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stanknotstark · 3 years

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Astral Pt. 17 (Loki x Reader)

Uh oh it’s meet the parents time, well not time yet but like Odin has requested you visit Asgard. Also there’s some uh sexy times in this. I couldn’t figure out how to write this without the stuff happening like i can’t just skip over it say that you panicked and leave it at that so I tried my best to write sexy times. It was extremely hard dude like how do you guys do it so effortlessly?!

P.S. IF YOU WANT TO SKIP THE SEXY TIMES I BOLDED THE QUOTE BEFORE IT STARTS. The only reason I put it in here was to show that you do have trauma, it is not pushing the plot in any way, shape, or form.

You had set things up for your mother by talking to Stark. She wasn’t going to live in the tower. Being without her powers and living as another, normal, mortal was her punishment. So, you had Stark set her up a bank account with enough money to be comfortable for a couple months. She would have to find a job to continue to make money and survive in the real world. He also had an apartment bought for her, furnished.

She was getting off lightly, most people didn’t get any of this, had to survive the streets without anything given to them to cushion their fall into adulthood so it helped your guilt about the whole situation a little bit. You try to chastise yourself, this woman had tried to have you killed then tried to kill you herself. She doesn’t deserve your guilt but it’s something built into you that you can’t change, at least without time.

As you walk Madonna up to her apartment you ask the important question, “Do you happen to know where Kang is hiding?”

Madonna frowns at you as you both stop in front of the apartment’s door. “Child, your powers aren’t developed enough to take him on. He’s a prodigy of his time, a genius if you will. If you fight him now he will break you down, destroy you and everything you know, and then take you away and build you into what he wants.”

You chew on the inside of you cheek.

“I’m not as weak as you think. Everyone always underestimates me but regardless I will train and when I think I’m ready I’ll come back and you’ll tell me where he is?” You proposition.

Madonna sizes you up with her eyes but gives a short nod and you give her a small smile then nod at the door.

Madonna takes the keys you hand her and unlocks her apartment. You both walk in and marvel at how nice it is. It’s sleek and modern but the price was reasonable.

The apartment is near to Stark’s tower, something you all had taken to calling the Avenger’s tower now, which is why the price is reasonable. With the whole invasion on his tower all the real estate prices around it had plummeted to an all time low. There were new insurance companies that had sprung up too, superhero insurance, in case your home got destroyed by a fight or invasion.

Madonna makes her way into the living room and sits on the couch with a content sigh. You stand awkwardly at the entrance.

“You seem happy to be here.” You point out in a confused voice.

Madonna looks at you and actually gives genuine smile.

“While I’m afraid of not having my powers I can handle myself just fine and, without my powers, all my responsibilities have been cut in half. You’ll understand the obligations of a celestial if you ever create your own world and beings.” Madonna explains as she runs a hand over the top of the couch and looks around the room.

You frown at her, consider your next question with a pros and cons list in your mind. The pros outweigh the cons though.

“Will you teach me to be a celestial?”

Madonna looks at you again and you watch as she thinks.

“I can answer any questions you have but I think that is something you must learn on your own.” She says slowly.

You shrug at her, “Worth a shot.”

You help her settle in the apartment, bringing in her bags of new clothes you had helped her buy. When she is settled you make your leave in Tony’s car.

You’re not sure you really want to go back to the tower just yet so you make a detour and find yourself at a park. Specifically the Super park. Very original name you can’t help but think sarcastically.

This is a park set up in NYC that holds statues of the Avengers. It’s practically abandoned and covered in graffiti you note as you walk through it. The park had began with good intentions but when the public got their hands on it it had been devastated.

While a lot of people loved the Avengers it was inevitable that there would be those who didn’t like the Avengers, that hated them. People had lost businesses, people, their whole lives in the invasion. The Avengers were the only ones to blame seeing as Loki had been taken off world. The whole situation makes you uncomfortable because there are still lots of people fighting about how the Avengers should be controlled by the government. They believe the Avengers are unstable without regulation. This argument had been brought up right after the invasion and luckily the Avengers could ignore it but now it was getting out of hand and would need to be handled with care.

You know it’s something you’ll have to face in the future but right now, at the present, it is not a problem you can solve so you let it leave your mind and continue walking around, reading the plaques on your teammates statues.

