#for those who missed this yesterday!

[folkloregirlfriend]

why did i leave dance classes

#i did not like it but mom forcefully got me into one of them when i was a kid okay those classes were bad i admit #because she also got me into singing lessons at the same academy and that was. not good im sorry i do not sound good it was a nightmare #but then in seventh grade i again started dance classes and the exercises were ruthless but i had so so so much fun once i adjusted #because i got the hang of it and i was kinda good #it was so fun atleast something out of the house #but then we had one show and i left the academy or maybe the moved but i did not go back and i miss it so much #the two guys who taught us were so. idk weird and now that i look back at some things also kinda inappropriate 👁️ maybe idk #but other than that i had so much fun going out for practicing on the stage etc etc socialising too i miss it so much #it was mostly contemporary and western #dad used to say i should learn khatak too but then i used to hate it #if only i had given a chance to kathak and continued with contemporary atleast i'll have something 😭 #and yesterday i was thinking about that dance performance in school and i remember i did not want to do it because i was scared i had lost #that whatever. idk #i miss it now i'm the awkward dancing cousin at weddings because i hate everyone there and i lost the practice 😭 #they moved**

[bulkhummus]

i slept really good last night :o)

#i conked before 1 am which is such a rarity these days #i wish i felt good today i would be unstoppable #my tummy hurts so bad and idk what i did to it to treat me this way #i woke up at 6 am in pain and then forced myself back asleep hoping itd go away and then woke up 2 hours later with the same pain :o( #im thinking i might actually be allergic to red dye < so im gonna keep a look out but #o7 < me looking out #bc idk what else it could have been i didnt reallt eay much yesterday bc my tummy hurt too #i unno but i hope i can do some drawing today i had to play life catch up yesterday and battle the depression #im gonna list the good stuff from yesterday for myself now while im sitting on my bathroom floor lol #i bought kimchi my supermarket hasnt had in a while which wahoo! #i out clean sheets on my bed #i finished a commission #i cleaned my room #finished a dndads episode #took a nice shower #spoke on the phone with some friends and made plans with coworkers/friends #missing everyone who is far from me terribly which is part of the depression im sure #anyways those are ally my updates i did sleep really good even though i woke up early and thats the good thing #and if u made it this far #i love u an hope u have a good day :3 #personal

[daffodil--lament]

just infodumped to my dad about british naval history and most european wars from 1760-1812 for thirty minutes straight.... nature is healing

#did not realize how off kilter and not-myself the past few weeks had been before my parents got home and my schedule regulated itself #until i got really excited talking about napoleon yesterday and i was like. oh im doing better now #im having fun about something #those 2 weeks were so lonely. my parents are my parents but they are also my friends..... and i MISSED THEM. #who was there to talk to about flowers rehearsal or the napoleonic wars. NOBODY. #it's ok now all is well. #daffodil lamenting

[lovebirdgames]

Rebecca’s story doesn’t take center stage in Band Camp Boyfriend. Her presence is small, but her influence is large. Did you know you can hear Rebecca’s voice on the phone? Were you able to spot the family’s gravesite? And can you name the two moments her thoughts came through in the voice of another? 

Or did her presence go completely over your head? Heheh.

#bcb spoilers #doodle #rebecca #fun fact I heard that campfire story in fifth grade #because what better story to share with ten year olds than a woman killing her entire family? #i also had a fascination with missing persons cases at one point #so the two kind of got combined #it's actually true that there are a string of unsolved children disappearances in PA #rebecca put those kids back where they came from or so help me #anyways my aunt visited yesterday and was telling me this wild story about her house being haunted #and she could feel this hateful malevolent force in my cousin's bedroom #I was like omg just like BCB #and then she ran into someone who was like oh yea im kind of a ghostbuster want me to check it out? #then the ghostbuster was like you have a portal in your closet #wild stuff #I would have been like BYE THIS HOUSE IS FOR SALE NOW

[0ransje]

We may be going extinct but at least we have each other.

