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massivefuckinlesbian · 1 year

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Masked Pt. 2

Do you mind writing a one shot we’re the y/n is a Wheeler two years older and the second oldest child and is friends with the party and knows about the upside down Max has feelings for her but she doesn’t feel the same way and sees her as a friend after season 3 the two spent the remaining time of the summer together and she grows feelings for Max but thinks she shouldn’t tell cause she’s older. She tells Nancy who talks to her that she should tell Max. She confesses her feeling towards Max and Max says she feels the same way and the two get together also Vecna does appear but does not cures Max cause y/n made Max happy

You didn’t know how to stop feeling the way you did about Max. The only thing you could think of was to stay away. Create distance between the two of you. Things wouldn’t hurt as much if you didn’t feel those feelings at all. Your mother had said that feelings will go away with time, so all you had to do was give it time, and then everything would be okay. You had made up your mind. You would avoid Max at all costs. If she ever came over, you would make up an excuse as to why you couldn’t go. You couldn’t live feeling this way for Max. You just couldn’t survive like this.

Your idea proved easier than in actual practice. Your excuses started getting lamer and lamer as to why you couldn’t go anywhere. You thought it might be easier if you just made yourself disappear, so you would lock yourself in Nancy’s room if you thought Max might be anywhere in the house. You couldn’t bring yourself to even face her.

Both Nancy and Mike noticed something was wrong but neither of them said anything. Mike was busy being with El and Nancy had a job working at the paper with Johnathan. It became a lot easier to lock yourself away from everyone when there was no one there to question it.

At some point, Max just stopped trying. You wouldn’t see her around the house anymore. The only places you would even have a chance of running into her would have been the mall and even then, you tucked yourself into such desolate corners that there was no way anyone could have seen you. With some effort, you began to live an almost normal life. You would see friends from school during the day and then watch tv in the basement at night when Mike and his friends were out seeing movies.

It had all worked. Everything was going perfectly until one day at the mall with your friends. Your friend was sitting across from you, as you were desperately trying to follow along with the story she was telling. That was until you saw the flash of red hair from over your friends shoulder.

There she was. Max. Even after months of not seeing her, your heart still caught in your throat as she walked by. Max, with Eleven in tow. Those same feelings you had felt at the Snow Ball came crawling into your gut, leaving you feeling breathless. You had no reason to feel jealous. Eleven was your brothers girlfriend. There was no reason you should feel this way, but no matter how many times you told yourself this, it didn’t work. The jealousy hooked itself to you and as you followed Max with your eyes, it only became strong. Then, Max met your eyes. You watched as she faltered in her steps as she saw you but after staring at you for a moment, she turned away, dragging Eleven back towards the shops they were heading towards in the first place.

“Hello, Y/N,” you heard your friend call to you as you stared at where Max had been just a second ago.

You direct your attention back to where your friend was just sitting, trying to ignore the stinging pain in your stomach at the thought of Max.

You sat yourself in basement when you got home that afternoon, the tv playing what your mother called mindless entertainment in front of you. You were doing anything, anything you could to distract yourself from the thoughts of seeing Max today when Mike, Lucas and Will burst through the door, Mike yelling something about El breaking up with him. He grabs the remote from your hand, switching the channel before sitting on the arm of the couch.

“Asshole, give it back,” you yelled, trying to grab the remote out of his hand.

“Come on Y/N, give him a break. El just broke up with him,” Lucas says.

You roll your eyes, grabbing the remote back from his hands and flipping the channel again

“She could have hit him with a fucking car and he still wouldn’t get the change the channel on me,” I tell them.

Mike rolls his eyes, sinking down into the couch to moan more about being broken up by El as you laid back down on the couch.

“Come on Y/N, why are you even here?” Mike demands.

“It’s my house. I can be wherever I want to be,” you respond.

Mike sinks off of the side of the couch to grab a bag of potato chips from the cupboard.

“She’s is probably sulking over Max again,” he says underneath his breath.

Your heart catches in your throat as everyone turns to look at you.

“Fuck off Mike,” you mutter underneath your breath, getting up off the couch and racing up the stairs and slamming the door behind you. You storm upstairs, closing the door to Nancy’s room behind you.

“Well hello to you too Y/N,” Nancy says as you flop on the bed. “Is everything okay?’

You wanted to be able to answer yes. You wanted to be able to tell her that everything was completely fine and you were just avoiding your best friend because this was just something fun you wanted to do.

