#goddamn is it that hard to be decent??

[arson-09]

not all male mcyts but somehow always a male mcyt

#mcyt #wilbur soot #georgenotfound #goddamn is it that hard to be decent?? #George and wilbur turning out to be the actual shit people and not fully dream is so badly funny #if the rest of dteam knew i swear to fucking god #they probably did but oh well #i only trust the hermitcrafters now #and my commentary youtubers #is this a bad time to admit i was never a big george fan #minecraft youtubers

[nhyhu]

poultry man is canonically taller :3

#me desperately chanting to myself “ImNotLateImNotLateFandomHasNoDueDate” #goddamn poultry man is hard to design decently #poultry man #chicken boy #hotguy #cuteguy #grian #gtwscar #mcyt #gtws fanart #hc #hc fanart #grian fanart #gtwscar fanart #my art #T-T ppl in this fandom are so fast they're so scary im in awe of them but this took like 4 days💀💀💀 #i always say i'll never do line art again and then I do it again #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart

[fireworkss-exe]

Newsies + Things to Never Say to Someone Who Just Came Out

#i'd make more with crutchy + david + mush + other characters #but goddamn. decent newsies screencaps are hard to find #newsies #92sies #newsies shitpost

[tradingjackbs]

Attempted to do a photoshoot for the one and only cosplay I'll probably ever do and. These are the only pictures I got that matter

#there were a lot of blurrier ones that were completely incomprehensible lmao #i did also get some decent serious ones but. idk if i'll post them/might save them for halloween or something. we'll see #i dont like taking pics of myself and i dont like sharing my face on the internet. it just so happens this particular character has bangs #and also sunglasses so it works out #nicholas d wolfwood #cosplay #trigun #rosie posting #cats of tumblr #i love my girl so so much. but lord she love gettin all in my business when im tryna do shit ykwim #taking pictures or drawing or whatever tf. it dont matter. she must be in the way <3 #i went to put my clothes away and like. sure it's a relatively cheap suit but it still cost a good amount #and this goddamn cat is swiping and pouncing on my clothes as im tryna put em away like 😭😭😭😭 GIRL #anyway pretend ww has uhh curly hair. and literally no jawline. and also a normal/fat waist. and a thick ass neck jesus lordt #that's what my ww looks like <3 sowwy that's just how im built lmao #oh and the wrong nose. i have the wrong nose for every anime character 😔 #bitch ass half white half pinoy got me out here lookin like a gotdamned Freak lol <3 #the absurd amount of cookies in the past week probs hasnt been helping #i live alone and shit's hard yo 😭😭 #this also means i took all my goddamn photos myself and thus. the excessive cat bombing <3

[emilyelizabethfowl]

“this is the child of a Very Dangerous Person. if we’re not careful they might turn out to be a threat”

proceeds to belittle and antagonize said child at every opportunity, beat them up and literally try to keep them in a dog cage.

i will be exactly 0% surprised if the child decides to join forces with the Very Dangerous Parent at the first given opportunity

#yes i am watching uh #hang on the title's kinda weird #the bastard son & the devil himself #just started epp 2 #and goddamn i want to rant so hard #poor Nathan #there were SO MANY other solutions #but like #how about they be DECENT to him hmmm

[hobbitinthetardis]

@ lyonel strong in memoriam

#decent people are hard to come by in westeros but goddamn did u come close ser #lyonel strong #hotd #house of the dragon #house of the dragon spoilers #hotd spoilers

[strikeslip]

anyway look at my little guys, they are so small and so incredibly brightly colored

#warhammer 40k #adeptus mechanicus #miniatures #primary color background nerds #no taste only toasters #they're not actually done- I still gotta work on the backpacks and pockets -but they're decent #why is plasma so goddamn hard to paint anyway

[fernsplaysthings]

:’D

#i finally did something decent for myself and told my boss I needed a raise #like a significant raise #and...yeah i might actually be able to afford to live holy shit #i have so much to pay off but i might just survive through it now :') #my whole goddamn rent and utilities goes from being 70-80% of my take home pay to just under 50% #living alone is super hard but i might just got this now

