#bwugh

[skyward-floored]

oog okay now I’m regretting staying up ridiculously late

#rambles from the floor #feeling kinda fuzzy #and my stomach hurts but that might’ve been what I ate for breakfast rather than the lack of sleep but either way it isn’t helping #bwugh #but also I’m simultaneously so so sleepy and hyper so like #heheheeheheheheheh

[chitaquagirl]

pros n cons

pros of dc: NEW PLACE!!!! NEW EXPERIENCES!!!! RLY subsidized housing. will be in a very tight group of student teachers so lots of support. close to my bro and sis in law. only for a semester. one of my besties will be in nyc that semester too so we will be close ish to each other. very cool opportunity !!

cons: living with NINE mormon girls. sharing a bedroom w at least one but probs two ppl. will not be able to drink or get high as frequently (which is probably a pro if i am being real but yk). RLY rly far away from my family n close friends. far away from the mountains :( no hiking :( ALSO. do i rly want to be in washington dc during the fall of an election year. esp THIS election year.

i’m moving either way but yeah much to think abt !!!!!!!

#bwugh #the thing is i could apply and not even get accepted #in fact i lk anticipate that happening #just bc availability is v limited and i’m not a freak abt my grades like everyone else at rhis school #a part of me wants to talk to my advisor and see if i can move my potential spring term classes #to next fall #and then student teach in the winter #idk tho. jebdkdnekdndkdjwnwmxkdkd #pers

[spiderlegeyelashes]

i have a big big big problem with baldur's gate 3 currently and the problem is that i fucking SUCK at combat. i'm literally so fucking bad at it. even the easiest battles with fucking goblins get dragged out with me. i have no idea what i'm doing and frankly i have trouble paying attention to fight mechanics because at the core of this issue, i don't cccccaaaaaarreeeeeeeeeeeee about combat. i hate it it's boring i don't like it i don't enjoy it and there's so much shit you have to understand to do well at it.... i still don't get what to do with weapon proficiency n shit, and again, frankly i don't care, because i really really really have no passion for combat in games. boring and confusing and frustrating and hard. TO ME. i just want the lore... i just want the story.... i just want the characters n shit... just wanna have fun..... but gotta at least know the basics of fighting to progress in this game.......... fair but UGH. i don't wanna..... still haven't finished act 1 because i keep getting my ass beat everytime i so much as THINK about exploring the underdark.... guh.... gonna have to look up some tips and tutorials on how to Get Good.....

#bwugh #i love this game otherwise though #so much fun #trajkotanie #baldur's gate 3

[ask-azurearts]

Skytober 16/17 - Island Sunset on the Turtles back

Coming up with this one was rough I wont lie, turtle gave my brain no inspiration but it's done at least so I can focus on the more recent days!

#skytober 2022 #skytober island sunset #skytober turtle #sky children of the light #sky cotl #I really struggled with an idea for this one turtle just gave me no inspiring sparks that I liked #and I don't have great photos of sunset sanctuary with the outfit drawn so I hd to wing that #bwugh

[crazydoodlez]

Oh wow. Starting my period on a day I’ll be doing lots of walking. How inconvenient.

And of course I only packed 1 pad.

#I am. #so so smart. #Bwugh #random things from doodlez

[basilpaste]

have some ocs pokemon teams with no context but mostly theyre like. Not Good lmao.

#bwugh #basil blabbers

[cupid-tune]

Some doodles I never got around to posting hehe

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #homestuck oc #fantroll #kankri vantas #dirk strider #lil hal #dave strider #karkat vantas #jade harley #zedroi telcho #trinet snuzek #lucius loffei #halkri #davekat #dirkkri #? #Up to interpretation #bwugh tags #I never know how to share my doodles but I wanna do it more

[mobofficial]

yet another questionable individual ! anemone out here drawing whatever on the brain again YIIPPEE

#bwugh. not tagging the larger fandom again theyreee a little crazy out there!!!! #deleting tomorrow i think #i lied. ill tag the guy for the 3 fans out there #mahito #mahito jjk

[stylishgods]

funny enough i was actually thinking about the concept of muko x david earlier but in the context of them being poly with dave :3

#soryr its just a sketch it didn't look good when i trie8d to clean it up and color it </33 #dave and bambi #mukos science lab #gapple edition #muko #david #dont feel like tagging further since its a sketch. bwugh

[ultradiqueer]

thinkign abt. quadrants. i think i hauve covid /ref lol

#whuogh. bwugh. /pos #w. would any0ne like t0 have. s0me pitch r0mance. <- sweating pr0fusely shaking like a tuning f0rk. faggy th0ughts. /rht 0fc. #unless 👀 (/lh)

[countercharmd]

Hot take the most powerful bard spells / songs are the ones that were written as a gift to someone else

#save game; ooc. #//not exclusively romantic love songs #//the thought that inspired this was a lullaby #//casting minor illusion #//something about putting your emotions and time and care into the thing #//where you can hear it and feel it in every note #//bwugh…

[breadstiix]

Theres so many art ideas racing through my head that I NEED to draw. but alas, I have to wait for artfight to end first

#I have a EE thing I need to redraw. need to draw KT again. wanna make another thing for EH. #I also have an oc I need to design outfits for and assign a dynamic for BWUGH #stiix.txt

[bellossom]

I would rock an eyebrow piercing but im sooo scared to get one

#or what if I caught it on something BWUGH

[possiblytracker]

ok so this field course has been great so far and i'm learning a lot on the technical side of things but it is also very much reminding me how absolutely fundamentally broken and useless my basic social skills are. i can't even feel like an integrated part of a group im forced to spend every waking second of my day with, and even the one person i came here already friends with talks with the others more than me lmao. i barely feel like i'm contributing bc nobody even seems to notice i'm there when im not actively talking, and the amount of times my ideas have been shot down or conversations have continued without me is making me just want to stop trying

#i dont want to bother anyone specific by dumping all this in dms or whatever so. bwugh #vent / #idk i just!!!! why bother. im making an effort im Telling them i want to participate more but i end up left on the fringes #im on video editing duty today and they keep just telling me to work on that but i dont even have anything to put in the damn viDEO #but sure ill just conjure something out of nothing while you guys do all the important shit #theres 3 of them on one task and one of me. and if i get peer-reviewed as low participation and get marked down i will lose it. #idk. feeling left out and incompetent hours <3 #on wednesday i get to go off and do stuff with one person instead of 3 and at least then theyll be stuck with me #and i wont get left in the dust #but man. the fact that it has to come to that for me to feel like im doing anything for these people. #idk. lonely hours. i want to be able to do stuff with people i actually like but even online chatting feels like its not as helpful rn #other people are doing stuff without me and ik its bc im busy and Cant be around but like. man #i wouldnt want to STOP anyone but it feels bad hearing abt it from my end ghjvfdv #sometimes i wish i didnt have such a problem with talking abt my feelings to people but i dont want to be a killjoy or whatever #idk. its hard. only 3 more full days after this one tho

[mythtiide]

da pms is hitting so hard omfg

#periods are like lycanthropy except instead of turning into a wolf (aweosome) you just become immensely depressed #txt #ill be fine but like bwugh

[basilpaste]

AUGHFHH I WANNA MAKE PODFICS BUT I DONT HAVE A MIC AND MY AUDIO QUALITY IS. ASS.

#my homestuck and omori stuff would lend so well to podfics but. BWUGH. #basil blabbers