#he'd suffer a bit

[ctl-yuejie]

you remembered, quite observant ｜hidden agenda ep. 1

#hidden agenda #hidden agenda the series #joong archen #dunk natachai #aka very convoluted flirting strategies #i really like how needlessly chaotic this is already #i'm not even sure i want to get an explanation why joke doesn't directly hit on him before starting this whole thing #but i enjoy how charmed he is but also isn't so unrealistically enfatuated that he'd let bs slide #and i am not certain how airheaded zo is to not catch the i love you in mandarin by joke #love the petulant way he grabs his coffee (also in a way that screams 'I drink take out coffee a lot' - which probably is just dunk) #hmmm #first time i am watching a show with joongdunk and i enjoy them #some of the show feels a bit like it was made 2 years ago but it is pretty solid and i like the silliness of it all #i just hope nita doesn't have to suffer under their combined weirdness - i felt sorry when zo ripped the strap on her bag after not accepti #ng her refusal #but i appreciate that the show knows that he isn #t perfect - he did slap joke after all #also: i changed the font i used which took up 80% of the time working on this aka 25 minutes #still not 100% sure but the text reads crisper than on my older sets

[hazmatazz]

yeah we've heard of mike friendzoning will, but can i have more will friendzoning mike?

#i feel like mike would get so quiet for a second #and his throat closes up for a moment and his body tingles in the worst way #because will will never see him more than that. more than a friend #and just at least he still has will as a friend after all that he put him through #but...god he wishes he'd never figured out his feelings for him. he wishes he'd stayed oblivious to that part of him #because will's not the same. mike does think he may be gay but...he'd never love mike the way he loves will #and he knows it everytime will ends a intimate moment by calling them friends and leaning away #and he'll just have to stick with that role #like COME ONNN make him go through the same hell i want to see him suffer a bit <3 #stranger things #byler #babble

[sysig]

One better (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0 #Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread #Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers #Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha #The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax! #Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!! #It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!! #Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u; #Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to - #Until it comes to his eye #Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/ #It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh #For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear #It's so sad ;; And so well done <3 #And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl #Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :') #Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it #Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone? #''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really #Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔 #That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :) #I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol) #I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers! #Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally #Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose

[avisisisis]

Love how we all thought Pavitr would end up getting traumatized or killed from his “Being Spider-Man is so easy!” line but then it turns out that his entire plot is about NOT having any Spider-Man related trauma

#they didn't say anything abt non-spider-man related trauma tho #listen. i love him okay. but i just need my favorite characters to suffer JUST A LITTLE BIT #he just needs a slightly terrible backstory... #i love how his canon event was stopped bc miles helped him #shows how being alone isn't the only answer #i had a dream where he had THE best luck when he was with other spider-men/women #but whenever he was alone he'd fall into a dumpster of bad luck #and the reason why he was so happy all the time is bc of the good luck they gave him #and he was always trying to prove how terrible his luck was but couldn't #it was like when you told your mom you couldn't find something #and she told you to look for it better like 5 times #and eventually she went to get it herself and found it on the first try #it was so funny #i always get the best plots from dreams. it sucks bc i can never write em #but eh #i'll survive #probably #pavitr prabhakar #spider-man #spiderman #atsv #across the spiderverse #spider man india

[lieutenantselnia]

More f/o thoughts (this time with Davy) because apparently I'm in the mood for writing them down today, and also I actually realised something just now:

So with Davy and Selena, it actually takes them a considerable time until they become a couple, and I realised one of the reasons for that might be a particular issue that they both have: Neither of them can bring themselves to confess😅 Despite having feelings for each other, they are just stupidly oblivious about it. Though not necessarily in the classical sense of "oblivious" that they don't notice the other's behaviour around them at all, they do pick up the signals, but brush it off as "I'm just seeing the things I want to see", "it's just my wishful thinking making me see ghosts" because they can't fathom the thought that the wonderful person they've fallen for feels the same way about them. It's probably painful to watch for Maccus and the rest of the crew at this point xD

#I was actually thinking about a story for Hector and Selena but my thoughts pivoted to Davy for a moment and I had an epiphany #I'm sorry they're just both a little dumb when it comes to that #the rest of the crew is suffering watching them (poor Maccus probably has to bring out all of his wingman skills) #I think Davy is actually a romantic at heart and would be able to confess very sweetly (though he'd also be a bit shy) #but the disastrous end of his previous relationship still affects him #meanwhile Selena is just being stupid about it because help she doesn't know what to do at all #they'll probably end up with a slightly awkward mutual confession #funny thing is I don't think they'd be bad partners in a relationship (especially with each other but also in general) #they just suck at getting there in the first place #f/o: 🐙 #davy jones #f/o thoughts #self ship thoughts #self ship

[bumblingbabooshka]

The sentence “Mark Johnson and T’Pel are here again, sir” becomes every Starfleet admiral’s worst nightmare.

