#genuinely just fucking sobbing rn

[an-animagi]

i was going to do coursework but ended up crying over minecraft eggs instead

again

#qsmp #dias de los muertos #qsmp event #genuinely just fucking sobbing rn #reading all the tumblr posts is nothing like being in the stream but its still enough to make me cry

[unhealthy-leon-brainrot]

the urge to give leon forehead kisses is abyssmally strong….

just imagine chilling and lying on the sofa together while you watch something on netflix. leon has his arms wrapped around your waist, resting his head between your shoulder and neck, and his legs tangled with yours. you have your arms wrapped around him as well. one hand is softly stroking his hair and the other is gently rubbing his back. every 5 mins or so you give him forehead kisses and he sighs through his nose and hums in content, shifting his embrace as if he could get any closer to you. he basks in your beautiful love and affection. you feel warm. you make him feel safe. you feel like home. he never wants to be apart from you.

#the giver in me is crying… i want to give him all my love and affection and just take care of him SOBS #leon kennedy x reader #genuinely crying so much rn… oh god what the fuck has this mf done to me #if leon is not my bf then what even is the fucking point

[petrichor-enthusiast]

Crying alone in my silent room at night bc of old politicians that are fucking up the world with their greed just cause they won't be here to see the consequences of their actions and are dooming the next generation is such an autistic sense of justice slay for me.

#actually autistic #autism spectrum #autism #audhd #politics #canada is burning rn and all our leaders want to do is use more fossil fuels #genuinely sobbing #its anger hatred and despair all at once #i cant do anything about it either and the fact that i have to accept that unfairness in the world im living in makes me furious #fuck greedy bastards #why cant everyone just follow the rules of being decent human beings for once #i wish i was a giraffe #giraffes are not burdened by this bullshit #canada is on fire #its burning #climate change #global warming

[ksrlvr]

IM SO FUCKING DESPERATE FOR SOME GOOD SHIU FANFICS/ART I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. WHERE IS THE FOOD???? I don’t even have the patience to draw any more but I may have to pick up a pencil again. I fear I may have to force myself to learn to edit. IM SICK OF BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES FOR CRUMBS PLEASE. 😭😭😭

#wHY DO PEOPLE NOT APPRECIATE THIS MAN MORE #im gna have to be so fucking real guys… #im ngl im sick of seeing shiu x toji x reader MAN FUCK TOJI I WANT SHIU #PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #I just need some good food :( #I genuinely can’t stop thinking about him #I promise I haven’t forgotten about my babygirl gojo TRUST hes still my pookie wookie #anyway back to what I was saying #SHIU UGHHRHREHWVAHSN #on my hands and knees #sobbing rn #jjk shiu #jjk x you #jjk smut #jjk x reader #jjk #jjk season 2 #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu shiu #shiu x reader #shiu kong #jjk toji #jjk gojo

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

MAC OHHH MY FUCKING GOD. ONE OF THE EPISODES OF A SHOW EVER HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL AFTER THIS???? HOW???? how long is he going to be FUCKING DEAD FOR!!!! the ashe & mark argument that i felt deep within my soul & miserable on behalf of both parties about them!!! dakotaisms!!! the fucking like. genre conflict of their sillygoofy teen titans shenanigans with a real world where there r men with guns who will simply kill you!! THEYRE WEEKENDING AT BERNIES WILLIAM WISPS PURPLE MORPH SUIT COVERED CORPSE. kicking down your door with a loud bang & then just standing there wild eyed kind of shaking and trembling like a chihuahua

DUUUUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE HEAH. FUCK. s1e19 definitely one of my favorites of all time. i listened to that one during the back half of my shift this afternoon and got to the ashe/mark argument just as i was starting pm checks.... standing in the cramped laundry room in the basement washing my filter socks like

i think about them so much dude. AND THEYRE BOTH RIGHT. WHICH MAKES IT HURT MORE. LIKE. BOTH THEIR SIDES ARE SO REAL. i cannot wait for u to learn more about them pleaseeeee i need 2 talk winters family analysis with you when you get to . certain parts. season 2 is gonna fucking wreck u i know it.

