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giulsherondale · 3 years

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"Welcome Eda!"

Ehm Balca, dear, this is not your home so please don't behave like it is... Ahh my nerves.

And more the earrings tactic... Soo childish. I really can't stand her.

Loved that Eda literally throw the popcorn into Serkan's belly😂

And Sirius at the end, I love my son.

Honestly... I really love Ferit and Ceren together. They are so cute, and I love how Ferit is trying to correct his mistake. He confesses that he is love with her, that he constantly thinks about her. So sweet.

Serkan telling Eda that the first time they met she used the same tactic of Balca because she forget her bag in his car. I love flirty Serkan and the fact that he remembers everything about Eda and their relationship.

The bet, honestly this is only the pretext so that Serkan can take Eda to Paris and have a romantic moment so the two of them.

"What does Efe wants?"

"You heard. I said I'll talk to him in the office."

"How strange. Not answering anyone's calls, and doesn't answer questions. But he calls you."

"I still work for him Serkan. Did you forgot? Okay, let's move on to our bet. Perhaps you agree that I won."

"I've told you. Nothing is clear yet."

"What has to happen for you to understand? How much clearer should it be? She ordered the same dish."

"Maybe."

"She said she was interested in the stars."

"Everyone loves stars."

"This was not enough, she also said 'Love' looking into your eyes Serkan."

"I think when she talked about love she was thinking about another person Eda."

"She answered by looking at you."

"Who else Eda? There were two people in front of her. Either you or me. Should she look at the salt shaker?"

"Either you are really stupid, or you pretend not to understand. Okay. It won't last long. It is seen, in a couple of days she will already confess her love to you."

"And you will win the bet right?"

"Of course. It's not my business."

"I agree."

"At the end of the day, what matters is how you respond to Balca's attention."

"You're right. This is a special topic that only concerns me and Balca. This is between us."

"Between you? There is something? Then I will call her."

"Eda sit down please. You..."

"I'm not jealous of you Serkan Bolat."

"You're not jealous... Really?"

"Think for yourself what could have been. Is this funny?"

"Okay... But I'm jealous of you like crazy. What to do about it?"

"You crossed the boundaries again. We'd better have coffee in the office."

"Let's have coffe here."

"I have something important to discuss with Efe. We will have coffee in the office."

"Efe can wait."

"Then I'll send him a message."

"No emoji."

This was hilarious. Eda kicking Serkan under the table and Balca was obviously flirting all the time. I loved Eda expression, she was so jealous. Serkan is soo smart, I think that he is well aware that Balca is flirting with him and he pretend not to see in order to push Eda to near to him. My smart babe.

Engin and Piril... I really like them. They are opposite of each other but they are so in love. And I think their love is actually more stronger that the difference they have. And they take out the best part of each other.

"As if there is an invisible connection between them."

Balca, dear, believe me there is... There is. So better not to put your nose between Eda and Serkan because nothing will change.

"Your coffee Eda Yildiz. Much better now. When you aren't stressed, you're becoming even more beautiful."

"Don't stress me out then."

"I don't."

This moment was so sweet and romantic. Obviously ruined by Balca. And then when Eda takes his coffee mug I was laughing out loud. Love that my girl is marching HER territory.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING BALCA?! I think she is really stupid because of course by removing the paper in the dossier Serkan will lose faith in Eda but you're damaging everyone and the holding too. She's so silly. And Balca even said that she felt hurt by seeing Eda and Serkan close the night before... Darling you know him for two days what the hell???? I hate her really.

Soo the interview and the photoshoot aren't enough... Balca you aren't spending too much time alone with Serkan and you even ask him to get a photo together and post it... Balca age 33... Balca real age 10.

"Well, until I'm 100% sure, this bet will continue Eda."

"What else should happen to make you 100% sure? What else? I'm just wondering."

"For example... When she look at me I have to feel that everything inside of her melts... When she's trying not to show her excitement... I have to see it by the way she look away... And when she try to stand firm... I have to see that her heart starts to beat faster... In her breath, in her voice, in her scent, even in her veins... I must feel this love."

"Serkan..."

"When she says my name... I must feel everything inside of her tremble."

TOO MUCH HOTNESS IN THIS SCENE🔥

Serkan reads her like a book... Honestly I don't know what to say about this scene... It speaks for itself. And plus new Serkan is enjoying his life, especially when he has the woman who he's in love with in front of him... Ahh Serkan❤️

"I really need Serkan"

Sorry Balca maybe I did not understand well... You NEED Serkan? For what? I really don't get her and I think I never will.

"His partner will arrive tomorrow and he wanted me to bring some flowers to his house and get everything in order."

"You went to his house? While I was doing the interview, you were at this man's house?"

"Yes I was. But there was nobody here. So I left some flowers and left. Anything else?"

"What kind of psycho would want flowers in his house? Is he romantic?"

"What's the problem? At least he doesn't have any allergies."

"And I also have another kind of allergy."

"What kind?"

"I'm allergic to Efe. I don't trust him."

"You should trust me. I know what's right and what's wrong."

Ohhh Eda, honey, you don't have an idea how wrong you are... And I love that Serkan says that he's allergic to Efe. My jealous boy.

I really like boys time, I like when Serkan, Engin and Ferit are together. And every each of them have some suspects on Efe,his behavior and the secret partner.

"You won."

"What?"

"You won."

"What did I win?"

"You won the bet."

"What bet?"

"Serkan, you won the bet."

"Ah... Are you sure?"

"I'm sure. Balca is a little in doubt, so it happened. But she may still like you."

"Of course."

"I'm sure about it. You cannot change my opinion. She's just not running after you. As a result you won I lost."

"As a result, then, we are going to have dinner in Paris."

"It seems to me not to worth so many adventures. We can just go to that restaurant with flowers..."

"No no. A bet is a bet. Is it not? Therefore, after the results of the tender are announced tomorrow, we will take my plane and fly to Paris."

"It seems that I have no other choice."

GIVE US EDSER IN PARIS PLEASE✨❤️

During the ice skating scene was like the director told them to do whatever they want, have fun with each other, just be themselves. And I think we saw that, everyone was having fun, was laughing. In fact I really loved the scene it was one of my favorite of the whole episode.

"What?"

"I haven't laughed like that for a long time. It did me good."

"Me too."

"You keep well on ice."

"Ah yes? I am good in the air, on the ground, on the ice, in the elevators when you're around."

"Stop showing off. And when I'm not there?"

"You are always there. And you always will."

"Maybe tomorrow... Instead of going to Paris, can we eat fish and bread on the water front?"

"I will never agree. We will fly to Paris anyway. Have you ever benn to Paris before?"

"No. If you've noticed, I don't even ask you."

"I went. But to be honest, this is the first time I'm so worried."

"You probably planned everything hourly now. What are we going to do?"

"Yes. We will have a wonderful tourist route. First we will climb the Eiffel Tower, and then visit the best cafes and pastry shops. We will dine in restaurants. And then we will meet the order over the Seine. And then the Bridge of Arts and the Bridge of Lovers. But of course, none of this worries me so much..."

"Yes? What worries you?"

"Get lost with you in Montmartre."

"You won't get lost. You will not be lost anywhere. It seems to me that you even have a map of places where you are going in your head."

"You're right. But I've never been there before."

"Why?"

"Because I gave myself my word. I promised myself that I would go there with the girl that I really love. And it's you."

"Suddenly it got hot..."

Plus we got Serkan saying "Mon amour, je t'aime" and when she said that she understood what he said Serkan throw the ultimate romantic bomb "Because love has no linguage".

THIS IS POETIC CINEMA✨

Who the hell is Piril father?!😳

He has to be someone really important. He even has the guards.

