#gonna start tagging these properly i think

[kitcheninaman]

oc questions again! i know odin's your favourite, so who gets second place? (also im absolutely obsessed with your ocs i love them so much)

this is SUCH a question omg i can't even decide...... it's probably lin or madison tbh

id like to say i love all my ocs equally but unfortunately that cannot be true when my baby boy odin is out here being such a guy. sad tbh

lin takes second place in the baby boy category but id like to nominate madison also for being a strange and off putting girl with autism and a vaguely okay father

lin is everything.... clinically depressed, good at running, impulsive..... but madison is everything and more (horse girl)

they're both too cool i cant decide :(

honourable mention to noah for also being fantastic but..... i have other reasons for that

as always thank you SO much for the question!!! please keep them coming i appreciate them so much <33

#oc posting #lin mcaster #madison harpham #lucasworld #gonna start tagging these properly i think

[spear-gsun]

Tanuki grandma

#touhou #touhou project #mamizou #mamizou futatsuiwa #im gonna start tagging my posts properly i think #anyways trying out a different colouring brush #its very fun to shade with #might start using it more often

[fisheito]

do u understand. i need them side by side greeting eiden after a long day and i need eiden to suffer emotional whiplash from the subtext of his nickname enunciation

#yakumo is unabashedly. that happy ;w; emoji #and kuya's just like lolololol “eito-san???” girl. he's an insect #eiden: hey!!!!!!! just for that i'm gonna crawl all over u and break into your lighting fixtures. i'll show YOU insect #for the record i still hate kuya's hair #WHY DO YOU TAKE ME SO LONG TO DRAW! WHY!! #idk why but it was 5 in the morning and i was suddenly compelled to draw this #i could not rest until i did #i need kuya making fun of everyone. i need yakumo being completely unaware of kuya's mockery. specifically kuya's #i think i have enough characters hanging around now that i may start tagging them properly #nu carnival #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival kuya

[anothermonikan]

Ponee (It is half 3 in the morning)

#hey she didn't actually come out too bad! #I didn't show the last time I tried to draw Sunny but it didn't look great ehe ^^; #I think Ponies are gonna have to be a digital art only thing for now cause I had the select and drag so many elements of this #to make this look right sahsdhdshsdh #Yeah despite liking ponies since I've became a conscious thing I never drew them a bunch #and well. that's because I didn't start drawing properly until I was like. 11 years old. and I was super into something else then ehe ^^; #Sorry to get personal in the tags of an mlp art thing but I do think about how I always wanted to draw but like. #I was such a chronic perfectionist as a little little kid??? I HATED everything I tried to make XD #It makes me a little sad yknow? cause like. most kids don't give a shit they just draw whatever and it's beautiful and amazing #it makes me sad that I didn't allow myself to have that! I worked backwards IG lmao #little 6 year old hating everything she tried to make for not being perfect to me now where I love when my art is full of imperfections #that's the point of art!!! Have fun!!! It doesn't need to be perfect or even “good”! #because art is about expression yknow? and drawing stuff you like! #sorry this only took like an hour this should be on a more high-effort drawing sdhdhdshsd #Also um hi to the person who followed me for MLP G5 art?? I mostly post about puters and Ultrakill and Rain World here #But I do really love ponies I need to draw them more often XD #this is my whatever blog. I post whatever interests me here hehe #MLP #MLP G5 #Android Arts #Android.txt

[svtskneecaps]

thank you for bearing with my purgatory posting and i'm also glad to see i'm not the only one who still has this fungus eating away at my brain matter. seeing other purgatory posting in the tag makes me feel better lmfao.

i'm not done btw, posting will (probably) continue as i revisit vods. wanted to extend a thanks in the interim, since i know how contentious the event was in the moment. i kinda thought the general consensus was most people hated thinking about it, but there's been a weird amount of engagement and yknow other people talking. makes me happy to know i'm not alone here!