“I can’t do this anymore Nance,” you whispered, your voice catching in your throat.

She turns to look at you, a questioning look on her face. “Cna’t do what anymore?”

You looked up, tears filling your eyes.

“I can’t pretend I don’t love her,” you whispered. “I’ve tried avoiding her hoping that it would make everything I feel for her go away but it doesn’t. I still love her and I don’t know what to do about it.

You didn’t even need to tell Nancy who you were talking about. She just knew.

“Feelings like this don’t just go away because you avoid someone. It makes it worse. Avoiding her won’t do anything. You have to tell her. It won’t get better without at least letting her know,” Nancy tells you.

“Nancy, I’m two years older than her. Even if I were to tell her that I love her, nothing would come of it because I’m older than she is,” you tell Nancy.

She wraps her arms around your shoulders, letting you rest her head on her shoulder.

“Two years is nothing Y/N. Jonathan and I are two years apart and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. You can’t just give up and not tell her because you are worried that two years is too much an age difference. You just have to tell her.”

Well, you didn’t tell her. You just continued avoiding her. You spent the rest of the summer staying away from your brother and his friends and anywhere you could run into Max. Mike was out later with everyone which made it easier for you to be able to avoid Max.

That was until you got the call from your brother telling you that you were needed down at the mall.

“Y/N, we need you down here. Something is happening,” Mike says.

He didn’t even give you a second to ask any question before he hangs up the phone.

You grab the keys to your mom’s car, ignoring the fact that you didn’t have your licsene and sped towards the mall. You saw the smoke before you saw anything else. You heard the sirens. As soon as you turned into the parking lot you saw the fire. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you saw everyone sitting in front of an ambulance.

You put the car in park, not bothering taking the keys out of the ignition before racing towards all of them.

“Oh my god, what happened?” you yelled wrapping your brother in a hug as you look at each other them. Max doesn’t say anything when she meets your eye, her eyes filling with tears.

“It was the mind flayer,” Mike answers. “He’s back.”

You didnt even know what to say as you stood there with everyone. The parents came one by one, all of grabbing their kids and ushering them back home. In the end, the only person 4who was left was Max.

You didn’t know what to say. It had been months. Months of not talking with her and now it was just the two of you. Mike had told you that Billy had died. He had been possessed by the mindflayer, and there was nothing anyone could do to save him.

“Max, I’m so sorry,” you finally said.

She looks over at you, tears spilling down her face.

“Where were you?” she yells. “I’ve been waiting here for you for 7 months but you never came. I needed you an you’ve done nothing but avoid me, and now you think you can just walk back in here and tell me you’re sorry? You think you can just stand here and act as though you didn’t leave me 7 months ago.”

You didn’t say anything. There was nothing you could say that would make any of this okay. There was nothing you could do but grab her face in your hands and press your lips to her’s. You were expecting her to pull away. Waiting for her to yell at you again, but she doesn’t. She wraps her arms around your neck, pressing herself closer to you. When you finally do pull apart, she places her forehead on your’s.

“I love you,” you whispered. “That’s why I have been avoiding you. I knew you didn’t love me the way that I loved you so I avoided you. I let you have a life outside of me. I wanted you to be happy without you feeling like I was weighing you down.”

Max presses her lips to your’s again, pulling you closer.

“You could never be a burden to me Y/N. I love you more than anything. I love you more than you could ever know,” she whispered.

“I love you more Maxine Mayfield.”

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blogpoppit · 3 months

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crusherthedoctor · 5 months

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7, 9, 10 and 11.

7. what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how the fandom acts about them?

I try to avoid this as much as I can, since I know it's usually not completely fair to have a low opinion on a character purely for the way their fans act about them. With Surge for example, I already hated everything about her, with or without her stans' assistance. :P

But regardless, the Freedom Fighters are a special exception. There are some things I genuinely don't like about them (Sally being a terrible friend to Sonic in Archie half the time pre-reboot, Antoine being annoying, etc), but for the most part, I would normally just be indifferent to them. But with how long their stans have been completely unreasonable, it was only a matter of time before I could no longer turn a blind eye to how their hype does not match up with their showing.

To a lesser extent, Sage. I say lesser extent because it's true that I already didn't like her at all due to how she's bland enough to cure insomnia, and what they tried to do with her and Eggman. But needless to say, the fandom's enthusiastic drive to reduce Eggman to a loving father figure, with little-to-none of his villainy present, it's become impossible to separate Sage with the damage done when the seeds were already planted for the fandom right there in the game.

