#i also want to catch up with my mutuals

[ahalliance]

i think a crucial aspect of the codebreakers dynamic that is sometimes overlooked is how likewise enamoured phil is with étoiles . like étoiles is the god of praising and hyping people up so people tend to focus on how much étoiles thinks phil is the coolest guy ever but do not forget that phil also thinks étoiles is the coolest fucking guy to ever guy he will never pass up an opportunity to talk about how cool and strong and funny étoiles is . their relationship is built on their mutual ‘WOW this guy is awesome’ feelings for one another and it is amazing

#qsmp #philza #etoiles #étoiles #codebreakers #random 2:30 am thoughts #it is so important to me how similar these two are and how mutual their affection is #étoiles is just louder and more dramatic about it sometimes but do not be fooled lmao #also sorry im aware that like. other stuff is happening lore wise . with forever . but im off in my own world OANDKSJD #étoiles has this aura about him where people really want to impress him and catch his eye #looking at team green gay pandas . soarinng ethan blushing twirling their hair at every opportunity #and even though he’s more subtle and laidback phil is like that as well do not be fooled #like PERFECT example of this is when phil etoiles bad and pierre were hanging out at the coliseum mob spawner thing #and etoiles gave gifts to bad and pierre . phil saddled up all sly to étoiles and was like ‘well i don’t NEED a gift étoiles your sense of #humour and personality are incredible as is’ #and étoiles just started yelling at him /pos and asking what gift he wanted OSJDKSKS #i love them

[booasaur]

The Lazarus Project - 2x02

#thelazarusprojectedit #tlpedit #the lazarus project #tlp archie #zhang rui #anjli mohindra #elaine tan #the lazarus project 2x02 #archie x zhang #femslash related stuff #violence tw #archie willing to painfully die in this cycle so zhang can get answers #zhang getting so caught up at seeing archie in danger she forgets she'll be fine #her ''....even so'' when she realizes #I had these two sets made days ago but I wasn't in the mood to post #also one of my mutuals was slowly catching up and I didn't want to spoil :P

[aceghosts]

BELLAMY [UNKNOWN] A.K.A DALLAS WARDEN A.K.A WHISKEY-FOUR

How long have I felt this way? Sign of the times Shadows sway to light up my life Trace the answers, tears have never made me Change from violent delights -Rotoscope by Spiritbox

TEMPLATE by @marivenah

#whiskey-four #whiskey-four if #interactive fiction #choice of games #hosted games #cog #anyway I replayed this demo recently #and I wanted to make something for Bellamy #also hello mutuals i am alive #just been dealing with stuff lately and haven't been too inspired to create or be on here lately #i'm gonna try and catch up on stuff this weekend though #my edits

[thresholdbb]

My P+ subscription just renewed, which means I have been on this Star Trek high for exactly a year now

#I really said 2023 is gonna be ALL ABOUT STAR TREK and it was!! #the Trek obsession went dormant then came back with a vengeance like November of last year #I went through an intense tng phase in grad school #looking back on the year I wouldn’t have it any other way #I got p+ and proceeded to speed run tng and ds9 #I savored voyager and when it was over we started our Sisyphean delta quadrant journey #somewhere in my mixed up brain I KNEW voyager would be a problem and I avoided it #I have been ruined for other media #LISTEN Picard isn’t the best show but it was precisely why I wanted to catch up #still have yet to finish tos tas ent and dis for shame #also it was half price last year I cry for my continually dwindling bank account #I am actually very grateful because I was lonelier and more miserable before I started engaging in fandom now I am slightly less so #plus going to stlv and making/doing cosplay for the first time a whole experience! #if we’ve interacted this year (and you read my tags) hi I love you #if we haven’t hi I am intense but love talking to equally obsessed mutuals #also lol at meeting the actors Garrett wang taking a picture of me and Picardo being like uhhh ok when I talked to him #jin maley and Michelle Hurd are absolutely lovely #terry ferrell was very very sweet and I shared an elevator (and hand injury story) with Casey Biggs #and I bumped into Rom his-real-last-name-is-hard-to-spell #and marina sirtis called me love I cry #hilarious but also so cringe what is my life #also thanks to Star Trek for the paradigm shifting very likely autism suspicion that I’m gonna seriously pursue in 2024 #ok I love you bye #melts into oblivion

[ferretwhomst]

idk what the fuck is going on with those ducks but i'm over here obsessing over turtles so i got no right to judge

anthromorphic animal hyperfixation solidarity in the chat 2nite <3 also Lol there is a lot of mental illness

