#currently torn between:

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

oh god the last 24 hours have been a LOT

#currently torn between: #inconsolably elated about 505 and getting to witness the sheer joy and heartfelt hugs of them being onstage together again #devastated for poor alex and his voice #and praying he’s drinking lots of honey and lemon tea and not beating himself up about having to cancel #utterly ​ECSTATIC about miles’s new single dropping this evening #tiny bit of selfish worry that the state of alex’s health means i might not get to see am this weekend #all in all this would plenty of emotion for like. an entire month #and instead it’s happened in LESS THAN 24 HOURS #genuinely feeling quite exhausted #i think i need to go and lie down and not think about am or alex or miles for a couple hours #which is #not a sentence i ever thought i’d say lol #also my heart goes out to anyone who was meant to be seeing them in dublin 💔 #i know we all care much more about alex being okay and looking after himself than we do about seeing them perform #but that doesn’t make missing seeing your favourite band any easier #so yeah #sending love and hugs to anyone in that position 💗 #milex #arctic monkeys #lulu posts

[camthecatchameleon]

waow first art post of the year… yeah nothing special though just more once upon a witchlight stuff.

assorted textposts saved to my phone from. various places i dont think i could find the sources if i tried. apologies.

#legends of avantris #once upon a witchlight #gricko grimgrin #hootsie grimgrin #hootsie t cutesie dangit why isnt that a tag #torbek #morning frost #gideon coal #kremy lecroux #i have brainrot #im currently… cooking 👀 something bigger giggles deviously #also i watched ep 50 finally which LoA campaign should i start listening to next #im torn between strahdanya and edge of midnight #but at the same time i want to listen to all of them aaaaaa

[andstuffsketches]

"expand my world? I'm trapped on this train."

#the world ends with you #twewy #twewy spoilers #kind of #twewy shiki #twewy neku #nekushiki #also kind of #infinity train #infinity ends with you #<- crossover tag #crossover #illustration #screenshot edit #my edit #the background of the cover was edited in the rest was from scratch #so in this au shiki doesnt literally [spoilers] #and yes there will be more because you knowwww whos gonna pop up to say hi after that third pic #torn between making beat and rhyme fellow passengers or denizens #and ill spoil this now. hanekoma is replaced with The Cat lol #oh yeah this was inspired by my friend and i having our current movie nights be both infinity train and twewy bc we couldnt decide what #to do first. and neither of us knew the others' pick was also about kids with mysterious numbers on their hand #lol #comic #comics #id in alt #image described #alt text

[skunkes]

super quick scribble of my stardew wife city

#unrebloggable bc i still wanna edit it a bit im jst stepping out rn and wanted to poast wee hee #a doodley #so torn on who to marry in current multiplayer save with ale #its between her‚ The Usual‚ and krobus bc ive never had him as a roommate

[lowqualitygarbage]

Saw a shirt I needed to throw on to the horrible bunny man.

#william afton has been springlocked for 20 slutty slutty years #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #william afton #i am currently torn between having Vanessa be added to the normal Afton family or having her be from a second family #because i can easily see William nonchalantly juggling two families while 'travelling for business' #especially when one family keeps getting smaller

[rayofmisfortune]

Hey- *leans over* a little of a guilty pleasure of mine, I love seeing my favorite characters suffer. Just absolutely be tormented both mentally and physically. Bonus points if they start to hate themselves and believe the lies fed to them day in and day out by their tormentor and feel like they are deserving of the pain.

