#he would get assaulted so much

[spohkh]

GODDDDDD THIS EPISODE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD GIRL LOOK AT THIS FACEEEEEE.... hes absolutely living for this knowledge that dong soo can be so vengeful. like he was intrigued/amused by dong soo before but now hes like oh there is DEFINITELY something fucked up about that little dude and i am INTO IT... do young can see sooo clearly all of the twisted up gnarled rage inside of hds that he tries so hard to hide.. "his revengeful spirit" uggghhhhhhhh yes do young is going to hit at hds' fault lines until he bursts right open!!!! the fucking little smile on hds' face when sdy showed him the picture of moon in the car accident MA'AM? LET THAT REVENGEFUL SPIRIT RIPPPP!!!! ONLINE GAMBLING KINGPIN!!! FAST TRACK ON THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL!!!

do young is like dong soo. you freaky little attorney. take my unlovable hand in yours. lets go full no children in this bitch.

#I HOPE YOU DIE! I HOPE WE BOTH DIE! #evilive #brother i am fucking AAARUUUGGHGHGHGHHHH THHIS IS GIVING EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED IT TO GIIIIIIIVE #i fucking LOVE korea's criterion collection of 'aren't you tired of being nice? don't you want to go apeshit?' type shows #the devil judge... beyond evil... hell is other people.... and now evilive.... GOD YES #korea: would you like to watch another mostly kind and empathetic person go on a downward spiral into spite and vindictiveness? #me: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THNK YOU!!!!!!!!!! SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #do young is soooooooooo into dong soo .. the way he listens to him so attentively GIRL #'hiii i made your competitor get into a car accident then drugged him then framed him for assault... wna go get lunch? hehe :)' #the ONE (1) thing i beg for is please please please god let dong soo's life be threatened and do young go apeshit PLEASE #i also like that they laid the groundwork of do young's own kind of frustration/inferiority complex... #oh my fucking god its just all so good #beau watches evilive

[mariocki]

Anthony Ainley guests as medical specialist Josef Kerston, a doctor but also (shock!) a villain, in The Adventurer: The Bradley Way (1.4, ITC, 1972)

#fave spotting #anthony ainley #the adventurer #doctor who #the master #ainley!master #classic doctor who #itc #1972 #the bradley way #perhaps villain is a little unfair; it's briefly established that Ainley's doctor is a genuine medical professional whose involvement in #the villains' plot is because of pressure being applied on his family behind the iron curtain (so... does Gene defeating the #baddies plan get Ainley's family killed?? who knows‚ but i can't imagine it would lose Mr World's Greatest Everything any sleep) #he may not have been The Master yet but Ainley was a fairly regular face on tv at this point in his career. earlier in 72 he'd been a #co lead in ATV's spy thriller Spyder's Web‚ as well as recently guesting in high profile series like Elizabeth R‚ The Shadow of the Tower #and Out of the Unknown. he'd even recently made film appearances‚ with strong roles in The Blood on Satan's Claw and Assault #really this was his busiest period; by the time he was making Dr Who Ainley was more or less financially secure and didn't need to work #(famously he just absolutely loved being The Master‚ and it was more or less all he did from the 80s onwards until the end of the classic #series secured his retirement). i can't honestly say that he attacks this role in the same way as he did the Master‚ but then it's not much #of a part all told; he's just there to be doctorly and occasionally suggest sinister things are afoot. but always nice to see him pop up

[dirt-str1der]

What ive learned about the yakuza community is that you guys are way too hung up over that scene in y4 where he pinned haruka to the ground then started panting really heavily , that didnt happen for me , that scene wasnt real to me i forgot about it.

