#gdamnit

[sillyravenpassingby]

Juuuust tiny reminder of how close Miles was to reaching Gwen's hand

#gdamnit #i need a break #give me rest #give me peace #give me #gwiles #ghostflower #gwen and miles #miles and gwen #gwen x miles #miles x gwen

[anakinskywalkerog]

this photo. that is all.

#fucking fuck #gdamnit #hayden christensen #anakin skywalker #star wars #obi wan kenobi #star wars prequels #ewan mcgregor #anakin #obi wan and anakin #obi wan show #star wars fandom #kenobi series #kenobi #sw fandom #sw prequels #star wars anakin #star wars cast #hayden #celebrities #hot celebs #life as a house #jumper #the virgin suicides #shattered glass #virgin territory #the last man #little italy #takers #higher ground

[carewyncromwell]

[HPHM] Fallen-Jedi!Ben Copper Moodboard

because the image wouldn’t get out of my head -- love you, @drinkyoursoupbitch! 💙

“You’re asking me to be rational. I know that is something I cannot do.”

~Anakin Skywalker

#hphm #hogwarts mystery #star wars #ben copper #anakin skywalker #moodboard #aesthetic #...gdamnit ben why does this fit you so well?? #not that I don't see you moving back toward the light eventually but he would so be the type of jedi to get too attached #and go super aggressive trying to protect his loved ones from death :'( #I blame all the r!ben fan content mixed with year-6!ben hahahaha

[impala-dreamer]

If any of you ever suddenly find yourselves in a horror movie, do me a favor and turn a lamp on. I 👏 Cant 👏 See 👏 Shit 👏

#movies #film #so dark #turn on a light gdamnit

[foragecore]

what this actually means is that most people are really bad at flirting

#flirt harder gdamnit... #also this wasnt on my dash it randomly showed up on my pinterest dash or w/e its called #< diversity win this man uses pinterest #its for teaching resources okay.

[destructive-ilya]

man i jus wanna feel loved

#ik it’s too much to ask but gdamnit #it’s b nice

[nureyev-steel-institute]

Ok. OK. OK. OK (hyping myself up for taking 2 classes that everyone on ratemyprofessor say assign a lot kf reading)

#mmnnnnggghhhg its cause tfhe topics are interesring. ok. i want to take english and history gdamnit

[neengareadynaaready]

I hate this. I’m trying to find a new movie to watch but I just don’t FEEL it. I’m still too hungover from Leo. Shit. It’s all I can think of these days. And I find myself humming to My Life Is in This Town. Gdamnit why is it so difficult to move on??? 😭😭😭

#leo #thalapathy vijay

[askmeaboutmyknome]

the line "i dont make speeches, if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more" from Emma is just... so RAW

like, i just. just god fukcin gdamNIT man. just uguihoshfuohs

especially with the whole Wife Guy thing going on it makes perfect sense and i love it even more. it actually took me a while to understand the line because i always thought that to prove you love someone you would have to make a huge speech and i always imagined it when confessing to someone or someone confessing to me

but this...... 10x better. jaw dropping soul crushing heart wrenching mind changing throwing up crying screaming on the floor

#try guys #ned fulmer #ariel fulmer #john mulaney #emma 2020 #mr knightley #jane austen

[cowplant-pizza]

it’s 5:22am and i’ve been in bed since 11pm with my adhd turned obnoxiously up to 12/10 my brain will not stfu and i’m picking my piggies up in less than 6 hrs??!?!? LET ME SLEEP BRAIN GDAMNIT

[carewyncromwell]

#4 and #6 of affectionate things between Carion, please?

4) holding hands!! (Carion)

The very first time Orion ever held Carewyn's hand was after the dramatic Quidditch Cup Final between Slytherin and Ravenclaw. Carewyn had initiated it to offer comfort -- it was a platonic gesture, and nothing more. And yet, at the time, it had filled Orion with strange emotions, both because he was so unused to physical affection and because he'd just seen with his own eyes that Carewyn shared his Patronus. When he returned the gesture and tried to hold her hand, she fortunately didn't pull away -- and Orion found himself holding her hand for almost fifteen whole minutes afterward.

Whatever their Patronus forms might hint, he didn't think he could say definitely that he loved Carewyn. But he did really...really like holding her hand.

It made it so that when they met up again after the War, Orion felt more comfortable with taking Carewyn's hand or shoulder, even just platonically. She'd already broached that sea with him, so it was likely she wouldn't mind it too much, Orion reasoned. Even if by that time, he already knew he'd fallen in love, he could keep things platonic between them. He wouldn't pressure her to see things as he did.

And romantic or not...he did really like holding her hand. He liked feeling like he could comfort her -- help her find balance...when it felt like all she ever did was care about others and neglect herself.