And the final... Boommm... Grandma has come. I can't wait to see her and her plans.. In the fragment we saw that she will help Balca with Serkan because se has a "future husband" for Eda... Clearly grandma has no idea who Serkan Bolat is, he will never give up on Eda. Moreover I think that grandma arrivals is the thing that will unite Aydan, Ayfer, Eda and Serkan. They will work as a team against grandma. I can't wait to see it.

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acertainsomeone · 3 years

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Finding us- EdSer one shot

If he had any doubts before, this incident cleared them altogether. Eda Yildiz had not only taken over his holding and life but his dog as well. He couldn't come to terms with the fact that his best friend, his dog, whom he had brought up since he was a baby, had turned his back on him. Ever since he proposed to Selin, Eda had asked Seyfi bey to get Sirius back to Bolat place. Not that she didn't love him anymore, she found it appropriate that the dog was returned to his rightful owner. She didn't wish anymore for Serkan to treat her worse, if fate planned, his memories will come back otherwise she was not going to desperately beg him to choose her over Selin. It wasn't about pride. Her love was much more than self-respect. She realized that Serkan was scared of her because she managed to strike chords of his heart that were nonexistent for him. If she pushed him further, if she hovered over his head, he would be irked and god forbid if something serious happened to his health, she won't be able to forgive herself.

Sirius wasn't home, this was twice in the last three days that he had managed to escape. Serkan's pride was too much to call Eda and ask her to pay a visit to Sirius. Usually, he came back wagging his tail, it wasn't hard to spot him around but this time Serkan panicked. He checked the entire neighborhood and every possible place where Sirius could've gone. He had lost his memories; he couldn't afford to lose him.

"Where are you oğlum ?" He drove across the seats of Istanbul in apprehension. His heart skipped a beat thinking of a much worse possibility. Sirius wasn't among those dogs who get along with people, forget strangers.

What if somebody tried to harm him?

It wasn't hard to come across such crackheads, who would hurt animals for their pleasure.

"Alo" Serkan answered his phone in panic upon seeing Eda's name on the screen. She was going to chide him enough for being so careless.

As if he wasn't to be blamed in her eyes already

"No need to wander around the streets, Sirius is with me. I'm sending you the location. Hadi gel." Her voice was devoid of any emotions, she didn't let him speak and hung up asap.

Did he make a mistake?

What was this place? And why would Sirius come here? He wondered while climbing the steps of the apartment. He entered and found a wounded Sirius lying in Eda's lap. He was asleep, and Eda was caressing his head.

"SIRIUS!" He cried in panic, and Eda glared at him for being so loud.

"Shhhh you're gonna wake him."

'What happened?" He asked incredulously. Sitting beside Eda, caressing his only best friend with affection.

"I think he ran from your place - to find me. He would've expected me to be at the park. Few children hit him there. Thankfully, I was there for a walk and spotted him immediately."

"What park? I checked all places where he could be."

"There are places that became Sirius's preference, if not yours." She rolled her eyes

"Anyways Serkan, tell me in all honesty, can you take care of him or not? I can't risk his life like this."

He was about to fight back with a 'he's my dog' but he knew that would've turned into a nasty conversation. He owed a thank you to Eda.

"Teşekkürler Eda."

Eda looked at him plainly. It was hurting him to see her eyes without that love he was used to seeing ever since he came back. Why was it bothering him? He pushed her away, that's what he wanted.

"You stay with him tonight. He needs to rest."

"What is this place?" Serkan asked

"Home." She sighed in reverence. "I mean your home, you shifted here."

"Neden."

"I'll leave that story for your fiancé to tell after all she had been telling you everything, and you only believe her."

Eda picked her bag and stood up. "There's food in the fridge. Sirius's food is by the coffee table. And- your room is upstairs." She seemed in a hurry. He felt she was only telling him this to fulfill an obligation. He could feel her restless. But why? He had no idea

Serkan examined his room carefully. He was amazed Selin hadn't told him about moving out. The bedroom screamed that he was in a relationship with her Eda Yildiz.

Yok, the bed was made and broken lamps were fixed.

It had their memories. Her memories and belongings. Belongings that he would've never allowed in his premises.

Her clothes and undergarments were piled up along his. Her toothbrush and other toiletries were neatly placed in the bathroom. It didn't seem that they were placed there recently.

A weird sensation was pulling him towards those things. He ran his fingers through her belongings, having flashbacks. They were vivid.

For the first time, he heard her cackling voice too. It was blurry but even his bones could tell that they were in bed, and – he was doing things to make her laugh.

It can't be me

He shook his head in denial.

Serkan opened a drawer and found a USB. It wasn't the USB that grabbed his attention but the flower and note attached to it. That was his handwriting

"For us to remember all the good times- just in case."

***

"Serkannn!! Would you stop? Look at my state." A sleepy yet annoyed Eda shrieked at Serkan, who was prolly filming a video. He chuckled at her words, not paying attention to whatever she said.

"Eda I know how you look like without clothes." She threw a pillow at his head, and the video disrupted. "Watch out!"

"Are you filming us naked in bed?"

"Hayır, I'm filming this for us to remember that you can't stay mad at me for long." He replied in amusement. This was one of those nights when she had been mad at him but they made out in less than a moment.

"You think too highly of yourself Serkan bolat."

"I've got the brightest star for myself. Shouldn't I?"

"Can you stop this? I have to get up Serkan!"

"How about first you record a message for an 80-year-old Eda, who might've forgotten me?"

"How are you sure that it can't be you."

"I love you way too much to forget you. More than you could. We can bet on that." He winked at her shamelessly

"Tamam." She wasn't going to fight him on this. Eda moved forward cautiously wrapping her naked self with the duvet and kissed Serkan on the tip of his nose.

"This message is for old, yet madly in love Mr. and Mrs. Bolat! No matter how hard the times are, no matter how grave misunderstandings can be, no matter how bleak the road of hope is, we will find our way back, together."

"Always." He said with a smile and pulled her into a kiss. The video was for them so it didn't matter if it was all being recorded in that state.

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We don't choose our parents, we don't choose our family, and at times life doesn't allow us to choose our partner as well. He would've never in his right mind made an illogical choice of falling for Eda Yildiz.

Yet he did

Did he make a mistake?

Because all that he had given her in this relationship was pain, so far.

The video brought back a bunch of memories. Their first kiss, first fight, first night, and the last goodbye.

Serkan was mercilessly driving on the empty roads of Istanbul. It was raining heavily and he was drenched. This rain could've made him sick, terribly

But did he even care anymore?

He had hurt the most important person in his life. He ruined everything

How could he forget her of all people? Serkan always claimed to love Eda more than she could. His love was fragile

He sobbed mercilessly, wishing to hit the car somewhere and end this pain. Events of the past few weeks circulated in front of his eyes. The way he was indifferent towards her. The way he resisted her touch and broke her heart all over again.

I never deserved her

He smacked his head against the steering wheel. His tears blocked his vision and he had no idea that he was driving beyond the speed limit with an absolutely insane state of mind.

Suddenly it grew all dark. He couldn't see anything. It felt that the steering wheel was moving in its own direction

All he could hear was noise. Eda's cries and his broken promises.

He was sitting in the police station absentmindedly. Eda was completing the formalities. They hadn't had any eye contact so far else he would've started crying right there. She took him by his arm as if he was lifeless.

"Serkan noldu? You were absolutely fine when I left." She asked him apprehensively, careful not to touch him. "Do you want me to call someone? Selin-"

She stopped immediately. He looked at her for the first time.

The gaze

Eda caught her breath. It was him.

