#everyone else has dropped out

[mattodore]

found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...

i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…

#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down ! #river dipping #i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭 #none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page #which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done? #obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet... #i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭 #like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics? #i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑‍💻 #like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then #i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things #i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭 #like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain. #so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably #said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷 #and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more #i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!! #i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with. #...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just. #sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding. #i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!! #theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

honestly wally is stronger than atlas. if i had to constantly calibrate to the nature of my reality w/ full consciousness i would simply lose my fucking mind

#like babies dont Think while they learn how to exist #imagine straight up spawning fully aware and then everyone else is up to speed but youre standing there like #🧍‍♂️uh. hello. what is everything. what is this. huh???? #LIKE???? i feel so bad for him. dude got dropped right into the middle of the ocean and was told 'learn to swim' #and hes trying. but he doesnt know what drowning is so he cant sink either #i mean i get it at least a little bit! its the Autism Experience but w/ him the dial is cranked up to a thousand #you dont know what you dont know but life goes on like you should. fuck #wally i am mentally beaming you a thousand apples grown in the shape of hearts #i believe in you dude you'll figure it out #well. im probably beaming apples into the past if the time discrepancy is real but yk yk #cause if it is then Current Wally probably has a solid handle on things. from a basic standpoint #in a wider lens i am led to believe that he is Scrabbling #is this speculation??? #i think it counts. #wh speculation #homebogging #whenever i think about the tidbits we know - ex: wally learning about differences in size #internally i start howling. wally is just constantly dealing with things that would drive a person insane if they had to live it #how is he not Exhausted... it's all so much for someone who knows whats going on let alone someone scrambling to catch up #at least the other neighbors dont have to deal with memorizing physics and skills and behavior #and just Literally Everything That Comes With Being Alive #wally is a blank slate left to write itself. #ough. damn. fuck. i think i need to go stare into the woods for a bit...

[worstloki]

Thor in TDW leaving things in Loki’s hands with the energy of ‘well if we die then we die’ makes me wonder how often he did this in the era before they stopped getting along

#did Thor go around leading quests only to drop out halfway?? #like ‘alright I’m tapping out’ and then he just walks around waiting for Loki to finish everything????? #T-T #how many times has Loki suggested some ridiculously impossible solution and Thor goes ‘alright’ and ‘do that then’ #Thor: our lives are in your hands #Loki: we will DIE if we can’t get out of this situation #Thor: yea that’s what I said. 🙌 #Thor like ok!! our plan relies on a spell going right!! Loki how is the spell going!! #everyone else who knows Loki’s not 100% with the magic: UHM THOR????? #Thor: don’t worry about it!! this usually works!!

[sadnessunderthebridge]

I feel like being a Janitor at BHHS would be the equivalent to FNAF security guard.

Like there is a monster in Beacon Hills every other week, and it always makes it way to the school.

Like if it was a game, your job would be to avoid the Pack fighting the monster and hiding so the monster don't kill you. And then during the day your job would be to fix all the broken lockers, classroom doors, fix the walls, put in new windows.

Like the janitors would have to be paid more than the teachers for all the work they have to do.

#teen wolf #the pack #scott mccall #stiles stilinski #derek hale #speaking of windows do you think the school has some like as backup #or do you think they just have like the people who put in window on speed dial #BHHS: Hi Will #Window Dude (Will): They choose the school this week? #BHHS: Yeah #Will: Library or hallway this time? #BHHS: *sigh* both and two of the classrooms #Will: okay I'll be over 30. I have to drop some glass over buy the hospital for Ron. #BHHS: I thought they choose the hospital last week? #Will: *groan* they did but they started at the hospital before they got to the school. #teen wolf incorrect quotes #Liam: hey guys do you think its weird that the bad guys always choose the school hospital and station to go to for a fight #everyone else: nope not weird at all perfectly normal #Liam: hey isn't it weird that even though i got thrown out that window last night its already fixed? #everyone else: *looks at said window* nope not weird at all #(eveyone else is in denial because if theres no evidence it didn’t happen)

[redbean-nom]

honestly echo is probably going to die heroically in the next two episodes. he's not with rex, gregor, and wolffe in rebels, he's not with the greater rebellion, and Echo Base exists.

what i'm more curious about is when cody gets his own heroic sacrifice. he's not with rex and he's not with obi wan, so unless he also fell in a sarlacc or got carbonited, he's definitely dead.

anyways, the last episode's title is The Cavalry Has Arrived. and who could be a more fitting "cavalry" than Cody?

