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I Think I Love You (Joe Elliott x Reader)
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A/N: Hey y'all, as promised here's the Joe one shot. Feeling super nervous rn, considering this is the first time I’ve posted my writing on here. I'd love to hear your feedback so I can improve on my writing. I'm open to any and all constructive criticism and encourage it! Anyways… I won't keep stalling for any longer. I hope y’all enjoy this one!!
Warnings: Mentions/references to making out/smut but nothing actually explicit happens.
Ps, if you really want to feel the vibe of this one shot I'd suggest listening to "I Think I Love You" by The Partridge Family while reading this💗
With love, Kris<3
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Sheffield, 1982
I'm sleeping
And right in the middle of a good dream
Like all at once I wake up
The poor guy had been tossing and turning all night.
Joe couldn't get his mind off of you.
Just the thought of you disrupted his sleep.
From something that keeps knocking at my brain
In his eyes you were perfect. You were the only girl in the world he wanted. Of course that also meant you were the one girl, who in his eyes, had got away. The one he could never have. Why? Because you were his best friend.
For months upon months he was stuck in this endless cycle.
It went a little something like this:
He'd think about you so much so that he'd convince himself that he had to go tell you.
Then he'd work up the courage to say it.
He'd find the perfect time to confess but then start to reconsider his choice. He always would hold it back when he decided it wasn't a good idea after all.
He'd then go back to thinking about how perfect of a moment it would've been and mentally kick himself for not saying a thing.
And the cycle would repeat.
It went on and on and on.
Before I go insane
As a result of this, he hadn't had a good nights sleep in a while.
That night was different though.
I hold my pillow to my head
Something had finally snapped.
And spring up in my bed
He had known how he felt for a long time. But he had never actually come to terms with the gravity of it.
Screaming out the words I dread
I think I love you
All at once it hit him like a brick wall. He realized he truly loved you.
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On the rare occasion that your best friend felt brave he'd indirectly hint at something more. After a while of not getting any knowing looks from you he just assumed that you were oblivious to all of his side comments. You in fact were not.
After a while you started to get impatient with him.
You wanted to shout it out loud, right in his face, "Dear God Joe just ask me out already!"
Recently those side comments from Joe had stopped. You would've said something to him if he hadn't stopped. But now you weren't even sure if he still cared, or if he had just given up and moved on. It would be stupid to lose your friendship over this. So you stayed quiet just to be safe.
It was a shocker to both you and everyone else how you two hadn't gotten together already.
There were so many signs. It was only a matter of time.
-
This morning
I woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with
Another night of restless sleep had gone by. It was worse than usual, so much so that by dawn he had already come up with a plan.
He knew what he had to do. He was going to tell you the only way he could. In the only unique love language he knew, through music.
If he was gonna do it, it had to be big and flashy. Joe wouldn't have it any other way.
He couldn't let his feelings lie dormant anymore. No, he thought, this time will be different. This time I won't back out.
And so I just decided to myself
I'd hide it to myself
And never talk about it
He had kept his feelings to himself for the past few years. Joe wanted to tell you, he really did. But in the back of his mind he worried about ruining the relationship you guys already had.
Joe loved you so much that he was willing to hide his feelings just so you wouldn't walk out on his life. He didn't want to lose you over some feelings he had. Ones that he couldn't guarantee you'd reciprocate. So, he believed it was best to keep it to himself.
And did not go and shout it
When you walked into the room
I think I love you
Joe didn't just think, he knew.
Joe was dead set on what he had to do. He just needed to get a few things sorted. First off was getting the guys on board with it.
-
Joe gathered his closest friends together. They were less like bandmates and more like brothers to him. He knew they would help him out. All it would take was a bit of convincing.
"Can you please help me out?" Joe pleaded.
He assured them about his plan.
"It's just one, and it'll be real quick."
"Alright, fine," the bassist answered for them all, "What song is it anyways?"
Joe told them his song of choice and they all gave him odd looks.
Sav cocked an eyebrow at the song choice.
"The Partridge Family? Are you serious?"
Phil chimed in, "You really think a band like us should be playing a song like that?"
Steve rested his hand on his head, "Everyone's going to make fun of us."
Joe tried to defend his choice, "You know it can't be that bad. We're playing in a pub for god's sake. It's not like the whole world's gonna be there."
The rest of the guys seemed unconvinced.
"Come on guys, you said you'd help me. Please?"
He kept on.
"Just help a bloke out, alright?"
And on.
"Please I promise I'll never ask for anything ever again."
Rick half-whispered to Sav.
"You know he's never gonna let it up. Not until we say yes at least."
Sav knew he was right. Joe wouldn't stop bugging them until they agreed.
"Okay fine, but it's only one song."
Joe nodded enthusiastically, "Mhm yeah, just one."
It was settled, they would help. Now all that was left was to get you there.
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I think I love you
So what am I so afraid of?
The thought of telling you was exciting to him, yet terrifying.
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
A love there is no cure for
His heart raced as he drove over to your place.
I think I love you
Joe was already cheery about just the thought of you going.
Isn't that what life is made of?
He hadn't felt this excited over something in a long time.
As he pulled onto your street he tapped on the steering wheel. It was due to the mix of both the pure joy of excitement and an ever growing anxious feeling that was building up inside.
Though it worries me to say
That I've never felt this way
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Believe me
You really don't have to worry
"You'll be there tomorrow, right?"
"Of course," you answered with a wide smile, "You guys go on at eight, right?"
God he loved your smile. It could light up any room.
He melted just looking at you. Anytime you spoke to him he lost all train of thought.
You snapped your fingers to get his attention.
"Joe?"
"Oh- um, yeah. Eight, we'll be on then."
I only wanna make you happy
After you said yes he began going through that same cycle again. He started doubting his whole plan. Wondering if it would work or not.
There was no way he could back out now though. For the past few days they'd been practicing that song, not stopping until Joe felt satisfied with the final product.
He wondered if you would stick around after all of this.
Would you tell him to "beat it" and move on with your life without him? Or would you stay there by his side?
And if you say, "Hey, go away"
I will
Joe crossed his fingers, hoping for the best outcome possible.
But I think better still
I'd better stay around and love you
He was determined to make sure you stayed.
Do you think I have a case?
Let me ask you to your face
Do you think you love me?
Tomorrow night he'd get the long awaited answer to that question.
I think I love you
-
You arrived early, wanting to make sure you were right up front. This is what you always did. It was your way of showing Joe you cared. You mindlessly tapped your fingers against the small stage, waiting for them to come out.
Meanwhile Joe was there fixing himself up in their tiny dressing room, (if you could even call it one). It was fairly small. The owner had "renovated" one of their small back rooms into a "dressing room".
He stood in front of the vanity mirror fluffing out the rest of his hair. Joe was doing any and everything in his power to keep his mind off of the plan. He looked at his reflection as he told himself to just smile and hope for the best. Whatever happens happens, it was no longer in his control anymore.
After waiting for what felt like forever the guys finally came out on stage. As Joe got on he stopped in front of you and sent you a quick smile before turning his attention to the other patrons of the bar.
You cheered along the whole time as they went through their usual set list. It didn't matter how many times you'd seen them, you were always captivated by their showmanship.
Time always seemed to fly by whenever you watched them play.
By now you had memorized their set list and were almost sure they were closing out now, having just played Wasted. They always saved it for last and were just about ready to leave.
That was before Joe had something to say.
The cheering in the room died down as Joe placed the mic back in its stand. He adjusted it right to his level, getting ready to speak.
"We have one last song for you all tonight. We're gonna take a little change of pace if that's alright with you."
He took a glance around at his bandmates, giving them all a quick nod before adding on.
"This one goes out to a very special someone. Someone who means the world to me."
His eyes drifted down to the people in the front row, moving one by one until eventually landing onto you.
"This is for you, Y/N."
Taking one last deep breath in he calmed himself before counting the guys in.
All of them started in, "Ba, ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba, ba."
You giggled at the ridiculousness of it before fully realizing the gravity of this song.
You knew what it was the second they sung the first line.
You hadn't heard it in such a long time and had practically forgotten about it, forgotten how much you loved it. It was always one of your favorites, and Joe had known that for a while now.
All thoughts completely left your mind when Joe began to sing.
"I'm sleeping,
And right in the middle of a good dream,
Like all at once I wake up,
From something that keeps knocking at my brain,
Before I go insane,
I hold a pillow to my head,
And spring up in my bed,
Screaming out the words I dread."
The rest of the guys joined in on the next line.
"I think I love you!”
This was his confession.
His eyes couldn't help but drift towards you.
"I think I love you."
While preforming Joe tried to keep his attention with the rest of the audience equal, but he kept on letting his eyes go back to you, like some sort of magnet that couldn't be pulled apart.
If him dedicating this song to you wasn't the most obvious thing, you'd say his looks alone were enough to tell you that this was for you.
You couldn't help but feel a smile tugging at your lips. Your cheeks started to feel sore from the excessive smiling.
"So what am I so afraid of?"
Every time his eyes caught yours you felt your heart skip a beat.
"I'm afraid that I'm not sure of a love there is no cure for."
Joe really did care about you, deep down inside he did, he always did.
Soon the song came to a close with their repeated "I think I love you's" becoming more and more quiet as they faded off.
They all came front and center, taking a short bow together as the crowd in the bar cheered them on.
The girl next to you had to have already been out of it.
"You're a lucky girl, huh?" she practically yelled into your ear. You couldn't blame her though, she was standing directly in front of an amplifier the whole time.
It snapped you out of the trance you seemed to have slipped into.
"Oh-uh yeah," you smiled.
"Look," she said, swinging her arm to point at the guys in front of you.
The rest of them were making their way off, leaving through the stage left.
Joe was the last one still up there.
You stayed staring at him in disbelief, not even knowing what to do. He had finally said it... or well sung it, same difference. What was there you could do?
He tilted his head to your right gesturing off to the side of the stage, to what you only could assume led to their dressing room.
He flashed you a quick smile before sending a subtle wink your way.
If it was anybody else, you'd say you were surprised by their actions, but for Joe? Well that's a different story.
With both of her hands the girl next to you latched onto your arm.
"Ooh looks like someone's gettin' some action tonight!"
Your cheeks flushed red and you prayed to god no one else heard.
Immediately you turned to Joe, hoping he hadn't heard the girl's remark.
His eyes darted away from you. Before Joe left you saw him trying to suppress his chuckling, but ultimately failing. His smug smile was the last thing you saw as he walked off the stage.
Of course he had to have heard it, why wouldn’t he?
The girl let go of you when you told her you had to leave. She told you something along the lines of, "Have fun tonight!" before you left.
You went around the corner finding the door that you guessed led backstage. The door was locked from the inside and there was no way of getting in. You didn't worry though, knowing that the guys would come out soon enough.
After a couple minutes of waiting by the door an ecstatic Rick swung it open. The rest of the guys shuffled their way out, but with their lead nowhere in sight.
You turned your attention towards the last member to come out.
"Is he?"
"Third door to the right," Sav answered before you could even finish asking your question.
"Thanks."
He gave you a warm smile, still holding the door open for you, letting you slip through to the back hallway.
"See you in a bit," he said, letting the door shut behind you.
Even though there was no reason to, you counted to yourself as you passed by each of the doors.
