#glad to know people still enjoy my stuff

[jestroer]

I'm not usually a person to post on many serious matters not regarding fandom on here, but as someone who watched a lot of his stuff and posted about him in the past a bunch, I just wanted to say that I'm no longer am going to interacting with any of Wilbur's content and if you support Wilbur Soot then please don't follow my blog because you are not welcome here. All strength and love to Shubble in this ✊

#just felt i should adress this stuff cause its. yeah #its so messed up #his music really helped me through some messed up stuff and even if i wanted to listen to it now i couldn't even enjoy it i don't think #its just. man #i havent been watching much of sbi and their friends since technos passing but like. this still is such a punch for some reason #glad shubble is in a better situation now and that she had the strength to come out with this. this is such a mess #tw abuse #Wilbur soot #im not gonna make more posts about it or rb much stuff if its not support for shubble #cause i try really hard to have my blog be a positive space for myself and for people who enjoy my art and my blog #but like. wilbur is such a godawful person and its like. with dream i just always thought he was annoying asshole #if not an absolutely awful person although you know i don't rule it out #but with Wilbur like. i never thought about him this way and now that i do a lot of stuff feels. well bad #there are a lot of things that seem really bad with this context. #its just. man. what a fucking asshole. don't even have words for this

[thanksvideogames]

vesperia screenshot dump no.4: i beat the game edition :)

check img descriptions for thoughts and context

#chase plays vesperia #tales of vesperia #tales of vesperia spoilers #tov spoilers #i had a lot more screenshots i wanted to include in this but i hit the limit #and unfortunately the remaining ones arent enough to justify a fifth dump so this is probably my last post #unless i play post-game and find some stuff in that #i will admit that maybe its for the best that i hit the cap because uh. i have a cap of an enemy in this game called 'trans murder' #it was like a literal transformer robot but i still agonized over whether something like that is worth sharing even as a bit #you would also be surprised how much physical affection takes place in this game #i sacrificed them for fluri sword touching but rest assured the clinginess of patty and estelle meant something to me #anyway details of my playthrough include #140 hours playtime. i spent this much time of my own volition #did everything i could without new game plus-ing the game #its 5 stars for me but I also have criticisms that I intend to try and formulate into a backloggd review this weekend #dont know what ill play next but honestly im just glad a number of people enjoyed these posts

[hermanunworthy]

yall does my lack of personal romantic experience Show in my writing 😭

#i sure do enjoy writing kiss scenes for someone who has never even experienced a kiss before #technically. #im so obsessed w the concept of romance and intimacy but my ass does NOT have the balls to do more than hold hands #but when i write i always have to pretend to know what im talking about anyways #not to start vemting but ive been thinking about my relationship w romance a SHIT ton lately and its all been really confusing and stressful #*venting #i wish it was easy to understand and participate in!!!!! #fun fact i was originally planning on posting all my fics anonymously bc i was THAT embarrassed about people seeing me write romance #im glad i didnt do that but i still get extremely nervous posting stuff #bc my brain will be like 'how DARE u write about those characters kissing. that is so shameful. everyone is disgusted by u now' #this is getting too venty bye #feelings!! scary!!!! #siren says

[guinevereslancelot]

i actually love the comeback of bucket hats and mom jeans and big glasses and fanny packs and clunky shoes personally. i was born to dress like a dorky tourist from the 90s

#ever since middle school i have tried to follow trends and felt fundamentally like i qas doing it wrong and it didn't work when i did it #i couldn't pull it off it was forced and dumb even when i dressed and did my hair exactly like everyone else #so i gave up on being trendy bc it was never fun and didn't work #but i was so excited when mom jeans came back bc they're actually comfy then i saw cool fashionable people w fanny packs and i was like :0 #no way!! #then i found a cute floral bucket hat at goodwill and i was like hm why not and it actually rocks ngl #i finally got a new pair of glasses bc of headaches and i went ahead and got some big af 90s looking ones and they actually look good on me? #i know im lowkey dressing like a high schooler now but im finally having fun with my clothes and enjoying the way i look #also i got a haircut and its a bit retro and fun and finally my hair isnt in my face bc i tried bangs and i actually look nice for once #also the great thing abt the dorky 90s tourist style is its really practical and easy #like im comfortable and i have storage and my hair looks good no matter what with zero maintenance #i still dont wear makeup ever tho lol #but im glad there's finally a way to be fun and fashionable for lazy dorky people lol #i know some people complain abt the bucket hats and fanny packs and stuff but idc im having fun finally #this has been a shitpost

