#dont just vanish

[s0fter-sin]

i burned the everloving fuck out of my fingers and twitter just ate a 17 tweet long thread, how’s your day going?

#im not even going to try and rewrite it thats how pissed i am #i have tentative hope that i might get it back #last time this happened it was bc twitter crashed and it showed up in my drafts again a day or so later #this time it didnt crash it literally just vanished as i clicked it #so heres hoping i get lucky #it was so spur of the moment that i didnt have a chance to get attached to it so theres that #and i KNOW i need to stop writing directly into a thread bc this has literally happened twice and its my own fault #but i get in such a groove when i know the character limit #it really helps with pacing #they should fix their bullshit so its not so fucking sensitive #i saved like every two tweets so if youre gonna just die in the ass at least reverse to the last save #dont just vanish #not that hard #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt

[cozylittleartblog]

had a(nother) nightmare

#deltarune #rouxls kaard #lancer #queen #art #lancer had a bad dream. rouxls comes in to fall asleep in the floor like he always does. queen followed because she needs to #Familiarize Herself with The Rituals and also hey her boy is sad #and then they ALL fell asleep in the floor literally right next to his bed #-- i had tire marks on the bedsheets but they vanished somewhere. damn it #this one isnt old btw i just drew this This Morning HEHEHEHE #its kinda scrungy but thats ok #ok 2 tag ship but not explicitly ship either if ur not into it #i love that half my 'qk' art can very easily be read platonically #i think thats an important aspect of their relationship is that they are good friends and coparents. and THEN they're kissing sometimes #this is hardly the first family cuddle and or sleep pile ive drawn. i never posted my favorite i dont think #i am just all about sleep and cuddle piles. did u know swatchlings love to sleep in piles (headcanon) #if one bird falls asleep in the cafe the odds are very good that one or two more will join them #theres a pile of birds in booth 4 all shoved in there haphazardly and eeping. swatch is coming with pots and pans.

[rileyclaw]

how do you survive as a toh artist

who said anything about surviving

#the joke is i havent drawn toh in months. badumtss #and that i am constantly in a state of crumbling at a molecular level. but we stay silly #im alive. promise . iv been getting beat with a bat by life for about four weeks now im waiting for it to End before i can draw for myself #again #but on serious note. i dont think of myself as a toh artist bc its not all i draw #it's just all that i post hERE :) smiles. unless yall want my original content too?? but it's mostly for school slash portfolio #vanishing back into the shadows etc etc . adieu

[popping-greenbean]

was suddenly out of nowhere gripped with the intense urge to draw snuggles again so

#diluc #venti #diluven #genshin impact #feverishly scribbled in like an hour??.just wanted to get it out of my system and now maybe i can focus on my actual school project #dont look too hard at proportions #anyway gonna vanish again love uguys bye

[buggygerm]

OH HEY...... hey guys......

#havent drawn him in so long #have fallen out of my sonic style a bit #so apologies if he looks odd #entirely my bad for vanishing off the face of the earth #been busy busy #still working on my fic #still want to draw more #work n school just takes over yk yk #wdym u dont like my bug art #tails the fox #sonic fanart #miles tails prower

[incorrectthesongofachillesquotes]

Achilles: Change is inedible.

Patroclus: Don't you mean inevitable?

Achilles, spitting out coins: No, I did not.

#incorrect tsoa quotes #the song of achilles #achilles #patroclus #NOT DEAD LMAO #dont expect consistency from this place #i just. idk i resurrect every 3000 days to post one queue and vanish #either way you all love this blog so much for some reason and thats very sweet and heartwarming and i appreciate it sm

[medicalunprofessional]

flood

~♫

#caligosto loboto #dr loboto #psychonauts #nightmaretheater #if you havent noticed i reaaally like flood by tool #this took 10 hours combined time of drawing 🕊️🕊️🕊️redid the sketch like 5 times lik #this is actually kind of personal to me…. #as a child i had a reeaaaallly oppressive fear of my house flooding #like. i couldnt bare to hear a faucet running. thats how bad it was #all those flood damage relief commercials on tv scared me. #i very distinctly rememebr on of a house flooding thru the floor vents very quickly. and at the end the front door broke down.. scary #the psychological damage young me endured from the commercials #also ignore the wonky perspedtive on the crib i kind of exploded after trying to perspective for like an hour straight #its okay. it works. geometry is just weird in the psychonauts world #sheds a tear #oh the horrors..!.!.!!.! yipes #this is my ‘bobo exposed heart image’ to the cycle knots fanbase. real ones would know #drawing this was an experience man #thats why i vanished for a bit… sorry. ‘hey johnny got into str-‘ dont care im making a masterpiece #okay enough rambling im sorry #tips down glasses. send post

[sopuu]

I was wondering if you have any tips for your perspectives? i dont really know how to do them that well but it seems you have a great handle on them! Btw I love your art! its soft and happy, I really love your stuff :D

thank you sm!! i love hearing that my art looks happy it's such a nice description 🥺

and for the tips! you've probably heard of vanishing points and horizon lines a bunch of times so i'll try to just give a quick run down of how i understand them + their uses

