do not think about evenly distributed chapter length, evenly distributed chapter length is the little death that brings about total writer's block, uneven length in chapters can't hurt you, do not think about evenly distri
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okay posting this now because i feel like the surprise song combo was so intentional and i hope we get to hear more about it on ttpd !! the getaway car/august/other side of the door mashup got my gears turning and now i can’t get them to stop.
the common thread between those three songs is the third party — i wanted leave him i needed a reason, you weren’t mine to lose, was she worth this? — and i know that basically ever since the breakup people have wondered if joe cheated, and this seemed like it could have confirmed it. while i definitely see the evidence for that, it hasn’t quite seemed like the right fit to me, and after this surprise song combo i finally figured out why. i don’t think that the third party she was singing about in melbourne was an actual person, but the idea of a person.
a huge theme on midnights is what led her to being who she is now. she is both the anti-hero and bejeweled, a mastermind and the unreliable narrator in dead reader… there are so many different versions of herself. clearly she was contemplating these different versions and the implications of being each of them.
a huge theme in gothic literature are characters that are not present in the setting, but the idea of them and what they would do is so strong that they end up influencing the story anyways. this happens in rebecca, the novel that inspired tolerate it, where the main character is haunted by living in the glorious shadow that rebecca cast, an impossible standard to live up to, despite the fact that rebecca died and actually, crucially, wasn’t as great as everyone made her out to be. but it doesn’t matter that she wasn’t that great or that she’s never actually there to be truly compared to because it’s the IDEA of rebecca that’s so powerful. it’s the GHOST that haunts the narrative.
and i wonder if that was part of what drove taylor and joe apart? not an actual ~other woman~ but the idea of who taylor could have been instead. all of the other versions of herself she contemplated on midnights. the third party she seemed to be singing about. even on other albums, before this, she’s contemplated what version of herself could be loved — “i’ve been the archer, i’ve been the prey, who could ever leave me darling but who could stay?” i wonder if there was an idea of taylor (a taylor that isn’t “too big to hang out”) that was so palpable, so real, that it ended up taking up the space of another person and haunting their narrative anyways? because, like the main character in rebecca, how could she live up to the idea of a perfect life?
basically: how can you say that you love someone you can’t tell has died? did you love the real me or the version of me in your head that perfectly fit into your world?
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yknow what im choosing to believe that mitsuhide green hair louen gets the exact same comments on his hair as miss red haired shirayuki its just not plot relevant so we never see it <3
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(I love how I keep seeing theories about the narrator in the new storybook audio being 'evil' and terrifying, meanwhile I know damn well holly just has the absolutely BEST witch cackle ever and takes every opportunity to use it)
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on one hand i'm glad the aquafam aren't as popular as the batfam for a multitude of reasons. on the other hand if i can't read 50 new metas a day about garth i might choke
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Imagine s/o with daddy oz, walking under a doorway with a mistletoe and just stopping him and peppering kisses all over his face but turns out that's just a holly berry and not a mistletoe because s/o doesn't know the difference
(This may or may not have just happened to me today)
ok i can and i will and tbh i would because i didn't really think of them as being different but now that you mention it one is red and one is white and they have very different leaves (god, rose if you see this i am so sorry my knowledge of plants is dreadful but that's why i have you)
but do you think for a minute that oz would correct you? that he'd be anything other than stupefied? completely melting, absolute mush in your hands as you hold his cheeks and stick a whole bunch of kisses all over him?
you think he's not going to grab your face and smoosh it between his big hands and look deep into your eyes because my god you're a lil bit of an idiot but you're his idiot? urgh 💜🐧
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I hope you all find me incredibly cringe. Its embarrassing but i wouldnt have it any other way
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...no like seriously, how do we know that glaze and w/e that new one is are even safe? yeah it's clear it seems to work, but you still have to upload your work to get it glazed. which means it could be being stored to build a reference database.
how do we know it's safe because everything im seeing is just basically "trust me, its safe"? like does anyone remember the site that you could play with lighting on your pieces? that was gathering images for a dataset. and we just have to do the same thing with glaze and hope it's not compromised?
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can I sue you for emotional damage for all the beautiful and gorgeous and just soulwrecking GIFs you dropped into your friends ask box? yes? thank you.
non, i'm gonna level with u. right now i would let you do literally anything you want to me.
that was not meant to sound as dirty as it does reading it back but. I guess.
ok so listen i'm fighting back tears on public transport because I so rarely get asks/anons and i have had an unbelievably bad day today so gimme a sec here
what I mean to say is yes.
(hey google how can I turn litigation into an elaborate and also maybe borderline aggressive marriage proposal)
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Hi :) what time do you think the a&e update will be posted?
I am still at work (RIP) and will then be going straight to see my lovely baby Pop - I wanted to get it up this morning before I left for work but life had other plans 😩 it will be up tonight - but unfortunately not for a few more hours, probably around 9 or 10 EST. I'm so sorry! I'm hoping to be better next week and actually get it up before I have to leave for work! Real life is just very inconsiderate to my fanfiction posting schedule smh. Hopefully the update will have been worth the wait! I look forward to hearing what everyone thinks!
❤️Ally
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