[cinna-bunnie]

i just finished iron blooded orphans and need to lay down for a bit

#it was so good #i don't have a lot of concrete thoughts rn just Feelings™ #it was SUCH a wild ride. I'm always kinda hesitant to talk about a show bc i feel like I'm gonna spoil it but it's also not new lol so?? #imma talk about it a bit anyways so tags after this will have spoilers #BUT SJFKGKDLA #so many people died 😭 imo the late deaths weren't as Sad™ as the earlier ones but still. #the way everyone changed their names and picked up new lives but still kept in touch with each other #and everyone finding Something because they kept moving forward. particularly Takaki in particular for me 🥹🤲 #hearing something as simple like if u see a lot of places and learn a lot of things u will have many options. but The Way he's #living that out is just 🤌 a long way from being human debris my boy 🫂 I'm so proud of him #and I'm glad that greedy arms freaking mf got shot up in the bathroom 😼 it's what he DESERVED!! #last episode just like. rly emphasizing that even though the group is done everyone still lives on and finds their niche #and it's tragic fr how many people had to die trying to realize a dream that happened anyways 😔 though it wouldn't have #without their deaths so.. i fuckn KNEW at the beginning of the second season when Olga got the warning #about how if ur taking shortcuts/fastest way possible ur going to regret it later was MASSIVE foreshadowing #and it's just like damn y'all r letting me know this early huh 😭imma enjoy the ride regardless and what a fucking ride it was #i almost want to watch it again but there are also Other gundam series i need to check out #not for a while though.. imma do some stuff around the house n maybe draw for a bit. #just rly sit on my feelings and the Experience i just had. thank u everyone who brought up IBO it was SOOOO fucking good #feel free to recommend other favorites of yours i should check out next. mecha anime has always been a blindspot too so #if y'all have any in general from the genre lmk ^~^

[tenshindon]

imo you shouldn't feel bad about not drawing yamtien stuff anymore because you poured your love into the stuff back then and continue doing so with the fandom you're in right now. your old stuff is still iconic and it's nice to see you genuinely enjoy what you do, whatever the fandom it is.

i havent mentioned yamtien in the LONGEST while but ty for the love anon :)

#snap chats #yeah thats how i tend to view my interests that i dont typically express anymore #i loved them immensely in the moment and just cause ive wholly moved on for now doesnt negate the love i did feel then #im glad people can still enjoy the stuff i made years ago thats always gonna be p epic in my heart #i mean sometimes i /do/ feel bad only because i know the stuff im interested in tends to be stuff people focus the least on #so i lowkey feel some bit responsible for providing stuff for that crowd? if that makes sense? #makes myself sound a whole lot more important than i am ik so its a mentality im trying to fix #just cause im not doing it doesnt mean no one else will so its ok to move on if im over it #or im just not into drawing it for now #but rest assured eveything i do is cause i genuinely wanna do it so :) whatever im drawin im happy drawin it

[volfoss]

I cannot recommend enough starting game series from the start. Both because if you get used to the clunky gameplay of earlier ones, the later ones will be easier (from experience, going the other way just makes the originals seem IMPOSSIBLE) and also bc it does in fact help w understanding the story. Also because honestly old games are so cool

