#don’t talk to me i am not ok

[thief-of-eggs]

Was anyone going to tell me how the Narnia books end, or was I just going to have to see a vague instagram post and learn it through the comments myself?

#no bc my mom didn’t let me read the final books as a kid bc the ‘fighting was too intense’ #and then i just forgot to ever finish the series #but WHAT THE FUCK #don’t talk to me i am not ok #i will not be ok for the next foreseeable future #narnia #c s lewis #the chronicles of narnia #edmund pevensie #peter pevensie #susan pevensie #lucy pevensie #the lion the witch and the wardrobe

[kinokoshoujoart]

oops all rock (springtime edition)

i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…

could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)

#my art #sos awl #debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff #or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs #i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know #and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love #rock tumbling (sos) #story of seasons a wonderful life #bokumono #story of seasons #harvest moon #hm awl #harvest moon a wonderful life #bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too #there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them #but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK…… #idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!! #fanart #awl rock #bokujou monogatari #hm anwl #unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry…….. #also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool… #ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted #mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters #OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING #i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version #and also fun secret things related to DS #this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu…. #i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)

[lemonstars8583]

HELLO FIVE NIGHTERS i am back again and you can’t stop me from appearing spontaneously. Hello.

hardly any representation of Sarah here i know i know i’m sorry.. but um 👍👍 at least she’s here

ANYWAY i have. NO idea what to say about this. if you have any question ask (PLKEASE 🥹🥹 PLEEK… PLEEK…?) idk what to ramble about unprompted, normally i can talk on end for hours at a time but rn my brains drawing a blank.

uhm fun fact: Millie has memorized the name and location of every main artery thanks to the plague on society that is funtime freddy

I AM EDITING THIS POST TO SAY THAT UHm millie and sarah were in the same grade at the same highschool. no they were not friends at all. millie thought sarah was annoying for constantly wanting to be like other people and be “popular” (she HAAATES the popular kids after her “bff” ditched her or whatever the fuck happened in the book and she CANNOT understand anyone who wants to be like them), and uhhh sarah thought millie was WEIIRD she thought she was super super weird and carried diseases like rabies or some shit yk. like she’d camp out in the woods and kill frogs or some shit yk. she’d follow flocks of crows to a corpse to examine it yk. rumors like that LMFAO

#freddy still tries to kill millie on a regular basis don’t worry #they’re like if freddy and gregory was toxic and fucked up but in a really funny way #Ballora’s usually a good influence but she has her moments <3 queen #why am i rambling in the fucking tags #right after i said “hmm i don’t know what to talk about :) #i love bonbon so much btw #i love him so so much #so very dearly #i need to get BETTER. AT DRAWING HIM: #he looks kind of not good to me here <333 #it’s ok he’s slaying #ok FANDOM TAGS NOW. FFS #digital art #my art #funtime freddy #ballora #bonbon #bonbon fnaf #fazbear frights #count the ways #to be beautiful #dance with me #sister location #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf sl #millie fitzsimmons

[justmwahstruly]

oh yea you know what it is

cackles

i had muchhhhh very much time to plan so i got to make a lotttttt hehe

so. I say this as I have been preparing to since I found out about it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY KOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!

very big inspiration to me I will say! I will try not to ramble!! But interacting with you makes me feel like a little kid being able to talk to the really cool teenager and likewise it makes me really happy and excited to talk to you but at the same time TERRIFIED and woopdy doo im rambling so RAH

yeetus fleetus any sads you feel I hopefully deletus

(In all honesty. i do not love how simple this is but meh oh well punching the wall)

I’m just making a cut to make things a little bit easier maybe ueu

more!!!

cackles

and this! This one is. Kind of old but hey at least I remembered their star clip which is quite the accomplishment for me/hj

ALSO SURPIRSE THINGY I MADE BECAUSE HEHHAHAHSHSIZKJHCKJCD im gay

just a sketch but The Lady and the Pathetic Short Girl 💥💥

and if you see it. no no you don’t hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @koifsssh YOU DESERVE THE BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTT 🫶

