#do i have a problem 😔😔😔

[hwajin]

i just spent 50€ for soap that smells like hyunjins perfume

#pls #i can't do this anymore #i wanted the perfume itself but it was 100 so i got the soap and like #do i have a problem 😔😔😔 #shut up kathy #fav boi <3

[eff-plays]

You can wizardsplain at a bard, but watch out

#they also have the Finger of the Annoying Bitch #stronger than any counterspell 😔 #everyone talks abt wizards having rivalry with clerics and warlocks and sorcerers #but nobody talks abt how wizards and bards are the 'i went to school and now it's everyonne else's problem' classes #bg3 #bg3 art #baldur's gate 3 #my art #oc: hiraeth #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #anyway can you tell which one of these i use references for and which ones i don't #also idk what a consistent art style is i just do whatever i think is funniest at the moment

[writeouswriter]

*banging fists on table* more mentally ill characters in stories that aren't just about them being mentally ill! More mentally ill characters in sci-fi, in fantasy, in romance and fun and high stakes situations and everything in between, as the heroes, as complex individuals, multifaceted and treated with respect, not having their needs and differences ignored or skirted around but, again, not having them be their only trait or plot point/entire premise! Please, I'm begging, on my hands and knees, there's a place for these topics and characters in realistic, reflective and literary fiction, yeah, but there's also a place in those magical, mystical, action packed, mysterious and alien worlds, give them to ME

#books #mental illness #mentally ill characters #writing #writeblr #not so much a problem with writers here but in books and such in general it's an impossible search #because you try and look up books with mentally ill protags and it's giving you either 1. the worst horror rep you've seen in your life #2. secondhand inspiration or pity p*rn #3. just irl biographical or realistic literary fiction which is not what i'm looking for at the present #4. either complete hollow cardboard tokenism or just barely true hc or etc. #&god forbid you try to find a character with psych*sis w/o it giving you killers or big plot twists where it was in their head all along 😑 #like i just i want a funky scientist studying aliens who happens to be b*polar #i want a fantasy adventurer or ghost hunter or etc who happens to be sch*zospec is that so much to ask 😔 #bizarrely hard to find male protags in this category as well? if you do have recs for scientists in fiction like this hmu 👀 #anyway and yeah yeah yeah write what you want to read I'M TRYING #i have all these guys i have this funky scientist but i have the illnesses™️ as well such is the world #so i want something to read or see like... now

[ineed-to-sleep]

Commission for @kywrendrawsthings of their tzimisce Lenore(and her little rat Rosa :'] ) 💕✌🏻

#tzimisce #vtm #commissions #vampire the masquerade #sleepyscribble #q #MAN have I been neglecting posting on here #I miss posting and interacting here sm :c it's just that stuff irl has been kicking my ass lately #so many new problems and emotions dklhghd I'm still getting my bearings on how to handle everything #but I miss posting on here 😔 I really do #anyway I loved working on this commission!! always love it when I get the opportunity to draw someone w their pet 🥲

[idk-bruh-20]

Irondad fic ideas #132

Peter loses so many backpacks, Tony starts numbering them like his suits: "backpack mark 5," "backpack mark 13," "here you go kid, backpack mark 49."

#irondad fic ideas #irondad and spiderson #trackers have been a thing as early as mark 3 #some backpacks they do manage to retrieve #others.. let's just say not all dumpster-stink fabrics are salvageable #if panic buttons have been included in every single version since mark 1 what of it #peter parker #tony stark #iron dad and spider son #irondad fic idea #also imagine all the problem-solving tony would try to do lmao #backpack mark 20 can fly itself home #(tragically KO'ed by a bird 😔 RIP) #mark 38 borrows scott's shrinking stuff so peter can just take it on patrol with him #(fell somewhere while swinging- never to be seen again) #tony: what if I made a secret bunker for you? you could just put your backpack in the same secure place each time? #peter: dumpsters are a spider-man tradition mr. stark 😇 #tony (tearing his hair out): WHAT ABOUT A BUNKER DISGUISED AS A DUMPSTER? would you use it?? demon child???? #queueueueue

