#don't worry i didn't stop here

[skronky-bird]

it is what it is what it is what it is

#muppet man returns AGAIN #don't worry i didn't stop here #aph england #hws england #aph arthur kirkland #hws arthur kirkland #hetalia #head empty except for this

[shannonallaround]

After pondering on it for several days, I have officially decided I did not like the direction of KFP4 and have banished it from my brain. It is no longer canon. KFP4? What's that? Don't know what you're talking about.

#spoilers ahead #it wasn't all bad #I really truly loved the scenes with Li and Mr Ping they were wonderfully hilarious #and the music was great #BUT #I just did not like the direction they took Po's story at all. #and I'm kinda furious they subtly undermined Shifu's character #by making him “fine”/“not fine” with Oogway picking Po as his successor instead of him. #it was only a thing for 2 seconds for the sake of humor but it completely undermines his inner peace character development #first off why can there only be one successor #and second off why can't Po take primarily the fighting side and Shifu take the spiritual side #It FITS HIM #don't know if most people would notice that shifu's character was undermined but because he's one of my favorites I sure did and it HURT #also um the furious five WHY didn't we have them be the main characters with Po instead of the fox chick no one cares about #literally their interactions with Po that's WHY WE'RE HERE DREAMWORKS #also it's become really obvious to me that the fox girl was literally written just so they could cast a specific voice actress in a big rol #nothing against that actress I love her in other stuff but that was a bad move Dreamworks #and another thing #the movie's message about change not always being bad is perfectly fine and good in theory #but such character change is only satisfying from a storytelling perspective if the audience actually WANTS the character to change!!! #I don't WANT Po to stop being the dragon warrior! I don't WANT him to pick a successor! That wasn't satisfying!! like whyyyyyyyyy #Plus he's like way too young?? to be worrying about this??? Oogway didn't worry about it until he was literally 900 years old #Shifu is what in his 60s? 80s? and he hasn't picked one #why would they make shifu worry about po doing that any time soon literally at all #so there dreamworks #I banish this movie #I banish it for one thousand years #kfp4 #kung fu panda 4 #po kung fu panda

[sysig]

Bucket Bucket Bucket ♥ (Patreon)

I literally gasped, my original Bucket <3 <3 It was all worth it

#Doodles #The Stanley Parable #TSP #Technically a spoiler under the cut but it's a drawing of an optional route so lol #I assume double optional! Gosh this game's beautiful event-flag system <3 <3 <3 #Me when the Stanley Parable: ❤️💖💕💗💞❤️ #Anyway! To the Very Important New Character! Lol #It's very funny to me since I knew there Was a Bucket in Ultra Deluxe but I really didn't know anything else about them #And now here I am anthropomorphizing them so much! I was just like ''Ah. Bucket'' and now it's like ''BUCKET!! YES!!'' lol #I understand the hype now #Although now that I've found the 3 Button ending I'm sad! Then again Stanley's relationship with the Bucket is very full of strife haha #The Bucket embodies all archetypes and character relationships <3 Bucket GOAT lol #The first two were mostly my reaction to the Narrator being against Stanley keeping the Bucket haha - he gets so jealous ♪ #The second was from the Apartment ending - that new Apartment is so nice! Nice layout very spacious #The image of Stanley sitting with the Bucket on his lap enjoying TV together <3 Innocent! #I wasn't specifically thinking of where Stanley would end up if he followed the Adventure Line™ while holding the Bucket but uhhh #Just don't worry about it lol it'll be fine maybe probably #But gosh the amount of time and effort put into the new locations and objects hhhh stop I'll cry if I think about it too hard #More silly Bucket spacefillers haha ♪ Don't trust them they've got a knife! #Look at all those characters that love Stanley haha ♫ New and old faces alike! He's just very lovable #Employee 416v2 cameo for funsies >:3c #Oh yeah and I didn't mention it in the other ones but I think it's more noticeable in this one :0 - #I was a little lighter on editing for this page haha #My attention hasn't been great lately >:P I /want/ to edit things so they're nice and pretty but it takes too long and I end up frustrated #There's a lot of things I can see here that I'd change if I had more patience but I just want things OUT already hgg #And I'm not really sure how noticeable it is to not-my-eyes haha #If I hear dissent maybe that'll be a good motivator ♪ No way to know!

