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Chapter 9: "A rabid Kitten whore, a monster and a feral fox"
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FAIR WARNING: THIS CHAPTER WAS PROOFREAD BY A TEAM OF : 2 HAN QUOKKAS, 5 JINIRETS, AND 6 LEEBITS AND YOU CAN TELL IT WAS.
Word Count: 6.2k
General Warnings: Strong Language, Mentions of alcohol, bar fight, mentions of blood, mentions of anxiety/panic attack, a lot of bullying.
Disclaimer: This is a fanfiction, this does not represent the idols mentioned in any way.
Hyunjin, Bin, and Jisung were walking out of Bin’s apartment when they ran into Liza outside.
“Oh, where are you going? I thought we were pregaming?” Liza whines, slightly pouting her lips.
“Yeah we had a few shots, but we’re meeting everyone else at their dorms.” Jisung said as he tugged his coat tighter around himself.
“Why didn’t you wait for me to do shots?” she asked, tilting her head to the side. Jisung saw Hyunjin roll his eyes.
“We told you to be here by 6:45, we were gonna be late if we waited any longer.” Bin said as he started walking past Liza.
“Well, can’t they wait? You’re the one who's paying to get them in, no?” Liza said, causing Bin to stop dead in his tracks. Jisung quickly interjected.
“Liza, let's just go, we’re gonna be late.” Jisung started nudging her forward.
The walk to the ‘Chaos-Dorm’ was all but pleasant. The air between everyone was tense, and awkward. Liza huffed a few times, clearly frustrated that she once again did not get her way. Hyunjin spent most of the time looking at his phone, amusing himself with whomever he was messaging. Changbin walked fast and ahead of the group as much as he could. Wanting to have enough distance between him and Liza. He had already been stressed out due to her joining, and for the first time ever meeting Felix. He wasn’t nervous for Felix to meet her, he was genuine and friendly. Everyone loves Felix, but Liza was stuck in her own world; unwilling to part from it. Surely she’d find reason to dislike him. Not only was Changbin upset about that, but upset at how she’d constantly pushed off the fact that Felix was indeed not female. He’d mentioned a few times of seeing a partner, never once mentioning a gender; though confusion might be understandable he thought it was obvious enough to the world he wasn't exactly straight. Gay? No. Bisexual? Yes, and he’d thought his friends would have the decency to have noticed. Only now, recently he started realising how ‘good’ of a friend Liza really was.
Jisung felt really uncomfortable the entire time. He was incredibly happy when they finally got to the chaos dorm, hopefully Chan would be able to diffuse the situation. He kind of doubted it though, considering how ridiculous Liza was being lately. He wasn't happy with her tagging along either. He was hoping the night would be more fun and stress free, yet here he is, full of stress and not having a great time, and it was only 7pm.
Screaming sounded from inside the ‘chaos-dorm’, as expected from a dorm room who named themselves that. Jisung smiled lightly, when he heard your scream coming from inside, followed by a fit of loud laughter.
“What the hell is going on in there?” Liza grimaced. Changbin opened the door to the dorm quickly and shuffled inside, “They don’t lock their door?” Hyunjin rolled his eyes again and made his way inside.
“They expected us,” Jisung sighed, as he pushed past Liza. Before he could fully get through the door she quickly latched on to him, acting as if she were scared and shy from the new people. Which Jisung knew was all for show, to gain some sort of favour from them.
“BINNIE!” Felix yelled, attacking his boyfriend with a hug, smothering his face in kisses.
“YO, WHERE WERE YOU YESTERDAY YOU NEVER SHOWED UP TO WALK WITH US!?” You yell out, lightly smacking Changbin’s arm. Changbin let out a loud laugh, smiling down at you.
“I had some things to finish up, I texted Lix didn’t he tell you?”
“I forgor….” Felix pouted,
“Please stop speaking in memes, you're so cringe.” Minho laughs,
Liza stopped dead in her tracks and took in the scene in front of her. Felix clinging to Changbin, as Changbin gave the widest smile; one she’d never seen from him, never been given to her by him, nor even knew he was capable of doing. Seungmin on the couch whispering into Mini’s ear as she giggled at whatever he was telling her. Her blood truly began to boil when she looked for Chan, who sat next to Kitty, holding her side as he offered her another shot of soju, a slight blush and a shy smile plastered on his face. Liza’s grip on Jisung’s arm tightened the more she looked around.
“MY HUSBAND HAS ARRIVED!” Minho yells out, and the attention in the room finally falls to him, and Liza who stood nearly glued to him,
“I’m your husband now? Did I miss our wedding?” Jisung laughs as he attempts to pull his arm from Liza’s grip.
“Friday remember, you called me your housewife, how could you forget already! Delete my number.” Minho stomps and crosses his arms over his chest, giving his best pout.
“I’m sorry my love, I was quite drunk. Could you forgive me?” Jisung laughs, softening his eyes, smiling from ear to ear.
“How can anyone be mad at such a cute face,” Minho sighs, “bring it here.” Minho opens his arms beckoning for Jisung to come into them. Jisung tried his best to walk over to Minho, but was pulled back instantly by Liza.
“Don’t leave me please,” she whispered shyly, a loud enough whisper for the people around them to hear, but soft enough to make it seem it wasn’t intentional.
“I’m sorry love, we haven’t met!” Felix smiles, “Gather round heathens, we have a new one today!” Seungmin finally brings his head back up, looking towards Felix and back to Jisung and Liza. He hides himself behind Mini, letting out a groan before getting up.
