im not sure if eric is still in la since he was announced to be on hiatus so i didnât include him in this just in case. i hope heâs doing better these days :(
âJiyu does know what day it is, right?â Sunwoo mumbled, dejected as he reread the message his girlfriend had sent him a few moments prior.
[tiny princess đđ] sorry sunnie, kq needs us to come in today!! :(
Peeking at the younger boyâs phone, Hyunjae couldnât help but burst into loud laughter, blatantly ignoring the look Sunwoo threw at him. Tousling his hair, Hyunjae tried to throw Sunwoo off Jiyuâs trail. âWell, with them trying to reschedule concert dates for their world tour, it makes sense that theyâd be busy for the time being.â
Tricked into believing his girlfriend had completely forgotten about his birthday, Sunwoo felt himself deflate. He knew it couldnât be helped with the line of work they were in, but deep down, he was so excited to spend the day with her and had hoped she would keep the day open.Â
In reality, it was quite chaotic on Jiyuâs side as she, Mingi, and Hongjoong heaved all the materials they needed from the company car to the secluded spot along the Hangang to initiate Jiyuâs plan.Â
âI-Is that all?â Mingi asked, taking in gulps of air through his mask. They may all regularly work out, but with the time crunch they were on, they had to work and move things around twice as fast.Â
Fanning herself, Jiyu tiredly nodded. âOnce the others come back with the snacks, weâll have everything.â
Yes, it took the other six boys to go buy the necessary snacks and drinks on Jiyuâs behalf. With the way they were wandering around the mart to find their designated items, it felt like a mission they would usually receive on a reality show. All that was missing was the little camera they would usually carry around to film themselves.
âDid she specify which berries she wanted?â San asked, browsing through the various fruits on display.Â
âDidnât she say blueberries?â Wooyoung mulled, picking up the said fruit container.
âNo, she said strawberries...â Yeosang denied, picking up the strawberries container that was right next to the blueberries.Â
âAre you sure?â
âNo, but thatâs her favorite fruit.â
Meanwhile, Seonghwa, Yunho, and Jongho were stuck at the convenience store across the Hangang contemplating what snacks to buy for Jiyuâs little birthday set-up.Â
Jongho eyed the beer cans when they passed by. âShe never specified what snacks she wanted, so that gives us free reign, right?âÂ
âNo, weâre not getting her or Sunwoo drunk,â Seonghwa instantly denied as he and Yunho scoured the store. âOne, itâs dangerous, and second, itâs dangerous.â
Jiyu felt bad that this was all pulled together so last minute and that the boys were sacrificing one of their precious practice days to help her. Since they stayed in LA longer then planned to train, plus the talks with the company to reschedule the Europe dates for their world tour, she and Sunwoo hadnât been able to meet for months. So, determined to at least celebrate his birthday, Jiyu buckled down one night and planned a small surprise birthday picnic.
W ith the approval and even help of a few company staff and her amazing and precious boys, they were able to gather all the things she needed. Also, a huge thank you to their manager for taking time out of his day to drive them around.Â
âDo you have the cake?â Hongjoong asked as he and Mingi spread the blanket on the ground.Â
âYeah, itâs right here,â she answered, pointing to the box by her feet. âIsnât it cute? It was a literal blessing in disguise when I saw this design!â
The pastel green cake was sparsely decorated with daisies, and on top of the cake sat an adorable little sun ornamentâthe selling point for Jiyu. It was a cake practically made for Sunwoo. Hongjoong and Mingi knew it was the one when they saw how her eyes lit up upon first sight.
âI hope Yunho remembered the candle...âÂ
âSpeaking of Yunho, theyâre back,â Hongjoong announced upon seeing the other six walking towards them with their snack hauls. â...With a lot of fruit.â
"I did tell them just strawberries would be fine...but I guess that works too,â Jiyu chuckled before skipping over to help the trio who were still engaged in their heated debate over whoâs fruit purchase was correct.
âI specifically remember her asking for strawberries,â Yeosang defended, looking at the fruit they had purchased. There were four fruit containers in the bagâone strawberry, one blueberry, one raspberry, and one blackberryâcourtesy of Wooyoung adamantly stating they should buy all the fruits available at the mart with âberryâ at the end of their name.Â
âYeah, but you canât go wrong with variety!â Wooyoung argued back.Â
âHe really went all out,â Jiyu mumbled to San as she took the bags from him.
âHe seems more enthusiastic now than he did for your own birthday,â he joked, knowing full well the only reason was because he loved playing cupid. âI hope this one tub of whipped cream is enough by the way.â
âThatâs perfect! I brought little glass bowls for the fruits and cream so can you and whoeverâs available just set them out for me?â
The theme for the picnic was decided by Jiyu to be âberries and creamâ, in honor of the two songs that Sunwoo had released on his birthday this and last year.Â
âIâm surprised at your willpower for not listening to the song until today,â Jongho came up and poked her cheek while she set the cake on top of the box it came in. Ripping open the candle package, he helped her gently stick four candles into the center of the cake.
This year, since ATEEZ spent some time in the states after their tour, Sunwoo offered to send her the song so she could be one of the firsts to listen to it. But she wanted to have her first listen with him like she did the year before, so she decided to put it off until she could see him.
âWell, our concert stops did help me take my mind off of it for a bit. But I almost caved when ATINYs and Deobis started tagging our account on Twitter and Instagram underneath snippets of the song.â
âBaby Monster, can we call Sunwoo now? Knowing him, heâs probably a kicked puppy thinking you forgot about his birthday, â Yeosang snickered, envisioning the poor boy piled underneath his comforters and sulking.Â
âHyung, where are we going?â Sunwoo asked as Haknyeon and Chanhee dragged him by his arms into their company car that had been parked and waiting outside of their dorm. Five minutes ago, he had been in his room brooding over the fact that Jiyu was busy on his birthday.
While clueless at what had suddenly gotten into everyone, he found himself sandwiched between his two captors. Four, including Hyunjae and their manager in the driver and passenger seat.
Hyunjae twisted around to face the back. âYouâve literally been sulking all day. On your birthday.âÂ
âOkay, but where are weâyah!â As he spoke, his world suddenly went black.
Chanhee had slipped an eye mask over Sunwooâs eyes, as requested by Jiyu. Holding back laughter at how the boy was frantically trying to process what was happening to him, he reached over to pat his shoulder. âCalm down before someone thinks we kidnapped you.â
âBut you areâ!â
âYou can dish it out with the person in charge of this later.â Hakneyon says, voice wavering at the hilarious scene next to him.Â
âAnd who would that be?!â Being the jumpy and scared person he was, poor Sunwoo was about to start throwing punches. Had it not been for Chanheeâs comforting hand laying on his shoulder, he wouldâve accidentally smacked Haknyeon into next week.
With his vision obstructed, Sunwoo was blissfully unaware of Hyunjae snapping pictures of his panicked state to send them off to a certain someone. âYouâll figure it out when we get there,â he reassured with a sly smile as he hit âsendâ.
âWeâre going down stairs, so one step at a time, please,â Chanhee warned as the trio slowly descended the stairs, Chanhee holding onto one of Sunwooâs arm and Haknyeon the other.
Upon arriving, Hyunjae claimed he had to use the restroom before bolting off to find Jiyu. Chanhee and Haknyeonâs last task was to guide Sunwoo, who was still blindfolded, to the designated spot.
âThis is scary, can you please just tell me where weâre going?â Sunwoo asked. He trusted his members, but everything happened so suddenly that he hadnât had time to properly prepare himself for whatever was about to come.
âWeâre not abandoning you, if thatâs what youâre worried about,â Chanhee snorted, hoping that his small joke lightened up Sunwooâs mood.
âGee, thanks hyung.â
âOh, here comes your favorite person,â Haknyeon chuckled as he spotted the familiar girl jogging up to them with Hyunjae in tow. âYour boyfriendâs about to pee his pants from fear!â he called out to her once she was within earshot.
Meanwhile, Sunwooâs brain was working overtime to piece together what was happening. âBoyfriend? Jiyu? But she was busy todayââ
âI was kind of joking about the blindfold, I canât believe you went with it!â a familiar, melodious laughter filled his ears.
Hearing the voice that heâs been wishing to hear all day melted his fears and worries away. He relaxed in Chanheeâs and Haknyeonâs hold and allowed a breath he hadnât realized heâd been holding out.
âAll right, your boyfriendâs been delivered as instructed so weâll let you take it from here,â Chanhee said, tone playful and mischievous as he handed the boy in his clutch over to Jiyu.
âAll right then, just give us a call whenever youâre both done and weâll come get him! And keep it PG!â With those cryptic parting words from Hyunjae, the trio quickly left to give the couple their alone time.
Once it was just them, Jiyu peeked up to Sunwoo and broke out into giggles. With the blindfold and the mask, every part of Sunwooâs face was basically covered. âSorry love, you mustâve been taken aback,â she cooed, reaching up to gently take the sleeping mask away from his eyes.
Blinking multiple times for his eyes to adjust to the sunlight, his bewildered gaze finally settled on Jiyu and he brought her into his arms for a tight embrace.
âWhat are you doing here?â he mumbled into her hair. The dejected feelings that had been clouding his heart and mind dissipated when her body touched his. It had been a rough few months without her physically beside him. He had missed this. He missed her.
She wrapped her arms around him in return and drawing random, mindless patterns on his back. âDid you miss me?â she softly asked.
âDo I even need to answer that question?â
He felt her chest rumble with small laughter. âAww, you wonât admit it? I was going to say I missed you, too.â
She felt happiness course through her veins when she felt his arms tighten around her and heard the deep timbre of his voice mumbling the words that sheâs heard countless times over the phone, but she wished to hear in person.
summary: the campus heartthrob whom you've had a crush on for the longest time finally asks you out on a date. since you have never been on a date before, you decided to elicit the help of your best friend, Kim Sunwoo, for some romantic advice.
pairing: f!ckboy Sunwoo x g.n!reader
genre: suggestive
warnings: kissing, making out with the one and only Kim Sunwoo
word count: 2,251
a/n: this is... umm yeah. (i'm still learning and new to writing suggestive so pls bear with me lmao đ)
"He asked me out."
"Asked who now?"
"He asked me out, Yuna!!" You grabbed the shoulders of your best friend, shaking them vigorously.
That was when the sudden realisation hit your friend, and she formed an 'o' from her mouth, knowing whom exactly you were referring to.Â
You have had the biggest crush on Lee Hyunjae since your freshman year. Of course, who wouldn't be? He is literally the heartthrob of your campus. Everyone, including yourself, would do anything to get the man's attention. Even a smile or the slightest moment he turns straight in your direction works either way.Â
It wasn't in your third senior year that you got to pair up with the infamous man in one of your science classes. Biology. How fun.Â
Your lecturer chose you both to be lab partners throughout the semester, and that was when you had a legitimate conversation with the man himself. Oh, how you were so nervous back then, rubbing your palms together almost every minute, ducking your head down because you were too shy to look straight into the man's eyes.Â
However, his calming and friendly persona broke off that wall between you two almost immediately and little did you know, the both of you hit off as good friends. You both started hanging out casually, even after classes, seemingly bumping into one another in the hallway lockers.Â
In other words, you were whipped for the man, and when he finally asked you out, you immediately accepted the offer.Â
If you were like the rest, you would've felt happy, even excited, to be going on a date with your long-time crush. You, on the other hand, felt the opposite. You were panicking, nervous, and terrified of what was to come.Â
Your friend, Yuna, clearly notices your demeanour and proceeds to interrogate you on what's the matter, and that is when you let out the most inner thoughts of yours that have been bugging you for the longest time.Â
Clearly, you had zero to no skills on what to do when you're out on your first date. You've seen in hundreds of films and read many rom-com books how holding hands is the least you could do on the first date, to having a passionate kiss if both sides were up for it.Â
You were stressed out and had to do something to calm your nervousness. That was when a lightbulb dings right in your friend's mind, and she knew precisely the solution to your problem.Â
"I dare you to elicit some help from Sunwoo."Â
You paused. Sunwoo? Kim Sunwoo? Your childhood best friend?Â
You were confused at the beginning as to why she would even bring him up in the first place. But as you connect the dots, the sudden realisation hits you.Â
Kim Sunwoo. You both have practically grown up together since kindergarten, and you are still neighbours to this day. He was the one friend who has always stood by your side from the start, no matter how messed up or crazy your situation might be. He was also the person you'd always rant to, and he'd be more than happy to comfort you if that meant for you to feel better.Â
How close were the both of you? Well, close enough that you both have determined that every Friday of the week is a movie night in his apartment that he just recently signed the lease to at the start of the year. You'd both always get the cosiest blankets and drape them over you both while seemingly cuddling with one another to enjoy the films with Sunwoo's handy-dandy mini projector that he bought for a pretty reasonable price on Amazon.