9. worst part of canon

There's the ones I always mention, like Eggman constantly getting disrespected in favor of lamer villains and the overreliance on DBZ copypasting.

But I'm also not big on the occasional implication that the other characters are essentially nothing without Sonic. I don't just mean dealing with big bad threats, but also everything about their own lives in general. I get that Sonic is the central character, and him influencing his friends and others is fine and fits with the motif of the series, but there should still be some degree of agency for the other characters that some games and adaptations seem to callously omit.

10. worst part of fanon

11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered

I've actually yet to filter any words because, Tumblr being Tumblr, it all ends up seeping through anyway lmao.

#Crusher's Asks #Opinion #Sonic the Hedgehog #Sage #Freedom Fighters

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shinysparklesapphires · 10 months

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Happy birthday Laura! credits to @officialdaydreamer00 for letting me use the tech child and @azulashengrottospiano for her yuusona

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fostersffff · 8 months

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*sidles over* so.....heard you got upset over ZTD......I'm something of a ZTD hater myself....idk if you have the mental RAM to really get into it rn considering your current projects but I'd love to hear you complain about it at length

So, granted, it's been... seven years (!!!) since I played it, so I don't remember every minor detail, but I can absolutely talk at length about The Fucking Stupid Thing That Fucking Sucks And Makes (Almost) Everything Bad In Retrospect

(big dumb spoilers for ZTD beneath the break)

Of the (admittedly few) VNs I've read, nothing has deflated me harder than getting to the Transporter Room. 999 did a really good job of building up to the idea of morphogenetic fields, and VLR then took that concept and slowly ramped up the "power level" with shifting, so the player could accept greater feats of psuedoscientific nonsense. But that was the universe, and the suspension of disbelief held.

Then, in a single fucking gameplay segment, Uchikoshi went "oh yeah ayylmaos are real and they left an Actual Time Machine that works in the exact specific way that I need for the plot to happen the way I want it to". It cheapened basically everything else that happened afterwards, too! Like, Sigma and Diana realizing Phi is their daughter should be an emotional megaton, and it felt like that at the time, but there something gnawing at me that has since widened out into a cavern because the way they got there was so unbelievably convoluted and unearned.

Delta also sucks in a way that is... kind of what I was expecting? Living up to the hype from VLR was always going to be a long-shot, but then he actually gets lamer as time goes on. On the subject of "shit not being introduced", he gets a set of powers that is effectively parallel to shifting called MIND HACKING because there's literally no other way that he could manipulate the events of the game into happening the way they needed to, so he just got a set of powers that could manipulate the events of the game into happening the way he needed to.

Another thing that jumps out at me is that 80% of how Mira was handled was actually Really Fucking Good, but the last 20% sucks so hard it, again, almost invalidates all of it. Smoking hot uninterested super babe dating The Biggest Loser On Earth who seems (to the player) like she's just there to have big titties for the player to look at is then revealed to be a violent serial killer who can only feel when she's murdering, which is the actual reason she's so uninterested and "dating" the loser is so she can murder him later. But then it turns out (checking the wiki real quick to refresh my memory) that one of her first victims was the loser's mom, which actually tied into everything else that ever happened in the series. And then they have the audacity to throw in the happy epilogue where they're like "BABE WE'RE MARRIED NOW AND WE'RE GONNA GO USE THE (fucking) AYYLMAO TRANSPORTER TO CURE YOU OF YOUR BRAIN PROBLEMS". Not everyone needs to have a happily ever after ending!

Carlos sucks too, but in a benign way for the most part? Like, he's there because they needed three people on a team, and he's a Main Character Man, and that's about it. It's very funny that the Grand Finale is him pointing a gun at Delta, like this has been his story all along, when it should probably be Akane beating him to death.

Also, the last and most obvious thing, the "style" of ZTD was always an annoying point, because even though the character artwork is gorgeous, they instead decided that they had to use some of the stiffest looking 3D models "to appeal to Americans" or something (even though the American fanbase evidently was cool with character portraits considering they bought 999 and VLR in the first place), made worse by the fact that it's originally a 3DS game, so even uprezzing doesn't help all that much.

I think that's all I can remember, but seriously: more than anything else, fuck that Ayylmao Transporter.

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