You have been watching Jisung since he came in. The girl that attached herself to his arm was the very same girl that was judging you so harshly the other day in class when you were late. She looked absolutely shell-shocked and you really didn’t know why, but you could see her knuckles turning white as she gripped Jisungs arm tighter. Jisung didn’t look very happy to you, he looked… annoyed? Irritated? You noticed he was fighting to remove her hand from his arm. Honestly, Jisung seemed like having his girlfriend around was a burden. You felt slightly bad for her.
“I’m Felix!” Felix squeals, as Changbin hugs him from behind. “I’m Binnie's boyfriend, as you may know!”
“No, I actually didn't.” Liza sighs, “My name is Elizabeth. My friends call me Liza.”
“Pleasure to meet you!” Felix smiles, how could anyone ever dislike someone with such a warm smile? Such an inviting personality? It just shouldn’t be possible.
“Minho.” Minho shrugs, Jisung could sense Minho had already made a decision on how he felt about Liza. Maybe he could tell the shyness she wore was fake.
“Ignore him, he’s always cold to new people,” Mini laughed, punching Minho in his arm. “My name’s Mini!”
“Minnie? Like the mouse?” Liza smiled,
“Mini like tiny.” Mini laughed, “A nickname, but I prefer it.”
“You’re not very tiny…” Liza said quietly,
“Precisely why they gave it to her, tall and scawy,” Kitty grinned, “Imagine you’re in some gang fight and they go ‘Get Mini. She’ll get rid of them.’ and out walks that fucking giant?”
“I’m five foot nine. I am not a giant.”
“Wow! You’re so tall,” Liza smiled, “I feel so small, I’m only like five, five. Ahh I’m so tiny!!” She quickly hid her face in Jisung’s arm. You noticed his look of discomfort.
“Kitty’s shorter, she’s five two…” Jisung mumbled
“I fuckin heard that, I may be small but I can beat your ass Han,” Kitty said as she pulled her fists up. Chan grabs her arms and pulls them back down, giggling at her.
“May be small, but she is mighty. Now where have I heard that quote before?” Jisung laughs,
“Sorry, I’m Kitty,” she says as Chan makes her wave her hand towards Liza like a puppet. “Channie, seriously why are you like this?”
“Kitty? Your parents named you Kitty?” Liza asks
“It’s not my actual name, but it's a nickname I'm very fond of,” Kitty nods as she smacks at Chan's hands, grabbing one and placing a feather light kiss on it.
“I see.”
Just then Jeongin burst through the door, panting as he ran to his room. A minute later, he came back out standing with the rest of the group. Liza’s eyes immediately fixated on him. Now this one isn't like the others. She thought to herself, no. This one is like us. Why is he here? Jeongin waited for a moment before walking up to Kitty, giving her a small kiss on the cheek, proceeding to do the same with Mini, and lastly you.
“Sorry I’m late my loves,” Jeongin smiled sweetly, taking a shot, “But I’m ready to go whenever,” he turned to face Liza, “Ah, hello.”
“Hi,” Liza smiled, sweetly at him. Genuinely.
“My name’s Jeongin!”
“Liza, nice to meet you,” she smiled wider now, as Jeongin beamed at her before turning back around to make his way back to his spot between Kitty, and Mini.
Kitty motioned to you, “you didn’t-”
“No need. I know who she is,” Liza said blankly, “Put on quite a show in class.” Liza scoffed,
Liza looked at you with a slight look of disgust, Jeongin stopped dead in his tracks, his face quickly went from happy to annoyed, giving Mini and Kitty a look. A look that asked ‘what the fuck’. Mini shook her head slightly, letting him know to let it go for now. He took a deep breath in before settling in his spot, his face once more returning to the cheerful boy he was.
“Now that we’re all introduced, shots, and then lets go!” Mini smiled.
~ ~ ~
The club's music radiated through Jisungs body, the bass sending waves through him. The energy from the club, making him wish he could join his friends on the dance floor and join in on the fun, however, he was stuck at your table in the VIP section, babysitting Liza. He watched from the table, how his friends all seemed to be laughing and having fun.
The way Chan hovered over Kitty, slowly swaying to the beat of the music, clearly in their own world, and constantly brought her face in close to his every chance he could.
How Jeongin had managed to charm a girl at the bar, and they were dancing in the centre of the room. He watched as Felix and Changbin were physically glued to each other, lips always connected in a searing kiss that made Jisung blush when he caught a glimpse of it.
He watched how Seungmin wrapped his arms over Mini’s hips and pulled her close to his body, her back flushed against his chest, his head in the crook of her neck, as she reached her hands over her head, to play with his hair. All of them having a good time, he was too. Even if he was stuck with Liza, until he looked a little over to the left. Where he caught a glimpse of Hyunjin, pulling you into him. He kept a respectful distance, but the way you moved, the way he was the one dancing with you. Something about it bothered him.
Liza excused herself to the washroom for a moment, finally. A moment where he didn’t need to walk on eggshells. Jisung pulls out his phone and begins to type furiously on his phone, the image of you and Hyunjin burning in his mind. He looks around the room, four black walls; neon lights and fog machines everywhere.
The walls that were coloured are all black,
He wrote. Still. I can’t figure out what happens in the tunnel. Should I just erase it? He thought to himself, as he lost himself in his song once more. He looked up to see you smiling brightly at Hyunjin as he made a stupid face at you.