#star wars #tbb #the bad batch #tbb s3 #tbb finale #tbb predictions #commander cody #redbean talks #imagine they're all trapped and the commandos are closing in #the batch is injured/down #rex is stunned or cuffed or something #then someone from above snipes cx2/scorch/whoevers in command #and cody drops down to save everyone #cue emotional mid battle reunion between rex and cody #and honestly the whole batch and cody given that he seems to have a tendency towards adopting younger mutant clones lol #the base starts blowing up in the background and more stormtroopers/chipped clones run in as reinforcements #cody stays to hold them off while everyone else runs #and echo runs back to stay with cody #framed parallel to his death in the citadel #but this time they're both sacrificing themselves not for the mission but for their brothers #(mostly for rex) #and then by the time of rebels rex sees it as cody & echo sacrificed themselves so that he could continue saving brothers #but now he only has wolffe and gregor. the clone rebellion failed; he failed; their deaths were for nothing #so he doesn't want to return to the rebellion #because he's afraid he'll fail again #given that rex supplied the list of bases (now apparently left over from his time as rebellion leader) no way echo base is a coincidence #wolffe probably formally retired given that he's still on speaking terms with imp leadership in rebels #(also v funny that wolffe's imp buddies skype call him somewhat regularly in rebels #while being completely unaware of rex hanging out in the back)

[aquanutart]

an upside-down truth / a fallen star

#the dragon prince #tdp #aaravos #gif #aquanutart #hi i would like to thank everyone who said on my last pic 'i am reblogging this for the puffballs' #as well as 'your tags have murdered me' etc #truly made the whole experience worthwhile. i still can't tell if anyone got the joke but i no longer care #next in our series of 'it's 2022 why don't you make a brush' i should really make a star brush #instead of sitting there going dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot ... #even traditional art has a shortcut method for this (it's called putting masking tape on everything and then: splatter) #(advisable to do this first before drawing anything else...) #the good thing is it doesn't actually take a long time to do the dot dot dots it's just kind of repetitive #and you get bored and start writing about it in your tags and then it takes longer because you're not working #i listened to the ff8 soundtrack while making this #i had actually planned to listen to the triple triad music the entire time but #it turned out i couldn't take it for several hours #even though i quickly realized my mistake i ended up having triple triad stuck in my head the whole time anyway. i did this to myself #anyway i was determined to finish this before season 4 dropped #because i also had the idea three years ago and i need to post it before the new season possibly makes it obsolete #threw a wrench into my own schedule by deciding at the last minute that i needed to animate it and i don't know how to animate #then tdp kind of also threw a wrench by releasing the first episode a week early but it's okay i'm still basically in time #i'd personally like it if aaravos were someone who warps and twists the truth and/or has a warped perspective rather than outright lying #i'm convinced there's a meaning to the upside-down star arcana and maybe rotating the key of aaravos can unlock something ?? #saying this suddenly gave me flashbacks to the rotation keys in skyward sword rofl what if he's being held in prison #by his own startouch marking being upside-down because it's out of alignment with the universe or something #TWO MORE DAYS let's GO i've been waiting three years to have my theories blown apart

[linka-from-captain-planet]

two tiefling queens

drinkin at the tief party

5 feet apart cuz they're not gay

#lakrissa is trying to play it cool bc she thinks she's a player #she doesn't know she's a wife guy yet #(she figures it out when she witnesses aylin drop to her knees at isobel's feet and like 'ohhhh that's me') #representation matters #alfira has never had to make the first move before #what the fuck does a girl have to do to get topped around here #everyone else is pissed they don't bone after the party #bc this shit has been going on since Elturel and they're all sick of it #bg3 #alfira x lakrissa #alfira #lakrissa #The L Word: Faerûn

