#hopelessly devoted to you dear anon <3

[zhuletta]

This is probably a really weird thing to say, but I have to say something bc not doing so didn't feel right. Tho leaving this as a comment seemed off so I'm dropping it here.

Yesterday was one of the worst mental health days I've had in a very long time and it was a goddamn struggle but you know what got me through till morning? Your fic date me instead. Which I wound up reading twice pretty much instantly back to back. It was love at first chapter. I'm particularly enamored with chapter 3, one of many reasons is it gave me a case of fond nostalgia (something hard to do, tbh). I could list my favorite parts but I'd most likely wind up listing every part of the fic. Tho, I am very much in love with the entirety of them alone in Eddie's room for the first time when blitzed. The scar touching, the tattoo, Eddie covering Steve's eyes, the violent blushing... Yeah, no, the eye covering and violent blushing moment is probably my favorite part in the whole fic. But it was that moment of finding the 'it' fic for yourself with a new pairing. This fic is now the love of my life.

So… long winded way of saying: THANK YOU.

I just needed to say thank you. Because last night was fucking rough, but that was a lifeline that I could hold onto. It helped drown out… everything. So yeah, thank you.

Oh my god, this is absolutely not a weird thing to say, it's actually the opposite. I am so sorry you are going through a hard time, and I absolutely get you, fiction has always been a safe place from the hard times in my life and I am so so so so happy Date me instead was able to cheer you up even if just a little. Comments like this make my heart ache in happiness, so thank you so much for telling me!!

That particular part of chapter three you are talking about is also one of my favorites, I just wanted to convey that cozy feeling you get when you realize you've found your favorite person, and I'm so glad it impacted you, because I sure know I poured my heart on it, specially on the eye covering part, idk I feel like that's a really oh moment, you know? I wanted them to be giddy and happy after talking about what happened in the upside down which would be such a hard thing to go through and I'm glad that cozy feeling i wanted to write came across well.

Thank you so much for reading and telling me this, it's my biggest pleasure to help you through this rough time and just, thank you thank you thank you, this message really meant a lot to me<33

#giulianons #giuliasks #hopelessly devoted to you dear anon <3 #im so glad you could find a safe space in my fic #hope everything gets better to you from now on

[exlibrisfangirl]

You, my dear Mel, are hopelessly in love with Chris Argent's ass. You're also unequivocally devoted to Allan A Dale and it's a blessing. ALSO, #englishteacherproblems *Kiss and runs away*

Hey, dat ass is a MASTERPIECE, okay. I mean, Chris Argent is a whole damn buffet, but his ass is the rump roast main course, my dude, with a heaping side of thighs. Hnnnnnngggggg. (The eyes and nose and neck and hands are appetizers, and the grief beard is most definitely dessert. Don’t @ me, I don’t make the rules. Wash it all down with... well, I should probably leave the rest to your imagination. Ahem.)

And my devotion to Allan A Dale will never die... unlike him. I’ll see myself out.

Go on anon and tell me at least 3 facts you have learned about me...

#hey nonny nonny #answered ask #chris argent #teen wolf #allan a dale #bbc robin hood #when fandoms collide #this is my design #fictional characters #and the meme goes on

[moonraccoon-exe]

If you're still taking drabbles, and if no one has asked for it. 11 for Corqi?

[Corqi drabbles written from this list of prompts.]

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First off, I’m so SORRY that it took this long, my dearest anon! Second, I’m sorry if you wanted a short drabble. This turned into a 1606 words little fic, haha. I just- couldn’t help it! I like descriptive writing, so there it goes.Third, I hope you like sappy self-indulgent fluff. This could go any way, in any genre, but I chose the most cliché and cheesy one because I wanted to, this was the last prompt I got and I thought it’d be cute, and our sweet angri boi deserves some praise.

Tbh I’m not 100% happy with it, but that’s because I’m not good at making short stories. Sorry! Still, hoping you enjoy, dear anon, and thanks lots for dropping in such a pretty prompt!

Adding a read more at some point.

“Wow, youlook…amazing.”

