#feel like i overworked this anyway

[boxfullaturtles]

Donnie from Adagio in Green, with the Krang growth on full display. He's having The Worst possible time. Poor kid.

This is probably somewhere around chapters 14 or 15? The infection has almost completely covered his shell. And it's a noisy, insistent bunch that won't let poor Donnie rest.

Don't worry, he'll be fine. Eventually. I think...

#donnie's got more bandages i think but i didn't feel like drawing them all ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #feel like i overworked this anyway #i know it looks like i'm pumping out art but i don't like anything i'm doing and i'm just chugging along out of frustration #adagio in green fic #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #tw body horror #krang #krangified #sort of #sage draws turtles

[dykekakashi]

i think kakashi should get to bite obito like a slightly rabid dog sometimes. and obito should get to give him a light whack about it in return. all in good loving affectionate fun

#but i do mean slightly rabid not hehe playful that bitch bites HARD #anyway that's all i have i'm going to pass tf out now #i feel like an overworked mother who finally had grandma take the kids and #thinks she's going to finally go on that date w the guy from okcupid but instead she falls asleep on the couch #cuz that is what i just did #kakaobi

[andrewknightley]

Maybe is my very particular interpretation but for me gods are very much a Concept more than people so the whole gale/mystra thing is very much a wizard falling in love with magic itself as an artist falls in love with art itself. And oh man no matter how much you love it that cant never love you back. Not like a real person. But you feel something is missing and you dont know what it is (it is real human connection and people who actually love you) so you are like. "Ah i see i could become Better At What I Am I just need to Improve." And thats your thing ! and what people said you were good at since you were a kid thats where your value is isnt it!!

#mystra telling gale to kill himself its a metaphor of thinking you have to crunch and overwork in this essay i will #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #anyways i find gale/mystra fucked up thing fascinating narrativelly in like #oh This Really Would Fuck Up Someone Big Time Wouldnt It #in a loving gale way in a “im studying what happened here” way not in a shipping way u know #like this story its so good. #so many things that in the first game were like xd gale really loves u for doing the bare minimun haha lmao lol #are like. oh boy he didnt even have the bare minimun #sometimes in his romance he says such sad stuff like “its nice to feel wanted :>” #bestie thats the bare minimun in a relationship what did mystra did to you #a friend who just started act 1 told me “gale has very low standars for a guy who fucked a god.you would think he expected more from people #makes u think..... #he is like some colleages tried to contact/visit me at first #like colleages not friends gale?? did you had some friend apart fron tara before the game???? #gale of waterdeep #mystra

[yourlocaldisneyvillain]

uh, ladies? i don't feel ready to turn 27

#personal #i currently have 68 euros on my bank account bc two of my pays have been late again #upside: my rent is payed! downside: i am not sure i can currently afford breakfast ajkfdshg #and i got humiliated in an auto body shop and spilled stale mozzarella water all over myself #and got yelled at by random guys to not park literally right in front of my building #and work has been shit #and uni as well #and this is just not how i imagined my 27th birthday lol #to be fair it is tomorrow not today #but still #anyway i wanted to scream into the void #i am overworked and tired and i have been ill for over a week #and i feel like everyone is mad at me and i am continuing to make Wrong choices aaskjfdsg #i hope it is Just A Feeling #and not actual reality #adsjfhghjgfdh #anygay i have emerged to be Sad Emo uwu and now i return to my regularly scheduled suffering #pls someone tell me it's normal for your late 20's to feel like this askfjdshjgdfhjd and i can still have nice things

[wuntrum]

ok so my current life goals are : get top surgery, mutually fall in love with someone who has a good job and lives in toronto, move to toronto, go to film school and do film

#personal #these are like DISTANT distant goals. however i cant shake the feeling that i should go into film #like man idk...it seems so interesting to me #i love art of course. and im not gonna stop drawing or painting or whatever #but after seeing so many young artists dying from stress and overwork its just like man. do i want to grind in this specific way forever? #IDK IDK. im just throwing this here so i can look back in 40 billion years and say either wow i was wrong or wow we did that 👍 #anyways. if step two applies to you let me know (kidding) (unless?)