[saltysatellite804]

ever sit there watching yuri/yaoi amvs on YouTube and having totally normal reactions

#god #why cant i just fall in lovee #im lovesick #like homesick #but for love #im very gay feeling tonight #why the fuck does life have to be so goddamned hard #i deserve a halfway decent romance before i die goddamn it #im so angery at the unfairness #i hate how long ive lived in alienation and isolation #why do i feel like the only person on this earth sometimes #anyway ive got at least 3 new animes to watch

[piplupod]

i hate that there isnt any way to work thru these feelings and i hate that theres no way for me to escape them properly and i am just supposed to survive all of this and sit with this terror and dread 24/7 and be fine !!!

#i do not have my last ditch coping mechanism tonight that I'd really loooove to have #I'll have it any other day mostly but just not today or tomorrow morning. argh. argh argh. argghhh #I should've just gotten high tonight idk i rly wish i could just be high constantly ngl fnfkdl #but that's exactly why i avoid it as much as i can bc i cannooooot get into self medicating w that when theres these genetics at play #family history of substance abuse and psychosis 👍 i hate being alive so much fhfkdl not going to lie rn #i am trying so hard to be normal all the time and not entirely lose my mind but goddamn this is truly not smth ppl should have to survive #other ppl have it much much worse i know and i am relatively lucky all things considered but jesus christ this is so much and im exhausted #i cannot just be screaming my head off constantly though so i am doing my best to be normal and fine and decent and appropriate #idk i just.... how do i get thru this when there is no end to it fjfkdl this is not Getting Through! its just Enduring! #im going to go have some semblance of food and then work on clay maybe and try not to lose my mind entirely #if i can keep myself from destroying a bunch of art tonight then i will consider tonight a success fhjfdkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[sarahplantarthe1st]

Sponge Out of Water parody redraw

I swear I've been thinking about this for weeks and now I finally got a chance to draw this but with characters from mlaatr, aaaa!!! ((I can finally breathe again 🤗))

#btw this is my second favorite spongebob film next to the og one #the third one was decent but the first two were just so good #and i both saw them in theaters minus sponge on the run which i watched on paramount plus here at home #btw jenny has an oil leak #no wonder why she's so nervous about meeting another guy that she has a crush on lol #just kidding!! #if only this happened in the actual series then i'd laugh so damn hard but... season 4 never came into fruition 😭😭 #goddamn you nickelodeon. i'm still mad at y'all 😤 #mlaatr #jenny wakeman #fanart #draw jenny sundays #sheldon lee #vega mlaatr #brad carbunkle #tuck carbunkle #redraw #parody

[starbuck]

you know, i was trying to figure out why my brain is going so haywire all of a sudden and i realized it’s prooooooobably because it’s about a year since All That went down which like. Yes, perhaps that WAS a tiny bit traumatizing, come to think of it!!

#All That being my Pop-pop’s health decline and death #my mom is probably feeling it even more… she did a hell of a lot more than me #but yeah it affected me a LOT at the time and i was told that anniversaries were Bad… especially the first year… #but the ACTUAL date isn’t till December so i guess i wasn’t thinking in terms of the Whole Saga… #but yeah. that would be about now #so there’s this sense of stress and dread kind of hanging over me… like something terrible could happen at any moment #and this is a REALLY good explanation for that #and makes me fee better about being such a goddamn mess this past week #my executive dysfunction was SO bad today… #i actually got a decent amount accomplished… i’m being very hard on myself #but it was TOUGH to do… i really had to push whereas these past few months i’ve been HAPPY to do stuff #everything just feels so hard and i’m so sad all the time and i don’t want to be like this #but Yeah. #anyways - i think that’s the situation #so just a heads up… sorry if i’m a mess this next month or so #i’m hoping now that i’ve recognized the issue it’ll let up a little - but we shall see

[linecoveredinjellyfish]

on my 5th hour of trying to memorize stem-changing verbs, increasingly desperate, head in my hands: go and went are conjugations of the same verb go and went are conjugations of the same verb go and went are conjugations of the same verb go and w

#i know spanish is objectively easier than english. but also goddamn spanish is hard #i already had mad respect for people who learn even half-decent english as a second language #but this is really cementing to me how impressive that is #it speaks!