#he and kathryn aren't officially married but Mark calls her his wife playfully anyway #I am firmly on team 'Mark Johnson is a good person and he and Janeway love each other very much' bc it makes the tragedy 10fold #I think after they receive word about Voyager not being destroyed or otherwise lost forever Mark suffers from an extremely guilty conscience #if he'd just been able to believe a little more...hold out a little longer... #Mark: You know near the end I thought you were a little crazy. Still holding out hope. I didn't know how you did it - I still don't. #When they tell you to 'stay strong' they don't tell you how much it hurts. (sad chuckle) but I guess I'm a bit of a coward. I gave her up #for dead. I should have known better. Of course she wouldn't go out that easy. #T'Pel tells him that just because he moved on doesn't mean he's a coward - in fact it takes a certain kind of bravery to do that as well. #Most of the people around her certainly urged her to do the same. She just...couldn't. As long as there was a chance - she couldn't. #She supposes that's also a form of cowardice. #Mark laughs. 'It all depends on how you look at it huh? mm...look at us. Two old fools~' (silence between them as they look up at the sky) #T'Pel and Greskrendtregk are among the very few who didn't give up their lovers for dead #and I don't think he's a grumpy person at all - if anything I'd characterize him as more energetic and a bit frustrated by how #serene Mark and T'Pel are hehe #also in my head Elieth and Varith believe that Tuvok could be alive while Asil and Sek think he's dead and are frustrated by the others #Elieth believes more fervently than Varith does (Varith is more in the middle saying neither possibility has been proven) #it causes a bit of family drama #also by 'started a family' Mark means getting married while T'Pel thinks he means had a baby #God...his name really is 'Mark Johnson' huh. Bathroom sign of a name. The most avergae man in the world. Love ya guy. #Mark - T'Pel - Greskrendtregk <- star trek name spectrum #doodle page #bea art tag #st voyager mark #st voyager mark johnson #t'pel #t'pel art #greskrendtregk

[the-obnoxious-sibling]

dipping my toes into new fandoms is always a horrifying moment of potential self awareness. yes i immediately latched onto the horribly undersocialized yet incredibly competent character who didn't know enough about the world to know he was slavishly devoted to The Bad Guy until he met Our Protagonist. yes i did it twice in as many shows. what of it.

#i just. am stunned every time my tastes reveal me to have a type. #the other thing that gets me is the way they immediately offer that devotion to the first deuteragonists who're nice to them for one minute #honestly it's lucky for hunter toh he met willow & gus before eda could warm up to him or he'd be in a bit of a mp100 situation #*refuses to reflect on old fandoms where shadowy reflections of this character concept exists in Too Many past faves* #on a definitely unrelated note i saw fanart of serizawa in a tan trenchcoat w a blue tie and Died Immediately. pls spare me this suffering. #mob psycho 100 #the owl house #…okay you know what i AM gonna add the In Retrospect I Have A Type’s fandom tags too #supernatural #and kinda sorta: #leif and thorn

[dudefrommywesterns]

i think they were trying to show pete as a greedy, swindling jerk but they never commit to it. this just makes the viewer confused what everybody is mad at him about

#1. he's a bad gambler. if he were cheating he'd be winning #2. he *does* suggest that whoever has saadia has the goldmine #he never really does anything with that? #3. he sets up gambling at the circus. however he tells the guy not to cheat anyone and makes him get rid of the fake shells #this move does seem to be to make himself more money but also the circus #he never actually steals anything from anyone #4. his relationship with jerry is so sweet? like?? he's a nice guy #maybe a little bit over flirty and confident but a nice guy #5. the scene where jerry says pete *isn't nice anymore* is so poorly done and even my brother #(who is normally anti any character played by dean in m&l movies by default) #was confused entirely #like yeah he does suggest they skip out on the orphan benefit #but not because he's greedy or hates children #but because he's worried that they'll be off schedule and the circus will suffer (and the circus is already in dire straits) #he says some things that suggest maybe he's trying to be shady but he never actually does anything shady #and pretty quickly i think he does have the circus' best interests in mind #it's just one big weird mishandled mess #anyway. #typewriter dings