BUT. THEY BALANCE IT OUT WITH THE SILLIES SO VERY FUCKING WELL. GOD. good fucking show dude. good fucking show !!!!!! williams ghost throwing ice cubes at mark while his fucking. rotting corpse sits in the bathtub!!! what thefuck man

#ITS REALLY FUNNY LIKE. JUST HOW FUCKING EMO THIS SHOW MAKES ME. AND LIKE. SEASON 1 IS TAME. IF U CAN BELIEVE IT. #i know i keep hyping up season 2 but genuinely i have not full on sobbed at a show like i did at pd season 2 in so long. #like. could not listen to the show at work bc i fully could not stop myself from crying #and didnt want to do that outside the safety of my apartment type episodes. #ughhhhhh #HEY. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. ONE OF MY FAVORITE MARK WINTERS MOMENTS HAPPENS AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS SO FUCKING SILLY. #also i have an animatic of it so i cant wait 2 send u that when u get there hehehehehe #im strategically not answering any of your questions about wiwi because if i start talking about him rn ill go crazy . #literally always thinking about wiwi wisp at all times every day #u come stand in the doorway of my room shaking like a chihuahua #and i am sitting here on the couch like. a fuckign . grizzled old pyrenees who has spent his life battling coyotes #asks #friends!!! #intertexts #UGHGHGHH GOING CRAZY ABOUT PRIME DEFENDERS FOREVER. #OH I CAN SEND YOU TRIVIA NOW. YIPPEE

[aroacesigma]

i cant take thi anymore i genuinelly cannot why the fuck am i living with someone this awful why cant i have a sister who treats people like fucking people

#ramblings #vent #i know its awful to say this but sometimes i actually hate her shes just #its so hard to explain but she looks at you and treats you like youre dirt on the bottom of her shoe #this doesnt feel like normal bratty teen behaviour shes just so genuinely cruel #she treats me worse than the people who bullied me all through primary school #shes awful to my parents too and i dont fucking know why #i should not be sobbing in my room rn over my fucking sister especially not on a regular basis #and the worst part is whnever i snap and yell at her i feel so intensely guilty about it #like literally violently guilty even though shes so fucking awful

[silouvertongues]

gotta get up early for class tomorrow im so sleepy but i suddenly felt the urge to calculate how much money's been spent on my post secondary education till now and i literally feel nauseous

#LIKE.... what the fuck . #and the way my contribution has been minimal how am i ever gonna like . repay my dad for this #also how does he just .....spend so much . he'll always pay for anything school related w/o saying anything weird #like why is this genuinely making me crysjrjfjskwkfj #i KNEWWWW it was a lot but i was just thinking id love to pay him back for it somehow #so i was like lemme pull up all my undergrad invoices and the current stuff too and i did the math and ..... #LIKE I FEEL SICK obv i have Issues w my dad but sometimes i feel so bad for him his dad passed away when he was 15 #so i feel like he jas that Thing for like being super present in his kids' lives #and education is like a Biiiiig thing for him bc he had to work and earn and pay for his own (ig his mom helped as much as she could) #THIS IS MAKING ME SOB IM SO SAD #and the way i cant even fucking find a job to at least earn SOMETHINGGGG i can help with its so stupid #anyway idk Whats going on in my brain rn i should sleep god #like im so grateful but theres so much guilt too ?? #desi culture is insane bc imagine you work your whole entire life and then you have to pay for every one of ur kids' education weddings etc #OK GOOD NIGHT will i delete this is it too . personal . idk #h talks

[catacropolis]