You get into a battle stance as you feel magic crackle to life beside you. You relax as you see the bifrost burn its sigils into the ground next to you. When the light has left and you look at the markings on the ground you see a letter in the middle. You look up at the sky with a confused look but walk over and pick up the letter.

The letter is of old, yellowing parchment. It’s waxed closed with a family crest. It’s on deep red wax, gold dusting helps define the crest. You file a finger nail under the wax with care so as not to rip the letter as you open it. Then, you open and read it.

Lady Y/N,

You have been summoned by the Allfather to attend a royal feast in two days time. The Allmother has requested a days time to communicate.

You swallow. You had hoped you’d have more time to get used to meeting the parents but it seems that was cut short. You fold the short letter and make your way back to the car. You needed to speak to Loki about this new development.

When you arrive back at the tower Loki is in the lab with Clint and Tony. Loki hovers over an arrow, working magic on it, muttering under his breath, and Tony and Clint watch from his sides, leaning forwards with curiosity.

You clear your throat and while Tony and Clint glance at you, Loki continues enchanting the arrow. You smile at them both so they know you’re not here with anything important. Not to them, at least.

Loki finishes enchanting the arrow and hands it to Clint with a smirk.

“Try it, archer.” Loki says.

Clint does a few bunny hops and throws his hands out in a gimme gesture. Him and Tony go to the area of his lab that is cleared and holds a destroyed Iron Man suit, as a target you guess.

Loki comes to you distracting you from the two men. At the nervous look on your face Loki reaches a hand out and holds your upper arm in his hand as if to ground you, and frowns down at you. “What happened?”

You pull the letter you had received from your back pocket and hold it between you and Loki. Loki’s eyes fill with understanding as he sees the letter.

You’re both distracted as Clint gives a happy holler and Tony says a fascinated ‘sweet’. When you look over you see an arrow embedded in Tony’s old suit. The metal, instead of Red and Gold, is now of an animated rainbow color.

You raise your eyebrows at Loki who looks at you and shrugs. Then Loki releases your arm and grabs the letter you still hold up. As he reads it you hug yourself and move from foot to foot in nervousness.

He looks at you, magics the letter away and pulls your arms away from your body till he’s holding both your hands.

“It shall be alright, darling. The Allfather, while he dislikes me,” At this you frown at Loki, he had never really explained why he didn’t call his father father anymore and now you’re learning there is for sure something wrong between them, “He is not biased about the company I hold. Be yourself around him but do not get upset if he doesn’t like you. It means no less about him welcoming you into the family.”

You bite your lip but nod. You’re not soothed at all but you’ll pretend for Loki’s sake.

“Mother will adore you, I have no doubts about that.” Loki says, squeezing your hands, his thumbs then caressing the top of them.

“You’ll have to get me the proper clothes for the feast and all.” You tell Loki, your eyes trailing to your hands in his. You appreciate that Loki’s hands are perfect for yours. His are bigger than yours but slim so they don’t engulf your hands. You can feel each callous from his usage of weapons as he caresses your hands.

“I will make you the required clothes, you will look stunning, darling.” Loki says bringing one of your hands up and kissing your knuckles.

That’s when Clint and Tony come over.

“What’s happening over here, hot shot?” Clint asks you.

You look to Clint with a small smile.

“I’m to meet Loki’s parents.” You say, feeling Loki tense at the word parents but he relaxes just as quickly. Loki drops one of your hands but continues holding the other as he turns and looks at Tony and Clint.

Tony’s eyes widen. “You’re meeting the parents already?”

You chuckle, kicking the ground lightly with the toes of your shoe, a nervous tick. “Ya, technically it’s time, I’ve been with Loki for awhile now.” You shrug.

Tony gasps out a laugh, Clint smiling at your nonchalance. You suspect Clint, at least, knows you’re definitely freaking out inside.

“Ok, well don’t listen to that bullshit about being yourself,” As Tony says this you see Loki roll his eyes and look at you with a fond look, “That never works, kiss their ass if you really want them to love you.” Tony finishes his advice to which Clint laughs with you, Loki merely smiles.