[saucy-mew]

am I going to be shameful and post arcana omo

maybe

#i feel so bad for wanting muriel to piss but like. god. #and julian O F C #you cannot tell me that man would not be into it #nsft #arcana #omo #omorashi #mew speaks #dabbling in a bit of asra as well >:3c #and ngl it sounds kinda fun to fuck with lucio and make him suffer #all 👏 arcana 👏 boys 👏 must 👏 piss #gdi now I'm thinking of valerius - he'd be a fun victim

[noxtivagus]

i'm thinking of hermes again gahhh HIS CHARACTER IS SO INTERESTING TO ME I LOVE HIM

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #despite my fondness for his character. i really don't agree w what he ultimately did #though i probably strongly relate if i was in his shoes i may be compelled to just. bring about the end of the world as well 💀 #he cld've found another way to. deal w his suffering? but.. it rlly must've been lonely tho i think. to be different in. such a society. #it's. interesting rlly. bcs the ppl of etheirys generally think death is beautiful. in a way #once they've fulfilled their duty sufficiently they go to die n they say it is beautiful #hermes though.. sees death everyday w the animals. sees how they r afraid of it. of how they want to live #etheirys is so flawed. no wonder hermes was that way n. he's undeniably flawed as a person too #hermes is. an emotional n sensitive character i think. good at heart. but #god that line in the first part of yk '...until what remained could be molded into a socially acceptable shape.' i think that says a lot #hermes is v special to me bcs. idk wtf i really realize i am drawn to characters that.. i think i cld. help in some way. want to help #sob imagine how interesting n fun it wld be to aid hermes in his research #i really don't know how to phrase it but much of hermes' character is bcs of the society of etheirys #i saw this on twt too n.. i really do like to believe that after that incident in ktisis. he eventually made his peace w their mortality #it just. makes me a bit sad how he threw all of that away to be a part of his society in a way #i wish he.. cld've held on a bit tighter to himself. i don't think his emotion or his sensitivity or empathy was ever weak #but i think. it hurt being alone. feeling different. being faced w such an inevitable end n.. yeah #i really think that if he weren't alone in his suffering then he'd be so much more diferent. #aaaa he's a v special character to me indeed :^) i wish he lived at least. to see where his answers led #sob i need closure still i wish his soul wld converse w the wol or smth. but. 'a question of life'.. his side story perhaps is enough #still. i rlly want to give him a long warm hug n all the love in the world 😔 #fandaniel in extension is also a rlly interesting character to me. with amon.. 'hermes wld weep at the man i have become' #or something like that. honestly hermes rlly is a good person at heart but.. yeah :^) #i really loved how endwalker even moreso than shb yk. challenged morality. blurred the lines even further #hermes' actions brought end to so much & caused so much suffering too BUT if he wasn't suffering himself then it wldn't have happened #to put it in one simple way at least. from my own perspective. his actions rn't justified still but they can be understood. i understand. #the way they.. treated the animals as lesser n how many of the amaurotines didn't care much for their lives. #hermes rlly is empathetic i think. &.. lonely? yeah. n arrogance was one of the downfalls of etheirys in a way. imho #yh there's a lot i cld say abt this but i think this is. good enough for now ><

[elibeeline]

Thats fucken obi-wan kenobi!

#he!! he looks like how i know him!! #also upon doing research on cast and characters: if ewan mcgregor had a nickel for every time he was cast for character with a lover #named Satine he'd have two nickels! which isnt a lot but its weird that its happened twice #additional: wow these people (actors) are bad at fake dying! they truly just say their last line dramatically and then go Xp #im at Anakin's mom's part and she deadass just drops her head back with her mouth open #not like leaning towards him or whispering her final words or anything like that! truly just 'i love y- i lov- i love yo- xp' #i laughed at what was meant to be an important character-building moment #IMMEDIATELY REDEEMED THO!!! THE SLOW BIT OF VADER'S SONG WHEN YODA SENSES THE PAIN AND SUFFERING!!!!! THATS COOL I LIKE THAT A LOT!!!!!! #well its not *vader's* theme but its *the* theme!! the dun dun duun dun daduun dun daduun!!!

[reginrokkr]

𝐋𝐗𝐗. Parallels between the God of Wisdom's speech and the Twilight Sword.