Don’t mind me having a whole breakdown and a half loosing my mind over this

#twst chapter 7 spoilers #twst chapter 7 #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland chapter 7 #SPOILERS FOROM HERE ON OUT PEOPLE #SPOILERS #ok well holy fuck my dudes I am loosing my shit rn #silver lore and malleus lore omg I’m shitting bricks #finding out what everyone wants to go into a career was just so amazing #color me surprised to hear rook going into fuckin archeology and Leona beings geologist what #not surprised that Idia has job opportunities but more surprised taht his parents were so encouraging about it tbh I’m confused #malleus moments here were great it’s good to see yuu question about the seven and who they were in the eyes of the cast #lillia is making me sob and laugh and loose my mind and I can’t handle this man #I love silvers character he’s one of my favs and I genuinely think about them constantly #I want to see him and lillia have more father son moments and I want lillia to stop being criyptic as fuck like the bracelet who gave you it #was it from malleus was it from a former lover was it from mals grandma wtf man #we all knew but I’m still loosing my mind over it but like silver being royalty holy shit man I want to know more #why does it make him sleepy is he going to be affected by his curse more often because of this is this the source of his curse and who did #seeing malleus vunrable about his childhood and loneliness before yuu ripping off the bandaid and saying we’re leaving #I love lillias parental moment there of showing malleus the consequences of his actions and inviting him to change and fox it on his own #like man he’s so great I want him to be my dad #I do wish we got more Sebek and lillia interaction and silver was being way to nonshalabt about his dad #tbh don’t think he has prossessed it quite yet #I’m really hoping we see Sebek and malleus have a fight Sebek sees malleus the way malleus doesn’t want to be seen and I want them to fight #I want mal to push Sebek away and just be brutal to him #guys pls don’t kill me I love Sebek but he’s so steadafast in his belief that his vision gets clouded and he can’t see the full picture #I think it would be eye opening and really good for him to see the imperfections in the person he idolizes so much #holy shit this is long ummm anyways hope none of y’all were spoiled cuz this sequence hits harder without spoilers

[linuxealcipher]

I am going to explode and die if I don’t get to play tuba soon.

#goblin speaks #marching band #band kids #tuba player baby #sobbing screaming crying throwing up rn #genuinely I am going insane. I just #I need a tuba #this is my addiction. #BUT THEY ARE SO FUCKING EXPENSICE #expensive #the one I want that I played in high school is a king double Bb professional module tuba #you wanna know how much that fucker costs? #11000 FUCKING DOLLARS #*I DONT HAVE THAT KINDA MONYE #ARRRRRRRGGUU #*anguished cries of the damned* #No I am not ok I need to go to bed

[cathalbravecog]

i love wanting to detail everything but also knowing nothign abotu what businesses and ppl working there Actually do like ah yes heres my cog oc they work here uhm they do uhm

They Do Some Kind Of Paperwork...!!!!

#this is about ridge #shes not a mgr who i can think of fun quirks for shes a regular ass loan shark.exe #well regular - she is generally just in a more higher position but its funny #uhm yeah ... ! my characters do uhm .... Stuff At This Company :] #bc like unlike half of them she doesnt like fuck around she like mostly does paper shit and like checks up on how everyone below her is sor #sorta doin yknow :sob: #my brain isnt braining today sorry #shes gonna be hard to develop because ill be honest fellas i just made her to be a fun design i didnt have much of a story or anything in #mind honestly. like at All #crowleys a bit similar but he has ideas and a lot of potential i just have to open the doors for myself and i can figure out interesting #things for him #especially if ill be expanding the world #thats why im doing it i want it to be easier for Me Personally to give my ocs stories #or at least like.. why theyre in the company what they do how they are #yknow? #its not like dpau where im making some genuine grandiose story with meanings and things i wanna bring to the table #im just making silly guys here man #rambles #anyways ygeah im doodling her rn

[mariusroyale]

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#i could never live in the city i don’t think #you’d always see me trying not to cry in public transport like how the fuck #and it’s so busy and everyone’s on their way to something #like if i had left to live alone where i am rn i think i would genuinely cry every night #not because id be sad #but just the general vibe of cities is so intimidating to me #and like #there’s something that’ll always be nice about coming home to the house my parents bought #with a yard and i can go apeshit and be loud in the house when everyone’s gone #can’t do that in an apartment #my neighbours would hear constant banshee screaming #or loud music #or markiplier lets plays i let play in the bg #yeah #cities aren’t for me #not unless i had someone v close to be with to guide me #then im ok #but god if i had to navigate this alone?? #id sob every day 💀 #text post

[7-oh-ta1]

"Thanks a million..." 🙊

"You're welcome a million!" 😊

THIS SCENE WAS SO WHOLESOME I COULD'VE THROWN UP FROM SHEER EMOTION

I don't think you're paying attention besties I don't think you're paying attention to how much Gabe's praise means to Javi I don't think anyone is paying enough attention to how accurate their familial relationship is......