It was really him

She knew that man

Those eyes, they weren't of a stranger. Those eyes recognized her, and she had seen love for her in them. But why was she seeing something stronger than love right now? Anguish

"Serkan!" She gasped unbelievingly. Her hands wrapped around his face possessively as if he'd leave this time if she didn't hold him tight

"I-" he was struggling with words. Should he tell her how scared he was when the pilot told them that the plane was going to crash? How he cursed himself for leaving her behind? Or how much he loves her? Where do I begin

Eda sobbed with happiness. She did not know what to say anymore. He was there, right in front of her. Her Serkan. Her robot bolat

The man who loved her

They were sitting at the shore. Looking blankly at the sea. The waves were calm but their hearts weren't. He had held her hand, and the grip was so strong that it was hurting her a bit but she didn't complain۔

"Eda" he broke the silence

"I don't even have words to ask for your forgiveness. I made another mistake, I broke your heart once again, didn't fulfill my promise, and became the reason for your tears." He was stuttering۔ words weren't leaving his mouth easily whereas Eda kept on looking at him with tears in her eyes

"What I did in the last few weeks can't be forgiven. I've hurt you. I won't beg you to return back to me. I can't make mistakes repeatedly and expect you to stand by the road waiting for me. I-" He stopped and his voice broke further

"Eda you might not want me back in your life but can you please forgive me? One last time? I won't be able to live with the fact that you hate me. Just don't hate me please"

He was begging her, his hands joined together in front of her pleading for forgiveness. His eyes were screaming in pain. He won't be able to bear that hate in this heart. If she stopped caring for him, he won't even bat an eye, but accepting the fact that she despises him? Serkan Bolat would die.

He knew he was being selfish. Yet again, he was thinking of himself. But he was selfish, he never deserved someone as selfless as Eda Yildiz. He disgraced their love, he ruined their relationship, and now if she wished to discontinue this fragile relationship, he won't subject.

"I failed our love Eda. I failed you." She could tell that he was not able to breathe properly. Eda's heart sunk the moment he adjoined his hands in front of her. With each pleading, it felt as if someone was squeezing her heart mercilessly.

"Fate failed us Serkan." She sniffed between her sobs. Her hands cupped his face immediately. She wanted to protect him, she wanted to curl his masculine self among her soft frame. She wished to provide him that comfort and safety his heart seek for the last few months.

He was asking her to forgive him. He feared that she hated him now. How could she?

Serkan had become more than a partner for her, he was a part of her. We don't detach ourselves from what lies within us.

He looked at her disbelievingly. Eda wiped his face with her palms. No more crying. They had enough, more than enough. The pain they had endured was enough for a lifetime.

"We'll leave. Somewhere far away, nobody could find us. Away from this mess, this hate, this chaos. Serkan we have each other. We are not going to let them ruin our happiness."

Was she for real?

"Tamam?" Eda pestered. He nodded in return, unable to say something.

"Seni cok seviyorum." Serkan mumbled only for her to hear as she adorned his face with delicate kisses.

"I have so much to tell you." She sighed in between.

"Where are you taking us?" He did not know why he was asking this. It didn't matter, the question came out of his mouth involuntarily.

"We are going to look for phoenixes." He did not know what that meant but he need not ask. As long as she was there, he didn't have to worry about anything. Eda embraced him protectively like a child. He was in his safe haven.

He was finally saved from the crash.

#eda yildiz #edser #serkan bolat #sen çal kapimi #sen cal kapimi #sen çal kapımı #sen cal kapımı #turkishdizi #hande erçel #kerem bürsin #edser fic

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djemsostylist · 3 years

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Wait, Serkan's daughter is kept from him and HE'LL be the one begging? If a secret child must be the premise of the season, the only storyline I will accept is Serkan going to court to obtain joint custody and Eda spending the whole season apologizing. Only he refuses to get back together because he can't get 5 years of that relationship back. I'm sure it'll be his fault though! He'll probably say that he doesn't want kids & Eda breaks up w/ him (Ayse never wrote the scenes where he said he did)

Dude, the Serkan hate is real. Anon, I am nearly 100% sure that is EXACTLY what is going to happen. This is somehow all gonna end up Serkan's fault--they'll get into a fight for some reason/he will push her away, and then he'll say something about being glad they don't have kids/not wanting kids/never wanting to be a dad etc etc, and Eda will be all 😭 and then run away to Italy, find out she is pregnant (or else already found out and went to tell him when the fight happened) and be all "Well I can't tell him about the baby bc he said he didn't want kids" and then all the Eda fans will be like "A Queen!" and then I'll have to leave the internet forever.

I'm with you. Ayse didn't write Serkan talking about wanting kids so it never happened, and also she tends to write everything as being his fault (or at the very least tends to paint Eda as always the one being hurt). And I'm willing to bet that at some point Eda will be tearily leaving Istanbul with their daughter and Serkan will have to chase her because ✨parallels. But I agree--my dude should sue for custody first so she can't run with the kid, and then spend all his focus and time on getting to know his daughter and fuck having a relationship with Eda again bc if she didn't think he wanted to know his child/be in their life and obviously didn't trust him/respect him enough to tell him than she clearly doesn't know him at all and I'm kinda tired of Serkan having to prove he is worthy of being loved. So.

(I should note here that part of what I loved about early Edser was that they both made mistakes and were imperfect and didn't know how to communicate and share and it made it easy to see where they were both coming from, and that through the first breakup I understood both of them. I just don't think Eda is always "the right one" while Serkan is always "the asshole" like a large majority of the fandom seems to think).

#sen çal kapımı #sck #thanks anon for my daily dose of purging this is really helping me get over this season before it starts lol #please continue to hit me up #anonymous

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moodypetrichorlove · 4 years

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So Efe messes up Serkan's plans for the renovation leading to him losing the sports complex project along with his credibility. (Can I just say how my love for Kerem Bürsin and his acting just increases with each passing episode? Because it does and because he's an amazing actor! From dialogue delivery to body language! That last scene today literally gave me goosebumps thanks to the intensity and emotions rolling off of Serkan! 😭)

I can't believe Efe would do something like that. I mean I knew he had ulterior motives and plans for Serkan and I knew he was shady, but doing something that could potentially put someone's life at stake? There were people in the house! There was a little baby there!

Vay be! Çok güzel, Efe bey, çok! 👏🏻😠👏🏻

Also, if grandma really is behind Efe then wow, the vengefulness is real. I can see why Eda doesn't like her. 😤

I'm glad Eda took the initiative and went to talk to Serkan at the end, and to try to calm him down. Her worry and concern for him were so prominent thoughout the end. And I love her for telling him that she believes in him and in the fact that he couldn't have made that mistake. I think I get it now, what the synopsis for this episode meant by the statement that "Eda's attitude in Efe's game will lead the Edser relationship to a different point". Eda's faith in Serkan's architectural abilities, his dedication and sincerity to his work will definitely help Serkan get back on track and look for answers. 💜

And, oh when he finds out Efe's involvement in this incident, Efe better run. I'm hoping Serkan ends Efe's career. Brutally. 😠😂

Anyway, fingers crossed for the next episode. Absolutely loved this one. Will rewatch tomorrow with subtitles for sure!

#sen çal kapimi #sen çal kapımı #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #edser #eda x serkan #otp: duygularımız karşılıklı #otp: ruhikizim #SCK #turkish series #kerem bürsin #hande erçel

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coolcatkerr · 3 years

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Eda + Serkan || Lover

"Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever?"

Is it possible to know this song and not sing along whilst watching this video? If you manage it let me know as I have sung the whole time I created it and then every time I reviewed this edit 😂🤣

Serkan really would go wherever Eda is. Her heart is his home. Eda just too stubborn this episode to vocalise it's the same for her too.

Honestly clowned myself thinking we would get a kiss at Ice rink but I trust

Ayşe Üner hands in making their reunion epic. I am torn on if I want hot passion or something super cute, is it possible to merge the two?