#yippeeeeeeeeeeee #there was a part of me that wanted to schedule it for exactly 12 in the morning but I’m not that evil #so! 12am PST is better. CACKLES #i love love love to shooketh and surprise people rararararararar #it’s so fun :] #anywayssss i really do hope you like these i have not drawn so much for someone’s characters since. well since my OWN characters BAHAHA #passes out #rainy dewdrop #danny danger #hes…. not a phantom….. 💔💔/j #molly melancholy #welcome home oc #welcome home #art #I REALLY WANTED TO DRAW MICDROP BESTIE. I REALLY DID BUT I CANNOT DO MAVERICKS. DAMN. HAIR. (/lh) #I DONT KNOW HOW AUGUST ME MANAGED TO DRAW HIM SO WELL THAT SINGLE TIME BECAUSE NOW I FUCK UP EVERY TIME I TRY 💀💀 #how does one learn…. koi and shaurma please teach me your talented wayssssss/j #anyways I’ll see my way out and go die silently/j #birthday gift #uhhhhh i can’t put mootie patooties uhhhhhh #rlly cool people I follow 🫶 #YEA THAT WORKS (end me) #ok i will stop ranting nowwwwwwwww HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY ARARARZRARRARARARARARSYDGZFHHCCXHC XBFHCFCXVH #gonna quietly act like i don’t have more drawings of the fella i drew in a skirt. but they are all silly and dumb and maybe with a certain #character limit there! so I am not finishing that thought 😋 #i should rlly like. SHUT UP. man i talk a lot…. BUT I HAVE TO ADD ONE MORE TAGGGGG NYEHEHE #callie wendell

[minustwofingers]

exoplanet inspo girl is in a class with me this semester and i would literally let her run me over and she barely even knows i exist 💔💔💔

#dee overshares #like ok she KNOWS who i am #we are in a club together and have spoken on many occasions #but i fumble it every time i try to talk to her #so everyone pray for a speedy recovery #everyone say it w me now #may dee stop being weird around her! #alternatively: #may dee stop becoming infatuated w people who don’t like her like that! #sometimes i look at her and i’m like i would literally do anything for u and u will never even know 🙄🙄 #like girl i am soooo star struck by u i’m willing to heal my avoidant attachment style

[sunnibits]

they’re so edizzy. honestly.

#edizzy #blackhands #listen. the girlies who get it get it and the girlies who don’t dont!!!! #but I’m sooooo correct with this one actually #I’ve already drawn edizzy as the bottom right one but I DESPERATELY need to draw them as the top right image #it’s soooo good #also I feel the need to emphasize the fact that in the bottom left image he is choking him and there are SEVERAL pictures #of frank choking riff with the whip #he also just whips him in the movie #ok somebody pls fucking tell me you understand how right I am bc I’m dying to talk ab this now actually #ed teach #izzy hands #ofmd

[goldenhypen]

IMPORTANT POST - PLAGIARISM

it was brought to my attention recently that my works are being stolen yet again :D guys. do you think finding that our works are giving other people credit behind our backs makes us cheer and jump around in joy??? do YOU find joy in getting credit for other people’s creations and hard work??? because for those who do, wow, i applaud you thinking like that and living a life that YOU clearly are making for yourself 👏🏻 cheers to that 🥂 (please 💀)

boys and girls and everybody outside and in between, i’m speaking as someone who has gotten their work stolen over and over and over and over again and has had it happen to me again just now. experiencing this just reminds me how much seeing someone ELSE gain credit for something that’s mine and that i put so much love and hard work into makes me want to just quit posting all together, honestly. sorry if that sounds extreme and sudden. but truly, expressing my deep and honest feelings, i don’t want to keep posting if in the end my works will just be posted by others as their own. ESPECIALLY without giving credit. IT IS POSTED EVERYWHERE on every writer’s blog TO NOT PLAGIARIZE, COPY, STEAL, ETC ANYBODY’S WORK. and honestly, it doesn’t matter if you give credit when we never gave you permission in the first place. can you not just use your brain, use your common sense and think about how it would make us writers feel to create and share something that we poured so much love into, only to find someone else gaining credit for it? we work SO HARD to put out works for people to enjoy and we do it for FREE. and believe it or not, but that doesn’t give you permission to just go and share it on other platforms as your own. can you not just have a little respect?