#lindsay speaks #twdg #gabe just wanted to share his sincere thanks for raising him ;; and javi is so awkward bec he doesn't want to be an uncool uncle #plus based on the dialogue javi doesn't think he deserves gabe's praise which;; you do king... #gabe: *pours his heart put* | javi: wow... buddy... 🧍 I. well. #thanks to david it's hard for javi to articulate his love in a non-joking manner -- not just for gabe but everyone n everything #it's just. the perfect depiction of javier still harboring the scars of his childhood with david while doing his best to make sure #gabe is as safe from those injuries as he can.... but gabe already has some scars from david of his own that javi couldn't prevent... #that he feels guilty he couldn't prevent... even though gabe isn't his son... he kind of is now. #and for gabe to open up and gush about how amazing he thinks javi is -- that he would be honored to be a man like him... #javi's soft ''thanks a million''.... gabe's enthusiastic ''you're welcome a million!'' #I'm just... IS ANYONE ELSE JUST PEELING THROUGH THE LAYERS AND LAYERS EMOTIONAL REPRESSION IN THIS INTERACTION #WE'RE SEEING IN REAL TIME THAT GABE CAN ARTICULATE HIS GENUINE FEELINGS. WITHOUT FEELING INMASCULINE. #SOMETHING BOTH DAVID AND JAVI STRUGGLE WITH IN DIFFERENT WAYS. #WE GET TO SEE IN REAL TIME HOW JAVI WAS ABLE TO PUT A HUGE DENT THE CYCLE OF TRAUMA. WHILE STILL STRUGGLING WITH HIS OWN. #''You may not... be my father Javi but you were a great dad.'' #BRB SOBBING FUCKING SCREAMING RN

[lilgynt]

i know my friends love and care for me but i really didn’t get it till they were so fucking upset about yesterday for my sake and it was like oh my god

#personal #like again obviously i KNEW. but also woah #and it just puts in perspective how fucked up my family is #like actually #i feel so loved and i feel SO bad for making them so upset #also gg and audrey helped me fix my car up and it was so genuinely fucking nice of them #i just felt so cared for and pampered #like i’m sobbing rn thinking about how such wonderful people love me and i’m so fucking lucky #i’m so fucking lucky

[agayconcept]

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#i am having SUCH a horrible flare up rn jfc #i am in so much pain i would genuinely like to die pls #im maxed out on all pain meds and other options (cbd etc) so now i just get to lie here crying and suffering #the joys #i mean. listen. i Knew this would happen #i went to a 4 hour long rally for rafah that was nonstop marching and screaming etc #i knew this would happen and was 100% prepared for it bc obvi its worth it #but it happened to line up with 2 days of constant thunder & rain storms #plus some hormonal changes bc there was a delay in refilling my T prescription so i threw off my weekly schedule #anyway all that means i am in hell atm and cannot move from bed #which isnt new no #but uh. folks? friends? fae? i am. currently trying not to sob from pain bc it will only make it worse #i feel like im being electrocuted and stabbed with nails at the same time #Everywhere #fuck #FUCK #this is so so bad and the worst part is that i know The Only Way Out Is Through #which. SUCKS MAJOR SHIT #ughshsh #this is Excruciating #chronic pain #chronic illness

[itsb3anbug]

just read chapter 16 of the handmaid’s tale

to say i’m doing poorly is an understatement

#how can i ever be the same #jesus christ #i am fundamentally changed as a human being #i have to go to school tomorrow #and talk #about this chapter #like i’m not saying this was the greatest thing i’ve ever read #but like how does one move on from this #there will forever be a small part of me reading this chapter #i feel genuinely sick rn #i am unwell #not even in the silly way #like i’m physically ill #the way serena joy was just #there???? #like holy fuck #sobbing #they held hands??? #while… #im on like the verge of tears #and like this whole mess is partly serena’s doing too #and her husband #is like doing it #but everyone is just trapped #in this contract #with no say #or agency #once again the patriarchy lets everyone down #the way the commander is described like he feels this is a business exchange #right after he’s described as the owner

[sexybabystevie]

okay sad time

#tw vent #em speaks #YOUR LAST WARNING!!! lol #im genuinely sobbing my fucking eyes out rn because im so tired and overwhelmed and i have no time to do anything #and the pains not that bad but im so tired and any pain is always amplified or something i dont know but it sucks #and just puts me on edge #like just working retail shouldnt be this hard or this taxing #and so i cant ask for help because thatll be the response. that im being dramatic or that its not that bad and im just being lazy #but i cant even explain it. its just so bad and like three areas and kinds of pains all mixing or something #ill never catch up on sleep. ill never do the things i wanna do. ill never have time. i just feel like throwing up