I know for a fact if they reunite next episode I will use Snow Patrol - Just Say Yes (reworked version) as this song has literally been on loop in head and it won't get out until I do the edit. So Ayşe please release me from this song loop!!

Honestly, I want some god damn curtain action again - can't believe I am now in fact in love with those stupid curtains. Bring them back to Serkan's new bedroom, pleeease.

So I am waiting to see what Fragman 2 provides us before solidify the next song I will use. I have a few floating around but only if trailer gives a certain narrative.

Since that first one gave not much Edser beyond that lovely supportive look between them and him giving her water with lemon in it (omg my fragile heart) I am hoping tomorrow night we will be in chaos because they give us an A M A Z I N G trailer filled with such a promise of LOOOOOOVE.

Song: Taylor Swift - Lover

#sen çal kapımı #edser #eda x serkan #eda yıldız #serkan bolat #kerem bürsin #hande erçel #fanvidfeed #fanvideo #hanker #Lover #taylor swift #Youtube

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whoisjuliee · 3 years

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This episode it was a disappointment for good reason:

— why are we forced to watch the botched romance between Ayfer and Alex when they overshadow Edser? honestly, we barely saw any scenes together. they're the main characters, we want to see them.

— Ceren is slowly becoming a jealous psychopath from a likeable personality whose background story we didn't know, so everything is so vague. dear writers, give for us directions so we can put together what happened.

— Deniz was the character I dared to say was the perfect friend, the perfect character in the show, who wouldn't disappoint, who would support Eda, and he stabbed not only her in the back, but us too.

I know they're putting in a lot of hard work making an episode, but it's a pretty consedesting mistake that they can't handle the time. It's been a couple of weeks after the new year's eve scene, so it was the end of january when Serkan's accident happen and plus with that two-month time jump it's march, so valentine's day is out and the wedding is premature.

#sen çal kapımı #eda yıldız #edser #hande ercel #hanker #serkan bolat #kerem bursin #turkish series

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alicekepley · 3 years

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Hi Paloma 👋 Thank you for always answering my asks 😊.

The episode was perfect from beginning to end. Edser at the doctor and Serkan taking a pic of the baby were beautiful scenes and then it was funny to see him with Engin trying to discover the baby's gender 😂.

Once again, the moms appeared to give suggestions on how to know if it's a boy or a girl 😂.

Also, to see Piril mad while Engin was so calm trying to make her feel the same way was a sweet moment. They're a great couple 💕.

Poor Serkan when someone else felt the baby kicking but not him and I can't believe that finally, we know the reason why Erdem couldn't be fired. I never thought of that. As soon as I saw him wearing the black suit it made me laugh. He's always funny and didn't miss the chance to speak nonsense and make Serkan lose patience 😂.

Besides that, the kids saying they are getting married was cute and funny as well as seeing Aydan trying to do things for her mother in law and looking for the ring 😂.

Serkan and the new doctor drove Eda crazy that she forgot Serkan's birthday but it was beautiful to see Melo organizing everything for his birthday party. She said she will do it and it came true. She was very excited 💕. Their friendship is amazing. She adores him very much 😊.

Kiraz hugging Eda's belly and being jealous of the baby were adorable and funny moments as well as her suggestion to call him like a vegetable 😂.

For the second time, we have watched Serkan's birthday but this time he is surrounded by all the people who love and appreciate him and finally, he felt the baby kicking 💕. Loved to see Seyfi singing HBD. He was very excited and the hug between Kemal and Serkan was a special moment 😊.

Now, it makes sense the hospital scene and can't wait for the next and last episode. It's been wonderful to have decided to watch SÇK and enjoy doing it weekly ❤.

hi, martha! no, thank YOU for sharing your thoughts with me every week. it has been one hell of a ride and it is sad that the last message from the bölüm is going to be approaching soon.

the scene where he takes the photo is so funny because after doing that he goes to eda and hugs her with this smile like he hasn't done anything lmao. serkan and engin trying to go from using a magnifier to talking to the ladies it was hilarious. serkan arrived home asking a bunch of questions to eda and he was like " SOUR?????" so funny!

eda and piril's friendship on this season has been so nice to see from beginning to end.

I laughed SO hard during the scene with erdem because he went to art life to apologize and for engin to drop that boom was so good. and serkan throwing him books at him was too funny. kerem has really good aim!

aydan wanted to get rid of that ring SO fast lmao that at the end she was glad it was lost until it was not. honestly, I wouldn't mind if we ever get a can/kiraz spin off because these two are the cutest thing!

I laughed with kiraz and her suggestion. "I am a fruit so let him be a vegetable and a lil chubby" SGHAJDGASDASHD

the birthday scene was really sweet. melo kept her promised and throw him a birthday party <3 eda looking at him been truly happy and soaking up the moment made me emo because it was like hande was saying goodbye. serkan telling her that this was his second best birthday made me so so emo and the way they both said "cupcake" <333333 ugh, my babies!

serkan deserved to have kemal from the very start but due to circumstances he was raised by someone who didn't love him. glad he has him now and that he knows that he is worth it.

next episode is going to be so hilarious but so sad at the same time. I am going to be laughing one minute and then crying the next. this dizi has been my life for 11 months and I am not ready to let them go.

#thank you for always passing by <3 #questions

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i thought the talks that edser had in this ep were great. then i watched w subs & she's still keeping her distance after she promised they would make a new start. she comes to his door & says they can't be together & they just don't talk about that? serkan is really underestimating babaanne & i'm just afraid he's gonna get his heart broken again. her still being hesitant about them just makes me think she'll be fine to leave him if she thinks she's protecting him. it'll be an easy choice for her

(cont) so yeah eda, no matter how much she loves him, still doesn't know if she wants to/can be with him, she didn't want to spend new year's with him so i think that if babaanne threatens him w jail (although idk how that's gonna work? he hasn't done anything) she'll give in to her instead of trying to come up w another plan. how is she gonna fight for her relationship with serkan if she doesn't even know that she wants one? so she'll be lowkey relieved when babaanne makes up her mind for her

> I think you’re making her out to be more indecisive and passive than she is. She knows she wants to be with Serkan, in episode 19 I think she made that comment about how she knows there’s no one else for her, and yes since ep 20, they’ve been real start-and-stop, but there’s been multiple times where Eda’s been willing to hear serkan out and make an attempt to get things on a better path, with the dinner at the end of 20, going over to his house at the end of 22, accepting the dinner in Paris in 23. Or even when she decided not to leave the company in this episode after serkan showed how disappointed and hurt he was by the suggestion was her showing her love for him. So I feel like it’s not really a matter of whether or not she wants to be with him, it’s more so whether or not she can stop overthinking things and take that final leap into trusting him again. Honestly, it kinda reminds me of Serkan back in the day, what was it ep8? When Selin was asking him what his heart was telling him vs what logic was telling him. Logic is telling Eda, no you can’t trust him, you can’t be with him, but her heart is telling her that she still loves him and she always will.

I mean the writers could do anything, but I feel like the eda we’ve come to know up until this point, wouldn’t just roll over like that to babaanne because it’s easier than having to make up her mind. I really think for Eda to give in to babaanne, she’d have to threaten Serkan with something really, really bad. This whole jail situation could have made Eda realize just how far babaanne is willing to go and could make her give in, or maybe babaanne does something much worse. And if she does give in, then I don’t think it’ll be an easy choice for her, much like how Serkan chosing to break up with her wasn’t an easy choice. It’d definitely be her having to chose between happiness or not ruining Serkan’s life and everything he’s worked so hard for. Also, I feel like they didn’t talk about the fact that she said that they couldn’t be together because they both kinda knew that was just a bullshit excuse for eda to show up at his door. I don’t think it was really meant to be taken all that seriously.

