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slaygentford · 5 months
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“Lestat should have been at the club” Lestat should have been at the guillotine
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sagau-my-beloved · 2 years
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Just a late night drabble
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Well, here you were again, faced with the sight of your lover clinging desperately to your arm at the local tavern, babbling incoherently what you could make out to be a mixture of pet names and pleas.
"Please, please please love me." Venti was practically slurring his words now, falling into you as you hastily looked around at all the people trying to catch glances at the scene. You almost felt the need to glare, surely this particular Bard being incredibly drunk wasn't an unusual sight here.
"Venti, I do love you, ok, now can we go home?"
He looked up at you, eyes wide and full of tears, trying hard to hold back obvious sobs. It was certainly a rare sight.
"Hey! Hey hey, it's ok, you're ok, no need to cry!" You were becoming increasingly alarmed with his out of sorts behavior, trying to brush off some of the stray tears as he went on babbling in that same slurred manner.
"You can't, you can't get rid of me, I'm too useful you know..."
The way he said it, as if it was a matter of fact thing, a casual reminder thrown to quell certain unrest.
He then stopped a moment, expression morphing into one of intense thought, as if he was pondering the weight of his own words. It didn't seem as though he reached a satisfying conclusion, as fresh tears clouded his vision almost instantly.
"Venti—"
"I'm not useful enough to you, I'm a god but that's not worth anything if I can't use it to help you."
You took a quick glance around the room at his words, thankful to find that most of the other patrons eyes had wandered back to their own drinks.
"You can't just say that stuff in public." You scolded with a harsh whisper, causing Venti's eyes to widen, as if he only just noticed there was more people in the tavern than just the two of you.
You were starting to piece together where this might have stemmed from, and your tendency to take on a lot of other people's problems without even considering asking him for help might just have been the cause.
Letting out a quick sigh, you quickly grabbed your drunk lovers hand and pulled him to the upper floor of the bar, away from prying ears. Venti practically fell on top of you after stumbling to a secluded table in the corner, he didn't seem particularly discontent with the position and opted to stay there, choosing to rest his head on your shoulder as you tentatively tried to provide touches of comfort.
"Listen," he immediately perked up at the sound of your voice, looking up at you as if he was hanging on to every word, "You are useful, but I would like you even if you weren't."
The words didn't seem to come out exactly how you intended them to, but it was better than saying nothing.
He seemed to contemplate them for a moment.
"Rely on me, please rely on me I need you to." It was more akin to a desperate plea than an actual request, spoken as if he couldn't take another breath without knowing that you would.
Your silence didn't spark confidence, "I promise I can take it, whatever it is, I'd take it a thousand times for you."
You could practically feel his breath against your neck as he mumbled the last line, causing you to shiver.
This had been bugging Venti for awhile, every time you asked another friend of yours to help you out with a commission, every time you came back home stressed or tired or god forbid injured, every time you refused to go into detail about exactly how your day was spent, skirted around his persistent questions on how you were doing mentally.
Did you simply not trust him? Did it have to do with the fact he didn't appear strong enough to take on whatever burdens you bore? He would prove his strength to you, his dedication, if only you asked him to.
"I'm worthless if I can't be useful to the one person I care about."
You stiffened slightly at the implications behind that, your grip loosening to push him back so that you could see eye to eye.
"Don't speak like that, you have worth outside of me and I certainly can't be the only person you care about."
That's what you wanted to tell yourself at least, but his expression of hazy confusion mixed with the smile of someone telling a well kept secret caused only doubt to bloom.
"I love you more than all of Teyvat, no all the stars and life in the entire universe. I love you more than every single living thing combined." He continued rambling on for a few minutes, listing off things bigger and smaller than the next, slurring almost every word.
"I would do anything for you," Venti sighed out when he realized you were no longer paying attention, "Please, let me do anything for you."