[killerandhealerqueen]

It's nice writing stuff for a new fandom. I mean, I love writing for Killer and Healer and what not (don't worry, I still have fics coming for them, I ain't done with my boys) but it's nice to branch out and let my brain try new stuff for other fandoms

#sass talks about writing #yes i'm talking about writing fics for white cat legend #i didn't think i would write fics for this show but fuck me here we are #don't worry i ain't gonna stop writing for killer and healer (trust me i ain't outta ideas for them yet) #just dipping my toes into another fandom and seeing what my brain can come up with

[in-the-sweet-november-rain]

even duolingo has given up on me

#vicki's shit #like i have 0 motivation to do anyhting #but i have shit to do in order to get grades and go to a decent college and have a good jobs so i can leave here and support myself. #i barely have anytime for myself and my “friends” #and it sucks #because i HAVE to get these grades #i have so many people counting on me #i dont really remember the last time i didn't have like someone counting on me to do something #like why me? #and i cant let them down #its just all so much #i barley hav anytime just sit and rest #my mind will not stop worrying that because im not doing anything im a failure and i don't have enough time! #we all have limited time and im wasting it here??? #and its all craxy here since i llive in the same region to palestine and all the news is bad and everyone is sad and i'm not blaming anyone #but my heart is always beating to much and i hate it #does that make sense? #i just feel like a failure because i get tired easy but i cant feel like that because the entire ficking world is conting on me #i dont remmeber the last time i could just breathe without someone breathing down my back #like give me a break!!! #i sound so ungrateful wtf #im sorry #vick's shit

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Oh haha yeah I'm definitely feeling better <- he is not talking to people

#i'm not doing it on purpose i just. have so much on my mind and i wish i didn't #god what i would give to see everything slow and stop again. for the world to slow down again. i know it won't #it's like. i feel like i should be doing more. looking for more jobs looking more doing more #getting 5 billion little pieces of paper that say i can type fast or i have excellent diction or whatever #it's like. i can't objectively tell how much i'm doing. i can only feel the subjective part of it and i know that part is super skewed #bc like. raised as a trophy child and all that. i feel like. if was doing better or enough then i wouldn't be so uncomfortable #and it doesn't work like that!! no one has money and everything is expensive and i'm not doing anything uniquely wrong but like. #i could be doing more and is it not foolish of me to do more when the opportunity presents itself? or am i running myself into the ground? #i feel. well i'll be honest i don't feel very good. this has been a rough month for me #at my current rate i'll financially make it through april but it might be a tight squeeze #and i dont even WANT to be worried about money like. getting by is fine and not a mark for or against me #but like. i don't know. tossing these thoughts out here to get them out of my head. #shai speaks

[maraeffect]

there is literally not a worse feeling that exists than the feeling that you just annoy people.

#just doesn't exist. I'm so fucking isolated right now i absolutely hate it. and the people that ARE close to me? #i feel that i annoy them the most and one of them is actively pushing me away #i can't find anyone to be friends with me IRL here in Jersey. it's been almost nine months here #and I don't have a single IRL friend. i try online apps and support groups but nothing clicks #and the people that chat with me on the apps stop answering after 2 messages. #my own best friend of like 8 years won't even fucking talk to me. not bc she hates me or anything #but she is so fucking caught up in her own head that she literally avoids me. so that sucks!! #i know she's suffering bc she is so worried about me but. it's a really big slap in the face that #we've supported each other thru thick and thin the past 8 years. and i dropped everything for her more than once #but in my time of biggest need when I'm the most alone I've ever been in my adult life??? #she cannot show up for me. that fucking sucks. #and I've distanced myself from my only close family bc they've severely mistreated me so. #all i have is my partner. who means the world to me and sacrifices so much to help me!! #but it comes at the cost of CONSTANTLY feeling like a huge fucking annoyance to the only person in my life #who is genuinely able to show that they love and care for me. that's literally awful to feel. #we just had our 5 year anniversary and i needed something really celebratory so badly. #and it didn't happen and our ''anniversary'' was just at home #and our official anniversary of starting dating is on veterans Day. and we won't even be in the same fucking region #so I'll be alone with my shitty family. #i hate it i feel so unappreciated and unwanted and like nothing about me is ever enough. #negative #audio

[qilinkisser]