They were coloured by you,
“GOD,” Minho sighs as he plops back down on the couch, “You are the most boring mother fucker here you know that?” He laughs,
“How do you figure?” Jisung smiles, as he raises his glass to take another sip of his beer.
“You’re sitting here looking like the most miserable fucker on the planet, that’s how I figure,” Minho says as he steals Jisung’s glass from his hand and finishes off the beer.
“Shut up Minho,” Jisung laughs, “I’m good here,” he lied. Minho scowled at him for a moment,
“You’re a terrible liar, get up and take your girlfriend to dance! Have some fucking fun, you weren’t such a square on Friday what happened to you? This is not the soulmate I married.” Minho said, as he motioned for a hostess to bring him another drink.
“She’s- Liza?!” Jisung coughed,
“Yes, who else?” Minho questioned, as he raised an eyebrow in confusion,
“Oh god, you thought we were dating?”
“I mean, anyone would with the way she clings to you.” Minho leaned back, resting his arms on the bench,
“She’s not my girlfriend! We’re just friends!” Jisung half screams.
“Have you told her that?” Minho nods in Liza’s direction as she made her way back from the bathroom.
“She’s like that with all of us,” Jisung sighed,
“Doesn’t seem like it,” Minho shrugged,
“She’s acting like this because everyone else is paired off tonight, and Jinnie is mad at her.”
“Why’d you bring her then?”
“Long story.”
“Mmm, well instead of being absolutely miserable here, go dance. I’ll bitch-sit for you.”
“I couldn’t do that to you,”
“It’s chill, I need a break anyways,” Minho smiled, “Plus you don’t look like you’re enjoying the view very much.” Minho smirked, as he looked towards you laughing with Hyunjin. Jisung got up, making his way out of the booth, “Oh by the way!” Minho called out, “Hyunjin’s, nice and all, but not her type.” Minho smirked.
Jisung was unsure as to why Minho mentioned it, but his heart seemed to have calmed down.
Something had to be wrong with him.
~ ~ ~
You were lost in your own world. Hyunjin had you twirling around, dipping you, and showing you the proper twerking technique. You were genuinely having such a great time, and it seemed that all of your friends were too. Everyone was paired off with someone. You had noted that Jisung was sitting at the table with Liza, but when you turned around he was gone and Minho was in his spot. You didn’t pay it any mind and continued to dance with Hyunjin, twirling him like he did you.
“Hey,” Hyunjin leaned in, in order for you to hear him, “I’m gonna get a drink and sit down for a bit okay?” You nodded at him,
“Sure thing chief!” you smile and salute at him, he lets out a laugh before shaking his head and walking off to the bar. You continued to dance on your own when you felt hands on your mid-back. Jisung leaned down to speak to you;
“Where do you think those two are going?” he smirked, bringing your attention to Chan and Kitty walking off the dancefloor hand in hand towards a more private and darker corner of the club.
“I don’t want to know,” you laughed, Jisung still hadn’t moved. He had his head pretty close to yours still. Unknown to you Jisung was going through it. God, she smells just like the rain. “Jisung- are you okay?”
“Huh? Oh. Sorry I got distracted.”
“By?”
“Oh god, this is gonna sound so weird, but what perfume is that?”
“Oh Felix got me a new one, I was complaining that I wanted to bottle the scent of rain so he got it for me,” you smiled, “and no not weird. Just…okay maybe a bit weird.” you laughed,
Jisung blushed a little bit. Why the hell am I blushing over that? What’s wrong with me? He realised that the two of you were standing completely still in the middle of the dance floor. “Oh, uh, do you… wanna dance… together?”
You nodded and Jisung situated himself behind you. His hands sat respectfully on your waist. You two swayed and danced to the loud music. He occasionally twirled you like Hyunjin did, less coordinated but still executing it well.
The two of you were giggling and laughing with each other as you danced. You had turned around a few times to face him and poke at his cheeks and chest, and he would return your poking with light pinches to your sides and a boop to your nose. Jisung was situated behind you again when a more sensual song came on. You looked over at your table to see Liza staring daggers at you and Jisung. You suddenly felt incredibly self aware of how close you and Jisung were to each other.
“Isn’t your girlfriend gonna get mad with you this close to me…”
“I don’t have a girlfriend,”
“But-”
“Liza is just a friend.” He smiles,
“It doesn’t look like it from here,” you sighed,
“Ignore her.” Jisung whispered, “She’s not my girlfriend, so let's stop talking about her and just enjoy being right here, right now. Together.”
You were a little startled at his words but found yourself relaxing into him. He was still being so gentle and respectful of you. You felt safe around him, even though you haven't known him for long. You were so lost in your own world, you didn’t realise how much time passed. All you focused on was his body against yours, his breath fanning over your shoulder. His hands slowly moved further down your hip, his grip tightening slightly as he guided your hips against his.
“What’s wrong with me?” He hummed into your neck, but before you could answer, and tell him he was just drunk; he was being torn away from you.
“My turn.” Liza said coldly, as she wrapped Jisung’s hands around her hips and she wrapped herself around his neck, tugging him close to her, smirking at you as she did so.
You looked at her in confusion, what the actual fuck? Before you could interject, Minho had swooped in front of you and grabbed your hands and danced with you. Jisung, despite being drunk, looked incredibly uncomfortable. He didn’t want to dance with Liza, he wished she would just go home. She hadn’t drank at all, she’d sat on the couch all night on her phone; and NOW she wanted to dance once he was finally having some fun? Worst of all, Jisung knew he wouldn’t be able to pull away from her.