[illputdownmyrootswhenimdead]

just saw a recent post about how people would take mentally ill people more seriously if they were physically disabled instead. this keeps fucking happening jesus fucking christ you people never learn do you

#dove talks #ableism // #you’re fucking stupid if you think this #im a relatively mild case when it comes to how hard life has been for me physical disability wise #and ive still gone through a lot of shit. physically disabled people Do Not Get Taken More Seriously are you fucking kidding me #some of us have to beg and scrape for proper healthcare and respect from doctors and the general public and any government benefits #and like i said im a mild case but i still had to move across the goddamn country to start getting decent healthcare and answers #for why ive been in pain for the majority of 6 years #they wouldn’t take you more seriously they would assume you’re faking and kick you to the edges of society and pay you less #and just forget about you #and don’t get me started about healthcare and insurance

[labyrynth]

honest to god parents are the most entitled people in the world. like you can ask them the most basic shit like “can you leave frequently used items at the front of the fridge please so that they are easily accessible” and they’ll be like “the audacity. the AGGRESSION. how dare you make demands of me. it’s MY house and you are the CHILD. how DARE you lecture me about how I choose to live in MY OWN HOUSE. i am not having this discussion with you. you’re clearly too upset to be rational. i’m not having this discussion while you’re so emotional.”

and you’re still just like. standing there.

#personal #my mom has been doing this thing for a long time but especially recently #where she acts like i’m an aggressor and she’s a victim for asking for the smallest courtesies #for example: please *ask me* to move my things first before moving them yourself #please don’t put stuff on top of my computer #please don’t move my meds (or at the very least please keep my meds together) #and she gets SO offended #and there have been a large number of things recently where she has moved them without asking me #and things have been separated #and i can’t find the other parts #(like my meds which i keep on the table with a glass of water so i remember to take them bc i have a hard time remembering) #and she (and now my dad) is convinced that a 0.02% aesthetic improvement to the table is worth making me miss my meds #like they’re just somehow convinced that because i’m their kid they have no obligation to respect me or my belongings #and that they have no obligation to be decent housemates #and i’m just really fucking tired of how entitled they get #yeah i don’t care that i don’t own the goddamn house you still have to be respectful housemates

[lunacchi-fe3h]

My art piece for meeting Mr. Hackney is coming along well, but if I can be honest, I'm scared that I'm not going to make it in time.

I still need to work out some details of the sketch, like Dimitri's stupidly detailed armor (I do NOT like drawing detailed stuff like that LOL), as well as lining and coloring...not to mention the background, which is something else I'm really ass at.

Don't get me wrong, I still want to do my best to make this illustration be the best it can be, and I'm sure that with enough time I could do it, but... Considering the state of my wrist, I can't draw for more than 2 hours a day, and that's on a good day.

I don't want to fuck up my wrist more than it already is since it's already been fluctuating a lot, and up until recently I was on the better side. Now I'm stressing myself out over the illustration itself, preparations for attending the con, and not getting any sleep because of my family (living with my mom again is a JOY 🙃).

I hope I can keep this up until the end of the month. I may never have the chance to meet Mr. Hackney ever again.

I have to make it count.

#I was considering commissioning someone for a picture instead #but I don't have any funds for doing so since all my funds are going into moving out of my mom's house eventually #sucks that everything here is so goddamn pricy #why is every decent place I look at over 2000$ a month? #I'm only looking for an apartment with 2 bedrooms not a goddamn mansion #and that's WITHOUT utilities! #I need to get back to streaming ASAP so I can help pay bills when the time comes... #I will keep working hard #I just hope I don't break myself doing it...