One...
Two...
You felt your heart race as you got closer to the last one.
...Three
You stood there for a moment trying to see if you could hear anything on the other side. You didn't and knew it was time to stop stalling.
After taking a deep breath to compose yourself you rested your hand on the cool doorknob.
Here goes nothing.
You slowly opened the door as quietly as you could and after shutting it watched the scene play out before you.
He stood there in front of a vanity mirror facing away from you. He hadn't noticed you but you could see his face clear as day through the reflection.
Joe was humming a tune while brushing his hair. You immediately recognized what song it was.
He was humming the one he had just played. His tone was full of pure joy.
Once he was done he ran his fingers through his hair, trying to shape it some more.
The man in front of you looked fine already but seemed to be getting ready for something more.
He adjusted the collar of his shirt before picking up a small bottle of cologne. Adding just a spray to his neck and one to his wrist before turning around.
Joe's humming abruptly stopped and his eyes widened.
"Oh… you're here?"
You'd been caught staring.
At this point any embarrassment that you could have had got washed away whenever he decided to dedicate that song to you.
"Sorry, I-"
"Don't be," he cut you off.
He set the bottle down and slowly approached you, seeming to take his time with it.
You watched carefully as he took every painfully slow step.
You didn't know where to start, but knew you had to say something.
"You guys were great."
"Thank you."
You had to bring it up, you couldn't bare to wait any longer.
"That song you played. Did you?"
You stopped, taking a quick glance around, noting that it was just the two of you in the room, before finishing.
"Did you really mean that?"
His gaze softened at the question.
"Yes."
He paused before stepping closer, leaving barely any room between the two of you.
"I meant every word of it."
Your heart sped up with every word he spoke.
"Y/N I mean it."
His hand moved up to tuck the loose hair behind your ear.
"I think I love you."
You had been longing to hear those words for such a long time. Never in your lifetime did you think it would happen, but it finally did.
He said that to you, and you only.
After all this time, you heard those three words you loved the most.
"I love you."
His hand moved down to cup the side of your face. You lightly nudged your face against his warm palm. Closing your eyes you took a deep breath in, wanting to smell more of the cologne that rested on his wrist.
When you opened your eyes his hand moved down to carefully tilt your chin up.
Your eyes faced him now.
"I love you too."
This was the moment. The moment you waited forever for.
Heart racing and eyes wide you both slowly drew in closer. It felt like the longest seconds of your life, waiting for him to connect with you.
You looked into his emerald green eyes before letting yours flutter closed.
Soon enough you felt the feather light touch on your lips. It felt like heaven to you.
You brought one hand up, letting you fingers run through his light brown hair.
You felt Joe's other hand reach down to the small of your back, gently pulling you closer into him.
All you could do now was relax your body and take in the overwhelming smell of his cologne.
After what felt like an eternity, the two of you finally pulled away from one another. You already missed the feeling of his soft lips on yours.
You refused to back up from him, leaving hardly any gap between you two.
His warm breath fell on your lips as he mumbled, "You don't know how long I've wanted this."
"Me too."
Joe's hands dropped down and his fingers latched onto the belt loops of your jeans before lightly tugging at them, pulling you closer.
Your hips were pulled forward and you lightly bumped against him before falling back and resting mere inches from him.
Joe's eyes quickly scanned over your face as if he was looking for a cue of some sort.
Though you had never seen this look on him before, you knew exactly what it meant.
"Please Y/N."
That short plea was more than enough to get you going.
Your arms almost instinctively wrapped around his neck, letting him know you were okay with it.
"Come on," he said, slightly lowering himself to reach the back of your legs. He lifted you up and stepped back to sit in the armchair placed in front of the mirror
Your legs were pinned close on either side of him, resting between his outer thighs and the arms of the chair.
Without warning the two of you crashed into each other once more, desperate for each other's touch.
He hummed into the kiss, making you relish in the feeling he gave you.
-
You didn't know exactly how much time had gone by, but you knew a decent amount had passed.
Slowly, you drew away from his neck and let out a shaky breath, still wanting more. It had now been a little while since you first got in there and you knew it would only be a matter of seconds until someone barged in looking for two of you.
Your eye contact with him continued as you calmed your breathing.
Lightly pushing yourself away, resting your hands on his stomach, you finally spoke up.
"We should go. They're pry wondering what's taking so long."
Joe thought about it for a second. Seemingly weighing the pros and cons of both staying and going.
"Who cares? Let 'em wonder."
You planted one last quick kiss before making an offer.
"How about later, yeah?"
A wicked smile spread across his face, already thinking of what was to come, "Yeah."
You pulled yourself off of him and tried to fix the newfound wrinkles in your clothes. After getting up he did the same and you stayed there fixing yourselves up.
Just as the two of you were about to walk out you stopped him.
"Wait."
He turned to you.
"You’ve got a little…," you trailed off as you brought your thumb up to the corner of his mouth.
"Something," you finished as you wiped the last bit of red lipstick off of him.
Feeling content with how the two of you looked, you set off out of the dressing room and back down the hallway.
He held the door open for you and led you out into the main room.
You both scanned your eyes around the bar floor trying to find the guys.
Joe grabbed onto your hand and held on as he guided you through the crowd. He led you over to the round booth where they were all seated. As you approached the booth he gave your hand a light squeeze before letting go.
It took only one glance at the you two for the teasing to start.
"Woah!" Phil exclaimed, "What happened in there?"
"Nothing," Joe replied making his best attempt at a deadpan tone.
"You sure about that?"
The rest joined in on by adding "ooohs," sounding exactly like a group of kids in elementary who just found out one of their classmates was called into the principals office.
This was only the beginning of the never ending teasing that was to come.
Phil raised his eyebrows, "Just couldn't wait until you got home, huh?"
Joe rolled his eyes at his bandmates teasing.
Sure you had been gone for a bit, but you knew there had to have been something else causing their reactions.
You looked between yourself and Joe quickly noticing the culprit.
Though you had made sure to get all your lipstick off his face you forgot to check the collar of his shirt. The sloppy kisses had caused you to completely miss his neck in some spots and just get his shirt. The shirt in question being a white one didn't help your case.
There was no sense in trying to rub it off now, and not like you could anyways.
Rick and Sav scooted around to make room for you and Joe.
As you sat down you both noticed all the other guys were already starting their night off with their drinks in hand.
Joe looked around at each and every one of them, "You started without us, aye?”
"We waited for a little while, but you guys took too long," Sav replied.
Joe turned to face you, "How 'bout a round?"
You smiled, "Sure."
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Thank you so much for reading!! I hope you liked it💗
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dreamy625 · 2 months
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Def Leppard Headcanons - the union jack shorts revisited
Each band member's response to the suggestion that they wear the shorts on stage this summer to celebrate Pyromania's 40th:
Joe - aw my legs are too long for those little things, I'll wear my United footie shorts Sav - do they make them in pink? Rick - fine, no one can see my legs behind my kit anyway Phil - you don't even manage to finish the sentence before he's got them on Viv - I'm gonna need them in the Irish flag (and does extra sessions with Jake to make sure the legs are as impressive as the arms) Steve - fuck off
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defleppardfan1 · 3 months
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The Last Time...?
Joe Elliott x Reader
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This fic contains smut. Under 18s DNI
I thought that when I married the love of my life that it would never come to an end. Sitting at the kitchen table with divorce papers in front of me was not something I had ever pictured in my life. 
*
The day I married Joe was the best day of my life. I remembered it like it was yesterday. The pure white dress that I wore, the smell of the roses, Joe’s band all dressed up and most importantly, Joe stood at the end of the aisle with watery eyes and a blinding smile. 
I held his hands as we exchanged vows, tears streaming down my face. Joe kissed me for the first time as my husband. The whole day was perfect. Friends and family gathered around us, celebrating a marriage that everyone thought would stand the test of time. 
Joe had refused to sing on our wedding day, opting to not leave my side, his hand glued to mine. When we cut the cake and fed it to each other, he had made a cheeky joke which I could only hope that my great aunt hadn’t heard. The band certainly had and I could see them all almost rolling over with laughter. 
Steve had been there and although him and Phil had promised not to cause any trouble, the glint in their eyes was all too familiar. I couldn’t find it in me to be angry though. It wouldn’t be a wedding with some kind of shenanigans.
The honeymoon was even better. Days spent on the beach, sipping cocktails and exploring the island. Nights were spent between the sheets, neither of us could get enough of the other. The new weight on my left hand provided more comfort than anything in my life had before.
After we came home everything was perfect for a while. Dancing around in the kitchen, cuddled up with a hot chocolate on a winter night or on the patio during the summer. Kisses shared in the morning and in the evening. Late night conversations of the future and how many kids we wanted. Our life was a dream.
Until it wasn’t. Joe had to tour. With each tour came time apart and whilst I trusted him fully, I knew that there would be other women throwing themselves all over my husband. Initially, Joe had wanted me to go with him, insisting money was never a problem and that he would always take care of me.
However, I had been raised to always make my own money and not to rely on anyone else to provide for me. So I insisted on staying home so that I could work. Obviously 
I wanted to be with Joe and the time spent away from him caused more pain. 
*
That’s what led us to this. Sitting in the house that I used to share with Joe. I no longer lived there and had found a small house to rent a few miles away. Joe sat opposite me as he watched me read over the papers. He had given me 50% of everything, wanting a clean break. 
It was clear that the separation was not caused by falling out of love with each other but more that we couldn’t live together with the lifestyles we both had.
“Before I sign this.” I started, pushing back tears. “I need you to know that I never wanted it to come to this.”
“I know.” Joe sighed. He refused to look at me as he fiddled with the hand which still, for now, held his wedding ring. I watched him as he played with his ring. Despite the solemn look on his face all I could think about was that he never looked more handsome than right at this moment.
“I do love you Joe.” I whispered as I went to reach for the pen.
“I know that as well.” I halted my movement as I looked up at him, only to see his green eyes staring back at me. “I love you too.”
I smiled through the tears as I started to let them fall, jumping slightly as I felt his guitar-worn fingers wipe my face gently. I couldn’t help but gaze into the same eyes that I fell in love with, unable to comprehend that this was going to be the last time that I could do that. That one day there would be someone else looking into those eyes, someone else would hold him at night and love him the way he deserved.
Whilst looking at his green orbs, I failed to notice him inching his face towards mine. As a reflex, I felt my eyes flutter shut as his lips grazed against mine, I almost couldn’t believe he was there due to how light the kiss was. 
I opened my eyes to see him already looking at me intently, studying my face to guess my reaction. It didn’t take long for me to crash my lips back onto his as I felt my hand go up to his hair. I felt Joe pull me to stand up as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
I felt my body press up against his in the most familiar way, bringing tears to my eyes again. Clinging onto him tighter, knowing this might be the last time, I didn’t want the kiss to end. I could taste the saltiness from my tears as I daren’t pull away. I was sure that Joe left bruise marks on my hips from how tightly he was gripping onto me, but I couldn’t bring myself to care.
I had my hands in his hair, tugging gently, eliciting a moan from him. One of my favourite sounds. It was muscle memory the way that we moved against each other. I felt him pull away slightly and for a moment fear settled in my stomach as everything was about to end. However, the thought quickly left my mind when Joe started moving me backwards.