please be careful because your actions can be so damaging to others and/or yourself. don’t think you can just so easily take other people’s work and use them as your own; there will always be consequences.

creds to @/rlcswo on tiktok for stealing multiple works of mine that i loved a lot and making me feel disgusted (cuz of the plagiarist, not me) about them now and possibly for the rest of my life :D and! for pushing me to quit posting works in the future 👍🏻👏🏻 they also stole so many other creator’s works and posted them as their own. guys, please report them and find the original authors to let them know as well <3

feel free to reblog to spread the word <3

#queued up! #me talking about quitting writing is me half joking and sarcastic ok #HALF joking #cuz if this keeps happening i honestly don’t see why not to quit tbh #respect creators that work hard to publish their works for your free enjoyment !! #just as fellow human beings we should love and respect one another #so that means no stealing #please !! #and so while i am very upset and hurt and frustrated by this.. user rlcswo and all those who have plagiarized my works in the past.. #i forgive you. just please take the plagiarized posts down and never go stealing again #it truly breaks my heart #em speaks #enhypen imagines #enhypen x reader

[a-beautiful-fool]

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#did u guys know that i love lea and they are so perfect and nice and sweet and funny #and i think we’re both down bad #but they have been so busy today #and i am stuck at home pining #omg i miss lea so much #kinda crazy how you don’t realize how much you look forward to talking to someone until they don’t text back immediately #what will i do without lea 😭 #lea <3333 #ok anyways just ignore me <3

[thresholdbb]

i have a VOY confession: I skipped Threshold because the rating on imdb was SO so low... is it required viewing???

I was holding off on this question so I didn’t give you the most insane rambling answer, so thank you for your patience. Short answer: I definitely think it’s worth a watch. I, thresholdbb, am obviously biased about this, but imo Star Trek isn’t quite Star Trek without its delightfully campy side.

Threshold is often pointed to as the worst episode of Star Trek, and it has also been voted as such. That said, it really isn’t that bad. The science is iffy at best, but it’s science fiction and that part gets a pass in my book. It only veers into the ridiculous in the last act, otherwise it’s actually not bad. If it didn’t take a hard left at the end, people probably wouldn’t rag on it as much as they do.

Tom Paris has some excellent moments and Robert Duncan McNeill was having a blast being a mutant, chewing up all the scenery. The EMH has a bit that makes me laugh every time. Janeway is delightful as always. Plus, the episode won an Emmy for make-up.

Really though, I love what episodes like Threshold (and the like) represent: a willingness to take risks. Some of that has been lost in the bigger budget productions that have come after (they’re coming back around), but I unabashedly adore that these “bad” episodes exist. Plus now we get to poke fun at and enjoy hyper-evolved salamander babies for eternity. What’s not to celebrate?

#all Star Trek is good Star Trek #even bad Star Trek? #especially bad Star Trek #every day is threshold day #thresholdbb is threshold posting again #my answer might still have been rambling and insane I apologize #is it even star trek if you can’t poke some fun at it? #if you talk to other Star Trek fans often they will have a threshold and Tuvix opinion #I am always staunchly pro threshold and I don’t care #plus it spawned delightful art and a whole celebration day!! #mark your calendars January 29 is threshold day #taking risks means sometimes you fail and that’s perfectly ok #but I don’t think it’s a terribly bad episode I really like it #when I first saw it I was like ??? but then it grew on me and now I love it so much #I adore “bad” Star Trek #I feel the same about move along home and rascals and relics and and and #except for code of honor that one can die ok ilubye #but also like choice exists you don’t have to watch it if you really don’t want to I’m just some dodo on the internet idk