[unproduciblesmackdown]

fr is he, you know.............................................repeatedly described as being Impersonable and Lacking Charm and Pedantic and confused / bothered by things he supposedly shouldn't be while inspiring confusion / botherment in others in ways he supposedly shouldn't and like 99.9% of the grief he's given is over All That while he's just sitting or standing there rather than the like intimidatingly efficient hitman georg thing he has going on. which is in fact The Skill That Makes Him Useful Despite It All and also perhaps the least foothold in interactions because [worried he can & may kill you] affords power when otherwise just being the weird guy nobody likes(tm)

bonus mordecai balling

#lackadaisy #not exactly Necessarily intentional but like oh you don't say #something something liking patterns & order; though that overlaps w/the like fastidiousness that's just tied to backstory #but that even when picking up that particular trait he was apparently always Peculiar in the deemed Not Personable Way #like oh you don't say #can't really even truly hone in on 9000 murders/day when like. everyone's blowing people away out here. ya gotta #or certainly other people are doing it too lol. mordecai's Mostly differentiated from anyone else's hitmanning by demeanor/affect #and that demeanor/affect has everyone going sicko mode antagonizing him while he's decidedly just sitting there #like oh you don't say....epic mood re: the [how would mordecai approach being tasked with infant childcare] joke #held a baby once maybe twice and both times an exercise in simply like ah christ don't drop this thing countdown to passing it along #great minicomic lmao found in the uhh. gallery under....mini comics; penultimate one w/the baby cat jimmy carter as pictured as thumbnail #supporting his mystery contributions too....gotta be for real abt mitzi not shooting anyone but sure he may have noscoped atlas #though maybe also he did not; but we know they have some secret concerning atlas; even probably involving his death.... #vaguely wondering if atlas got whatever warning about [mystery thorn in marigold's side] as asa sweet mentions over that brunch #and perhaps would have chosen to back out of the business but mitzi was not about that & would arrange a Murder to inherit lackadaisy.... #but mordecai would have to have some reason to go along with that. Maybe as an out for working for atlas forever; but now he's at marigold #not exactly that different yet [themes re: The Other Paths Are Closed To You Forever for everyone out here] #while it might also be true that he left for marigold to try to figure out what's going on over there from the inside; as suggested.... #and whatever he's got going on he's Very Motivated about it as per the most recent comic pages. bold moves #anyways another accidentally autistic cat out here. for april. always a classic lol fr everyone leave him alone or else shoot at him yknow #i do support the mordecai & the savoys dream team there. reiterating i think nicodeme espesh could/should be the like surprise bestie & etc

[cartridgeconverter]

scouting out a new prod of DG that i might watch, OH MY GOD SHE'S PERFECT

#this is the tokyo 2022 prod #this staging is so so beautiful and the costumes are pretty cool #i've only heard of one actor before and that's serena malfi as elvira #apparently eleonora burrato was supposed to be in it but she dropped out #anyway this zerlina has a lovely voice. and she's also adorable #i don't really like anna's voice but i guess she's okay #everyone else is fine i guess #operaposting

[thejadecount]

TMNT AU COMPETITION MASTERPOST

Most AU Leos: Has killed a few guys, AngstyTeen™️, has hates/argues-with-splinter-and-Raph Syndrome

B.e.a.s.t.! Leo walking in, cracking jokes about how he and his brothers have been responsible for genociding an entire alien race: I’m about to ruin these guys careers

#I love the idea that out of all the au leos beast Leo’s the most fucked up one #like the other leos are talking about how they’re Different™️ and beast Leo casually drops: #‘oh yeah me and my bros and our friends killed another universe’s entire race of kraang’ #… #WHAT— #everyone else is freaking out and Cup’s Sep Leo is like: mad respect #OMO Leo: man I wished I could’ve joined #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KILLED AN ENITE RACE OF KRAANG?! #beast Leo: well to be fair they were like the size of brains and just SO easy to kill— #and my progress on my mental health and processing my truama has kinda regressed— #EVEN RAPH AND MIKEY?! #‘oh yeah Raph tore through their entire army and Mikey took down their airforce’ #WHAT?! #I can’t wait for the interactions #all the other leos thinking they’re the most lethal here and beast leo’s just casually: #oh btw I’m a weapon of war f’s in the chat for the Kraang tho amiright? #let’s just say EVERY Mikey in the perimeter is on him and their brothers for their unhealthy coping mechanisms #and that’s how beast Leo casually asserts his dominance #the Peepaw Leos would be proud #rottmnt #rise tmnt #tmnt crossover #au crossover #crossover au #tmnt au competition #b.e.a.s.t #b.e.a.s.t. leo

