#ghGH OK ANYWAY

[pepperpixel]

Some inside job art! Mostly just trying to figure out how to draw these two

#inside job #brett hand #reagan ridley #doodles #these aren’t rlly anything special yet just me figuring out there designs but! there will be more…. I promise hhgh #I need to figure out how to draw Brett doing diff expressions ghgh. cuz so far I can only confidently draw him w his mouth gaping open #his mouth is so interesting tho! I love. how they draw it in the show. it’s cute. it’s one of his many cute qualities. #this is a man constructed out of mostly just cute qualities honestly ghgh #but so yeah! I wanna figure out. how to properly and confidently draw. him making diff expressions #cuz! even if usually smilingly vacantly is his default expression. he still has others! and. I wanna be able to depict them ghghg #I’m talking a lot about Brett here but I fucking love Reagan too.. she’s fucking… uGHG #WE LOVE TSUNDERES IN THIS HOUSE!!! #I kinda relate to both Brett and Reagan lol. but to be fair they both have a lot of issues so I guess it makes sense #like. me looking at Brett’s desperate need for approval: omg… he’s just like me fr fr #ghGH OK ANYWAY #yeah. have some inside job art #hopefully there will be more soon! #I fucked up one of the tags in there but I don’t feel like fixing it lol. it’s the one about ‘smiling vacantly’ #just pretend it’s not fucked up ghgh

[unreasonablebehaviour]

from the ashes uwu

#mcyt #dsmp #wilbur soot #//body horror #//gore #sorta? I’ll tag it anyway Idk what counts as what lmao #I want him to be a gross stinky zombie #I think it’s fits his gross stinky asshole vibes // #want my man to be pulling some bullshit and his fuccn hand falls off or something #crisises prevented by his own body’s physical hubris #is crisises a word? ya girl is dyslexic and I can’t tell ghgh #anyway my man hasn’t bathed in 13 years and is literally rotting you know for a fact he smells fucking disgusting #no wonder no one wants to be his friend #also I want everyone to be aware I have 0 idea how to draw burnt skin and clothes lmao #I did debate giving him wings but also fuck drawing wings #unless it’s explicitly canon I cannot be arsed to draw feathers ghgh #watch this not show in tags cause I haven’t posted in a while #ok last tag but yes the caption is indeed a very shitty joke on his name

[atrillies]

i want... him... to wear... overalls....

#rwby #oscar pine #listen... overalls are cute.... #and so is he... #had to keep the big clunky red boots tho those are lowkey iconic #i miss his rainbow rag thing too actually #also yes i swapped the straps of the overalls for suspenders its called fashion// #also also i have no idea what his symbol would be cause him sharing ozpins is ... kinda lame tbh #so instead he just has orange blobs ghgh #anyway oscar is babey and needs cute outfits ok dont @ me

[discobops-moved]

I MEANT 2 SEND THIS TO U LAST NIGHT BUT I FELL ASLEEP GHGH but im so glad ur okay i was worried that something had happened 2 u!! ur so important and special and i hope everythings going okay u deserve the best always and ur already doing amazing and making the world better

OMG??????? ANGEL WHAT IN THE WORLD I LOVE U SO MUCH 💓💘💕💞💖💘💗💕💘💞💗💖💓💘💕💗💞💘💞💗💘💕💗💞💘💖💗💘💓💗💕💘💞💗💞💘💓🥰🥰💗💕💘💞💗 MY HEART ……this is so kind n so ridiculously sweet omg i’m ok angel!!!!!! i just needed a fresh new start i got anxious on my old blog gjhjfhgd but anYWAYS i love u so much??? ur the entire world the fact that u even think of me i just :( thank u so much i hope the world is always welcoming n good to u i love u so so much!!!!! thank u for everything in this world i love you i rly do!!!

