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aleksa-sims · 6 months

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RL Simselfstory (18+)

CW: adult topics, unplanned pregnancy

N. told me why he was so mad at P. In short, it was about my Dad.😒 But I’ll explain, when I tell my parents about N. & me. After we talked, we went up to his bedroom. It was already light. We just talked all night about everything that had to be clarified (N.'s fiancee). This was a lot!! But it had to be! I needed to know, if Nico was really serious about me. I believed N.! He never lied to me, so I trusted him. Also, I decided to divorce Daniel😭,once I talked to my parents.

Nico: Why are you still on P.’s side and stick by him? That’s exactly what Daniel also said, when he and I talked. I was always the bad guy for you, but never Philip. You blamed me for everything, including his yoga bitch... But well, just fuck it. 😕

Me: I tried to stay friends with him. He was always there for me. But it didn't work out! In the end, we were just yelling at each other and even later, after I met D. And whenever I was mad at Philip, I was mad at you, too. This wasn't fair. Sorry N. And I don’t have feelings for P., if you think that. Really not! This was a mistake anyway. We all failed. 🤷‍♀️

Nico: Is there anything else you wanna tell me or ask me, before we ..... well, move on?

Me: Um.... actually,.... yes! But maybe I should let sleeping dogs lie?

Nico: No idea what that means? Tell me!

Me: You remember Sofia. I saw her a few times last year. Sof liked to annoy me about you. She made fun of me and said you treated me like a... sex slave. 🫤 I didn’t know exactly what she meant, but....ugh, anyway! Is that true? Did you want that from me?

Nico: 🤣🤣... Did I ever keep you in chains or whipped you or something? 😅

Me: Stop teasing me, jerk! You know damn well what I mean.

Nico: Nah, I’m not really keen on hurting you or into pain in general. You know that! I told you that before, too. But some discipline wouldn’t hurt you, babe. 😅

Me: You see? That's exactly what I meant! You kept playing your carzy mind games with me. You, with your will to subjugate me in every way.

Nico: Yea, and?... I never forced you to do anything!! And that’s the difference! If you didn’t want something, I didn’t want it either. But I know you wanted to please me and did everything to satisfy me. And you've done absolutely right. You’re just perfect for me.😏 I loved you like crazy. And Sofia, that manipulative bitch... I got SO pissed! I just wanted to protect you! My whole pad was smoky bcs of you two! You were totally stoned, brain-dead!

Me: Says the guy who put his fist through a wall. 🤨 And btw, you were constantly pissed! Not just that day.

Nico: Don’t you think we’ve talked enough?... Be a good girl and do as I say 😏😄 ... Get undressed and follow me to the bathroom.

Me: Ironically, the shower?.... You wanna get me depressed or what?

Nico: No! Never... Let's start again, where it left off.

I had still my wedding going on in my head. I told myself, " you had to stop thinking about Daniel, that’s not fair! Do it, or end this rn!" Suddenly Nico said something to me... something totally unimportant, which I actually forgot. He talked about my obession for my coconut shower gel. He asked me, if I still use it? Somehow this short conversation about that, made me feel good. It was like a kind of confirmation for me, that I needed at that very moment. I felt, he's always been the one and so I really started to let go of Daniel. And I succeeded! I was happy with Nico but...anyway.🤯

My Simself was a little embarrassed about me posting those spicy pics. 😳🫣 But no joke, I always struggle to poste something like this.

Nico: You see, babe? I have no prob getting on my knees for you, too.

Me: Yea, sure! 🤨 You only do that bcs there’s not enough room here in the shower. But you don't have to do that fo rme!!

Me: I hope you really dumped her. I know you didn’t mean to cheat on her, but if this isn’t over with you two yet, you’re cheating on me too now. 😟

Nico: I'm confused... But why do you think I lied to you?

Me: I don't really think that. I-... I just wanna be sure.

Nico: I understand why you have doubts, but honestly? That sucks. I don't wanna think or talk about her at all rn. I can’t go back to her after seeing you again. Even if I wanted to, I can’t. I can’t give up on you.

Me: And I can’t say no to you. I never could and you know that. That's why-... I thought you might take advantage of that... Sorry, I’m gonna shut up now.🤦‍♀️

I shouldn’t have thought that much about that girl, but paid a little more attention to another important topic. PROTECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I forgot to tell N., that I had this.... hormone-free thing/ IUD removed in summer... As you know, that hormone-free IUD, had caused me damage. And my doc said, the risk of not having kids, because of the injuries I already got, was too high! He advised Daniel and me to simply use condoms. That was the only option we had. But we didn't! Daniel just paid attention when we had sex not to... knock me up. But even if I had become pregnant by him, it would have been okay for us.