:(((

#Vents 🌧️ #sorry in advance for venting on here. I just... sort of want a kind person to listen to me #and you all are quite nice to me #I don't think my friends at school care about me very much #I mean. of course they find me annoying #because there's only so much time you can spend with me before I become so grating you have to take breaks from me #everyone at school finds me annoying. that's just how it is #but I feel like it's been getting worse #they're hiding things from me now... they're making plans without me and won't tell me about them #I'm not stupid I know they're setting up time together #I guess they didn't want me to know so I can't insert myself into it #I think they're going to leave me soon. #this is how it always happens. we start out and we click and I get comfortable around them and I stop masking as much #and then I watch as their liking for me diminishes #I know I've got my friends online but I wish I could get a hug from a friend who really actually wants to hug me #oh #<- they thought about a hug from one of their f/os and started tearing up #sometimes I worry that my f/os wouldn't really want me around #I know they're not real and I can do whatever I want with them but sometimes it's hard to picture them loving me as myself #I never think about myself unmasked around my f/os. I only think about them with the perfect version of me #maybe it's because I'm scared they wouldn't like the real me. like everybody else #I wish I could hear them tell me that.

[haru-chi]

Seiji may not be in this chapter but didn't stop him from hurting me deeply that now I'm suffering to no end ...

I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD OR CAN SHARE THIS THOUGHT OR NOT YET ....

I NEED SOMEONE TO SUFFER WITH ME AND SHARE THIS FEAR FOR HIS WELLBEING !!!

#did this chapter indirectly walk the path of confirming this crazy theory I had for Seiji ... #or not ... not a theory more than worry would be correct #IT'S A FEAR THAN WORRY OR ANYTHING ELSE OF THE LIKE !!! #I FEAR FOR HIM SO STOP THAT !!! #just tell them to stop walking into that path .... #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh #part of me wanna scream this thought out .. #but another part of me fear sounding too crazy or making no sense #so I always kept it inside #I hadn't even told my fiend about this one yet .... #I DON'T KNOW .... #do I share it ?? and why I think this chapter kinda didn't help me leting this thought die .... #ofc not sharing it in the tag no way ... #but maybe writing it here will be okay ??? #hmmmmmm #why am I overthinking this ... ?? #I'm already too crazy .... #why is it sometimes .. or most times I just fear sharing my thoughts ??? #or no .. not the sharing part rather than maybe ... hmmmmmm

[omarfor-orchestra]

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#Talked about my gender with my therapist but idk why I didn't tell her I changed pronouns on here #i literally said 'yeah if i did change my pronouns it wouldn't be surprising or scary for me' #and she said the way i talked about it about how it doesn't really matter bc i feel comfortable with my gender atm #without meticulously defining it #is good and nice #she was worried about how i saw my femininity so i had a chance to explain her how i feel about it #and guess what. my ed was there somehow #making peace with my femininity and understanding it's not a bad thing even during the days i don't feel 100% a woman #was like one of the starting points to make peace with my body #and stop torturing it #I'm not quite there yet but if i think about what i did to it i feel sad now #sorry about this it just felt chatartic #rant

[evakant]

my life's one long string of "surely i won't be alive next year" and then i wake up one day and it's a year later and, what do you know, i'm still alive

#funny how that works. #besides. actually. it's one long string of 'surely i won't be alive next year so why work towards something or choose something. i'll just #fossilize here when the time comes' and yeah like i said one year later and i am not even on step one of becoming a fossil #i can't fossilize because i am stagnating. that makes me a swamp. #as a note i am not suicid/al i just think being alive is a bother and i didn't ask for it and if i had a choice i wouldn't have said yes #but not in a kms kind of way just in a surely this can stop now way #in a 'okay this isn't funny anymore and hasn't been for a while way' #listen idk how to explain it just know i'm good and not at risk and #making silly little text posts is basically old timey doctor putting leeches in my brain to fix this #you know bloodletting! #i shouldn't post this i'm drafting it lmao #negativity / #suicide mention / #just in case #edit: that one post from before reminded me i had this in my drafts and yeah! lmao love it love the swampiness of it all #if you read this at all (you shoulnd't) but if you do and are worried despite me saying i'm fine: #genuinely truly really i am okay! i don't need to be cheered up i don't need help of any sort! i'm alright! #and i can bet you i'll still be alive next year! let's all meet up on this post one year from now <3 #fra.txt

[nerdyelsa]

I try not to post Mandalorian spoilers but I need to rant really quick. Scrolling through the Mando posts for today's episode really makes me feel like I'm the only one who's incredibly annoyed at several aspects of the episode?? I was yelling at the tv so much and this webbed site has people praising it and I just don't get it