[belligerentbagel]

even Atlas has only two hands

vent art

#this one's for all the teachers out there #horror cw #hands cw #draws #after 2.5 years of caution and masking everywhere; i tested positive for covid on wednesday morning (first day of fall semester) 😔 #at earliest; i can be back in the classroom on monday #wednesday itself was an absolutely horrible 24 hours (but admittedly the anatomist side of me has been going 'ah! physiological data!') #but thursday and friday were a grim indicator of how much capitalism has rotted my brain #because after getting through 24 hours of a MASSIVE illness with undetermined long-term effects; i felt compelled to return to the #6-hr-sleep 18-hr-waking cycle that i was accustomed to; out of GUILT for falling behind in work #(note: i was NOWHERE near 100% back on thursday. i could have charitably been put at 50% - still headaches & fatigue & productive coughs) #a friend had to very sternly tell me 'you cannot solve structural problems through constant 80-hour-week heroic measures' #'you especially cannot do this when you are recovering from a debilitating illness which has the potential to remain a - #- serious lingering problem if you overwork yourself' #like. gods. yeah. it's not my fault that my classrooms are stuffed to the student maximum that our union has valiantly maintained #it's not my fault that the district only gave us one pre-semester prep day; meaning that my room & plans were left unfinished before day one #and - even bigger; it's not my fault that public health in the US is careening into 'can we pretend hard enough like nothing's happening' #my students will have a milquetoast start this fall semester. that is fine. #their teacher might not be able to stand and talk for longer than ten minutes at a time #i will do what i can. i still care about them. i am reading their introduction emails and smiling a bunch. #but i refuse to allow myself to be consumed in order to keep this fire lit.

[roguishwretches]

I just discovered Early Access Wyll and his character has way more flavor than what we got?? I mean, don't get me wrong I love release Wyll but he's definitely pushed to the side. Making him such an obviously flawed character and beefing with the goblins in Act I would've been so interesting but aaaaaahhhh........

He would've been a second Astarion to me if the core elements of EA Wyll were kept but nooo people complained too much about it :/

#roguishrambles #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #wyll ravengard #wyll #JUSTICE FOR WYLL!!!! #wyllposting #I'm deciding to be a problem about EA Wyll #like I'm so motivated to write fics about this #AAARGHH #why do I have to do everything myself 😔

[metanarrates]

hi. i'm a little bit drunk on wine, but please don't mind me. i found your post in the wild about orv and how it portrays the passive suicidality and i kept thinking about it. i don't really remember the exact chapter, but near the start of the book, when kdj teaches sys to subjugate the beasts and she says, self depracting, how she has no talent for it, and then kdj's inner monologue which goes something like 'if she's not talented, i should just kill myself'. i seriously didn't think nothing of it when i first read it! and that appeared again. and then the deaths happened, his backstory was revealed, the whole OD arc... and i kept thinking about that one throwaway line in the first chapters. GOD

orv does this very neat trick where it reveals kim dokja's suicidality through a slow drip feed. that throwaway line near the start of the novel. a single death or even a handful of deaths. him saying that the novel helped him survive. those are easy to not notice. but as he dies again and again and you learn more and more about him... yeah. it's not a realization that hits you all at once. when you learn that he's attempted suicide in the past, it slots perfectly into the puzzle you've already assembled of him at that point. a man who considers his own death an acceptable solution to most problems is one who has DEFINITELY tried to kill himself before

#narrates #orv #suicide #its SO GOOD. kdj the man of ever #but yeah. as funny as it can be to talk about how kdj sees any problem and decides to kill himself about it #that is uncomfortably real to how passive suicidality works. it's like a rut your brain gets stuck in #once you've realized that suicide is something you can do #that's when it becomes an acceptable solution in your mind to a Lot of problems #you won't do it probably. but every time something emotionally difficult comes up that thought is always there #so yeah. he jokes about it. he's a perfectly regular and mentally stable individual #also i realize that these tags are WAY TOO REVEALING but come on. you don't have kdj as a fave without relating to that aspect of him 😔 #(OBLIGATORY NOTE THAT I AM RELATIVELY MENTALLY STABLE AT THIS POINT IN TIME)