#twist rambles #like. if i started with the wit/cher three (which i did) and was not patient enough to learn the mechanics of 1. i wouldn't have experienced #my fave game in the series. if i got into kof with like 13 or 15 #i wouldn't want to play 95 or 99. due to them being hard as shit. but im so glad i DID because the plot in those is very good #like. idk i think more people need to play older games when theyre accessible to them. i dont want to see hyper realistic+ #games everywhere. when are we gonna post game sprites that are like 20 pixels maximum and be like wow 😳 i want her #all of that to say. emulating helps a ton w branching out w stuff and idk. just play older games and experience them #i will never feel the stress i felt when playing certain atari games EVER bc those are insane. anyways god. long and rambly but i think more #f/e fans should be lusting after the rly old guys. where is the hype for like saji <- does not know if ppl care abt him or not #or like. barts/bartz. anyways. yes please go emulate and also experience old games. I promise theyre fun and still worth playing #and it will expose u to the worst bullshit mechanics known to man. i love old rpgs and ols trpgs and i wouldn't have known that if i didnt #look into older ones. and thats very cool for me. nes rpgs were always daunting for me. and for me to be enjoying them this much? its cool #sorry. i will ramble in the tags for 50 years. its my job.

[pochapal]

Oh yeah, remember to do the Tea Parties and ??? chapters after each episode, they're important.

i have no clue what these things are so instead of thinking about this i will pretend that this information does not exist until the time when i would learn about it naturally. (not trying to be mean or anything but this is skirting very much into spoiler territory! things are more fun when i figure things out/approach them at my own pace and in my own time!)

#cheyj05 #i'm glad you're enthusiastic about my liveblog but please remember to not discuss things with me until i learn of them myself! #general reminder that if you as a fan of my liveblog are burning to talk about my liveblogging in relation to things i don't know of yet #i am sure that several people who are also following this blog could point you to a place to talk about this kind of stuff #so you don't run the risk of affecting my experience in your excitement #this is a very no context/meaningless spoiler to me as of right now but this is still giving me information ahead of time #so please keep in mind where i am/what i know when sending me asks! i'll get to know these things eventually on my own #i don't want to put my foot down but do be mindful of what you discuss with me #i enjoy the discussion with people and i don't want to have to limit it in order to preserve my reading experience #i really don't mean to be mean or cruel by saying this but i want this liveblog to be enjoyable for both me and everyone #so no spoilers/hints/anything that indicates anything about the story i don't already know as fact! <3

[lunarharp]

never done one of these so i thought i'd try it.

my 2nd full year as an Artist.... developed a lot. looking back at stuff from a year ago is painful as usual. first half of this year was mostly takarazuka. in march i started "painting", in the summer i started doing "lineless", then i realised that's basically painting but now i understood it and was having fun.

in september i started doing tons of black and white stuff to clear my head and because i was so inspired by witch hat atelier.

i want to keep improving

#this isnt so much The Best Thing I Drew That Month as what represents the month artistically/emotionally to me. #like november was simply the persona 5 month. and december has to be lucifer. #(also i made a LOOT of comic-type stuff that isn't really represented in this image but was lots of fun.) #it's not like before 2020 i had never picked up a pen. i just Didn't Know Anything. i just doodled on paper and showed no-one #i feel like i both drew a lot in 2022 (which i DID) and still didn't draw or learn enough or at least not efficiently enough. =_= #i also finished two fics and worked on two zines. next year i want to print my own things and do more stuff. and make artist friends. #i barely socialised or did anything other than drawing. i'm glad i had so much free time but uhh i also want to Live More. #sometimes i feel like Getting Serious now and drawing Properly and sometimes i feel like stopping drawing altogether. idek. #i just dk....... #hope there were some people that enjoyed my stuff. it seems like there was. i feel like i'm at least at the beginning of the next stage #2020...we don't talk about that. 2021 ok starting to be able to draw. 2022 finally able to draw closer to what i want. i love a lot of it. #i guess that's something. #especially in sept/oct i was really inspired. i barely used the internet except to post art it was so good. my own world #i didn't use the internet basically at all in june either - but it was the total opposite. i barely drew at all. *examines myself* #onwards i guess................. *picks up my bindle*

[commonwealthoccurences]

im aro (who just has a weakness for your fics which is peculiar for me bc reader inserts don't normally interest me but yours oof hits just the right spot) and i have an intense discomfort for valentine's day so i have almost every varient of it blacklisted. unfortunately, that means tumblr hides your nick valentine fics which i find both funny and annoying lmaoo however it does somewhat help me bc when i actually catch the 'post hidden bc blacklist' im like !!!!! oh shit!!! time to catch up and i binge read including going back to some of my faves ahahah

anyways this ask was just to say hi keep being amazing i love your work and i hope that life treats you as kindly as you treat your readers!!!!! 💛