“What are you doing,” he finally asked Liza as she continued to glare in your direction.
“Hm? Oh, I’m just dancing with my Hannie,” Liza whined, giving him a smile
“You couldn’t have waited? Or like, danced with someone else?” Jisung groaned, “You obviously saw I was busy.”
“I wanted to dance but I don’t know anyone else. Your friend that you left me with was so weird,” she grimaced.
“So why didn’t you ask to dance earlier? You chose to do it now when I was already dancing with someone?”
“Who cares Hannie, it’s not like you two are anything. She’s just a person helping with Hyunnie’s project. And it’s not like it was gonna go anywhere. She’s not like us. Plus you could do better.”
“Stop.” Jisung said, pulling his arms off her body and harshly pulling her arms out from around his neck.
“I’m just saying Hannie, I’m right here, you don’t need to use the poor girl.” Liza said as she tried to reach up to touch Jisung’s cheek.
“Don’t fucking touch me, Liza.” Jisung sighed,
“Hannie, don’t act like this” she said as she tried snaking her way into his arms once more;
“No, Liza. I said stop. I don’t want you to fucking touch me or breath in my direction right now. Just fuck off.”
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Liza yells out, causing Changbin and Felix to stop their dancing and look in their direction.
“You’re insulting my friend. You’ve actually been insulting all of my friends all night!”
“Because, they’re not fucking like us what don’t you fucking people understand!” Liza screams out, “Why are you lowering yourselves to their fucking level Jisung?!”
Chan and Kitty had made their way back to the table, but when they heard yelling from Jisung they quickly made their way over.
“LOWERING TO THEIR LEVEL?! DO YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF?!”
“Oh I get it,” Liza laughed, “OHHH I’m so sorry, I ruined your chance at an easy fuck didn’t I?” Liza smirked at she watched you,
“Who are you calling an easy fuck?” Kitty ran over, getting in Liza’s face.
“I hope you have a fucking way to back that claim,” Mini said, standing behind Liza. “Don’t start something you can’t fucking finish girly.” Mini smiled, as always when she was pissed she was unusually calm. But all it would take is one off comment from Liza to snap her.
“Channie, this is what I mean, look at them. Look at how this one acts like a rabid dog getting in my face while the fucking monster behind me tries to corner me in, do you see now that they aren’t like us? Help me!” Liza said in her sickly sweet voice.
“If you wanna see rabid dog, I’d be so fucking happy to show you and put you in your fucking place,” Kitty seethed as she got closer to Liza.
“Please, what are you gonna do about it?” Liza scoffed, “You’re in your last year. You can’t do shit to me unless you don't want to graduate.”
“The question isn’t what am I going to do about it, it’s what EXACTLY will I do about it because I have MANY fucking options.” Kitty hissed, taking her long pointed nails and running them along Liza’s jaw, causing her to tremble slightly. Quickly Liza lifted her hand giving Kitty a swift smack.
“Don’t fucking touch me.”
“Baby, let it go,” Chan whispered as he reached for Kitty’s wrist, pulling her back into his arms.
“Are you fucking joking? Baby? Who’s fucking side are you on? Your best friend of YEARS or some fucking whore from your class?”
“Who. The fuck. Are you calling a whore.” Jeongin glared as he made his way over. He had missed the first part, only to see Liza smacking Kitty, excusing himself quietly to the girl he was with before pushing everyone out of his way to get to her. “Touch her again, and I’ll fucking end you.”
“So you are just as fucking crazy as the rest of them. A rabid kitten whore, a monster, and a feral fox. What a combination.” Liza rolled her eyes at Jeongin, brushing him off.
“Monster?” Jeongin laughed, “You don’t want to see a monster Liza.” Jeongin laughed, “Because you’ll be quite unhappy when you realise you labelled the wrong person the monster.”
“Binnie, look at them, this is who your friend is friends with?”
“Excuse me?”
“Your little friend, these are his people. So do something.”
“He’s not my fucking friend Liza. He’s my boyfriend. For the love of fuck, stop misgendering and mislabelling him!”
“Look at him, not hard to think he’s a she.”
“I’m gonna fucking kill her,” Kitty said from Chans hold.
“Guys, just let it go, she’s not worth it,” you said as you pulled Jeongin back a few steps.
“Yeah see, Y/N is a nice one, Kitty needs to graduate and Jeongin won’t hit a woman, but you see; I have nothing to lose.” Seungmin looked to Mini both confused and slightly amused, as if he’d already known for a while what would happen. “You can insult me, you can say whatever the fuck you want about pretty much any of us. But Y/N and Lix? Off fucking limits.” Seungmin took a preemptive step back, knowing just exactly what would happen.
“Mini,” you shouted sternly, but it wasn’t enough. You knew how’d she get, and this was no exception.
‘Some people need to be taught a lesson, whether they choose to learn it themselves, or I have to force the lesson into them.’ was something she once said, after a fight with a few seniors who had decided to pick on a freshman earlier in the year.
Liza had moved away from Mini in an attempt to get some distance between them. She tried to escape from their circle and move back to their table, but Minho slid in front of her, blocking the way with his arms crossed and a stone cold look plastered across his face.
“Sorry, bitch. Not getting out of this one,” he chuckled at the fear on her face.
Liza had turned around and saw Mini standing in the same spot. Mini cracked her knuckles and her neck, obviously trying to scare the shit out of her some more.