[applejongho]

haven't rly commented on this but clearly we can complain all we want about the tour being so fucking early but guess who's still gonna show up anyway and give them all the money they want. us, the fucking fans.

#not saying it's OUR fault. it is not #but we'll do all of this complaining and people WILL show up anyways and prove to the company their choices are good #and the cycle will repeat #like even if u say 'im not gonna go to the concert bc theyre overworked. im not contributing to this.' someone else will just go instead #you'd have to make a massive movement snd somehow convince everyone to not go and that's just not going to happen #i dont even feel comfortable going tbh. what do u mean january. #apple lady words

[mybrainsrottingwithmcd]

i’m gunna make an aroacemau comic. With angst and self loathing

and acceptance dont worry

(but first i gotta figure out what aphmau looks like in my redesign)

#i feel like making my girl sad #i have so many mcd art projects rn #like that laurence one #and the romeave fam #and the shadow knights #uuuugh #do i overwork myself? #aroacemau #aroace artist #aphmau #minecraft diaries #mcd #minecraft roleplay #aphmau mcd #aphmau minecraft diaries #anyways #aphblr

[simcardiac-arrested]

#i wouldnt usually care about stuff like this. but every month or so i get two or three asks like this and i just got one earlier today #and look. i’m not saying u can’t hate ns or dislike them. feel free to send me asks that are like ‘ns you are stupid and you suck and i hate #you’ he IS stupid and he DOES suck and he is quite hateable. that’s fine #it’s just when you start sending me wholeass paragraphs explaining every single detail you hate about ns and how they deserve a slow and #painful death that i think two things: 1. you are finite waves reincarnated 2. you are weird! and strange even! #what are you on about! ns absolutely does NOT deserve a slow and painful death! and you absolutely do Not have to be so hostile and #aggressive towards them as a character! like Please relax. we serve bullshit here sir #most anti-ns asks i get are funny and are light hearted because it’s just people messing with ns on purpose or mocking him and making him #mad because he easily gets mad and it’s funny. Like those asks are fine. it’s another deal entirely when you send me this detailed and— #honestly—really mean message. I guess i am not surprised considering how similar ns and pebbles are in terms of personality #(and circumstances somewhat) and we all know how the fandom treats pebbles. even worse than ns. but yeah anyway #they are not an irredeemable unforgivable monster and they do not deserve to die. Hope this helps #to me even calling them a Bad Person is kind of a stretch. let alone the shit some of you are saying about them #we have to get normal about mentally ill and traumatized and autistic characters gang! #crammerposting #i also do not appreciate when people insuniate that ns is stupid for overworking himself and damaging his structure and so on and so forth #yes it is his fault but that didn’t mean he deserved what he had coming to him or anything like that. be nice to him

[tiktaalic]

most of the time i have zero understanding for the want to read bad nromance novels im like. why would you do that. what do you get out of that. but last night i was going thru the markwardo tag on ao3 and i was . utterly and completely charmed. by how many were like. eduardo works at a coffee shop on campus and mark sits in the corner till close on his computer! au where they're born with their soulmate's most important words on them! au where they get stuck in a timeloop and mark spends it trying to give eduardo the most romantic day possible so that he can always remember it and be happy!

#I would never read more than 8k of one but i get it. now #etxt #i might start taking a new stance which is identical to a very common and annoying stance. which is twee-ified aus of very distonal (not a #real word but feels better in my sentence than dissonant or discordant) source material are like. works of art in a way #you know how sometimes you see something very normal and the entirety of human history slams into you like a freight train and yourel ike h #hey what is all this what IS all thsi why are we doing this. #mobile game ads where some streamer i've never heard of is in his mood lighting bedroom slash office of the apartment he's renting because #he cant afford a house. and he's sitting there telling me SNAIL GAME where you're a snail is totally awesome. because he's going to cut a #300 - 1k check for his troubles. of having a hobby outside his 40 hours joband overworking himself at his hobby until it has a profit margi #so that he has enough acclaim to get paid to do a 30 second mobile game ad spot. while still living in his apartment. it's like #a black mirror episode. #anyway. you can experience the same churning turmoil and clarity by reading about the characters in a critically acclaimed drama having #soulmate tattoos.