Although there was one problem, your best friend is actually the f!ckboy of the campus.
It did not start out this way, though. Neither of you knew what snapped in Sunwoo's mind. Your only guess was that he was enjoying adulthood to the fullest and getting used to university life. After attending several frat parties, having a little too much to drink and eventually hooking up with so many different women, it was too late for the male to turn back.Â
You never judged him for that. It was fine by you since he still considers you to be his best friend, and you both technically still hang out with one another once every week.Â
So being the f!ckboy, he knew all of the necessary basics and tricks on how one should act around their partner, especially on the first date.
Right?Â
So here you were, standing right outside Sunwoo's apartment door.Â
You contemplated on even knocking on the door, for you knew it wasn't even a Friday; it was a Tuesday, to be exact. And god knows whoever he is making out with on the other side.Â
Because as far as you know, he was pretty âactiveâ throughout the week except for the day you get to hang out with him.Â
You paused. You kept bringing your hand up to the door and then down. Your mind was literally at a tug-of-war at this point.Â
To do it? Or not to do it.Â
Eventually, you huffed and returned your hands to the door until it swung open and bumped you on your forehead.Â
A woman dressed in a periwinkle lace spaghetti strap sleepwear with a grey jacket draped across her shoulders noticed your presence. She immediately got you up on your knees, constantly apologising and asking if you were alright.Â
You knew that grey jacket. It belonged to Sunwoo. And it was the same exact one that you always got to wear whenever you came over because you liked how it always made you feel warm and comfortable.Â
But you have to brush the thoughts off immediately. Sunwoo is a f!ckboy for goodness sake, and these things are practically an everyday thing to do for the guy.Â
Just as you were about to reassure the woman that you were okay, a head popped out of the door, and it was the guy you just had in mind.
"Care to explain the sudden purpose of the visit, my friend?" Sunwoo asks while he makes a warm mug of hot cocoa in the kitchen.Â
While you sat at the kitchen counter, you contemplated for a while before finally telling him how the campus heartthrob had finally asked you out on the first date.
And how you actually came to elicit his help and advice.Â
It took a while for Sunwoo to process the message, and he burst out in laughter once he got it. In return, you started throwing daggers through your eyes right at him as you scowled at the man.Â
"I'm sorry, but this is just too funny for me." He continued laughing while placing the ready-made hot cocoa onto the countertop.Â
You pout. "And I thought you'd actually help a best friend out."Â
"Okay, okay, I would do anything for my bestie. So tell me-". He slips right into the chair beside you while plopping one of his arms onto the countertop, resting his face on his palm as he stares deep into your eyes. âWhat do you exactly need my help with?âÂ
"I don't know. Teach me how to kiss, flirt, and all that jazz, I guess." You shrugged, hoping that he clearly gets the message that you're in dire need of some basic love lessons to please your date.Â
The man moves a few inches closer to you now, close enough that you feel his breath. He was studying your face intensely as if some sort of dirt or dust was sitting somewhere at the top of your face. He then suddenly backs away immediately, giving you a hesitant look.Â
"Are you sure, Y/N? That you want to do this?" Sunwoo asked with a serious tone, which was unusual for you since you were used to seeing the goofy side of him. But if he were to ask in such a manner, you knew that he wasn't joking around.Â
"You do know that if you want me to teach you how to kiss, we literally have to kiss one another, right?"
Oh.Â
You were new to all of this. Hell, you have never kissed anyone in your entire lifetime. And now, you were about to give your first not to your lover but to your best friend. It all comes down to whether you are willing to do it.Â
Kissing Sunwoo also meant he would give you an actual physical demonstration of the different ways to kiss or even make out with one another, which may include some physical touches on certain parts of one another's body.Â
"Yes, Sunwoo. You have my consent." You replied nonchalantly, anticipating whatever move he would put up with you.Â
But the man was still frozen in his seat, not moving an inch. "I don't know, Y/N. Are you sure this won't, you know, get weird between us? I care a lot about you, and I do not want something like this to ruin the relationship we've built over the years."Â
You could see where the man was coming from because this was the main reason you were contemplating even stepping into his apartment for this crazy love lesson situation.Â
However, it was now or never. And if this was all for your first date with your long-term crush, you're down for it.Â
"Yes. One hundred percent."Â
Like that, Sunwoo's facial expressions shifted as he licked his plumped lips. He then snakes one of his free arms around your waist as he inches closer.Â
"Tell me when you want to stop."Â
Before you knew it, he closed the space between you, and both lips were now against one another.
Holy shit. You are literally kissing your best friend now.Â
Your eyes fluttered shut as you moved one arm around his neck while the other moved up into his hair.Â
God, his hair felt so soft.Â
Sunwoo chuckled between the kisses. "Look at you go, Y/N."Â
He pulled away briefly, only to whisper in your ear. "I had no idea you tasted this good, baby."Â
Leaning back in, he began kissing you passionately, and eventually, it became a hot mess. His lips began searching other areas to nibble on, starting from your earlobe and then down to your neck, where he began to suck. In return, you elicit a soft moan which sounded way too sweet to his ears.Â
You were floating, and damn, did it feel so good.Â
Sunwoo seemingly slipped one of his hands under your shirt, earning a gasp from you.
"Sunwoo-" You gasped, trying to catch your breath. "Aren't youâsupposed to go step-by-step?"Â
Sunwoo smirked against your jaw as he gently brushed his lips against your soft milky skin. "Baby, sometimes things just go with the flow."Â
While he rests his face on the crook of your neck, his hands are now down to your thighs, rubbing them gently. "Wrap your legs around my waist, and jump."Â
You were stunned. "J-jump? What are you even-"
"Trust me, Y/N. I'll catch you if that's what you're worried about."Â
"You won't drop me, right?"
He chuckled. "Only a fool would drop a person like you."Â
With your legs wrapped around him, he carries you towards his bedroom, slowly laying you on his bed.Â
This is dangerous. And this is all so wrong.Â
You only came to ask for advice on how to kiss your crush, not to have a steamy make-out with your teacher in question, Kim Sunwoo.Â
But why did all of these feel so good? Why couldn't you say stop? In fact, you wanted more. You wished that all of these would not stop and that you'd be down to continue with the man himself.Â
So many thoughts were going through your mind as you reminded yourself of the true purpose of your visit, your campus heartthrob. But you knew you are so screwed at this point, and thereâs no turning back anymore.Â
Both of you deepen the kiss, and Sunwooâs tongue slips right into yours, exploring your mouth. In return, your soft whimpers eventually turned into pleasurable moans to the man himself.Â
God, Sunwoo. Give me more. Give me-
And then it all came to a halt. Sunwoo backed away, leaving you both to catch your breath as he stood up from his bed.Â
âI think. We are done for the day.âÂ
Just as you were about to ask him why he even stopped in the first place, you were cut off by the man's quick response, also seemingly turning his flushed face towards the side.Â
âIâve taught you more than enough to please your date.â Clearing his throat, he helps you to get back up on your feet.Â
âOh- um⊠yeah. You know, thanks Sunwoo. For everything.âÂ
As he escorts you towards the front door, that familiar soft bubbly smile that you were accustomed to is plastered on his face. âAll the best with Hyunjae. I look forward to our next movie night, Y/N.âÂ
âYe-yeah!! Iâll keep you updated. Good night, Sunwoo.âÂ
As you turned your heel and headed toward your apartment, Sunwoo immediately slammed the door shut once you were out of sight.
His back now rests against the door, and he tries to calm his fast-beating heart down.
It was then he realised that kissing you felt entirely different from all the other women he had ever made out with.
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, umm age gap!! reader is like 10 or so years older than sunwoo (itâs never really specified what her exact age is), reader is also ericâs older sister, thereâs a bit of spanish thrown in here lol theyâre in mexico for vacation what did u expect, sun eric and hak are professional baseball players, thereâs a scene where a waitress is kinda icky to reader bc sheâs older, i think mentions of alcohol, sunwoo is down BAD down bad to the point of no return itâs crazy, heâs also a horny impatient little shit, soft dom!sunwoo ig idk, oral (m! & f! receiving), face fucking, handjob ish, a little bit of hair pulling, vaginal fingering, So Much Praise, UNPROTECTED SEX pls be safe!!, edging, delayed orgasm kinda, missionary position, creampie, aftercare :P, the last scene is so cute and disgusting i hate couples
SUMMARY despite being nearly a decade older than him, sunwooâs always had his eyes on you. so when your younger brother invites you to join them on vacation, you fall right into his trap. you canât really blame him for finally taking the bait after all these years.
MORE woah hey again đ this one isnât as wild as the hyunjae fic, but it has its moments LOLL if u ever read my warnings about this when it was on my wip list, then u know that this was actually an old fic back from when i wrote for anime đ i changed a lot tbh but a good chunk of the original plot is still there đ i got inspo for the last scene from a tumblr quote my irl posted on instagram isnât that crazy anywayâŠ.. enjoy!!
PLAYLIST nectar â wayv, tangerine love (favorite) â nct dream, delicious â the boyz, passion fruit â the boyz, horizon â jaehyun, moonlight sunrise â twice
When you agreed to go with your younger brother on a vacation in Mexico for a week with his friends, you werenât sure what you were expecting.
You knew your brotherâs friends well. They'd gone to high school together and after partly going their separate ways following graduation, decided to go on yearly trips to make up for any lost time. This year, the destinations were the gorgeous beaches of Mexico. Cozumel, Cancun, you name it. You were hitting all the spots.
Those were the luxuries of being the older sister of a professional baseball player.
From the start of your getaway, every single one of your movements felt like they were being watched. Your skin burned with the heat of mocha brown eyes staring at you. Half of you wanted to point it out to Eric, but figured youâd save yourself from the drama. Besides, you were a big girl and two could play at that game.
The first instance took place before you even left for the trip.
You lived about an hour away from Eric and since you were all taking the same flight, you thought it would be more convenient to just ride to the airport together. And because he was closer to the airport, he offered for you to stay at his and Sunwooâs apartment. Haknyeon would be meeting you there due to prior engagements with his own team.
When you arrived at your brotherâs place, you immediately regretted it. You hadnât called before going over and Eric happened to be out, leaving you alone with Sunwoo. There was nothing wrong with him, you just hadnât seen him in a couple years and you were afraid of it being awkward.
The younger male helped you bring your things inside, huffing when he dropped your suitcases in the guest bedroom. He wipes away imaginary sweat from his forehead, blowing out a raspberry as he turns to face you.