#i recently became mutuals with someone who also frequently Turtleposts #and its making me want to watch the movie even more. its been on my watchlist for Ages #but exams end tomorrow and then i have a 10 day holiday so... #maybe then i can finally catch up on all the shit i've been meaning to watch #including rottmnt >:))) #honestly sammy you should watch dt17 sometime if you cna find time #it feels to me like something you'd enjoy #asks #ferret rambles #friend tag <3

[maddy-ferguson]

fun fact about me: i'm insecure about so many random things that i've never flipped anyone off in my 22 years of life because i think my middle finger looks awkward and ugly by itself

#and like i say: brf slt #i felt like this especially when i would have been likely to do it semi-regularly like in middle school. but like i was thinking about this #the other day and i did it in front of a mirror just to check and it looked as bad as i remember like it's just not for me #i have a story abour middle fingers though or just about what one would call the finger #when i was in what an american would call the 5th grade (i can never do when i was x years old because it's not an accurate representation #of the class i was in since i skipped a grade and the grade is what matters more to me. when i was 9 and my friends were 10 i was saying) #we would always play this game called girls catch guys or guys catch girls where the girls would run after the guys and like tap them on #the shoulder and then they would go to prison and they would line up and another guy could set them free by like touching one of the #prisoners it was a very fun game except it's way more fun to be like the ones getting caught than to be the ones catching and we would #ALWAYS play girls catching guys and it was very unfair we would be like okay in the morning we do guys catching girls in the afternoon #girls catching guys so it's fair like normal system but the guys NEVER wanted to do it (and we would always give in because like we still #wanted to play ig and idk guys. female socialization) they never wanted to be the ones doing the catching it was so unfair because we also #didn't like it as much and we did it all the time? #and i remember this one morning we were fighting about this we had literally all agreed that it was fair this way but they didn't want to #do it and my second best male friend flipped me and my best (female) friend off and (very #important detail) he did it with both of his hands so like two middle fingers and i don't know why because i'm not even sure that that's a #thing but one middle finger meant fuck you and two middle fingers meant go fuck yourself and to us that was very different? and i remember #my friend and i we like knew what it meant but for some reason we were like. he did do the one finger before doing the two does this mean #he...loves us because it literally means he wants to have sex with us #but what's funny is we never talked to him again after that and i don't even know why that was our last straw because i remember i #genuinely liked him before that like i said he was my second best male friend! so like maybe sixth best friend overall that's not bad #and he's not the only guy friend who flipped us off that year like it was so random to stop talking to him after that😭 #like he was an actual enemy we really did not like him we talked about him in letters we'd give each other using a nickname etc #and what's even funnier is in our last year of middle schoold FOUR YEARS AFTER THIS a friend of a friend told him he should become friends #with well my friend and he was like hm i don't think so have you seen who she hangs out with? marianne *last name* like why do YOU hate #me😭 it was so funny like wdym it was mutual this whole time. i had literally moved on by then i didn't even care about hating him #anymore like wow...i think he's the only person i hated who actually hated me back

[pitske]

You know who you are! certain mutual ,who is currently on their own agenda, but passively making me very curious about the thing they‘re reblogging so much about, that I never interacted with before and know nothing about

You know who you are! 🫵🤬 /lh

#i‘m like genuinely considering just straight up wathcing a 356 video playlist about Fallout lore #i really just want to understand #also the concept of Fallout is cool to me #i just never watched a playthrough of it or anything #closest I ever got was playing the Fallout map and texture pack on the Xbox One with my brother in 2013 or so #pitskederdoenerhaendler #I love seeing my mutuals freak out about their thing it is so great to see people doing their thing #i am also insane mind you #thats it. catch me watching Fallout lore at 4am today #texture pack of minecraft. i should add taht

[kyuala]