[alexturner2005]

just worked my last shift 🥳 it’s very weird to be closing a six year chapter of my life

#doesn’t totally feel like i’m not going back #it’s a dumpster fire there but it’s still a little bittersweet #my coworkers got me two cakes and a card with nice messages and flowers and an octopus plushie 🥺 #which is a reference to a particularly unhinged moment i was involved in lol #but my boss came in (he was supposed to be off) and gave me a project that kept me there an hour late 🙃 #had to make my job stressful all the way up to the very end #yesterday he sent a message saying i was the rock they all depend on and it’ll be difficult if not impossible to fill my shoes #which is nice and all but why didn’t he SHOW his appreciation while i worked there lol #instead of overworking me and passing me over for promotions #i haven’t even gotten a raise in a year and i’m pretty sure the last one was nine cents #anyway #i’m freeeee #came home ready to celebrate but my dad’s mad at me so now i’m eating alone lol #also i see miles joined am for 505 ajsskdjej i’ll catch up on that momentarily #truly an emotional roller coaster of a day

[mildmayfoxe]

you guys would not fucking believe it but i just counted all the prints ive been doing in the past week and a half and it's 109 counting some journals i threw some cover prints on. and 43 of them were two color so really 152!!!!! no wonder i've been feeling fucking crazy!!!

#i just remmbered that i have to edition them all too i can't even relax because they're done AHHHH #i'm so tired i feel so fuckin overworked bro. hell on EARTH!! whatever #it's so funny tho bc i had extra black ink out earlier and i was like what should i print with this #and then i had to be like 'nothing i do not have space to put any more prints' #my entire print rack is full and i have another 30+ on my clotheslines across my closet. NO MORE ROOM #anyway hope you guys buy stuff when i post about my holiday sale on friday. #even though i'm not looking forward to having all those orders either but at least people will appreciate my hard work #chatpost #ok anyway. i'm going to go to bed. BYE

[cilantrospirit]

idk why everyone worries about the IRS hunting them down when these stupid motherfuckers take several days to respond to anything. hello?? I'm trying to give you my money? the thing you want?

#as you can probably tell. I am tired of refreshing my email ON THE 15TH like this couldn't have been done with on saturday #hi yes I have residence in one state and another address in another state. this is very common among people I know #yes my employer pays me at the address I live at while doing this job. duh #yes my ID has the address of the state I live in 60-70% of the time on it. is this not also normal. I have so much paperwork. I am one guy #it's not even complicated I just don't want to have them mail something important to the wrong address bc girl!! #anyway not bringing my laptop to fly over the ocean was apparently a mistake and I should have given myself weeks to do something #that has historically taken 40 minutes. Sad! #obviously I'm being bitchy about this because I'm genuinely stressed and obviously the people fielding these issues are overworked #but none of that should be my fault #I feel like the world's Most Documented bitch sometimes and it makes everything worse and not better somehow #meanwhile if I were the roommate who paid Any utility bill besides garbage this would also be a nonissue. pro tip? #cilantro's life

[forgottenroderick]

An Only Daughter | Roderick & Cassandra

Roderick had returned for the time being. He was an active ruler, tending strongly towards a paired down version of imperial progresses, which saw Roderick and his hand-selected ministers and officers ride or sail away at the spur of a moment to see to this neglected colony or that troublesome protectorate...His empire was vast, and Roderick knew well and good that if he did not make his iron fist felt, he stood at the risk of losing it, particularly during the process of moving his capitol. Ultimately, this move would cement his reign, but until it did, he was all too aware it only made matters more risky in the temporary.

Still, when he went away, his thoughts of home remained. He had always been reliable in ensuring that he brought a gift home from his travels for his youngest daughter, and this outting -- though only three days of absence -- had been no different in this respect.