#sen çal kapımı #sck ask #sck spoilers #anonymous

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anaunicornzebra · 5 years

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Let's Talk about EDS...

So let's talk about EDS, shall we! EDS is short for Ehlers Danlos Syndrome(s) and is a connective tissue disorders that can be inherited and or not. It varies how both affect the body. The most general characteristics of EDS is joint hypermobility, skin hypersensitivity and tissue fragility. There are currently 13 subtypes to EDS.

Ok, now that we got all the general information out of the way, let me share with you how EDS personally affects me. I have two of the subtypes of EDS. I have what is called hEDS or Hypermobility and I also have Cardiac-Valvular EDS. The hypermobility of EDS affects specifically my shoulders, fingers, hips, and knees a lot. I have had countless dislocations of each joint mentioned. I have awaken out of my sleep to my hip being dislocated or sublax (partial dislocation) many times in these past 4 years of being diagnosed. I have had scoliosis as a child and had a failed spinal fusion. There is days where the chronic joint pain or just pain in general can be overbearing. The Cardiac-Valvular EDS mainly affects the mitral valve and other valves of the heart. These valves can easily become ruptured which would not be a good thing at all.

At this present time EDS is affecting me with my balance and I use a walker out in public and at home sometimes so I don't fall as much. My gastrointestinal area is very much affected at the moment with laryngeal and esophageal spasms, food moving at super turtle speed down my esophagus which also has a narrowing towards the end where the food enters my stomach area. Food that does get to my stomach, sometimes just sits and ferments. My larynx is spasms and it affects how I speak at the moment and how I eat. Also at this present moment, my husband and I have to puree my food so I won't choke. I can literally feel the food slowly work it's way down. I've even choked on my own saliva. Yep, painful indeed. I felt you clutch your pearls and chest honey!

Life with EDS for me hasn't been the most easily yet I truly try not to allow what is beyond my control kill my spirit or vibes. Ehlers Danlos Syndrome not only affects those who have it physically, it has very much effects on our emotional and mental health as well. I've even been put in a mental facility because doctors didn't first believe me before I was diagnosed. We have been told several things by doctors and nurses that you would never dreamed of like my absolute favorite "It's just all in your head!" I think almost every EDSer I know have heard that line before!

The thing is EDS isn't all in my head. Yet there was times when my mental health has challenged me to even think otherwise. I'm learning more and more about this incurable disease that I can't allow what is beyond my control kill me. I'm human now and I still battle depression and anxiety yet I've learned more alternative ways to handle it like guided meditations, crystal singing bowls sessions and even essentials oils*.

So there you have it! That's EDS and how it affects me. Everyone that has EDS are not the same. Some of us have similarities yet not always the exact same symptoms or situations regarding our bodies. There are some of us that look so good it's like "Nah, you can't be sick!", or "Well you look good, so I don't see it!". I get that a lot! Unfortunately that is what an invisible disease is. You could look perfectly fine while your insides literally falling apart. You know the old saying... Never judge a book by its cover.... Well that's the message I truly want to get out about EDS. Just because some of us doesn't look physically and visibly sick doesn't mean there isn't something going on. I hope that me sharing my story will encourage those who read this to learn more about EDS. We need more researchers! We need to find a cure! It could be YOU, that can get us the next steps closer to finding a way to end this disease. I ask you to feel free to share this blog with anyone you may know, because we all know sharing is caring!!

*disclaimer some alternative medicine and or health approaches may not work for each person. Please consult your physician about anything treatments that is not of your every day use.

#ehlers danlos syndrome #invisibledisease #incurable #zebrastrong #informative #blog post #raredisease #mixed girls #mixed race #mixedgirlmagic #atlanta

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"Now she is so glad that we are fighting because we give her what she wants."

I loved how Serkan tried to calm down Eda when they meet Semiha. And he's so intelligent that he knows exactly that grandma is only waiting that Eda go mad and make mistakes. She enjoy seeing her angry and Serkan knows that. My smart baby boy.

"Serkan will be mine."

Balca make me laugh... Dear... Serkan will be your only in your dreams... Perhaps...

"Eda Bolat... Eda Bolat. See how beautiful you smile. This is what we must do in the office in front of your grandmother."

"Serkan..."

"I'm listening..."

"You make me angry."

"Great. That's exactly what I wanted. Therefore I asked to write so. So that you get a little angry, splash out the negative, fell on me and then calm down. But you're not as angry as I expected."

"Because before that, you had already done what I should have been more angry with."

"But still... It's nice to hear that right? Eda Bolat."

"Serkan are we going to talk about this now?"

"No. But face it, I know what I'm doing. Eda Bolat. Anyways... I think this should be our topic for discussion."

Honestly... How many times did Serkan said Eda Bolat? Too many... But... I'm not complaining... On the contrary I loved that. And Eda Bolat sounds actually really good.

"Your grandmother is now a partner of the company, came here and finally show her face, and she will take revenge on me for my father. She wants to bankrupt me, devide us and ruin my life. Right? She won't succeed, so calm down. She can't do that."

I'm not so sure about that but I love that Serkan is so determined and sicure about himself, and I think that he doesn't want to show his worries at Eda.

"She will do what she did to my parents Serkan. But I'm not strong as you."

In this exact moment Eda shoe us that she is only 23. I often forget this because she is so mature but she is actually so young.

"You are the one who destroyed my family."

Semiha broke the flower holder where Serkan has put Eda's flower. I'm so mad and broken. Maybe I read too much in this scene but I think that this is a metaphor to Edser love. So Semiha will destroy Eda and Serkan love.

Aydan and Ayfer are the duo that I didn't know I needed. They are so hilarious, love them.

"What is her problem?"

"The problem is of course me. She came because of me. She will heal my wounds, change, you see. It turns out that you blinded me... She said so."

"Serkan blinded you? She said that."

"Yes."

"So everyone can see that you are madly in love with me except you."

"If you scoff, then I'm leaving."

"Don't go."

"Serkan I'm taking about..."

"What are you talking about?"

"I thought... If I leave the company..."

"What?"

"If I move away from the company, she may change her mind."

"That's it... You quit?"

"I do not quit, but move away."

"I understand you very well."

"Then why are you looking at me like that? What?"

"In this life you can so easily give up on me, is that so?"

"I didn't say that. You misunderstood."

"Yes. Maybe I misunderstood you from the very beginning Eda..."

I felt so sorry for Serkan in this moment. Serkan has always fought for Eda and their love. And now he feels that she is abandoning him, and we know that everyone he loves, in his life abandoned him. My poor babe. Sorry but Eda this time you are sooo wrong.

"Try to understand me. Before you I was like a machine. I was a flesh and blood man who went to work. Then you came and touched my heart and a lot has changed for me. And then you abruptly removed your hand from my heart. I cannot be as automated now as I used to be. And without you I can't bear the burden on my heart. Eda... Let it be your grandmother or any other problem... If your hand is on my heart... Then I'm ready for anything."

THIS SCENE WAS HOTTT🔥

Serkan was so sad in this scene, because he thinks that when there will be a problem Eda will always run away from him. She is his air, he cannot live without her. And he wants to spend the new year night with her😍.

I think that everyone should listen to Leyla, if she doesn't trust Balca and Semiha there is a reason. I repeat we should all listen to Leyla.

Balca make me laugh pt. 2. She is completely crazy, she admits that she knows Serkan only for a few days and says to Semiha that she is not in love with him... But she is right because she is not in love... But now that I think about it she is right... Because she is not in love with him... She is completely obsessed with him. She is so cringe.

"Eda... Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. I'm fine... Tonight I will have nightmares again."

"Nightmares? Why?"