#I love them all sm i cannot explain #i imagine this being the day before the movie begins #that this is last happy moment they'd all have together #and none of them would know it #thatd be crazy wouldnt it? being Casey and just thinking. yesterday we were smiling laughing and singing karaoke. today im the only one lef #the fact that he'd miss his timeline despite all the bad and horror of it. he had them. he had his family. #he had everything he needed (other than those he lost). he was happy despite the horrors. and now its all gone. #he's stuck in the past with what feels like ghosts of who he knew #its still them. they're still his family. he still loves them even if in different ways now. #but they dont know him. he's not family. not yet. but he will be. and it hurts. and it will hurt for the rest of his life #but at least yesterday they got to laugh and sing #and today he will laugh and cry reminiscing #and tomorrow he'll laugh and cry. but the past ghosts of those he knew will hold him and tell him all will be okay. #because it will. it will be okay. it wont ever stop hurting. thats not what theyre saying. but the okay will co-exist with the hurt #and it will be horribly painful but beautiful #because “Anata wa hitori ja nai” you're not alone. this is new beginnings. he wont ever have to fear again. #death will take them all one day. but it wont be for a long long while. #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt movie #rottmnt future leo #rottmnt future mikey #rottmnt future april #rottmnt future draxum #rottmnt casey jr #save rottmnt #rottmnt bad future #my art #holding them lovingly

[gallawitchxx]

💈 barber!mickey & (not so) shaggy!ian💈

here's the 18th installment for this week's @galladrabbles prompt: prophecy by @crossmydna

catch up/read in full HERE -- updates weekly! [ read scene one in its entirety ON AO3 ]

- - - -

He stalks back to the computer.

How do you know that a moment’s more important than the rest? 

Clicks the CLIENTS tab.

How do you tell that that’s the time you’re supposed to take charge, make a move, fucking run after him?

Types in Ian—Shit, did he really not even get the guy’s last name?

How come there ain’t some kinda dumbass prophecy to help him out that says: On this day, at this time, some smoking redhead’s gonna come into the shop. He’s not there to see you, but he is there for you. Don’t fuck it up.

#for those of you who missed last week's: #def go back & read that first installment of chapter 2 ok? #we're in mickey's pov now! #absolutely LOVED this prompt cross #for everyone not just me #but this one worked out nicely for barber!mickey i think #huge thanks to julissa my sweet for absolutely losing her mind over this yesterday & getting me all excited to share #if you don't like it as much as she did that's cool #i'll always have the memory of her delight #hahahahaha #barber!mickey my sweet #shaggy!ian my pet #shameless #galladrabbles #ian x mickey #bee writes 🐝 ✍🏼

[aheathen-conceivably]

i think it's impossible to be darlington'ed out! def looking forward to the music recs :)

My goodness Nonny, that is the absolute sweetest 🥹

I must say I do hope that you mean it because starting today the music vibe reblogs are coming at you hot and fast (we’re talking 2-3 a day…oops I got carried away!) In order the finish them I actually read through the 1920s again yesterday and lord y’all if I thought I was deep in the feels before I am absolutely gone now y’all send help.

#for those who missed yesterday’s post we’ve got re-runs with new music coming this week! #because like most reruns we’re currently finishing up the next season ;) #ask #answered

[journey-to-the-attic]

me, intending to give zhao a vermillion bird costume: .....ehh let’s just give him a modified fire/feather-themed hanfu and call it a day

#ik's like two here but she looks about the same as she does in the i kid you not doodles (where she's about five) #this is because i wasn't sure how to make her look even younger #also let's be honest zhao did not dress himself this way #left to his own devices he would've shown up in one of those novelty amazon bird costumes #so of course asmo stepped in #art #dad in the devildom #jtta ik #jtta zhaoxi #obey me #in hindsight maybe i shouldn't have let zhao's outfit be so pretty because it's interfering with his Just Some Guy vibes #or actually no he deserves to dress up pretty sometimes #just know that this is absolutely not the norm #for those who didn't see the ask about it - zhao is the vermillion bird (zhuque/suzaku) and ik is the black tortoise (xuanwu/genbu) #since the four symbols of the chinese constellations are considered yokai in japan #(according to the anon and they also show up on yokai.com so i assume that's correct) #(i haven't actually read past chapter 2 of the yokai event but that's why i drew this) #i rushed through the shading because i wanted to finish this in time for father's day #missed it by just a little bit (it was yesterday for me) but for all intents and purposes it still counts #also good news!! i've got a fortnight left on my schedule so after that chapter updates should go back to normal #as for next chapter i probably won't finish it in time for this sunday so it ought to be out next week if i portion out my time right