#Yakuza loveblog #it literally didnt happen for me like the game could have been perfect without it so i took it out #like how could you not like saejima he... he would be the perfect man if not for that scene #but it WOULD be funny to make haruka have beef with both majima (kidnapped her) and saejima (lowkey assaulted her) #saejima wouldnt do that .. he loves kids ... #i adore saejima i think hes super cool and extremely hardcore. more hardcore than kiryu even and kiryu is extremely hardcore #saejima was the first to almost die in the snow but unlike kiryu he didnt even get frostbite #well he did a bit but it wasnt that bad ... kiryus fingers were one hard press from having the flesh slough right off #anyway HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LIKE SAEJIMA HES SO COOOOOOL #Hes so charismatic and you can tell the depths of his empathy are unfathomable ... he looks at someone with sorrow and you know his heart #is breaking. he always gets so serious and sombre when hes trying to convince someone not to go down a dark path #my stomach HURTS. see saejima could have given me medicine because he is so kind #you have got to forgive him for pinning haruka to the ground with his knee between her legs like you need to forgive him #that was a slipup he was never planning on doing anything and he was very sorry for it ... i swear to you he just froze up he wasnt planning #on touching her or anything ... you know whos truly to blame ? kiryu. for standing there once again like a stone starue and letting it happe #hey ‘suzuki’ (lol thats a good one i might steal it later) i know youre an escaped convict because of the animalistic look in yout eye when #you pinned my twelve year old daughter to the ground and slobbered on her. and not the other telltale signs like you wearing a prisoners #outfit when you washed up on shore (lol) no there were no other clues. that was what tipped me off #hated kiryu in y4 he is useless. i will never forgive him. see saejima was panicking because haruka was going to call an ambulance. kiryu #had a cool head and he still decided to do some stupid shit. too bad i badly want men who make bad decisions and want to fuck kiryu so much

[crucifixcavity]

the flashbacks are relentless

#don’t reblog👎 #keep getting random flashbacks about my dad should I kill myself or should I kill my self #everything is so hazy. but it’s like I can feel him way too close to me!!!!!!! #I am wine drunk and so sad and I’m becoming an alcoholic #everything is tooooo much #I was THIRTEEN the last time he assaulted me #I can’t believe I blocked it all out even at that age. #I get why now when he found my journal that I left at his house he freaked out on me and raged at me saying I’m evil and narcissistic #for hating him so much #I wish he would die already #none of this is fair and he just gets to keep living his life #and the whole family thinks IM the crazy one #i wish I could take him to court and ruin his life forever #🍎diary

[papercutsmp3]

bro is inquisitive

#thinking of the possibilities of how it could be worse it's funny how you start to get addicted to thinking like a danmei writer #you are like anddd what if this person was (insert a guy who coughed once in chapter 15) anyways #i managed to not get many spoilers bc i hate it but i have always suspected that shi mei had a thing for cwn firstly bc i once saw a ship #tag and was like ?? well that is not uncommon as people ship shrek with chanyeol (im people) but secondly after that scene where mo ran #pinky interrogated him i was sooo 100% sure of it. but then there was nothing much so i let it go. the one mini spoiler i saw was #the enemy on pinterest who replied to a pic of a character saying it was shi mei/other name (didn't look at it) so it was why i knew #he was classically someone else. but even without that his ass was raising suspicion just for the way how blank he was #and i knew it was intentional so i kept thinking who he could be and my guess was xu shuanglin (rest in pieces poor guy) #bc i thought that both of them had the same spiritual essence or something. also the guy in the motel at the beginning who also had water #essense could only be either of them. but this is not the point bc then i was thinking that shi mei was simultaneously mo nian #bc why would he have the reason to be annoyed with mo ran to that extent. and also bc i knew there was a fire and hua binance has face burn #but mo ran chopped his head off bless his souls and good for him so how else can that be worse #he could also be that child of nangong yan who had his mother die bc of mo ran and mom he would also have a reason to try and compare #himself to mo ran in every way and hate him but why would he need to store nangong blood for mount jiao is he is nangong himself #but that would be great for disgusting points bc he would be mo ran's half brother doing all that ?? #im just taking a break from throwing up bc of his ass trying to assault cwn every chance he gets and idk anything yet #so it would be interesting to keep guessing his motives as i do not get it yet but also (procceed to throw up) #also his interactions with corpse taxian ?? god tier. taxian is in the middle of diss battle drops his mic after every sentence #the crowd (me) cheers. moving on but i really enjoy insane plot twists i wish i remembered well what i was thinking while reading tgcf #the widely known thing is that i didn't even consider that fu yao and nan feng were fengqing it's my favorite thing bc i wholeheartedly #believed the little guys just loved their generals way too much #00

[waterdeepthroat]

bg3 is one of the only games where i’ve had to take some space away with it due to content. and honestly? i think that’s a good thing