Why are there still so many people striving to move forward even when they know the path ahead is dangerous and painful? It's because people don't only live for themselves. They have families, loved ones, friends, and communities. They have dreams that they are still trying to achieve.

[...] The path of life is long, and it's hard for us to see the destination. This leads us to ask a lot of difficult questions... What's the meaning of life? What's the purpose of my existence? Why do I keep experiencing pain and loss? Of course, the most comfortable choice is to stop progressing, give up thinking, and just keep repeating whatever you're already familiar with. Some venture in search of the world's secrets to prevent rapidly approaching, yet still unknown, world-shattering catastrophes. [...] Life is not just about yourself. Each and every one of your actions shapes you and the world around you. Therefore, many people will strive forward to forge new paths, even if they have to endure great pain to do so. Once you begin your journey on that same difficult yet rewarding path, you'll come to know the answers to those big, existential questions, yet they will no longer fell as life-defining as they did before.

                                                                                                        —Nahida: Sapientia Oromasdis I.

I just finished Nahida's character quest and to be honest... I'm at a loss of words. I was already finding it interesting due to the potential connections with the Akasha and the manner Rhukkadevata made it happen to heal partly the world from this forbidden knowledge (which it ended up having solid connections), but this last part of the quest wrecked my feelings thinking about Dain.

We have this man who used to be the captain of the royal knights of a country that fell by the hand of the gods, thus he lost everything. He found himself in the position of need to find what his destiny is, most likely to understand the purpose of his existence after being denied death. After 500 years, he'd have every reason to wallow in the past. Every day he pursues the Abyss Order is a reminder of his failure to protect them, or to try to change the mentality of great part of Khaenri'ah at the time following King Irmin's belief if he was under the last Regent's orders, who seemed to want to change this but ultimately failed too.

But despite how painful his road of self-imposed and not enjoyable solitude is, for all the grief he still feels in his dreams, despite finding every obstacle one could ever find in his way, he managed to move forward and his destination in life is clear and guided by his actions. What this destination may be or what he truly wants to achieve remains a mystery, but I can only imagine that based on the Travail trailer and his strong belief in human potential in this world (which there is, so much that it gives Archons strength and in company to celestial beings they can achieve a lot —see the 2.6 Interlude Chapter—) he truly wants to fight for humanity. Even if that means fighting against the same people he once protected before Khaenri'ah's fall.

Maybe in all his sorrow, Dain still may have moments of existential doubts along the way. He discarded himself to the point of not even being able to name one place he likes in the entirety of Teyvat, thus maybe he lost all sense of self-importance. But as Nahida says here, it's not about himself alone. His actions, the people that will benefit from it even if they'll never know who made it possible and the way the world will be shaped thanks to them, these will become part of who he is, too.

#◟༺✦༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊ #I love Dain so much like you have no idea #he'd have every reason in this world #to become bananas and be a potential enemy to everyone #if considering that the Abyss Order runs away from him #is telling enough of his strength #but he's right there after losing everything #still striving to do something #no matter how many times ghosts of the past may haunt him #or no matter how many times he finds adversities #along his path like the Black Knight Serpents were #despite the beautiful and tragic gist of events with Halfdan #he's still there /despite/ what he may feel or think or suffer #and I love this to bits #his strength #his kindness #despite all those 500 years of wear and tear #he really is a great character #and I can't wait to see him again and learn more about him

[bhalspawn]

i finished origins again :(

#the last bit of the epilogue when ur warden is queen? makes me giggle and then cry immediately #also nathaniel makes me so angry #i don't really like having him in my party w a cousland #just. feels off #like yea he'd been in the free marches for 8 years but he's still howe's son #and i feel like anything good that happens to him makes rhiannon furious #she's petty and angry and wants him to suffer like she did #but she does realize that its unfair to him which is why she holds him at arms length #idk hearing him complain about how his family name is mud is kinda like. a cousland would not sit here and listen to this lol #ESPECIALLY not rhia. she's gonna smash ur skull into the keep walls if you keep saying it was war #anyway. w any other warden he's likable #but. i have thoughts #i feel like rhia is so much prettier in awakening.... is it the lighting or is it the knowledge that im almost done w her playthrough again #she is for sure my canon warden ive never played 1 character more than once and this would be my 3rd time #rhiannon elethea aurelia cousland my beloved... #also i want to post screenshots of her caus e she's so pretty but i have Reasons not too #to #i love her so much she's so angry 💖 #wytxt