#nbdei #rey #asks #angelic letters #i rly do love u hfjgjd i hope ur always smiling angel i love u

[deadlyflovrish-blog]

yeah ok so there’s like, 4 kingdoms. and the 5th one is isolated bc it’s Lauv’s so they don’t count it in bc they’re battling to beat her anyway. there’s 2 continents tho i still haven’t worked on the second one

Eden’s the leader of the smallest one they’re the magic users everyone hates bc they’re probably jealous

Ya is the leader of the biggest kingdom she has the biggest army and the best swordsmen and archers she’s really smart and loves sparring but she .. hates magic

But Ya and Eden eventually form an alliance bc they have the strongest army together. the other leaders don’t think it’s a good idea bc Eden is a witch and everybody thinks of them as evil creatures bc Lauv wiped off a whole kingdom with only one battle. her dark magic is just,,, so hard to match

Sin who’s the king of the second largest kingdom is on Eden’s side tbh he admires how she manages to keep her cool despite everybody hating her,,, and never helping her. the fact she agreed to an alliance is amazing

His kingdom is full of elves, it also has a witch guild but it’s hidden very good even he doesn’t know where they are. they specialize in storm magic and they’re the original founders of the kingdom itself which is why it’s nicknamed Storm’s End

Ya’s kingdom is a mountain area and Eden’s is a tropical area with many underground caves where .. people lurk.. and do stuff,,, while Lauv’s kingdom is actually pretty colorful which is weird considering she’s this world’s satan ghgh

#oc talk #long post

[pepperpixel]

Cronas…. A handful of cronas (And a couple ragnaroks) I drew..

#soul eater #se #crona gorgon #crona #ragnarok #doodles #second pic is kinda… loosely inspired off a picture I drew a MILLION YEARS AGO #of crona in a cute outfit.. I remembered it so was like.. yea. wanna draw another crona in cute outfit ghgh #also I drew there eyes wrong in that pic ghghg. they should be dark cuz crona is like. waving at a friend having an ok time #I didn’t fill them in but they should be filled in ghgh #also. I didn’t end up actually breaking out the white paint pen.. #but I will! someday ghghg #I gotta work my way up to it lol #also. in regards to the second pic… I drew that gaz pic and the middle finger pose turned out looking nice so my brain is like. #ghgh yah! draw that shit again! #Srry about that lol #I’m actually! I’m rlly happy w how the chibi pic turned out! I think it’s rlly cute I’m proud of it… #I rlly like the first pic too.. #but anyway yeah ghghg. have some cronas!

[pepperpixel]

More powerpunk girls art!!!! Cuz they are just. Fun to draw ghgh- this time trying to get a better design for brat! Cuz even tho I liked the old one I had.. I wanted to try and give her a lil bit more edge… so! Here were some experiments w that! I didn’t succeed in. Solidifying anything, as u can probably notice. Considering her outfit is slightly different in every picture ghgh- but! Idk! Maybe that’s ok lol. She’s the sorta character who would have a bunch of different outfits it’s fine lol

#powerpuff girls #the powerpuff girls #ppg #powerpunk girls #ppnkg #ppg brat #ppg brute #ppg berserk #doodles #also featuring! I think the first picture I’ve drawn of brute smiling lol! #anyway yeah… been workin on these all day my brains mush… have some powerpunks I hope u enjoy them ghgh- #actually. more thoughts rlly quick. #why I wanted to give brat a lil more edge: there called the power PUNK girls… and I felt like brat was having a severe punk deficiency ghg #like. I don’t think she needs to actually BE punk. but just… needed a lil more edge.. a lil more a teensy bit #i am also thinking about this in regards to berserk. which is why I gave her lil fishnet gloves here lol. but idk! #I have some ideas for her but… I do like the design I already have for her too.. so idk. I’m thinking about it tho #ok now I’m done w thoughts lol

[pepperpixel]

I’m sick of the feeling that I always have to have enough pictures for a photoset to post anything. So. I’m rebelling against that stupid fuckin feeling and just posting this chara stand alone! There’ll probably be a frisk to go w it eventually! But! U’ll just have to wait lol