You knew that this had the possibility of leading in to a rather serious conversation, one that wouldn't exactly prove to be beneficial if he didn't remember it the next morning. So you simply responded with a hum of acknowledgement, mentally filing it away for a later date.
Of course Venti interpreted that hum as dismissive, taking it as yet another sign of your refusal to share any part of your internal world with him.
He chose to let out a whine, collapsing back on top of you, mentally begging you to say anything at all.
The odds didn't seem to be particularly in his favor as silence continued to linger.
"I'll do anything you want, anything at all, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you."
You knew that, you knew it and you didn't want to take advantage of it, of him. Wouldn't it be kind of excessive to bring a god along on a simple hilichurl camp clean out commission? It almost felt insulting, like a waste of his talents or status.
You mulled over that line of thought for a little bit, unable to keep it fully off your face.
Venti picked up on it.
"Tell me what you're thinking, please."
You hesitated moment with your words, trying to find the easiest non-offensive way to say you didn't want to use him because you felt you weren't his equal.
"Those commissions would bore you, it would just prove to be a waste of time."
Venti, even in his incredibly non-sober state, managed to read between lines.
"Do you feel guilty asking me for help?"
The softness of his tone combined with the bluntness of the statement itself caused you to tense up slightly, that was answer enough.
"My beloved," it was whispered this time, softly as he wrapped his arms around your neck, resting his head just above your collarbone, "I want to dedicate all of myself fully to you, you don't have to reserve calling on my help for world saving situations only, the rest of the world doesn't even matter when compared to you anyways."
You felt your body heat up at the words, and you could absolutely feel the lopsided grin that formed on his face in response.
A minute passed, and then another, followed by a few more, all without a single word spoken between the two of you. How could you even begin to respond to that?
It was around the seventh or eighth minute mark in which a sound was actually made, and it was none other than Venti snoring.
Ah.
He fell asleep...
Well, it looked as if this would be yet another night in which you carried him home from the Tavern, another night where the words spoken between the two of you wouldn't be remembered in the morning, or at least that's what you assumed.
This particular time, however, you would find yourself to be mistaken, as a particular Archon made sure every single word you spoke was committed to memory.
And when the morning came, maybe it was finally high time said Archon found out exactly who made it so that you felt you couldn't rely on him, the person who made the mistake of making you feel inferior.
Venti had a few choice words set aside for just this occasion, and it really would be a shame to waste them.
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house-of-mirrors · 4 months
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Fires would get adequate enrichment if it was allowed to just build intricate machines to trap roadrunners or perhaps damsels. It is a cartoon villain
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preciseshadow · 6 months
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Is “emotionally damaged by the pirate show” a good reason to call out of work today?
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astrovagrant · 5 months
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i was just abt to remove my makeup b4 i was like wait. i put effort into this. at least let me snap a piccy.
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doublydaring · 1 month
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crystal-lillies · 15 days
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fucking hell it's 3am and im going to attempt to sleep for a few hours. cuddle my mister plush and cry.
good fucking night critters, may we all recover from this
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ohbeetoes · 3 months
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my obito lego that i say goodnight to every time i go to bed
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prettyboykatsuki · 3 months
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this lighting...........
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justisco · 4 months
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about to go to bed and twitter is saying mbappe is coming for real this time
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sleepyhomosexual · 6 months
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SLEEPY AND A HOMOSEXUAL ⁉️⁉️ COULD TBHAT MEAN.. SLEEPYHOMOSEXUAL⁉️⁉️
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looking-glass-ties · 6 months
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gradling · 7 months
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Looks like I missed the kzoo abstract deadline because I. I forgor
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sowacream · 7 months
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bfdi. thats it thats the post
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largeballz · 1 year
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tiktoks gettin real cocky for a platform that sounds a lot like titcock
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felixisfruity · 7 months
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call me the weak the way i be eeping
(goodnight guys!! it’s literally 2 minutes until midnight in my time zone, love you all but i need to SLEEPPP)
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