“Tony is right. All parents have this thing where they never feel any person is good enough for their child. Kissing their asses would be beneficial.” Clint says, bringing an arm around Tony’s shoulders and they both smile at you.

You roll your eyes, you can feel yourself relaxing though so you appreciate what they’re obviously doing.

“Ok guys, while i appreciate what you’re doing I need some time to figure out what I’m going to say to them and all so.” You give a small wave.

Loki goes to release your hand but you grab it again and tug on it. Loki smiles at you then nods at the two men and follows behind you.

You find yourself and Loki cuddled up together in your living room. The TV is running in the background, the noise low, but you’re not really sure what’s playing.

You find that you don’t really want to focus on the upcoming event and instead just ask Loki random questions.

“If you adopted a pet what would you name it?” You ask as you curl into Loki.

Your head is resting on Loki’s upper chest, your arms around Loki fiddling with his clothes. He sits up with him arms wrapped around your waist too, his chin resting on your head.

“Einar.” Loki says thoughtfully. “I’ve always been curious about cats. Perhaps one day, when we have a place to call our own, we may look into adopting one?” Loki asks.

You lose your breath at Loki’s words. Moving in together was a huge milestone for a relationship, at least here on Earth, you’re not sure about Asgard. Loki said it so casually too, as if he has already thought about it, planned it out, and that makes you extremely happy, if not a little guilty. Guilty because you hadn’t had those thoughts yet. You reason that there hasn’t been time recently to do it though.

“Darling?” Loki asks, pulling you from your thoughts, he shifts both of you so he may look down at your face now. You see a slight frown on his face and it also shows doubt, as if he said something wrong.

You look up at him and smile, “I would love that.” You say softly causing Loki to smile at you too.

You settle against him again, your head now resting on his shoulder.

“Is there something that reminds you of me?” You now ask.

You can feel Loki thinking which makes you give a small smile.

“When I see waffles I instantly think of you. It does not sound romantic but the sight of them fills me with bliss. It stems from that moment you became angry with Steve because he did not make enough waffles to satiate your needs.” Loki chuckles as he says this.

You laugh and hug Loki tighter. “That is romantic, maybe not in a conventional way but romantic regardless. Plus, waffles are the best, I’ll fight you if you disagree.” You look up at Loki and give him a cute scrunch of your face as if you’re angry.

Loki laughs and shakes his head, “I have no doubt you will, darling.”

You think of another question and ask with a curious face. “If I was a dessert what would I be?”

Loki answers immediately. “Moon pie.”

You let a shocked look fall over your face. “Ok you said that like you’ve thought of it before. Why?”

Loki smirks, looks at the TV but you know his attention is on you.

“Because you have a hard exterior, it is able to be broken but protects what’s inside.”

You hum thoughtfully, “What’s inside?”

Loki looks back at you with a fond look. “All the mushy stuff. Your love, care, and kindness. Your troubles and all the emotions that come with that. Everything that makes you you.” Loki finishes and you look at him with a slightly ajar mouth.

Loki smiles and brings a hand up to close your open mouth then leans and kisses your lips.

When Loki pulls from you you smile but lightly slap Loki’s chest. “You may pretend you’re not romantic but you’re such a romantic.” You say causing Loki to roll his eyes.

“I would say I have a reputation to uphold but that would be a lie and I refuse to lie to your face.”

You laugh and settle into Loki again. He brings his arms up and squeezes you to him.

“Will you make me something with your colors in it?” You say, tiptoeing the subject that needs to be talked about.

“Yes. On Asgard, to wear one’s colors is a sign of commitment and, in a way, shows my claim on you, that you’re mine.”

As Loki says this you bring a hand up to your necklace. “Oh.”

Loki lets one of his hands cover yours at your neck and caresses it with his thumb.

“Yours.” You whisper, looking down at your hands.

“Yes.” Loki whispers back.

You’re not really sure what’s happening right now. You’ve known you were Loki’s, sure, but right now it’s very intimate and you feel as if a milestone has been achieved.

You clear your throat but don’t move. Instead, Loki brings your hand to your lap but doesn’t let go of it.

“I assume I should call the Allfather, his majesty and the Allmother, her majesty?”

“Yes, unless they specify another name.”