#i’m usually very good at separating my emotions from a character’s emotions/my past from a character’s past #i can probably count the number of movies/tv shows/games i’ve cried because of in one hand (the first one was angel. that finale got me.) #but bg3 is different in that i haven’t cried bc something was too sad/emotionally powerful but that i needed to physically step away #the similarities between astarion and myself became kind of unbearable but in a good way? like it was painful but it was well-done #idk if not for my past of SA i rlly don’t think his storyline would hit that hard to me personally. but because i see so much of myself #in his mannerisms and how he puts on a façade of being hypersexual it just. it just rlly gets me man #and this is GOOD WRITING!! it’s GOOD FUCKING WRITING!! but it’s very bittersweet for me bc i feel like i can relate to his storyline on #another level but it also causes such emotional pain that i wish i could disengage from it. just my thoughts tho #also just wanted to say: i don’t think it was ever confirmed that astarion was assaulted by cazador but he does textually have issues with #intimacy and sexuality as a result of cazador. so obv while our experiences are not the same i think it’s fair to draw parallels as long as #you don’t take implication as fact. anyway. #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #discussion of assault in tags

[suncaptor]

I already feel like I have so many btvs opinions that no one would want.

#examples: 1.) fixated on Xander. my little guy with his little outfits and hes been through so much 2.) hate buffy/angel with the so much #energy and therefore can't stand angel too. besides getting into how it is a realistic portrayal of an older man preying on a teenager #it also is just literally illegal. anyways 3.) after watching the scene where faith sexually assaults & tries to kill xander and everything #else she does following i like. do NOT know if I will succeed at feeling much other than rage at her #she seems compelling and like a character i could like but the problem is the narrative cares more about her spiralling than xander so 😬😬 #also I find willow boring so far which isnt an indictment against her but that anti lust spell she was going to cast #on xander without his knowledge 😬😬 also idk if ill ever forgive giles for drugging Buffy #also buffy is a sweetheart but it frustrates me nearly always her emotions are the only ones that get weight #also i think that spn .uh may jabe had it right with make every monster a guy #ALSO the bigotry within the show and fundamental flaws are very similar to spn levels (though I know someone who agrees there ckskkz) #also i do think this show would hit different if you watched it as a teenager. THEN id be an angel guy THROUGH AND THROUGH #tortured poor little meow meow AND an IRISH vampire? #and faith was made for young me. for id have been obsessed. #but now i just look at them like ☠️☠️ stop please #incoherents #btvs #buffy #s.a

[deathwis-arc]

honestly, it's really interesting thinking about how the events of the desert dream in 1998 would get blown out of proportion in the coming years ; hell, it already kinda is twenty-four hours later. not only does the fbi get involved ( and they get involved quick ) but the entire thing is immediately labeled as 'the desert dream massacre' which is ... simply not true. if tyler doesn't kill joyce and michelle isn't shot then the total body count is four cops, with two on life support from the motel burning down. this is literally confirmed in game!

events get labeled as massacres if there's a huge body count, or if it's violent enough. the desert dream killings were neither. all the victims were shot, usually at a distance, or they suffered from burns ; which, while violent, it was more of an escape attempt on the holts' part than anything else. i also find it telling that, even if the holts kill a hostage or two, agent bradley doesn't bother mentioning that in private. all he cares about is the cops lost to the standoff. it's no surprise that killing an officer will get you a more severe punishment then if you kill a regular person, that it can sometimes send you straight to death row on its own, but the fact they don't even care about the deaths of any of the hostages ... it sure is something.

especially since the only hostage deaths in the desert dream can turn the only two kids in the game into orphans. or on the flip side, if the holts didn't harm a hostage, there's no mention of that either. or how the hostages were treated, which compared to usual hostage situations, they got it better than most. it's just the fact that they killed cops ( who were under the thumb of a corrupt sheriff, by the way ) that made this into a massacre. though i wouldn't be surprised if to the public the force would then heavily focus on any other victims, that's usually what happens normally, after all.

anyway, point is, classism does play a role in how cases and crimes are treated -- especially back then. the holts were poor, notoriously so, and they were a family full of drop-outs with nothing to their names. the very second they escape the motel, their names are plastered all over the country and their fates ( including jay's, who's merely an eighteen year old who was an accomplice at best ) are decided : they're going straight to death row. even if jay tries to do the right thing and come clean to agent bradley, tries to turn on his family, said guy immediately goes to pin all the murders on him, for seemingly no reason at all! it's very unjust, and ah ... shady!