But now back to the actual aim/topic of this post. 👶 N. & I had sex. He used a rubber. But when he was.......well, done, he removed it and just kept going with me. I thought, okay? Either he’s extremely horny, or...... no idea what he was up to? I could have stopped him, but I didn’t!! I thought I wouldn’t get pregnant anyway and if, it's too late? However, I was kind of sure I couldn’t have kids. Daniel & I wanted a Baby after we got married, but it just never happend. So why should it be different with Nico? After just one fucking time!?

Even if our Baby was not planned & and N. & I actually had an affair/ a fling at that time , I can say that it was.... made with Love. N. said, "I love you", when it happend. 🩷🩵 But, hm!? He always says that to me in that... particular situation. Still, I think he meant it honestly, I could feel it and not just that! Don't ask me why, but I just knew he................. hit a home-run.😨

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the-bisexual-bitch · 9 months

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Cw for mentions of adult content and pornography.

I'm not super into visual pornography, I've always been more into reading smut, though I've been known to enjoy a stray comic.

I also happen to write, and by nature of being a horny writer with very specific and unusual kinks that I generally can't find anywhere, I write some smut.

But the rule 34 website, for all its problems, limitations, and discomforts, is kind of great for inspo- like, holy crap. Besides the great art refs, it's like- ooooh! [Character] would totally say that! Or, oh, I have got to capture that expression in words! You'd be surprised how good that crap is.

Anyway. Life is great.

#using tumblr as my diary again #cw adult themes #cw mentions of pornography #rule 34 #smut #writer #ao3 writer #smut writing

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bamsara · 2 months

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suggestive narilamb doodles, mainly memes/shitposts. some of this is not trod au canon and/or out-of-context on the timeline. Part 1/?

#narilamb #trod au #the rehabilitation of death #tw blood #cw suggestive #cw suggestive humor #post marked mature for adult themes

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girl-revolution-utena · 28 days

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Thinking about how parents usually say "don't get into a stranger's car" and how the implocation is that they are going to kidnap you, kill you or assault you (or everything). And Akio uses his car for abuse, either doing it there or driving the victim to the place where the abuse is going to happen. In some cases, even though he is a stranger, the victims know he exists and is an authority in the school. In others, he grooms them and gets them to trust him, so he makes sure that the warning no longer applies to him.

His power as an adult and how, with his car, he has more freedom than the kids. He can go wherever he wants. He uses the car as a private space where he doesn't need to respond for his actions. And if the kids want to go somewhere that is not inside Ohtori, they need him to take them. They have to get into his car to be able to grasp a little freedom.

This just makes me want to read more about youth liberation and how young people are a class in contradiction with adults.

#akio ohtori #rgu analysis #rgu #revolutionary girl utena #shoujo kakumei utena #cw grooming mention #cw abuse #cw sa #cw csa #theme: abuse #theme: adult opression #character: ohtori akio #brainrot but in a way where my anciety makes me write random things #well the car is not that symbolic anymore #symbolism: car #gru

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bikmui · 3 months

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❛ cook . present my muse with home - cooked food . ❛ indulge . find my muse drinking to cope . ❛ wrap . wrap an arm around my muse’s [ shoulders / waist ] . ❛ shunt . shove my muse backwards . ;( ❛ surprise . send an unexpected nsfw image to my muse .

you know its from the boy!!!!!!!! -unforgottcn <3

.loud & deafening silence | @unforgottcn | accepting

❛ indulge . find my muse drinking to cope .

❛ wrap . wrap an arm around my muse’s [ shoulders / waist ] .

Whoever convinced them that going to Jake-fucking-Johnson's party was a good idea had better look out for themselves tomorrow, because they're in a bad fucking mood and the shit goon is doing nothing to help.

They take another sip anyway. Glare at the blaring music and the half-naked bodies grinding downstairs.

That could've been them. That should've been them.

Guys wanted to fuck them, girls wanted to be them, and all is right in the world.

Yeah, they decide. All is right in the world. Tomorrow, they'll wake up with a shit fucking hangover and they'll 'forget' to do their homework and Yone will look at his stupid little girlfriend and hold hands or kiss or whatever barf-worthy thing they do and they...

...They'll find some pretty new boy to play with. Kiss him and whisper something stupid, and he'll believe that they're his. Maybe they'll shove him against the lockers by home time and make him regret thinking that.

They take another sip of their shitty goon and across the room, their eyes meet Yone's. They watch with mild distaste as he whispers something to that stupid eyecandy of his, and makes his way towards them.