"Because... When I was little my mother bought me a wishes bracelet."

"What is it?"

"On it there are figures, symbols, such as a star or a heart."

"Ah ok, got it."

"These are symbols of your desires. After my parents died, my grandmother came to pick me up, I told you. She wanted to take me to Mardin. At home she talked to my aunt, and I heard everything. I was very young but I remember. They were talking very loudly, I... I run away from home. I run away and began to run. I ran, I ran... There was a hill behind our house. I rolled head over heels from this hill... And when I fell... I broke my bracelet. Lost it. I cried, not because of my wounds, but because I had lost it. And then... In every nightmare I did, I did the same thing. I escaped from somewhere... I run, I run as if someone is following me. All the time I run away and I'm so scared to see the same thing."

"Come here. Come. The Eda Yildiz I know... Doesn't run from anything. So I'm sure you won't run away."

My poor baby Eda. She really has a tough life.

Honestly... The suits scene doesn't has any sense... But the chemistry was on fire🔥

"Serkan doesn't like to spend special days with everyone. Only with the loved ones."

That means not you Balca. So back off thank you.

Serkan face when he sees the throne😂

And obviously Serkan has a plans for grandma situation. I love my smart and calculating boy.

"One time, the most beautiful, the smartes and at the same time the woman who I liked the most told me that lemon reduces stress."

Loving and caring Serkan is the best.

"I'm not an easy target for you Mrs. Semiha. You will give your shares to Serkan and leave."

"So you decide when I have to leave Eda? The time I spend here depends on you."

"How does it depend on me?"

"Are you the lover of this Serkan Bolat?"

"No."

"You are interested in each other."

"We have a past. These are the connections of the past."

"There is nothing stronger than blood ties. In time you will understand this. You deserve better than Serkan Bolat."

"You know me very well. Bravo!"

"I'm trying to find out. I have great ideas for you."

"None of them interests me."

"Okay. I'll ask the questions differently. Are you interested in Serkan Bolat?"

"Let's say I'm interested. What will you do? What will happen?"

"Then I will not beat around the blush. If I notice that you have a relationship with Serkan Bolat I will destroy this holding. Neither his mom nor he himself can handle the failure of the firm. I will destroy their company, disgrace their name, reputation, everything. Overnight. If you don't believe me ask Alptekin Bolat. If he's able to answer you of course."

"Don't underestimate me. I'm not afraid of you Semiha Yildirim."

THAT'S MY GIRL🔥

"How do you understand that I'm interested in astrology? Are you too?"

"I'm interested in ASTRONOMY."

Serkan Bolat ended Balca.

"Eda come in."

"I won't Serkan. Grandmother moved in with us. She will drive me completely crazy. She is an unbalanced, very dangerous woman. Therefore do not be polite to her, just attack."

"Calm down."

"Grandma moved in with us. I'll stay with Ceren. I came to tell you something."

"Good. If you want we'll talk inside."

"No I won't come in. I'll tell you here."

"Okay. What do you want to say to me?"

"Serkan listen... We cannot be together. It doesn't work. We can't. I don't seem to able to. It's all the same, someday we will part. I'm bothering you. You are already tired. Grandma will tear us apart, she will do something."

"Eda..."

"What?"

"Stay here."

"What?"

"Stay here tonight."

"Serkan we cannot be together and you are saying 'stay here'?"

"Nothing will happen Eda. We won't spend the new year together so stay here tonight."

"Okay then. Last time..."

"Last time."

The cuteness of this scene, I was melting.

"We are going to look at the stars."

"I'm already looking at the most beautiful star."

Serkan bought chocolate for Eda. If that's not love I don know what it is. And obviously Balca has to interrupt the romantic moment.

"Eda? Are you okay?"

"Serkan? What are you doing here? It's not been 10 minutes yet."

"She lives close. Candles and all that... Are you comfortable?"

"I decided to take a bath."

"You did the right thing."

"If you leave, I'll come."

"Of course... Give me 10 seconds."

"Serkan... Can you hear me?"

"Okay... I'll remember this moment."

"Enjoy. Do not rush."

CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE... TOO CUTE💞

The whole bust scene made mi laugh, but someone can explain to me why Serkan did not for once looked at Eda? I don't understand.

Serkan brings her the breakfast to bed. My caring babe.

"Small steps towards a big goal."

Eda's gift to Serkan is so beautiful. She has this unique capacity to make every gift unique and original.

We don't deserve Leyla, she is too pure and angelic for us. She helped Ferit with Ceren's gift.

Engin has organized all the wedding with just the two of them. I love himmm.

Sorry but we have to take a moment to speak about Kerem speaking in Italian... I'm Italian so when I listened to him speaking in Italian I fainted. He's so sexy🔥

I'm an Ayfer and Alexander stan.

Even Serkan can't stand Balca anymore. She really is a snake, she's worst than Selin. What kind of crazy person are you?

"Serkan where are you?"

"In the place where I should be. Next to you."

"Where have you been?"

"You are so beautiful."

This scene was so beautiful. His gift was so meaningful. There's this thing that I've always noticed, he really listened and pay attention to what she say or do. He never do something by casualties, he's so carefully about her. This is one of the many thing that I love about Serkan. And obviously this beautiful and romantic moment is ruined by the arrival of the police... Arghh grandma what have you done?!

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acertainsomeone · 3 years

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Surrendered/ edser TS- continued

Humans should never be blamed for what their heart refuses to believe. It isn't in their hands to blindly trust everything and everyone. Someone whose life was chaotic did not deserve to be pushed more. We don't punish the ones we love.

"You're giving up on him Dada?" Melo had asked naively.

"Never. I'm giving him that space and time which he deserves." Eda's decision to leave Istanbul wasn't out of impulse. It was purely out of her selfless love for him.

"He wouldn't have left you if he was at your place, Eda." Ceren tried to coerce her friend one last time.

"Biliyorum, but I'm not Serkan. I love him, I love him more than anything therefore, I know that the Serkan standing in front of me does not need me." It was futile to explain to her friends what this meant. Not that she hadn't tried to win his trust, not that she had given up on their love. It was just that she could not see him in pain anymore. Her friends didn't notice the restlessness in his eyes, they did not know about the battles going on between his heart and mind, they had been crushing him, and she feared his breaking down more than hers. She had seen it in his eyes, and she feared he won't be able to take it anymore. She feared that he won't be able to take the load of their past and present. The damage was done already. She hadn't gifted her man to Selin, she had only given their fate a chance to work out this mess all by itself. It was getting hard for her to bear everything anyway. She could not breathe around him, without thinking about her secrets, without breaking down on the very thought of what could have had been.

The decision to start a new life in Paris proved to be a great one. It was much needed for someone like her who barely got space to mourn.

He would have loved it here.

Yes, she hadn't stopped thinking about him. Why would she? Realistically speaking, there weren't any hard feelings between them in the first place. Eda knew that she couldn't hate Serkan. Whatever that had happened between them was no one's fault. His amnesia had nothing to do with him. He hadn't hurt her despite Selin's manipulation. Minus the heartbreak that followed, she was not going to hold him accountable for anything that happened in their lives.

Things she expected from him were the ones that would've been fulfilled by the man she loved, not the one who pulled a fake engagement stunt with her.

Happiness isn't always meant to knock on our doors, the way we want.

There was nothing and no one to forgive, besides Selin. It hurt her that he believed her but Eda had to tell herself that the Serkan, who showed up after 2 months did not remember her, he did not remember them.

There is more to life Eda Yildiz. Love isn't everything. You have a long way to go.

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At the end of the day, fate is all we have to blame. Sometimes, we are not having control over our decisions or the way life works. If Serkan had, he would have never wanted things to work the way they did now. He would have never wanted to see her cry. He would have done everything in his power to ensure her happiness.