#qsmp #qsmp purgatory #shut up vic #block game brainrot #it also provides me the opportunity to get a new perspective on some moments as well #like watching the jaiden spawnkilling thing the first time i missed some nuance in bbh's tone when he offered to walk her to her body #rewatching i heard them :D #i'll probably rewatch his conversation with slime from the same day at some point to refresh my perspective on that #but i think i'll wait on that; that convo makes me super biased lmfao #i'm aware of my biases at least :D and dw i won't bring old discourse back #tbh i never rly posted discourse much to begin with? just that one list and analysis of time stamps LMFAO #but yea i won't be bringing that back to the tag even if it's back in my brain #i PINKY SWEAR; i'm not one to start fights on posts or blogs that aren't mine #i block and then if i REALLY have something to say i shittalk them into my bathroom mirror #bc i know neither of us are gonna snitch >:D #long tags #it's also nice to look at with the benefit of hindsight and reflection #bc i know everything that happened; i was there watching it live #bolas are unreliable narrators #i'll probably see about going through some of the other team's povs as well just to see #it's interesting is all! and i finally have the time to sink my teeth into it properly #since we aren't having to keep up with like six streams a day #it's been so long sinve this server took a proper breather i'm appreciating it for all it's worth #((yes i wish the circumstances were better but they aren't; we take what we can get lmao)) #ok anyway love u byeeeeeeee purgatory posting will probably continue #i'll tag as appropriately as i can; lmk if there are further tags i should add #i prefer people don't block Me if they hate these; i'll make u a tag to block if u ask i promise <3

[byanyan]

i want to like... create a proper timeline of events of byan's life, but man... that sounds like a lot of work

#idk where to start I've never actually made a timeline for a muse before?? 🤔 #but mannnn it'd be so useful even just for reference for myself now that I've got at least SOME of their past figured out #(and some of their future too ig!!) #I keep having to go digging around for old hc posts or threads when I want to ref smth again #which can be super frustrating when my tags don't like to work properly half the time lmao #HMMMM gonna have to look into it I think #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[da-proti-toku-grem]

feeling like a total asshole today 👍

#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night #i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know #so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD #but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying #and i felt absolutely nothing #idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel #like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just????? #that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car) #and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow #and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago #i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back #not right now #not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week #but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go #and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now #and all i can think about is that i'm anxious #i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know #i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it #bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has #but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality #why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain #like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings #i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it #i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it #i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly #so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language) #is easier than talking in spanish #and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind #but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/ #i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit

[orcelito]

1 more day here and then I'm gonna be heading back up to my apartment for the first time in over 2 weeks. Haven't stayed there since this all began. I've grown a bit of a routine here, and I'll be right back to my apartment, but without the prior norms of it.

It's home though. It's home.

I'll have to do a ton of cleaning and rearranging tho to try to fit as much of my father's furniture within my apartment. My apartment is so small and the furnitures so many. I'm determined tho. I'm gonna fit as much as I can. Took measurements today even of all the things I wanna take, so I can puzzle it out as I go.

I. Also. Need to bring June to the vet. Bc she's got worms. Lol. Lmao even. I am trying to not think about it rn.

#speculation nation #i tried calling the vet but they didnt pick up so ill call tomorrow #i think it'll b fine. just gotta get treatment. #with everything else though i am so fucking stressed #trying to think about the money. cheering myself up by thinkijg about the money #i will get 7 times the amount of money that i made the entirety of last year. all in 1 go. #whenever the insurance companies give it to me. lol. haha. lmao. #3 months until summer classes start. after all this furniture moving im going to be so so so so free #maybe ill try to get a lot of writing done during those months. itd be the perfect time. #im nervous about going home. i dont know how ill feel there. its gonna be so weird #ive been in limbo. my life has majorly changed but im in limbo so i dont truly feel it #but ill be back home. and not have to go to work. and ill have a frankly obscene amount of money to get all at once #putting it towards school. finishing school. gotta finish school. i will finish school. #but then i can get a decent job and get a house with a garage and a patio where i can garden #and learn how to ride a motorcycle. Properly fitted to my size. #and i can play my violin without anxiety of upsetting unit neighbors with the sound #im getting through the current times by thinking of the future. just gotta think of the future. #animal illness/ #tagging jsut in case #bugs ment/

[bejeweledmp3]

i think. i think it's inevitable for the next chapter of totp to be longer than the bible. this is literally me warning y'all

#totp tag; #i keep trying to think of a break or a way to make it two chapters but there isn't one. thematically it's very tied together #and i need all three sections i'm sorry i do i just. it's gonna take a lil while and that's what makes me sad #because i start uni on the eleventh and just. yeah. time #but the chapter is also going to be the payoff of so many themes and arcs in the fic that i can't just not write it properly you know?? #it's a comedown in many ways and i wish i was writing it right now so baddddd but i'm at work :-((((( #particularly the last section.... blood is going to run i fear #*woman who's afraid of writing dialogue and confrontation voice* the last most important section of my 50k word fic will be a verbal #disagreement. a fight even. i'll figure it out as i go #anyways i have to go into work now but if anyone wants to talk about totp trust me it's the only thing keeping me motivated #the only thing i ever want to talk about even #ok ok i'll go #talking tag;