âDid you pack bricks in there? Why the fuck was that so heavy?â
You laugh. Sunwoo had always been quite the clown as long as youâd known him. âIâm a girl, what did you expect? We never pack lightly.â
âYou can say that again,â he snorts, twisting his torso to pop his back. âUh, are you hungry? We have some leftover takeout in the fridge âcause you know damn well neither of us know how to cook.â
Before you can respond, youâre distracted by the sight of him raising his arms to stretch, his t-shirt riding up to show a sliver of his abdomen. From the way his slender fingers lock above his head to the taut skin peeking behind the fabric, youâre entranced. Your brain finally comprehends the fact that Kim Sunwoo was no longer a teenage boy, but rather a grown man.
He clears his throat, breaking your trance and forcing you to stop staring. Your cheeks flush slightly as you attempt to hide the embarrassment flooding your features. His lips are pulled into a smug grin, making you aware that he caught you. He doesnât say anything though, keeping the cocky smirk as he leaves the room. (Presumably to go to the kitchen.)
With hefty feet, you drag yourself to follow. Heâs already warming up the leftovers for you as you take a seat at the island barstool, resting your chin on your palm and your elbows on the counter. Your moment from a few minutes ago is long forgotten as you become transfixed by him on the other side of the island.
Itâs weird for you to think about how much Eric has matured, coming from an older sisterâs point of view. But having that same realization for Sunwoo is a completely different can of worms. You watch as he extracts the container out of the microwave and opens a drawer beside him to grab a pair of chopsticks simultaneously, all without skipping a beat.
He spins on his heels to place the food in front of you, pausing when he notices that youâre staring at him again. The glint in your eyes was more wholesome than before and it made his heart stutter in his chest. He slides the container across the surface of the island, leaning closer to you.
It was almost like your gaze trapped him in a spell, taking over his actions and drawing him towards you like a magnet. Heâs never wanted you as much as he did right now, seeing you in his home, sitting on the stool in his kitchen. Your eyes widen when youâve snapped back to reality.
Before he can do anything, the sound of the front door unlocking stops him and heâs stepping away to tidy up his mess as if nothing happened. Eric comes in to greet you happily and life continues on just as it had prior to Sunwoo leaning into your personal space. He acts like it never occurred, laughing along at a stupid joke your brother made.
And for some reason, you thought he would keep pretending nothing happened. What a rude awakening you were in for.
Itâs a couple days into your trip and you were sitting on a lounge chair poolside, while Eric and Haknyeon had gone to get drinks. Sunwoo placed himself in the seat next to you, his sculpted chest and torso gleaming in all their tanned glory.
He knew it was wrong of him to pine after his best friendâs sister, but how could he not? There was something about your maturity that drove him crazy. But even if you ignored that, anyone who could see would find you stunningly gorgeous. The sight of you scantily clad in a bikini was enough to make the strongest men weak.
Perhaps it was also the thrill that you were nearly a decade older than him.
At this point, you werenât sure if the warmth engulfing your body was from the sun or the brunetteâs intense gaze, but you want to push your luck, the incident at the apartment still fresh on your mind.
âSunwoo? Do you mind putting some sunscreen on my back for me?â You ask innocently, grasping the base of the tube firmly. His tongue darts out and swipes across his lips.
She knows what sheâs doing, he thinks to himself.
âYeah, sâno problem,â he responds cooly, standing from his chair to sit behind you on yours.
Youâre borderline on his lap, so close that you can feel his breath on your neck. Just to fuck with him some more, you reach behind yourself to untie your swim suit top.
Youâve been on this playing field long enough to know when a man wants you, but youâve never been an easy target. It was like a game of cat and mouse for you. Right when they think theyâve got you, you always seem to be three steps ahead.
This little chase that you were leading Sunwoo on wasnât any different.
His fingers dance dangerously low on your back, working the lotion into your skin wonderfully. As youâve gotten older, your body has undoubtedly changed. The fat of your thighs was far more than it was when you were in your early twenties/late teens. Your stomach was lined with stretch marks, no two the same. But even so, you remained ever confident. You wouldnât put up with anyone who wouldnât agree that your so-called âimperfectionsâ were beautiful.
After a few minutes, once the trap had been set, you tied your bathing suit back. The ghost of his skilled fingers lingered as you stood from the lounge chair, spotting your brother and Haknyeon walking back.
The brunette had never been denied before. He got what he wanted without fail, and heâd be damned if this was the one outlier. Heâd just have to prove to you that even though he was younger, he was more of a man than any youâd ever been with. And that was a promise.
Later that evening, the four of you had gone to your respective rooms to shower and get ready for dinner. Luckily, Eric had used his brain for something good and reserved separate hotel rooms for each of you. âJust in case,â heâd said.
You did the finishing touches of your makeup and checked your phone, finding a text from your brother.
[8:07] eric: weâre all in the lobby
[8:07] eric: just waiting on u
[8:07] eric: but take ur time dear sister pls donât rush on our account
[8:08] eric: itâs not like we have an uber waiting for us or anything
[8:08] eric: note the sarcasm btw
You roll your eyes as you grab your purse, tossing the device inside. Who was he to talk about how long it took you to get ready? You were in your thirties and you were not about to be bossed around by your little brother. Back when he was still in high school, you were the one telling him to speed up his morning process.
Your dad had gotten a job halfway across the country right before his second year and it crushed him. You remember how upset he was when they broke the news, the thought of packing up his entire life and leaving all of his friends stung. So instead, you got a well paying job and bought a two bedroom apartment for the both of you, that way he could stay and finish out the rest of high school. You made some sacrifices, sure, but you were practically done experimenting in your life. You were in your late twenties by this point, what more was there to do? Youâd already graduated from university so helping out your brother was doing everyone a favor.
After living together for nearly three years, you and Eric had grown a lot closer. With such an age difference, itâd been difficult to relate to one another and bond over certain things. When heâd discovered a new phase to go through, you had moved past it years prior. You were always just out of reach from each other until then. It was like the universe itself was trying to bring you together.
Even now, both of you much older, he still calls and asks to come over to your place so he can hang out. You meant just as much to him as he did to you.
The elevator dings, opening so you can stroll towards the group of young men waiting for you. Right when they caught sight of you, you started making your way to the Uber parked under the carport outside of the hotel.
The drive to the restaurant was silent, but you could feel an intense gaze on your form. Purposefully, youâd worn your most revealing outfit. A nice tight dress to hug your matured body and some skinny heels to elongate your legs. You were thankful that your brother wasnât the type to be overly protective, well aware that his older sister could carry her own by now. However, you think even Haknyeon had started to pick up on your actions and the unspoken tension between you and Sunwoo.
You arrived at your location for the evening, stepping out of the car gracefully. You received multiple stares from other patrons and even a few employees. You werenât sure if it was because you were just that drop dead gorgeous, or if it was another reason entirely. Maybe they were wondering what three men who looked as young as they did, were doing with an older woman such as yourself.
You donât have to dwell on it for too long, a host showing the four of you to a booth almost immediately. Shout out to Eric and Sunwoo for having connections.
The seating arrangement ends up with you and Sunwoo on one side, Haknyeon and Eric on the other. You had a feeling this was not a good idea. Theyâd dropped you right where he wanted.
When the waitress comes to take your drink order, you feel the toasty warmth of a hand on your thigh, nearly tripping you up as you point out a margarita on the rocks from the menu. After she jots everything down, she taps her pen against the tablet. She then gestures between your party.
âAre any of you dating?â she asks curiously, eyeing you with a quirk to her brow. To anyone else, itâs a normal question. Eric, Haknyeon, and Sunwoo were indeed good looking guys. (One of them was your brother, of course he was attractiveâ where do you think he got it from?) But you could see right through her fake act. She had to have recognized the three baseball players.
âHaha, no actually. Sheâs my sister.â Eric chuckles, pointing at you with his thumb. She narrows her eyes momentarily before covering it up with a sickeningly sweet smile.
âAh, tĂș hermana.â She tries to laugh off, but when the boys furrow their eyebrows, she realizes it fell upon deaf ears. You fight the urge to burst into laughter at how stupid they were.
âShe said âyour sisterâ in Spanish. Idiots, I swear.â You explain to the still confused table. They let out a chorus of âohhhhâs in response. Learning Spanish was something youâre glad you did, seeing as you sometimes needed to translate during your trip. You would definitely hold it over them when you got back.
The waitress seems to notice how close you and Sunwoo are sitting, but doesnât call you out on it. While the other two are oblivious to her fixation, the brunette catches on quickly, squeezing the inside of your thigh as she continues her silly little version of twenty questions.
âCuantos años tienes?â She asks you personally, realizing that you can understand her. What ever happened to girls supporting girls?
âHow old are you?â
âEn mis treinta.â You answer without hesitation, not exactly telling her for the sake of your own satisfaction. The press of Sunwooâs fingers trails upward, causing you to shift uncomfortably.
âIn my thirties.â
You can sense that she wants to say something snarky to you, her opposition to your age clear as glass, but she chooses not to. Whether thatâs because she wants to seem like a good person in front of the boys or otherwise, you couldnât care less. As long as you hadnât been disrespected. And you knew if you were, Eric and the guys would jump to defend you with all their beings.
After what feels like a millennium, she finally leaves you alone, even going to the extent of switching tables with another waitress. Was that even allowed? Youâre not entirely sure, but at least you didnât have to deal with someone rude.
The majority of the dinner goes smoothly, the drinks and the food tasting unlike anything youâd ever had. Haknyeon couldnât stop raving about the different flavors he was experiencing. At some point you think he told the waitress to send his thanks to the chef, in true Haknyeon fashion. That was the majority. The rest of the dinner was spent in absolute agony.
A certain baseball player couldnât keep his hands to himself, eating with one and teasing you with the other. How no one paid any attention to what was happening right in front of them was beyond you. Youâd even accidentally whimpered, covering it up by pretending the food was just that good.
The check couldnât come fast enough, your body betraying you and anticipating getting back to the hotel. Your brother had different plans, claiming that the night was still young and he wanted to have drinks somewhere else. Your disappointment mustâve been obvious, because Sunwoo comes to your rescue.
âEric, I think your sisterâs ready to hit the hay.â He pats the brunetteâs shoulder, one hand on his hip.
âOh we can head back thenââ You interrupt him.
âNo no, itâs fine, Eric, I'll be okay on my own. You guys have fun, donât let me stop you.â You dismiss him. You could get rid of your problem yourself this way. No one to botherâ
âIâll go with you. Someoneâs gotta make sure you get to your room safely, N/N. Besides, I'm beat. The sunâs starting to catch up to me.â Sunwoo grins, ruffling your hair. You glare at him, your irritation coming to light for the first time since youâd landed in the country. Youâd done so well at acting like he wasnât affecting you.
âAlright sick! Thanks, Sunwoo! Hak and I will see you tomorrow I guess,â Eric says. He turns to you, hugging your side. âI'll check to see if youâre still awake later.â
And that was that. You and your brother went your separate ways, ordering two Ubers for the pairs you were in.
It took all of about seconds following the ding of the elevator reaching your floor, for Sunwooâs lips to meet yours. You jump, wrapping your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist, his large palms supporting you from your ass. It was so attractive that he could hold you like thisâ showing off the muscles heâs built from all his years of playing baseball, a far cry from that scrawny kid you knew when he was younger
He fumbles with his keycard, waving it frantically in front of the sensor. Thereâs a flash of green and he pushes the door open wide enough to fit the two of you through its threshold. Never once do your mouths disconnect, kissing each other so feverishly it raises the temperature of the room. He kicks the door closed behind him with his foot, pressing you up against the floor to ceiling mirror-wall beside the bathroom. The heat radiating off of your body fogs up the outline of your figure.
Sunwoo canât seem to get enough of you, groping and grabbing any part of you that he can. You have to admit, youâve never felt so neededâ so wantedâ in your life. In the messiness of teeth clashing and tongues tangling, your desperation begins to run rampant. You whine as he tugs at your bottom lip.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve been waiting for this, N/N,â his voice is husky and breathy, his soft pants filling your ears. He pecks your bare shoulder affectionately, cupping your right breast in his hand. âHow long Iâve been waiting for you to take me seriously⊠to let me treat you like a real man should.â
His knee nudges itself between your legs, creating some much appreciated friction momentarily, his erection prominent against your thigh.