#undertale #chara #chara dreemurr #ut #doodles #started this yesterday. finished it like an hour ago. and posting it fucking now. no waiting to draw more shit to go w it ghghg #also. I’ve put this in the tags of another chara picture before. but that was a long time ago. so. reiterating just to be safe: #yes. I have drawn chara in a skirt. their pronouns are still they/them #idk if that needs to be said! but. just in case.. #cuz I remember. specifically on deviantart. there were a few ppl who rlly liked misgendering the humans on my art of them ghgh #I don’t think that’s as much of a thing on tumblr. but still #but anyway yeah! chara! I drew this completely on my phone too! #and I took my time w the details and coloring and shit! I didn’t rush thru any of it! #im proud of myself ghghg #also. this was an attempt to solidify a chara design I like. cuz I felt like. the last one I drew. for the honey pie animation meme #was ok?? I liked it. but I was also like. shit. their hairs too messy and long they look too much like Kris #so. I wanted to try and fix that lol #we’ll see if this design finally sticks! #…for the once in a blue moon occasion I draw Undertale fanart ghgh

[pepperpixel]

Smiling pastrys… she has like a quota, she’ll do 1 smile every 2 months and that’s IT… she is not a smiley person. But I noticed I’ve basically only ever drawn her upset so, I wanted to try and shake it up! Draw some of those rarely seen smiles.. (even if one of them is like a creepy “let me tell you about my cult” smile. It’s still a smile!)

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #pastry cookie #crk #doodles #she would be the type to laugh w a hand over her mouth.. #anyway I’m lov her ghghg. #I think I love her so much because my own life is suffering. and there is SO much potential for suffering in her life #like I look at her and I’m like ‘oh ur entire life could fall apart around u too.’ #like I mean! and obviously her life would fall apart for diff reasons then mine. mine is that half of my immediate family died #and I’m including myself in the other half that lived so. rlly if I’m not included it’s more then half lol #but hers would be like. getting ostrascized and hunted down by her own religious group. that she thought she could trust #having everything she believes called into question. #but. still.. total breakdown of the status qou of life. total uncertainty of the future #total feeling of ‘what even is the point of the future. of my existence’ #I’m like. this girl has all the pieces in place for that. I see it. in my mind #but! that’s not the only reason I like her ghgh #I think it’s just one of the reasons I’ve rlly latched onto her at this specific point in my life ghgh #anyway. sorry for rambling about pain and suffering in my ‘pastry actually having an ok time’ art post gGHG #(but also lol not only did half of my immediate family die in short time. my hOUSE BURNED DOWN IN THE SAME STRETCH OF TIME!!!) #(like I have a fucking. Mary sue baby’s first oc level of tragic backstory. like it would be criticized for being ‘unrealistic’ in fiction) #(or ‘too dark’ or something. like 1 tragic backstory was enough u didn’t have to kill BOTH her grandparents. and burn down her house) #(one of those would have been sufficient suffering!) #(I’m sorry I try not to talk about that stuff too much on her. and not to be a downer w it) #(but it almost feels like. idk. I have to acknowledge sometimes. putting on a face that everything is fine just like. feels awful) #(I don’t wanna talk about it too much tho. but. it’s awful ghghg. I’ll get thru it tho) #(and I’m in a better place now then I was like a month ago. but it’s still rough) #(so yeah sorry if there’s too much information on my personal suffering in these tags gGHG- I just! I have to talk about the suffering #I can’t pretend it’s not there. that makes me feel even more like shit.) #(​I mean. I can pretend MOST of the time. so I’m not a total downer. but I can’t do it all the time lol)

[pepperpixel]

This fucking adventure time shit is so bizarre I haven’t gotten this engrossed in a fandom since like fucking high school. I have other shit I’m supposed to be doing!!!!! Other than just drawing and thinking about adventure time all day long for several days straight!!! I have goals!!!!! I’m supposed to do….!! But I need to fucking draw adventure time I can’t STOP. What am I gonna tell my therapist when I meet him later this month and I’ve done nothing.? “Sorry dude… I couldn’t progress in being a functional adult this month cuz, fucking adventure time… I had to devote my every waking moment to adventure time… I had to. I could not let 2023 summer of adventure time obsession pass me by man!! I had to embrace it..!” Like!!!! Guh….. gah!!!