“Minho don’t encourage her! Please!” You yelled out, as you moved to try and stop the inevitable,
“Don’t get in between a fight, love,” Jisung said as he grabbed you, bringing you close to his chest, “What did I tell you huh?” when you didn’t answer he sighed, “You need to take care of yourself, getting in between people during a fight like this will only get you hurt,”
“She shouldn’t be fighting her anyway, Jisung!”
“I can’t say it’s not called for, but let Chan and Bin stop them. I don’t want you to get hurt.” he whispered, his arms tightening around you protectively. You didn’t answer him again and simply watched the fight unfold in front of you.
“Last chance to fucking either back what you said or apologize.” Mini had cornered Liza into the corner of your friend group. By now the rest of the club had stopped what they were doing,
“Bouncers incoming,” Minho whispered,
“You’re fucking psychotic!” Liza yelled attempting to throw a punch at Mini and missing horribly. She had grabbed a glass from a patron standing beside her and swung it towards Mini’s face. Mini was fast enough to put her hand up to stop the glass from shattering on her face, but when the glass made contact with her hand, it instantly shred the skin on it. She wretched her hand away from her face and hissed as the glass penetrated her skin. Liza smirked up at Mini, but Mini just smiled. Liza's smile fell immediately.
“Yeah… I am.” Mini’s devilish smile grew wider, she pulled at Liza’s hair, tugging it harshly to get her to stand still, she pulled her good hand back and swung, hitting Liza directly in her nose. Liza screamed at the top of her lungs and fell to the floor, clutching her face. She moved her hand from her face and saw blood all over her hands.
“WHAT THE FUCK?!” Liza cried as she sat on the floor, fumbling her phone as she attempted to call the cops.
“Go ahead call the cops, you threw the first punch moron,” Minho chirped,
“YOU’RE ALL FUCKING INSANE! CHANNIE, HELP ME, PLEASE!”
“Liz. This time, I can’t defend you.” Chan said as he squeezed Kitty tighter in his hold, she was clawing at his arm, itching to get to Liza.
“You’re taking their side? Are you joking? HER? Over me? She’s NOTHING, a NOBODY!” Liza screamed at him, causing Chan’s gaze to darken angrily. Liza had never seen him look at anyone like that, he’d never looked at her like that. Chan had lifted Kitty into his arms bridal-style and walked towards the exit of the club.
“Honestly, Liza.” Hyunjin said as he walked up to her, “I don’t see why I ever cared to be friends with you.”
“Jinnie..”
“Don’t fucking call me that,” he scoffed, as he turned to walk out.
“Binnie?” Changbin looked to her, shaking his head and taking Felix’s hand in his, guiding him out of the club following Hyunjin. Mini walked past Liza, who still sat on the floor. Grabbing for her purse, as Minho helped her with everyone else's things.
“Made me get blood on a perfectly good outfit.” Mini sighed, Seungmin making his way up to Mini to grab her side, pulling her close to him as he examined her hands.
“Tch,” Seungmin let out, “When we get home we’re gonna have to clean this fist up and wash the blood out.”
Jeongin walked towards Liza and crouched down to her level, “Don’t fucking talk to my family ever again. Or Mini won’t be the worst of your problems.” He whispered in her ear, quickly standing up and stepping over her to walk to the exit.
“H-hannie…” Liza whispered, tears starting to well in her eyes.
“Was it worth it?” Han sighed, “Was it worth all of this? Was whatever you had going on in your head worth the fight? Worth all of your friends walking out on you? You couldn’t just be fucking happy for Bin? You couldn’t have just acknowledged Felix properly? You couldn’t just stop fucking talking? Or respected Chan, or my wishes? Just fucking ONCE in your fucking life!?”
You could feel Jisung shaking as he held onto you tightly. You felt something wet drip onto your shoulder, looking towards it, noticing him crying. You wrapped your hand around his to try to calm him down, tilting your head up to try and look at him. He had his head buried in your shoulder, his hair covering his face.
“Jisung, you’re ok. We can leave… if you want,”
“I got punched, and you’re-” Liza lets out a soft laugh, “And you’re the one having an anxiety attack? You’re a fucking joke, Han Jisung.” She sighed, getting up off the floor; dusting herself off, wiping the excess blood from her face.
“He’s the joke? I don’t think so. We tried our best to be nice to you, to make you feel welcome. You judged us before you got to know us. No one else is a joke but you.”
“Shut the fuck up, and do what you want; you can have him for all I fucking care, he’s useless to me.” Liza spat,
“Have him? He’s not a fucking prize to be won Liza! He’s a fucking person, not some possession you put on a shiny pedestal and use when he’s convenient for you.”
“And what's your excuse? Flaunting him like this?” Liza laughed,
“Flaunting? I’m his friend, this is how friends should protect and respect each other.”
“Setting rabid animals on someone? You couldn’t fight for yourself so instead you let your loyal hounds to handle your problem!”
“Please stop..”Jisung whimpered,
“Loyal what?!”
“Please..” Jisung hiccuped, “Stop please,”
“CHAN!” Changbin yelled, from the entrance, “SOMEONE GET CHAN!”
Chan ran in, rushing to Jisung, cupping his cheeks to look at him. Jisungs eyes were full of tears, glazed over, his breathing hitched and rapid.
“Breathe,” He said, “Breathe, you’re fine, you’re okay.”
