#for several years

[piplupod]

honestly i wish i didnt know as much as i do about occultism and spirituality because it is so fucking frustrating to see ppl talk about it and they very obviously do not have the knowledge that i have. like i am so open to being wrong, but i see things that ppl are saying and i'm fairly certain that they just ... do not have the depth of knowledge i do, so they say very ignorant things, or draw lines between things in an incredibly (potentially dangerously) overgeneralized way. and i am just sitting here like "oh you have no clue what you are saying right now, do you? you do not realize what you are saying is unfortunately pretty damn wrong." and i have to back away from the screen bc i do not discuss these things anymore due to the brain being constantly ready to dropkick me straight into a mental health crisis

but christ alive i think anyone who engages with spirituality needs to read up on like. essentially Everything they can get their hands on, even if they do not necessarily agree with the ideas being presented, because that way !! you learn !! and you grow to realize what things are borne out of racism and grossly mystifying other cultures and straight up white supremacy and nazi ideology and encouraging psychotic symptoms that lead to mental health crises !!!

#i hate new age spirituality so much. soooo much. 90% of it is just racism repackaged with a pretty bow on top #and nobody realizes bc they do not know what the fuck they are engaging with :))) what the roots of it all actually is !!! #and i do not necessarily blame them but i am so .... its tiring. and disconcerting. and scary. to see all of it being paraded around #esp when ppl accuse you of being ignorant or cruel for criticising smth that is so fucking dangerous or racist hsdgjkl ARGH ARGH ARGH #just bc they themselves do not realize !! it is dangerous and/or racist!! and they assume you must be wrong to criticise them!!! #sorry im just hgdsgjkl. this drives me crazy. i also hope i dont sound egotistical or high-n-mighty #but i do genuinely know i have more knowledge than the average bear (not difficult to though tbh! u just have to read a lot!!) #because i was so fucking fixated on it and went delving into so many books and pdfs and websites and did my own stuff on my own time #for several years #i was DEEP in this stuff (and boy howdy my mental health suffered for it lmfao me when i lose touch w reality almost entirely !!) #AND OBVIOUSLY. not everyone is going to have the same exps i did when they do spirituality stuff #but . it is very common esp these days. there is a whole label for it lol #ALRIGHT IM DONE RANTING NOW. im going to log off from everything for a good long while today to try to reset my nervous system lmfao #sorry for the public yelling and wailing fsdfjkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[fagbearentertainment]

You thinking about Clockwork maybe? She was pretty commonly shipped with Ticci Toby (at least back when I was into creepypasta 7 years ago)

Ok yeah I was definitely either thinking of Clockwork or a random fan kid of that ship, can’t believe I went so many years think Toby was the clock guy…

#I don’t even really care for creepypastas anymore #except for the funny stuff of em doing dumb shit #but I’m just in shock #that I thought #for several years #ticci toby was the clock guy #who talked about and used clocks in his murders #creepypasta

[visdiefje]

it is VERY hard to figure out how I feel about apartments I visit when my initial thoughts after doing any visit are oughhhhhough I feel Bad (because it's a new thing) (has only ever lived in two houses) (and never away from my family)

#Is This Apartment A Bad Fit For Me Or Am I Just A Baby About It #put my name and contact info down yesterday after a viewing and it was even scarier #what if they don't call and I regret not getting the place. what if they DO call and set it all in motion. #also I used to be good with studios but ever since seeing one in person and it was like No Space #I've been wary about contacting others for visits. but maybe they're Fine #I just look at the picture and go hm is that where I want to be living #for several years #can I. a social hermit who gets lonely. be mentally stable here #and the answer is I do not know #I have one maybe two friends in belgium who would potentially sometimes visit. MAYBE #I hope to god living near the city makes that easier but we'll have to see!! #sometimes an apartment is in a relatively quiet place but it is Tiny. sometimes it is near a highway but it actually has space #which one of those is better for me? fuck if I know!!!! #bien rambles

[red1sg0n3]

why does this happen literally every fucking time

#for context #for several years #I’ve gotten sick 3-7 days before school starts #for the past 6 years #i dont know why this happens #i dont ever get sick literally anytime else

[mizjoely]

There is a backhoe in my back yard and I couldn't be happier.

#digging up the foundation #to fix a crack that's been seeping water into the basement #for several years #finally can take care of it

[hshouse]

harry is wearing a pattern that you’d beg your parents to put on the walls of your childhood bedroom in the mid 2000s only to have it stay there until you leave for college

#too niche? #my bedroom was BRIGHT LIME GREEN #for several years

[retquits]

1.6 is coming—see you march 19th!!! 🥹🌱

#stardew valley #can you imagine pouring blood sweat & tears into a game #releasing it for like $15 #and then working for 8 more years to add more content without asking for a cent more #for what could have easily been several dlc packs #i love you stardew valley i love you concernedape i love you indie games thank you for being my home all these years #EDIT: added image ID in the alt!!