#like on hand it is very fucking cool and exciting and fun to be this inspired and motivated to create for something… #especially something other ppl are also excited about! like that’s fucking awesome! #but on the other hand my… obsession / rest of life balance is GONE. #im gonna try!!! since I got done drawing earlier than usually today. to get some real life shit done today… #actually I’m not gonna try I’m gonna do!!!! yeah fucking positive affirmation I got this shit #still it’s just funny lol #AND I DONT EVEN HAVE HBO MAX #HOW THE FUCK AM I EVEN GONNA WATCH FIONNA AND CAKE WHEN IT COMES OUT?? #(i know what I am going to do… I will cave and buy it. or at least use a free trial or something ghgh) #cuz…. I’m… gonna need to watch it when it comes out #ok anyway bye!!!!! I’m gonna go get shit done!!!!! wish me luck w ur minds ghghg!! #pepper words

[pepperpixel]

“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!

(sur-ger-y!)

Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!

(my-my-mind!!!!)

I remember waking up with my mind repaired.

(A-OK! ^^)

I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”

Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!

Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!

#adventure time #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #doodles #lol at tagging this petrigroff but nah I stand by it man!!!! #being a petrigroff shipper is understanding that I’m actually canon these two need som fuckin COUPLES COUNSELING. OR TO JUST BREAKUP. #like….. gGHG I LOVE BETTY BUT ALSO. ALSO… also…. these 2 have some issues… seperate and together issues. lmao #ANYWAY THO. ANYWAY THO. IM SO FUCKING EXCITED. I SAW THE NEW TRAILER. IM GONNA DIE. MY WIFE I GOT TO SEE MY WIFE #AND WERE ACTUSLLY GONNA GET SIMON MENTAL STATE SHIT YEAHHHHH!!!! #HELL FUCKING YEAH!!!!!!!!! #FIONNA AND CAKE DO NOT LET THIS NERD KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM HIS FEELINGS FUCKING GET HIS ASS!!! MAKE HIM FACE IT AND WORK THRU IT!!! #pls!!!! if even Simon Petrikovs can start working thru his mental traumas there might be hope for all of us ghghg #uh but anyway yeah. AMBESIA IS HER NAME IS SO THEM.. STRAIGHT UP I FELT THE URGE TO EVEN LIKE. make an animatic for it!! it was so fitting! #im not gonna make an animatic cuz I don’t feel like it but!!! I saw it… I saw the animatic in my brain ghghg- #there’s a lot of typos in these tags but. just do me a favor… and pretend like there aren’t lol #fionna and cake #am I…. possibly…. projecting more mental trauma and issues on Simon. then he ACTUALLY has… #probably. yes. but!!!! he def still DOES have issues. I feel like I’m probably exaggerating the Betty ones cuz he #never really outright expresses feeling hurt by her. but also I feel like!!!! he’s the sorta guy!!! WHO WOULDNT EXPRESS THAT! #cuz he loves her!!!!! sO MUCH!! and she did so much and pushed herself so far and was trying so hard… and also she’s fucking basically d #dead now!!!! it’d be like. disrespectful of her memory…. to feel that. also what’s even the point of expressing that pain she’s gone!!!!! #she did all of that.. for him… how could he…. just. spit in the face of that #im writing those last few tags in the he perspective of simons mind btw… the things he tells himself…. #anyway gGHG MAYBE I AM PROBABLY PROJECTING MORE ISSUES ON HIM THEN HE ACTUALLY HAS BUT WHO CARES MAN #I’m allowed ghghgh- #I wanna draw art of Simon having a traumatic flashback to the ‘Dont worry ull be obliterated soon!’ line and hating himself for it #ice king isn’t him!!! it isn’t him! it’s not him!!! why does that hurt it shouldn’t hurt she wasn’t talking to HIM #BUT SHE WAS #SHE WAS… she didn’t think of the ice king as Simon but he IS… HE IS AND JUST. URGHGH