Loqi’sheart skipped a beat at the sound of that voice; he subtly flinched and gaspedin his place, not prepared to have been seen this soon. Still, his heart spedup to the pace of a scared rabbit and a smile grew on his face, cheeks blushedfrom the excitement. There was nothing that he wanted more than to turn aroundand go hug the owner of that voice. But he, gods know why, did notwant to show too much excitement, let the man know how eager he was for this.So, instead of that, he controlled his smile and tried to pretend his heart wasnot madly beating against his ribcage, and, trying to act as calmly aspossible, he turned around, not forgetting to do it with grace enough for thehalf-cloak he was wearing to do a charming, ethereal fly and fall movementaround his shoulders.

He couldnot help another wide smile and the speed of his heart again when he came tosight.

Cor Leonis,the Lucian Marshal, stood nearby the door, frozen, andlooking at him as if though he was in front of one of the Astrals’ divinemessengers, or in front of an Astral themselves. For a moment, Loqi forgot howto breathe and wanted to praise the Marshal back and instead; Cor looked phenomenal, dressedin the most elegant royal military suit Loqi had ever seen in his life; in theclassic Lucian colors, a fit jacket with all of Cor’s medals on a side of thechest, simple but elegant epaulettes, and a golden and black belt to the waist,on top of the jacket. He was even wearing a ceremonial emblematic sword,sheathed in its proper place.

But, oncemore, Loqi did not want to show what he was thinking. Cor had said somethingand was looking at him like he was a deity, and, before really letting Cor knowhis own thoughts and desires and excitement, he first wanted to take it to hisvantage. There was no way Loqi would admit it, but the praise, Cor’s praise forhim, it ruined him beautifully.

Focusingfirst in himself, weak by the way Cor was staring at him, Loqi moved slightlyin his place, distractedly, to show off his own clothing; the vest, the littlechains that crossed a side of his chest, the jacket witha long tail and loose sleeves, tied to his wrists, beautiful boots andloose-enough but fit pants. All of it, compared to Cor’s military outfit, madehim feel a little out of place, but in a pretty way. He almost felt like afantasy prince. It did not help that he kept enjoying of the half-cloak aroundhis shoulders, decorated with beautiful golden patterns and his own muchsimpler epaulettes. He was even given an ear piece with the shape of a dragon,for his Niflheimian origins.

“Youthink?” Loqi asked slyly, pretending innocence.

But Cor didnot reply. He did not even move. He stood in the same place, frozen, mouthopen, and eyes gleaming with shock. Loqi smiled yet again, looking away for amoment. Whenever he looked back at Cor, the Marshal was still staring at himlike he was literally unable to move. The way he looked at Loqi, it wasunbearable in a wonderful way. Loqi immediately blushed and looked away if helooked at Cor’s eyes, not because it was too intense but because it wastoo…pure. Cor was not pretending all this just to be romantic; he was honestlydumbstruck. Cor looked at him with such a sincere shock that all that Loqicould think of was a mortal looking up at their god for the first time.

A bitoverwhelmed, Loqi stared away, smiling, trying to control his burning cheeks.When he looked back and found Cor still looking up and down on him with thesame dumbstruck face, the Niflheimian could not help a low laugh, and hestopped caring about the praise.

“Somepeople may consider so much staring as rude, you know that, Leonis?” the blondasked as he walked over to the older man, still smiling. 

Cor stilldid not reply. He continued staring in absolute silence, still unable to shutthe mouth. He did take in a breath that sounded as if though he had forgottenhe had to breathe and, seeing the real shock in his eyes, Loqi did not doubtthat had been the case. Moved and not believing the Marshal could react likethis, the Niflheimian laughed lowly and moved even closer, and rested the handson Cor’s broad chest.

“Cor” Loqimurmured, smiling, “say something.”

“…I’msorry, I just…” Cor managed to whisper back, head lowered now that the youngerman was standing so close, so he could continue staring. Loqi waited for him tocontinue, but Cor didn’t say anything else; he merely tried, lips movedwordlessly, and he then smiled with an almost apologetic look in his face,shrugging slightly. By response, Loqi smiled widely and chuckled. Cor smiledback, but he continued staring, eyes analyzing, like he could not believe anyof what he was seeing.

The blondlet him; he stayed quiet as Cor’s eyes wandered all over his face, his hair,the ear piece, the neck and what he could see of clothing. Loqi smiled and didnot mind; he too liked to stare at Cor, and he thought that it would be nice tojust let him stare as he pleased. Loqi considered it as praise, and it did buttouch and raise his healthy ego, made him feel special. Made him feel loved. Made him feel…that Cor really did want this. If he wanted, he couldrub against Cor and purr as Thanks. Not anyone got the Marshal’s eyes on them like this, so full of…affection.

