#cut off my dead ends

[wtfforged]

doodle from september that i colored, you guessed it, during dnd. my sanji-is-just-a-bit-taller-than-zoro propaganda also. zoro my beautiful prizewinning tomato plucked fresh from garden

non-loser version bc i think he looks cuties on his own.

#“wheres sanjis arm” idk man i just didnt want to draw it. whatever. lets pretend i cut it off because i hate him #someone rbed this and said they thought that noodle freak was grabbing zoros butt and i fell to my knees before the court #HES NOT!! i cried. HES NOT GRABBING HIS BUTT!!! I JUST DIDNT WANT TO DRAW HIS ARM!!! and the judge shakes his head and sentences me to deat #every day i think about zoro getting embarrassed when getting made fun of for his directionlessness in dead end race movie #clutches my head #i hate onepiece yaoi leave me alone. but its the biggest producer of zoro content so alas #grumble grumble. do i tag it. i hate it here. i feel like the fujoker i hate onepiece yaoi #wtf... art #roronoa zoro #zoro one piece #z(gags) #zosan #sanji one piece #blackleg sanji #one piece fanart

[rox-of-iu]

ayoo guess who finally sat down and caught up with cultivate B)

is me. so you know what that means.

spoiler warning for cultivate ch 30-37

there was actually.... more things i wanted to draw but I already did so many I had to physically restrain myself hfsjkkdh anyway yes can you tell i love this fic very much

yet once again. cultivate by the wonderful @neonghostcat

#liushen #cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #mu qingfang #tagging him as well since theres lot of focus on him lol #and shen jiu as well u have to excuse me I love them they're meow meows #there was gonna be more sj content also but he ended up being cut in the end #wait- hdfdfhkj probably shouldnt talk about cutting something and SJ in the same sentence lmao jhfksdhfk ok bad joke sorry #anyway aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa absolutely deceased with all that has been revealed and covered in the past few chapter #actually dead wonderful powerful talented incredible showstopping never seen before #my most favourite part of cultive is its mysteries without a shadow of a doubt they're so intriguing and the reveal is ALWAYS sooo satisfyi #so the chain reaction of so many answers of the big ones tm? chefs kiss MWA #speaking of mysteries i never mentioned it before because I didn't know how to incorporate it without it being awkward but #for the longest time one particular piece of info has been rotting in my brain #and it was the off-hand comment on of the aqueduct by LQG #it is SO SILLY but THATS the one that has been just spinning in my brain FROM THEN ON ALL THE TIME it is indeed not the actually much coole #checkovs guns that have been setup nooo it was THIS hjkjsdfhksd I HAD TO KNOW where that was going AND NOW I KNOW I CAN REST EASY jsdhfkd #so yeah absolutely wonderful chapters indeed beautiful powerful #also some of you may noticed that time and time again I keep switching up the seniority between bai zhan and qian cao #and i have to formally apologize for that it is in fact not out of lack of attention to the text I'm just shdjkas #if im not mistaken qian caos position is not set in stone in canon so its free for grabs to put it in any of the free spots on the list #so i should respect neonghostcats (beloved i am so sorry) list in this case but i physically couldn't bring myself to write mqf as shidi #HSAJHS im sorry i am so biased and from doctors family i cannot put him in my head in peak seniority so low I'm sry i am legally not allowe #so lets just pretend i wrote it correctly ok sadhkas eyes closed xD #OOF th etags got long this time but im just SOOOO EXCITED WITH THIS FIC AND GOT FEELINGS OK BYE #anyway neonghostcat godspeed recovery buddy!! #also i hope using neonghostcat isnt like....calling u by your full name hdkfh but no idea to which parts i should shorten it either so hah

[supjello]

"Your son?" "My apprentice, but I think of him like a son."