âI know that you know what you're doing when you dress like this. All slutty and revealing, showing yourself off to everyone,â his mouth hovers over the skin of your neck, goosebumps littering the surface. âBut really, you do it for me, huh? You do it on purpose âcause you know how crazy it makes me. You know exactly what Iâve been wanting since we got here. Thatâs my smart girl.â
You canât help the small moan that erupts from the back of your throat, his words and the wet feeling of his tongue circling the area he had just been sucking on going straight to the excitement pooling in your belly. He smiles mischievously, thumb running over your clothed nipple.
Youâd been so lost in pleasure that you hadnât even realized heâd moved you to the bed, your back on the fluffy white comforter and your thighs spread apart for him. He takes a hold of the back of his collar and removes his shirt in one swift motion, pushing your dress upward afterwards to assist you in discarding it.
His eyes rake your now half-naked body, the fullness of your tits nearly spilling out from the lacy nude strapless bra you were wearing. He drags a finger along your lace covered slit, his lips curling when he watches you shudder underneath his touch.
âSunwoo, pleaseâŠâ
You donât even know what youâre begging for, just that you need it. And you need it badly.
âPlease, what?â He tsks, now massaging your inner thighs, working you up just like he wants. You pout, hoping to convey the message without pleading. Embarrassment floods your body when you realize heâs not gonna make it easy for you. âUse your words, sweetheart.â
You shut your eyes, hoping to will away the sheer mortification flushing your entire being. âP-please touch me.â
This fuels his ego even further. As if it could get any bigger.
âOpen your pretty eyes, baby,â he coos, leaning forward to kiss you. When you obey his request, he hooks his long fingers into the waistband of your panties. âThere we go. See, good girls get what they ask for.â
He slides them off, parting your legs immediately. The cool air makes you flinch. The one article of clothing that kept you unexposed was gone now, along with the confident woman from earlier in the day.
He repeats his actions from minutes ago, his pointer finger collecting your slick as it slides through your folds with ease. The squelching sound it makes is horrifying, your shame settling back into place. He kisses the plane of your stomach gently, murmuring into the skin.
âDo you hear that, sweetheart? Do you hear how excited you are for me? Thereâs no point in trying to hide it anymore.â
Your eyes widen at his words, opening your mouth to say something in retaliation but he takes this opportunity to bury two fingers inside of you. A gasp leaves your throat consequently, your back arching on instinct. It had been a while since a man had set aside time for foreplay. He truly was making good on his word, treating you like a real man should.
He lowers himself, positioning his face in front of your pussy and darts his tongue across his lips before flattening it against your clit. The sensation makes you shiver, though that reaction is nothing compared to what happens next. He curls his fingers inside of you, brushing that certain spongy spot that drives you insane, then begins alternating between kitten licking and sucking on the engorged skin of your clit.
You cry out, hands flying down to tug at his hair and dig your nails into his scalp. He doesnât appear to mind at all, more like he enjoys it, reveling in the way youâre losing yourself to him slowly but surely. It's a dream come true for him. He's finally getting the opportunity to completely ruin you after waiting for-what-felt-like-ever. Horny, teenage Sunwoo would be jumping for joy over this.
He remembers the first time he met you. Eric had invited him, Haknyeon, and other members of the team over to your shared apartment for a team bonding during their second year. The only thought in his mind upon seeing you was âdamn, I love older women.â You were just so sure of yourself, he couldnât help the tightness in his pants and the thumping in his chest.
And those feelings never seemed to fade.
In fact, it appeared that they grew with time. Heâd dated other girls since then, especially because he was so popular in high school and in university. Yet for some reason he could never quite pinpoint, things never worked out. They just didnât feel like the one for him, so heâd end the relationship before anyone got hurt more than they had to. Then the yearly trip would happen and Eric would update him on your life and his crush on you would come rushing back to him.
Even when youâd gotten engaged a few years ago, nothing could stop the way his heart beat only for you and you alone. He didnât really like the dude all that much, but expressed support for you anyway because he wanted you to be happy. After Eric told him that he broke off the engagement to pursue someone else, Sunwoo just about lost it. He wanted to hunt the guy down himself. He couldnât fathom how one could just throw away the once in a lifetime opportunity of calling you his. You deserved the world and so much more.
Everything resurfaces and itâs evident in the way his fingers dive even deeper inside of you, his appendage lapping mercilessly at your aching clit. You donât question him even if you wanted to, your entire body feeling like itâs on cloud 9. He takes a break from licking and sucks at the sweet spot harshly, ripping out a prolonged moan from your lips.
Your release is in your field of vision now, so close that you can nearly taste it. You attempt to buck your hips up into his mouth to chase what youâre yearning for. He senses exactly whatâs happening, so he slows his assault, much to your aggravation. You canât even help the pleas that tumble from the back of your throat.
âNo no no no, please,â you sit up, your hands still intertwined with his messy brown locks. âSun, please⊠whyâd you stop?â
His smile is almost conniving, you swear you can see his canines peeking through. He hovers above you, caging you between his torso and the bed. âYou've been having all the fun, so now I think itâs time I have some, too.â
Youâre about to ask what he means, when he steps back to undo his belt and zipper, pushing down his pants in record speed. Even through the black material of his (expensive looking) briefs, you can tell heâs well endowed. You rub your legs together, still sensitive from being deprived of your orgasm, and your hunger for all of him increases immensely.
âEager, are we?â He chuckles, switching places with you. He sits at the edge of the bed, his legs open enough for you to fit between them. You bite your bottom lip, gripping each of his muscular thighs. It wouldnât be such a bad thing to get crushed by them. It sure would be a hell of a way to die.
He leans back onto his palms, bunching up the sheets in his fists. You move forward to press your mouths in a searing kiss, cupping his clothed erection in your hand. He groans as his teeth nearly gnash with yours. You seize the chance to discard his underwear and massage his cock. The warmth and length of it makes your mouth water, almost whimpering at how flushed it is. You can tell that heâs painfully hard in the way heâs extremely responsive to all of your touches. You swipe your thumb over his slit, collecting the pre cum thatâs formed there.
After deciding that enough is enough, he parts from you in favor of ordering you to get on your knees. You maintain eye contact as you wrap your lips around him, the nerves youâd been feeling all night finally washing off. Your tongue swirls around the tip a few times before it licks a broad line from the base back up along the underside. You take him down your throat this time, massaging his balls as you do so. Your cheeks hollow out as you bob your head, your hands jerking what you canât fit.
An erratic knock at the door startles both of you and youâre about to remove yourself from him, but he keeps you there with a large hand, urging you to continue. You listen reluctantly, assuming the person would just go away if you ignored them.
However, the knock comes again moments later. Sunwoo looks down at you. His eyes tell you all you need to know, so you donât stop.
âSunwoo! Hey, have you seen my sister? Sheâs not in her room.â
You practically choke on him at the sound of your brotherâs voice, but he still doesnât let you pause. His attention doesnât leave you as he replies.
âUh yeah, sheâs borrowing my shower. Hers wasnât working.â He lies. His eyes bore into yours intensely, the knowledge that he had Ericâs hot older sister right here in front of him on her knees shrouding his mind.
The brunette outside seems to find that answer sufficient enough and doesnât interrogate further. âOkay, cool. Just tell her to text me when she gets back to her room.â
âYou got it.â
His footsteps can be heard padding against the carpet of the hallway as he walks away.
Your nose brushes against the hair at the base of his cock before he cups your cheeks and lifts your mouth off of him. You take in a deep breath, keeping your hands on his dick firmly. As you regain your breathing, you leave kisses all over, starting at the tip and ending down the shaft. You feel him shudder beneath you, a satisfaction coming from knowing that youâre the one who has him so weak.
You had Kim Sunwoo wrapped around your pretty little finger.
Unbeknownst to you, thatâd always been the case. Since day one. But it didnât matter at the moment. All that either of you cared about right now was wrecking each other.
He slides his cock down your throat again, loving the sight of you getting face fucked by him. You moan around him, the vibrations causing him to grasp at your hair tightly, though you donât mind the sting either.
âYou look so gorgeous like this, sweetheart. Your lips look so pretty wrapped around me. Canât wait until Iâm inside you,â he hisses when your tongue runs over his slit. âYou want me to fuck you into the mattress? Until you canât even remember your own name?â
You release him from your lips once more, nodding frantically. Itâs almost pathetic how needy you are for him, your brotherâs best friend, someone nearly ten years younger than yourself. âYes, please, Sunwoo. I want you so bad. I want you to fuck me so hard, I canât walk properly.â
His smirk from your pleads is ungodly. He swipes his thumb across your bottom lip, pinching it between his fingers before he pulls you up to kiss you roughly. Even though he has this big dominant act up on display, you know he wants you just as much. And he conveys it in the desperate way he moves his mouth against yours with such fervor.
After a few minutes, both of you get sick of wasting time and he flips you around so youâre on your back. He nips at your neck, whispering dirtily as he pumps himself in his hands.
âThe only thing I want on your mind is me, you got that?â He lines his dick up with your hole, nibbling on your earlobe while he does so. âThe name Kim Sunwoo is gonna be engraved in your fucking brain after tonight.â
Without any semblance of a warning, he pushes himself in, giving you no time for adjustment. His cock fills you up nicely, better than youâve ever been before, and the feeling alone rips a particularly loud moan out of you. âOh my god, Sun. Y-you're so big and your cock f-feels so g-good. So s-so good.â
âYouâre so tight, your pussy is squeezing me. You gonna cream on my dick?â
He gives you another one of those sly grins, where itâs almost like heâs baring his canines to you, and you swear youâve never wanted to be ruined as much as you do now.
His pace is unrelenting, nothing but sheer power going into every thrust of his hips. His cock hits places deep inside that you didnât know existed. It amazes you how much stamina he has and it doesnât appear like heâs letting up any time soon.
âSunwoo, just like thatâ f-fuck yesâ right there,â
âLook at you, Y/N, so fucking messy and all because of me.â
He hooks one of your knees on his shoulder, plunging even further into your pussy. The mewl you release is voluminous, enough to wake up anyone in the rooms surrounding his. One of his hands holds your leg in place while the other travels south, gripping your side and using his thumb to vigorously circle your clit.
The added stimulation is just what you need to nudge you closer to your tipping point, what you were deprived of earlier. He, of course, notices that and stops his attack with his finger. You whine in protest, not wanting to deal with his teasing again right now.
You open your mouth to express your distaste at the same moment he rolls his hips experimentally. So instead of complaining about his edging, you let out a choked groan.
âSunwoo, please, let me cum. Please, I'm begging. I need to.â You hate that youâre in this position, but you canât hold out much longer. Fatigue is catching up to you and if you donât cum soon, you might pass out.
âYou wanna cum, baby? You want me to let you cum?â He all but growls in your ear. You moan wantonly in response, quickly becoming a babbling mess. âI think you can wait a bit longer. Take it like a big girl, yeah?â
Your other leg wraps around his waist, allowing his already buried cock to kiss at your cervix. The new angle is unhinged, short circuiting your brain. Discarding any thought behind your actions, moving on autopilot, you pull him down to press your mouths together.
The combination of passion and pure lust drives both of you wild, fueling your desires. His lips part from yours and he moans breathily as you clench down on him, the exhale fanning over the lower part of your face. The sound is unlike anything youâve heard before and youâd do just about anything to hear it again. The brunette was completely unaware of the effects he had on you, something as simple as a noise kicking you into high gear.