Then why didn't he do that when he had the chance?

Was he too convinced by Selin?

Did he doubt her heart when everything was crystal clear?

Maybe he was confused and shocked.

Maybe he was too scared to accept that he had become something that he could never imagine.

His entire existence had been a question mark for the last eight months. When Selin found him at one of the hospitals in Italy, he wondered that nothing could go worse than this. He was lying lifeless on the bed, unable to move, devoid of memories, struggling to come to terms with what had happened.

Luckily, he survived that nightmare. Selin had helped him get better. He didn't want his parents to worry about him thus, he decided to keep this news in wraps. Selin and Serkan had mutually decided to reveal the truth after he had recovered from the shock.

She had told him strange things, how he signed a contract with Eda to get her back, how Eda manipulated him and changed him as a person. She told him that Eda was responsible for all mishaps in his life. And all of this was a plan. Her plan to avenge the death of her parents. Her grandmother was involved, and when Semiha hanim couldn't destroy him, she planned this accident but fortunately, he survived. Eda was already having half of the shares, and now with Serkan's death, she was going to take over the holding.

If she really loves you why hasn't she made any attempts to find you Serkan?

Where is she?

Serkan believed whatever he was told but after coming back to Art Life, he kept on struggling with his feelings. His eyes deceived the truths he was told about. Six months that he spent with Eda, breathing the same air as hers made him realize that she was anything but treacherous.

She loved him.

She wanted him back.

But did he want her back?

He had been lying to himself. He was 100% attracted to her but equally scared to accept that.

Too many thoughts, too many fears, he didn't have the courage to ask any of the questions that were in his mind. Maybe that's why she gave up on him, maybe that's why she chose to hide the truth. The truth that matters.

He was afraid to ask. It had been three weeks since he heard her conversation with Erdem, and he hadn't been at peace. He was not going to doubt for a second that the child wasn't his. He didn't bother to ask Erdem about it. Eda decided to hide the truth from him, she had the right to tell him about him.

Did he know about her pregnancy before the accident? If yes, then he will never be able to forgive himself. How could he forget the most important thing in this world? How could Eda forgive him for this? She must hate him. She should.

He was flying to Paris, unaware of the conversation he was going to have. What would he say? Hi Eda, I heard your and Erdem's conversation, so you were pregnant with my child but had a miscarriage, do you mind sharing some details?

He couldn't be this insensitive. She must've gone through hell and the fact that she hid it from everyone until now spoke volumes. Yet, they had to talk.

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"What the hell!" She gasped in shock to find him standing at her door. She peeked at the sides, just in case Selin was with him, and they came here to kick her out of this apartment. On paper, it still belonged to Serkan Bolat and Eda Yildiz. Selin's influence might push him to do the deed. She could do anything and Serkan couldn't be trusted anymore.

"Hi." Serkan replied half-amused, half confused. What was she looking at? What if she didn't allow me to enter inside? I don't even have an excuse

"Napiyosun Burda"

"Is this how you greet your guests?" he took off his glasses and smiled back at her.

Eda sighed heavily, where are your manners, Ms. Yildiz. She gestured for him to come inside.

"So, what is it?" She asked, handing him a glass of water. He was sitting on the couch, staring at the walls. They were a reflection of his personality and Eda's heart. A mere look at the apartment registered the fact that it was designed by him, and Eda added her touches.

He could identify his work really well. His eye spotted the multiple photo frames. He didn't remember them either. Eda noticed that and became nervous. She hadn't removed or made any changes. Their photographs as decided were still hanging there. She could not dare. Memories aren't meant to be discarded whenever we want.

"I didn't expect you to be here else-" She hesitated.

"It's okay. I'm sorry if you thought-" He stopped, embarrassed for making her feel that way. He wanted to tell her that she need not feel bad about anything. "Actually, I missed Sirius." he blurts instantly to cover up the tension that brewed between them.

"Benimle dalga mı geçiyorsun?" She exasperated. "Serkan! You can't come to my house whenever you miss Sirius." She made sense. Of all the things that had changed in their lives, it included Sirius's preferences as well. He was happy to have Serkan in his life again, but somehow, he refused to stay with him. He'd refuse to eat and drink if Eda wasn't around. It felt as if he didn't recognize the Serkan, who was not in love with Eda Yildiz.

Therefore, they decided that Sirius would stay with Eda, wherever she was. It did pain Eda because she knew Sirius meant everything to him. And without Sirius, Serkan was left with no one. He can have Selin. She made a mental note but she knew that was her being petty and nothing else.

"I'm sorry. I just-"

"It's okay, I understand but you could've at least informed me that you're coming to see him." Eda blinked in confusion, waiting for his reply but he seemed fazed. He was acting strange, just like the day he came to Art Life.

"It's strange that my dog loves you more than me."

"Serkan- you have no idea what he went through when you were not there for two months. We suffered together, you can't blame him or anyone."

Serkan sighed, staring at her incredulously. He did not know how to muster the courage and ask her about that one thing she hadn't told him. Maybe she thinks that I'm not worthy of it.

"Eda...I- I came to ask you something."

"Harika! Now you're on track, I knew something's off. Listen if it's about this apartment then there's no way I'm giving it to you or Selin." She blurted out in a speed, and he felt the urge to shut her up with a kiss.

"EDA , When was the last time you listened to me properly?" He stressed. "I need to talk to you about something else but can you please stop imagining things." He snapped.

"Tamam. I'll get you something to eat."

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They had been stealing glances for the last half an hour. Eda had prepared him salmon, while she treated herself with spaghetti. She was not even going to convince him to have some this time. It felt awkward.

"How's your job?" How hard it could be to get to the point Serkan Bolat.

"Great, Paris did me good. I'm loving it here." He nodded at her reply.

Serkan knitted his brows when he saw her taking few medicines. "Are you alright?" He asked out of concern knowing Eda was the last person to take medicines.

"iyim iyim. Nothing serious. These are just supplements." She replied with a shrug

"Whom are you fooling here?" He took the small jar from her hand and looked at her disbelievingly. "Eda, this is for PTSD-associated nightmares."

He searched her eyes for an answer. He wanted her to say something, something that he wasn't ready for, but he knew he was responsible for whatever she was going to tell him, and he wanted to hear it.

"Eda, you can tell me. Whatever it is." He placed her hand above hers and pressed it in an assuring manner. He wanted her to trust him this one instant. His heart was begging for her to put her faith in him.

"Neden?" She pursed her lips in defiance, her eyes accusing him of this interference in her life.

"Maybe because I deserve to know about my child as well." His lips quivered. His eyes were not accusing, they were just pleading helplessly. They were begging to be freed. Eda instantly removed her hand from his, it felt as if someone had hit her head with a spade. She was not ready to have this conversation with anyone, neither Serkan nor her friends. She did not know how he knew about this but he needed to leave immediately.

"Serkan. Git." Tears struggled to leave her eyes but she was stern and strong. He didn't move, instead, he kept on staring at her, in her eyes, still searching for answers. Before he could say something, she left the table and rushed to her bedroom.

Serkan didn't follow her. Was It a mistake to come here?

She is already in pain and he worsened it. He had no right to come back asking for things that he doesn't remember anymore.

Serkan spent the next few hours sobbing and cursing his fate. He needed to apologize to her. She deserved that at least. He had been awful to her; this was the least he could do.

She was sitting on the bathroom tiles, crying to herself. Her eyes were swollen, and it felt as if she was struggling to breathe. Serkan rushed and hugged her immediately. She didn't resist his touch this time.

He embraced her possessively

His immediate touch triggered the volcano inside Eda that was waiting to erupt since that night. The bathroom filled with her cries. They grew louder and louder. She hadn't cried since that night. She hadn't cried when the doctor told her that she lost the only hope, the only possession that she had of Serkan.