[kitsvoidcorner]

What can i say? I like singin-

#kitsvoidart #thats my sona btw! ill make a proper ‘meet the artist’ soon! #i wanted them to be- in the air #suspended by his wire #i dunno if i was able to properly show that #i dunno lmao #i think its p cute #started coloring it but immediately gave up #kisses him kisses him kisses him #anyone wanna see my human designs for Sun and Moon? 👁👁 #this is gonna be my new pfp for a bit till i make a better one #really tryin to get comfortable w/ sharin doodles and not jus postin finished drawings— #is there such thing as too many tags? maybe #aaa #fnaf moon #fnaf security breach #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #moondrop #my art #art #fnaf sb #my sona

[meimeikyu]

watching a really long video about how someone made their cosplay and GOD is it interesting but also it makes me feel really bad about my cosplays

#this is gonna get kinda venty in the tags be warned #.. #im just so #all of my cosplays are either bought (cheap and like. bad quality) or made out of random shit i had lying around and dont look good #i cant even fucking style wigs properly #i want to be like them so bad #i want my cosplays to be so much better #but im so shit at sewing and i cant style wigs #and its not like i could commission someone to as much as i want to #and i cant even fucking LEARN how because that costs too much money to try #and i dont have enough money to do anything #i just #i love cosplaying but i hate MY cosplays #i cant ask for supplies to cosplay bcs it costs money and even if i say i only want this as a gift id never get it #and i cant ask outside of gift things because of course i cant it costs money #and sure i get some of my own money but i dont know where id fucking start #i really want to open commissions to get more money but i dont think anyone would actually be interested #im just #i wish i had money to do things #i wish i could just #be better #... #vent #personal #ok to interact #actually pleae do intereact if u can idk what im doing rn

[goldammerchen]

Fotosynthese

332 words

on a sunny day, alfred goes to east berlin for a super spy mission—actually just sent as a spy to find anything that could be useful. wandering around, he ends up next to one of berlin lakes. only after he sees a bunch of naked people sunbathing he realizes that he's in a FKK zone.

nothing useful to discover there, alfred thinks while turning around. as he walks, he has the hunch of being followed. whenever he stops to look behind him he doesn't see anyone, but the feeling returns as soon as he walks again. this keeps happening until:

"oi, mister american spy, why don't you and me have a talk?"

alfred recognizes that voice from when he was a young nation fighting for his independence, with the same pitch used to mock him. now he sees prussia—or more exactly, the still fairly new in countries age gdr—wearing nothing but a pair of zeha sneakers, instead of an impeccable military uniform.

"dude! what's wrong with you?!" alfred fixes his eyes on his former mentor's eyes, to avoid looking down again, still having trouble to believe what he sees: someone seems to have lost his marbles.

"nothing! i'm better than ever!" says, but gilbert's smile twitches. "and if there was something wrong, i don't give a fuck anymore."

gilbert starts chasing alfred. before alfred outruns the older yet "new" european nation, he hears gilbert recriminations:

"i fucking died, you damn kid!"

with his cover blown, knowing gil would alert his people, alfred aborted the aimless mission. he didn't say a word about the incident to ludwig, but despite that, weeks later during a cloudy day, ludwig showed himself acquainted with what happened ("how?!")

"i told you."

"i told you what?" alfred asks, confounded.

"about the nudists."

alfred couldn't wait to go back to his home. as much as he has fun when he works in europe (finding the action he needs), he dearly misses the sun being more present in his life...

#gonna upload a better version to ao3 someday~ #techincally a wip!!!!!!!! #might change the time tense... this started as a fic idea and i wrote the whole thing instead #hetalia #hetalia fic #hws america #hws prussia #hws germany #fanfic tag 🪶 #sr. tnddr #now im done editing. i think (i hope) #pruame #amepru #<-sorry i will tag properly (w & not /) on ao3 #t*mblr sucks #dd.r posting