“And the feast, what is that like?”

Loki hums, his fingers playing with your hand.

“It will be a five course meal. I suggest not eating much on each course if you plan to enjoy the full feast. Asgardian's eat like savages, using their hands like beasts,” You giggle at the disgust in Loki’s voice, “It will be filled with conversation but the real conversations will start after the feast. Once the feast is over there will be a reception where people share details of their travels with each other, however I’m sure you will be the center of attention for this reception.”

This makes you shiver with fear.

Loki uses his other hand, not holding yours, to rub your back.

“I would say you don’t have to worry but there will be women who challenge your feelings for me.”

“What?” You say a little shocked. “Like women who wish to date you?”

“Yes and no.” Loki says slowly. “Women who wish to date royalty.”

At this you pull from Loki and look at him with a frown.

“Their attempts will be met with disdain then. How dare they even attempt to date you for their own selfish, gold digging reasons!” You exclaim.

Loki smiles at you, his face full of adoration. “Please do, it will amuse me but most importantly show your devotion.” Loki lets go of your hand and brings it up to cup your jaw and caress your cheek.

“You will do marvelous if you stick to your truest self. Do not try to hide anything because the people of Asgard will sniff it out like a shark and blood. They feed off lies and doubt as if it is a weakness.”

You nod, the look in Loki’s eyes giving you confidence and determination. You will show those Asgardian’s who Loki chose to be with, why you were perfect together, soul bond or not. You’re determined to show those...those hussies why they don’t deserve Loki’s attention.

At the frustration rising in you as you think of the women that would use Loki you say, “I need to do something physical.”

Loki raises a brow at you and you let out a shocked laugh.

“Ok, that’s not what I had in mind but I’m not saying no.” You tell Loki who smirks at you.

You arrange yourself to straddle Loki’s lap and look down at Loki. He looks up at you, his pupil dilating.

“This is where you belong. On my lap, pleasing me.” Loki says in a deep voice filled with lust.

It makes you gasp and heat pools in your panties.

Loki gives a sharp smile and brings a hand up to bring your face to his. Right before your lips meet Loki says, “I wonder if you’ll beg for me, darling.”

You let out a soft breath, looking into Loki’s eyes. “I beg for no one.”

Loki growls and takes your lips with passion. You lose yourself in him, letting out whimpers when he pulls away to allow you to breath. Moaning when he squeezes your thighs hard enough to bruise.

You can tell he’s holding back. Forcing himself to try and be gentle and patient. You trust him.

You pull from his mouth and look into his now open eyes. “I think I’m ready...” You whisper. Loki’s eyes fill with more lust and he pulls your mouth back to his. As he kisses you he stands, your legs naturally wrapping around his waist.

You’re not sure how Loki does it, seeing as he never stops kissing you, but Loki walks you both to your bedroom and lays you on the middle of the bed, gently.

Instead of stripping you he starts by stripping himself. You smile at his way of giving you time to come to terms with what you’re going to do.

He strips down to his boxers then comes back and hovers over you. Your hands naturally come up and explore the exposed skin above you.

As your fingers trail from the waistband of his boxers to his chest, Loki starts kissing and nipping at your throat. Your other hand comes up and holds onto Loki’s arm that supports him. Loki finds a sensitive spot on your neck that makes you gasp, close your eyes, and the hand that had trailed on his chest slightly scratches at his skin as you curl it into a balled fist. Loki lets out a groan at the scratching.

You try to tab this new development in your mind but Loki is now playing with that spot on your neck with a fevered passion and you’re losing it.

Loki finally stops playing with you and pulls back to look down at you. “Green?”

“Green.” You say with your eyes closed, a blissed smile on your lips.

Loki hums and pulls at your t-shirt.

You open your eyes and nod, Loki pulls back to his knees and lets you sit up so you may take your shirt off. When it’s off, thrown into the room carelessly, you go to pull of your bra, hesitate, but unclip it and let your breast free anyways.

Loki catches your eyes but is satisfied with what he finds because he lays you down again, hovering over you.

He kisses the tip of your nose, both your cheeks, your mouth, chin, then delves further down and you gasp and grab at his hair as he sucks one of your nipples into his mouth. Your mind is going haywire with all the sensations you feel.