[cookiepie111]

Why is writing smut hard, im struggling. can't y'all just imagine them going at it really hard 😭

#rambling #the way there's just a place holder paragraph 'they do it' #i cant #writing problems #its a for a könig x reader fic im in the trenches #can someone else just write it for me please 😭 #gonna have to put my whole being into this 😔✌🏾

[moonscape]

okay i'm going to be nicer to totk for real now *deletes most of my drafts*

#bwark #god i'm fucking trying to have some kind of epiphany here where i can have it all click and be like ''even if i have my problems i can still #get enjoyment out of it'' but this game makes it so damn difficult #''i can discuss the story'' wait nope can't. story sucks ass and butt #''what about the exploration? that was the best part of botw'' uh no can't do that when the surface is practically the same and there's no #substance to the sky or the depths #''gameplay?'' i don't like ultrahand. which sucks when that's 90% of the gameplay #i respect the work that must've gone into it and the creativity it's drawn from fans but making one gameplay aspect literally ALL YOU DO #runs the risk of alienating people who can't get behind #and sure other zelda games have their gimmicks but it's different #like take tp for example. i get that the wolf mechanic isn't for everyone. but aside from the early game twilight sections and a few sparse #puzzles in the later game you're never really forced to play as wolf so it doesn't overstay its welcome #god i just remembered that totk turned wolf link into meat chunks. another thing they took from us 😔 #actually on that genuinely why couldn't they just bring him back? #like you're reusing a ton of shit from botw anyway?? #which brings me back to my main point is that anything that isn't new is just. botw again #shrines are back but they're uglier. dungeons are the divine beasts but in a new coat of paint #why did they add more shrines to the game anyway? like you'd think they'd at least lower the number because fans didn't want them to return #the SINGULAR leg up i can think of id the bosses. yeah i love botw and i'll hold my hands up and say that a lot of the common complaints for #it don't bother me personally but yeah the blights absolutely sucked #divebombing colgera with the dragon roost theme playing was the closest thing that this game came to giving me an experience #okay i'll shut up now I'M GOING TO BE NICE EVEN IF IT KILLS ME

[mistakes-have-been-made]

Hngggh sigverse Hadestown AU...... HERE ME OUT PLEASE

I'm still struggling deciding on who would be Hades and Persephone (also the fates but I don't even have a single CONCEPT for them :( ) but for now I'm set on these three I mean come on this just wrote itself

Anyways I may never finish or let this see the light of day ever again but here we are

Maybe I might, who knows but I'm off to pass out in my bed and maybe to rant about this in the morning

#[jackie rambles] #[jackie art post 😱😱] #dead plate #eloquent countenance #studio investigrave #hadestown #AAAAAAUGGGH #pov when u scream ur thoughts into the void #btw im thinking of having vince as hades and either coworker or protag as persephone #why? idk it fits #someone please help me/hj #i really need to stop doing this #i am THIS close to either making an epic the musical au or just a greek myth au in general #this is becoming a problem 😔😔

[anonymouscheeses]

No post ☹️😔😔😔

IM WORKING ON A LILLITH X LUCI X EVE THING WITH ALL OF MY REDESIGNS/RE IMAGINING OF THEM

Itdsss uhhh a. BIG project so have a small snippet (whatever that means) 😈

THIS IS LILLITH'S REDWSIGN SHES THE ONE I CHANGED THE LEAST SO YUH ILL FINNISH IT N POST IT TBIS FRIDAY YIPPEE 😈

#ignore the crappiness i drew tbis at 4 am and i wrote this at around the same time #sleepy #i want to blame it on hyperthyroidism but that isnt thebone that makes u eepy 😭😭😭 #i think... IM the problem 😰 #i have ASS hand writing but a neat art style. how did i do this 😭 #instead of when my hand writing gets better my art gets better its the exact opposife ughhh 😭😭 #not me struggling to not make every character a furry 😔 (I TWEAK WHEN A CHARACTER IS FULLY HUMAN. IT FEELS WRONG. 😭😭)

[eternal-reverie]

Something in the back of my mind has been bothering me for a long while, and I figured out what it was. I have this tendency of censoring myself when I speak? I dance around a subject, which I keep hinting at, but never explicitly say what I want to say, and when someone doesn’t pick up on that, I get disappointed when they don’t help me open up to the topic.

