Sam has been irrevocably changed since his coming back from hell (and jumping in of course). So often I find myself looking at later season's Sam, a Sam who's not a firey rebel against what the world wants of him, a Sam who would fight for himself. This is a quietly submissive Sam who can't stand to disappoint Rock No.1. Someone who takes on pain again and again and again because he's so used to it.
Sam from the first seasons it's not the same Sam as the later. This is a broken, traumatized man who excels at being high functioning and I am SO sure of it.
He LOOKS resigned and tired a lot of the time. And it reminds me of hell!Sam begging himself not to remember. hell!Sam knew what he was talking about and what we're seeing in later seasons is his reflection.
And let me throw in a Silmarillion reference because why the heck not. Like the souls of elves go to Mando's halls, Sam's soul needed to go to heaven and heal from all the years of hell he suffered (earthly ones and hell ones). He was not ready to be reembodied in earth and now he's come wrong.
Like 5 different entities warned us about Sam's shredded to ribbons soul. To me, that doesn't sound like a soul that should've been put back in a body.
👻 Hello! I've been suffering from Supernatural brainrot for months now and I'm looking for more roleplays to satisfy that! I'm not looking to replace anyone, I promise!
About me: 22f, she/her, EST
Writing preferences: Lit (at least, please), would love rapid-fire responses, prefer to write on Discord, prefer descriptive and multi-paragraph responses (but can be ok with shorter responses of need be), cool with darker themes
Looking for: •An active, long term partner (21+) to write as Boy King of Hell!Sam against my Cage Fighter!Demon!Dean in an established relationship.
•I don't have a preferred ratio of plot/smut, but an estimate would be an even 50/50 (this can change later on depending on the story if you'd like). We can discuss general triggers and kinks as well before we start. Although I am smut-fishing just a little lol
•I would prefer to write as Dean as the bottom, since I'm more comfortable with writing bottoms. He'll definitely pull his weight. This WILL contain 🕊
Idea: Sam is the new king of Hell and he has set up a fighting ring for his own amusement, to which Demon!Dean participates in every single match. He's unbeatable (the matches are rigged) and he's Sam's favorite out of every fighter for obvious reasons. It's bloody, it's demented, it's one of Sam's favorite ways to pass the time. Based around The Thorn from Fallout: New Vegas (if you're not familiar, that's fine. I can always explain the concept).
If you're interested, leave a like and I'll reach out!
matt ruling that the technical damage from the explosion was irrelevant due to the power and weight of fcg’s sacrifice is what really got me. even if sam rolled the max possible number on the dice, it wouldn’t have even brought otohan to below where she was before she took the health potion. mechanically speaking, she should have survived that blast by a LOT of hit points. but this was a player willingly killing their own character, beyond reviving and even potentially beyond resurrection, to give the rest of the party any advantage they could, and he rewarded that with the death of an antagonist that has haunted this campaign from the very beginning. unreal fucking plays by both matt and sam tonight.
Critical Role gets so much weirder when you remember that lines like “I wish for you in the future, to find someone who will mourn you when are gone” and “You were not born with venom in your veins” aren’t scripted, but lines like “Mother, I bring news from the womb” and “Meow. I’m a cat” are
if i had a nickel for every time sam riegel was wearing something bonkers when a beautiful special moment happened in the campaign i would be RICH actually