the news and papers hype up their crime spree and i wouldn't be shocked that within a couple years, the holts would be presented as bloodthirsty rednecks who were simply greedy rather than a family that didn't have any help and got in way over their heads. the narrative would be twisted so much, especially if three of the holts were never found. there'd be no word from their side, no mention of the thugs who were threatening to kill them, just a true crime story where they were at the forefront of a very unfortunate situation and got away with it. leaving gossips to fill in the blanks as they please, and considering the police's and the fbi's behavior towards this case, they would only fuel the narrative that the holts were a family who did all this on purpose and relished in the aftermath, a family who loved doing the crime.

anyway, it's just something i love thinking about for post canon stuff when it comes to my adf muses. how wildly inaccurate the story's become in time, simply because people got bored or because of the classism back then that was so woven into the broadcasted crime that it's become impossible to separate the two. they'd paint the holts out to be wildly dangerous, cruel individuals and probably spin tales about unsolved murders and robberies and how it could be the work of a holt who had got away. their entire motivation would be obscured and would've gone unsaid, leaving random civilians and a force who hates them to speak for them instead. it'd be a whole thing! and the desert dream was dramatic, sure, but by the time everything is said and done you'd probably barely recognize what the media was talking about had you actually been there.

#╰ * OOC : mun ⧽ ramblings of a fevered spirit . #(( don't mind me ... just musing about this because i find it endlessly fun haha #like. cannot stress enough tyler getting death row makes sense but JAY? #the fact they literally frame him for everything ... even if he hasn't committed a single murder ... speaks volumes imo #they did not care about any of the holts being innocent nor their reasons they wanted them to suffer that's it! #except sharon who doesn't get death row for some reason? like ... this entire case is so unfair and makes no sense #it's the way dante threatens the lives of all the hostages way more than the holts ever did and still got to keep his badge #as well as his corruption and assault on the motel not being brought up to the public. it's a matter that gets privately dealt with #like ugghh it really is about how little the justice system cares for poor people. #it's about how the holts felt like they had to deal with their lives being threatened by themselves! #they didn't feel like they could go to the police! or publicly ask for help! they didn't think there was another way #and in the end their original plan was harmless and was only hurting someone who deserved it ... they didn't just rob some establishment #they robbed a sheriff their ma had history with and who was literally corrupt #anyway. anyway! as much as it's crazy to me how the media would run with this story and make it about a family that was simply deranged #it's also ... fun to think about <3 for the victims of the desert dream and the holts #not only do they all have to live with this traumatic event that's changed all of them forever #they have to also live with a fabricated version of it -- a warped version of themselves being presented #imo this sleepy town in arizona was simply bored and they had one huge thing happen to them and so they exaggerated details #and the cops were just. well cops about it <3 #ahem anyway your muse knowing about the desert dream from what the public's painted it out to be when? :smirk: )) #tw long post

[rosesradio]

i’m sorry to be the one that says this but lawrusso is everything h*rringrove wishes it was

#don't get me wrong when people ship stuff that icks me i usually just scroll past because i don't have the time or patience #but billy's actual racism in the show goes way beyond any silly goofy fandom discourse #people are like 'billy's got a dark past!!1!' like okay his abuse is awful and undeserved but your man assaulted a child :/ #johnny's got a whole bouquet of fuck-up flowers but at least he's not a racist #(kreese and silver are though just fyi) #i dunno i don't mean to sound...like much of anything i just see people comparing the two and it's odd to me #and maybe billy should have had more character nuance! if he was written differently maybe he would have been entitled to a redemption #but i digress #(ooh what a fancy word) #i am prepared to get hate for this take because the ships are so similar and i'm clowning but oh well #anti billy hargrove #anti harringrove #lawrusso #stranger things #rose's tkk rambles

[fieldsofbone]

when billie eilish said i wish someone had told me i’d be doing this by myself

#trauma ment incoming #sad tonight. hard ptsd night. thinking about how isolating trauma is and how i feel so disconnected from everyone in my phd program and so #distant and detached from everything pertaining to academia #and i’m so angry i’m so ANGRY that this space has been taken from me. and that everyone tells me i can’t drop out because dropping out would #be letting him win. he gets to get his phd and move on and i don’t. and they’re right to a degree #and i am so angry. but i just don’t know if that indignation is enough to carry me when it feels like my uni holds too much now #i don’t know if i can tough it out for another 2-3 years to finish when every time i step on campus i feel unsafe #i feel like a vulnerable 22 year-old being surveiled and harassed and assaulted by my TA #i don’t know

[queer-ragnelle]

I did work on that Everyone Should Love Tor post today.