[strawberry--bride]

gasps veeeeerrrry faintly

I can't believe this.... HAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! are you seriously that desperate for my attention that you wore my clothes? and you look so lewd as well hehe now tell me what is it about?

-> In response to this drawing of Sharon dressed up as Shin

Sharon clenched her fists in response, already feeling incredibly embarrassed by the lack of coverage the clothes - especially the collar - was providing her - so having him straight up mock her was the least she needed or wanted right now.

ーー However, perhaps she could make the best of a bad situation?

"Ahem."

Crossing both arms, she furrowed her brows while speaking in a tone somewhat reminiscent of how the other would usually address her. If she was already dressed as him, might as well take it one step further and deliver a full performance.

"Excuse me? Who do you think you're talking to? As a great and almighty Founder, I believe I deserve some respect, wouldn't you agree?" She stated boldly, flipping her hair back in a sassy manner.

"You may start by addressing me as Sharon-sama from now on."

#thefoundersdomain #interaction #ask #(( she's gonna get an ass-whooping so badly ahahaha )) #(( no Shin cosplay sprites unfortunately but oh well )) #(( I did link the drawing for those who missed it yesterday and would be confused otherwise :p ))

[non-un-topo]

God if I had the energy and brainpower I’d be drawing Quynh + Nicky being chaotic and dumb together

#i see those reblogs in my notes lol. i miss them too #long story short: family emergency happened yesterday and i'm waiting to hear from my parents + sister #who have been driving for 8 hours now. which is not making me freak out less #and the very air around me just sort of.... changes from bursts of energy to dull hopeless nothingness #using all my spare energy to get my assignments done. frankly I'M mad at myself for doing it. i can't let myself rest or feel anything #kind of feel like the universe has just been giving me blow after blow. didn't get the job/award. didn't get a scholarship. pain has gotten #-- to the worst it's ever been. pile-up of assignments i can't even begin... and now this. #at least my library book is good #anyway yeah i'm fucking peachy. much love #maybe i should work on some of my stupid fanfiction. put this feeling somewhere

[buysomecheese]

FUCKED UP THAT SOMEONE CAN SEE THEIR FRIEND IN A VULNERABLE POSITION AND THEN USE THAT TO THEIR ADVANTAGE!!! FUCKED UP THAT HE WOULDN'T TAKE KINDLY TO HIS OTHER FRIENDS HELPING HIM GET OUT OF THAT SITUATION SO WE CAN'T HELP AS MUCH AS WE'D LIKE TO. FUCKED UP THAT SO MANY GOOD THINGS WILL BE TAINTED FOR HIM NOW. FUCKED UP THAT HE'LL LIKELY BE SO CLOSED OFF TO EVERYTHING NOW BECAUSE OF THEM!!!!!