“Let’s go upstairs shall we?” He whispered against my lips. I didn’t hesitate to agree and the next thing I knew, I was being whisked into his arms and up the stairs. Wrapping my legs around Joe’s waist, I started trailing my lips along his neck, earning a groan of approval. 
Eventually, we ended up in our, previously shared, bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and he climbed on top of me, not wanting to be away from me for a second longer than he needed to be. It appeared to me that he was having the same thoughts as I was having. That this may be the last time we were ever going to be together. The last time we would ever be joined as one.
I tried not to think about that though as I felt his lips on mine again. The familiar sensation brought me comfort. I felt a tug at my shirt and I immediately assisted him in removing it. He then removed my bra and ran his calloused hands across my breasts, causing my nipples to harden. I let out a soft moan at the sensation and Joe quickly kissed me again, taking the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth.
I ran my hands up his back and underneath his shirt, pushing it up over his head, our lips disconnecting for only a second before Joe discarded the fabric in the same direction as my clothes. I gently dragged my nails down his back, eliciting a groan from his mouth. I always loved how vocal he could be in bed. It reminded me that I was doing a good job pleasing him. 
I moved my hands down to his trousers and Joe wasted no time in rolling off of me to remove them before removing mine, along with my underwear. I kissed Joe again as he climbed back up on top of me. 
“You sure you wanna do this?” Joe asked with love in his voice, reminding me of just why I fell for him in the first place. The caring nature he naturally possessed had been endearing to me.
“More than sure Joe, please.” Joe wasted no time entering me for what could be the last time. Naturally, I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled him in closer to me. There was not a millimetre of space between the two of us as Joe started to rock back and forth. my back arched so that my stomach was against his. One of his arms wrapped under my waist, keeping me in that position and the other was placed next to my head to keep him steady as he moved inside of me. 
Placing my lips on Joe’s neck, I trailed up and down, earning a groan and a particularly deep thrust in return. This pattern continued, I kissed his neck and dragged my nails down his back and he rewarded the actions with deeper thrusts. 
“Turn around for me sweetheart.” Joe whispered in my ear as he pulled out and sat up. I did as I was told and Joe moved me so that I was on my knees at the foot of the bed. Joe knelt behind me and I could see the pair of us in the mirror. 
Wrapping his arms around my front, I felt myself cling onto him as he re-entered me. I couldn’t help but watch the obscene sight in the mirror as Joe picked up his pace. I felt his face bury into the side of my neck, placing kisses there as he moved his hips. Letting out a moan, my eyelids fluttered shut, allowing myself to get lost in him.
“Joe.” I almost whined as I felt him lower one of his hands down to my clit. Rubbing gently, Joe whispered sweet nothings into my ear, reminding me of the first few years of our marriage. 
The thought of losing him caused me to hold onto his arm tighter. 
“Please.” I whispered.
“I know darlin’” Joe told me as he gripped tighter. “I’ve got you.”
I let out a few curses as I let go at his words, my orgasm hitting harder than it had in a while. The feeling of closeness tipping me over the edge. I felt Joe’s release as well causing me to sigh gently at the sensation.
Eventually Joe slouched from behind me, taking me with him. The two of us laid on the bed together wrapped up in each other's arms. I knew that we should get ourselves cleaned up but I also knew that if I left his arms then I may never enter them again, and that wasn’t a risk I was willing to take just yet.
Deciding to bite the bullet, I broke the silence that had enveloped the pair of us.
“Is there no way through this?”
“I don’t know love.” Joe sighed
“Because I don’t want to lose you Joe.”
“You think I really want this either? When we said our vows, I never thought divorce would be an option.”
Turning around I faced my husband.
“Then why are we doing this? Why did we let ourselves fall apart like this?” When I was met with quiet, I carried on. “We have to be able to work through this.”
Joe swiped some hair out of my face before trailing his fingers down my cheek.
“How?”
“I’ll work remotely.” I told him.
“Y/N/N sweetheart, I can’t ask you to do that.”
“You're not asking. I can’t be on tour with you all the time but I can come with you some of the time. I’ll do whatever it takes to stay married to you.”
“You love your job though, how can I ask you to change it all for me?”
“Yes, I love my job, but I love you more. When I moved out I was miserable. I would rather change how I work than be without you.” I told him sincerely, not breaking eye contact.
“Oh love.” Joe mumbled as he leaned down to kiss me. “We’ll work on this okay, we’ll get through this.”
That was all I needed for now, the idea of staying in my husband’s arms rather than going back to an empty house. I had no idea how long it would take, but I didn’t care. I’d walk to the ends of the earth for the man holding me in that moment. As we clung onto each other, the pair of us forgot about the divorce papers that I had left abandoned on the kitchen table. There was no doubt that they would be torn up later anyway.
Placing a final kiss on his lips, I allowed myself to fall asleep in my husband’s arms.
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make-me-your-animal · 6 months
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This totally isn't inspiring the next sirens and leppards story I'm working on.
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stevesorgasmicriffs · 28 days
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ahhhh i might be falling down a philxsteve rabbit hole…
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rockinnrollin · 2 years
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Surprise!
Hey I saw your requests were still open and was wondering if you could write something fluffy for sav? btw ily 😍
A/N: Hello everyone! Thank you for having patience with me, I'm trying to get my shit together I promise!
No warnings, just fluff with Sav!
Rick Savage x Reader
500 odd words xx
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The only thing on your mind was Sav. He had been on tour for the whole summer and due to your own work commitments you couldn't fly out and see him. He called you every single day, and you answered day or night. You couldn't not answer his calls.
He had given you a message that read 'I'm about to board the flight home, see you soon love. xx' at 8pm. After doing some math you figured out he would land home in Sheffield at 7am, so being the cute wife you were, you decided to meet him at the airport to pick him up.
Your alarm was blaring in your ear at 6am, far too early for you, but not too early for Sav. You got yourself together and headed for the airport with Diamond Star Halos keeping you entertained.
At 7am sharp he messaged you again, 'That's the plane landed, I'll be home soon. xx'
The second you got the message you stepped out the car and headed in to find your husband.
You stood waiting near the front of the gate in hopes that he would see you waiting for him, ready to finally take him home.
People started walking past you away to meet their own loved ones and you couldn't help but feel a little jealous. You were looking at another couple reuniting and you felt a wave of sadness and guilt. What if you were at the wrong gate? What if you missed him walking by? What if-
There was a pair of arms grabbing you from behind, you were ready to scream until you realised whos arm they were.
"Sav!" You turned around to face him and there he was smiling right back at you.
"This is a nice surprise!" He said into your neck.
"I've got the car outside, lets go." You told him.
He took a hold of your hand and grabbed his bag with the other as you lead him out to the car.
"Diamond Star Halos huh?" He asked you as you started to pull out of the parking space.
"You sound shocked."
"No no, just.. touched I suppose." He said, putting his hand over yours on the gear stick.
When you got home Sav headed straight for the bedroom, leaving his bags at the bottom of the stairs. You followed him up and he was already laid on the bed in nothing but his joggers.
"C'mere love." He said to you holding his arm out. You lay down beside him putting your arms around him and kissing his bicep.
"I've missed you so much Sav." You whispered to him, the room was silent apart from his heartbeat in your ear.
"I missed you too my love, you're coming next time." He said, kissing the top of your head.
"Missed you alot at night too." He said with that look on his face.
"Sleep first Sav, don't want you passing out on top of me" you giggled.
"Alright, I love you Y/N." He said while pulling you closer.
"I love you too Sav."
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One Lonely Night (Part 2)- Whatever We Uncover
(Not gonna tell you when I started writing this one :3D Sorry I keep hurting him)
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TW: mention of blood/nightmares, alcohol
Prompt: Spring, 1982. Two months after Joe's nightmare incident, you wonder why he's been acting rather upset and distant around you. When you need to stay over again like before, you're worried about how it will go.
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April, 1982
Not long after that cold, lonely night together, Joe sternly insisted for you leave him alone. He made it veryclear to you that he didn't want your sympathy or your tenderness just because he'd had a nightmare. Weeks ago, he was huddled in your arms, sobbing and quietly singing himself back to stability. A few days later, he was angrily telling you off for being extra tender around him. Even if you had done this absentmindedly, you really hadn't intended to. He was practically cursing you just for caring about him. 
Above all else, Joe didn't want you to tell anyone about what happened that night. He really did just want to be left alone. Who knows if he told Denise, or any of the others, for that matter? It wasn't like he'd tell you if he had told anyone or not.
This worry really made you wonder what it must've been like to live inside his head these days, as he gave you so many angry, mixed signals about how he felt towards you. He thought you were a great friend, but were you even his friend currently? He wasn't really acting like it. He'd almost been actively avoiding you and not turning on his personality whenever you were around him recently.
He was, without a doubt, ashamed to be in your presence, and this is why him having one-too-many drinks around you was exactly what he needed during this time.
Two months after the nightmare incident, you weren't sure exactly what you stumbled upon when you got back to Joe and Denise's house around midnight. The high spirits in your blood after your night out gave you the implication that nothing would go wrong for the rest of the time you were awake. Everything during the day had felt perfect from start to finish, and all felt surprisingly right with the world.
But, as general luck would have it, the windshield wipers of fate swept away this illusion. It was all over as soon as you entered Joe's presence.You were supposed to be staying with him for two nights this time. Identical to the last time you stayed over, Denise was also gone. It all felt eerily strange to you, as if you knew exactly what to expect this time around. 
Merely thinking of what you were expecting from these nights was enough to shut you up. You were afraid Joe might've heard your thoughts and grow angry at your concern yet again. It wasn't all the same as before, though. For one thing, the temperature wasn't cold this time. Spring had just arrived, so the general sense of joy was in the atmosphere. No more cold, lonely nights would be had for a while.
One look at Joe when you got home gave you a different impression, though. He looked as if he'd already gotten a head start on having a lonely night. The empty bottles laying at his feet gave away too much.
Finding a man drinking alone in his house was foreboding enough, although it shouldn't have been. Joe looked content and clearly out of danger, but you were still expecting a confrontation of some sort in regards to your previous incident. You could just feel it.  The air and the mood suddenly felt eerily fitting for that, and you couldn't tell who was reading whose thoughts.
Between the two of you, you were the one who possessed the lesser amount of alcohol in your blood, but it still wasn't enough to numb the concern that accompanied it. 
"Hey," you shifted your feet until you entered the room properly, "Drinking alone?"
"Only a little."Joe hit every consonant on his words with precision, but it wasn't enough to hide the slurring in his voice. He also held up his thumb and index finger to show you just how 'little' he'd been drinking. 
You decided to slump onto the couch nearby, holding up your fingers in the same manner, "I had 'only a little', too."
He only gave a "hmpf" at your remark. He didn't appear to be listening to you, but he also didn't appear to be paying attention to the TV he was staring at either.
"What've you been doing?"
"Telly."
"Nothing on right now, huh?" 
Your attempt to start a conversation wasn't being reciprocated by him. His glossy eyes only stared blankly ahead at the screen.
It was here that you noticed what he'd been choosing to watch during his one-man binge. Music Television always tended to be on when Joe was around; it was typical and routine. Despite this, the current moment felt wrong. Something just felt off about the way he was staring with silent contempt at the onscreen video. He didn't look like he was annoyed with the video itself, but rather the concept of a music video in general. 