Doesn't he know how much they ache? Maybe they're stupid. The really, really stupid kind, because they were kids when he'd kissed them, pinkies entwined, and honestly, it was stupid to pretend that a silly little promise like that meant anything; would mean anything, close to a decade later.

Of course it didn't mean anything, because he had gone and found some vapid little bitch to be his girlfriend and he'd never even looked at them like that, had he? They take another sip of their goon and wish it was something stronger. Jake-fucking-Johnson is a fucking cheapskate and they are suffering for it.

"Bikmui."

There's fingers around their wrist and a furrow between his brows and they want to scream. Stop looking at them like that! Stop looking at them like he can't tell that they're a stupid dirty fucking whore. Stop looking at them like the reason he doesn't love them isn't because there's nothing between their goddamn ears.

Isn't because they're dirty and used and a useless fucking whore.

They jerk their hand away and there is nothing in their cup. Nothing to drown into. Nothing to pretend they're busy with, because they'd drained their cup and now he's standing in front of them, making that face like he's worried about them and they want to just fucking shrink or run away or scream or something because he won't stop looking at them Like That and all their secrets will spill out and then he'll know and then he really won't like them the way they like him and-

Yone pulls them close, arm around their shoulder like nothing ever happened and like they don't hate his stupid little girlfriend and all their thoughts evaporate because he's close, he's close, he's right there and they want to kiss him. They want her to watch as they kiss him because he's theirs and she is nothing.

Isn't that right? they want to ask. He's only ever loved them, right?

"I heard you weren't well last week. I was a little worried."

And they want to scream, they want to scream, they want to scream because he's so fucking close and why is he allowed to go around saying these things like they aren't knives every time? Like they aren't bleeding; like every fucking word doesn't cut deeper and deeper because he doesn't love them, he doesn't love them, he couldn't love them.

They hate to admit it, but sometimes their father is right. That they're a stupid little slut.

They know it.

"Yeah?" They say instead. "I'm fine now."

It had been a couple of pills and they were fine. They were fixed.

And a couple more days, but you can't fix their father's rage when he gets like that.

Yone gives them a funny look and they can't decide if it's better or worse, and they really want that drink, even if it's more shit, cheapass goon, because at least they'll be doing something other than looking at his pretty lips and wondering if he'd kiss them back. At least they wouldn't be looking like some stupid, lovestruck fool, standing on their tip-toes and wishing they could bridge the space between their faces.

At least their secrets would be safe, then.

"You know... you know you can always tell me? If things aren't fine?"

They don't look at him.

They don't look at him, because if they look at him, they might cry, and then everything will spill out and they won't be able to take any of it back. They don't look at him, because every little secret that they hold close to their chest is another secret that isn't ammo against them. That won't make him disgusted with them.

Because even if he doesn't like them, he's still here and they can pretend.

Sometimes, they accidentally call the guys they fuck, Yone, and no one's ever told, but that's because they give real good head and a few bribes here and there have kept those stupid assholes from spilling. But they know, you know? They know, that Yone wouldn't be all mean like those idiots get sometimes.

It makes them ache, every time.

But he doesn't like them. He likes that stupid vapid little bitch who's calling him over like she shouldn't be grovelling and begging and thankful that he would even look at her.

They want to scream.

"Your girlfriend wants you," they say instead, all poison and acid and cheap goon. "I'm fine."

They don't turn to see if he's looking at them when they get some more.

#unforgottcn #.suggestive #.nsfw mention #.cw: dark themes #//uhh most things are just alluded to but lmk if you need a specific tag #//not me crying with the plot that my own gd brain came up with <3 i am suffering <3 #.tales (modern bikmui)#//adult noodle wasn't dramatic enough so we invented 18 y/o noodle obvs

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aleksa-sims · 9 months

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RL Simself-Story (18+)

CW: adult topics, pregnancy

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Pic 1: Last night, Ana came to me. I was so worried about my sister when I saw her. She was in pain and a tired. Ana asked Daniel & me, if she could stay with us. Of course we agreed! Ana can always come to me/us, no matter what…. And Daniel got better. His father was with us yesterday. He wanted to meet me. I thought, why not? D. & I are married and Daniel started seeing his dad a bit more often, since the first time he met him. And yea, his dad was nice. I liked him. But back to Ana & Adam….

That day, the three of us went over to my parents’ house. When we were there, we saw Adam! So Ana went to him……

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Ana: Adam! What are you doing here? Something’s wrong? I told you yesterday I needed some rest now, to recover. But-…. Wait? Were you with my parents?