Ohhhh this is so lovely!! I'm glad that you enjoy my writing and I'll definitely make a note to put out more platonic stuff in the future for all of my aro followers (: It's too bad about the tag thing I didn't even think of that! Unfortunately, I'm not sure there's any way for me to work around it otherwise I definitely would. But I'm glad you find your way back here when you can and enjoy what I write (which, I will fully admit other than BTE, is few and far between nowadays). This blog and anons like you have been invaluable as writing for fo4 and getting feedback on my writing has helped me build my writing skills for my original works and I hold my original project very close to my heart. In a roundabout way, y'all have helped me out with it, and I try to give as much love back to everyone who reads my fanfic in return (: I hope you have a lovely rest of your day!! (And don't worry about your other ask, no offense was taken and I definitely agree on the way that games like fo4 can function as character or player inserts (: )

#Anon friends #zero talks #sometimes i worry that when im gone for long stretches of time #people will see themselves out when they realize they still follow me #which is totally understandable and i hold no grudge or negative feelings #just glad they/y'all were here in the first place #but seeing people still enjoying my writing even when i can't be around often cause of life stuff means a lot #i've debated doing life updates occasionally so y'all know I'm still thinking of this blog but don't have time to be here and that i haven' #shut things down #but thankfully with BTE being semi-frequent i haven't felt the need to in a good minute #im going to try my hardest to make time especially for this blog during university bc i don't want to lose all of my hobbies #but my education is very important to me and i have high standards for myself so we'll see lol

[kyouka-supremacy]

oh :( I'm so sorry you received hate 😭 you don't deserve it at all I really like your posts!

Aaaaawwwwwww thank you so much!!!!!! Admittedly it was kind of a moodkiller so this really helped make me cheer up (╥﹏╥) I really appreciate it, I'm happy to know there's people that can still enjoy my posts!!!!!!!!! Thank you tons for sending this and I hope you're having a sweet day / night (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

#Like. my blogs have always been for me‚ in theory #yet thinking something I posted was reason of so much negative feelings in someone was. idk. #yes the blog is for me firstly but I don't want it to end up putting more bad stuff in the world– #there's already enough of it you know? So I'm genuinely sorry anyone got distressed by it #(although rationally acknowledging it's an issue with them and that it's their responsibility to curate what they see. #It's still not nice ahah) #So your words came off as very reassuring‚ I'm glad to know there's people who can still enjoy what I do!!!! #Thank you!!! Love you 💕💕 #people asks me stuff #Also I just know it must be from a Twitter user and like. #It was a joke to keep Twitter users out but I don't think it's a joke anymore 💔💔 #(Not seriously‚ but just‚ please be polite (´；ω；｀)

[iturbide]

There is a grown dude on twitter who is constantly sharing your takes through screenshots on twitter with his group of friends out in the open like nearly every day. He has also name droped you and linked your tumblr more than one time through twitter despite saying that they don't want people to harass you, the contradiction. Just saying because the some of the asks you received had the same arguments they wrote on twitter.

Apparently this is getting uncomfortable enough for people to actually come warn me about it, which I really do appreciate, because it explains why random blogs I've never interacted with have started replying/reblogging and accusing me of pretty heinous shit.

I can't adequately express just how fucking creepy it is that someone is this level of obsessed with my opinions. I am -- and I cannot stress this enough -- a small-scale fandom blog and niche fanfiction writer, and to the best of my knowledge my only crime is...having a different read of a character and not liking them the same way someone else does. And the last time I checked, every person who interacts with a piece of media will have their own unique read of it.