After somemore staring, Cor moved a hand up and used it to caress Loqi’s hair, as if tooafraid to touch his skin.

“…you lookstunning” Cor whispered. Loqi’s smile faded and his cheeks turned red; the waythe Marshal said it made it sound much more like a statement than a compliment.It was both heartwarming and overwhelming. Cor, in his words, was being asserious as in his actions, being a hopeless romantic without trying or meaningto be. “…you look…” Cor sighedquietly, eyes piercing not with intensity but with softness. He continuedstaring and staring, very subtly shaking the head.

Loqi, oncemore, waited in vain for Cor to finish his words. All that the Marshal did wasto offer him yet another apologetic smile. The Niflheimian did but laugh underhis breath, and the sound made Cor’s smile soften and grow. After a few moreseconds, keeping the hands on Cor’s chest, Loqi reached closer, head thrownback so he could look in the Lucian’s direction.

“Isn’t itbad luck to see your betrothed before the ceremony?” he whispered, with aplayful smile.

Cor’shands, almost on their own, moved up. Hesitatingly, like he still was not sureif he was allowed to touch Loqi, they tried to land on his waist. He touchedhim just enough to be felt, but Loqi could still feel Cor’s hesitation which,for once, was very sweet. After a few more seconds with the Marshal staring athim, Cor started subtly shaking the head. The movement became more clear aftera few seconds, and an arm finished sneaking around the blond’s waist, while theother let go, only to move the hand up and use it to gently grab Loqi’s chin.

“No. Notfor me, at least” Cor whispered, bringing the Nif even closer, until theirbodies were pressed together. “On the opposite. I’m prettycertain that it’s good luck when you find an angel…”

Loqi tookin a silent, subtle gasp, taken off-guard. He hated Leonis’ ability to do that.Cor was not the most explicit or affectionate of lovers, but when he wanted tosay something romantic, even as cheesy as he could get, there was no doubt hecould make Loqi’s heart flutter like the first time the Marshal ever laid hislips on his own…

The Nif didnot even think about arguing or giving one of his playful, teasing replies. Allhe knew in that moment was that the man in front of him was the first realowner of his heart, and he wanted him to be the last and only; that Cor lookedat him like a hopelessly devoted staring at their deity; that Cor hadbeautiful, incredibly expressive eyes, and that Loqi wanted to look at them,every morning and every night from that day on, just like they looked at him,not like they were everything in the world, but like there was nothing else init that he would rather look at.

Keeping hishands on the Marshal’s chest, and the Marshal hugging his waist and holding hischin, Loqi stood up on tiptoes and gently tilted the head slightly to a side,softly closed the eyes, and let Cor press a tender kiss to his mouth, somethingdelicate, barely a touch, chaste and sweet, but oh so dearly and heavily loaded of an affection and care that Loqi didn’t think possible until meeting him.

Loqi containeda sigh mid-kiss; he hated that Leonis could steal his heart withsuch simple things, like by wearing a stupid uniform, with such asweet little kiss, or even just by the way Cor looked at him, as if he truly thought him an angel.

#corqi #cor/loqi #cor x loqi #drabble #fanfic #APOSJDPIJGPOAJDLÑJFSDSPÑJRPEJF #*UNINTELLIGIBLE MUTTERING AND HYSTERICALLY ROLLING AROUND* #THE FLUFFINESS. IT MAKES ME /WEAK/ #right so for context! #i don't really headcanon cor and loqi to /want/ to marry #not because they think they'll break up at some point #it's just not their jam you know? rather just keep it subtle and for their own why go around bragging unnecessarily about it? #i tried to make this all fit up there but i didn't find where (unless making it too big) #but they're marrying here because it had its legal vantages #regis suggested it #loqi was taken from his last name (legally at least) by his own family after he left them and as a runaway from niflheim he also now doesn't #have a nationality. So there are some ways to earn the Lucian nationality but it's weird a case of someone without a last name #so regis was lke ''hey why don't you marry? That way Loqi gets both the nationality AND a last name in one shot. You don't need to make it #big or flashy you don't even need to have a public if you don't want. But I think it'd be a good and easy way to fix all this'' #So there go the two. It was indeed not a flashy ceremony but as the Lucian Marshal the head of all military force of Lucis some etiquette #was still required. Hence the STUPIDLY GORGEOUS uniform and the very pretty princely outfit #((prompto chose Loqi's suit <3)) #so none were really very comfortable or sure about a wedding UNTIL Cor was like 'well gonna go look for my fiancé' and BAM #HE WALKS IN ON THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE TO HAVE EVER WALKED ON THIS PLANET after ignis cough cough cough aidjsfjalkdjfd #so now there's nothing that these two want more in this moment than for the goddamn wedding to happen at once #THEY WANNA MARRY EACH OTHER RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW WHERE ARE YOU REGIS >:( #i imagine regis all like ''lol and u didn't want to marry just an hour ago lmao u idiots i love you' #i think that's it for context! c: #oh shit i just realized i didn't tag my drabbles with the coon writes and coon stories and such... #gonna have to delete some tags in some of them due to tag limit... :'C