“I can’t-” Jisung struggled to speak, his breathing erratic, heart racing. The fight itself would have been fine, he would have been able to handle that. It was the blood. The cut on Mini’s hand, the blood that came from it. “Is Min-” he hiccuped again, “Is Mini okay? She’s bleeding-”
You grabbed his hand and laced your fingers together, squeezing his hand tightly in yours.
“Ji… we’re all ok. Can you look at me please?” you say softly to him, not wanting to scare him away.
He looks down at your hands, making sure you’re physically okay from the commotion and slowly looks up to you. You can finally see his face and all you wanted to do was wipe his tears away and hold him till he felt better again.
“We’re ok, you’re ok,” you said softly, moving a few pieces of his hair away from his face.
“There’s a car outside. Lix, Bin, Minho, Hyunjin and Jeongin, took one home already, Seungmin, Mini, and Kitty are waiting outside.” Chan sighed,
“I really am nothing to you all.” Liza said,
“Just go.” Chan said blankly,
“Channie, I’m sorry…”
“Not now Elizabeth, just fucking go. I’ll talk to you when I’m no longer fucking pissed.” She nodded, walking away.
“Let’s go.” Chan said, as he guided Jisung out of the club, apologising to the managers at the door for the fight. You hopped into the back seats of the car, Jisung beside you as he attempted to calm himself down a bit more. Ultimately, he fell asleep on your shoulder, to the scent of the rain.
~ ~ ~
“Is he gonna be okay?” You said, after saying your goodbye’s to Jisung, Seungmin had already headed up to your dorm to tend to Mini’s hand.
“Mm, yeah. He’ll be okay, might take an extra therapy session but nothing too bad.”
“Is he-”
“Mhm, just a bit of trauma- he’s not good with blood.” Chan sighs, “But he’ll be okay. He just needs a shower, and his computer for now.”
“Computer?”
“He thinks his best songs come from his emotions, especially when he’s hurting. It's also just a good distraction for him. Whether it be writing or just listening to music.”
“What happened-”
“It’s better for him to explain when he’s ready, anyways Y/N i’m sorry about tonight.”
“Definitely not how I saw my Tuesday night going.” You smiled lightly at Chan, who was staring off into the car watching Jisung, who sat with his head hung low “Do you guys just want to stay here? I feel like none of us are going to class tomorrow anyways, Plus I’m sure Innie, Mini and Kitty wouldn’t mind. There's a spare bed for Jisung-”
“Honestly, sure. I don’t want him to be alone tonight, gives me an excuse to have someone in the room with him. Also maybe him seeing Mini’s fine will make him feel a bit better.” you nodded. Chan told Jisung the plan, and he slowly hopped out of the car.
~ ~ ~
“I’m fine, Jisung.” Mini smiled, raising her bandaged hand in the air, “Honestly, I’ve done worse.”
“Let’s all just get some sleep yeah?” Minho sighed, “I’m sharing with Y/N and Innie tonight,”
“Felix and Bin are already passed out on the couch so,” Chan sighed,
“My room.” Kitty smiled weakly, “Thank you, by the way. For holding me back.” she blushed, and turned swiftly to walk to her room, Chan following closely behind her.
"Hyunjin, and Jisung; if you need anything, extra blankets, or just- anything let me know." Mini smiled, as she guided the boys into the spare room. Closing the door behind her when she left.
~ ~ ~
“What’s wrong with me” Jisung sighed as he lay in the guest room,
“Nothing’s wrong with you Ji,” Hyunjin sighed from beside him,
“I should have got her to quiet down Hyune.”
“Nah, there was no stopping her. She has been going off the deep end lately, there really wasn’t anything we could’ve done once she started.”
“Do you know where my phone is?” Jisung sighed,
“MM, lyrics?” Hyunjin asked,
“Yeah.”
“I really like that you write instead of isolating.” Hyunjin smiles, “Makes me feel a bit better.”
“Don’t you isolate?” Jisung tilts his head towards Hyunjin, who hands him his phone from the nightstand beside him.
“Exactly why it makes me feel better. At least one of us has a healthy coping mechanism.” Hyunjin smiles softly, “I’ll go to sleep first. I hope the lyrics come out how you want them, night Hanji.”
Jisung opens his phone to his notes, where he had the last lyrics he wrote while sitting in the club.
In the quiet tunnel…
The walls that were colored are all black
They were colored by you
Jisung sat in silence recounting his emotions from the night. Watching you dance with Hyunjin, and the odd jealously that came with that.
I’m surprised by the feelings felt for the first time
Minho’s acknowledgment that he could very clearly see Jisung’s interest in you. He wanted to be in Hyunjin’s place, he wanted to know you more than Minho did.
Name, age, where do you live
Too many questions, I know I’m being rude
Boldly walking up to you and asking you to dance with him. Wanting to be close to you, not just physically, but emotionally, mentally. He wanted all of you.
I’ll cross the line just a little, as I finally
Avoided this road, I was walking on unsteadily
The two of you entirely in your own world, dancing together, blissfully unaware of the world around you. He remembered the first day you met, how fond he felt watching you standing in the middle of the street, letting the rain cascade down your figure.
I’ll look at you and rest for bit, I know I’m putting you out by doing this when it’s our first meeting
He remembers how inspired he was by your actions and your words that first night. He got so wrapped up in his song idea that you had gently fallen asleep on his shoulder, your features totally relaxed. He thought you were the most beautiful person he’s ever seen. This song was for you. He was writing it because of you, for you.