But it seems even heâs reaching his limits, not able to hold himself back anymore. In an attempt to finish you both off quickly, he brutalizes each piston of his pelvis. Your nails sink into his shoulders.
âF-fuckâ S-Sunwoo Iâm gonnaâ Iâm gonna cumâ so fuckingââ
His thumb finds its way back to your clit and resumes its previous attack, the other circling around a peaked nipple, cutting you off. You arch into him, trying to bring the two of you impossibly closer. His cock rams in and out of you almost inhumanely at the rate he was going. With one particularly harsh thrust, he commands,
âCum for me, sweetheart.â
The words send you overboard and you release around him, simultaneously gripping him like a vice and moaning so pornographically, you kind of feel bad for everyone else staying on this floor. Your whole body spasms with your orgasm, hushed moans falling from your swollen lips. Seconds later the twitch of his dick alerts you as he follows, filling you up with the warmth of his own cum. Had he not still been inside you, you were certain itâd flow right out, something akin to Niagara Falls. But youâre both too busy trying to catch your breaths to really pay attention to any of that extra stuff.
The ache was settling in your bones instantaneously, and you half-regretted encouraging him to âfuck you so hard you couldnât walk properlyâ.
After what feels like an eternity, he slowly pulls out his softening cock, your pussy clenching at nothing and feeling empty as he presses a soft peck on the tip of your nose, his dominant personality dissipating along with it.
The moment feels strangely domestic, his coos of praise and the worry that he was too rough with you not flying over your head. Things like âyou did so well, sweetheartâ, âIâm so proud of you, babyâ, and âyour pussy was made for my cockâ floated around the air. He caressed your belly with one hand and your hair with the other before pulling himself away from you fully.
âLet me go get you a towel,â he smiles warmly, disappearing into the bathroom he told your brother you were borrowing. When he comes back, he has a fresh pair of briefs on and a damp washcloth on his forearm. âYou know, Iâve had the biggest crush on you since high school. The moment Eric introduced us, I practically fell in love.â
He carefully cleans up your cum covered thighs, weary of how sensitive you are. It dawns on him that youâre fighting back your sleep, but he also realizes that you canât stay in his room, running the risk of being compromised and Eric finding out. He helps you into a sitting position and leads you to the bath.
With a towel wrapped tightly around your body and your clothes draped over a shoulder, he aids you in your sneaky trip to your own hotel room. You fumble a bit with the key card, nervous under his gaze for some reason. When you finally get it open, you hurriedly enter, desperate to get away from him to avoid small talk. You were a grown ass woman and here you were, acting like a petulant child.
He reaches for your wrist and stops you prior to getting too far past the door frame. âHey, hey, whatâs the matter? Why won't you look at me? Didâ did I do something wrong?â
âN-no! You didnât. I justâ I don't wanna misinterpret the situation...â You betray yourself and look him in the eyes, nearly melting at the soft chocolate color staring right back. He leans forward to kiss you on the lips. It isnât rushed or forceful like any of the others from earlier in the night. Itâs more like the loving one he placed on your nose. It conveys exactly what he wants to say, but canât put into words, and rids of your doubts all at once. You instinctively shut your eyes, a smile working its way across your face.
âIâll see you in the morning, sweetheart. Goodnight,â is what he leaves you with, scampering off to his room.
You bring your fingers up to your lips, the stupid grin not disappearing. He wasnât kidding when he said the name Kim Sunwoo would be engraved in your brain tonight.
The next day, the four of you visit one of the beaches. You chuckle to yourself as you observe Eric and Haknyeon attempting to skimboard, but failing miserably. Your brother flies forward when his board skids to a stop and he stumbles a bit before regaining his bearings. The older laughs at him, hunching over and clutching his stomach as he does so.
Your eyes stay on them for a bit, but your head turns at the sound of footsteps approaching you and the beach towel you were sitting on. You finally glance over when a grunt fills your ears over the crashing waves. Sunwoo leans back onto his palms, sunglasses perched on top of his head. The goods you wanted were set between you, a bag nearly full to the brim with mandarin oranges.
On your way to the beach, you passed a vendor on the street selling different fruits. Among said fruits were the mandarins that caught your attention. You pouted when you realized you left your purse at the hotel, only having your I.D. on you. Being absolutely smitten with you and having no self control, Sunwoo made a promise to himself to come back when you were least expecting to buy you as many as he physically could. (Gift giving was one of his love languages.)
He smiles as your eyes light up like a Christmas tree in August, instinctively reaching for one of the oranges. You bring it up to your nose to smell the faint citrusy scent of the rind, humming contentedly afterwards. With the summer breeze blowing through your hair, the humidity painting your cheeks rosy and the sun behind you giving you a halo-like glow, you look like a scene ripped straight from a movie. Sunwoo feels like the most fortunate guy in the world knowing that heâs the only person who gets to see you like this, committing the visual to memory so he can look back on it whenever he pleases.
He decides that he could die right here right now, and heâd be satisfied with his life. He can already see it, his headstone; Rest in Peace Kim Sunwoo, 2000-2023.
You slowly start to peel the mandarin, each corner of your lips curled upwards. You pop a piece into your mouth, closing your eyes and savoring the taste of its nectar. Without pausing to think about it, you scoot closer to Sunwoo, feeding him some of the orange. A small giggle escapes the back of your throat when he smiles again, this time at how much more comfortable you are with him. (And also how yummy the mandarin is.)
âIt almost tastes as sweet as you.â
He meant for it to be an innocent insinuation, but completely forgot about the fact that it could be misconceived as an innuendo. You slap his shoulder with a gasp because thatâs exactly how you took it, and he raises his hands in surrender.
âWoah, I was trying to be cute. Youâre the one with the dirty mind.â
You roll your eyes, shoving a few more pieces of mandarin into his mouth to shut him up. âKim Sunwoo, youâre lucky I like you.â
His cheeks are puffed up with the fruit and he tries to smile at you, his pouty lips making him look a little silly. You press a quick kiss to them, forgetting that you were very much in public. He turns to you with eyes like a deer caught in headlights.
âWhat if Eric sees?â He swallows thickly.
You shake your head. âLet him. Iâm happy. Thatâs all he really cares about.â
It befuddles you that just a week ago, you never wouldâve thought this could happen. A week ago, Sunwoo was still that high school boy who stuttered whenever he spoke to you and came over to yours and Ericâs apartment every day after school. A week ago, you were still apprehensive about putting yourself out there, out of fear that youâd just get hurt again. But somehow, Sunwoo managed to change your entire perspective. And sitting here on this beach towel, feeding him mandarins and giggling at his jokes solidifies that for you.
ooo this is interesting!! ill do a few moots that have interacted w/ me on this app currently đȘ (or at least i remember..)
@wvnkoi â heeseung. without a FUCKING doubt. she talks about him a little too much ⊠literally look at her pinned post . hes there ! claims im her jake to her hee so that explains it. but ngl i think sheâd have a crush on sunghoonâŠsuits her psycho awesome vibe đâ€ïž
@flwoie â hyunjae. she literally has a tag dedicated to him why would she not have a big crush on him ⊠also went feral when he showed his abs SO LIKE
@haknom â jaehyun. like all i remember is her talking abt him ⊠like she would def spam any type of gc or pms to share ANYTHING abt him. kind of obsessed if u ask me đđđ
@flwrshee â heeseung. prob kicks her feet every time someone brings him up OR sends something related to him⊠i see it. i know who you are. đđâ€ïžâ€ïž
@yenqa â jay. jay is literally her bias and YES i can see her having the biggest fattest crush on him. she already does btw .. jay suits her vibe too!! like youâd tell me he is her type n i would believe it cause they r like this đ€ feeding into ur deluluness + include me too đâ€ïž BYE LOOK AT HER TUMBLR HEADER / IMAGE TOO đ
@tnyhees â heeseung. ik i said heeseung for some other people already âŠ. but heeseung. i feel like u would talk about him nonstop and have a little acc where u just talk about him đ i would too so i get it
just me feeding into my moots delusion so they think their biases and them r meant to be â€ïžâ€ïž
hi guys interact w me more pls im not scary đâ€ïž
sođ§ââïž I've been thinking about this for a long time and I really need your opinion kalehbqakwiiqiqo
what would be tbz's(?) reaction when their fem!s/o asks them to finger her asshole while they're doing it doggystyle?đ«Ł
I'M SORRY IF THIS IS WEIRD JAKDUAJQO if all of them are too much, then just Sangyeon pls</3 (maybe Hyunjae toođ”âđ«)
I donât think the rest of the boys would have particularly interesting responses. Theyâd either be like âsureâ or question you a little bit then decide to try it outđđđ
The boys who DO stand out to me personally are Sangyeon, Hyunjae, Sunwoo and perhaps Eric. They just. Look like they would enjoy pleasuring you in places where people usually shy away from yk? Like a secret victory of theirs to have access to your PRIVATE privates. If you ask them theyâd jump to the opportunity before you can even realise theyâve agreed.
Like it would go something like their s/o mentioning it and immediately her asshole is being lubed up by spit or the fluid thats alr dripped out from her cunt and an overeager finger would be sneaking its way inside her. Sangmil in particular seem like the people who would not wait for long before they use additional fingers. Like the orgasm that follows would be immediate and surprising. Would probably end up with her squirting. Would probably make Sangmil boast for a month straight!đ«¶đŒ
YOU CAN SEE THE TIDDY DEFINITION UNDER THE JACKET đ I WANNA GRAB EM (consensually). PLS HYUNJAE JUST ONE SQUEEZE.
I bet if you fist bumped his chest they'd bounce kjadnksdjfn god his chest makes me delirious especially when they make him wear low cut shirts asmdaskjdnaskjnd
A note to all s class readers out there. Never trust JinJae with any form of comforting seratonin inducing scene.
I was just laughing and ranting about hyunjae comforting yoojin surprisingly well and properly just a second ago and now im crying bawling with the worst existential crisis ive ever had in my life like shut them up pls đ
I'm literally going crazy. Juyeon has taken upon an oath to take my breath away, stop my heartbeat and finally faint. And what's wrong with Hyunjae suddenly being all wild and biting his shirt while showing abs aaaahhhh, save me pls đ. Passion fruit choreography ?? !!!>!>!> @$%^&* okay. and Juyeon Gento challenge ?/ sir let me breathe đ
and okay let's talk about Sunwoo ??? what did LA did to our sunwoo ???!! omagahhh
NOOO I DID NOT MEAN TO PRESSURE YOU I WOULD NEVER PRESSURE A FELLOW COLLEGE STUDENT PLS I'M SORRY
how dare fay take my second husband joshua...stay with hyunjae, FAY.
NO ONE SAID ANYTHING ABOUT THE JH FIC BECAUSE WE WERE ALL IN SHOCK. OUT OF NOWHERE?? AND IT'S SO GOOD? i thought about it for like hours last night before i slept so i hope that shows you how good it was
omg wait your college makes it so that when you drop a class you don't graduate?? i hope you don't (or do?) have diabetes? I'M ONLY SAYING DO AS A MAYBE BECAUSE IF YOU KNOW THEN YOU CAN TREAT IT YKWIM I DONT WANT YOU TO HAVE SEVERE HEALTH ISSUES SBJGIUWGIH I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL (because i am, thank you for asking)
-I LOVE YOU TOO!! FROM đ«š anon
NO ITS OKAY HAHA I KNOW YOU WERENT TRYING TO REALLY PRESSURE ME DWDW
HAHA YOURE SO FUNNY ACTUALLY
Iâm glad that you guys liked it đ thatâs what matters to me the most 𫶠Itâs kinda crazy you would think about it that much đđ«¶
Noooo I just needed that class to graduate so i have to do ANOTHER semester what are you in school for tho if you donât mind me asking
James Bondâor rather, the public was more aware that his code name, agent 007, has been working behind the scenes for decades now. imagine this: what if the agent 007 that you have come to know of was actually more than just one person? what if the famous group The Boyz were all agent 007 working under M16. buckle up as you access M16's top secret operative files, aka the most famous missions these individual agents have succeeded in.