hmm

#having Thoughts that maybe i shouldnt be having #so i have a friend who's handsome hot nice kind sweet funny etc he's like the whole package #yesterday one of our friends told him i didnt have his contact saved on my phone and we (jokingly) made a whole thing out of it #so he took the convo from our gc to our private messages to let me know he had mine saved WITH A SUNFLOWER EMOJI NEXT TO MY NAME #bc ATTENTION according to him i am little flower and im radiant like the sun so = sunflower #like 🥹🥹🥹🥹❓❓❓❓ #n then he told me i didnt have to change my pfp bc i alr looked pretty in it then he called me his love and today #we're all going to a party our friends' cheerleading squad is hosting right and he won't go bc he'll be busy that day #i was moping in the gc bc i wanted the promotional prices (im the only one who doesnt go to their uni n non student prices r higher) and #they weren't available anymore so he messaged me to tell me he'd help me go?? i said how he said he'd pay me the difference i was like 💀 #so i said okay it's only like 10 bucks and he sent me 20 like hello? i know this doesnt sound like much but we're all broke college students #so like? why did he do it #he said if he wasn't able to go he'd like to at least help me go then sent me extra w a cute little message telling me to enjoy the party #and have fun and calling me a sweet pet name now im like . Confused #bottom line is idk if he's flirting and i probably won't bc a) he's already said he doesnt know to make a move on pretty girls and b) here's #the catch: we have a mutual friend who confessed to me like 3? months ago. i turned her down for a number of reasons n i also knew they had #hooked up before so when i said no ig they started hooking up/going out again? and i wasnt fully aware of that until like. last month #and prior to that i hit on him at a party at our friend's house and all he did was stand there kinda speechless 💀 #so i took it as a no n moved on but now idk if its bc like. he was alr w her or he just got shy or if he actually just didnt want it at all #and im just imagining things. and circling back to it: i guess i wont find out bc 1) he won't do anything 2) idk whats the current status of #their relationship (ig over bc they weren't all over e/o at our last function) and 3) even if theyre not together anymore i absolutely would #not try anything behind our friend's back or w/o her knowledge or consent bc they did have something doesnt rly matter what it was and #shes still my friend above all so i gotta be mindful of her feelings for me AND for him and abt us or whatever #so yea thats something thats been on my mind since yesterday #im not like. suffering over it btw its just something on my mind that i wanted to share #i probably wont even do anything about it and then forget abt it next week lol #mari.txt #but also feel free to like comment on this or something i love it when yall r nosey lmfao

[lovelesslittleloser]

15,503 words of bullet points for a mash-up of too many varieties of the same subject

Five books planned, two prequels two sequels, the original story is the least interesting part

Twenty-five half-planned chapters of vaguely-connected casefic oneshots

And I’ll never finish writing any of them.

#I need a beta reader #to make sure it’s all coherent (because it probably isn’t) #but I don’t trust anyone irl with my writing #and also they don’t have the necessary context (fandom-wise or fanfic-wise) #sigh. #monsterfucking #pspsps mutuals #how would I even share it tbh?? like what take screenshots? …probably #uhhh fic 1 is a grian focus minecraft fic where he’s p much god and no one else knows how minecraft mechanics work but they do work! ft lots #fic 2 is a pokémon fanfic focused on a dark mono trainer oc who wants to be a pokémon professor. the books altake place in different regions #fic 3 is a mha fanfic focused on detective Tsukauchi Naomasa because I love him and he deserves the whole world and he never catches a break #also I have an idea for a httyd fic where hiccup straight up just leaves when he was planning to in the first movie #astrid still catches him but he just ditches anyway because who needs a cool girl when you have an even cooler dragon literally Right There #also kinda thinking on a crossover fic between danny phantom & detroit become human. dunno how it’ll happen but that’s why I’m still thinkin #shitpost #fanfiction #fanfic #writing #[|87 #hehe uwu *gets shot in the head cutely*

[familyofpaladins]

now that monkie kid season 4 is all out now completely, my brain is bebopping between deciding which media to focus on, so help me decide which I should do (first?)

#I would be fine with any of these #Except idk how good 2012 tmnt is. Is it worth watching? #I have recently rewatched 2003 tmnt and rise tmnt and lmk #But I wouldnt mind doing it again #I've actually been reading a lot of 2003 tmnt fanfiction for some reason. My brain has focused on that #I would like to reread httyd . Idk why I havent #I also REALLY need to finish reading trials of apollo. I've had the final book for like 2 years now #But my mutual keeps reblogging about ninjago and it's like. Oh yeah. I enjoyed that #And apparently havent seen the latest like. 4-7 seasons??? #So it's just. Yeah theres alot I could/want to do #Also I'm going to a family reunion this weekend. So the trip down there would be a good time to catch up on reading #Polls #Mmmmm yeah I'm not gonna tag all these fandoms

[timeforsomethrillingheroicsblog]

curious how long it takes y’all to write and what is your writing process is like if you’re comfortable sharing it.

