#cas writes maybe

[hitmeupaep]

THEY SPELLED CAS NAME RIGHT?!??

#maybe my memory is bad but i swear they always write cass #i know in the scripts and the show it’s cass so the instagram just using cas is so funny #i mean there right but still #misha collins #supernatural #castiel

[mattodore]

salt in our memories

#river dipping #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #editing recent-ish cas screenshots of them in outfits and poses that everyone has already seen before. groundbreaking. #i was just trying to make myself feel better by doing something mindless for a bit but it didn't work so . now i'm just sitting here #there are two more screenshots that i edited but tumblr keeps crunching on them and tbh i just want to go lay down #maybe i'll add them here later but probably not i love wasting my own time <3 new edits after three weeks tho so there's that #caption is just a quote from salt by chelsea wolf which is one of theo's playlist songs #bc i fr had nothing else in mind for it 🤷 #ik i said i'd get to my activity but i really don't feel up to it #i'm just gonna read i think and maybe write a little later #okay. bye 👋

[spn-lesbian]

Basically I just found out that Dean said ‘Cas’ over 200 times more often than Cas said ‘Dean’ and I generally don’t know what to do with this information

#unrequited my ass #maybe everyone already knew this already but u know #currently considering making a meme with Cas pointing and writing Simp cause yeah #shut up joey

[pollsnatural]

#i haven't really met jack haters #so maybe i leave 'don't write that you hate him and want him dead' out of this one #polls #spn #supernatural #jack kline #ok it was easy to make this poll for dean and jack #cas and sam's polls will be harder to make #cas has not so many options bc he doesn't eat #and he doesn't have normal hobbies #and i don't think about sam enough to make suitable for him options #but i will try #sorry in advance sam fans

[mrcowboydeanwinchester]

Steakhouse

for spn poetry month day 14: blood @spnpoetryrenaissance

cas has so much animal desire in him he is an angel and since creation he has not known satiation. let him forget if what he feels for dean is lust or hunger. let it get bloody. but also, let him want softness

transcript under cut:

Steakhouse

I like my men how I like my steak:

Bloody.

That’s why I brand my hand on his shoulder a divine damned red

That’s why I thrust him up against a wall hard while his lips throb cardinal

That’s why I punch and beat and blow until he is pulpy to the touch

That’s why I suck my lips to his skin so the blood soars to the flesh

and he is raw

and he is rare

and he is tender

That’s why when he leaves me it is starvation.

He says he is already empty.

I ask, then, how he can understand famine.

#cas my bloody valentine lets fucking GO #i am excited about this one actually maybe this is another of my favourites #castiel #destiel #spn poetry #spn poetry month #destiel poetry #tw blood #tw body horror #ola writes

[bisaster-energy]

people who hc cas as this just. guy that helps dean with his issues and trauma. why are you living that "no one cares that you're broken cas" life. why are you not caring about him.

#this isn't even a complete thought tbh #just irks me a lil bit when cas is normal adjusted guy that helps the ever fucked up and sad dean with HIS problems #Cas has his own shit?? The only person that thinks cas is fine is cas tbh #he's like yeah Sam and Dean are so damaged...I'm ok tho *is suicidal and self-loathing* #the thing about destiel is that they are both so incredibly fucked up that's what makes it so compelling!! #u diminish cas' character by writing an au where dean is like. Spiralling while cas is some normal guy #with maybe occasional loneliness. where is the obsession #where is the ego death. where's the ptsd the generational trauma. where is the need to run away. #where is the self flagellation where is the heart shattering feeling of never quite belonging. #Disclaimer write and think wtv you want I'm just so emotional about cas being his own person and get sad and mad about it

[wickedwitchofthesouth]

"The entire universe built into the framework of his soul"

#so proud of myself #for this part of the destiel fic that im writing #november flush and your flannel cure on ao3 by HumanTangerine04 #maybe i projected a little but of how i see dean into describing how cas sees him but oh well #i ate #supernatural #castiel #destiel #dean winchester #spn #deancas #dean posting #hes my toxic ex boyfriend #i love him frfr #ao3 #ao3 writer #destiel fanfic

[icepoptrio]

god this sucks demetrius was not written like this at launch! he was friendly and had a sweet tooth and contemplated the art at leah's show and danced with his wife every friday! why was his character flanderized like this :(

#stardew valley #spoilers: stardew valley 1.6 #demetrius sdv #only black guy in the game talking about “genetic quality for potential mates” jfc #maybe i should just be glad ca only put two nonwhite characters in the game because between this and ginger island he cant write them -_-

[beachbunnymp4]

i want a scene where you see dean in the passenger seat of the impala and he’s writing in his journal talking about his parents, make some comment relating something that happened to them to the person he loves or something like that, then he looks over to the person in the drivers seat and says “hey, you wanna help me write this part?” and the camera pans over and this mysterious person he loves is revealed to be cas who then takes over to narrate for the episode

#well dean would still chime in ofc #spn #especially if like #cas shows up and meets young john and mary #maybe time travel or maybe it’s just past him #and so he’s like #well #since you were there #wanna help me write this? #spn prequel #the winchesters #the winchesters spn #spn prequel predictions #spnwin #spnwin predictions #spn theory #spnwin theory #deancas #destiel #dean spn

[sasanka-27]

(Belated) happy Cas day! (and 15 years of Destiel💚💙)

#spn #spn fanart #castiel #destiel fanart #destiel #my art #sasanka27 art #happy cas day #belated because i fell asleep on tabler #t last night uff #supernatural #i fell asleep because i thought i could manage to write something too oi maybe later

[inthemourninglight]

I never really give fic recs like this but I just finished Aching in the Absence of You by @sobsicles and it is honestly my favourite Destiel fic I’ve ever read, and also in my top 5 favourite fics ever. If you’re a fan of a little angst with happy endings, please give it a read!