#mandalorian #mandalorian spoilers #the characters did so many things that did not make sense #din don't serve her. stand by her #was the biggest conflict between the groups going to be over chess? really? #axe just outright insulted them and he really isn't getting the slap in the face that he needed #don't fucking follow them how do you not know it's going to be a trap #stop shooting at the fucking door it doesn't work #stop being so inconsistent on the durability of beskar #oh yeah just interrogate din and not bo that makes sense #still not sure why time was spent on dr pershing when we could've built up to this episode more thoroughly #massive beast? keep going full speed ahead no worries #I'm biased because i never liked bo but i do not get the desire people have for dinbo. i really don't #i don't want a romance in here and especially not with those two #also what's her face is really bad at being sneaky. didn't even fully hide in the alley

[hemaris]

a guy i've never seen before in my life tried to get into my apartment at 2am last night and i'm unironically so normal about it

#i don't think he neccessarily had bad intentions but it was WEIRD #he was clearly under the influence of. something. and at first he was just ringing my doorbell #then one of my dumbass neighbors let him into the complex lmaooooo and he found my door and wouldn't stop banging on it for like 15 minutes #neighbor came out and was like wtf. guy said oh yeah uh my friend lives here and i left my car keys on his balcony so i NEED to get in #bro????? i've lived here for like 6 yrs WHO are you talking about #eventually he went outside and got locked out so he rung my doorbell a couple of more times and left #and in daylight it's like. i think he was just so out of it that he straight up got into the wrong building like i'm sure there's a #Logical Explanation. but my 2am brain was like oh cool i'm about to be super murdered. he had a mystery duffel bag and everything hhfgfgf #anyway after 300 yrs i managed to fall asleep again & kept having dreams where his keys were genuinely on my balcony & i had to be #like omg dude i'm sooooooo sorry #ANYWAY! the moral of the story is that it wasn't fun but in the end i didn't even freak out that badly and i'm not even rlly worried about #it anymore even though i'm usually notoriously paranoid. girlboss moments i guess #the other moral is that peepholes make everything loook sooooooooo much more creepy and threathening #@ that guy i hope u found ur friend and keys #delete later

[onefey]

dear dena,

#pokemas #pokemas spoilers #colress #not the DEFINITIVE conclusion to draw from that trailer but it does have me. worried #if colress only plays a minor role in the villain event for HIS evil team i might start attacking #already disappointed he's not playing any sort of antagonistic role - feel like shit just want him (colress being a villain) back #i get he 'hates ghetsis' but girlie he didn't let that stop him the first time 💅 #edit: ok felt the need to clarify. because i didn't uh phrase myself well ^ #i felt like colress had a lot of potential to play both sides here like he does in bw2 - like obvi i like his nuance i don't want him as #JUST a villain. basically what im saying is i wanted to see him dupe and betray ghetsis SPECTACULARLY #sorry ramble. anyway i like colress

[larentslovechaos]

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#hate worrying about my mom all the time 🙃🙃 #pretty sure she's on something again #don't know what #but i don't think she really understands how serious it is #like i don't think she cares at all #it's sad #but like whatever #i can't help her i can't stop her i can't do anything #the 'birthday card' she gave my dad was completely incoherent #like it was literally a thank you card and she didn't even fill it out all the way #like she wrote thanks with her name and 'you're' and that was it #she said she was gonna go to my grandmas house but then never did and has been in her room since about 5pm and it's now 9pm #i just don't even know what to do i'm convinced she'll do anything to 'get her way' #very sad #anyway 🙃 #sorry for venting here but i literally don't have anywhere else to

[icehot13]

hi hello are you looking for something to read this weekend??? how about my book. this has been an an advertisement. i love you.

#i am so close to the end of in name alone which means naturally i dont feel close at all #watch this last chapter devolve into Complicated Feelings about learning your parent's native language #poor boba fett is a vehicle for 'my mother didn't teach me arabic because of anti-arab feelings in the time when i grew up' #anyways this story has a happy ending for both me and boba fett so don't worry #i'm learning it now at 30 because she's gonna teach my babies so dont lose hope boba fett everything's gonna be fine #and boba's happily married to din obvs so we're all fine here #once this fic is over welcome to my TEN FANDOMS IN TEN WEEKS era in which i drive you all insane #ofmd! peacemaker! moon knight! daredevil! sandman! you will beg for it to stop #and it wont