#every year since i think 2017

[harbingerofsoup]

there’s death of the author and then there’s whatever the fuck is up with danny phantom

#danny phantom #death of the author #most of the lore is fan made #a decent chunk of the fandom hasn’t even seen the show #one of the most beloved side characters isn’t an actual character #because we made him up based on a like 2 second clip #he’s not even the only widely accepted fan made character #because we spawned more from him #and we ba sing se-ed ourselves about phantom planet #dannypocalypse is also a thing #it doesn’t have anything to do with death of the author #but it’s important to me that we’ve pulled off a successful fandom apocalypse #every year since i think 2017

[yeehawpoorcryptid]

Me, wondering if I’ve become immune to media, that, even if I find something I enjoy a lot, there’s been nothing in a few years that has rocked me to my core & become a fundamental part of who I am, so maybe I’ve just read/watched/listened to too much and can no longer be affected as deeply as I used to be: 😐

Kevin Perjurer: …so what a monumental achievement it is to be remembered for four.

Me:

#defunctland #defuncttv #kevin perjurer #Disney channel’s theme: a history mystery #ok to rb if you really want to #I’ve watched it 3 times in 2 days and there is no sign of me stopping yet #like obviously there’s been a lot of books and shows and podcasts and etc that I’ve LOVED in the past few years #but the picture of Dorian gray has been my favorite book since 2017 and Dreamboy has been my favorite podcast since 2018 #and nothing else has ever come CLOSE to the amount of crack those two are laced with for me #I just can’t see this docu getting old for me #anyway I’m exhausted and probably incoherent and cannot stop thinking about this docu so y’all get to hear about it #even though I only make original posts on here once every 100 years or so

[icewindandboringhorror]

I found socks with my favorite flowers on them (nasturtiums!), but they literally don't match anything I own, so making an outfit with them is difficult.. just all black with the bright shoes and a random stuffed animal for accents lol

#self #ootd #still unsure if I should do the like.. 'saying where stuff is from' section at the end of outfit posts like I think it's popular to do #but it just feels repetitive because basically for everything is just 'it's all thrifted' occasional 'shoes from ebay 10 years ago so I don #t remember the seller' or 'socks from a random sock store in the mall 2 years ago' etc. #even the stuffed animal is from the bins lol #Shoes and tights and wigs are the only things that it tends to be harder to get from the bins. Though I still find some #except wigs. I wouldn't really wear Bin Wigs since half the bins have like mysterious wet stuff and mold in them or etc. #I've gotten some shoes and stuff there though. But most of my shoes are from online. It's just that theyre also not from #like.. brands..?? Like 'converse' or something. It's more.. some random ebay seller in 2017 or something #so then that feels weird too because I thought the point of that being popular is so people can go find the things you're wearing and #buy them or whatever. but in my case that would never be helpful ghjbjk #since I also keep things so long. I have shoes and stuff Ive had since elementary school #good luck tracking down where I got these tights on ebay in 2011. good luck going to the bins or a thriftstore and finding the same #exact dress or etc. So then in that case does it even matter?? eh #The only sense I could see it being useful in is like. people seeing that they could make looks without spending a lot of money. #since I have had some comments on costumes or makeups before like 'omg I would love to look like this if I had the $$ for clothes *sad emo #ji*' or whatever. and I always want to message them and be like.. this entire outfit cost like $2.. you can do it. Don't get discouraged #I mean depending on the resources available to you. I know not everyone has a bins type place near the #m. but still. and all of my makeup and wigs are cheap as hell. Probably full of terrible chemicals. but I wear them like. once every 5 mont #hs or less since I dont do full costumes that often so hopefully wont get an infection or something. etc. etc. #ANYWAY. I could see it being useful I guess in just letting people know most of everything is secondhand #if that's meaningful to them for some reason. but also I feel like thats obvious since I talk about it. so #still just seems repetitive to me. ANYWAY. Love nasturtiums... aaaaaa... even though it's not my colors at all and I never #wear black or anything that would match them #I had to do it. I also normally would never ever pay $12 for socks but.. it's SO specific to my tastes and I had never seen anything #with nasturtiums on it before since they dont seem as popular as like roses or sunflowers. One of my once every 2 years #impulse buys at a mall ghjhjb.. (I never go to malls and also just rarely buy stuff in general since I'm evil miserly penny pincher etc.) #Kind of like how once a year I allow myself to have one steak from a restaurant or something but that's all. Once every few years #I will go to a large mall at a not busy time of day so I can avoid crowds. just to look around for fun. and will maybe buy like. One thing