#asking because it takes me about a full day to get 1800 words and uh. that's feeling slow lads #how do ppl crank out 20k words in a weekend inquiring minds want to know #also hello new followers! #i'm still in season one so i'm scared to go to everyones blog but as soon as i catch up you best believe i'm looking for mutuals #(even if i have to follow from my main account) #thanks for being here <3

[balladetto]

🌟 ― i love how you portray your muse(s) 🎀 ― i love your aesthetic / graphics 💯 ― your headcanon posts are always on point ✨ ― i love the way you write 💫 ― i enjoy writing with you 💖 ― you seem like a genuinely nice person ☀️ ― your posts always bring me joy ❤️ ― you're one of my favorite blogs 🌺 ― simply admiring you from afar

help it was difficult not to send most sOB hiiiii i still think of tulin & teba and hold them close to my heart :>

small symbols of kindness / @volcania

[tearing up] apolo i think this may be a bit unfair when the best i can do in the face of it is throw all these sentiments back at you?! HELLO?? thank you dearly, this means so gosh darn much to me!! 🥺 i adore the thought you put into your muses and their backstories and motivations, especially with how time might shape them! tulin and teba are also my beloveds, and i hope we might be able to find some more beloveds in this coming year!!

#volcania #* intermission / ooc. #waaahh thank you loads!! <3 #i can be a tad anxious to follow even mutuals from other blogs first because like. just because we want to write there #isn't a guarantee that you might wanna write with me here but! ahhh if you're down with me throwing even more of blorbos at yours...! #i am always up for some plotting even if i can be slow about it and i'd love to catch you for some more when you're available! #also oh my god. i hadn't realised i hadn't responded to disc dms i thought i HAD?? IT'S BEEN SO LONG #[grovelling] i'm so sorry holy shit i will be responding when i can posthaste!! 😭😭 #* treasures / save. #* intermission / queue.

[aria0fgold]

If there's anything that I, a long time tumblr user, love to subject myself to, and that's scrolling through someone's blog cuz I have no idea how to actually navigate anyone's blog efficiently. Anyway I misclicked and back at the top goddammit.

#aria rants #back to scrolling again yall #i wanted to catch up with omori sv au cuz i got nothing else better to do #and its about time i catch up to my mutuals' aus #and as well as mine's but im procrastinating so mutuals' it is #am also like banking on some posts i missed on and wanna reblog #so im gettin the links of those posts too #but in the process of doing that missed and my scroll progress is gone #see yall in another 15 minutes with a bunch of omori sv au stuff reblogged hopefully

[icantalk710]

Most likely going to Fire Island tomorrow, first trip there all summer to go meet some friends who are staying there for the weekend, going to be interesting getting the entire way on my own and back since I'm usually in a group outing lol (going to try and still make an express LIRR but let's see...)

#ore no inochi #i did commute there once alone last summer but only bc i missed said friends' train haha #debating bringing my laptop on the LIRR to kill time catching up on some translating or using my switch or reading but hmm #but i was just talking last weekend with friends about wanting to go and they werent as enthused about the adventure getting there lol #[which is valid] #but hey it'd be good to say yes a bit more #also hi newer people/mutuals 👋🏽🙂 #quite a few of you lately 😳 #welcome to this thing that i'm doing ig 🙃

[psychicbingbong]

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#i'm catching feelings #i know it's mutual #but we've only been seeing each other for like a month #so i don't want to say anything yet #but sometime it'll happen #also #spent last night cuddled up w both my boys and it was so fucking cute #this morning i left the bed to pee and refill my water and when i returned they were just sleepily holding each other #i couldve died on the spot it was so lovely #anyways i love this #so so so much #personal #polyam

[savethepinecones]

sooo glad im moving next month

#sometimes i really hate living with my mom #idk what it is but sometimes when we get into arguments it turns into a shouting match #and like i never get like that with anyone else #like i never even yelled at that one roommate i had who was a total nightmare #who was like objectively far worse to be living with #longtime mutuals know the deep piney lore of the fake dementia roommate im not gonna get into it rn cuz thats not the point but like #it was Bad #anyway i got into a screaming match and i think i fucked up my throat and im pissed at myself for yelling #and during this argument i was told that i 'do less than nothing' and have 'given up on life' #and also that im relying on 'handouts' and 'mooching off others' because i 'dont want to work' #and also that even if im bad enough off that i should be taking a break i should still do more #i think the exact phrasing was 'im not saying you should do more im saying you could do more' #as if pushing myself to do more than i should isnt a big part of why ive had to stop working in the first place #like surprise surprise that shit catches up to you #anyway that really sucked and i was a sobbing mess but i had a good chat with my sibling in law #who is also gonna be my roommate once i move #and im feeling much better #also im going to visit them and my sister this weekend cuz my grandma is doing a family christmas party #and i live like four hours away so im gonna stay at my sisters place while im out there instead of getting a hotel #and i might go out a day or two early depending on how my morning goes parentwise #also gonna bring some boxes out there so i dont have to move all at once so im gonna have to lift stuff ough