A/N: why hello my fellow readers! i present to you a tbz x 007 cross-over collab series!! i've had this idea for a while now and thanks to @sungbeam who gave me the genius idea of hosting an open collab (and co-planning with me) for this!! i'm so so excited and i really hope this doesn't flop lmao đ so yes, please feel free to join the fun! đ
đ STARRING: the boyz x f!reader/oc // g.n!reader/oc
đ GENRE: crime, angst, fluff, crack, suggestive, smut (only for 18+ writers!!), assorted pairings (more to be added)
đ WARNINGS: will be stated in each respective files!
RULES & REGULATIONS:
⏠choose a tbz member & a bond film to start off! you may write the story loosely based on the storyline of the film/a certain scene(s) inspired by the film itself! or alternatively, write it based on the themed song for the specific film you have chosen! (eg: sangyeon - the spy who loved me)
⏠slots will be first come first served! in total there will be 11 slots for 11 members
⏠only tbz member x reader / tbz member x oc!! no tbz member x member for this
⏠as mentioned above, writers will have the option to choose to either write a female/gender neutral reader/oc!
⏠minimum wc would be 1k, and there's no maximum so feel free to write as much as you'd like! pls include a "read more" feature after your summaries/genre/warnings/word count/a.n.
⏠you are allowed to write any genre you like! pls make sure you're over 18+ if you wish to include smut in your work.
⏠no sensitive topics will be allowed (eg: su*c*de, r*pe, r*cism, etc.)
⏠i will be making a discord gc for easier access, updates, and even brainstorming with one another! it will also help me loads with any announcements i will be making. joining in would be highly encouraged (though if you choose not to that's totally fine by me, just keep me regularly updated in my dms!)
⏠the project will officially kick start off on December 1st 2023, and you will have till March 31st 2024 to complete your work! if ever you wish to drop out / need a bit more time to publish your work pls do let me know!!
⏠fill out this google form to secure your place in this collab :) (key: shaken not stirred)
⏠lastly, reblog this post, @ me in your fics & use the hashtag đ â the 007 files in your works!!
FILES:
Lee Sangyeon â The Spy Who Loved Me @winterchimez
Jacob Bae â The World Is Not Enough @snowflakewhispers
Kim Younghoon â Goldfinger @daisyvisions
Lee Hyunjae â Skyfall @kkinou
Lee Juyeon â For Your Eyes Only @juyeonszn
Kevin Moon
Choi Chanhee â No Time To Die @maessseongs
Ji Changmin â Casino Royale @sungbeam
Ju Haknyeon
Kim Sunwoo â On Her Majesty's Secret Service @kimsohn
Eric Sohn â From Russia With Love @cloverdaisies
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, strangers to fwb to lovers, a few timeskips here and there, hyunjae is a manwhore but what else is new, heâs also a criminal justice major so, mentions of alcohol, mentions of roblox? idk, reader is lowkey horny as hell đ, handjob, oral (m!receiving), mentions of sex in various places, hyunjae is an emotionally constipated idiot, juyeon appearance crowd cheered, also cha eunwoo appearance but crowd did not cheer, hyunjae goes through the five stages of grief, no foreplay but what can u do about it, marking, unprotected sex (wrap before u tap u know the drill), cowgirl position yeehaw, creampie yeehaw, little bit of cockwarming st the end ngl
SUMMARY becoming friends with lee hyunjae after his valiant attempt to save your life (stopping you from drunk driving) was certainly not on your yearâs bingo card. also not on your bingo card? waking up in his bed every other night following, but itâs not like youâre really complaining.
MORE bruh. first of all. iâm so sorry this is so late. đ second of all, NOT ONLY IS IT A DAY LATE, BUT ITS ALSO LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF LATE đ my time management was not all there this past weekend, and also due to some unfortunate decisions on my part, this fic was delayed a bunch but WE ARE SO BACK pls. i hope u all enjoy this bc i kinda hate it and im sad bc i was so excited for it and its nothing like how i wanted it to be⊠pls rb if u liked it đż also this is lowkey for izzy bc weâre both going through insane hyunjae brainrot rn..
In Hyunjaeâs defense, he didnât mean for any of this to happen.
When the two of you first met, he really was just trying to be a gentleman. Heâd always been raised as someone who should do the right thing without expecting anything in return. He prided himself on sticking by his motherâs lifelong wisdom.
Okay sure, he mightâve had a few slip ups here and there in the form of random girls heâs hooked up with, but could you blame him? He was a university criminal justice major after all. Thereâs no harm in a little one-night-stand fun. Learning the ins and outs of the world of law and order was soul-draining enough without the freedom to stress-relieve whenever he felt fit.
Right. Back to you.
Your first encounter took place at the Tau Beta Zeta end of semester party. The fraternity had been working towards securing their victory against the KAT sorority just so they could host the damn thing. Hyunjae had yet to find a girl to entice him for the night, instead bothering some of his frat brothers. For example, Jacob Bae, who had just won the IST University boysâ volleyball team a championship title.
He couldâve gone after Lee Haeun, Jacobâs ex, but he had higher standards than that. There was also the incident earlier that day, while setting up for the party. He tried making a move on the KAT president to piss off Sangyeon, but that ended up failing. Honestly, he didnât even care much about sleeping with anyone at these things anyways. Usually pretty girls came up to him first, but then ghosted him once they realized he wasnât looking for anything serious. That was the only reason why his rap sheet was so long. Heâd never intended on being the resident fuckboy.
Hyunjae remembers spotting you across the room during one of the numerous rounds of beer pong that night. Rather than Juyeon refereeing with Younghoon like they normally did, he stepped in to let the younger male enjoy the party with his girlfriend. The current match-up was Sunwoo versus Changmin with their respective partners. He had glanced up after witnessing the soccer prodigy miss a cup, making eye contact with you accidentally.
You tucked some hair behind your ear, bringing your drink to your lips and taking a sip before looking away. Your friends had sucked you back into the conversation you were having, effectively blocking Hyunjaeâs chance to shoot any shots. He quickly got over it upon witnessing Changmin and Sunwoo arguing over the game, egging them on like the instigator he was.
Most people wouldâve thought that was the end of it. Just a fleeting glance at each other, dozens of people standing between you. In hindsight, Hyunjae partially wishes that was where your story ended. You wouldâve just been another girl to him, a stranger he saw once and never ran into again.
Itâs funny how the universe works in strange ways.
By two in the morning, when over half of the partygoers had left the TBZ house, Hyunjae felt his social battery reach empty. He woke up earlier that morning to study for his Victimology final and felt drained by the time he walked out of the lecture hall. (He knew he aced it, but that didnât mean it wasnât mentally taxing.) He was just about ready to call it a night when he saw you sitting on the bottom step of the stairs, blubbering into your phone about something.
âWhat do you mean you left?â You wail, cheeks stained with mascara streaks. âI donât care about your boyfriend! Iâm too drunk to drive home and you were supposed to be my D.D.â
Your words are slightly slurred, a hiccup following your last sentence. Damn, you were cute even when you were crying like a baby. Hyunjae observed as you argued with who he assumed to be your friend over the phone, exasperated by the end of it. Despite not knowing a single thing about you, not even your name, he decided to step in and offer aid.
âI didnât mean to eavesdrop, but I heard you saying youâre too drunk to drive yourself, and as a TBZ member I just canât let that happen,â he extended a hand to you. âIâd be more than willing to let you stay here until the morning, if youâd like. You can have my room and Iâll just crash in one of the others.â
Your lower lip quivered, as if you were on the verge of even more tears. You sniffle when you respond, eyes doe-like and glassy. âR-Really? You would do that f-for me?â
âItâs a better alternative than taking a rideshare home alone while drunk,â he nods. âAnd Iâm definitely not letting you drive anywhere yourself.â
Hyunjae doesnât know why he felt so protective over you. The thought of some potentially creepy man taking advantage of you because you were under the influence didnât sit right with him. He poked his cheek with his tongue, hand still outstretched to you. You took it gently, allowing him to guide you to his bedroom. He grabbed some of his clothes so you could be comfier and gave you a washcloth so you wouldnât go to be with your makeup on. He felt better knowing you were in the safety of his fraternity house rather than anywhere else. It kind of pissed him off that your friends would leave you to fend for yourself like that.
The next morning, you came down the stairs drowning in Hyunjaeâs clothes, rubbing at your eyes sleepily. You held the heel of your palm to your temple, wincing from the headache no doubtedly caused by your hangover. It was around 11 AM when you woke up and most, if not all, of his frat brothers had already left to head home for the holidays.
You found your knight in shining armor sitting at the breakfast bar in the kitchen, a mug with the default male Roblox face in his grasp. He was scrolling through his phone mindlessly, taking sips of his coffee every now and then until he heard you. He spins around in his chair, offering you a warm smile.
âGood morning, Sleeping Beauty. Did you rest okay?â He asks, getting up to grab you your own mug.
Your cheeks burn up at the nickname. The whole situation is still a bit odd to you. You knew of Lee Hyunjae through the grapevine (every other girl at your school), yes, but youâve never held an actual conversation with him before. And now here you are, taking shelter in his home and sleeping in his bed. It was sweet of him to be so hospitable, though. He couldâve kicked you out and pretended you didnât exist.
âThatâs probably the best Iâve ever slept in my life,â you laugh to cut through the tension. âThank you for keeping me alive last night. I feel indebted to you forever.â
âIt was no problem, at all. My pleasure, actually,â he grins, passing you a mug filled with fresh coffee. âBy the way, I never got your name.â
âItâs Y/N,â you tell him, mouth pulling into a smile at the cup he just gave you, which happened to be the female adjacent to his. âHyunjae, right?â
He doesnât know if he should be embarrassed by the fact that you already knew his name or not, but given his previous reputation, he thinks it shouldnât be that big of a deal. He clears his throat and nods as he drinks more of his coffee. He tries to distract himself from the weird feeling bubbling in his chest with how cute you looked in his clothes.
âDo you not have any plans for the break?â You switch the subject, noticing that the house was empty for the most part.
âNah,â he shakes his head. âIâm from here, so it isnât really much of a drive to visit home. Iâll go over on Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, and New Years but thatâs about it. Other than that, I like to enjoy having the whole house to myself.â
âWoah, me too! My friends are all from out of town though, so Iâm usually really lonely. Itâs always so odd thinking about how this is just a stepping stone for peopleâs lives and Iâve been here all of mine.â You stir some cream and sugar into your coffee, pursing your lips. âSo, I take it youâre not doing anything today?â
âNothing. Zip. Zilch. Nada,â Hyunjae leans back in his chair. âIâll probably just watch some movies and call it a day. What about you? Any plans for the break since all of your friends are gone?â
âI have just as many as you.â You sip on your beverage.
âWell, the couch space next to me will be unoccupied if youâd like to join me.â
âI think I might take you up on that offer.â
You feel like maybe this was some sort of elaborate scheme to trap you. Your eyes kept flickering from the TV to his profile, entranced by the blue light illuminating his features. You wanted nothing more than to claim your seat on his lap and ride him into the sunset like a gallant steed, which was ironic considering the way the two of you met.
Itâs in the middle of the third movie that you finally feel yourself grow restless. No way could you sit beside Lee Hyunjae, spend the whole day with him, and not jump his bones. It was, like, the most obvious thing to do. It was Lee Hyunjae. Did he expect you not to?
He feels you squirming next to him, glancing at you from the corner of his eye. In all honesty, heâs surprised heâs abstained from touching you this long. From the moment he saw you in his clothes this morning, he wanted you underneath him. He doesnât know how to initiate anything without seeming too forward though.
