultraman-adjacent supplementary reading

#adventures of superman: jon kent #crime syndicate #jon kent #ultraman #dc comics #it’s like high school all over again #i am in too deep #real talk

[knghtlock]

besties i am not normal about at/sv and that is a promise

#ooc.exe #i've been drawing NOTHING but my spid.erverse au for the past three days #i've started writing BACKSTORY #i gave her earth a FUCKING UNIVERSE NUMBER #i am IN TOO DEEP

[fanficsandfluff]

Okay I've officially written one (1) of the tickletober prompts..

out of the 10 I've received..

out of the even larger 31 days of October

#personal #death #death upon me #what have i done #i am in too deep #i am such a perfectionist i hate that i cannot just write a 5 paragraph ficlet and be done with it #writing #writing stress #tickletober #tickletober 2022 #tickletober2022

[succubusmunson]

Instead of cockwarming Eddie, you just rest between his legs alternating his balls in your mouth <3

#I am in too deep #eddie munsons smut #eddie munson

[starbuck]

tragedies where not a single character gets what they want are too much, man… they all want such simple, understandable things SO badly and i am looking into their eyes while gently cupping their faces in my hands and stroking their cheeks with my thumbs and wordlessly shaking my head because what else can i do?

#i am IN TOO DEEP #current emotion: feverishly pacing around my house while listening to The Recognition Scene on repeat #i was gonna take a shower but i have to go water my neighbor’s flowers first so maybe that will fix me #(it won’t) #😔 #iykyk2

[deadpatrol]

What *is* HACR? I keep trying to look it up but scrolling through the tag doesn't make me any less confused

hahaha.... HAHAHAHA!!! You fool. You absolute FOOL. All those tags... it was a SET UP!! And you've walked right into my carefully laid trap. You've asked about my OCs, and now I am going to tell you all about them. >:)

HACR is an original story that my anonymous brainrot benefactor and I have been going feral over. It's about Amelia and Marin, who are scientists aboard a research vessel. A mysterious infection breaks out on board, and Marin is among the first to be infected. Marin starts acting strange, and Amelia realizes almost immediately that he's been infected. So Amelia has to help Marin and study the infection while keeping herself from becoming infected too. All the while, Marin is complying with Amelia because he thinks she doesn't suspect anything and he's trying to get close enough that she'll let her guard down and he can infect her. But slowly as they're working together they grow to trust each other more, and it develops into this really interesting balancing game of power dynamics and trust.

So anyway this is Marin and Amelia.

They're Amongii and they're both trans and they're in love and they are my special little blorbos and if you don't cheer and clap for them I'm going to blow this whole building up.

#/pos #/lh #/nm #and all that #thank you for asking! #you are not a fool #HACR #this started as a joke #it is no longer a joke #i am in too deep #this started as an amongus joke and it spiraled so rapidly out of control #i am now emotionally attached to these little amongus dudes #there is no saving me #i am gone

[shittygaypornmagazine]

do not ask me how many times have I watched the rottmnt movie. just don't. you won't guess. but anywizzle, double it.

#I am in too deep #I didn't think I'd end up here #but like #ta daaa #hyperfixated on rottmnt #rottmnt angst #rottmnt leo #rottmnt movie #rottmnt