#is this a throwback to prison dream dsmp fics? #yes- #OKAY SUE ME THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT POPPED INTO MY HEAD WHEN ECLIPSE SAID HE'D TORTURE THEM #i'm so torn between wanting them to just be okay and being okay with them getting a taaad bit hurt- just- #RAH ALL THE MENTAL SCARS THAT WILL LEAVE ON THEM #i'm biased #ray's ramblings #ruin eclipse literally did nothing wrong and here I am comparing them to a tyrant (that I may or may not have hc's as being possessed by a #demon) #... I'm starting to see a pattern here #OH AND DAN HENG FROM STAR RAIL- #yep #yep there definitely is something with me and liking characters that have been locked up in a prison at 1 point... #for something they as their current self had no hand in #huh #cool

[maddiesbookshelves]

Alright, let's hope that the hype from watching the movie and rereading the original trilogy will be enough to make me finish it this time

#the ballad of songbirds and snakes #the hunger games #suzanne collins #currently reading #books #booklr community #booklr #still fighting the urge to buy the new french edition #wondering if they printed this one too #because let's be honest #i'm not a big fan of the target like green and black circles #but i'm torn between getting them in english or french #because the french edition is prettier #but the english text is the one i read #but if i get the french one maybe my dad will read them #he really loved the og movies

[zaddyazula]

the whole concept of deciding a name for myself is so weird but at the same time it feels so nice???

#picking a name is extremely daunting #currently torn between leone and dante #might look for some more ideas but i really like leone #my only fear is that it sounds a lot like leonie #you say it ‘le-oh-ne’ not ‘lee-oh-nee’ but it sounds very similar #dante is just dante #zad talks #transgender #trans #transmasc #trans male #trans ftm

[beepsbees]

someone on twit requested i drew bearmon which reminded me of my digimon oc Koharu i had when i was a kid who was stuck in the digital world since kindergarten and was protected by a grizzlymon she rode around on

#digimon #bearmon #kumamon #grizzlymon #grizzmon #oc #koharu #digigraphic #is that the right tag? #someone please tell me the right digimon ags #one of the only other ocs from this story was my sisters oc naru who had a picodevimon who evolved into devidramon and finally lilithmon #i remember my sister got mad at me for giving her white hair bc it didnt fit into the current digimon design aesthetics at the time #(this was around?? when frontier was airing lol so no main white haired characters yet) #i was torn between her not aging while in the digiworld even tho its been years or growing up and when she went back the real world #itd only been a few days of her missing and now her parents had to deal with this child out of time

[moregraceful]

Fighting for my life trying to write another 1u but it's the Arber Xhekaj/any baseball player prompt that grabbed me and the ONLY player I could think of who could match Arber's energy was Adley Rutschman (<- me, person who doesn't know very many baseball players) and when I tell you the mental logistics it's taking to get these two specific men in the same place...!!!

#currently torn between improbable grindr hook up and turning the habs into the expos #habs have a pretty good collection of bodies which is necessary for baseball #plus then i don't have to pretend the beltway enables quick cross-state grindr hook ups #how is arber getting to baltimore and back before curfew. his ass is getting benched #i'm so sick guys but i fell asleep on an easy chair like a grandpa for three hours tonight so i'm not tired 😩 #maybe i will be whimsical and bring back the expos. nick suzuki could be a catcher who doms an entire rotation into behaving #arber is a reliever. catcher 4 reliever #WHAT am i talking about it's theraflu time #unfortunate birdcage fanfictions

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya oftentimes wonders what it must have been like, living in Khaenri'ah. Reading the tales of Khaenri'ahn heroes Jean's shared with him, of things he remembered his father mentioning, helped him picture it all. As did knowledge the Akademiya has of Dahri ruins he managed to get his hands on one way or another years later, during his visit to Sumeru.