[maddy-ferguson]

in the last like 7 years there's been two reality tv guys i really liked i found them very entertaining i thought they were funny etc thought this for years. 2/2 have been accused of rape now i need to stop treating these people like they're characters they're being very genuine when they're awful

#one in 2021 one just a few days ago #i mean there's actually 3 that i liked and the third one was actually like bffs with one of them and very friendly with the other one so💀 #and it's like i KNOW they're probably not good people right it's like i know i would hate these men irl because i didn't really like them #but i liked their personas #but their personas are not actually personas especially not the misogyny aspect of it like that is just real life😭 #and it's never even really a surprise like yeah of course he would do that. so like that's kind of on me like yeah my bad for liking them #because they were unlikeable..... #like them being unlikeable was the appeal should have seen that coming #i'm not an avid reality tv watcher. the guy who was just accused of raping a woman i followed for years though because he was so awful he #was funny😕 i watched his snapchat stories every day and everything like it happened in australia in 2018 and i remember when he was there #i remember what he was filming there and everything (because i watched it like when it aired a few months later💀) #like i LIKED him #i know i just said i didn't like them but like i did ykwim...like i liked making fun of him and i liked hating him but i thought he was #endearing😕 #and i haven't followed that guy in a while because he stopped posting on snapchat since you know...who even posts on snapchat anymore. but #yeah no. i don't even know why i'm sharing this #i hope you won't think less of me for being a reality tv person. and i'm not i haven't watched anything since like...early 2019? #i watched reality tv from like 2012 to 2015. and then from 2017 to 2019. 2015-2017 isn't a big gap but it feels like it is it was very #different you kinda had to be there #and like i say: brf slt #tw rape #rape tw

[eggmeralda]

happy 10th anniversary to when I started remembering everything forever

#the day i watched that video #that led me to another video #where i heard that song #that got me into that band #and i became obsessed with that genre #and 13yo me was like ''this seems like a significant moment. maybe i should remember it'' and then i have done so with #every memory since then #anyway apparently 6 sep 2013 was when i liked the video #also while we're at it. happy 9th anniversary to the depression day 1 #nothing caused it in particular i just. got depressed on that day and then my brain has been different since #idk what i was doing 8 years ago. probably depriving myself of sleep to get high and probably listening to the who #actually wait no the day before i read about the catcher in the rye and 15yo me was like wow he sounds soo <3<3 #so i imagine the next day i was Thinking about holden caulfield. even though i didn't read the book until december #i know this day in 2016 i was listening to the monkees. nothing specific i just know i was going through another massive monkees phase #2017?????? no recollection #2018? also idk #2019 i feel like despite being a good year some bad vibes were starting to settle in #2020 i was on a camping trip :) #2021 i was also on a camping trip :) but this one was dead. first one was good though #2022 i was probably at work. thinking about swag. eating honeycomb bites. and watching breaking bad i imagine #and 2023 i am in the sad thoughts bc i need to get a job but my executive dysfunction is preventing me from doing anything #anyway happy 10 years of weird obsessive memory hoarding <3 #ramble

[dai-nana-han-agenda]

One thing I don't like about SNS fans is that some of them feel the need to drag Sakura through the mud in every one of their posts. Calling her a gay beard, saying she is nothing more than a device to convey Naruto’s feelings, calling her catty and jealous of Naruto because Sasuke likes him more than her, etc...

Like, Sakura deserves criticism just like everyone else does, but there's a fine line between criticism and just making shit up like saying Sakura was willing to give Naruto over to the Akatsuki just because of that line where she said getting closer to the Akatsuki would get them closer to Sasuke. Yes, before you ask, I have seen every single one of these claims in SNS posts before.

Like, I'm not the biggest fan of her, but I honestly just feel bad at this point. I know you're a big fan of her so what do you think?

omg anon, I just got war flashbacks to 2014 send help HFKDHKSHSKS.

I honestly did not expect my answer to be as long as it is (that’s on me, I should’ve known that I’d be incapable of shutting up) so I’m putting the rest of the response under the cut!

I feel the need to clarify to anyone that reads this: I am also a SNS fan so please don’t come for me!! I know there are plenty of SNS fans that are also Sakura stans (or at the very least, don’t have any strong opinions abt her character, which I’ll always take over the overly-negative ones) but there is definitely no denying that there’s a small percentage of that fandom who actively hate Sakura for things that are literally out of her control.

You basically summed up how I feel about the whole thing. I think there are legitimate reasons to dislike Sakura as a character, but once people start twisting the narrative - that’s when I get defensive. It’s been proven time and time again that Sakura has nothing but love for both Naruto and Sasuke (once again, I am asking the fandom to stop holding her hostage for shit she said in the very beginning of the manga!!) so this argument that Sakura would be catty / jealous / homophobic because of SNS’s bond literally makes no sense to me.