#pentiment #andreas maler #casper ziegler #my art #it took me about two seconds to go full 'if anything happens to my beloved casper i'm killing everyone in this town and then myself' #'and then no one will be around to solve this murder mystery because we'll ALL be dead' #(some spoilers to at least where im at in the game>) #my andreas loved his son but found no love with his wife #(though he wanted to. he really wanted to.) #drifting off alone and finding this kind of 'what if' when he took casper on and began travelling #and it wasn't fair to anyone involved. not his wife who had to face loss alone #not andreas who was trying to cover up the hole august left with another family's son #not casper (though he wouldn't know this- since he didn't realize the extent andreas really cared about him like a father) #but most things went unspoken and most consequences unseen #so there was just this deep undercurrent of silent fatherly love and worry beneath every interaction #between the two #and it KILLS me even though i know 99% of this was me reading between the lines they let me choose #i wonder if my andreas kind of secretly wished casper's family didn't make it through the turmoil #it's a fucked up thought and i think he'd feel extremely guilty if he ever caught himself thinking it #but there's got to be some extreme dread there about the idea of the apprenticeship ending and this boy he considers a son cutting ties #and really having to face going back to his wife who he (rightfully) feels guilty about leaving. #even if she never loved him #and even if only pain was there to return to #ANYWAY #I FEEL TOTALLY NORMAL ABOUT ANDREAS MALER #edit: guess who just completed the game. guess who’s own art is now making herself SAD

[rainbowpufflez]

“If I could go back, one thing I would do / Try to unravel, cut down, and unscrew / The first double helix that links me to you”

Wow, get a load of these guys. What’s wrong with them?

Also song inspo if anyone would like it! It’s where the top quote is from!

#drawing Gus sad made me feel like I was kicking an already sad wet cat why do I do this to him #supposed to be a weird dream sequence thing about a year later after the Geosenge Incident #believe it or not this piece is about Gus learning to move on #like my thought is that Gus has been trying to move on but he keeps finding Lys’s stuff or references to him #and after dreaming of Lys burning up (literally) and not being able to save him #he wakes up and finds he’s holding Lys’s coat #which finally leads him to finding all of Lys’s stuff around his apartment and throwing it all in a box to get rid of #and it would end with him finally grabbing the photo of him and Lys #and finally cutting him out of it #anyway I love them so much #I NEED THEM IN PAIN AND TORTURED #Gus gets to be happy and moved on later I promise #Lys either got his ass immortal or is dead beneath the rubble 💙 #idk what happened tho I heard one song and got locked in and had to draw toxic doomed pokemon yaoi #what the fuck is wrong with me? #yeah I have so many thoughts on those stupid guys fr #I WOULD LIKE THEM OUT OF MY BRAIN THO #PLZ LEMME GO I WANT OFF THIS TRAIN #professor sycamore #professor sycamore pokémon #augustine sycamore #lysandre pokemon #team flare lysandre #pokemon xy #Spotify #rainbowpufflez art tag

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

due to things lining up Horribly, no stream this weekend! and maybe not the next, either!

#i got too much shit happening this weekend </3 #and then i might not have the next off... i still havent gotten my schedule! #i got a sticky note for two days and thats It so far! #oh man im sorry about the lack of Update posts too #im. so tired. #i have No spoons like... at all.... #i want to curl up in bed and sleep for a decade but! cant! #i have a 9 hour shift to do again! and again! and again! and again. and again. and again. and again. and agai- #absolutely unprompted #yk i thought having Limited free time would give me motivation to do things i want to #nahhhh its just making me Sad lmao #my brain before: we have all the time in the world so we can do it later #my brain now: we have no time at all so why bother #man. i dont want to get into a groove and then have to either cut it off or be prematurely Exhausted at work. #by the end of the day i already feel dead... cant feel dead at the start or i wont make it... #wow look at me complaining. its been Two Days. #gonna bring a sketchbook so that i can at least doodle during my breaks + lunch #brush up on my traditional skills....

[brownfrogs]

The idea of Hanzo cutting Cassidy's hair is just smooch.

I mean, it makes sense. I feel like Hanzo, while still on the run from basically the world (including himself), would keep himself very groomed and Cassidy is the exact opposite.

So Hanzo cutting Cassidy's hair would be great, especially since I believe that hair cuts/grooming can be such a personal thing, it's something between them that's a lot more intimate that other people might think.