When Orion and Carewyn finally did make their feelings known to each other in December, other methods of expressing affection were broached. Carewyn held Orion's wrist for the first time. She touched his face for the first time. She kissed him...and he, his heart racing, kissed her back. And each one of those things were things Orion enjoyed just as much as holding her hand did. He liked the connection it forged between them -- the open, warm, dedicated bond that now connected them, body and soul. It prompted him to experiment more -- trailing a hand through her hair; resting his head on her shoulder; kissing her on the cheek, forehead, nose, and neck.

And yet out of all of them, the gesture Orion still enjoyed most was holding her hand. With it being romantic, he could hold it differently than before -- run his thumb along the base of hers; enlace their fingers...even hold her hand in both of his, placing kisses to the back of it. Anything to bring that soft, relieved smile back to her face when tension had creased her brow.

Orion wanted to give Carewyn peace. More than anything in the world, he wanted this person who seemed to always have to play the hero, ready to fight for others, to be able to lay down her armor, take that breath she seemed to always be holding, and just be. To be happy -- be content...be herself, at his side, smiling and free. For nothing more was truly needed, in Orion's eyes.

And a simple handhold could communicate all of that, and more.

"You've been holding my hand for a long while now."

"You've been holding a heavy weight for far longer. ...I realize you must shoulder the burden of duty when you are at work...but please, do not strain yourself, trying to play Atlas. The whole world is not yours alone to fix...and you needn't carry the weight of it by yourself."

"...Orion..."

"Yes, my Abraxan?"

"...Thank you."

(6 under the cut!)

6) when they're so patient and understanding with you (Carion)

referencing Roxanni Kim @mira-shard 💙

Orion had always been a free spirit. It was one of the things that had made it difficult for him to make friends as a young child, and even at school, it made it so that the vast majority of the student population just didn't get him. Once he'd become Slytherin Quidditch Captain, people just kind of saw the mystery of him as part of why he was so cool, and that attitude persisted once he was an adult and become the toned Star Chaser of the Montrose Magpies...but that still didn't mean he wasn't a bit eccentric, nor that it was always easy to figure out what he was saying.

One of the few people who became very fluent in "Orionisms," however, was Carewyn. She was probably the one who clued into his way of thinking the fastest of anyone else he'd ever met, in part thanks to her Legilimency potential, but also due to her intense empathy and their oddly similar thought processes, despite the differences in their personalities.

Perhaps it was for this reason that whenever Orion would get too stuck in his own head when trying to express himself, Carewyn would almost always be the one to translate.

"Orion thinks if you like Roxy that much, you should tell her how you feel," Carewyn told her ward patiently.

Erik didn't just roll his eyes: he practically threw them up toward the ceiling, with how impatient and flabbergasted his face looked as he whirled on Orion.

"For fuck's sake -- " he muttered irritably, slapping his hand over his forehead and eyes, before he blared out, " -- how in the bloody hell does that relate to an ashwinder?!"

"My metaphor may or may not have gotten away from me," Orion said serenely. "But it seems to have eluded you completely. Thank you, my Abraxan -- you are a most wonderful compass, on this sea of self-discovery."

Carewyn leaned in to brush his uneven hair out of his face so she could kiss his jawline. "Glad I could help, Captain."

Affectionate Prompts!

#hphm #orion amari #carewyn cromwell #my writing #roxanni kim #erik apollo #gdamnit I love them so :') #hogwarts mystery

[the-dreamer-is-awake]

Things I did today because I feel proud of them gdamnit

-went outside and walked in the sunshine

-put bin out

-handled some admin stuff at the municipal office

-got new toothbrush

-more walkies

-brought bin back in

-lunch

-threw out glass bottles

-applied for a research project that I will probably get rejected for, but I wanted to try and it was good practise collecting all those documents. And writing up the motivation letter.

-more admin, tax payments etc. (bye bye money)

-booked a holiday

-updated calendar

-put away groceries

-cleaned up the dinner table

-made myself a salad for dinner

-dishes

-prepared clothes, breakfast, bag for tomorrow

-just need to shower now, and I'm all set to once again suffer from insomnia and need coffee to get by tomorrow.

[bandomfandombeyond]

I know I'm 2 years late but gdamnit, gorgug WASN'T too stupid to beat that puzzle, he rolled a 16 after the DC was lowered to 15 with an INT modifier of -1 which meanS HE MET THE DC EXACTLY

the dice said smart gorgug rights, who cares about the nightmare forest plot and it being scarier to admit to being too stupid to solve it

#gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #d20 fhsy #fhsy #forest of the nightmare king

[cowboy]

gdamnit i have been converted to an of montreal fan because of you

Bless you!

#asks

[pleasespellchimerical]

gdamnit it was 70% chance yesterday

I am begging the heavens pls rain pls pls pls we need rain WE NEED RAIN pls RAIN ON US

[destructive-ilya]

gdamnit i wanna live in a fantasy world