(Like, seriously. If y’all have CANON evidence, please feel free to let me know and we can discuss it! But most of the time, it’s just people deliberately twisting canon to fit their own personal agenda.)

In terms of the jealousy aspect, I personally don’t mind the characterization that Sakura would be jealous on like, a human level. I understand that. When the people you’re close with enter romantic relationships - especially in this case, when it’s literally her teammates - I think there’s a very natural sense of loss and envy that comes with that. Even in a platonic sense, when you feel that two of your friends have a stronger bond, or that they can connect on a level you will never understand, I think it’s very natural to feel jealous or left out. However, in my opinion, that jealousy would never turn into resentment or bitterness. Sakura has always valued the happiness of team, so at the end of the day, I genuinely think she would be supportive and it pisses me off when SNS fics paint her as this jaded ex / the villain of their ship. Like, y’all are going out of your way to make her the bad guy, and for what? 

It’s funny, I’ve actually read SNS fics where authors are actively aware that Sakura wouldn’t be bitchy, but write her as a bitchy character anyway because they need a villain for their story. Like... maybe you should take a step back and examine why you feel the need to make her purposefully homophobic. 

As for the jokes about her being a beard for Sasuke - well. When done without any real malice, I think they can be funny. But as a casual SS fan, I do think they get old really fucking quickly. Sakura literally has no agency & it baffles my mind when people blame her for ending up with Sasuke (I’m not even pulling this out of my ass - I’ve literally seen these takes.) Like, take it up to Kishimoto!! Leave her alone!! It’s so funny to me when people come up with these wild conspiracy theories as to how Sakura “tricked” Sasuke into marrying & having a child with her as if these aren’t characters with no real agency at the mercy of a heteronormative author. I totally understand if y’all disagree with SS - I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, but I also take issue with how their canon relationship played out - but people who hate Sakura for ending up with Sasuke as if she had any real control over the matter... It honestly makes me laugh. It’s genuinely funny. Like damn, a fictional character who isn’t even the villain of the show really gets your blood boiling that badly - it’s very girlboss of her!

Also, I just need to throw this in here because it’s come up on my TL a few times and I want to vent: I honestly cannot fucking stand Boruto, none of that shit is canon to me, but SNS stans who deliberately make hateful jokes about how Sasuke purposefully abandoned Sakura and Sarada because he doesn’t actually love them... Like, that’s not the slay you think it is. Y’all are making fun of Sakura for having to be a single mother, but I think there’s something super fucking tragic about the fact that Sasuke, who has so much love for his family and his clan, basically abandons Sarada in her early childhood. I know he has his reasons, but in my opinion, it does a great disservice to his character. Idk, the Sasuke I know would never, but Kishimoto simply does not understand him like I do. Idk, I don’t watch Boruto, so I can’t really give a fully formed opinion about this, but this has been sitting on my mind for the past few days and I wanted to put it out there.

All this to say, I can’t control how anyone thinks. I’m waaaaay past the point where I feel the need to fight with anyone whose opinions I disagree with - the block & mute buttons are my friends and I use them often. As long as no one comes into my space and starts talking shit, especially since y’all KNOW Sakura is my ride or die, then I’m just living my best life.

#thank u for the ask!!! #i can literally talk abt naruto all day like how the fuck did this answer get so long lmfao #anyways - i feel the need to clarify that i love the sns fandom #every fandom has that ugly negative side - that’s why you just mute certain words & block people that deserve it ♥️ #i just wish antis would disappear like #it’s mf 2022. the anime has been over since 2017. how are y’all still starting shit 😭 #truly baffling to me that i still see the same arguments that i saw back in 20fucking14 #like it’s been 8 years and y’all still don’t have critical thinking skills? lmao #pro sakura haruno #ask #text post

[fandom-with-no-hope]

Sometimes I think about the stupid little things that changed me forever and I find it really funny like

Why do I like the color green? It's because in 2018 when I first heard about DDLC Monika was my favorite and so I loved Green bc of her eyes

Why is my fav song Hotel California? It's because in 2019 I watched a Let's Play of the fnaf fangame Dsaf 3 and the Salvage Music stuck with me since

There are a lot of exemples of silly little things like that and I find it really funny