Luckily, he doesnât have to make much effort on his part.
You place one of your hands on his thigh, dragging your nail along the seam of his sweatpants. He turns to you with a raised eyebrow. All you can do is bat your eyelashes at him innocently.
âYou know, Hyunjae, I never got to properly thank you for your act of nobility last night,â you start, fingers creeping up higher. âAnd I just thought of something that I think weâll both like.â
He doesnât have the strength in him to restrain himself after that, pulling you into a heated kiss. He nips at your lower lip and tangles his tongue with your own, getting easily lost in the spellbinding of your touch. Your lips trail along his jaw and down his neck, hooking your fingers into the waistband of his pants. You suck deep marks into the skin of his pulse point while simultaneously palming him through his underwear.
Youâre moving fast, but youâre on a mission. Youâve been waiting for this all day, you canât imagine slowing down now. It doesnât appear that he plans on stopping you either.
Hyunjae throws his head back, hissing when you discard his boxers. The cool air of the house hits his cock at the same time you bite down on the divot where his neck meets his shoulder. Your hand gently wraps around his length, thumb running over the slit to collect the precum thatâs formed there. He watches in a trance as you go on your knees between his legs.
You press a sweet kiss to his tip before taking him into your mouth. He groans, twisting your hair around his wrist so he can control your movements. Hyunjae doesnât think heâs ever wanted head this badly in his life. Heâs always been a giving person, always providing the pleasure for the girl he was with. There were only a handful of times that heâs ever been on the receiving end and none of them were memorable. But this time is different.
For some reason, youâre the only one whoâs ever been able to get him this riled up this quickly. Youâre still relatively a stranger to him, and even though heâs had plenty of one night stands, itâs unlike any of the others.
Your throat relaxes so you can swallow more of him, tongue swirling around the tip. Heâs the biggest guy youâve ever been with, making things a little harder for you, but you were never one to back down from a challenge. And getting Lee Hyunjae to cum from the work of your mouth alone was the ultimate reward.
Hyunjae moans when your attention focuses on his sensitive slit. The sound is music to your ears, goading you into continuing your task. You gag around his dick and tears prick at your eyes when he pushes your face down further, your nose brushing the lower part of his abdomen. One of your hands wanders, tracing and scratching his abs as the other jerks him off.
He swipes away some stray tears with his thumb, bucking into your mouth and hand. âFucking look at you, taking me like a good girl. Youâre so filthy.â
You whine, squeezing your thighs together for your own friction. You can wait, though, entirely too focused on getting him to finish. Youâre thankful it isnât that much longer until he does, painting your lips and cheeks with his release when you pull off of him to press a cute kiss on the same spot. He knows he finished too fast for someone of his caliber, but he doesnât have it in him to care.
âYouâre so hot,â he brings you up to connect your lips once again.
It was very easy to fall into a habit after that.
Throughout the entirety of the break, Hyunjae would call you over or vice versa and youâd rock each otherâs worldâs. It was practically an entire month of fucking nonstop. Youâd done it in the TBZ house living room, in his bed, in the kitchen, in the shower and every other surface you could think of. Your own apartment had been christened plenty with your sexcapades also. Both of your cars had seen you naked too. But the most memorable place had to be his childhood bedroom the night of Christmas. He went to his parentsâ for a couple days and hit you with that 3 AM âYou up?â text when his libido couldnât quell. That was probably the quietest youâd ever have to be.
Hyunjae had to explain to his mom that no, he hadnât gotten mauled by a wild animal in his sleep. It was harder coming up with another plausible lie to cover the source of the hickeys on his neck, but heâd rather tell his mother something stupid than the fact that he was an insatiable freak.
When it came time for everyone to return to school for the spring semester, youâd deluded yourself into thinking there could be something real between you and Hyunjae. I mean, what else were you supposed to do? This gorgeous man had spent almost every single day of winter break with you, even if it was mostly for the sex. That wasnât all you did though. You shared meals together and talked about your life goals. You truly got to know him better than just the hot frat guy whoâs made his rounds with girls on campus.
However, Hyunjae did not think he was ready for that level of commitment.
After spending a month with you and learning all of your little quirks, he thought he was going insane. Heâd been in situationships in the past and none of them ever ended well, especially because they always caught feelings. He didnât want the two of you to fall down the same path. But he noticed the linger of your touches and kisses and the way your eyes sparkled when he spoke. He didnât want to be the one to break your heart.
He just couldnât see himself getting into a serious relationship. He was preparing to apply for law schools and get his shit together. He didnât think he couldnât handle throwing a girlfriend into the mix. Even if it was you. Bold, pretty little you, who had Lee Hyunjae wrapped around her finger without trying.
Things come to a speeding halt for both of you halfway into the second week back.
Hyunjae was walking out of his Crime Mapping II lecture when he saw you chatting up Cha Eunwoo outside of the building, giggling and being all touchy with him. He doesnât know why he feels so⊠stuffy⊠when he sees that. He doesnât know why it makes him mad. He doesnât know why it feels like his heart has just been stomped on a handful of times.
He walks over to you and clears his throat, hands shoving into his jacket pockets. He tries to ignore how cute you look in your puffer coat, nose rosy from the cold. You pause in your conversation to say hi to him before resuming whatever you were saying before. It was like he was invisible.
âI gotta go, but Iâll see you in class tomorrow?â You tuck some hair behind your ear, smiling at the male.
âFor sure. Talk to you later, Y/N.â He says, waving as he takes off.
Hyunjae starts in the opposite direction wordlessly, leaving you to stumble behind him like a newborn deer. He looks upset about something, but youâre not sure if you should ask. When you finally match his pace, you frown, tapping his shoulder.
âHey, whatâs up?â
âSince when were you friends with Cha Eunwoo?â Hyunjae blurts, tone catching you off guard. You blink at his outburst.
âFor a while, I guess? Weâre in the same department and weâve had a few classes together. Why? Is that a problem?â You stop your steps, forcing him to do the same.
âNo, why would it be? Iâm not your boyfriend. You can talk to whoever you want.â He backtracks, realizing the connotation behind his question. Shit, why does he not think before he speaks?
âYou could be,â you shrug, gaze casted downward to avoid his stare. âYou could be my boyfriend.â
Again, because heâs a stupid boy, he chooses not to use his brain in such a critical situation. âI donât want to be. You can date him for all I care.â
Hyunjae didnât want to be the one to break your heart, but he knows he did when he sees the flame in your eyes die out. He thinks he broke his own too, chest constricting when tears well up in the corners. You wipe your runny nose with your gloved hand, sniffling with a scoff.
âFuck you, Hyunjae,â your voice is surprisingly calm, and that scares him more. âFuck you and your stupid fucking commitment issues and your lack of empathy. Stay away from me.â
He canât even think of something quick enough to stop you. Of course, his mind runs at a million miles a minute when itâs the worst time. But when he needs it to work most, it fails on him. Thatâs exactly his luck.
He just stares as your figure gets smaller and smaller, getting further and further away from his reach. His stomach feels ugly, twisted in a way it shouldnât be. Maybe itâs because heâd considered you a close friend at this point, and now thereâs no way you didnât hate him. He told you things that he hadnât even told his brothers, things that he hoped would never see the light of day. Heâd spoken his insecurities out into the world and you were the one he let see that vulnerable side of him. He had something good going for him finally, and he went and ruined it.
Who could he be mad at but himself?
When Hyunjae sees you again, itâs been at least a week since your argument in the middle of campus.
Heâd been beating himself up over the fight the entire time. Numerous what-if scenarios ran through his mind when he shouldâve been sleeping. He wonders what he couldâve said to make everything turn out differently. Had he just told you what was bothering him, told you about that icky sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach, perhaps you wouldnât have walked away.
Heâs pretty sure youâre doing it on purpose. You avoided him until you knew youâd definitely see him, and then youâd flaunt yourself to purposefully piss him off. Despite only knowing each other for a little over a month, you had Hyunjae read like the back of your hand. You knew he was stubborn and had to be pushed into admitting he was wrong. Heâd never outright confess to his mistakes unless you backed him into a corner and forced him to.
So you can imagine his reaction when he saw you walk into that weekâs TBZ party with Cha Eunwoo around your shoulders.
If Lee Hyunjae had any faults, it was that he was too prideful. He realizes this when you stroll right past him, ignoring his presence. You giggle at something Eunwoo said as you grab some drinks. Thereâs no way you arenât doing this to get on his nerves. Especially not in that outfit.
His grip on his cup is not normal, he knows that. But itâs not subtle if anyone notices and when Juyeon of all people points it out, he knows it even more.
âYo, dude. Are you good? You look like you might kill somebody if weâd let you.â The younger male pats his back.
âHonestly, no, not really. But there isnât really anything I can do about it.â Hyunjae huffs, welcoming his defeat with open arms.
âYou can talk to me about things. Itâs kinda weird but I always feel like getting out your thoughts is better than internalizing and blowing up randomly.â He says after a moment.
âI guess Iâm just confused why Iâm so jealous of something that isnât mine.â The heart to heart with his frat brother follows the entire five stages of grief, starting with step one; Denial. Heâll keep denying the real reason he feels the way he does.
âAre you talking about that girl you were messing around with during break?â Juyeon asks, bringing his cup to his mouth. âAnd the fact that sheâs here with Cha Eunwoo?â
Step two; Anger. His cup snaps and the sharp edge of the plastic scratches the inside of his palm. âWhy would I be jealous of her being here with him? I could give less of a fuck about that. Sheâs not my girlfriend, she can do whatever she wants.â
He raises an eyebrow at how defensive his senior gets, lips quirking up. âSure, Hyunjae. Youâre not jealous. But youâre acting like it and you know you are.â
âWell,â step three; bargaining. âIâm not not jealous, I justâ I donât know. Iâve never been on this side of the situation before. Am I even allowed to be mad about it?â
âI mean, itâs a little unconventional, but yeah, I think you are. You spent the better part of a month getting to know this girl. Youâve seen her in ways other people havenât. Even if you werenât going into it with the intention to start something, I think itâs hard not to want anything after. Unless youâre completely heartless. But youâre not exactly The Grinch, so.â Juyeon sounds too wise for standing in the middle of a frat party.
âNothingâs gonna happen now, though. She hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I screwed up.â Step four; Depression.
âYou donât know that unless you make an attempt to fix it,â his junior sighs. âLook, sheâs gonna keep projecting how upset you made her if you arenât gonna do something about it. But thereâs a high chance that sheâll forgive you if youâre just real with her.â
And last, but not least, step five. Acceptance. Lee Hyunjae has finally accepted that heâs not an emotionless robot incapable of producing feelings for someone. He takes Juyeonâs advice right then and there, deciding that this is something he has to do immediately. (He also knows how much you can drink at these things and he preferred that you were sober when he spoke to you.)
He thanks his friend and sets off to search for you in the sea of already drunk university students. Heâs anxious. Heâs never been the type to have serious discussions about anything, really. He assumes that it stems from never seeing that in his own parents. They loved each other, yeah, but they never really talked about difficult topics with each other. Or, in front of him they didnât.
Hyunjae thinks he might throw up when he finds you in the other room. Cha Eunwoo is still glued to your side, but heâs hardly paying attention to you, talking to his friends. You look bored, like you were waiting for somethingâ or someoneâ to save you. This was his opportunity.
Your eyes widen when you see him heading straight for you, swallowing thickly. There wasnât any route of escape so you were stuck having to deal with him. In all honesty, the hurt was still very fresh for you, and you werenât sure you could handle talking to him yet.
âCan we please talk? I need to tell you something,â he yells over the loud music.
âWhy should I listen to what you have to say?â Your tone is shaky, wavering slightly, but youâre grateful that he canât hear it with how voluminous this party is.