Adam: No, Ana! I would never tell your parents!! I just wanted to check on you! Your phone is off. Your mom said you’re with your sister. And….. well, now I’m going back home. I wanted to know if you’re ok. That’s all!

Ana: You’re worried about me?

Adam: I-…. I wanna be there for you.

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Adam: You wanna come with me?

Ana: Uhmm… Sorry, I can’t! My mom’s waiting for us. She made us dinner. I’d invite you, but… it’s a family thing, you know? Next time, ok?

Adam: Sure! Does your sister know?

Ana: Yea and Daniel too. I had to tell them, Adam! I couldn’t hide it. I felt sick. My sister took care of me. She’s been through this before and I feel comfortable and safe with her and Daniel.

Adam: I’m glad you were not alone, but I would have taken care of you too. … You said A. went through the same thing? Did she & Daniel also-…

Ana: No, not Daniel. That was before she met him, so don’t talk about it.

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Me: Ana! Are you ok?…. Should we go in already?

Ana: No, come here! Adam just wanted to check on me.

Me: Yea, I know! That’s really nice of him. Thb, I didn’t expect that.

Daniel (quietly to me): I wouldn’t mind going in already.

Me ( to D.): Stay calm, D.! You promissed! But honestly, what exactly do you have against Adam? He helped me and gave me the money I needed in advance.

Daniel: You’re seriously asking me that?… He touched your tits in front of me! Imagine you were in my position. Watching me with another woman. Would you like that person now? And yes, I know, it was just a job…I gotta admit, in this one matter, Philip was right! I never should have let you do this shit! And why do you think Adam gave you money in advance? Hm?… He met with you because he knew I was in that addiction clinic and don’t tell me he didn’t try to get you laid.

Me: (to D.): Daniel, please! I get you! I didn’t want to do all this either, but I was desperate! I had withdrawal and Adam was just trying to help me.

Daniel: Yea, it’s good. Sorry…. But you asked me why I can't stand him and now you know.

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Adam: Hey!…. And … how are things with you? Oh and by the way, nice wedding.

Daniel: Though you weren’t invited, you were still there.

Adam: Yea, I didn’t plan to come but Ana left something in my car that day. And I was only there for a few minutes, but it looked great and speaking of it, ….congratulations.niel: Though you weren’t invited, you were still there.

Me: Thanks, Adam. You could have stayed. I didn’t know you liked Ana that much.

Adam: At the time, I didn’t know either, I think.

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Daniel: And Adam? How’s your porn biz going?

Adam: I wouldn’t call it porn, but yea, you know? Sex sells really well. And as long as horny nerds exist on my university, who don’t manage to date a hot chick IRL, it runs great for me. I mean, you saw it dude. You just had to touch your girl a bit in front of my webcam and Aleksandra could hardly save herself from inquiries. She just had to chat with them a bit. And my viewers would have traded places with you right away, dude. But that would have gone too far.

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Adam: But hey! You two want to work on a sequel? Maybe A.’s ready to show us a bit more of herself this time? Huh?

Ana: Watch what you say, ey! My sis isn’t a ho and Daniel isn’t her pimp. Jerk!

Pic 8:

Me: Bye, Adam!

Daniel: Let’s go Ana!

Adam: Don’t be offended! I didn’t mean that in a derogatory way. C'mon A.! You know me a bit better. … However, sorry.

Me: t’s good, Adam! Forget it, it was just a one-time thing.

Ana: Now that this is settled with you three, we can finally go in…… Ok, Adam! Thanks for paying the medical bill for me. See you.

Adam (to Ana): You don’t have to thank me. It’s the least I can do for you…. But now go get some rest.

Pic 9: Poor Daniel! Now my mom finally has someone to hug. Ana & I never hug our parents when we come to visit, except for Christmas & New Year’s Eve. I mean it’s not really necessary, we see them almost every day anyway.

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Mom: And guys? What’s new with you? Did you have a nice evening with Daniel’s dad?

Me: Oh yea, it was great. Daniel has a half-brother, he’s only 6 months younger than him and he’s coming to us tomorrow. He just got out of jail. Nice, huh?

Pic 11:

Mom: Omg! You & Tatiana have another brother? Dan! Are you ok?…. That’s crazy! First Sandra’s stepbrother and now…. Daniel’s brother.

Also I wasn’t pregnant! My test was negative but……. Ana was pregnant! Just as you may have noticed, she didn’t keep it. And actually, Daniel and I could have picked up his half-brother from jail , because tomorrow morning we have a date there, with the 4 men who attacked us.

#ts4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #rl story #myrlgameplay #18+ content #cw adult themes

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