[pepperpixel]

Big old art dump of evil me and my friends!!! Cuz,,, fun to draw..!! nice.. makes me happy ghghghg- like. Idk! I just like drawin us bein off the shits together it gives me joy

#original #original art #it me #evil me #doodles #evil ghast #evil davve #the yotsuba pic was started a while ago which is why davve has a slightly diff design in it.. #bUT HONESTLY?? I LIKE THAT ONE BETTER? #like.. I just forgot some of the details I changed when doing the newer ones but. I LIKE THOSE CHANGES #like the flower instead of the bow.. I think that’s good #I’m gonna try and remember that next time I draw evil davve ghgh #I have in fact made a yotsuba parody pic before in my life but.. I’m allowed to do more than one ok gHGH #there is no law that says you can only do one in your lifetime. I can do as many as I want it’s fUN #anyway yeah… fuckin love my friends… so much….. #they r the best… #these r all pretty old.. like a couple of months at least ghghg #but! finally posting them now! behold. art literally only for me and my friends ghghghg #ghghgh no jk. I think the art turned out good so! hopefully others can still enjoy them too from an artistic standpoint #even if they don’t give a shit about me and my friends evil fictional versions of ourselves lol #my hair is actually longer then this now.. and planning to grow it out more #so next evil me u see might have a diff hairstyle lol #just cuz idk I’ve had short hair for quite a few years now! I like to shake it up every once in a while! #kinda sad I’ve chosen the summer to start growing my hair out tho ghghg. but I’m committed to it now! heat can’t stop me! #I’ll just put it in a ponytail and shit I’ll live!

[pepperpixel]

a gif of dessie smiling! (without horns tho cuz i... didnt feel like having to animate them ghghgg-) cuz! i got the drive to animate something and i figured making something of one of my fantrolls would be nice, and im actually p happy w how this turned out!

#homestuck #fantroll #fantrolls #fan troll #fan trolls #gif #aberration odium #dessie #doodles #i rlly do.. animatings awesome.. #i always worry cuz i dont do it as much as i used to and im always like. #fuck what if ive completely lost the ability to do this bUT #i hAVENT GHGH #im def a lil rusty w it.. and animating something other than a face would be #more challenging hggh #but. its nice to see i still got.. animation juice in me ghghg #rllly wanna get into doing more animations in my vids again in general ghgh #im gonna try and push myself to actually do that ghghg cuz. i wanna do that! so i should! do it ghgh #ok anyway.. i hope u guys like this gif of my daughter lol

[pepperpixel]

rune factory 5!!! is approaching!! actually pretty soon at this point! so! im hype about it ghgh, and im thinking of trying to draw some rune factory stuff in the leadup to its release! im not gonna claim i’ll post shit daily but! just! i wanna draw some art for rune factory and this feels like a good opportunity! so! for today i drew kuruna and ondorus! cuz i! loved them as a kid! i dont think i ever got far enough in the game to actually mary kuruna but. she was def my fav ghgh. so i made some art of these 2 as a gift to little me lol

#rune factory #rf3 #rune factory 3 #rf kuruna #rf ondorus #kuruna #ondorus #doodles #little me was fucking pressed about not being able to marry ondorus tho ghgh #i've only actually played rf3 and rf4. so. thats all ill be making art for cuz i dont kno the earlier games ghgh #i did play the console one.. with like. lots of water? but. not for long gHG #i barely remember it lol #also might draw characters from rf5 too even tho i dont actually know them yet #just cuz! i can appreciate a good design lol #ok anyway yea enjoy art lol

[pepperpixel]

Some art of evil me and Ghastjio! cuz, I got the urge to draw us again ghgh. The first 2 pics and the last sketch are all from the past two days. and the other 2 are the first pics I ever drew of evil us! from way back in freakin... september 2020.. 