In truth, Roderick rarely selected these items himself, instead sending a trusted envoy to purchase something expensive -- always gorgeous and always costly in the extreme, a move that showcased both his taste and his generosity when pleased to the commons -- and the court, alike, now that (since she had hit the age of about twelve) he had taken to generally bringing her clothes and jewels, a spectacle to behold when she put them on for all the world to see.

Still, the moment of gift giving was a private one, reserved for the royal family and any of its intimates who happened to see. Really, it was meant for father and daughter alone, but should any such happen to be there at the time to see it, sobeit. Roderick did not bother himself about such things.

"Come, Ciara," began the emperor, an indulgent smile upon his lips. "Come see what I have brought you." He did not move from his seat -- by intent taller than anyone else's and reserved for his sole use, even when he was not there to use it. Instead, he gestured for her to approach, just as he always did. "It will suit you and your refined tastes, I've little doubt," he added with a flair of fondness. This was just what a princess of House Varmont ought to be.

#an only daughter #cassandra varmont #footage not found for their bonding memories lkasjdflkjsdfjkjsf #honestly for him too lskdjfalksdjfkjdf #anyway i was just agreeing w everything you said so i thought id start em <3 #also feel free to decide what the gift might be #i feel like his poor overworked envoy knows her tastes but also roderick's and where they intersect to make it 'appropriate'(tm) but also #*smth she might actually like #comment

[daincrediblegg]

i think youre pretty dang neat, egg <3 we dont really talk a whole lot anymore but your presence on my dash is always appreciated. i dig your content and your presence / vibes / energy. i hope your financial decisions won't bite you in the ass. have a good day <3

aw nonnie thank ye 😂🥰

Oh it's nothing really too terrible. got a new hard drive that is supposedly made specifically for gaming (which I need rn tbh, because my old one which contains my entire copy of battlefront 2 and RE4 is very old and loves to disconnect itself when I'm in the middle of a game 😢 and on top of that my current build for the sims 4 is literally at over 90 gigs now and that's... not an insignificant portion of my laptop's storage. so at least it's something useful) and then I bought a shit ton of discount underwear from torrid (which I need tbh bc I have a bunch of old pairs that I've had since like. middle school. which was well over a decade ago. that are ready to fucking go) and as a little bonus for myself got a gudetama sweater, a polaroid sweater, and a back to the future tee shirt. just for fun. a good addition to the new wardrobe change if you ask me.

and at least I probably won't break the bank with this stuff but I still have mad financial anxiety so... yaaaay

but anyway I hope you have a good day too nonnie!

#hey at least it's not like all those years during the pandemic where I never had more than like. 200 dollars in my bank account lol #things are much improved at least but still. always get that feeling like 'I've made a terrible mistake' every time I want to make purchase #I'm better now but still. jesus. hard wired into my brain oops #but it's fine I'm fine. and I needed some of these things anyway and I've hit my 'I'm so done' moment at the end of my college career #you can tell because I've been playing the sims. which means I'm overtired and overworked and can't be bothered to do fuck all

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[cardboard-queen]

seeing more posts abt girlsmell this, boysmell that…. listen, i don’t think smell is erotic to me.

you’re next to someone. you feel a wave of comfort. you’re so close to them you can recognize them without a word, eyes closed. do you understand?

#girl smell #boy smell #soph rambles #friend sent me a meme and got me thinking abt the like #prevalence of the girlsmell / boysmell memes #maybe prevalence is an exaggeration #but way more that there was ~5 years ago #and as someone who dated a guy who was really turned on by smells #I think I can safely say I’m not lmao #idk I think it’s interesting #because I understand how ppl have rlly strong emotional reactions to ‘em #I just think mine is a lot more of a like #‘oh I’m comfortable and safe now’ feeling #maybe i’m just gay and associate the smell of ppl I rlly like with positive emotions… #anyway let’s not go crazy psychoanalzying myself #im overworked and sleep deprived and full of weird emotions #and I’m gonna make it everyone’s problem >:) #anyway thnx for reading #take care of yourselves out there