Underneath all the intoxication, he also looked very exhausted. 
"Don't you think it's time for bed soon?" you wanted to break the ice that you perceived was there, "That's all I was gonna do."
"Hmm, no."Your drunken mind didn't want to attempt at breaking the ice any longer. You'd given it your best shot already. "Okay, well I am."
Perhaps, what you said next, was inevitable. It slipped out of you without warning as you hauled yourself out of the couch and took a step away. Had you not said it, though, the night would've gone drastically different. 
"Sweet dreams."
At first, you didn't even connect the dots. Had you been sober, you would've known better than to say the word "dreams" around Joe. 
He connected the dots immediately. As you took another step away, you heard him give a little scoff and mutter, "I don't fuckin' think so."
The ice wasn't just broken now; it was also melted and evaporated.
It made you stop dead in your tracks and instinctively ask, "Come again?"
Joe just shook his head. 
"I said g'night."
You shook your head, "No, I heard something else."
Lifting another beer bottle, he lowly shot back, "No you didn't."
There was a formal turn back to him, and a slow but stern cross of your arms.
"Is something wrong? Did the booze make you snippy?"
It was clear Joe was getting angry- or maybe he was finally being outward with his bottled-up anger.
"Nooo," he drug out the word, "We're just goin' to bed, aren't we? Good ol', nice ol' bed. Bed's nice, isn't it?"
He took a big chug of his beer, his voice beginning to slur even more "I love me bed. I really do- but it don't love's me, it don't. Things'ust hate me lately."
Now, you were at the point that even your drunk side couldn't ignore the problem at hand. What you didn't see when you first walked in, you saw clearly now. After you steadied your head, you looked him over before asking, "Are you okay, Joe? Is there something I should know?"
"Y/n, go to sleep. You've 'ad too-" he still refused to look at you, and burped before going on, "-too much." "Joe-"
"And don't worry 'bout me mkay?" he continued to ramble, "Nothing to worry about. S'not like I'm gonna wake up screamin' this time, eh? Not this time..." he jumped right onto the subject without warning. You weren't prepared for it, despite expecting it.
The sound he made with his voice wasn't much like a scoff, or a chuckle, but a sarcastic combination of both. While he suddenly appeared to have a smile when he rested his head back against the couch, both it and the fake laughter acted as a mask over the true emotions of what he was implying. To you, it sounded like he was mocking himself.
"Not. This. Time..." he repeated under the fake euphoria. 
You let your face look a little uneasy; your eyes shifting over to him for a second, then guiltily looking away. 
"Joe..."
"Did I ever tell you what happened that night?" he quietly burped and went on with a smile, "What me dream was about?"
Your instinctive decency was lagging due to your intoxication. What you wanted to say was something along the lines of "You don't have to" or "don't tell me if you don't want to."
What actually came out was, "You don't have tell me what."
He didn't let you answer properly or stop him from continuing with a chuckle, "Oh, do you know what m' talkin' about? You remember in February- I was cryin' like a fuckin' baby cos' of a bad dream-"
He laughed loudly- forced it, too- and went on, "And you were there and made everything better?"
Your heart jumped at what he said. It was the very first time he'd said anything positive about that night. 
His hand waved a bottle back and forth as he began to sing, "It's a driiiiive in Saturdayyy..."
It felt a little insulting- almost nauseating- that he appeared to think of your consoling as a joke. Even though he was drunk, there was a sharp sting in those words.
Why was he so angry with you for caring, and why did it seem to linger in him?
"So me dream," he got himself back on track, "It started out okay. We were all on our way to the studio, or a pub, or a gig or somethin' like that. We were walkin' and there were all these pretty neon lights around us, and everyone was so happy."
As he recalled the dream, you kept yourself quiet and tried not to look at him. 
"It was 'upposed to feel nice... despite all the dark clouds. Dark clouds. And- er... eventually it felt too wrong. I started feelin' itchy everywhere-"
He shifted his back against the couch, much like a bear scratching itself against a tree, "And then it started to hurt. 'N when I looked down at me arms..."
Another scoff came from him- quieter this time. 
"There were needles in them. Everywhere. Sharp and deep... in my arms... in my throat... and I could feel every single one of them. N' they began to spread all over me, and bleed... and it hurt."
The hand that held the bottle began to tremble before Joe took another swig from it. By this point, you were still leaning on the doorway, all your attention on him. You couldn't stop your eyes from angling in a look of worried pity at him. After all, you still weren't sober. The seriousness that suddenly developed started to force sobriety on you, though. You couldn't bear to watch him like this.
He took in a shudder-y breath the second before he continued in a strained voice, "And then the blood. I stopped movin', cos' if I moved, it'd hurt more- so I just fell to the floor and started yellin' n' screamin' for them to come back to me... but they just kept walkin' away. Without a word, too. N' they never said it, but I knew they were off to find another singer, cos' now I couldn't... do it."
He paused for a second or so before stating, "S'sad. Almost makes you wanna cry, don't it?"
Blinking yourself back to attentiveness, you gently mentioned to him, "But you are crying."
Joe lifted both his hands to touch directly below his eyes. Feeling the warm wetness on his face, he looked back up at you and sniffed, "Oh, so I am."
He still seemed incapable of feeling. While your eyes saw tears, they also saw his neutral expression that went along with them. 
You began to wonder if he was actually upset, until you heard his breath hitch and heard his jaw begin to chatter. His lower lip delicately pouted, and his eyebrows angled inwards.
"Joe, honey-" you softly muttered to yourself before sitting next to him.
"No- get away from me," he whimpered and tried to scooch away.
You took the bottle out of his hand and wrapped an arm around his shoulders.
"No- Y/n... stop-"
He only began to properly cry the more you overpowered him with your compassion. By the time you got your other arm wrapped in front of him, he was already slumped on you and sobbing into your chest.
Still tipsy, you didn't have anything to say. You figured this was the best thing you could've done for him. It all began to make some sense. The drunk confession of his nightmare finally made it clear. 
If it wasn't clear before, it certainly was now; it was the pressure. Recording the new album had made him crack under the pressure. 
"I'm sorry, Y/n..." he broke down against you, "I'm so, so sorry..."
Similar to the night of his nightmare, you simply let him let it all out. For once, you felt totally helpless and at a loss for what to do.
After a minute, he softly spoke, "Do you hate me...?"
"Of course I don't..." your voice was as equally gentle, but very neutral.
"I've been such a knob lately... and I hate that I've been terrible to you and I... I..."
"Don't worry about that," your head rested on top of his head that was in your chest.
He ignored your consolation further, "And I don't want you to hate me, cos' I don't hate you and I really don't, I swear...'
 "I never thought you did..."
There was a pause in which Joe sniffed and shook his head before going on, "We've been pretending to like each other- and it's fucking stupid and it's all my fault..."
As he continued to cry into you, you tried your best to do something to improve the situation.
"Of course it's not your fault..."
"Of course it is! 'Been a total fuckin' prick to you and I don't even know why!"
Before you had a chance to open your mouth and reply, he cut you off himself.
"I can't be a good singer, I can't be a good boyfriend- I can't even be a good friend, but you can!"
Again, he cut you off before you could say anything to him. Only this time, you sensed a change in his tone.
"N' you made me feel safer than I ever have with Denise... how am I supposed to feel about that?!"
Your eyes opened, simply staring straight ahead of you. When your heart stopped at his words, you began to think and rethink them a hundred times a second.
What did he just say?
Suddenly, very suddenly, it all clicked. 
Joe didn't want your intimate care because the last time he received it, it made him feel something he shouldn't have felt; he felt feelings for you where Denise should've been.
It was too much for him to think of. That intense surge of emotion was something he didn't want to confront. That also meant never confronting you. Now that you had a glimpse as to what it was like being inside Joe's mind these days, everything made a lot more sense. 
Despite this, you still had to talk to him about it. Not talking about it is what led you both to the situation at hand.
"You don't have to feel anything about it," is what you decided to say. 
"I'm 'upposed to want her- but. I didn't...! I want you- but that's not right! I'm so sorry..."
Holy shit- he meant it. He was apologizing for it.
"It okay, it's okay."
You began to rock him again like that cold, lonely night you spent together. 
"And it's killin' me Y/n. This album is fuckin' killin' me and I can't do it...! I can't!"
It was beginning to be too much for you, too. Yes, Joe was drunk, but what were you supposed to do about this confession of his? He seemed completely insatiable, and totally inconsolable. 
"Shh-- just calm down..."
He continued to muffle his tears on your collarbone. You rested your head on top of his, feeling the excess body heat pour onto you. You sat like that, trying to let him get it all out of his heart. 
"I think I love you..." he cried softly, " And I feel so horrible-"
Joe was always one to overthink. You doubted he was in love with you; you even doubted he had a little crush on you. Your theory was that, maybe- due to the studio stressors- he was already desperate for comfort of any kind prior to that night in February. Then, when his panic had latched onto you that night, it saw you as a savior.
Still, even if Joe did have genuine feelings for you, you thought of giving him exactly what he thought he wanted. Perhaps flooding his boozed-up system with this so-called 'desire' would get it out of his system.
Fuck it. You were still drunk, and were also out of options. 
Taking your arms off and pushing him back, you cupped his face in your hands, and firmly pressed your lips to his. You took him totally by surprise. 
Letting him go, you kept his jaw in your palms. He stared back at you looking mostly asleep, desperate for his troubles to stop. 
Looking him right in the watery eyes, you quietly spoke at him, "I don't hate you, and you are not horrible for feeling these things."
You held eye contact for a brief moment, each unaware of what to do next. 
Joe was the one who shattered the instant of peace. He sniffed past the runny nose he was now plagued with and grumbled, "...you kissed me."
He merely stated it as a fact. In his sleepy expression, though, it may have been a comment full of teenage-like wonder. The depths of those wet eyes told you he had found comfort in your solution. Maybe extra comfort was just what he needed. 
Very brief seconds of calm flashed by, and you thought you'd finally gotten through to him. However, that thought came just before you felt him swallow, heave, and gag. Remembering that he was wasted, you drew back just in time to avoid the splatter of vomit he sent to the floor.
"Okay", was your first thought, "Maybe kissing him was a bad idea."
You couldn't help but feel guilty for overwhelming him, despite him being the one to cause the most harm to himself. He was shitfaced, and you seemed to have forgotten that for a moment. 
"M' sorry-" he coughed and gagged at the floor, "I didn't mean to-"
Already knowing what Joe was going to say, you cut him off, "Shh- shh- don't. Let's just get you to bed."
You helped him up, making sure you both avoided the mess he made on the floor. You got him to rinse out his mouth and drink some water before dragging his ass to his bed and letting him flop downwards onto it. He got his legs under the covers, and you tucked him in. The poor guy was basically just a sick puppy by that time of the night; he couldn't even help himself anymore. 
Neither of you said another word about it. You only gave him quiet orders while putting him to bed, and he didn't speak at all afterwards. Joe was past the point of wanting to say anything, and was about to be entering the regretful hangover stage.
He let his eyes instantly close. You thought this was so he didn't have to look at your face. Speaking wasn't necessary for either of you. It was all a blur in your eyes after you kissed him. Pictures of the events proceeding were passing like slides before you; guiding him upstairs, taking off his shirt, focusing on his bed sheets.