[isdalinarhot]

My favorite sex headcanon that is not fueled by lust in any way but just exists because it’s funny to me. Is that Evi has like a super mega piss kink like Cannot Get Off If There’s No Piss Involved kind of shit and Dalinar Does Not Have A Piss Kink At All but he’s like you know what. Some of Sadeas’s wildest fantasies are shit like wound fucking and forced castration so in comparison to that peeing on you every time we have sex is no biggie and so even though for Dalinar his Evi sex is lackluster unenthusiastic pretend-she’s-Navani reproductive at best, Evi’s Dalinar sex is wildly wildly good. Because she gets to have Dalinar pee on her. Love wins

#if I could choose any kink I don’t have to have I think I would choose piss because every piss kink fic I have ever read has made #the simple act of peeing into something sacred and divine and infinitely pleasurable #and like. I’m an alcoholic. I piss a lot. if I could get off on pissing while I do it that would be so fun #it would be like when I have a big brunch with a friend and it’s like to you this is normal but to me I am getting a slight thrill about #ohhhhh I’m so fullllllll well I would be experiencing that with piss multiple times a day #instead of just being annoyed that I have to stop doing what I’m doing #ok that’s all piss Ted talk over #luke.txt #drunkposting

[scrimple]

I can regulate my emotions just fine as long as I can cut myself :3

#bunny talks #988blr #988twt #styr0twt #styr0blr #i’m ok just venting #block don’t report #Playing a game called lets see how long it’ll take me to attempt suicide while I’m off my meds #Why is being self-destructive so bad for me anyways? #My self-harm only affects me physically #It doesn’t affect anyone else. Just me and my body #So Why do therapists want me to stop so badly? Hey at least I’m not killing myself! Shouldn’t you be happy for me? #Be happy for me just as happy as cutting makes me feel #I’m so happy #So happy so calm #‘it affects those who care about you’ just stop caring about me. I am not worth positive emotions #Pretend I don’t exist #Pretend I’ve died already #Pretend you never met me #I don’t deserve anyone’s kindness or care #I’m so sorry for convincing everyone that I’m a good person #Please believe me when I say I’m the worst #Please. I don’t want to hurt anyone else #This is all I have please just let me have this #I only post about it here so I can keep track of when I relapse please I swear I’m not attention seeking please don’t look at me #Don’t look at me don’t perceive me don’t please don’t #I am not here. I never was

[higgs-the-god]

Big wieff….

#sorry ppl who are trying to contact me I’m being autistic again #but this time as in like. I can’t put effort into convos that aren’t fac I’m so sorry 😭😭😭😭😭 #for once a fixation that can beat em ess gee. for now #‘but what if she looked like’ idc!!!!! idc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #fac furry au #betty grof #golbetty #both pics are a kinda. post everything au where she can kinda take a break from. being the god of chaos #like how ppl have prismo just out w scrab. it doesn’t have to make sense ok!! big wife that’s all that matters!! #art #simon petrikov #pls don’t follow im a freak #I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I GOTTA SAY IT I am Abnormal #don’t get butthurt if I talk abt how Simon should get [REDACTED]

[daisywords]

as someone who was raised with a comparatively healthy mindset around food, I keep being baffled/concerned by other people’s eating practices that they’ll just drop like it’s no big deal. “I’m doing this intermittent fasting thing where I only eat one meal a day” girl if your one meal is the salad you eat every day for lunch I’m. that’s eating disorder behavior. and they talk about this stuff like it’s normal! “I’m trying out this new meal plan where—“ oh a starvation diet? You’re starving yourself?