[fisheito]

(zookeeper au) eiden: hey yakumo why do you always use the stall

rei: damn can't imagine asking someone why they pee the way they do. why do you show your dick to pee. imagine being so overconfident in your ability to piss you just stand and make a mess on the floor for a janitor to clean up (THIS DIVERSION WAS MADE BY 1/3 OF THE CLOACA CREW)

TSJFSFK THAT WAS MY INMMEDAITE THOUGHT -->defensive rei (bc i instinctively project my personal reaction as the first rxn)

if eiden's all "why are you shy yakumo? u can pee right next to me 🥰" *pats urinal next to him* i can imagine rei walking into the room with 1 of 3 reactions:

Fight Mode: "imagine asking someone what they do in the toilet. i could report u for sexual harassment" <- he would not, bc rei ain't a snitch, but i can imagine rei sassing eiden bc he feels like it

Apathy Mode: "i use the stall too. it's nbd. this is unimportant." (continues with his life, uncaring)

Generous Mode: "you're curious? come in here and i'll show u"

#eiden upon realising that his curiosity has dragged him into a social faux pas and he's all #AAHHHH SHIT I'M SORRY I DIDN'T ....... PPLEASE JUST LET THE EARTH SWALLOW ME that is ur business i am sorry goodbye #of course my immediate thought is put an AU on an AU. zookeeper au but eiden uses a STP and is like #AH I'M SORRY it's just that... well.... i use this and i dont want u to feel like u hav to hide but i get that everyone does things diff #ANYWAY I'M SORRY AGAIN FORGET I BROUGHT IT UP #infinite universes. infinite eidens. all of them apologetic and thoroughly confused. #imagine eiden's thinkin all my trans coworkers are trying to hide their transness from me #and i'm trying very hard to drop hints that i am in fact very cool with that but i'm actually coming across as an asshole #no eiden they're not trying to hide their genders. they're trying to hide their werewolf transformations #honestly this whole thing is becoming an allegory for identity suppression #and rei will not have it. #everybody else bein like “it's gonna be weird if the new hire finds out we're animals!! we gotta hide!!” #rei shrugging and saying that he ain't gonna go out of his way to withhold info and also that he's tired so hiding is annoying #actually quincy would fall into that camp as well. hiding stuff? troublesome. #no wonder eiden finds out super fast #asks #WHAT WAS I DOING BEFORE THIS #ah. i forgot. oh well #zookeeper au #yakumo #rei #eiden

[boxwinebaddie]

I’m so dang proud of you, dude. That is all I had to say.

thank you, my friend. ;-; <3

that really, really means a lot to me...because idk, i really do think i work hard and try my best? legitimately? and i also used to always put my writing before my mental health, but i'm finding that when i do that, the quality of my work actually suffers a lot more than it succeeds and i, as a real life person, suffer for the sake of my work.

plus, this is feels a huge period of healing/transformation for me, i feel like i'm finally being kind to myself and words cannot express how much i appreciate all the support and love i have received throughout this tumultuous and crazy process from all of you.

you are my angels.

so thank you again <3 i've been seriously disheartened and reeling from how aggressive and weird that anon was with my agency. getting these votes of confidence helps validate my decision.

-uncle nina, seriously humbled by all of your kind heart(s)

#my dear my darling #thank you so much #i felt really selfish for making the choice to stop and stay on here and take my time...especially after getting push back smh #which again!!! you people are fucking crazy!!! making me feel bad for discontinuing my own work is bonkers get a life #but no doing this just feels safer and i feel happier doing this #i feel bad bc my posts take a while but also writing in smaller batches and not putting myself through hell has been nice #i know this is all kind of confusing and discombobulated but thank you guys for being here and supporting me regardless #i hope this is still fun for you because i really just want to keep everyone happy...but not be inauthentic to myself anymore #i'm enjoying being the content creator that i want to be vs the content creator everyone else wants me to be #for one of the first times since first writing pep and then dropping rm ( which did make me happy after pep ) #i feel really and truly happy #so idk i love you thank u this made my day #i'm finishing up a big scott lore ask i just want to edit it so it doesn't sound crazy and i hope its out today #i trust the info or rather the sinwhoremation will be interesting

[trekkele]

Oh? You like [popular ship]? Which one is always making "unecessary boundaries" and is "emotionally incompetent" and which one is always stomping over those boundaries in the name of "emotional competence"?