❄️ anon (it's been a while teehee)

Oh Snowflake Anon!! I absolutely agree!! I thought this deserved more than a lil blurb so take this :>

#i promise i drew this a while back but UH combo of mental illness/the scary thing of my hands are starting to hurt while digitally drawing #so ive been kinda discouraged from drawing at all lately #but i think if i sketch in pencil and use that for the lineart itll be less of a strain haha :') #anyways #yes yes yes #hanzo lovingly cutting off his dead ends while talking of their next target is good #mel answers asks #yeehan #trans headcanons #ovw

[silenthillbunni]

🌧️🫧💭

#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me #which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye #🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad #nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone #i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me #ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao #also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀 #like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid #why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way #me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me #i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me #it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave #nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive #ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like #all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think #i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself #but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T #idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do #anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul #but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao #i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down #they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how #to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year #i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak #es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that #maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this

[siphoklansan]

mini rant below the cut

If i catch another one of yall spam liking but not spam reblogging im gonna block you. Because what the actual fuck

#some of ya’ll: #AHHHHH MY FINGER GOT CUT OFF FROM THE REBLOG BUTTON *FROTHS AT THE MOUTH AND DROPS DEAD* #like….. #☞︎​siphok-spams☜︎ #will delete this later probably but im at my wits end okay? #most of yall live on tumblr and knows damn well how the algorithm well #support your damn artists and authors because theyre doing this shit for free #lots of love - siphok #*how the algorithm works whoop #whoops* #i cant even rant properly

[zincbot]

HM. MIRABELLE?

#in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #(in the tags) #so after loop told me not to bother with giving mira the bow again i was like: okay i shld give her the bow again #i spent a loop checking every single rollback spot and it was really interesting #but scarily i was in a dead-end checking that paper where you tell a story about running away from home #but there was a rollback. and *i* forgot what i was talking about. and everyone kind of laughed it off but... that's really concerning #okay so basically after all that happened i reset to town and gave mirabelle the bow again. and instead of being able to move on #past the skip. she kind of became aware that something was wrong? and her expressions oh my gof #pointing out the bow she already had made her slot back into normalcy but. aack #i'm concerned and very excited to see what's going on. hopefully i'll be able to cut through the third floor on my next loop #( know abt the 2nd floor key now) #and then we'll see what happens when i fight the king if he's what's up there #i Really wanna know what isa has to say to me (gay heart praying for a confession-) #odile noticed smth strange too once. i'm wondering maybe if there's a way for her to pick up on what's going on frm within the loop #(she's very very smart + i love her)

[its-hai-time]

it’s impossible to be depressed with a new haircut. Go ahead. Try it.

#it's been like over a year since I got a haircut properly #cut 10 inches off my hair today #the joy is immeasurable #it's so swishy!!!!!!!! #the ends aren't absolutely dead!!!

[d3adbutstillpr3tty]

home from the bar by 1:30 & watching outer banks .. i guess this is 30 😩

#DESPERATELY need my dead ends cut off #me #personal #selfie

[lovesickgoose]

I've still not cut my hair

#got distracted by a spider in the bathroom. he was cleaning his legs so carefully and i was mesmerised #my hair is unbearably long now #im thinking of maybe cutting 3 inches off #then it'll be shoulder length my curls will come back because the dead ends will be gone and order will be restored #not scribbling

[bereft-of-frogs]

my arms. they are noodles. from carrying laundry and groceries up a hill. I still have to wash my hair.

this is the greatest test of my ‘don’t use your sewing scissors to chop off all your hair it’s never a good idea’ patience since the days of the pandemic

#context it’s real long right now #and when it’s this long it has to be washed on a schedule but also takes a long time #you see my conundrum #snip snip #No I will wait and go to a professional #the ends for sure need to be cut off they are dead #but I’m enjoying it long for the first time ever #so it is technically worth it

[catboysalmon]

Hello!

I had the honor of attending a film screening today held by the 2 creators of the 2012 film project "the roadmap to apartheid" (linked below!) And I really implore you to watch it too, especially if you are a white, Westerner, young adult like me, who was not taught of Palestine's existence until maybe late high school. Our education keeps us in the dark about these things on PURPOSE and it is our individual responsibility to educate ourselves better.

What I really appreciated about this film in particular is how well it spells out the context, and by God there is a lot of it. It's also incredibly useful to see these issues through a pre-october 7th lens, because it illustrates just how long this atrocity has been in the making and just how intentional every step has been. It draws many comparisons to the apartheid state of South Africa and opens up a side of information and history about this genocide that we are intentionally deprived of. I feel like I understand things better now. Evocative footage and first hand interviews with gazans and Palestinians and even Jewish scholars breaking down exactly WHY the occupation is apartheid, why that's not only immoral but illegal, and how they put these borders up in the first place.

#aliens can talk #free palestine #save palestine #gaza #palestine #end apartheid #palestine reading #we had several palastinians in the room share their stories and experiences. it was incredibly heavy #one man was a plastic surgeon in gaza 15 years ago and told us he had to cut his family off because every time he heard from them #he was hearing about more dead relatives #he buried over 20 of his family members. my heart breaks for him #Youtube

[fourteenthz]

Balthier remains, in fact, altering every single chemical reaction from my brain.