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

blue

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #vocaloid oliver #oliver vocaloid #fukase vocaloid #blood tw #gore tw #blue blood #yellow #red #cannibalism #decapitation #MAN i think maybe i need to start tagging my shit better LMFAO i dont remember really properly using tags for specific gore types at all #my man fukase REALLY fcking getting the short straw here BRUH IAHKJDSHGK ITS BEEN NOTHING BUT SUFFERING FOR HIM IN MY SHIT RECENTLY #EITHER PHYSICAL PAIN IN THE FORM OF LIKE. GETTING FCKING MURDERED LIKE HERE. OR EQUALLY TERRIBLE EMOTIONAL PAIN #ahkajhk I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED. WHY HIM?? I GENUINELY DONT KNOW LMAOO #rip in shit bitch. tragic. 😔✌️ NO STOP its become an inside joke w/ a friend at this point 😭😭 #im not gonna elaborate lmaooo but. you know who you are ;)

[citrus-adventures]

the childhood portal gamer to half life writer to tf2 gamer pipeline is so fucked up. got me reading and playing like a retired food reviewer getting back into gourmet

#tf2 #God help me #IM GETTING BACK INTO SOURCE GAMES IM FUCKING DYING BRO #HELP #I'm gonna be thinking about the dynamics for forever #spy and sniper tearing out each other's throats during a knife fight in a nest and #them both cursing each other out through the bloodloss while they each slump on opposite sides and #sniper is trying to staunch the bleeding but spy is being tactical and lets it happen so he'll pop out of respawn before this fucking #bushman with an underbite can set up and get in his nest invisible before the blood's even dry and backstab him properly this time #sorry I'm. Insane. #my writing #I guess. #It's mostly in the tags anyway and I wanna write it but I got coslr to finish before I can start more projects

[crossbackpoke-check]

do u ever speak too soon & immediately regret it.

#yes this is about the trade that just happened three minutes ago #clown shoes of prophecy in the tumblr tags #no i am not Doing Well #I THOUGHT I WAS GODDAMN SAFE FROM THE BRUINS #to be deleted but i am literally resisting the urge to screech like a feral animal in the gym right now i am being soooooo normal #WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME PERSONALLY SPECIFICALLY I’M GOING TO CRY INTO A HOLE I CAN’T DO THIS NARRATIVE IT’S ONLY DYLAN LEFT YOU TOOK HIM #i have to pretend to be normal :) i have to take an exam :) and function as a human being :) instead of crouching like a bug on the floor #and then i will come home and open up the notes app i made two (?) years ago that says ‘if tyler bertuzzi ever gets traded it’s-’ #& everyone will be suffering with me. sorry not sorry for the influx of sad bertuzzi posts that are coming like i have Such a relationship #with him as a player &i know he’s the worst but also it really sucks to watch every guy you thought was the core of ur team get traded away #purely narratively speaking in all bemoaning etc etc etc except for the part where we don’t have a gritty net front presence now & #who’s gonna be larks & lucas’ winger & i just cried about tyler in a fight the other day because mickey said ‘i’m sure he wants to protect #those hands but sometimes you can’t you gotta do it for the boys’ & i think mickey said ‘they’ as in the team wants him to not hurt his hand #again but he has to fight & if that isn’t also v much a part of the old gods detroit it was always tyler champion of blood & guts & giving #& regardless of hockey (EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IT WAS FOR DRAFT PICKS I HATE DRAFT PICKS WHAT ARE U GONNA DO WITH THOSE like at least if #it’s for a guy i could maybe learn to love him but you never remember who you traded to get those draft picks unless it’s narratively r #relevant later but right now it feels like it’s for nothing & i don’t want to learn to love some new guy in five years i miss tyler already) #anyway. ik full well this won’t cause me to actually finish tyler borzoituzzi bc i haven’t even properly started it but i can dream of spite

[ozzieinspacetime]

Trying to decipher Doctor who canon is like trying to sew stones together with bread as string and a ironing board as a needle. I've been trying to fit the pre-an unearthy child-canon into itself for the better part of two days now and I feel like I've taken a pickaxe to my skull it's actually driving me mad

I can understand that the Doctor has like 6 origin stories. I can understand that Patience is like?? Super old or drained the sea or something. I can understand that maybe the war cheif didn't exist or he was someone else or that Penelope wasn't even remotely a timelord or whatever! But trying to make it coherent is actually causing me active distress and I am loosing my mind

I've barely scratched the surface of this bad boy and I already hate every single Doctor who writer ever for refusing to co-ordinate their stories

#I'm gonna start printing out wiki pages and colour coding them or something #I wish my favourite parts of canon weren't fives era and the Gallifrey centric stuff because I'm suffering over here #Every member of house lungbarrow is my personal enemy now. what do you mean theyre all from different timelines???? #the doctor who wiki is a dangerous place #doctor who #I'm not even tagging this properly I'm way too tired #i think I've lost it