[lesbiten]

turning a sad situation a little bit lighter maybe stan just goes along w fiddleford showing up and is like. Oh Yeah Hi Uhh. Buddy. and sits there while fiddleford says what he has to say and by the end of it fiddleford is convinced he’s just talked it out w ford. and bonus stan now knows way too much about ford’s personal relationships

#look i think normally fiddleford would be able to easily tell the difference between stan and ford #but by the time ford is portaled hes in pretty rough shape #i feel like he'd only go back to ford as a last resort like. trying to make amends before he falls off the deep end #so by that point if 'ford' answers the door and he just looks a little bit Unfamiliar then fiddleford probably doesnt even process it #doesnt matter anyways bc at the end of the day its all getting wiped from his memory LOL #pain. suffering #simon says

[monmuses]

"Hey, don't I have a stuffed toy of you?" The pink-and-purple dressed jester elf asks upon seeing Sonic.exe, she decides to look through her pockets to check, first pulling out a bunch of bananas, a rubber chicken, a cuckoo clock, and casually, a tank, before pulling out a regular Sonic plushie. "Hmm, you don't look the same, did you eat a bad, what was it? Wumpa fruit or whatever you liked eating?"

     The dark hedgehog looked at the small elf before him. He knew of plushies existing that were like Sonic, but none were exactly like him. It was the unfortunate truth about marketed plushies not being able to keep up with the appearances. In all honesty, it really annoyed him.

     “Y̵O̷U̴ ̸P̸R̶O̴B̴A̵B̶L̴Y̴ ̵D̶O̵,̸“ he said. “I̷'̸M̵ ̵N̸O̴T̸.̶.̸.̸ ̸S̶O̷N̷I̵C̶.̸ ̶J̶U̵S̷T̸ ̸C̸A̷L̵L̷ ̵M̶E̴ ̵X̷E̷N̸O̶,̵ ̷K̸I̸D̷.̴“

     He quickly moved next to the kid, looking at all of the items she pulled out of her pockets. How many things did she carry? Her question to him had him chuckle. “M̸A̸Y̸B̴E̵.̸ ̷I̷ ̵D̸U̶N̶N̵O̵.̴ ̵I̷ ̶D̷I̷D̶N̸'̸T̵ ̵E̷A̴T̸ ̷A̷N̸Y̴T̸H̵I̷N̷G̴ ̶B̸A̴D̴.̷ ̴I̶ ̷L̸I̷K̶E̶ ̷E̵A̶T̷I̷N̷G̷ ̸F̴R̷U̴I̵T̷S̸,̶ ̷B̸U̷T̵ ̵I̶ ̸T̵U̵R̸N̸E̶D̸ ̴O̸U̶T̵ ̶J̵U̶S̵T̴ ̸F̷I̷N̸E̴.̸“

#firestormmaidenanddragon #// *lucky for her that xeno doesn wanna be an ass #// *hes got a LIL bit of a soft spot for kids #// *i imagine he used to be a kid before he became.. well #// *this #// *hes not like MX where he's willing to kill an 8 yr old #// *hes got standards ok #// *i feel like he'd REALLY protect young kids bc he doesnt want em to suffer like he did #✨{𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔭𝔱; (𝔦𝔫-𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯) #✨{𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡; (𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔡) #✨{𝔴𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱; (𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔲𝔢) #✨{𝔶𝔬𝔲’𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔰𝔩𝔬𝔴! 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔯𝔶 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫?; (𝔵𝔢𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔰)

[roseplendunce]

Efilism? Was that even a word? Certainly, it didn’t sound like one but… What exactly did he know? For as skeptical as the doppelganger was regarding the legitimacy of said word, he opted not to dismiss it as nonsense right off the bat and decided to enquire more about it. “I cannot say that I have ever heard of this ‘Efilism’ of which you speak. What exactly is it? ”

#Monochromatic Enigmas (Anonymous) #Knowledge In The Hands Of The Sapient Is Precarious (Ask) #I think he would have a hard time believing that there are actually people out there who well and truly believe- #-that they all should go extinct as a way to 'end suffering' or some such #Ultimately I think he'd find the idea to be a bit silly because suffering is just an inevitable part of existing and the purpose of the ZMP- #-was never meant to end suffering or eradicate all forms of life #But if the mortals want to voluntarily remove themselves from this world then he's all for it #less work for him and his cohorts- #-plus he can just say that he didn’t actually kill them so it's a win-win in his book