âY/N,â he pleads almost, eyes communicating what you needed to hear. âThis is important.â
You concede, sneaking from Eunwoo and following Hyunjae blindly. You could be getting whisked away to your demise, but the former hardly even notices, too engrossed in whatever he was saying to his friends. Youâre a bit apprehensive when Hyunjae takes you into his bedroom, biting your cheek when the memories of what youâve done in here come flooding back to you.
âOkay, I donât know how to put this into a coherent thought,â he turns his back to you.
âCan we just get this over with? You donât want me, remember? I donât even know why Iâm giving you the time of dayâïżœïżœïżœ
âOf course I want you,â he exclaims, spinning around and pinching the bridge of his nose. âGod, are you blind? Itâs so obvious that Iâve wanted you for so long, Y/N. Iâm just stupid and I fucked everything up, because I was scared that things would change and Iâm afraid of change. Thatâs the reason why I have commitment problems. I donât want to commit myself to something just for everything to change in the blink of an eye.â
You shut up after that, your heart skipping in your chest. This was what you wanted. You wanted a messy confession. Something that told you it wasnât all in your head. That you werenât making things up. That he felt the same way you did.
Your lips collide in a rough, desperate manner. Hyunjaeâs never had a way with words, so kissing you with every ounce of longing in his being and holding you like youâd disappear any second was his outlet. This was how he could show you his true feelings. Your heart rate transitions from your pulse point to your ears, amplifying with each suck of your bottom lip between his teeth
Youâve done this so many times before, but it will never be the same as this one. No one could ever make you feel the way Lee Hyunjae does. It might be crazy, but it only took a month for you to realize that there will never be another for you. The conversations that trickled into early hours of the morning following going at it like jackrabbits were perfect to you. They werenât ideal, but they were enough.
The two of you walk backwards until heâs sitting on the edge of his bed, your knees on either side of his lap. You cup his jaw in your hands, grinding down on him every time your lips move together. Hyunjaeâs fingers dig into your sides and push up the material of your dress. Heâs moving fast, rushed like you might decide you donât want this and walk out of his room.
You canât really blame him, your pace disorganized with only one goal in mind. Neither of you could be bothered with the foreplay, too needy and craving the touch of one another as quickly as possible. You part from him to pull off your dress, eyes fluttering shut when he starts leaving a trail of kisses down your stomach. He doesnât want to waste time commenting on the fact that you were braless underneath so he busies himself with pecking the tops of your tits. Your fingers card through his hair with an extended sigh, noticing how long itâs gotten since you first met.
Hyunjae pushes his pants down his legs as you yank his shirt over his head, reconnecting your lips. He uses his ring and middle fingers to shove aside your underwear, discarding his own shortly after. Your mouth nips and bites your favorite places on his neck, ensuring you mark the surface so everyone knows who he belongs to. You were the one who acquired the key to Lee Hyunjaeâs heart.
Your teeth sink into his skin the moment he slips inside of you, both of you moaning when he slides right into your cunt like he was meant to be there. You whine when he bottoms out, your sensitive clit bumping into his pelvic bone. Youâre so warm and inviting, Hyunjae feels like heâs falling under a spell. Just being inside of you feels like a form of hypnosis. If it was up to him, heâd stay here forever, content to sit with his cock stuffed in you without interruption. But you both yearn for more than that.
He tightens his grip on your hips, bucking upwards into you and watching with heavy eyes as a whine spills from your lips. You look so fucked out despite him doing absolutely nothing to you yet. He thrusts up again experimentally, grinning when your upper half knocks into his.
âFeel good, baby?â He coos into your ear, nipping at the lobe and the area surrounding.
You nod with a whimper when his cock brushes that sweet spot deep inside your pussy. âMhm, feels soâ fuck, Jae, want it harder.â
âAnything for my pretty girl,â he smiles into your skin.
He increases the speed that he fucks into you, pinning down your hips so you canât move and all you can do is take it. Itâs like you can feel him in your abdomen, his cock plunging in you so far. Youâd think after a month of fucking practically every day, youâd be used to his size by now. However, that was just not attainable. You donât think you could ever get used to how big he was, how thick he was.
The force that he drives into you with is unmatched, miles apart from what heâs given you before. Itâs like he wants to burn the shape of himself inside you, so you never forget that heâs the one making you feel like this. Nobody but Hyunjae can fuck you this well.
He moves you further up the bed, flattening his feet on the mattress and laying down so he can press deeper, a new angle that has your vision going blank. You donât think twice about the volume of your cries, letting him know how good heâs giving it to you. Youâre encouraging him, wanting him to get cockier so he can keep fucking you into oblivion. Your fingers grasp at the sheets beside his head for support.
Hyunjaeâs nails impress crescent shapes into your waist, his mouth returning to your tits so he can leave his own marks all over your chest. Itâs when your clit rubs against his lower stomach again that you let go, your orgasm crashing into like a train. It winds you, ripping your breath from your throat and stealing your oxygen. Heâs close behind, the feeling of your walls clenching around him in rapid intervals triggering his own.
He fills you up nicely, both of you releasing guttural groans at the sight of his cum dripping out of you. Youâre too exhausted to get up, collapsing on top of him. He doesnât mind, more than happy to stay buried inside of you even if you didnât do anything.
âSoâŠâ You start after a bit of silence, drawing unrecognizable shapes on his chest. âYouâve wanted me for so long, huh?â
âShut up,â he laughs, eyes closed while he recuperates from using all of his energy on you. âThis is still new for me.â
âI know, Mr. Emotionally Constipated And I Donât Date âCause Iâm Going To Be A Big Fancy Hotshot Lawyer,â you tease, pecking his lips and then his nose. âI must be extremely special to be the one who changed your mind.â
âYouâll be the death of me, you know that right?â He shakes his head, brushing some of your hair from your face. You smile down at him with an unfamiliar fondness in your eyes.
âWhy else do you think weâve gotten this far?â
you have a bang chan fc đ?????? i swear it feels like i know everyone in each one of your ggs but when it comes to boys itâs just noah đ who is DEAD
BSKSBSKSB itâs okay nonnie because heâs kinda new but! you only knowing noah is taking me out pls he really was THAT guy đ
okay, so! the chan faceclaim is in a group called Cypher, heâs actually chloeâs adoptive brother. the hanbin faceclaim is jacob heâs in deepdive ALSO chloeâs brother. the jay chang fc is also in deepdive, heâs finn heâs noahâs best friend actually! and the hyunjae and fuju faceclaims are in a group called cicada and they areâŠyeah! theyâre something! omg and the vernon fc is elliot heâs in pushing daisies with nakyung!
hereâs all the blogs just for u nonnie: @bluwavez + @goneeys + @cryptiical + @d3caynluv đ«¶đŒđ
*clears throat & puts on my mic* why hello my fellow fiery elmo BEAM SOHN!!!
my favourite fic of yours:
two months - if the reason ainât obvious enough đ€Ș patiently waiting for you to read the house tour in âšdetailâš (inserts the meme i sent you on dc)
best ship youâve written for:
ainât no romeo - everything abt hyunjaeâs relationship with yn in this was so cute i was giggling throughout the whole fic like đ„čđ„čđ„č they are the funniest and sweetest duo imo
a fic i havenât read from you but i will soon!!:
ćȘćçłć€Žćž - ofc i love my junjun so iâll def get to this one day!! and your svt fics that you take pride in ofc đ
what i like most abt your writing:
ummm literally everything???? gurl youâre my ćŠčćŠč and yet this ć§ć§ literally looks up to you like???? the way youâre able to convey your stories in your own unique ways/the way you describe the flow of the plot/your word of choice is just đ€đ»đ€đ»đ€đ»
a fic im excited for you updating/posting:
liu series - obviously duh. and we know which season im most excited abt đđđ
crimes of passion - hey alexa play passion fruit but change it to âoooh gimme that crimes of passion!!!â
a fic of yours i reread:
gurl ive reread so many of your fics from time to time but the most recent one would be party people!!
if i've ever shared/talked about your fic to someone else:
all the time??? lol ive pretty much dumped your fics to so many of my moots at this point like âYOU HAVE TO READ THIS ISTGâ
a fic I didn't expect to like so much:
simple gifts - hear me out. this was literally the very first chanhee fic i read since coming back at the start of the year and i was???? BRUH THIS IS PURE PERFECTION LIKE LITERALLY FROM THE START TILL THE END đ« and it has then marked a special place for chanhee in my heart (i know i dont talk abt him often but i swear heâs there)
a question i have about one/more on your fics:
well not specifically for a fic but rather a general question. when will you bless your jie with more sangyeon content đ„° (lmao i joke but then at the same time not really đ€Ą)
anyways, me decides to be nice today cs its a happy friday so yes i wuv you forever my boo i hope this made your day đđ
*gives u an immense side eye*....... but thank you jie for your ask skfndknfjd :')))) you've always been one of the most supportive people ever of my writing and you're always so enthusiastic abt it all and i appreciate it so much đ
pls i didn't realize u would like two months that much when i wrote it đđ i felt so off my game writing that, i didn't know if any of the stuff would hit, but ig it did skfnkenfkf HELP WAIT I didn't know u liked hj and yn in ain't no romeo so much !!!! that's so cool for me to hear :'))
thank you again and again and again for hyping me up all the time too đđ i love hearing ur thoughts abt the fic, as always, and i just trust ur judgment a lot :') and i hope u like ćȘćçłć€Žćž !! that one was soooo much fun to write, and there was so few xiaohenyang fics at that time đđđ
OMG WAIT i didn't know u read simple gifts đđđ she holds such a special place in my heart omg i didn't KNOW U READ IT AHHHHHHHY it's one of my favorite things on this blog and im so warm, tytyty<333 (u have to be patient w the sangyeon content Ă”_Ăł)
Y/N stayed back in her classroom to finish some schoolwork. Being alone in the room she removed her earphones and plugged them in. Paying no mind to her surroundings she kept doing her work that is until she felt some movement in the room. Glancing up she immediately froze when she saw one of her professors Hyunjae entering the room.
She knew that being in the same room as one of them is a bad idea and more big if she is alone. So she slowly stood up and started packing her things before things could get out of control.
Hyunjae who just entered noticed her packing but did not say anything. He waited till she was done because he knew that till she is done packing most of the others will be here which will make it difficult for her to runaway.
As soon as Y/N was done packing she picked up her bag and slung it over her shoulder. As she started taking cautious steps towards the door Hyunjae spoke up âWe know that you talked to the principal about us sweetheartâŠwrong move Iâd say.â Paying no mind to what he said you reached the door. When you were about to open it, it got opened from outside and in walked Sangyeon. You stopped in your tracks as you stared at him nervously. Whenever he was around you used to feel small, maybe it was his aura or because of how buff he is. You took a step back as from behind the others started coming in.
Deciding that it was the best if you would make a run for you opened the door in a fast motion but before you could even step out you were harshly pulled back making you collide in a chest. Looking up you saw Jacob holding you as he glared down at you.
Looking around nervously you saw how everyone surrounded you. There was no way you could escape 11 grown men who were stronger then you.
Ahh idk đ. Should I continue? Should I not? Should I make a Oneshot on my own and post it?? đđ
Anon đŸ
DUUUDE YES MAKE THE ONESHOT!?!?? itâs better than being hidden in my asks!! Do ittt
YES MAKE THE ONE SHOT PLS PLS PLSSSS If you need help w header/tagging u can dm me!!!!
In case u just want to go ahead, the tags should be like: tbz yandere, yandere tbz, and then the __member__ x reader, and then tbz imagines TBZ x reader damn u gotta tag for 11 members đ± or if u want u can just tag __member__ smut
YOU SHOULD PUBLISH IT!!! Tumblr soooo needs yandere contentđđđalso dm me any time or send asks if u have another idea to work on??? youâre soooo creative you should def start working them đđ