[2024 edit: just wanted to clarify that this third pic isn’t like a definite rule (none of these are tbf)- the horizon line can be placed at the top and still be close to the ground if you draw the grid right, same goes vice versa!]

tbh once you get the idea of how they work it gets easier to figure out where the points should be. it might help to think that the subject is what determines where the points are instead of the other way round if that makes sense? i learned a lot just by looking at storyboards for fun bc they're everywhere in them jhfkdg

also these grids aren't restricted to being only for the walls or the floor of a room- you can rotate it, put them anywhere you think you might need clarification on where the space around them is etc. just use as many as you need for whatever you need

having multiple grids (like ^ where its above and below the character) especially close together narrows the focus to what's in the middle of them as well!

another way to do this is to think of the subjects being in a box and looking at them from an angle-

and if you want you can break them down to simpler 3D or 2D shapes to see which parts have to get smaller

if you were looking for more perspectives on poses i talk about it a little at the end here

i hope this was clear enough! it's a bit hard to explain but once i learned not to be too hung up on accuracy (ofc to an appropriate degree) and freehanded the grids it makes it a lot more fun to play around with :)

also take everything i say with a grain of salt bc i too am still learning 👍

#ill be real with you i still don't fully understand vanishing pts sometimes and most of the time i just. dont think of them LOL #just as long as i have an idea of approximately where it is then ill freehand it until i get it looking right #asks #my doodles #obligatory sorry for the long wait i’m still absolutely swamped with work 😔 #good news tho my summer course is on its last week! i’ll have free time again soon wooo!!! (losing my mind) #sopuutorials #sopuuart

[arkos404]

a scene from the fic "Christmas' Intoxicating Concoction of Emotions" by @flaint, a fanfic of the personality swap, the lawful joke au, by @chaosaliien

this was fun when i wasnt tearing my hair out, i should do a couple more scenes, i suggest yall go read the fic in the meantime its a very good read pinky promise

fun fact: i accidentally merged a 100% done page and didnt realize it until hours later, then i had to do it again 👍 not fun, dont be like me, save/organize your layers

#lawful joke au #prohibitedwish #prism #prismo the wishmaster #scrabby #scarab the god auditor #fionna and cake #adventure time: fionna & cake #arkos draws #id say im back but i didnt go anywhere lol i just didnt post anything #its been a hot minute since the last lawful joke post #i missed them <3 #dont pay attention to the vanishing lines too much

[becauseplot]

Anyway for entirely justifiable reasons (<-is a glutton for angst) I need Chayanne and Tallulah to be present when the hummingbirds come around or a note about the 'wise old crow' appears in their house, causing qPhil to have one of his derealization/reality-questioning episodes. I need it. I need it to happen SO bad. Because they’ve seen Phil get roughed up in a fight, they’ve seen him angry, they’ve seen him wary and even nervous, but they have NEVER seen him doubt like that.

People have already made posts talking about how the cage-for-a-cage/child-of-the-sky stuff has been particularly rough on qPhil, who relies heavily on his constant vigilance, keen senses, and hyper-awareness of his surroundings for reassurance. He's the kind of guy who walks into a room and has already charted at minimum two escape routes by the time he takes a seat, you know? He sees and processes and stores information on everything, at all times, and he uses this to act in the best interest of his and his loved ones' collective survival.

His kids see this side of him too, most significantly in the ways that he looks after them: always keeping an eye on the back of the group, never far from Tallulah, and constantly analyzing Chayanne's fighting style to give helpful critique to optimize his attacks. Chayanne and Tallulah know that everything he's ever done was to protect them. Also, he's always there to offer them advice when they're feeling lost, and even if he doesn't have all the answers they need, he gives enough reassurances and promises to put their minds at ease. Phil is confident in what he knows. In their eyes, he is strong. He is a fortress, safe and impenetrable.

You could say that about a lot of children's perceptions of their parents/guardians/mentors. The older, guiding forces in our lives always seemed strong and infallible to us as kids. That's why it was always unnerving to see them get sick, or get stressed, or cry. Observing weakness in those people felt so, so wrong because we never considered the fact that they were capable of it; it was just impossible.

So, the situation: Phil is suffering in a way that makes him question the very same reality that he was a master of not too long ago. Whenever it happens, he goes quiet, looks around, mutters to himself, breathes shakily, fidgets. He is visibly unnerved and uncertain.

If Chayanne and Tallulah are there, they're gonna notice---they're perceptive, just like him. I'd imagine they'd try to ask him if he's okay, and he'd reassure them that he's fine, and maybe that's enough the first time. But, as more incidents arise, and as time goes on, they start to see more of this out-of-nowhere uneasiness, fear, from him, which is worrying, especially because he won't tell them why.

NOW. Phil has been upfront about a lot of things with Chayanne and Tallulah in the past. For example, during the height of the code attacks, Phil told them everything he ever learned about the codes, every single new development, to ensure that his kids were well informed and prepared. He was frank about the threat on their lives because to sugar-coat anything would be doing them a disservice. It was important they knew all of the cold, hard facts, even if it took away even more of their precious childhood innocence. He values their happiness, but safety comes first. It has always come first.