[phoenixsonged]

so like. do you think that dumbledore's gayness impacted his life in any major ways (w/ the obvious exception of the falling for gellert thing)? like did he struggle with it? did he not think it of much import? did he ever notice struggling gay students at hogwarts? idk i was thinking about dumbledore as a gay man living throughout so many different eras of (muggle) rights movements and wondered what your thoughts are on how he regarded that part of his identity??

this is the greatest question i’ve ever gotten on any account ever --- you’re my new best friend anon NOVEL, so ... bear with me.

if you asked jkr this (which, goodness, please don’t) i’m sure she’d say that he deemed it unimportant because ~all love is love~ and he remained celibate (sorry ‘asexual’ because evidently not acting on desires means you have none at all) throughout his whole life. 

to which, like many things jkr has said in regards to albus’s sexuality, we should all throw it into the trash where it belongs.

i think he struggled with it as much as you’d think a young man growing up during the victorian era when being gay was an illegal offense worthy of death and damnation (i’m pretty sure i read somewhere that jkr says that the wizarding world is more accepting of these things, to which i’m just ???? because i cannot see the sacred twenty-eight, aka the elite purebloods who basically run the wizarding world, being okay with it ?? if only because they probably wouldn’t see a way to continue the bloodline that way (we have, like, no ? examples of honest-to-goodness adoption or anything like that in canon so ....). and i can totally see those same purebloods putting on snotty voices and being like ‘goodness those barbaric muggles, killing people over such silly things --- sure, such men are rather degenerate and shouldn’t marry but, dear merlin, they don’t deserve d e a t h’ and thinking they are all ‘progressive’). that being said, while compulsory heterosexuality is a B*tch, i can’t see albus ever, really, thinking he’s attracted to women --- he’s not the sort of person to do things he doesn’t want to, and if he was unsure about something, he won’t do it, so he never did .... idk whatever typical heterosexual activities teens did in the victorian era. i think he and elphias had ~moments~ during hogwarts, and i think he had something more (if only in a minor sense) the summer before his last year of hogwarts when he was in cairo for the alchemy conference. so, gellert wasn’t albus’s first, there wasn’t any Gay Panic(tm) because albus was already well aware of his own preferences --- it was less, oh shit i’m Gay ?, and more ... obviously swooning and pining thoughts about gellert (which manifest themselves through albus being a shit, calling out gellert’s bullshit, etc, because, of course, he’s much more hyper critical of those he has strong affection for). 

and gellert not being albus’s first (i mean, he’s albus first (and last) of many things, but he’s not, like, albus’s introduction to his own homosexuality, you know?) is ... kinda important to me? because after godric’s hollow, albus begins to really fear intimacy, thinking it’s a weakness of his like power is, because as soon as he becomes close to, emotionally intimate with someone, he loses perception and people die. however, he doesn’t associate that fear with his ... gayness and sex in general? because he’s done those things before and nothing bad happened with that, it was the emotional intimacy (in general) that was the problem, not the gay part, exactly. 