#I’ve never seen anyone write cas so well #im still in awe #so maybe I teared up at the end #mind ya business #destiel #destiel fic #destiel fanfic #dean winchester #Castiel #destiel fic rec

[youchangedmedestiel]

This gif is funny to me because Cas winks at Dean (for the first time I think, well probably Endverse!Cas did too, but it's not the same), and Dean's reaction here is priceless.

Imagine. Just imagine and ignore what Cas says here. What could be going on in Dean's mind based on the faces he makes? Here's an idea:

"Shit, he winks now. Yep, it's the end for me." And then off camera it keeps going, Dean can't stop thinking about it, "I can't resist him if he winks at me like that. Fuck. No no, no fuck. Arghhh. Please send help. Sam is there. Think about something else. Anything. Yes, that's better. No, don't look at him. Shit! He is a dork and so fucking cute and hot, all of that at the same time. How is that even possible? Oh, I'm so gone for him. Cas, please stop. But keep going, I need more."

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #human!cas #my beloved #spn 9x09 #Holy Terror #dean loves cas #cas loves dean #they are just flirting here #ficlet? #crack? #canon? #I don't know what that is #what's going on in dean's mind #I really wish I knew though #maybe i'm right #who knows #at least I had fun writing this silly thought #my random thoughts about destiel #destiel gifs

[mattodore]

found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...

i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…

#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down ! #river dipping #i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭 #none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page #which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done? #obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet... #i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭 #like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics? #i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑‍💻 #like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then #i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things #i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭 #like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain. #so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably #said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷 #and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more #i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!! #i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with. #...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just. #sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding. #i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!! #theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together

[hauntedpearl]

I miss your gumbo on the stovetop. I miss every moment of you. — Nina LaCour

im so obsessed with dean's inability to say things like a normal person!!!!

#this is not a fic!!! this is just random bullshit from my notes! but I'm gonna keep it in the writing tag #doe's writing #spn fic prompt #destiel #WHEN YOU TELL HIM YOU MISS HIM WITHOUT TELLING HIM YOU MISS HIM!! #i mean i guess that is ehat absence does to youuuu. you start noticing all the places they used to be there. and it's not them that you #miss but what it was like with them. #dean thinking about cas 24x7 but not having the vocabulary to express that is just!!! SO PERSONAL TO ME!!!! #meanwhile cas is writing sonnets but i can't write them for him because im stupif #ANYWAY #maybe someday this will be in a fic idk if you write a fic based on this pls tag so i can cry

[mattzerella-sticks]

What if the prequel IS the fix-it fic and this is actually set in a world where 15x20 didn't happen, Sam and Eileen are setting up a hunter network, and while the main plot is him learning about his parents the subplot is him figuring out how to get Cas back/move on from Cas's 'death'

#supernatural #spn #the winchesters #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #deancas #I FOUND A WAY #TO CONNECT IT BACK TO DESTIEL #manifest this babey #slim chance of being right but WHY the Cas shot if Cas won't have a presence #maybe the pilot ends with Dean at THEE barn and thinking back to when he met Cas #MAYBE HE'S WRITING TO CAS THE LOVE STORY OF HIS PARENTS #he begins every journal entry with Dear Cas... #ALSO #give it to them in a way they dont expect #the SPN reboot being wrapped within the prequel

[disasterpenguin]

Anyways Dean loved Cas too, the song Watchin' Over Me proves it 😤

#i really really need a fic where Dean goes & sits in the dungeon looking at where Cas died and writes Watchin Over Me #he goes there to pray to Cas too. or just to talk to him #Sam thinks it's unhealthy to keep doing it to himself ((because Dean doesn’t let anyone into the dungeon anymore. it's *his* space)) #but then one day while Dean is out Sam goes into the dungeon to… do whatever. maybe thinks he's gonna wait there to confront Dean? #either way he walks into the dungeon and sees a small little setup that Dean made #i'm talking a singular beanbag with a little table in front of it. some pictures of Cas (some he drew some he took and had printed out) #the song in a notebook. a few other things wrote down in said notebook #Cas's favorite blanket of deans #it's not exactly a dungeon anymore in the small space Dean carved out to be with Cas in #he's got lil snacks & drinks in there for himself #Sam leaves and never mentions how he thinks Dean going into the dungeon is unhealthy #then one day jack says he can bring Cas back but he has to go into the dungeon because that's where Cas was taken from #Cas & Jack come back from the empty and Dean is there waiting for him #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #supernatural #spn