As Loki sucks and nips on one nipple, he uses his hand to play with the other. He pulls, pinches, and rolls the nipple between his fingers shooting pleasure through your body that pools into heat in your panties and causes you to moan softly.

You’re pretty sure your nipple will be bruised come tomorrow when Loki finishes with it. He looks up at you through his lashes and shoots you a small smile. You smile back at him, caressing his black locks of hair you had been tugging on.

He decides to come back up for your lips. As he kisses you he slides a hand between your bodies and unbuttons your jeans. When you don’t react in a bad way he then slips his hands under your jeans and panties and you gasp into his mouth as his fingers slide over your wet lips.

You try to stay focused on the kiss. Images you don’t like are flashing into your mind but you want this so bad so you try to force them away, desperate. Loki is running a finger from the base of your lips to the clit.

When Loki lets your lips go you breathlessly say, “Yellow.” With closed eyes.

However you whimper when Loki pulls his hand from your pants. You open your eyes to see Loki’s filled with concern.

“Don’t stop.” You whisper with a pout.

Loki gets a soft look on his face but no less lust. He slowly maneuvers his hand back in your panties and just rests it there, cupping you. Then, he brings his lips to yours again, probing your mouth with his tongue. You gain some confidence and fight Loki’s tongue with yours. After a second he lets you explore his mouth.

One arm wraps around Loki, your hand resting on his back, occasionally dragging your nails over his skin. The other finds its way down his chest, trails to his boxers, plays with the waistband. Loki lets out a breathless sigh as you pull your lips from his. His eyes are closed.

You watch his facial expressions as you slip your hand under his boxers and touch him for the first time. He hisses as you lightly touch the head, teasing the hole, then slowly trail you fingers over his whole cock. His face is beautiful, his eyebrows are stitched together, his eyes fluttering open to look at you with burning desire, but you can see he is still holding himself back. Letting you do what you’re comfortable with. This fuels you with confidence.

Loki bites his lip when you pull your hand from his boxers but takes them off when you pull at them. You watch, half sitting up on your elbows when Loki comes back to you. He straddles your hips and supports himself on his knees that pin you to the bed. His cock stands with attention. You appreciate it and look up when Loki asks, “Yellow?”

“Green.” You say.

Loki nods and cusps your neck with a hand, meeting you half way for a kiss. You now sit up and support yourself through your abdominal muscles. Instead of supporting you, you bring one hand between you and Loki and wrap your fingers around his base. Loki falters while kissing you as you move your hand from the base to the tip and back down. When your hand comes back up you spread his pre cum that dribbles out and tease his head again. At this Loki groans.

“Your hands are perfect,” Loki whispers, closing his eyes and resting his forehead on yours, “Everything about you is perfect, darling.” He whispers across your face.

This spurs you on. You bite your lip and watch Loki’s face as you find a sensitive spot right under his head, causing Loki to grip your arm with his free hand. The hand at your neck squeezes but moves to your shoulder so he does not choke you. His mouth opens slightly as you tease that one spot, his eyes squeezed tight. His body is tense above you.

“Does that feel good?” You ask quietly, a smirk on your face.

Loki’s eyes open to look at you, you hum at the need in them. “Yes, Gods yes, darling.”

“That’s too bad.” You say, looking down at your hand.

You stop playing with that spot on his head and spread more of his pre cum so you may stroke his entire length again. Loki loses the tenseness but not completely.

“You tease.” He breathes out.

You laugh lightly.

You focus on your hand again. As you stroke down you let your fingers wander further down and fondle his balls before coming back up and stroking him again.

You look up at Loki when he speaks.

“If I didn’t know-” Loki grunts as you stroke his tip, “-any better, I would think you’ve done this before.” He finally finishes.

You smile at him, his eyes fluttering shut, opening again to look at you.

“I read.” Is all you say.

You let your hand come back to that spot Loki loves and caress it, play with it, and that’s when Loki grabs your hand with his. His eyes squeezed shut.

“If you continue I will not last.” He says through clenched teeth.

You love that you make Loki feel like this, that you have this power over him.

You retract your hand and smile as you watch Loki compose himself, come down from his high.

When he is able he opens his eyes and looks down at you.