I have never intended to portray my opinions as facts, because I know full well they're not: they're opinions, based on my personal understanding of the facts I have available to me. Heck, I'd already been backing off of posting in the fandom tags because I know that my takes can be super niche and appeal first and foremost to me, because...this is my blog. It's my space. I like interacting and sharing with people who come here, but at the end of the day, this is where I post about things I like and sort through my personal opinions about them. I'm not trying to sway anyone or make it seem like they're wrong -- other people are entitled to their own opinions! I'm really happy that there are other people with different reads of the same material, because I do feel that makes fandom richer! But I don't appreciate people coming into my space and telling me that I'm wrong and therefore a bad person simply because I don't have the same read of the characters or the situations being discussed.

Again, I find it incredibly creepy that someone is consistently tweeting about my opinions and, intentionally or otherwise, getting people to accuse me of reprehensible things just because I have a different opinion from them. And at least some of the people who are coming from Twitter don't actually bother to read any deeper -- they take what they've been told by a stalker as The Whole Truth, even though some of their accusations make absolutely no sense and are actively contradicted by things I've discussed. The lack of thought or care for the fact that they're making these accusations against a real, living, breathing, feeling human being because of a difference in opinion about a fictional character from a fantasy game is frankly appalling.

Do I sometimes find things in fandom uncomfortable? Sure. Do I find some things in fandom upsetting? Yeah. But that's what the block button and filters are for. I would prefer to use those and let other people do things they enjoy with fictional characters and settings, because at the end of the day, what makes them happy isn't my business. I'll curate my own experience, make things that bring me joy, and enjoy myself regardless whether it goes with the flow of the larger fandom scene. If anyone dislikes that, they can block my tags (I tag thoroughly in part for later searching, but also so that people can block stuff they don't want to see) or just block me: my stuff gets no spread on Tumblr.

And for the people who apparently seek out reasons to make themselves mad, please take care of yourself. I highly recommend disengaging from things that make you upset, especially to this degree: it's really not good for anyone's mental health. Take a break. Do something that brings you actual joy. Play a game you love. Pick up an old hobby, or try out one you've always been curious about. Read a new book. That's what I'm going to do.

But I'm not going to let a stalker prevent me from doing things I enjoy. They don't deserve to have any control over my life, let alone that level of influence.

#answered #anonymous #i suppose the twitter stalker is still at it #makes me really glad i don't post much personal stuff #again: i really encourage people to use the block button #curate your own experience to the best of your ability #take care of your mental health #stop seeking out things that you know will upset you #it's not good for you #and the implicit encouragement to dogpile a stranger #for the crime of having a different opinio about a fictional character #is fucking atrocious #i didn't even post the twitter handle of the person doing it #because i do in fact want to preserve their privacy #i don't want them to get harrassed #whether anyone who follows me would do so or not #anyway: gonna go watch one of my favorite shows #finish the book i'm working my way through #and then work more on part 5 of golden attempt #i have no intention of letting a stalker dictate how i enjoy fandom

[todayisafridaynight]

I Have To Stop Piling Things On Your Plate... But I Don't Want To

BY THE WAY... Do You See What I See......... 🤌💋❤️‍🔥 bellissimo

YES. YES KEEP PUTTING THINGS ON MY PLATE THANK YOU SO MUCH 🙏🙏🙏

AND THANK YOU I'm glad you enjoyed !! 🥰

#snap chats #EPIC now i have things to watch while i work..... which reminds me that i cant wait to get sushi later.... #speakin of that fic tho Fun Fact i kept debating on deleting it right after posting it ☠️☠️☠️ #some bits just keep bothering me but i know im probably just overthinking it but STILL. my confidence does not exist with writing #so im glad to hear people enjoy the stuff i write once in a blue moon HAH #ok work time i want that sushi and im making it a reward for myself BYE AND THANK YOU AGAIN