#i can't believe I'll enter 2024 being obsessed about BALTHIER??? in this economy ??? yes this is a fxii update SIT DOWN EVERYBODY #i slowed down a bit bc i was doing too much hunts and got overwhelmed 👍 but that talk he has with ashe #on the coastskdkkddk wtf? HELLO? My child brain from 10 years ago did NOT retain that he was a judge MUCH LESS CID'S SON? #i was like. catoon character reacting to that scene. covering my mouth and giggling going “oh he is SO INTERSECTING” #OBSESSED WITH THIS coming right after fran's arc of “i can no longer hear the woods woods my past is cut off me forever” #vs him going “i need to cut this past now and forever” OBSESSED WITH THEM and how they story just conects like that #not in a “im obsessed abt balfran” way (i am still) but in a “obsessed with xii writing” way #he is so. emotionally intelligent. idk how else to describe it but i LOVE this kind of character SO MUCH #hes genuinely so aware of everything and himself. the way he explained to ashe how he run away from the nethecite #and how he came to find it again and how it keeps bringing him trouble. the whole realization of him not being able to cut ties #and then also this vs ashe genuinely seeing the ghost of her dead husband all the time ARE U KIDDING ME #this game... this game. its soo much about resilience and overcoming and letting go of things we love an things we shouldn't love #and things we hate and :(((((((((((( I'm obsessed every time a character has a talk time with ashe. this balthier one #the one with basch about shame/war and the one with vaan and discovering they way together #they all mean. so much to her. im gonna throw up. #every time someone approaches ashe im already like bawling my eyes. babiest of them all. #also OBSESSED with the fact balthier was a jugde and how he must have been born into this midst #and how his education was all about it and still.... despite it all..... what makes him leave was seeing his father like that . #im gonna throw myself out of this window this mf i swear #absolutely insane about how extra he is. leading man this leading man that. and in the end the mf just wanted to be free from the horrors^tm #he could've it all.... ashe could just take the power and have it all..... fran and her sisters being eruyt leadership could have it all.... #vaan and penelo could just go home and let the adults deal with it and basch could just be free and forget abt everything that #caused him pin and larsa could just accelt the empire and not be on death's way all they and still STILL.... THOSE GUYS MAN... AUAGHH #kissing all of them specially balthier that mf im still in shock with how much i like him #10 yo!kelly did NOT realize one of her very first video game crush would be so much of her 20 yo!kelly taste #AND STILL. AAUUAGGGH i need to write an essay on balthier and all the themes this man encapsulated #writing them down until i finish ffxii sorry xiv followers this one is not a fast phase like bg3 was. I'm ill. #kelly plays xii #kelly says #dl

[permanentreverie]

a moment of joy in days of tired darkness!!!

#i complain way too much here so sharing my triumphs <3 #(taking a page from songbird because i want to be more like her) #getting home from work today i was able to get ALL of my chores done!!! #i loooved having my friend stay with me for a week i truly needed the break and she’s such a blessing <3 #(we bought ‘soul sisters’ matching bracelets - hers gold and mine silver - and the statement couldn’t be more true 🥹) #but in that i let my room get VERY messy #and i was busing working yesterday and didn’t have time (literally cried on my way home because of how tired i was) #so i made it a goal to do everything tonight so tomorrow (my one day off) i may relax! #so i was able to clean my room; do two loads of laundry; wash my bedding; vacuum; water my plants; and tidy my bathroom!! #it may not sound like much but it was a MESS #also i did my nails cause they broke :( #so now they are VERY short (had to cut them) and i painted a few coats of clear nail polish so hopefully they won’t break #i have to get gas and get my oil changed and exchange some icecream tomorrow morning #but then i’m just gonna relax!!! #would like to change my themes but we shall see. i want to watch tv and read mostly #also i’m gonna stop in and book a hair appointment for next week!! #that’s right i’m gonna chop off my hair #it’s been years and i didn’t get it trimmed as it was growing out so i have lots of split and dead ends #and if i have to get it cut i may as well just go all the way yknow #i love having short hair and i’m lowkey excited #and i work 6 days after that but thankfully i booked myself for opening shifts which leaves my evenings free to myself which i really love