#hc; kaeya #//It was really after meeting Dainsleif that the thoughts increased exponentially; and became almost painful #//Thoughts of what it could have been like; had he grown up a 'proper' Alberich; surrounded by family & the culture he'd been wrenched from #//Of what Khaenri'ah looked like in her heyday; of the countless people lost because of the Cataclysm living their daily lives #//He wants to learn so much more; no matter what it means #//He loves Mond dearly; but it hurts feeling that emptiness from being denied that connection #//Of losing his mother tongue the longer it went unused; of not knowing the traditions he ought to have celebrated #//Rites of passage he must have missed in favor of Mond traditions; holidays; family customs #//Could he have had siblings? Cousins? Aunts; uncles; GRANDPARENTS??? #//What would his upbringing have been like? Strict? Lenient? Would they have accepted him as he was? No mask necessary? #//Could his father have truly loved him so closely; instead of keeping him at arms length like he KNEW they'd have to part soon? #//That he didn't want to grow too fond of his own child because he could lose him any moment? (is it a wonder kae does the same at times?) #//What would it have been like; being a Knight of Khaenri'ah? Surely he would have given Khaenri'ah his heart; like he had for Mond #//If Khaenri'ah still stood to this day...would he; Diluc and Jean have still been friends? As fond and close as they once had been? #//Logically; he doubts that; but his foolish heart likes to think the three were MEANT to meet; one way or another #//MEANT to have that friendship they'd once shared (before he went and ruined everything with Diluc) #//Surely they would have found a way to make it work; no matter the distance from Khaenri'ah to Mondstadt #//Maybe they could have bridged the gap between the godless nation and the people of the Anemo Archon #//Ahh; but that's wishful thinking; now wouldn't it be? #//He likes to wonder how it would have felt; having that certain loyalty to his nation; not torn between his family's past & his current on #//Would he have been happier; had he been born to and raised in that nation? Rather than left to live in this one? #//Though he'd have to wonder if that would be true; considering the Archons' treatment of them in the end #//No doubt war would always be looming on the horizon; and if Dahri records were right...Celestia wasn't their only issue #//Still; he can't help but dream; and with a certain; aching longing at that

[chaika-jpeg-shitpost]

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#no comment #wait no actually yes comment #please don't be renfred and alice #i don't think it's unethical or anything i just like their current relationship more #girl torn between roles of a guard and a daughter? epic #girl torn between roles of a daughter and a wife? boring #if this happens i won't drop mahoyome anyway (impossible) #and i believe that readers don't have the right to control authors' decisions #i'll just politely voice my slight displeasure if you don't mind #mahoutsukai no yome #mahoyome #the ancient magus' bride #the ancient magus bride #ancient magus bride #tamb #mahoutsukai no yome manga #ancient magus bride manga #mahoutsukai no yome manga spoilers #ancient magus bride manga spoilers

[namimikan]

alright, where are people reading the novel for academy's undercover professor?

#manhwa blogging #currently: the academy's undercover professor #i'm so torn between just reading the webtoon or actually reading ahead with the novel...

[spikes-got-anger-issues]

#I'm truly torn between the two so we'll see where this goes 👀 #the fic is currently at about 38k words and it's only an outline with solid chapter pieces in it and I'm feeling a little lost in it ngl #but I'm having a lot of fun writing it I just don't know where the plot is going lmao #poll #personal

[hamburgrr]

The internal struggle between REALLY wanting to write Rise x 2012 crossover fanfiction and the inability to decide which Hamato gets stranded where is real tonight

#rottmnt #tmnt 2012 #YES I could shove everyone into one universe but that is ALOT of characters to juggle #obvs they’d all meet up eventually but like. the majority of the time #currently torn between rise Casey Jr. stuck in 2012 for sillies #and 12!Raph in Rise for more character driven stuff #and sillies #there will always be sillies #hamburgrr speaks

[bishicat]

I was tagged by @fly-amanitaa to Stardew-ify my OC using this character creator (thank you <3!)

My V still doesn't have a full name (Vivienne, Vera? 🤷), but here she is anyway!

I would love to tag @glitchinginthegarden @sacrecoeur-art @totentnz @pspspspspspd @evvi @seeker-of-truth and anyone who would like to join in!

#thanks again for the tag! #im currently sketching her so this helps me out a lot! #and yes im torn between vivienne and vera #not sure which works better -- or if they even work at all? #tag game