[florenceisfalling]

like idk. i miss seeing content from s.igne (though i respect gab wholeheartedly). i miss fanart from my favorite artists. i miss older eras of j.se at times (and yes, there were older eras, the way people pretended he Never Changed is just weird). i miss old anti designs. i miss the old fic trends. i miss having a very active fandom (though i am so happy to see the new arrivals) and i miss seeing him interact with fans the way he did on tumblr back in the day. i miss the way i used to interact with some of the blogs here before i decided to fuckin,,, wage holy war and make enemies out of them (joking, but i have seen sides to some of these people that i wish i could tear out of my memory). i miss feeling confident that i could trust the good intentions of people here and even the big man himself (not god. that makes sean sound like god. you know what i mean). i miss when some of you weren't so fucking bitter which is funny because i'm the bitterest bitch alive. idk. i don't think it's bad to miss any of these things because i'm not going to be an ass and act like it's anybody's fault. i'm not going to be bothered by gab for being happy because i'm glad she is happy, and i'm not going to get bothered by sean taking a reasonable step back from this hellsite when people were cruel to him, and i'm not going to get mad at trends for changing because that is how time works. but i do miss things and i know its cringe and parasocial and perhaps even problematic but i hate having to pretend like i never have Any feelings about the past lest i break a hypothetical rule of what is the Normal level of attachment to an online community. okay. i think i'm done now.

#one of my favorite writers left because they couldn't deal anymore and one of my favorite writers turned out to have shit views and one of #my favorite writers left because of something that was partly my fault and one of my favorite writers stopped writing because of two of the #others and one of my favorite writers hurt someone i love over and over and over and one of my favorite writers left because they were the #someone i love. two of the big names hate queer folk that don't align with their ideals and half the artists left for twitter or for dead. #the man himself left because criticism always becomes cruelty and people lie to make themselves feel good. #the editors all turned their accounts private and my favorite told me on livestream that i was good and starting somewhere but then forgot #my name. and i thought maybe i was the bitter one but then i look at some of the other people who have been here so long and wonder why #they even bother anymore because they care more about complaining with everything j.ack does than anyone who actually enjoys his stuff. #and you know i poked fun at *** for a lot of things. some deserved some not. and one of them was the fact that she compared fandom #to warfare. and yes that's still silly i don't think it's a fair comparison but i do know that she wasn't fully wrong. #when you've been here for a long time and ive Been here for a long time you start to get really used to names and faces #and the change can be like waking up to a new wallpaper in your room. not a bad one just a new one. #i don't want to pretend that this fandom is just a silly little hobby for me when lets be honest i know some of yalls personal lives a #little too dearly for that. ive loved people here ive lost people here the first person who showed me this place fucking DIED and i still #lose it sometimes over the fact that he would have loved jameson so much and we couldve been closer friends had he stayed alive a few more #years. so yeah. sorry for being fucking cringy or whatever but there have been times where i've felt like im on a sinking ship watching #everybody else row away and i refuse to go. so like. cool. cool. im glad things are good again but i never really got to process the bad #things.

[patchworkghost]

Anyway I know its gotten better but sometimes I forget a lot of times Ive stayed out of alt communities especially as a kid is cause they arent welcoming to POC

#I know some of it is music stuff cause I enjoy punk goth synth stuff #but I also know everyyear Pop & indie tend to be my most listened to #but like especially when I was younger and online it was like rare any POC would get shown or be voices #and a lot of the big people in alt communities were openly racist :// #Im glad I see so many more people in the community now but its still a struggle #and I know we all grew up with the Your not (your race here) enough your white cause we dressed different or liked certian music #ANYWAYS #heres to all the brown & black kids who made it through the 00'-10's emo years !

[waterfallofspace]

THE FOC WHERE NANAMI GETS REVENGE ON GOJO. OMFG. WJAT R U. SOME SORT OF SNEEZUS CHRIST BC THAT FIC FELT MIRACULOUS ONG

Sneezus Christ- that had me laughing so hard ahaha~

Thank you so much!!~ Glad you enjoyed it, that's one of my earliest works, but still one of my favourites, back when I didn't know that much about writing it, just wrote straight from my "make this man suffer" brain~ I'm happy that it turned out to be something people can enjoy!!~

Always love wrecking my baby-blued-husband~

#waterfallasks #thank you so much!! glad you enjoyed it #i do sometimes go back and reread some of my early ones #their style freaks me out bc it is NOT as good i think as my newer stuff #(cut to new paragraphing every time someone spoke... with just the dialogue... girl what were you DOINNGGGG) #but it can still get me in the ways it should- know your audience know yourself kinda deal #so im glad people enjoy it!!!!! thanks so much!~