One slide you were currently viewing seemed to stick around a bit longer, however. You didn't realize it at the time, but you found yourself staring into space at the man you'd just put to bed. The way he lay on his back-- eyes closed, head turned away from you, arm draped over his stomach-- was a display for you to take in. All of him as a person was a specimen to be observed. 
As you stared at the nearly sleeping Joe, you could've seen many things on him. You could've realized that he was wearing the same outfit for the past 48 hours, you could've seen the dark circles under his eyes, or you could've even seen longing he'd been plagued with for god only knows how long.
But you didn't see any of these things. The only thing you saw on him was shame. 
It was this shame that you couldn't quite put your finger on. Was he shameful of vomiting immediately after you kissed him? Was he shameful he cracked so hard in front of you? Your best guess was all of the above- including him confessing the feelings he'd fought to hide at all costs.
Snapping out of the daze of thoughts, you suddenly found yourself trying to clean up Joe's carpet as best as possible. The alcohol in your blood was beginning to take a greater toll on you, making your consciousness fuzzier and fuzzier. 
Oh shit, how did you leave Joe, again? Fuck, you suddenly couldn't remember. What did you say to him?
That was just it, though; you didn't say anything to him. The only thing you thought to do was to gently stroke his hair a couple of times before turning off the light and shutting the door. 
Frustrated with yourself, you decided to give up on cleaning the carpet, and instead, flopped onto the couch Joe had spent the night getting wasted with. Perhaps Joe had the right idea, you mused, because you instantly wanted the couch to take you away as well. Instead, it bestowed upon you the intense feeling that you had just somehow made things worse with him. Not only that, but you had no idea what to do about it.
Where Joe had shame, you had regret; regret for kissing him, regret for not speaking to him sooner, and regret for not trying to reassure him in some way before leaving him for the night. 
If only you'd had told him something sweet and calming a moment ago, then you'd feel less guilty. You could almost hear what you wanted to say to him.
"Just go to sleep, Joey," you could hear your own, gentle voice, "I'm still gonna be your friend when you wake up."
Wait- you could hear your own voice. You did say that to him. You did say something sweet and calming to him a moment ago, after all.
It was a relief to think that the night hadn't ended on awkward, drunk silence between you two. It was the bare minimum you could've asked for, because god knows what you would say to each other in the morning. 
On the bright side, there was now some hope in that little comment you gave to him. You hoped he clung to your promise just as you did. It gave you a window so you could explain everything in the morning. Once you could explain, you could finally put this dilemma to rest. 
Joe said he needed you, and because Joe needed you, you were most definitely going to be there for him when he woke up. Your only hope was that he remembered that, too.
Now feeling as at peace as could be in this scenario, you let the couch begin to drift you away into your foggy subconscious. It successfully took you away like a boat at sea, despite the shipwreck you were destined to wash up to in the morning. 
----- (Part 1)
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Rick Savage x OC {Casey Spencer}
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Plot: Casey Spencer is an aspiring rock photographer, who just got the chance of a life time as the photographer for Def Leppard new picture book. What she didn’t expect is to find love along the way.
A/N: Comments are always welcome!
Casey’s POV
I take a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves. I can’t believe I’m actually doing it, that I’m here. That me, Casey Spencer, a rancher's daughter, is taking photos of Def Leppard. It’s been my dream my whole life to be a rock and metal photographer. I know it’s an odd dream for someone who grew up around cowboys and country music. Yet I've loved metal and rock since I first heard it as a kid. The first time I heard those screaming guitars, I was hooked, then I picked up a camera and realised my dream.
Of course I was born at the end of the 20th century, so unfortunately for me it’s not like you can exactly make a living off that alone. It’s not like people are scrambling for photos of old rock stars. So to make money I do wedding photography and other things on the side. I still go to tons of rock concerts and post the photos I take on my social media. I have a pretty large following, and I sell a few prints on my website as well, but I’m far from massive or well known.
I think that’s why it came to me as such a shock when I got the call. It was hard to believe I was chosen as the photographer for the Def Leppard photo book they plan to put out, and that I’d be with them for a whole tour. It almost feels like I’m back in the 80s, and I’m nervous as hell about it.
I know I can take pretty good photos, but Def Leppard are rock legends, good isn’t good enough. They need to be the best thing I’ve ever done, I want to impress them, after all this is a huge break for me. Not to mention def leppard is one of my favourite bands ever, I grew up with posters on them on my wall. I’ve seen them live like 4 times, and own all their records. I have to do them justice. I mean sure they’re all in their 60’a but they all still look good, and therefore deserve to be captured in the most beautiful way possible.
I take one final deep breath as I knock on the door of the dressing room, this is where I meet the band for the first time and my assignment begins. I’m supposed to get more than just staged photos and live shots, also some more candid photos of them backstage and offstage as well. It’s supposed to show all of the tour experience.
I smile as the door opens, and there stands Joe Elliott himself in the flesh a foot away from me. He looks a little shocked to see me standing there at first, but once he spots the camera bag hanging off my shoulder and the crew pass hanging off my neck I think he puts two and two together.
“I’m Casey Spencer, the photographer.” I say, just to confirm the conclusion he’s most likely already come to on his own.
“You’re a woman?” He says, sounding shocked and it’s not that surprising to me. Casey happens to be a unisex name, and it’s definitely more popular for men in my neck of the woods, so this has been happening to me my whole life.
“Last time I checked.” I say, looking down my shirt for an added effect, “it’s nice to meet you.”
“It’s nice to meet you too, I’m Joe Elliott.” He says, moving aside. “Come on in, and I’m sorry I was just expecting a man because of your name.”
“Thanks, and don't worry about it.” I say walking into the dressing room, stopping dead in my tracks as I look to the left and see Rick Savage, standing there shirtless.
I can feel the blush creeping across my cheeks. I mean sure I’ve seen him shirtless in photos, but it’s a lot different to see it in person. It almost feels like it’s something I shouldn’t be seeing, considering the fact I just kind of walked in here and he probably isn’t expecting me.
Clearly he feels the same because the moment he notices me he grabs for the nearest shirt pulling it on over his perfect chest. I quickly look away as I feel his eyes meet mine, I’d rather he didn’t know I was just gawking at him. I mean I haven’t even officially met him yet.
“I’m sorry about that, love.” He apologises giving me a smile and I can’t help but notice how beautiful his smile is in person. I mean yes in photos it is gorgeous but in person it’s even more so. “I’m Rick Savage, and you are?”
“I’m Casey Spencer, I’ll be your photographer for the tour.” I tell him, doing the typical Montana thing of offering up a handshake when you meet someone new.
“It’s nice meeting you, love.” He says with a smile, accepting my handshake. Just as Viv, Phil and Rick all round the corner. Phil of course is shirtless, showing off his perfectly toned body, but unlike Sav it’s not overly shocking. If he was wearing a shirt it would probably be more shocking, and he’s not really my type. I prefer men with a little chub on them, someone more like Sav.
“Hey, guys. I'm Casey, the new photographer.” I tell them, giving them all a friendly wave.
“Lovely to meet you.” Phil says, giving me a smile.
“I’m Vivian. It’s nice to meet you.” Says Vivian, returning my wave.
“Rick and it’s great to meet you.” Rick says last, giving me a friendly smile.
“I promise you guys I won’t be in the way.” I tell them, making my point by moving to the side of the room. “And if I am, please tell me.”
The last thing I want to do is be a hindrance in any way. I try to be the least annoying person alive. So I hope to keep to that, I’ll be taking lots of photos but I’ll be doing it in the least invasive way possible.
“You won’t be in the way, love.” Sav informs me, “and even if you are we expected you to be a bit.”
“It doesn’t matter if you expect it, just tell me anyways, I don’t mind moving.” I tell him, “I better get going on these photos.”
“Do you want us to pose or anything?” Joe asks.
“No, I want some more candid shots.” I tell them, as I begin setting up my camera and adjusting the setting correctly for the lighting. “I’ll take some staged ones after the concert.”
“Alright works for me.” Joe shrugs, going back to whatever he’s doing.
I pick up my camera and peer through the viewfinder at my first target Phil. He’s sitting a few feet from me doing crunches or pulls up or something. I don't know the terms for workouts. What I do know though is I’m sure these are the kind of photos his fans would eat up, so I line up the camera making a few adjustments before snapping a bunch in a row.
That’s the key to making sure you at least get one keeper, taking a lot of photos. It's especially true when you aren’t staging a photo and therefore can’t manipulate the outcome.
Once I’m finished, I take a quick look through them on the screen and decide I have a couple of keepers and that’s good enough for me. I was nervous but the moment I met everyone and I picked up my camera all those nerves just melted away. I love photography and I’m doing exactly what I’ve always dreamed. I couldn’t be happier, and yes this will be a long assignment but I couldn’t be more ready for it. It’s a bonus they’re all nice as well, which makes working with them a lot easier, because believe me I’ve had some not so nice clients in the past. I think everyone will work out nicely.
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Sav’s POV
I glance at Casey from the corner of my eye, she’s lazer forced on Phil taking photos of him. Who as per usual is working out, all shirtless and sweaty, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a little jealous he’s getting all her attention.
She’s striking, with copper hair and bright green eyes. She has delicate beautiful features, yet her colouring makes her stand out. Casey is gorgeous.
It was surprising to find Casey was a woman, I remember months back when we picked her, we assumed she was a man based on her name. So when a beautiful woman walked into the dressing room I was a bit shocked. If we were back in the 80s I might not have been, back then the dressing room was usually crawling with beautiful women.
It’s not the 80’s anymore and we aren’t young men, women aren’t exactly flocking to us. So now whenever I see a beautiful younger woman I assume she’s someone's guest.
In one way I’m lucky she’s not, I feel less guilty thinking of her the way I am, but in another I’m not. I could never act on those feelings because for one she’s working for me technically, and she’s got to be half my age, maybe even a quarter of it. There is no way she’d possibly want anything to do with an old man like me, especially not in the way I’m thinking of her. It would make it a lot easier to push those feelings aside if she was related to one of the blokes or something, but I’ll just have to fight it.
I quickly pretend to be flipping through my wardrobe as I notice her point the camera in my direction. I’d rather she had no idea I was just looking at her, I don’t want her to get creeped out by it or something. Though I’d love to pose for her, or maybe show off a bit, she instructed us to act like she’s not here. Which for me is clearly an impossible task, after all I’m standing metres away from the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on. Something tells me this tour will be a long one.
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A/N: Hi everyone!! This is my first time ever writing something, let alone a fan-fiction so I’m a little nervous posting this. I am open to constructive criticism to improve my writing, which I promise will get better as time goes on. That being said, I hope you all enjoy my first story ever [EEEEKKKK]!!
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Dublin 1981 - Me and My Wine house
I walked up the rain stained steps of my home, thinking about how glad I was to finally be here after a long day of work.
Managing the local record store is something I am very grateful for. However, just like any other type of work environment, a few rude customers can quite literally turn my day to shit.
Quickly pushing my negative thoughts away, I step into the main entrance of my happy place as my nose becomes overwhelmed by the smell of someone cooking.
“Boooyyysss!! I’m homeee!!”