#went to bed angry and woke up angry #yesterday was so good because I love my friends but so bad because. this situation makes me so sad. #it's so sad when my friends fucking hate themselves. #and it's a different hate than it was when my friends hated themselves in middle school #like I know how to deal with that sort of self-hatred but this is Different. #and I need to help differently but I don't know How #it's quiet and constant and just little comments that could almost be missed but. #those of us who Did hate ourselves in middle school (loudly and sporadically and yelling about it in the hallways) #we see this quiet hate and I don't know what to do. nobody has ever known when I've hated myself quietly and I don't know what would've- #-helped me so I don't know how to help them. #how much can I hold them until it's uncomfy. how much can I tell them I love them until they stop believing me. #it doesn't help that they're Men. I get how men feel this sadness but I don't know how they can be helped with it #(because again I was never helped with it. I'm so good at helping my Women friends but my Men friends I don't Know what to do) #it's not fair that they're so beautiful and kind and funny and attractive and they can't see that. #and I can't like date them to make them see it because I'm not good for a relationship and one of them is straight and the other just got- #-out of what is a horrible situationship THAT DEFINITELY DIDN'T HELP. with someone I was really close with in middle school and like I- #-didn't Raise them but I was more present and helpful than her parents in middle school and I feel like I raised him. #and I raised him better than this better than hurting your Close Friend by taking advantage of him. using him for the attention your real- #-parents wouldn't give you. leave him the fuck alone. #and like the situation is over but the effects are still present. and will be for a long fucking time. #I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN BE INTIMATE WITH SOMEONE AND NOT LEAVE THEM FEELING BETTER ABOUT THEIR BODY. #I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN SEE SOMEONE BE SO LOW AND LEAVE THEM THERE. OR BRING THEM DOWN FURTHER. #NOBODY EVER LEFT YOU WHERE YOU WERE UNTIL YOU GAVE US NO OTHER CHOICE. AND EVEN THEN WE KEPT TRYING TO BRING YOU UP. #BECAUSE YOU WERE OUR FRIEND AND WE LOVED YOU. AND WE EXPECTED YOU WOULD DO THE SAME. #HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU AND YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE OF HIS CLOSEST FRIENDS. NO HE HAS NOT ALWAYS BEEN PERFECT BUT HE WAS IN- #-MIDDLE SCHOOL. HE WAS A BABY WE WERE ALL BABIES AND WE ALL GOT BETTER. AND YOU DID NOT AND YOU MADE THAT HIS PROBLEM. #maybe you just didn't fucking listen to anything he's ever said maybe you were too busy thinking about how you could use him. #but he cares so much for you and he shares himself with you and you don't notice how much he hates? #AND THE TRUST ISSUES YOU AND ANOTHER PERSON WE USED TO HAVE INSTILLED IN OUR OTHER FRIEND. #HE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO DATE AGAIN WITHOUT BEING SCARED OF WHAT SHE MIGHT SAY ABOUT HIM.

[artekai]

I like how the wiki simply takes her word for it

#my apologies if i'm interpreting everything wrong but i kinda always assumed that was a blatant lie... 😐 #come on girl. you weren't born yesterday. you're like THE person people are thinking about when they say gaslight gatekeep girlboss. #who are you fooling girl. please tell me you never believed for one second that far zenith were working class heroes 😭 #not that i think she was lying about pursuing elisabet's dream mind you. #i just have to wonder what her perfect world looks like... for someone who's so controlling and a perfectionist... #i miss my takuto cryo sleep au :/ #i love to make those two interact bc i genuinely believe they could talk for hours on end about their perfect worlds #and not realize that they have two very different things in mind until it's too late lmao #unfortunately it's pretty hard to work on stuff when you hate everything you write so. oh well! #i guess i'll just continue going insane talking to myself alone on main #ramble

[nimblermortal]

Wu Zetian: I am not falling for Li Shimin’s ‘misunderstood boy with a tortured soul’ routine

Yizhi: I am. I spent two weeks researching him and he. is. Hot.

Zetian: You spent two weeks researching my captor?

Yizhi: Yeah, to infiltrate the system so I could be close to you. I thought I could, er, befriend Li Shimin?

Zetian, tearing up: You, my unacknowledged boyfriend, are willing to befriend the terrifying Iron Demon who I am fake dating, just to be by my side?

Yizhi: Yeah! We’ll have a fake friendship! It’ll be great! I’ll be near you, I’ll be near Shimin...

Shimin: I’M GOING TO KILL HI - ...oh, you’re saying this boy saved my work partner from murder? Um... thank you.

Yizhi: <stares up at him, chest rising and falling>

Zetian: He was mentally unprepared for how imposing Li Shimin is in person.