[aleiocus]

noooo don't come back asthma your so sexy aha

#we were doing so well with me over here #and you waaaaaaay over there #and not having a horrible spiral every allergy season #for several years

[thebibliosphere]

Folks announcing they're leaving Tumblr because they're unhappy with the Twitter clone dashboard on desktop. (I don't blame you, it's broken af.) Meanwhile, the day this hellsite finally does close, staff are going to have to pry me out of the air vents like a rabid raccoon that's adapted to survive on drinking air conditioning coolant and whatever trash is left lying around in the breakroom.

#listen #I've been around for the death of several major social sites over the years #I'm just eating metaphorical popcorn at this point

[monstermoviedean]

truly no video game moment will ever surpass the part in portal 2 where glados says "well, this is the part where he kills us" and wheatley says "hello, this is the part where i kill you" and you unlock the achievement titled "the part where he kills you" (description: this is that part) and the chapter title appears on the screen and reads: chapter nine: the part where he kills you

#it's still funny after all these years #i remember reading a post like this several years ago but i know i won't be able to find it #portal

[lazylittledragon]

more t4t steddie because it turns out it wasn't the black mold and i'm still deranged

#steddie #stranger things #t4t steddie #stevie harrington #eddie munson #context: my hyperfixation lasted my entire year in my last house so i assumed it was mold or co2 poisoning or something #i think it just went away because i was. Severely depressed #anyway today i thought about steph getting her hair coloured or doing her nails and just enjoying being a girl after being closeted #and almost started crying

[qiinamii]

i wouldn't have met you

#guess whats stuck in my head now #i actually havent caught onto any shows or series for several years and to follow up this one i think has been really pleasant #and painful #its been really nice to see closure for simon hes such an old man skrunkle #i dont even watch a lot of AT in the past but i do know enough to feel that pain like Man i almost forgot shows can be Worth it #fionna the human #fionna campbell #cake the cat #simon petrikov #and a tiny dash of #winter king #qiiarts #fionna and cake #adventure time

[thelaurenshippen]

I went to a farm yesterday and this little guy wants to leave the hive and become a writer.

#personal #we're part of a csa and every year at the end of the season they have a picnic! #and they have beeees!!! #and this guy flew over from his little apiary and just landed right here #and stayed there for several minutes! #a friend!!!

[doodledrawsthings]

first doodles of the year

#soss #oc #shadow of shady shore #mak's art #original characters #in my drawing my OC’s making out and cuddling eta #this year I wanna post more #which means lest agonizing over the quality #and no more spending several ours drawing something and not posting it

[united-under-skyfall]

leverage is so fucking funny. man manages to find the most mentally ill and neurodivergent group of thieves on the market + an even more mentally ill guy whose literal job description was trying to chase all of them, and forces them into a found family speed-run by trying to blow them all up. they lowkey stage a full fucking country wide coup and are like eh 🤷 just another wednesday. this might be a fun place to vacation tho i guess. sophie shows up to her own funeral twice. they're so good at convincing people of their shit that they make a guy's body start reacting to an illness he doesn't have because it isn't real. go completely out on a limb and basically hand this one guy a new password for his computer so they can get into it and he goes with it. parker and hardison have straight up just "fake it 'till you make it"d into the fbi without even attempting to cover their tracks beyond just These Two Guys. half their clients never asked to be their clients and don't know they're their clients, and the other half are random people who find them who fuckin knows how, meanwhile no government agency can track them down without selling their soul to sterling. they make a point to have a dramatic scene w a Big Bad Shadowy Government Guy who doesn't actually get caught or brought to justice or anything telling them he's going to hunt them all down, and in any other show this would probably earn at least a minor arc later on but he literally never shows up again. an entire season finale hinged on a cake and a bunch of clams. they accidentally made eliot a celebrity not once, not twice, but three times. parker blew up her foster parents' house when she was like. nine. and it's hardly a footnote. hardison is just casually an artistic prodigy but it's only ever brought up for the most background of background gags. eliot's biggest beef with parker and hardison for like two and a half seasons is that they won't stop making weird food with lasers and refuse to realize they can't make a decent beer to save their lives. sophie's immediate response to being shot is to call her shooter a wanker. there's a character who has literally killed a man with a mop and they had the audacity to only put her in one episode.

#leverage my beloved <3 #ramble #leverage #i also feel the need to point out that. while yes sophie did show up to her own funeral twice. she also technically was the driver to bring #her own ''corpse'' to wherever interpol was sending it lmfao #re: eliot being made a celeb 3 times bc some people are confused—country singer; baseball player; hockey player #didnt count the knockout job bc i think that was p local focused? could be wrong #re: character who killed a man w a mop = mikel dayan (hitter from the two live crew job) #this post is getting people interested in leverage lets goooooooo #this post has also officially surpassed the number of people i expected to ever know or care about leverage by several thousands #bc even though logically i know it aired as an actual tv show over several years and a lot of people probably saw it #that does not compute in my head #leverage spoilers

[darubyprincx]

#ray's tag #(coelacanth) #(which i have been reading as 'coke-a-lanth' for the past several years.) #undescribed #coelacanth