Immediately as those words leave my mouth, I become trampled by the one and only, Joe Elliott, running his way out the kitchen with pasta sauce stains on his shirt.
“Y/N, love! GOSH! The lord knows how much I’ve missed you and your precious face all day!”
He says as he releases his hands from my face while going in for a hug, never forgetting to leave a sloppy kiss on my cheek.
Suddenly raising his eyebrows with a smirk plastered on his adorable face, he says,
“Are you wearing what I think you’re wearin?!”
Quickly remembering that I’m wearing my cropped, v-neck, red Leppard tank top (paired with dark blue flare jeans and one of the boys leather jackets), I blush at his wandering eyes and proud facial expression.
“Well, duh Joe, of course!”
I say playfully shoving his chest.
“I’m very proud of you boys and how far you’ve all come with the band. Of course I’m gonna show you lot off any chance I get.”
“You are too good to us, love.” a new voice says from around the corner.
“Sav!!”
You exclaim, making your way around Joe’s figure to enter the curly haired bassist’s open arms.
Pulling away slowly from the embrace, Sav says,
“Nice outfit, Y/N/N.”
He smirks as his eyes trail down your form.
Leaving you blushing as always, he gives you no time to respond as he says,
“Anyone give you problems at the store today? Cause if they did, I swear on all things holy, I’ll-”
Sav’s words were suddenly cut off by two pairs of loud footsteps making their way down the stairs.
“I CALL DIBS ON HUGGING HER FIRST” yells Phil to his terror twin.
“Not if I get to her first, SLOW POKE!” Steve replies.
“I’m not slow Steve! I can beat you all day in a swimming race!” a furious Phil throws back.
“Yeah, alright merman. We all know you have some weird obsession with the water. Now knock it off in front of the lady.”
Steve says as he swiftly walks away from Phil pouting at the bottom of the stairs.
Laughing, you approach the taller blonde guitarist.
“Hi Steve. I’ve missed you.”
You say as you are engulfed in yet another Leppard hug.
His smell of cigarettes and signature cologne always gave you a comfort like no other.
“Apologies for Mr. Grumpy-pants, love” pointing at Phil.
“Now, I’d keep you in a hug all day if I could, but I’d upset blondie over there if I didn’t share you at least a little.”
Steve adds as he reluctantly removes his hands from around your waist.
“C’mere Phil” you look to him as you initiate a hug, giving him a sweet kiss on his cheek.
Instantly forgetting his small battle with Steve, a now relieved Phil whispers in your ear.
“Thank god your home. I’ve had to deal with them all day.”
Giggling at his words you see a sudden idea appear on his face.
“Y/N. Why don’t you take a break at that record store and let us take care of you. Come with us on our next tour, for the whole thing!”
“Then this way, we could see you all the time!”
“Phil, I’m only gone a few hours a day during the week haha” you reply.
“Just think about it, okay.” Phil slightly begs.
“Alright I will. And Phil, you’re sweet. You know I’d love that more than anything, but I’ve gotta contribute somehow” you reply.
“Aye! I know a way she can contrib-” Joe says with a wiggle of his eyebrows.
“Oh shut it Joe” says Rick as he finally makes an appearance.
“I mean I wouldn’t be opposed to-” joins in Sav.
Rick is quick to slap Sav on the arm, while the rest of the group, including you, giggle at their dirty remarks.
Rick’s always been very protective of you, which you loved.
It’s no secret that the boys were all attracted to you in one way or another, and you to them.
Their constant flirtatious behavior was nothing new to you and you secretly loved it. They all knew that.
Pulling Rick in for the final hug, you can’t help but realize how grateful you are for your boys.
Snapping you out of your appreciative daydream, you feel Joe grab your hand.
You are suddenly being pulled out of Rick’s arms, into the direction of the kitchen.
“C’mon love. Into the kitchen we go!” Joe says.
“I’ve made dinner!” he grins.
“Ughhh” everyone in the room groans.
“We left him unsupervised for 30 minutes and he manages to sneak himself into the kitchen. Unbelievable.” a nervous Rick replies.
Shaking my head at their silliness, I can’t help but be forever grateful for getting to come home to this everyday.
My boys.
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THE END!!!! Thank you for reading🩷🩷
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Just keep dancing like we're twenty-two - one-shot
(Did I just use a Taylor Swift lyric for a title? Yes I did. I feel dirty.)
1983 and the Terror Twins, on a break between US dates of the Pyromania tour, are on a night out
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Content: Casual drinking, swearing
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“‘Ere, my mate thinks you’re fucking gorgeous”
“Oh does he? And who’s your mate?”
The forthright young man gestured behind him at another, also blond, but taller and skinnier and with considerably less swagger. When he realised he was being looked at, the second man ducked his head and stared fixedly at the floor.
“Cute,” thought Belinda, but she can’t be doing with shy, too much work for just one night. “Yeah, I don’t think so. But,” she reached out and smoothed down Phil’s collar where it had flicked up on one side, trailing her hand down the front of his shirt, “if you’re looking for some company this evening…? I just looove your accent…” She fluttered her eyelashes coquettishly. 
“I, um, I don’t… not that I wouldn’t want… but you know… my mate… I can’t leave him on his own y’see.”
“Ah well, your loss, sweetie.” She patted him on the head and strode off to look for a more susceptible prospect.
And that was the fifth strikeout of the evening; the two women they’d danced with early on had turned out to have husbands waiting at home; the group at the bar were on a hen night and the bride unconvinced by Phil’s argument that she should take this one last chance to bag an englishman; the girl Steve had bought a drink for had just been dumped by her boyfriend and cried at him for 45 minutes until he asked the barman to call her a cab; and a glamorous blonde whose stiletto heels made her about six inches taller than Phil had just looked him up and down and said ‘no’ before he even opened his mouth! After this latest failure, they retreated to a table beside the dancefloor to soothe their bruised egos with more vodka, and maybe reconsider their strategy. 
“I promised I’d get you laid for your birthday and I’m standing by that. Though at this rate I’m going to have to shag you myself!”
“Thanks for the offer, mate, but you’re not really my type. I think we just have to face the truth, I’m unfuckable.”
“Bollocks, I’ve seen loads of girls sneaking out of your room. Unless you’ve just been playing Scrabble with them in there?”
“Not loads, and that’s different, that’s after shows. They want to get with the guy they watched on stage. When it’s just this,” he gestured down at himself, “they’re not interested.”
“You’ve just got to put yourself out there. It’s a numbers game - if you ask enough, one of ‘em’s gotta say yes. Basic statistics innit!”
“Maybe I don’t want just anyone who’ll have me.”
“Then that’s your problem; it’s not your ugly mug, it’s your attitude - too picky.” He scanned the club and then tilted his head in the direction of a couple of girls carrying brightly coloured drinks and weaving through the tables in search of somewhere to sit. “What about those two? A redhead, I know they’re your favourite.”
Steve looked, with only moderate enthusiasm. “Not bad. I do like her hair. Go on then, do your thing.”
“Alright.” He rubbed his hands together. “But you’ve got to make some effort. At least smile - all the birds go nuts for the Clark smile!”
The owner of the ‘Clark smile’ rolled his eyes but obligingly pasted on what he hoped was a friendly and appealing grin.
Phil stepped into the path of the two wandering women and, dialling his chirpy cockney persona up to maximum, waylaid them with, “Ladies, if you’d be so kind as to join us, you’d be makin’ two lonely travellers in your great country very ‘appy.”
The two women exchanged sidelong glances, and when the redhead opened her mouth, ‘nah, you’re alright, mate’ came out in an equally strong East London accent.
Phil gaped at them - he was relying on American girls swooning in the face of British charm and had no back-up plan for unexpectedly encountering two of his fellow countrywomen, so all he could do was watch as they carried on their way, giggling. 
Steve shook his head, the enticing smile turning into a grimace. “This is getting embarrassing.” He drained the last of his drink and dropped the glass back on the table with a clunk. “I’m going for a piss.”
When he got back, Phil was talking to a petite black woman in a bright blue dress at the bar and, miracle of miracles, she actually seemed to be talking back. 
“Yep, it’s definitely me that’s the problem,” he muttered under his breath. “He’s sodding Erol Flynn when I’m not there cramping his style.” He was highly tempted just to go back to the hotel and leave his Twin to it, but before he could make the move, Phil spotted him and waved him over.
“This is my mate I was telling you about; Steve, meet Denise, and this is Suzy.”
A woman Steve hadn’t noticed before, slouching against the bar, lifted her hand in a lacklustre greeting. She was tall and a little mousey in comparison with her brightly-attired friend, and would be pretty enough if she didn’t look quite so grumpy. She would be the designated 'have you got a friend for my pal who's too inept to find someone himself' then. Oh well, better than playing gooseberry again - frequently Steve's fate on nights out with Phil.
Small talk was not Steve’s forte, and the best he could manage was essentially ‘what’s a nice girl like you doing in a place like this?’.
“So, err, what brings you and your friend here tonight?”
“We were supposed to have dates, but they stood us up.” She glared at Steve who, as a representative of the male sex, was apparently at least partially to blame for this slight.
“Oh…sorry…” Not a great start. “They must be total idiots then,” he declared in a hopeful stab at gallantry. 
“Or we are, to have agreed to it in the first place,” she muttered, still frowning. 
Steve waved to the barman and ordered doubles of everything for everyone, hoping that alcohol would serve as social lubricant. After a fortifying gulp of his vodka and orange, he tried again.
"How do you and… Denise was it? Know each other?"
"We're roommates. We were at college together and decided to stay and get jobs after we graduated."
"What do you do now?"
"I'm a techie at the Paramount; Denise is a junior buyer at Nordstrom's. Much more glamorous."
"The Paramount? The theatre?"
"You know it?"
"I think we played there last time we were here. We're… in a band," he added offhandedly. 
"Your friend said. I wasn't sure I believed him; a lot of guys say they're in a band. If they think it's going to impress a girl."
"Oh. Well I don’t know about that, but we actually are."
"Is it one I'll have heard of?"
"Maybe. Def Leppard?" She looked blank so he half-sang, "Photograph… I don’t want your photograph…" and made some drrng drring noises with accompanying mime.
"Oh, yeah, I might have heard that on the radio. Not really my thing though, sorry."
Crestfallen, Steve didn't really have a comeback for that. He took a long swallow of his drink and looked across to where Phil was whispering into Denise's ear, something funny apparently given the giggling response. "Well they seem to be getting along nicely," he observed.
"Yeah. Sorry you're stuck with me."
"Not at all, nowhere I'd rather be."
"That's sweet of you, but you don't have to pretend. I'm always the consolation prize; I mean look at her, she’s so gorgeous, and tiny, and peppy, and I’m just this great galumphing giraffe next to her.”
“No, you’re very… err…” he floundered, looking for a word that was flattering but not patronising, “...elegant.” She rolled her eyes. “And you’re not that tall.” He straightened up and stepped nearer - her forehead was level with his eyes. “See,” he said, putting both hands on her waist, “perfect height! …For… dancing…?” he hazarded, suddenly realising just how up close and personal he had got. “Err, would you… like to?”
For a moment it looked like she was going to turn him down, but when a glance along the bar revealed the other two gazing into each other's eyes and clearly about ten seconds from sucking face, she acquiesced with a halfhearted ‘oh alright then’. 