The pics of me in an eyepatch ((sunglasses? half sunglasses? idk what to call them gghg!)) are cuz.. I’ve been having.. quite a few floaters and flashes in my got damn eyes lately. but life is literally. throwing everything at me all at once so. I noticed them at least a month ago but I only managed to just make an appointment recently. and thATS. NOT TILL A MONTH FROM NOW (and also right after making the appointment they’ve gotten wORSE SO-). so basically..! I drew a cute thing of evil me and Ghast having matching fucked up eyes to ignore the existential fear in my heart. its reverse vent art or something

#original #original art #evil me #evil ghast #it me #doodles #ghast does not actually have a fucked up eye i gave evil her one to fit the whole. zombie look ghgh #but yeah! eyes! are stressin me out atm #luckily! LUCKILY #them getting worse has made it easier for me to see that! its just one of them thats acting weird. not both #which is. a comfort. cuz theres really nothing else i can do about it till the appointment #but at least if something is rlly wrong its not BOTH of them #and i meAN HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING IS OK I JUST DON'T KNOW THAT FOR SURE ATM #anyway.. #its my right eye thats acting up.. #u may be confused cuz i drew the eyepatch on evil mes LEFT eye.. but little do u kno #i've been drawing myself sprite flipped the ENTIRE TIME #i kno.. im a monster.. a fiend.. #its just! if IM drawing a representation of myself the version of myself im most used to seeing is the one in the mirror! #i kno its flipped but.. i dont.. care... #drew the me and ghast dancing pic cuz like.. slow dancey vibe songs kept coming on while i was drawing the first pic #and they infected me w the need to draw me and ghast in fancey outfits dancin around and shit. #also thought.. idk how to sew but evil me does cuz she sewed evil ghast together. #so. evil me just. sewing frankenstein stitches on absolutely ALL of evil ghasts clothing #for the aesthetic.. #u dont understand its vITALLY important we keep up the frankenstein aesthetic at all times ghhgh-

[pepperpixel]

Just saw the rf5 bachelors today.... and I just have to say... thank u rf5 devs...... thank u... thank u so much... ;-; This shit is based as hell look at these dudes I'm LIVING.

#in the wolf guy descrip they specifically say hes young.. which is like.. ok. #but stILL ITS FINE CUZ LOOK AT HIM. I DONT GIVE A SHIT. im satisfied. #and his personality sounds good too! #and the other guy lucas is nOT young. #pumps fist in air hell yea hell yea finally finally rune factory is catering to me thank u god #listen.. when i made my rant about how bad i wanted to romance bado in rf4 and how sad i was that i couldnt #and how they should add older mature bachelors/bachelorettes in rf5 #i never rlly thought they would... it was wishful thinking and blind hope mostly #bUT THEY DID. THEY DID AND I AM SO FUCKING SATISFIED YES... YESSSSSS #i didnt think i would get this. i rlly wanted romancable characters like this but i rlly did not think id actually get them #im. way too happy about this ghgh but listen! its the one thing i rlly wanted! and i got it..... this is incredible #also not gonna lie the butterfly dude looks pretty cool too! #anyway... im officially.. happy ghghg thank u rf5 devs #for righting past wrongs #still gonna be tough to get over bado.. but these dudes are a salve on my heart lol #god im fuckin hype for this game...... #rune factory #rf5 #rune factory 5 #i grabbed these from the wiki page none of this art is mine obviously ghgh #i figure i dont have to say that but its nice to have a disclaimer lol #pepper words