“Your turn.” He says, laying you down, hovering over you so he may access your wet lips.

He isn’t rough but he isn’t gentle when he slips his hand into your panties. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling at the hair on the nape of his neck, as he leans down to kiss you. His fingers play with your lips before he finally starts to caress your clit.

You gasp into his mouth at the sensation. It lights your nerves on fire and you moan. He slowly circles it, at one point pinching lightly causing you to twitch and thrust into his hand.

Finally, Loki slowly breeches you with a finger. It’s slow going and you begin to shake. You’re getting images of your brother so your squeeze your eyes shut and take in a shuddering breath.

“Yellow?” You hear Loki ask, his hand now frozen.

“Yellow.” You whisper.

Loki kisses your lips then moves his mouth down, sucking on your neck instead. He bites and sucks at that spot you love but leaves it so he doesn’t leave a hickey. Instead he explores the other side. You relax into him, turning your head so he has better access to your throat.

Slowly Loki starts pumping his finger into you. You stop yourself from tensing and try to enjoy it. You focus on his lips gliding over your throat.

It’s when he tries to breech you with another finger that you have to stop him. When he tries pushing in a second and there is a slight pain that triggers you. You gasp and put a hand on Loki’s chest, your eyes squeezed shut you choke out, “Red, red!”

Loki stops everything, pulls his hand from your panties and his lips from your throat.

You just lay there, doing the breathing exercises Loki had taught you. Loki stays hovering over you but keeps minimal touch. You realize he doesn’t move because he doesn’t want to jar you.

You focus on Loki’s heartbeat, which beats under your hand that rests on his chest.

When you’re calm you realize what has happened and open your eyes with tears welling in them.

“I’m so sorry.” You gasp, trying to curl in on yourself.

Loki stops you, laying beside you and pulls you to him, hugging you.

“It’s fine, darling. I am not mad. I’m sad but only because you feel this way and shouldn’t. I am not sad because we had to stop.” Loki whispers into your hair as you sob into his chest.

“But I’m broken, Loki.” You blabber into his chest.

“Shh, you’re not broken, you are far from broken, darling. You are strong, you are capable, you are resilient.”

“Then why do I-”

“Darling,” Loki interrupts what you had been about to say, “You have been through a traumatic experience, something like this is expected but it does not make you weak or broken. You made it so far before you had to stop. If it was I who had to stop, would you think me weak or broken?”

You gasp and look at Loki now, fat tears spilling over your cheeks. “No! Never.”

“Then why do you speak of yourself like so?”

You swallow a sob, almost choke on it, but understand Loki’s point.

You nod at Loki who pulls you back into him and rubs your back as your crying slows.

When you’re quiet you realize the position you’ve left Loki in. He still stands at attention, not completely but it’s still there.

“I’m sorry-”

“Stop.” Loki says, gripping your chin so you look at him instead of his cock. “Do not apologize. It is something easily handled.”

You bite your cheek but nod. Loki places a peck on your lips.

“May I get dressed?” He asks, needing to know if you need more comfort, physically, or not.

You nod and crawl off the bed with him, searching for your shirt and bra as he dresses.

When you’re both dressed you stand in front of Loki, your hand gripping your other arm nervously.

“Thank you.” You say.

Loki smiles at you sadly but accepts you when you rush into him. His arm slips over your shoulders naturally.

“Should we get some lunch?” Loki asks as you both walk out to the living room.

“Yes, please.”

“Would you prefer to eat here or?”

You think on it but nod.

“Just us, if that’s ok with you?” You ask Loki who looks down at you with a smile.

“Of course it is.” He tells you making you relax.

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Pt. 16.1/Pt.17/?

#loki x reader #astral #astral pt.17 #loki #loki odinson #my writing #lemon #very very lemon #while it was fun to write this stuff for public for the first time #i was frustrated the whole time because there is so much their bodies need to do and you need to specify #i kept going back because it plays like a movie in my head and i write what goes on #but i had to stop and go back and envision it again to make sure it is written correctly and detailed enough #idk why but only some things play as a movie in my head #sometimes i see the words in my head #sometimes it's the movie #it's weird and im not sure what triggers either thought #anyways enjoy

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