But I got sidetracked when I remembered John Steinbeck’s retelling of the Wedding Quest was more like a translation and not as amazing as the Triple Quest with Gawain/Owain/Morholt and his Lancelot stuff clearly had the most love. Those are so emotionally wrought and thoughtfully crafted. The Tor episode is just like…there. I consider how Steinbeck liked it enough to attempt a retelling just wish he had been able to go back and fix it like his letters indicate he meant to. I just want Tor to be Observed.

#having just reread the entire Wedding Quest in post I am Feeling #everytime I just #love Tor & his mom sm & hate Pellinore even more #the Morte does her such a disservice by giving her like no dialogue #she tells Merlin off why would you take that out #has literally anyone else ever done that #has anyone ever called Merlin names to his face & just walked away #meanwhile Tor is there hearing how his mother was brutally assaulted like #disassociating to another realm #the words Tor’s mother sends him off with…unparalleled #other moms in the post don’t compare nobody look at me nobody touch me #anyway if Steinbeck had access to the post he would have finished his book #he spent so much time trying to decide Mallory’s inconsistencies he lost the thread entirely #ended up writing random parts with varying success #but Tor’s story is so rich in the post for better or worse #he has so many clever lines then you meet his mom & you’re like oh…yeah well we def know who raised him lol #this doesn’t even get into all his shenanigans in Morte where he mocks Cornish knights right in front of Tristan lmao #no fucks given

[hecksupremechips]

The letter is such a fuckin sjw game cuz Luke is the only white guy in the cast and he’s written to be the biggest asshole that you’re supposed to hate. Great stuff, love games thatd piss off gamerbros

#the klock keeps ticking #the letter #the letter vn #luke is literally like shitty to all the characters for bigoted reasons at least once #he looks down on zach severely and thinks the dude is creeping on his wife #he treats Isabella like shes 12 but also hits on her and says shes from a backwater country #he treats ashton as under qualified and stupid. and he kinda watches as his butler lowkey sexually assaults ash in one route #so thats the racism side #then hes constantly putting down hannah to feel more powerful and hes very abusive to her #he gets really bitchy when Marianne doesnt wanna fuck him #and he treats becca as a crazy irrational woman whos also defenseless #the only thing he doesnt seem to be is homophobic #like im sure he is i think he has some homophobic lines #but given how the 3 characters hes around most are all queer and would definitely kill him if given the chance #he probably doesnt show it as much #i hate him so much lol #but ah i have to admit theres like a bit of good in him where you think you can change him #like the biggest thing corrupting him is wealth so if he goes off the grid when divorcing hannah that would help #but even if he becomes less of a bigot he still has like.a pretty shitty record cuz like hes horribly killed ppl ajdhsk #and part of you wants him to change his ways but the other part wants him to die die die #i get great satisfaction when bad things happen to him i always make his wife leave him #and becca always hits him in the dick which is fun #what im saying after all this is that everyone in this game is my favorite character best friend blorbos #except luke fuck that guy #anyways play the letter for funny sjw propaganda i guess AJDJSKKS

[discountdyke]

im skimming thru the psychodynamic diagnostic manual bc theres next to no info about paranoid pd and when there is info its often actually about paranoid delusions or paranoid schizophrenia....but anyway i felt so fucking called out when i got to this line: "some clinical reports suggest that they have experienced a parent as seductive or manipulative and are consequently alert to the danger of being seduced...by others" like i had no idea that was related to ppd??? ive felt so insane every time i experience any sort of closeness to a person and i immediately assume they have sexual intent, despite the fact that i certainly dont consider myself to be attractive and have super low self esteem so i was always like wait why am i thinking this??? but it makes so much sense...of course such an extreme betrayal from a parent would make me feel this way

#talking tag #older man talks to me? must be bc he wants to fuck me for some reason #better get the fuck out of here #anyway its a 1 page description but i felt like it cleared up so much confusion i had about this dx #been thinking a lot again recently about attributing trauma responses to PDs #and my thought right now is like well of course i believe all men are rapists bc i have been assaulted by so many men in so many ways #so sure its a trauma response. but the truth is not every person who speaks to me is doing it bc they want to abuse me sexually #so yeah i would say thats disordering my personality pretty good lol