Yizhi: It’s - it’s no problem! I’m a fan, you know. Read a lot about you.

#Nimblermortal liveblogs #Iron Widow #Yizhi is the only one who knows what's going on here #and those last four lines are canon #though a bit paraphrased for context #bear in mind that There Is Only One Bed #oh hey I missed that Shimin is wearing a collar and chain that yesterday was long enough to throttle someone with #and today is short enough for Yizhi to grab him by and pull him down to stare panting into his face #while he demands Shimin... get sober #Zetian: hoooooooooottttt

[seariii]

Health update: broke the streak of waking up with a sore throat, It doesn't (or barely) hurts today. Coughing is still here and the cold air doesn't help, my back hurts from the effort of coughing. I hope I'm finally getting out of this one, I'm so tired of it

#i almost never get sick but when i do it hits me like a truck #my best friend who i played with yesterday said he didnt want to vc because he didnt want to make me talk q_q #also not me talking about Haruka's poor sense of self preservation and then turning around and showing my poor sense of self preservation #im happy about that post of amongos btw heh it gives me the happy molecule #i used stuff ive seen or done back when i played with friends and assigned it to them #i was always holding this one friend's hand and if the impostor was either of us the other one wouldnt say anything #this one time they killed me and i was in tears. they apologized profusely and said it was because the other impostor killed there and #i saw (double kill shananigans) so he had to do it to me. on the other hand when i was the impostor they were almost like 'kill me' #so i could win at the end lmao... ah i miss those good times now they are in a toxic relationship where everyone has told them to get #out of there but they are too kind hearted and 'but i love him!' kind of way... sigh... #SEE?? I RAMBLE SO MUCH AND JUST PULL OUT 10 DIFFERENT SUBJECTS AND I ALWAYS FORGET WHERE I WAS TRYING TO GO WITH THAT

[arcgeminga]

♚— Damn. I have 10 ongoing Defteros threads (with 1 halted), and like... 3 ongoing Aspros threads.

It’s all the same RP partner (because the StS Fandom is dead), but like... Defteros is so popular.

#OutofGeminga #Just a realization. #I tried to write replies yesterday but my motivation ended up getting killed with how much Defteros threads I have ongoing. #I didn't realize I had that many. Usually I try not to overload on threads since I'm still trying to get back into a habit of Roleplaying. #There's a reason why I throw everything in queue... #But yeah #I thought that was... a very interesting find. #If it's like this then I might as well just cap my threads since I don't want too much all at once. #I love Defteros but Aspros /is/ my main muse... #I really miss that Aspros isn't getting more interactions. But understandable that he doesn't given that Defteros is easier to approach. #I hope Amy doesn't mind haha #Well. Imma get to replies now and queue them all up for the week. #Here's hoping that I don't poop out midway. #Gmornig/afternoon to those who are awake. Which is like probably only 1 of you #I have a lot more readers than rp partners which is fine. #I'm not really fussy about readers and personal blogs. #As long as you don't rblog my shit. #(i say as I only have amy as an rp partner at the current)

[galwithalibrarycard]

it’s 2022 and i am extremely sad about the 1918 murder of anastasia nikolaevna romanova grand duchess of imperial russia and her family :(

#anastastia the musical was so goood #but i'm always devastated at the end of that story to remember that the fairy tale DIDNT come true #the dowager empress was a real woman who really lost her entire family and she just spent ten years getting conned by fake anastasias #and then died alone #i dont know shit about the politics of that time and place but that's sad even if she did shitty stuff like most royals #and those teenage girls had no control over the family they were born into no one deserves to die like that #also little Alexei of course #also anastasia always makes me miss my grandma who was definitely classy and elegant enough to be a queen #and damn it makes me sad that i'll never hug her again #it was her birthday last week so shes on my mind #anyway SAD #the musical itself? gorgeous #couldve cut a song or two from the second act tho #cough cough land of yesterday #also dmitrys voice cracked during My Petersburg and i felt SO BAD FOR HIM #maybe it was just the mic shorting out but either way ouch #still well done though #fixed their year of death in this post oops