#the disappointment deepens and I guess the fear of truly opening up of showing my self flaws and all is scary #in short I’m scared to have an opinion!!! #also when people ask me what I’m into reading to watching oh man I feel the pressure to pitch it and possibly defend it #and instead I just vaguely share what it’s about for the sake of not spoiling the experience #then the envy I feel when other ppl share wholeheartedly what they love and take their time with it explaining #and they explain it so clearly and I wish I could do that #click clack #the problem was so vague it’s taken me awhile to discern #I’m guessing this all stems from being made fun of or dismissed for my interests 😔 #a long time ago but the effects still linger #the fear of being perceived is all wrapped in me #I do the same thing here. it bleeds to all the ways of socializing this day and age #I wish I were one of those ppl who have a more lively social life online and talking to ppl regularly #but my first instinct to a message is to close the notification and leave it for later because it’s so intimidating!!! #it feels like I have to perform an image that’s guaranteed to be liked rather than just be me authentically #ok I got to the crux phewwww uhhh lol got all my vulnerabilities out in the middle of the night

[grassbreads]

I have to organize an event at work. I asked the assistant of the guy running the event whether he wants anything changed in the event room (tables moved, chairs added, etc).

She said "he wants the same layout he always uses for events."

I said "Can you be more specific? You know what the room's default layout is. Does he want anything moved or changed?"

She said, "I think he'd like the same setup he has always used."

MA'AM

#ma'am please #I work with her often. I like her #but. #the event guy does not have a singular setup he always uses #sometimes he wants extra chairs added #sometimes he wants extra room around the front podium #sometimes he keeps the default #ma'am I cannot do anything with 'the same as always' #I get you're just the messenger. but for the love of god #if I say 'can you elaborate' please just don't say the exact same thing again #I'd so much rather just get an 'I don't know' lmao 😔 #I have to rant about my petty frustrations here bc the coworker I can complain to is home sick 😕 #ah well #not my problem if they don't get their chairs arranged #invasion of the frogs

[puhpandas]

procreate on my new ipad is so pixelated it's so annoying

#googled it and i think its a problem with an ios update #that i never updated to on my old ipad #so i can't do much #other than making the canvas bigger/using a larger DPI #and. with how my ipads storage issues was a big downfall for it last time #im not risking making procreate tons bigger in storage than it needs to be by doing that #my life will have to be like a video game i suppose😔 #we're balling though im trying hard to beat the stage #all while im still collecting coins #so its all good #pandas.txt #pandas talks

[neosatsuma]

obsessed with the people that put graphic, untagged reader insert smut in the main media/character tag, then you go to their bio and find "MINORS DNI" and "18+ ONLY" like. as if there aren't minors trying to scroll the main tag in peace. and they WILL see your content because your lack of tags makes it unblockable. you are pasting this unavoidably in front of every eyeball on earth and then begging minors not to see it? wh. my brother IN christ 💀

#sats speaks #in case it wasn't clear I ALSO don't want to see it but alas I must #because people don't TAG #their SHIT #listen I'll happily put in my blacklist the phrase '[media] x reader' #that's no problem #if people at the very least used that consistently we would be fine #but no #nono #if I actually want to escape this stuff I'd have to blacklist Every Individual Character x Reader #I do not have time to add 27 new tags to my blacklist every time i consume a media im sorry #so. each and every one of you are blocked on sight 😔 #and then there's the stuff that's just not tagged at all with anything except the media