#hi expressing boundaries is not emotional incompetence be so fucking for real rn #like yes this is about superbat specifically but it happens so often!!! with ships!!!! #bruce saying 'no I do not want a relationship' and then being pushed and pushed by the narrative isn't a fun little thing #its fucking annoying #if I had a crush on someone and they repeatedly ignored my boundaries to talk about it I would probably not have a crush on them anymore lma #the funniest thing is how canon Bruce is a HUGE romantic #man is ready to fall in love at the drop of a hat #he won't act on those feelings without the other person expressing interest because he is self aware about being a train wreck #meanwhile Clark has told one person his identity and then immediately married her #id love a fic where Clark pushes and pushes past Bruce's boundaries and everyone else points out how rude that is dude #playboy therapy does this actually it's great

[rapha-reads]

#i needed to share my disgust and anger at people i personally know #i have a now ex friend i've known for 7 years turn into a full zionist denying the genocide #my instagram story views have dropped from 50 to 10 since i started sharing about palestine #of the people i personally know that i follow on instagram only 2 people also share and shout - my sister who has been very vocal #about palestine for years and a german friend who overcame decades of german miseducation to educate himself #everyone else? nothing. not a single word. #no wait i'm fogetting my other french jewish acquaintance who's still saying 'we should cry for both israel and gaza' - sorry no #i'm so mad at the dozens of people that i call my friends who are not saying a thing not sharing a thing #and also not even asking me how i am. maybe it's selfish. but the only texts i receive are my phone network texts #(apart from my immediate family of course but i am talking about friends here) #(okay i went too fast - there's also my black american friend and my queer texan friend too - love you t and a) #anyway. this is just me ranting and venting out my anger and heartbreak and disappointment in my friends #not tagging this

[nerime]

I had breakfast at a "vintage cafe" and this is what I was served on

fellas ...... we old

#neri stfu #also just in tags bc i feel like i only rant and amnoy everyone here lately #but i legitimately feel like an alien that got dropped on earth by accident and has to copy everyone else's behaviours to look normaler #i am not feeling it. i guess for a long time I've been in a bubble of my close friends now #who just. get it. and get that sometimes i need to be alone or just idk that im insane and im gonna freak out if they do particular things #and they don't do things that make me uncomfortable or idk. mental illness support circle i guess since we all just Get It #🤡👍 #prompted by me being at a very uncomfortable social situation today (AND tomorrow...)

[arabian-batboy]

I have been in the mood to watch some Shoujo so I finally got around watching Fruits Basket since its one of the most iconic Shoujo out there and it just feels like I’m missing out on not watching it and while I’m definitely enjoying it so far, I have to admit that Yuki’s (and Kagura) annoying ass almost made me want to drop the show...

#Kagura is pretty self-explanatory #her forcing herself on Kyo and beating him up when he rejects her is NOT cute #I don't care that she's supposed to be a tsundere cuz tsundere who beat up the person they like are so lame and out-dated #Kyo plays the tsundere-like character far better than her #as for Yuki.....he's just a Mary Sue? #he's supposed to be drop-dead gorgeous and has the entire school fawning over him #and he's also extremely powerful and can easily beat up Kyo without breaking a sweat #but he's also a poor sad uwu boy with so many insecurities #I'm sorry he's so obnoxious lol #I think its because he reminds me of Tim #in that we're supposed to feel bad about him but also think that he's perfect/so much better than everyone else #it got a little bit better in recent episode but boy did he almost ruin the show for me #Tohru too with how much of plain protagonist without any real flaws she is but I got over it quickly #since she's supposed to be a self-insert for the audience (also she's a nice girl who doesn't do anything that's really annoying) #except maybe giving sappy speeches every now and then #aside form these 3 I absolutely love the rest of the cast #especially Uotani Hanajima Hatori and Kyo #and I haven't met him yet but I just know I will love Hiro when he appears #mark my word #fruits basket