Now Steve was no dancer but, since his feeble attempts at flirtatious chitchat had entirely failed, he had decided to deploy his only other weapon - making an idiot of himself in the hopes of at least raising a smile. It was a risky strategy, with embarrassment followed by a speedy retreat as likely a reaction as laughter, but at this point he had no other options and was just drunk enough to deem it worth a go. And obligingly the DJ was playing Prince so, having led them far enough into the dancing throng that he wouldn’t be a spectacle to everyone watching from the bar, he busted out his best, most exaggerated, hip-popping, shoulder-shimmying moves. For about twenty seconds Suzy just stood there staring wide-eyed as he threw himself around, then she shrugged and, to Steve’s delight, launched into a routine of her own that suggested she might have seen a few too many John Travolta movies! After bouncing and gyrating through three songs, to the increasing irritation of their fellow dancers who had to try and keep out of the way of Steve’s flailing arms, the DJ put on a smoochier number and Steve held out his hand and twirled his partner into a more typical slow dance hold. She leaned into him, out of breath but grinning.
“You are crazy!” she panted.
“Look who’s talking, Ginger Rogers!”
Looking over Steve's shoulder, she raised her eyebrows as she spotted their two friends still by the bar but now entwined like amorous octopuses. "I think it might be time for us all to get out of here, before those two commit an act of public indecency!"
Steve let himself be pulled off the dancefloor, feeling that this evening might be working out okay after all.
The boys' oh so classy hotel, with nylon bedspreads and perpetually dripping shower, appealed to precisely no one, so the group left the club for the short walk to the girls' downtown apartment. Progress to their destination was slowed by Phil and Denise's apparent need to have at least three body parts in contact at all times, and the other two opted to walk on the opposite side of the street, pausing at each corner for the lovers to catch up. Conversation flowed more easily now, Steve sharing stories of life on the road and Suzy detailing the backstage antics of the various bands who'd played at the theatre. When Steve let slip that it was his birthday, Suzy was a little sad to learn that, being so far from home, he hadn’t really done anything to celebrate it, just the few cards that had managed to make it to the right hotel on time and this night out with Phil.
“Oh no, I don’t think we’ve even got any cake. I could stick a candle in a packet of cookies if you like?”
“Mmm, burning plastic is so festive!”
“You're supposed to blow it out before it starts a fire, dumbass.”
“Ohh, that’s what I’ve been doing wrong!”
They stopped to wait for the dawdlers and Suzy asked, “There must be something nice I can give you for your birthday?” 
The way she said it - he wasn’t sure if he was being flirted with. “What did you have in mind?” he asked lightly, not presuming. But she just gave him a sideways smile and started walking again.
"So, coffee?" Suzy asked when they entered the small two-bedroom walk-up. But the other couple were practically clawing each other's clothes off in the hall and vanished into Denise's bedroom without even replying.
“I guess just me then,” replied Steve, feeling suddenly shy again now that the evening was rapidly approaching the point where he would need to make some kind of move. That was the advantage of the groupies - even if those girls weren’t necessarily the type he would have gone for in the regular non-showbiz world, they made most of the running and he didn’t have to find anything clever or suave to say beyond ‘ullo in his apparently adorable British accent. Real girls were harder and he was out of practice.
“Livingroom’s through there,” she told him, “make yourself comfortable.”
Taking cups out of the cupboard, Suzy reconsidered her original intention to maybe get Steve’s number and then send him on his way. Hook-ups weren’t really her thing, and the guys were only in town for another few days before disappearing to the other end of the country but… he was pretty cute, and funny, and it would be better than trying to avoid listening to the other two go at it all night through the wall. While the coffeemaker dripped, she used the darkened window as a mirror to fluff up her hair and wipe any stray mascara from under her eyes. Before picking up the two cups, she rearranged her top so it draped enticingly over one shoulder and added a swish to her walk as she re-entered the living room. However, she quickly realised that her feminine wiles would be wasted - their intended recipient was fast asleep on the couch. Briefly she considered waking him, but he looked so peaceful, and it was nearly 2am. She took the coffees back to the kitchen and poured both of them down the sink - no point being awake if there was no one to play with. She found a blanket and laid it gently over the sleeping man. 
“Happy birthday, sweetheart,” she murmured, and kissed him on the cheek. 
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Epilogue:
When Steve opened his eyes the next morning, it took him a minute or so to work out where he was - oh yeah, those two girls from the nightclub. Ah, but he was on a sofa and, he checked, fully dressed, so clearly whatever seduction technique he'd attempted had been rebuffed. 
“Morning, sunshine!”
A pretty girl with mussed-up hair and mile-long legs appearing from the bottom of a John Denver t-shirt was smiling at him. He smiled back while the words ‘Sarah… Samantha… Suzy!’ crawled through his befuddled brain.
“Do you want your birthday present?” She held out a toothbrush, new and still in its packaging. 
“But it’s not my birthday anymore.”
“Pretend. Bathroom’s second door on the left down the hall.”
Not awake enough to argue, Steve took it and shambled to the bathroom. When he reemerged, feeling a bit more with it after peeing, brushing his teeth, and washing his face with cold water, Suzy was leaning in the doorway of the bedroom opposite.
“Nice t-shirt,” he teased.
“Just get in here before I change my mind, birthday boy.”
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A/N: So as requested this is a fic where the guys look after the reader. I incorporated a condition which I have and the symptoms which relate to me. Obviously each person with Hypermobility Spectrum Disorder is different, and not all symptoms relate to everyone. I am happy to answer any question about the condition as I am trying to be more open about it whilst I come to terms with my diagnosis. Writing this fic has helped a lot and I hope you enjoy it. Also thank you to @elliotts-personal-property, @bring-on-the-heartbreak-joe and @i-love-def-leppard as well as all my lovely mutuals who have been there for me recently, I appreciate you all 💖💖
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Groaning, I sit up as carefully as I can and climb off of the hotel bed. From experience, I knew it was better to move around rather than sit still and let all my joints stiffen up even worse. I also knew that I had to go to work, hence the reason I was in a hotel room in the first place. 
Being Def Leppard’s assistant definitely had its perks. First of all, although the hours were long, the entire band was understanding if I couldn’t make it into work one day. Not that I had ever told them about my condition and had instead made up excuses as to why I couldn’t work on my bad days.
I was hoping it would remain that way. Unfortunately after hearing all the cracks of my joints as I stood up, I knew that it would take more than a hot shower and some painkillers to help me today. Taking a deep breath, I got ready for the day as quickly as my body would let me. I was hoping that I would be able to hide the pain but as I walked out of my hotel room, I felt myself walk with the familiar limp from the pain in my hip. 
Def Leppard were on tour with Mötley Crüe and whilst I didn’t have too much interaction with the other band, I was really hoping that today of all days would be one where I could avoid them altogether. However, that was not meant to be as both bands were sitting down ready for breakfast. Plastering a smile on my face I went over and joined them. 
The only good thing was at the moment it was just the two bands there and that their wives were not on this leg of the tour. This meant that there were less people I had to hide my pain from. 
“Morning guys.” I grinned at them all, hoping to disguise the wince I made as I took the seat between Joe and Phil that had been saved for me.
There was a round of ‘mornings’ coming from the group, most of them almost incoherent as they struggled to wake up for the morning.
Despite feeling unwell, I knew I had to eat on my painkillers so I decided to grab a few pieces of fruit and just nibble on them whilst trying to engage in the conversations around me. As much as I tried to hide my discomfort, I knew I had failed when I saw Sav looking at me concerned over the table. As I looked into his blue eyes, which had not faded with time, I saw the question that was lingering in his mind.
I subtly nodded my head at him and gave a small smile, trying to convey that I was alright. However, much to my dismay, this had only attracted the attention of Joe who was seated to my right.
“You okay Y/N/N? You don’t look right.” 
Quietly I took a deep breath yet again and looked towards him, knowing that if I didn’t he wouldn’t believe the lie that was about to escape my mouth.
“Of course, I'm just tired. Didn’t get enough sleep s’all.”
It was very obvious on his face that he did not believe me but he did not press the matter any further in front of the others. Instead, he just looked at Sav and then the rest of his own band, all of them talking silently, something they had mastered over the years. The only upside was that the guys of Mötley Crüe hadn’t noticed that something was up. Whether it was deliberate because it didn’t concern them or they were really that oblivious didn’t matter. I was just grateful I didn’t have another group of eyes trained on me. 
When we finished breakfast, the bands had a day off so all I had to focus on was making sure everything was ready for them when they next perform. This meant that I should be running around all day between the hotel and the venue. I was dreading the day ahead of me, knowing roughly how it would go. I knew I would have to keep myself hydrated and well fed to try and prevent the dizzy spells as well as carrying my joint braces and supports just in case. 
I carefully made the trek back up to my hotel room, vaguely aware of the eyes that are on me as I leave. I carefully pack my bag for the day, making a mental note of everything that I have to get done. Just as I am about to leave I hear a knock at my hotel room door. Gently padding over to the door, I try to ignore the limp in my step. When I get there and open the door I am shocked to find all five members of Def Leppard standing there.
With a sigh I move out of the way, allowing them all to enter the room. They quickly made themselves at home with Rick, Vivian and Phil sat on the sofa and Joe and Sav perched on the foot of my bed. The two men on the bed allowed me room to sit in between them. Reluctantly I made my way over. Usually, I wouldn’t mind sitting and talking to the band, but right now, when I knew all they wanted to talk about was me, I would rather be anywhere else.
“So are you gonna tell us what’s going on or are we all gonna have to guess.” Joe started though his voice was soft and filled with concern. As I looked around, all I saw was five sets of eyes staring back at me waiting for a reply. 
“Honestly I’m fine. I’m just a bit tired.” I told them wanting them off of my case.
“Don’t lie to us Y/N.” Phil spoke, his tone the same as Joe’s. “What is really going on?”
I sighed as I looked around again. It was obvious they were not going to leave me alone until I told them what was going on. 
“I have a condition called Hypermobility Spectrum Disorder.” I started as I looked down at my lap. It wasn’t that I was ashamed of my condition but it was hard for me to talk about. 
“I was diagnosed a few years ago but I have been having problems since I was about nine. There are multiple symptoms but the main ones that affect me are chronic pain, fatigue and dislocations. It is incurable but there are things I can do to lower the pain. Some mornings though I just wake up and I know that it is going to be a bad day.”
“How come you’re only telling us this now?” Sav questioned with worry flooding his face.
“I didn’t want to be a bother to anyone. There's not much anyone can do anyway.”
“You still should've told someone Y/N/N.” Viv spoke up. “How many times have you gone through the day in pain and we haven’t noticed.”
“I don’t know. Look I appreciate the concern and everything but I really have to get to work.”
“Are you joking?” Joe scoffed, his eyes wide.
“Umm no, I can’t just stop everything…” I was interrupted by Sav. 
“Yes you can. You’re in pain Y/N. You can’t possibly work like this.”
“I have done in the past.”
“Only because we didn’t know then.” Rick interrupted this time with a pointed look on his face.
Realising this was a battle I was going to lose, I gave in.
“Fine. But I can’t stay in bed all day, if I don’t keep moving then my joints will seize up and I’ll end up in more pain.”