#Same energy as panicking when you can't plug your phone bc you watched BBC Sherlock tbh #But it's really funny to me! I don't know why it stuck for so long #Another exemple! The way I draw characters is inspired by an artist I used to follow when I got into fnaf in 2017 #His name is Datpink Reptile now btw and his art is absolutely magnificent and he posts a webcomic on Instagram <- check him out if u want #But those things are oh my so stupid I could rant here in the tags for hours #Pokemon time bc of my best friend every Cobaltium I caught since 2015 has been called Coca and every Spiritomb is 1H.KO #Whenever I don't know what to draw I always end up doodling Frisk and Chara even tho I haven't played Undertale in like mf years #And whenever I'm walking alone at night I hum the deleted Ahit song where Hat Kid sings about Subcon forest #I've been doing this for years and thinking about it it's rlly driving me insane I think LMAO #Stupid things that also make no sense to anyone anymore are funny #I have a plushie named Joshua because it's Gordon Freeman's son in hlvrai <- nobody can knows that other than me #I've also got a pink pocket knife named Henry bc of Dsaf and I also had an old camera that I decided to name Tim bc of Marble Hornets #This probably seems cringe tbh but the fact that this has been going on for 3 years and more is actually wow #And don't get me started on the strange man series and how it impacted me on my schoolwork and stuff #I'm in my nostalgic Era don't mind me it's my summer job fucking me up mentally I think - #Isabelle is called Asriel in my phone because we used to play Undertale together when we were younger. And Clara was Chara and I was Frisk #I miss those times #Anyways I'm going to bed I'm working tmr 💀 it's 10pm but Eh whatever #[.txt] #miles mumbles #tommy talks

[liesonthefloordramatically]

I've got demons running round in my head And they feed on insecurities I have Won't you lay your healing hands on my chest? Let your ritual clean

#今日の気分は #for once NOT a song I woke up with stuck in my head #because this morning I was awoken by the dulcet tones of one of my neighbors' fire alarms going off for 15+ hours #(it started shortly before I went to bed and I kept waking up to it every hour or so) #(but at like 6 am I had a dream that my apartment was on fire and I had to save my research materials before they caught on fire) #(and I woke up from that and was like okay. I'm done. no more attempts at sleeping until this alarm situation gets fixed) #(and then left a vaguely unhinged maintenance request) #but that's neither here nor there #anyway. this was picked because I started listening to all the music I saved on Spotify as I do every year #and got through all of it (in a surprisingly short time--I apparently didn't find much new music this year) #and then kept listening to that playlist. but then Spotify did that glitch where it suddenly jumps you WAY down on the playlist #and I should note. I do not use their music saving system. instead I have a playlist called Starred which I save all my music to #yes I am aware that this is slightly unhinged. anyway. moving on #so it teleported me back to like. early 2018/late 2017? several days ago? and I have just been listening backward in time since then #I think I saved this one in uhhhh 2016? or maybe early 2017. #anyway. I hear the spirit possession song and it's the 今日の気分は. that's just the rules #music #Bastille

[alienchamp]

Top 2% of mcr listeners unite

#was surprised to see crj crack the top five this year tbh! not disappointed though #also i think indie rock has been my top genre every uear since 2017 #also in too deep is a cover i have not been on a sum 41 kick

[meanderings0ul]

About to hit the 25k mark on my current Big Project. Am currently simultaneously:

A) tearing up at the scene I am typing

and

B) genuinely panicking about how many years this thing is probably going to take me to finish

#i am sure everyone writing a book does this exact combo of things #but o m f g #the scale of what this has turned into. the amount of research and worldbuilding work I have done this year. #last time i did anything like this it was 2017? that was a lot of time and experiences ago. #and while there's every chance i finish writing that project someday *i did not finish that project* #i'm so terrified my brain will flake out on this one. even remembering that i put down option three for months and still finished that one. #that one was nothing like the scale of this. this dwarfs RSofC. there is so much of my heart and soul and hopes in this one. #i think my guess of 60k range was...woefully off. i would not be shocked this hits 80k. would not be shocked it exceeds that. #i've done a novella and a thesis. this is a book. #i did not expect the notes i took down the night i saw M4 to become a book. but it did. #and i've learned so much as a writer since the last time I tried a Big Project. #I wouldn't know how to structure this without having worked on Option Three and RSofC. #I wouldn't even know how to *write* it without things I read in 2020. and things I felt in 2021. and things i've been able to say this year #this has become something so beautiful in my head and i want it to exist so much. #but i am such a slow writer. #i hope we're all still around to read it when it's done. #project: BinTG #and i think i wanted this to have for later #for whenever it's finally done #because i'm getting the sense that by the time it is my life will have changed so much again this moment will feel like someone elses #and i'll want some of this some of her some of me to have to look back at

[skadream]

i dont need to wear red today my hair is still red enough i think

#THO i am starting to think 2022 kinda sucked cuz i didnt wear any red undies last year either so idk #but also every year has been bad since like. 2017

[faunina]

oh shit i missed my milestone!!!! good going me!! heres to 8 years of being terminally online ig!