She couldn't even mourn her miscarriage

Serkan wasn't stopping her, their tears were mingling together. She said something but it didn't make sense. Eda strengthened her grip on his arm and screamed, remembering the pain she went through that night. If he had been there, he would have never let that happen. He would have protected her from that fall. If only he hadn't left for Italy that. If only she had stopped him. If only.

"I dreamt that it was a boy." She mumbled amidst her cries.

"Shhhhhh, you'll have another baby" He tried to soothe her and that was the only thing he could come up with in that spur of the moment.

"No, I don't want another baby, I want my baby back, I just want him back Serkan." She cried inconsolably while hitting him on his arm.

Serkan was helpless

-Defeated - Powerless

Was he to be blamed for the pain she was going through?

"I want my child back. I just want him back." Eda mumbled the same words to sleep. She was lying in his arms. She had found her comfort and mourned the anguish that was churning in her heart for the last eight months. Serkan sat on the tiles with Eda in his arms- lifeless.... Unable to decipher the events of his life.

He had no memories. He was going to become a father. He was not around when the mother of his child wanted him the most. And the only reason he was here tonight because-

He did not know.

Was it out of love? Or Was it out of an obligation? Why was he here?

Did he have any right to touch her?

Eda and Serkan were at a phase of life where they did not know what would happen next. Their actions were questionable. There weren't any hard feelings. There was pain. But no one was to be blamed. There was longingness. But It carried broken promises and unsaid words. This night was the longest they had experienced in their lives. It didn't end fast; it was meant to put two hearts at peace.

They did not know how things will go from here. But it's okay, at times you don't have to worry about things that haven't happened yet.

When it gets hard to decide, let fate decide

The rights and wrongs of life

It gets better It gets better

Note: I hope it managed to do justice to your expectations. Sorry for the mistakes, I'm awful when it comes to proofreading! Didn't feel like giving this Twoshot a proper ending because at times ends are not meant to be forever. Thank you all for the previous comments, It meant a lot <3 Happy SCK day btw ;)

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djemsostylist · 3 years

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Lol at me being the opposite of everyone this time around.

Full disclosure is that I did not watch 37 with subs, nor do I intend to. Also I skipped large chunks cause it was giving bsag flashbacks.

The thing is, characters, symbolism, or good music aside, 37 was still at the whims of Plot. And I. Hate. Plot.

You really, truly can't character analyze Serkan or Eda in any of the episodes 31-37, because they are less characters and more plot devices. So trying to discover character motivations for literally any of the characters in this Dark Time is an exercise in futility.

I considered writing a long winded aside about how Eda probably should have talked to him instead wasting days angsting in private before dropping it on him, having a weird goodbye dinner, and then running away, but I'll leave it simply. Serkan supposedly impregnated Selin while he was suffering from trauma and brain damage and this makes none of this his fault. And I feel like my Eda would have seen that and stood by him to figure it out together (even if she ultimately decided to leave) instead of just running, no matter how sweetly worded the letter was.

Instead, we get two more hours of "together but not together while avoiding things" which frankly, I've had my fucking fill of with these two. 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25...that many fucking episodes of "almost but not quite but kind of but not really but sort of together." And granted, 4 were Serkan's fault, 4 were Eda's, and 3 were a tangled web of "working on it" but enough is efuckingnough already. Shit or get off the pot, as the saying goes.

I would have preferred the airport scene (which was perfection btw) to come at the end of 35. She is at her wedding, he doesn't show, she realizes that he will never fall back in love with her or remember her. It's truly over. She stops the wedding ("jk this was fake"), and packs her bags to leave. Serkan, meanwhile, who did not get punched in the head in a barfight but merely remembered when faced with losing her and confronted with their memories, has remembered everything. He rushes to the venue--Eda is gone. Chases her to the airport, and everything plays out exactly as it did, from heartclutching soul-mating to dramatic collapses.

37 just felt very "here are some sweet angsty Edser scenes that will end in dramatics" that was ultimately unnecessary bc it could have been solved in ten minutes with Eda telling Serkan and an ultrasound to determine how old the kid is. But we did it for Plot and Drama, so character motivations don't matter here, as it didn't in the previous 6+. So I'm not blaming either Eda or Serkan here, they were still Pinocchio this episode.

I think this is why the promo makes me so excited. Look, they aren't going to kill Serkan (or at least I'm fairly sure they won't, lol, maybe I'm just a clown.). But at this least this Plot and Angst has Edser, together, dealing with whatever comes, and using their words and sharing their hopes for a future, together. It's not more "we kinda are but aren't also" bullshit with one or both of them keeping something from the other. So I'll take an angsty "Serkan might die so let's get rings tattooed on our damn hands" plot if it means they are actually together together. That has more meaning to me than making pizza or little black dress date nights while Eda is planning on leaving him in the morning so he can have a snake baby. Not that I blame here, I wouldn't wanna have to see Selin's face for the rest of my life either tbh

#sck #sen çal kapımı #maybe this will be my final salt post!#ill be able to happily reblog things again #make gifs #be happy #I'll retire my salt crown #miracles can happen you never know #if im still salty next week #dont mention this post okay

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giulsherondale · 4 years

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"We can handle this together"

Eda is always there for Serkan. She never doubt him. And the fact that she cries for him show us how much Eda loves Serkan.

"Tell me the password"

Sooo you are telling me that Serkan's computer password is the number of coordinates of the star he gave to Eda?! My babe, Serkan, you are sooo good at hide your feelings for Eda. And her reaction when she finds out was like "Okay Serkan Bolat now explain me this... You don't love me right?!"

Sooo my dear Selin... After the conversation with Efe about dark times you don't suspect him, and when Serkan told you that he's sure Efe is plotting against him you have the courage to look at him like *Serkan what are you saying? You're so wrong*?! Nice way of supporting the person you love...

And you're telling me that the same Selin just staring at Eda, who is talking to Piril and Engin, has immediately understood that she was asking about her?! Okay...

Serkan honey what the hell? Why are you yelling at Eda like that? Bad move...

"Until today I did not care anyone as much as I care about you "

"How did you care? Talking to me like that in front of Selin? Or leave me for work? Is that how you care me? Do you know what interests me? After everything you've been through, after what you've done, being so close to Selin, how can you be so rude to me? What I did to you?"

"I have never loved her. Alright ? I can't see you there anymore"

"Do you want me to leave? Because you are scared of the woman who loves you more than anything else. Get away."

The most hilarious scene? When they are watching the surveillance videos😂

Ayfer knows that Serkan is helping her and all she says to him is to don't upset Eda? Well I didn't like that, but I'm glad that she noticed he's still has the ring on.

Library scene and walk scene I don't think that I have to talk about them, they speaks for themselves😍

I love child Serkan using the curiosity card about new house so that Eda would come at home with him.

Eda always telling Serkan how a great architect he is. She really admire him and his work skills.❤️

So proud of Aydan . And I like that the first thing she asked when she was out was to see the sea. And then when they got at Serkan's house it was so funny. Aydan telling Selin about hotels and the fact that she's always around her son, love her. And the mug scene... Serkan was so proud when he sees that the mug was turning red.

CHEMISTRY ON FIRE🔥🔥🔥

Loved the dinner scene. Serkan and Eda were so jealous about each other, and Serkan's faces elwere so funny. But I didn't like how Efe confessed HIS truth about the blue prings and how he get away with it without any consequences.

P.s: This episode was the weakest one, I did enjoy it but I think that we are in a dead point. Basically in this episode nothing happened a part for Aydan getting out of the house. I think that every Edser scene was beautiful but there was something missing. But I can't wait to see the next episode.

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