“Whatever you need Y/N. I’m just going to make a few calls so that you can have as long as you need off.” Joe told me before going to leave the room.
When Joe came back the entire day was spent with the five of them looking after me, despite my insistence that I could do it myself. A few times we went for a walk around the hotel corridors so that I could move around a little bit. Overall the whole day was a lot more comfortable than I originally planned. They had made sure that I was taking my pain meds and eating and drinking enough. 
The only time there was trouble was when I had a subluxation in my knee, which is where my knee had a partial dislocation. Whilst painful it was something I could deal with myself. Luckily I had my knee support on hand to strap my knee back up. By the evening time, all of them apart from Joe and Sav had left.
“So Y/N/N, are you going to tell us the real reason as to why you didn’t tell us about your condition?” Joe asked. I looked between him and Sav and I could tell that just like earlier, I wasn’t going to be able to avoid the question.
“When I tell people about my condition they always look at me differently. Whilst I knew that all of you would be the last people to judge me, I’ve gotten used to not talking about it.” I told them, hardly being able to look them in the eye.
“We get that Y/N/N but don’t let yourself be in pain again, alright?” Sav smiled at me.
“Yeah okay. And thank you for today.”
“It’s no problem at all.” Joe smiled as he patted me gently on the shoulder.
Sav did the same and the both of them smiled at me one final time before they left me alone for the evening to get ready for bed.
*
Over the next few weeks I continued to work with only a few problems but I noticed that all of them looked out for me. Things like offering to carry a heavy bag or walking slightly slower so that I could keep up and if I was honest it was making my life so much easier. Part of me wished that I had told them sooner but at least now they were all aware and I didn't have to struggle on my own anymore.
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stevesorgasmicriffs · 25 days
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live footage of me reading a steve x phil fanfic (i know @pixelizati0ns will appreciate this)
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rockinnrollin · 2 years
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Bringin’ On The Heartbreak
Hi, can I request some fluff/angst with Mr. Joe Elliott, Maybe something based off the song Bringin' On The Heartbreak. And im sorry if im in the way of anything. <333
A/N: Hello lovely, of course your not in the way of anything, i hope you like this! <3
514 Words xx
Warnings: Some swearing, apart from that a bit of fluff to angst for you! 
Joe's POV:
Gypsy, sittin' lookin' pretty The broken rose with laughin' eyes
She was gorgeous, sitting by herself in a bar? How? We'd just performed for a club and they seemed to love us. How could I not notice her while I was on the stage? She seemed sad, was she okay? I needed to speak to her, learn about her.
You're a mystery, always runnin' wild Like a child without a home
"Just a pint please mate, and whatever the lady is having." I said to the bar tender.
"Thanks." She replied flatly.
This a little awkward.
"I'm Joe."
"Hi Joe."
I turned around so I was looking forward at the bar. The bartender placed our drinks in front of us and I slid the money over.
"Oh god, I'm sorry. I'm Y/N." She said while turning towards me.
"No no, it's alright."
"No it's not I was just rude. I've just had some shit going on."
"Talk to me, I can listen." I said, glad she was finally speaking to me.
"No it's alot. And you're not a good listener."
"What?"
"You're a front man, your mate over there has been pretty much silent while you've been blabbling on. I-I'm sorry I just don't feel like talking."
Straight to the point I suppose.
"Look, how about we go for a coffee or something tommorow? I'm less gobby when I've not had a drink I swear." Fix this Joe.
"Okay fine, Little Bean at 10am?"
"Perfect."
You're always searching, searching for a feeling That it's easy come and easy go
"So yeah, it's been a shitty few months." She said, tears nearly slipping out of her gorgeous eyes.
"Wow, I'm so sorry, that's alot." I said to her, she sounded broken.
"Don't apologise it isn't your fault."
"I just feel like, I don't know. I want you to be happy and feel like you can love again. You're something special Y/N."
"Well.. I wouldn't mind meeting with you again." She said to me while looking into my eyes, god she is just beautiful.
"That would be nice." I smiled.
Oh, I'm sorry but it's true You're bringin' on the heartbreak Takin' all the best of me Oh, can't you see? You got the best of me Whoah can't you see?
"God Joe, you're obsessed." Sav said, taking me away from looking at Y/N, she was just sitting on the bus reading a book, but I couldn't take my eyes off of her.
"Shut up Savage, your turn to deal."
You're bringin' on the heartbreak Bringin' on the heartache You're bringin' on the heartbreak Bringin' on the heartache Can't you see?
"I just can't take it anymore Joe! There's women everywhere I turn! They all want you and I see some of them and I-I get so scared you'll want them too!" She said to me, tears flowing from her eyes.
"I don't want them Y/N! You know I only want you! You're everything i ever wanted!"
"Just stop it Joe! Let me go please!"
"I can't! Please don't leave!" I could feel tears building in my eyes.
"Goodbye Joe." And she was gone.
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make-me-your-animal · 7 months
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Chapter 12: Room numbers
Authors note: I'm not a hundred percent sure how I feel about this chapter, but it's also driving me crazy that I haven't finished this story yet. It's literally making it, so I can't write anything else. I have spent hours just staring at a blank page, trying to come up with something. This will be the second to last sirens and leppard chapter. But I have already started a sequel, so we will see. I hope you all enjoy it.
Room 306:
"Steve, wake up." Amaya giggled. she had already gotten ready for her day. washed her face, brushed her teeth, and brushed out her hair. when she returned to the main room, Steve was still curled into the blankets. All she could see confirming a person was even under the heap of white comforter was his wild hair. She wasn't surprised in the slightest, Steve was a lot of things, but a morning person wasn't one of them.
She frowned. Something seemed off today. Usually, he would just beg her to join him under the covers, but today, he just pulled the blanket up until there was nothing for her to see.
"Stevieeee," she purred, pulling on the edge of the blanket. He clutched it tight, not letting go.
"No," he grumbled. His voice was barely audible, but she could hear the sadness in it.
"Why not?" She asked, crawling back into bed with him. He engulfed her in his caccoon. The blanket was just thin enough that she could see him clear as day as they laid facing each other under the white comforter.
"Last night of the tour," he said slowly like that would answer her question. Amaya tilted her head to the side. What did that have to do with anything?
"And?" She questioned when the blonde didn't elaborate.
"Don't want this to end is all," he shrugged. His blue eyes were clouded with sadness. "I just... I don't think I've ever been this happy before. You make me feel happy... i love you more than I've ever loved someone."
"Oh, steve," she reached out a hand to craddle his face. "It won't end, baby. You make me happy, too. I'm not gonna throw away over a year of a loving relationship just because we aren't getting paid for it anymore. I love you too much for that"
"Promise?" He still looked nervous. It broke her heart.
"Promise," Amaya leaned in, kissing Steve softly.
"Promise you won't tell phil. I told you I love you more than him," he chuckled, trying to lighten the mood.
"Fear not Stevie. Your secret's safe with me, "she giggled, kissing his nose."Now get your ass out of bed. I want breakfast, " she stated, throwing the blanket off both of them.
Steve grumbled again, but this time sat up. He glanced at the clock on the bedside table before flopping back down. It was progress Amaya felt.
Room 304
"Last day of the tour," phil whispered, running his fingers through gemma's blonde hair he slowly worked out the knots that had formed as Her head lay on his chest. He wasn't even sure she was wake. The sun had just peaked over the horizon, and they had been dozing in and out of consciousness together.
"Shhhh," she hissed, pressing her finger against his lips. "I don't want to think about it"
"This will change nothing between us, you know that, right? Im not letting you go anywhere. i worked too hard for this." phil stated rolled over, so he was hoving over her on all fours. Gemma scooted up the bed until she was eye level with him again.
He had worked very hard to regain her trust. He was still putting in the work to ensure that their relationship would last. He started leaving her little notes and still had flowers sent to her dressingroom every couple of shows. Gemma was forever grateful she decided to let him try. Decided to let herself try.
"I love you, gem,"
"I love you too," Gemma smiled, reaching up to craddle phils face in her hands. "So much more than I originally planned"
Phil smiled as he swooped down and pressed a soft kiss against her lips. "So much ,my love, I love you so much." he lowered himself even more to bury his face against her neck. Her hands intantly made their way to his hair. He kissed the soft skin just to hear Gemma sigh.
Room 307:
Joe laid on his side so he could watch the women sleeping soundly beside him. The sun had risen and was shining in through the sheer white curtains. It's light casting everything in shades of gold.
She would be pissed if he let her sleep in much longer, but he couldn't bring himself to disturb her peace, not quite yet.
It was the last day of the tour. Tomorrow, he would be flying into Dublin. He would be going home. She would be flying home to London. They had talked it through, and he really believed they had a good shot. Still worry and doubt chewed away at him.
"It's rude to stare," Harper murmered, peering at Joe with half lidded eyes.
"Just admiring the finest of art," he grinned, leaning in to kiss her forehead.
She hummed slightly, her eyes falling shut for a spilled second before snapping back open.
"Go back to sleep, angel," he purred, kissing her forehead. She smiled at him before nodding. He knew they would be all right. They all would.
Her eyes fell shut again, and her breath evened out. They would have to get up and start there a day soon, but not yet. They could remain in their shared peace just a little longer.
Room 310
Bex sat across from Rick, sipping her tea and watching the man carefully. He was wearing the hotel provided robe. His bangs fell into his eyes. He looked so content that she almost felt bad for what she was going to say. "This isn't going to last"
"I know," Rick returned, looking up from his cup of tea. His eyes were filled with understanding. "Is this where you tell me you had fun, but this is the end?"
"You're a great guy. I just don't do relationships"
Rick nodded, sipping at his tea. He finished his tea and stood up, finding his shoes and sitting on the edge of the bed to put them on. "See you tonight?"
Bex nodded, smiling slightly. The second he closed the door, her smile faded. It was the first time she ever really felt pain over a man in a long time.
Room 309
Rebel leaned back against the savs solid chest as the warm water flowed over them. "You know this is kind of a waste of water. We are just gonna shower again later, " Rebel smiled.
"Yeah, but it feels nice," sav returned.
Rebel hummed in agreement. She spun around, wrapping her arms around his neck.
His wet hair clung to her skin. "Gonna miss this"
"Yeah, but we'll figure something out." Sav smiled, leaning down and capturing her lips.
Rebel happily kissed back for a moment before epulling back and resting their foreheads together. "Think the others are this.... pensive?"
"Probably. The end of the tour is always a time of mixed emotions. This tour is especially hard. So much love has formed. If I didn't know any better, I'd say Mel and chris planned this"
Rebel giggled at that. The water was starting to turn cold, but she couldn't find it in her to care.
Mal sat across from chris in the hotel lobby, grinning at the other man. "We couldn't have had this go any better," He asked. "I mean, when you called me and said you knew of a band that would work well with my boys, I didn't think you meant this well. Steve's barely drinking anymore. They all aren't fighting nearly as much. They have someone else to look at other than each other."
Chris nodded his agreement. "Bex is starting to trust. Gemma finally found someone to match her energy. Amaya found someone to take care of other than Gemma. And let's be honest, they all are staying out of trouble because they are too busy with each other"
It's been a great tour, " Mel stated, standing up and shaking Chris's hand.
"It sure has," the other man agreed.
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