#a personal blogging experience #this blog is a month and a half away from being exactly 8 years old. damn. so that means. uuuhhhh #an average of . um. roughly 12500 posts on here every years since 2014!! #which means roughly 34 posts per day. every day. consecutively. for the last 8 years #that is INSANE a little bit imo #you can now go 10000 pages back on my blog...... wow....... #oh shit wait i can document shit like that. wait. wait hold on #page 100: 2 weeks ago. jesus christ. page 1000: 6 months ago. uh oh #page 2000 + 3000: says 1 year ago. top post on page 4000 is from late march 2020. c h r i s t #as you can see the pandemic really brought a big booming economy to this blog!!!! to the detriment of its owner i assure you!! #page 5000 and 6000 both 2 years ago (from 2019). testing this was a bad idea actually i think in hindsight #page 7000: 3 years ago/2018. page 8000: 4 years ago/2017. page 9000: 5 years ago/2016. #page 10000: 7 years ago. 2014 #c h r i s t. im gonna graph this and then im gonna laugh so hard at that graph. oh man

[dykeplants]

tracking my interest in kpop it was like... loona -> k/da -> txt

#can happily say ive been listening to loona since like 2017/2018 #but even before then i knew about grojps like twice #svt bts obviously #blackpink #bee vibes #oh i posted this bc recently i wss thinking abt how a lot of my lkke core interests do not change like #its been 4 years and im still a fan of haikyuu #4 yrs since ive been a fan of txt and my interest of them as a group hasnt gone away #like 6years of listening to loona music and i followed all their new music accs (still waiting on yves) #and then when i cataloged all my sketchbooks last week and that was 12books over 8 years #its kinda reassuring in a way that no matter how much i change what im into really doesnt #some stuff has faded out over time of course but its alwsys fascinating what sticks #also my interest in otome games came back bc of love n deepspade and that unlocked a hidden memory of the fact i use to PLAY otome games #im so sorry mystic messenger i can't believe i forgot our bond #and every terrible voltage inc game.

[nomaishuttle]

trying to buy a little mini christmas tree bc im homesick and i miss christmas and walmart is avtually insane. the tree is like 16 dollars and theyre like Do you wanna pay 79 extra dollars so that somebody will tell you how to set it up :] ARE YOU CRAZY!!!!!!

#ALSO THIS SINT EVEN THE KIND U HAVE TO SET UP IDT. its like 2 feet tallll #but anyways. i was gonna get a ely rly mini one bc likee. so at home qe have 3 #well maybe only 2 now bc we had a REAL christmas tree like a few years ago. i think 2017... so idk if we have been getting real ones every #No wait i just remembered i think we got aunt aldas rree after she died ok solved. so yeah we gave 3 back home #abd its da big one thats like normal sized and then a little likee 3ish feet one and then a Rly rly little like. desktop one. that was #always in mine and lamps room.. #but ya. im wondering if i can ask my family 2 give me some of the ornaments bc likee. there r some sets weve had since i was An infant #and obv i wont be able to get my absolute favorires which r these cute little felt mice and one is mrs claus.. and theres also a ton of #homemade ones pike little pompom snowmen. theyre so cute #but likee. i could probably ask 4 like. a few of the snowflakes and the candy canes ykwim... i could also get my own bc theyre quite #generic but yk. I also rly rly want to see if i could have a couple of the pinkalicious cupcakes bc one of our sets was rhe cupcakes from #pinkalicious. DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER PINKALICIOUS !!!

[who-the-fuck-is-sennalye]

you know what I'm not buying from cotton on again

#i mean yeahhhh it's like this cause ive been sleeping in it every night for over a year and a half #but i have shirts I've had since 2017 in better condition #i think. #stch

[dirt-mccracken]

It's been too long since I've been in a car crash when will that change

#i dont genuinely want it too but historically speaking. well. #i think the last accident I was in was like September 2019 right before I left Seattle lol #when the car was upside down in a ditch #and I left my friends standing by the car and just walked home #bc I wasn't going to talk to the cops over something not my fault AND had to pass a hospital anyway sooo #if I did need medical help could have stopped omw #before that I think was January 2017 #then I know I was in at least 2 in HS from 2013-2015 so like #and at least 2 others as a kid before I could drive #so historically like every 2-4 years I end up in a car crash somehow and it's getting suspicious #but also I quit driving after the 2017 accident and have only drove like 4 times since then soooo maybe that's part of it #personal