( sidebar: i do think being gay impacted his relationship with aberforth, NOT because aberforth is a massive homophobe or anything (pls kill that with fire, k thanks), but because albus would see abe, the (in my headcanon) more white-looking, straight brother who could just coast through life with nary a problem, whereas albus (the browner, gay brother) has to do research to find out about aspects of himself ... and that’s just not fair !! (the jealousy that festered between these two wasn’t one-sided, despite how they probably think it is)  )

so rowling would have everyone think that once gellert broke albus’s heart~ that albus shut himself away forever, dedicated himself to books, and never had sex again ... and, i’m (not) sorry but that’s just complete bullshit !!!!!  albus is the sort-of person who 100% believes that one’s own choices matter, he rejects any and all ideas of fate ... by him immediately accepting and resigning himself to this broken heart he gives gellert power, he makes gellert even more significant than he already is by virtue of being involved in the ariana accident, and albus does not want to do that! even thinking of gellert in any positive light would feel like a betrayal to his family, let alone hopelessly pining for him (like please kill this idea with phoenix fire !! can we please start accepting albus has the badass, resilient, independent character he is ??? like, if he’s hopelessly pining for anything, it’s his freaking FAMILY, if his heart is broken over anything it’s his sister’s death and the destruction of his family, thank you very much). like, he hates gellert more post-godric’s hollow than he does during any other time in his life. so albus really would like to just ... wipe away all traces of gellert forever, so i think albus would actually, actively seek out companionship (as much as someone as introverted and reserved as he is would, i mean). this desire would, of course, collide with his new found strong fear of emotional intimacy so i picture the end result being like .... some kinda (sorta)friends-with-benefits situation, and then as soon as the other guy tried to bring it to the next step albus would olly out of the entire relationship, ghost this poor guy, and literally never speak to him ever again (because he’s just that good with emotions !! )

because albus, in my opinion, ... likes sex? like, yes, he’s a romantic who believes sex to be the ultimate way to express love / passion / devotion, etc, but he also likes sex just for ... sex’s sake. physical intimacy is honestly the only thing that can get his brain to shut up for five minutes lol, which makes it pretty intoxicating for him. so this would continue on pretty much throughout his twenties i think? (aka the worst years of his life) and, eventually, i think it would begin to wear on albus --- because, a very fundamental desire of his, is to be understood, to be connected to things, or at least someone. he’s always felt rather Othered and Ostracized in his life for various reasons, as if he wasn’t really a part of the world he was constantly observing. he felt understood / connected with gellert and eventually realizes he isn’t going to get that with anyone else, for better or worse, so he ... stops trying.

he considers these matters Extremely Personal, and therefore private. being gay is a political statement, particularly when you’re a public figure as albus becomes, and albus just wants privacy ( another thing to resent/be jealous of abe for --- aberforth gets anonymity; albus doesn’t ), so he keeps his sex life to himself as much as he can. if he had a husband, or something similar, then that would be different but as he doesn’t ..... he doesn’t see why it’s anyone’s business then.

mcgonagall most likely knows albus is gay (she would not know about gellert, no one knows about gellert, lol albus takes that Shit to his GRAVE), and perhaps there was a gay student now and again that albus noticed back when he was a professor (and therefore more interactive with the student body on a personal basis) who he told as a way to assure them that they weren’t alone (i do think he would try to help gay students when he was a professor, but whether or not he’d ‘come out’ in the process would depend on the circumstances and individual student), but albus does, by and large, ‘remain in the closet’ though he doesn’t quite see it that way  ---  he’s comfortable with himself (he has a sort-of...deep, innate self-respect), with this aspect of himself overall, he just doesn’t see the point in bringing it up when it’s not necessary.  

.... you know, i had stuff mentioning the AIDS crisis in the 1980s, and how that happened after voldy was defeated, how the wizarding world would’ve been affected too, and how the wizarding world post-voldemort tried to distant themselves from voldemort as much as possible (which is why, in canon, we see so much negativity from characters toward slytherin --- because voldemort, and all of his (known) followers were slytherins because voldy manipulated slytherins’s worst traits to get a following. during albus’s student years, during riddle’s years, slytherin would’ve most likely been seen as the It house, and certainly wouldn’t have had the connotations it has in canon), and how i could see that eventually leading to gay marriage being a thing in the wizarding world and albus helping with that ... but they are very half-formed thoughts and this is LONG ENOUGH AS IT IS.            

character development questions ( always accepting ) 

#homophobia // #aids mention // #*ABOUT #*HEADCANON #*META #// this gave me so much joy to write thank you anon <3 #anonymous #asks