I’m rambling noisily, as it’s my first time having these emotions too, so I’m still
He was suddenly pulled from his remembrance as a sports car revved and zoomed down the street, the tires and echo of the exhaust loud enough to penetrate the walls and windows.
“AH!” Jisung yelled, quickly turning, realising Hyunjin was asleep.
In the quiet tunnel, you with the sports car, the noisy engine blares
“Fuck that tunnel”
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Hello Hello ~
My name is Tix (they/them), and welcome to my rotumblr blog! I'm 21, I'm from Unova and in Unova and i run a small café on Route 3 right outside Striaton City. If you don't find it, just look for the Daycare on the hill, walk up that hill and look for the building at the foot of the hill! And now come in and get a cupcake, you earned it!
A bit of background info, so you're not put off:
- I'm a trainer, i went on gym journey but i never finished (i have 5 badges). I know a bit about tactics, i like battling as a concept (i love watching league battles and gym battles on TV) but I'm not a big battler myself. If you're interested though, just ask. I have a good team and we do like the exercise. Just... Don't expect me to win.
- My parent's own a farm near Lacunosa Town on route 12. Their main focus is on Produce but they also offer a breeding program. I've worked a lot with them as well, so if you've just gotten an egg from the daycare, i can give you some tips. I don't know everything though.
- I'm a poison type specialist. Don't be put off by this. The food is all safe to eat, the air is safe to breathe and if anything should ever happen, i have antidotes. My Pok←mon are all sweethearts, but please be careful about touching them. If you would like to pet them, feel free to ask me. I will gladly tell you how to safely do it or if it's not possible. This should go without saying, but some people... Well.
I also have an employee, Olivia. Meet him here
There is also Brandy, my Rotom. Let's hope they can behave!
As for my Pokémon, here they are! [Compact list of Pokémon at the end in the ooc section]
Also here's two pics of me. (//i forgor what the picrew were. if anyone knows, let me know)
OOC below the cut:
// Hi, hello. I run this blog as a side blog, so I'll like and follow from my main @fire-water-grass-core . If you need to address me (the player/mun), I'm okay with any pronouns, and if you need a name you can call me Kama, Nox or Cheese. (And please excuse me if i sound harsh sometimes, or ask stupid questions). I also run:
@drampas-trainers where i document my journey through the Pokémon games
@professors-polycule, a project for my fake region.
@zekrom-sword where i explore some darker themes (ig?) regarding pokémon hunting. This blog is way less rules heavy thouhg and i'm happy to do some shenanigans there.
@team-nightdancer which is a PMD-based blog that i also run but it is inactive at the moment.
If you want to interact with them, feel free to do so. Rules from here also apply over there if not specified otherwise :)
First, this is obviously a Pokemon irl rp blog. As I and the people I'll mostly interact with will pretend that Pokémon are real, this is a blanket #unreality warning. I tried for a while to tag every post with that, but tbh it's tiresome, and I don't think it's really needed. Instead, I'll usually tag with at least one of the following three tags: #pokemon irl, #pkmn irl or #pokeblogging. It's probably gonna be #pokeblogging though.
Second, while both I and my character(s) are adults, I'd prefer to keep this blog semi SFW. (I will act like an adult though.) Mentions and, I'll call it "informative discussions" of sensitive topics are okay, but I try to keep it off screen. I don't think anyone had plans to play out elaborate sex-scenes on here but you never know.
If anything comes up, I'll try to put a warning tag. I'm not a fan of spamming tags, and some posts i already did have quite a lot, so I'll keep it to one format: #cw [trigger]. I will probably still use them sparingly, since i'm personally okay with most things. Please tell me if i should tag something.
That said, i usually don't consider "gore" as NSFW because thats just silly in my opinion. People cut themself and break their bones. I'll still try to keep stuff like this on the low end, and extreme stuff like dismemberment will also be tagged.
Third: I'm not the biggest fan of high stakes, especially on a global scale. I'll decide case to case if i want to react or interact. If it's something personal high stakes I'm more willing to participate (a character's arc that results in a final battle with a nemesis). Like i said, global scale high stakes where the world is threatened is probably not something I'll do a lot (team aqua wants to flood the world again). I do acknowledge it if it's happening because a lot of other blogs do participate and it's just weird if I'll always ask "whoa whats a shadow Pok←mon", but, like, Tix will probably be a lucky one and be unaffected by most things. If you would like me to participate, feel free to ask though. (I might just decline). Everything will be appropriately tagged #high stakes pokereality. I don't think i will be getting into details like "low stakes" and "medium stakes" for tagging.
Regarding sentient/sapient pok←mon: Human Characters will treat them as roleplayers online who just have fun. Might play along, might be a bit snarky or so. Pokémon Characters (Porygons, Rotoms, Team Nightdancer) will interact and understand them, even in person. This means that @team-nightdancer is NOT canon to the human run blogs, despite me running both. Exceptions to this rule is the Porygon line, Rotom and possibly very specific cases.
Fourth: as for other tags: all of Tix' and Olivias pokemon will have their own tag in the format #[nickname] the [species] , for example #coffee the koffing . I don't know how consistent I'll be with capitalisation, i try to use all lowercase. All posts regarding Yoghurt the Yveltal while it was still an egg are tagged with #yveltal??? Posts about Cracker the Murkrow and Cheese the Crobat from before they were caught are tagged #unknown crobat . I will not tag Pok←mon of other people, and I'll only tag the Pok←mon that are relevant for the specific post/reblog (because i have a lot of pok←mon and the tags won't end otherwise). If I'm sure something will be the last entry in a longer series of reblogs, i might tag everyone who was relevant, but don't expect it. I usually put them there so people know who I'm talking about, because i use the nicknames. (Another list of the Pok←mon will be at the very end)
depending on what kind of interaction i am doing on rotumblr, there are 6 tags, 2 for each Tix, Brandy and Olivia. Answers to asks will be tagged with #tix answers, #brandy answers or #olivia answers. If it's about "normal" blogging, it'll be tagged either #tix.txt, #brandy boasting or #olivia online. some old posts might have #tix blogs or #olivia blogs, i won't go through that to change it. posts from before olivias appearance might not be tagged at all in this way. The "event" (idk how to call it) where i come up with weird drinks or things that people order will be tagged with #daily disaster drinks . In character, these will be made by Olivia and will not be daily, as Olivia isn't working at the caf← every day.
Ask games or Ask memes or whatever you call them will be tagged with #ask game. Once i reblog them, they are open indefinitely. The tag will be for the initial meme only, not the answers to make it possible to find them. Generally, please put the question for the meme into your ask, especially if it's an older ask game, i might ignore it otherwise. Also, please specify which muse you're asking, if not I'll just decide who is answering on my own. In addition: most ask games i reblog here are also fair game on @drampas-trainers. I will only answer over there if you put the question in the ask though. If you want to ask a specific character there, do so, otherwise it'll be a sort of "collective answer"
For the ask box or inbox in general: I'll accept magic anons (if somewhat reasonable). I'll also accept physical items. If you wanna ask stuff outside of memes or whatever, go ahead.
I also like to do headcanons. These might make more or less sense, depending. I will usually introduce them with "//headcanon time" or something similar and then put a readmore. These will also be tagged with #headcanon . If you don't like them, feel free to just ignore them, i won't be mad whatsoever. I also don't mind discussing certain stuff in universe, we can play something like "what? really, i heard that slightly differently!". My characters are both not professional researchers or pokebiologists, but Tix is a poison type expert and Olivia is a battle specialist and teaches at the trainer school. They know their stuff for the most part. Because of this i'd like to ask you not to just straight up contradict me on these posts, like "wow, that's completely and utterly wrong!" I will try to do the same. Please tell me if i overstepped boundaries.
Also here is a (not complete) list of a few headcanons that i use.
Another tag might be relevant: #offscreen rp . I will use that for in-character roleplay interactions with other people. They happen outside of "rotumblr" and are there for the content. Also sorry if they clutter your dash. If you see this, please don't reblog with your own in-character additions as they are usually planned. If you reblog, I'll probably just ignore. Likes are very welcome though. :3
Out of Character posts will be tagged with #ooc . This goes only for posts where a significant portion is ooc.
Out of Character answers to asks will be tagged #cheesy answers
Out of Character notes will be marked as // or //ooc (including tags)
I might reblog art or even posts that tix or olivia aren't involved in. these will be tagged #//reblog .
Image descriptions or Video description will be in [brackets] .
I'll update and edit this post as well as reblog it if something changes. (Or make an entirely new one, like this time hehe)
Fifth:
I, Cheese, Mun will use pink coloured text in addition to the //
Tix will be writing/talking in colourless text
Olivia will be writing/talking in blue text
Brandy will be writing/talking in red text
otherwise, i won't use much colours in posts. this intro blog stuff will be the exception to make it easier to read (i hope)
That being said: feel free to interact, feel free to send a DM, feel free to send asks, I'm happy to do offscreen posts and RP and whatnot, I won't bite and i won't poison you. Probably.
little thing about reblog chains (i guess?)
Now, that was a long one. If you read it all, congratulations, have a cookie. Or a coffee. And most importantly: have fun!
PPS: Here's a list of Tix'Pokémon:
Coffee the Koffing
Muffin the Roselia
Bienenstich the Scolipede
Cream the Haunter
Poppy the Toxicroak
Basil the Toxtricity
Cracker the Murkrow
Cheese the (shiny) Crobat
Rhubarb the Ekans
Chocco the Salandit
Carrot Cake the Clodsire
Pumpkin the Bellsprout
Loaf the Trubbish
Yoghurt the Yveltal
Bun the (ultra domesticated) Trubbish
Roll the (ultra domesticated) Tubbish (deceased)
Appleslice the (ultra domesticated) Mareanie
Bacon the (ultra domesticated) Mareanie
Lettuce the (ultra domesticated) Mareanie
Tomato the (ultra domesticated) Mareanie
Caramel the Beedrill
Tofu the Sliggoo
Annie Stonefruit the (albino) Cranidos (tagged with just #stonefruit the cranidos)
Jack the Pumpkaboo
Brandy the Rotom
Eggplant the Skorupi
Leonard the bed-sized Clodsire Plush
If all of Tix team appear in a post (i doubt) it'll be tagged with #tix band
The Mareanie are a band of troublemakers and will be tagged #mareanie blt if all of them appear in a post
Probably grouping others together as well, but later.
Also a list of Olivias Pokémon
Hans the Lotad
Grill the Darmanitan
Marbles the Alolan Exeggutor (tagged with just #marbles the exeggutor )
The Kalosian the Escavalier (tagged with just #kalosian the escavalier)
Beach Ball the Gible
Gregor the Gimmighoul
If all of Olivias Team appear in a post, it'll be tagged #olivias gang
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