#anyway spending time with a couple of my coworkers especially is making me dig in my heels #I’m eating three square meals a day! And I’m not budging on that! And I’m not going to be embarrassed about it! #Bc the worst thing is like. would I like to lose 20 pounds? Admittedly yeah #But idk I don’t think that’s the right way to do it! #Not that I am a paragon of physical fitness or anything but like! That’s literally unhealthy you are wrecking your metabolism probably #I would rather be a little squishy then live in this weird alternate universe where people are supposed to be on a diet by default!!! #and idk when girl that are already small are putting themselves through this and getting noticeably smaller it’s like #ok good for you I guess but is it worth it? #mostly writing this to reassure myself because it’s hard not to feel like I’m the one that’s wrong #idk if you feel like you need to lose weight logically you must think I’m some sort of beast or something #like I thought I was normal but maybe not haha #But anyway I hate how we just slapped new jargon on eating disorder behavior so we can talk #About it like its a health trend and something normal to do

[zootopiathingz]

Is it normal for your brother in law to tell you that you have a “huge rack”?

#here’s some context; #we were randomly talking and he asks me if I’ve ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend before #I tell him no #he’s surprised (clearly he hasn’t hung out with me long enough to see how annoying I am lol) #he starts asking if I’ve ever been on a date #or been at ‘second base’ with someone #I tell him no again #he’s still shocked and I ask him why #he asks me if he can be completely honest #and I’m like ok? sure #he then tells me I have a huge rack and that it’s surprising no one’s asked me out #for THAT reason #and to me I don’t think he was trying to be a creep about it #he specifically told me he wasn’t trying to sound like that #I just kinda laughed it off but I felt weird idk #I mean I know people notice that but it’s just weird when someone (especially a family member) points it out #also kinda hurt to think people would only date me for my body but that’s a whole other thing #idk this happened a while ago why am I still thinking about it #lady luxo rambles

[mysicklove]

i saw this tiktok where someone was basically bashing a “standard american” barista for forcing small talk bc they only want tips, but i do something similar (but not forced) and it’s not for tips it’s bc i genuinely like talking to people 😔😔

#🔪 - mello talks too much #don’t worry i know how to read a room like who wants to and doesn’t want to talk #(i’m actually pretty good at that) #i’m surrounded by introverts so LOL i am trained well #but like i compliment ppl on the daily #and idk it leads into small talk a lot! #i’m not being fake for tips i genuinely am like this #i hope ppl don’t think i’m being fake like the tiktok says #i also don’t FORCE conversations like the tiktok was implying tho #so maybe they aren’t talking about me #lololol idk guys it made me sad #my manager hired me for my “outgoing” personality and to think that ppl might not like that makes ;( #but also i’ve never seen anyone genuinely annoyed at me #like i said before i know how to read if someone wants to engage in a convo or not #ok sorry i’m rambling #i always do this in the tags lol

[songtwo]

most of the time i feel like im just an average person like i know im really lucky to be living my dreams working a job i love in the city i always wanted to live in like i know im a very lucky and privileged person bc most ppl don’t get any of that but most of the time i also forget it’s not just that like most ppl in my hometown never get out and don’t even go to college and like even in my family im still the only one to ever attend university and move to the city which is just crazy like it’s so crazy to me to think im not really average specially not where i come from which is idk so weird

#like we ran into this neighbour yesterday and he literally said he talked to his son abt how i went to college and now im living in the #city as some success story and as if that was something so extraordinary and it’s like. omg #like it was all just natural to me study a lot get into a good college get a job in the music industry move to the city #like i never gave it much thought i just did what i had to so to me it was never like this Huge thing any of it #and my mom was also telling me abt how her friends always bring me up in conversation to talk abt how ‘great’ i am while their children #just aren’t like 😭 #like idk i just don’t really think of myself #so when me and my life are brought it’s like . wow ok #like in uni moving and going to college was the norm and in the city i meet so many ppl who moved to pursue their dreams everyday so #its also become the norm to me #so when im remembered it’s not the norm at all where i come from is crazy