But this is different. It's not cold hard facts. Phil doesn't know what to believe anymore. When the hummingbirds come around and his reality comes into question, he doesn't know what is real, what he can trust, what is fact. His senses have been compromised. Hell, he's still trying to convince himself that he's not going crazy when all evidence seems to suggest that he's losing his goddamn mind. He doesn't know what to tell his kids, so he tells them nothing.

So now here stands Chayanne and Tallulah. There is something that is scaring their dad, and he won't tell them what is, so on top of the knowledge that their unwavering father is, in fact, capable of true, genuine fear, he's suddenly keeping things from them. Their dad is keeping things from them because he is scared. And I can't imagine a realization more terrifying than that.

#goddamn i did not mean to write an essay i just have SO many thoughts about this #cw derealization mention #look idk if what qphil goes through when he starts questioning the presence of birds/if he's dreaming is like an *actual* dereal. episode #but man if it doesn't make him question his reality and freak him the fuck out #so im calling it 'derealization/reality-questioning' just to cover my bases #yall get what i mean though #dont mind me im just rambling #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #actually super nervous to post this longpost so if it vanishes uhhhh you know why

[umblrspectrum]

i WILL develop a softer style and simultaneously keep my Sharp Edges and you cannot fucking stop me

#so fucking upset to find out DX was my 100th post #im so tempted to just fucking delete it #somewhat related note i accidentally used the same dark blue for the whole drawing that i used for DX #oopsies #but yea i didn't have a plan for this art it was just Fuck Around and Find Out #im getting slightly better at hands #also stared at the episodes for like half an hour to figure out how to make the tail more accurate #i dont think im ever gonna restylize the legs they're gonna stay like that #murder drones #murder drones n #serial designation n #art #i have a stockpile of ideas thats not the reason i've vanished kinda #its just a lack of motivation to draw and gaining interest in other things #i did learn how to animate models so thats fun

[melatien]

My submission for @aimportantdragoncollector's trioholders event (bonus round)!!

they are at the beach

#why? to smash childrens sandcastles and so yoichi can force third to let him give him a sand mermaid tail #jk its because yoichis pale ass needs to photosynthesise #even just a smidge of tan would be a miracle #anyways it took me 16 days but i did it yall #im gonna go cry in a corner now this was a PAIN to draw #was nearly gonna draw thirds hand on yoichis waist but then i realised i'd have to draw hands 😔 #i was gonna give yoichi sunglasses but i ran out of time (ironic isnt it) #i had to make sure my first proper piece with the third ofa user was immaculate. i simply had to go plus ultra on him #....then the abs came #suddenly my will to art vanished #dont ask what happend with yoichi.... i cannot explain this phenomenon/miracle #something snapped in me after all my horrible yoichi arts i did the previous month #third only took me 3 days to draw. BLAME YOICHI FOR HOW LONG THIS TOOK!!! #his prettiness became the weakness for me finishing by the deadline #mha #shigaraki yoichi #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #third ofa user #my art #Three Weeks Of Trioholders #ichisan #i swear if i forgot a tag in here im gonna cry ITS TOO DAMN MANY #being someone that overdoes everything and is a artist AND writer is so painful. limits dont exist in the eyes of tien #just like sugis many ways to store me away #YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SAFE HUH SUGI NOW EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR A VAULTER #i will escape from under your shoe. one day.

[lionbearfox]

inktober 1: the girls :) i want them to meet so bad

#my art #genshin impact #nahida #furina #i just feel like it would be a) very funny #b) good for both of them to meet their fellow Child Leader god #inktober 2023 #inktober #trying out an inktober challenge where i dont actually follow a challenge i just try to draw and post smth every day #and it doesnt have to be perfect #hopefully it will keep me from vanishing back into the biochem void for another month lol #id in alt

[flake-n-rudy]

-Hits the main cast with the Warrior Cats AU beam- haha I totally didn't put a lot of thought into this and totally do not have their own mini story thing going on hahaaaaaaaA /vanishes into the night

#throws kitties onto your feed and vanishes into the night #mod art #WarriorCatAU #sfw #ooc #DONT WORRY i wont flood a bunch of stuff on here with the warrior cat AU. Just wanted to plonk these down #as a treat. a treat for me mostly #i have a curse of 'haha wouldnt this be a funny AU' and then I put WAY too much thought into it

[todayisafridaynight]

motherfucker (affectionate) (derogatory)

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #jo sawashiro #snap sketches #quick break from comms cause if i dont draw my favorite disasterpiece old man i just might explode #every day i think of his cunty lil arms-crossed-hip-jutted-while-smirking pose cause it makes me giggle #like cut to ten cutscenes down the line and hes The Most Kicked Dog man ive ever seen. actual peak comedy #also i am using a different brush hi. im testing things #ok bye i should eat cause i have to make a phonecall in like. thirty minutes LMAOOO FUCK-- #oh before i forget. Obligatory Lips Mention like at this point its so illegal to Not draw them but i also know whenever ttm smiles #theyre literally just gone they literally vanish. its actually magical #ok bye a blt has my name on it

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo