#but you'll know when u do

[lunicho]

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSN7P72SC/

Hehe hi - 🧚‍♀️

u think ur so fucking funny don't u. DON'T PLAY WITH ME OMG. no bc im fr gonna bite ur ankles like i said in the tags on that one ask like im really about to explode i can't believe u would do this to me like i cant believe u would treat me like this. this ask just jumped me and beat my ass and called me ugly like???? im so normal like all that other shit i just said wasn't real like i was just playing *eye twitch*

#⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ bunny chats <3 #🧚‍♀️ anon #i hope literally nobody ever takes me serious #literally never take me serious #unless u have to #but you'll know when u do #IM BARKING SO LOUDDDDDDD #I WANT HIM SO BAD I NEED HIM SO BAD I CRAVE HIM SO BAD I DESIRE HIM I REQUIRE HIM I YEARN FOR HIM I WISH FOR HIM I LONG FOR HIM #I ASPIRE TO HAVE HIM I LOOK FORWARD TO ACQUIRING HIM ONE DAY #was that enough to get my point across #again dont take me serious #anyways #🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾 #the fact that i just know u laugh when u send me stuff like this kills me #like im laid out on the ground in pain rn cuz of u #anyways im done

[yuwuta]

OMEGA SATORU????????????? RAAAAAAAHHHHWOLF ON HIS KNEES RIPPING OFF CLOTHES im normal about it please elaborate please

chuckles evilly…. satoru’s the kind of omega that knows that other people want him, knows that he could date or sleep with pretty much anybody he wants, but there’s only one person he wants and it’s you, and he’s stubborn and insufferable about it. you seem to be the only alpha in his life that’s immune to him and it drives him crazy—it doesn’t matter how much he flirts, how good he smells, how many times he pouts and blinks and calls you alpha, you just smile and ruffle his hair and it kills him. he doesn’t get it. even nanami has had to take a step away from him when he’s close his heat, but you’re not phased by him at all. 

it’s bordering on pathetic bc you’re not even mates, not even dating, not even close to being anything really—you’re friends and have been for a while, but that doesn’t stop satoru from throwing himself onto you, from pouting, and from proudly declaring that you’re His alpha. he brags and brags and brags to anyone who will listen about how he’s in the best pack in the world, how you’re the best alpha of them all, how he’s the luckiest omega ever, but every time he’s hit with the reality that he’s not yours, he gets unreasonably upset. sometimes, he even tries to take it out on you, gets himself sick or drunk or lets his pheromones run wild while he clings to you and slurs about how you’re supposed to be a good alpha, and take care of him. gets himself all worked up, pacing the floor and pouting and ranting incoherently about how he’s always been yours and it’s not fair that you’re not his and he’s being irrational and he’s definitely not sober, but still, all you have to do is call his name and barely nip at his wrist and it’s like his entire body resets. he freezes and goes slack and he’s scolding himself internally because he’s so weak to you and he can’t do anything to make you succumb to him. 

it’s not like he’d change that tho. it bothers him that he has no sway over you, but, truthfully, he loves the control that you have over him. he likes you can tame him, he likes belonging to you like that. he just wants to have you like that, too. and so yes he’s desperate, yes he’s pathetic, yes he’ll do anything for your attention, but he doesn’t care, satoru wants you and he will do whatever it takes to have you 

#anonymous #i just know he bites for fun LMFAO #or complains that his teeth are so so that you'll let him bite you #and when u do he gets all giddy like literally goes home to scream YIPPIE and kick his legs #listen.... i have a whole draft dedicated to omega satoru who purposely messes with/doesnt take his meds #bc he's jealous when he hears some other omega asked u to help him through his heat #and he times it just right so that youre the only alpha around to take care of him #and all ur friends think its insane and dangerous #but they also all agree that ur the only person he trusts to be near him while hes out of it like this #and it's really just satoru being lovedrunk during his heat and pining so embarrassingly hard #i should work on that.... #gojo x reader #satoru.ask

[omgeto]

Incoming... long lost love ex!geto who comes to see you for one last time—on the night that he's going to die.

#this is going to be angsty as hell but LIKE THEYLL BE FLUFF IN IT TOO #BUT ANGST #SINCE IT'LL BE SCORNED!READER #since geto just up and leaves you 10 years ago #the hate fucking will be insane #BUT SINCE THE LOVE IS STILLL THERE AND NEVER LEFT THIGNS GET ALL SOFT AND MUSHY #AND THE CONVOS THAT YOU'LL HAVE THE REMINISCING THE DISCUSSION ON WHY U BROKE UP #ALL THAT GOOD JUICY STUFF #DO U GUYS WANNA SEE THIS SHIT? #IDK WHY IM REALLY ASKING SINCE IM GONNA WRITE IT ANYWAYS #ITS GONNA BE MY BEST WORK YET #LIKE AN ACTUAL FINE CRAFTED PIECE OF WORK #THAT I PROOFREAD AND STUFF #AND LIKE PUT ALL MY EFFORT INTO #its the classic 'when he's mean to everyone but you' trope #or the classic 'you know I'll always love you even when you hate me trope' #and readers all like FUCKKK YOU DUDE #since yk I always have to make my reader a bit of a meanie #but then its the 'when you wanna hate him but you just cant' #so... yes #here's a big #★ — emptalkshit!

[scribefindegil]

just sitting here chewing on how Reigen tells Dimple, “If Mob finds out that you lied, he’s gonna hate you forever” and then immediately gets up and tells him the exact same lie i just

#it's like hey. #hey babygirl #do u think you are ~*projecting your insecurities*~ #mayhaps? #and also self-sabotaging by digging the hole deeper bc you think there's no way you'll ever get out? #this is post-separation arc #he knows that mob knows that he's lying! #but is still convinced that if either of them acknowledge it that's the end #that mob will hate him forever and he'll deserve it #and the only way he can express this is sideways to dimple when he calls HIM out for lying #even though he's about to do literally the exact same thing #ugh. #awful man. i love him. #mp100

[seventh-district]

not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc. #so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously) #but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate. #and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic! #if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it. #like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is- #writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl- #will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of- #'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

[lizarr7]

I have been lurking around in the rwby fandom now long enough to notice that it be like

#rwby #summer rose #meme #she will be revealed #eventually #and I don't think it will be hard to recognize her when she is #like u know that saying “you'll know it when u see it”? #Ironically #when she's actually revealed #I don't think the fandom will be doing this because I think everyone will know that yes: that's summer rose

[bunnihearted]

🐰🌧️

#so on my way home.. #i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :) #you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :) #you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!! #you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u! #whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️ #god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it. #or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!! #not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭 #my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

[sugahbunni]

it would be so funny if i made toritsuka love sick for the reader in my saiki fanfic

#bro has definitely thought of asking u out but has never actually gone thru it bc he knows you'll reject him #LMAO he also tried drawing u but it turned out so shitty he thinks its an insult to your beauty #toritsuka x reader when #he definitely had his ghosts check up on u to see whether u are doing well or not #toritsuka reita #toritsuka x reader #he feels physically sick when he sees you talking to saiki because of the way you smile so big at saiki #has cried like a baby knowing you wont be his #talked about his huge crush on u to aiura and she made fun of him by saying “babe y/n is out of your league”

[baeddling]

Me when I want to strawman communist organizers as lazy ivory tower conspiracy theorists instead of understanding and engaging with any revolutionary politics:

#idk abt u but the people actually doing that work are revolutionary communists #you're just mad bc u dont understand basic marxist principles #also once again since this always seems to happen when people feel like their militant persona is at risk of collapsing #you do not know me #you do not know how #where #when #why #or who im organizing #youre assuming im politically unengaged bc u need rhetorical high ground or you'll lose face for being a true-blue shitlib

[udog]

I absolutely adore how you draw rito and especially Revali! I still can’t get enough of him no matter how much time has passed. I know it’s been a while since you last posted—be it because of life or art block, or both—but I still will offer you my sincerest gratification for the artwork you have deemed worthy enough for us to see! I hope the Rito in Tears of the Kingdom provide us with the same kind of “inspiration” (brain-rot) as in BotW. Even if Revali probably doesn’t make a big appearance; and possibly even Harth as well 😩

this was 😭 so nice to come back to HWUEUFHEJEEHEB THANK YOU 🥹 revali may not be in totk but hey at least harth is ‼️‼️ I have. bigger issues with another particular rito that isn't in totk though 😒

sorry all I could provide was a messy sketch ‼️ idk it probably has to do with reagan 🤥

#totk #where are you kass... WHERE AR EYOU #I'm not dead guys !! I accidentally logged onto here last night and nearly died when I saw people were STILL sending me anons #😭 I'M SORRY I LEFT YOU GUYS FOR SO LONG I LOST INTEREST and although totk may be fun... it is not the same 😔 #ay I still haven't finished though ☝️‼️ so u never know !! #actually I do know my favorite character so far is rauru 😮‍💨 I see a man with long hair n fold bro I'M SORRY IT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS #also . I seem to make new social media accounts for different interests I have so there is more art by me in other corners of the internet! #you'll just never know it was by me specifically❤️! BWIDJFJD sorry ! #I THIINK I may come back to post some totk art here though ... not sure about that yet though #I said though twice there that was excessive smh but that's too much to retype I think I'll just die #n e way if anyone sees this hi 👋 ‼️ #old habits die hard I cannot stop typing here for the lfie of me bro #OK I'M DONE

[avirael]

The End of the World

A'viloh exactly remembers the day the end of the world began. It had been a special day, because that afternoon U'odh had returned home without telling anyone beforehand. His duties with the Company of Heroes had gotten more and more the last few years and so the time he spent at home had gotten less and less.

Therefore everyone was exited and happy to see him back so soon. However this time it wasn’t meant to be a short visit, instead he intended to stay. It was a retreat, a capitulation, a desperate attempt to spent as much time with his loved ones as he still could. After all the world was most likely going to end and the red twin moon growing bigger and bigger in the sky from night to night was the proof of that.

A'viloh knew something was wrong the moment he saw U'odh‘s face. It was the same face he had made the day he had told U'laqa and U'thyka that their mother was going to die. It was a face that meant pain and helplessness and death.

As usual the boys had been excited to hear the stories of their father‘s battles but this time he shook his head and claimed that there were more important things now. U'odh had never been the kind of person to gloss over uncomfortable truths and so he gave them a short and pitiless summary of the events that had led to the current situation.

Some of them tried to reason but there’s no reasoning against the end of the world. So U'odh stated that their fate no longer lay in their own hands but in those of the Twelve, so all they could do was pray. However they could still decide how they wanted to spent the time they had left.

In that spirit everybody tried to go on with life maybe in a more grateful and savouring way than they had before but worry and fear always returned to their faces. By the time Dalamud was close enough that it remained visible even during the day, normal life in the Forgotten Springs seemed unimaginable and from then onwards the moon's descent continued more and more rapidly spreading terror among the townsfolk.

Then one day around noon the bright blue sky over the desert turned a peculiar shade of orange like the air caught fire. A short time later clouds gathered and the sky above started to crackle with thunder. Now only hours remained until Dalamud would crash down to the earth and wipe them all out.

A'viloh had spent the last few weeks in constant dread. He didn’t want his home to be destroyed, his friends and family to be killed. He didn’t want to die. It terrified him so profoundly that this evening when the sky turned dark apart from the ominous glow of the red moon he wasn’t able to do anything else but cry and plea to Azeyma to save them all.

And as he sat on one of the flat roofed buildings staring up to the sky praying to his goddess he suddenly thought that he could hear her voice. It was faint and drowned out by the rumbling of the thunder, so he only understood a few words but he was sure he heard a woman’s voice echo through the air.

"A'viloh!?", a familiar voice suddenly called out to him, loudly to be audible over the storm, ripping him from his thoughts. "What are you doing up here?! Please, come back inside, A'vi!"

Slowly A'viloh turned his gaze away from the red moon and saw U'laqa leaning over the edge of the roof. He looked worried to find A'viloh all alone out here and stretched out a hand for him to take.

A'viloh just blinked at him. "What is she saying? I cannot understand her…"

"Her?", U'laqa yelled against the storm and climbed up onto the roof to be able to speak to A'viloh. "What do you mean?"

Puzzled A'viloh stared at him as the other Miqo'te kneeled down beside him. "Can‘t you hear her?"

"Hear who?", U'laqa asked with confusion written all over his face.

"I don’t know for sure.", A’viloh admitted and looked up to the sky again trying to listen closely. "A women‘s voice. Maybe Azeyma will save us after all. I can’t understand her very well."

Perplexed U'laqa followed A'viloh‘s gaze to the sky and then looked back at him worried. "I can’t hear anything, A'vi…"

The red-haired Miqo'te started to laugh, a hysterical crazy laugh, that turned into a miserable sob halfway through. "I think I‘m going crazy…"

"No!", U'laqa said and grabbed his shoulders. "Please don’t cry, A'vi."

But it was too late to stop now, the tears already ran down his face and all his fear and sadness bubbled out of him in uncontrollable sobs. "I‘m so scared. I don’t want to die..."

U'laqa looked into his wide green eyes filled with terror and wrapped his arms around A'viloh’s shivering body. "We‘re not gonna die, A'vi. Don’t worry! I‘m going to protect you."

The thunder and the eery voice were hard to ignore but with U'laqa holding him so close A'viloh already felt a lot safer even though he knew his words were nothing but white lies. He had never even dared to dream of something like this and in a way it was funny that now the end of the world made it real. But that was a selfish thought, after all U'laqa had left his family‘s side and came out here just to find him.

"I’m sorry. You should be with your loved ones now…", A'viloh muttered but U'laqa shook his head. "But I am, A'vi. I am right where I belong. I‘ve been thinking a lot over the last few weeks and maybe this is my last chance to —"

Suddenly a loud crash roared through the sky. Both of them jumped with fright and stared to the sky. Fire began to rain down and with a horrible sound Dalamud cracked open like a giant egg and gave birth to a dragon of unimaginable size. So this was how it was going to end, A'viloh thought. No one could ever hope to slay such an enormous beast, not the Company of Heroes and not every army in the whole world combined.

"Listen to me, A'vi. I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else now but with you…", U'laqa said, his voice unusually frightened, gently shaking A'viloh’s shoulders to make him look at him. "…because I think I‘m in love with you."

Stunned A'viloh stared at him. So I am indeed going mad, was all he could think. Expectantly U'laqa looked at him. „Please tell me that it‘s not just me…“

A'viloh didn’t care if he was hallucinating or not, it didn’t matter anymore. He nodded shyly, unable to speak, and instead started to cry again.

"Don’t cry…", U'laqa whispered and wiped A'vi‘s tears away with his thumbs. He was so close, their foreheads and the tips of their noses touched. A'viloh was certain his heartbeat was louder than the thunder above. Then timidly, tentatively their lips brushed each other. It was more the ghost of a kiss than a real one but it was enough to make A'viloh forget everything else for a fleeting moment.

Until a bloodcurdling roar sounded above, that harshly brought them back to reality. Frightened they looked up to the sky. With a deafening explosion the dragon bursted it‘s cocoon and send shrapnels and fire flying over all of Eorzea. A'viloh shrieked as the fiery projectiles descended. U'laqa tried to shield him from harm, though against such a threat it would be in vain of course, and A'viloh buried his face at U'laqa‘s chest, fingers clawed into his shirt.

Then they felt the impact as one of the shrapnels hit the ground. It felt close, too close, but they didn’t dare to look. The air started to boil and the blast wave tore at them.

With their eyes pressed shut they clung to each other and waited for the end. At least none of them would die alone.

#That screenshot is of course taken from the ARR opening! #ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #ffxiv writing #Aviloh Tia #Ulaqa Tia #I wanted to write this for a long time now #and I'm pretty happy with how it turned out #I know my U-tribe lore is contradicting canon a little but I decided that I don’t care and made up an explanation for it… #Next you'll get Rael's PoV of the Calamity... #What was your WoL doing when Dalamud fell?

[sagurus]

I wish that I could expect my parents to react understandingly when they invite me to a thing and I say "let me see if I'm feeling up for it that day and I'll get back to you" but I know for a fact they'd take some stupid bad faith interpretation on it or otherwise just think it's stupid so I always have to invent shit when I need to decide whether I'm willing to go to a family function or not. blehghhghg.

#parents bad invention #also inviting me to things via 'but you'll be coming over on saturday right???' #like stop being so fucking presumptuous and guilt trippy. please #and then reacting annoyedly when I say 'oh idk but i'll get back to u when i know!' #or interrogating me like 'oh what else do you have going on then?'

[tchaikovskaya]

while my mind is on headlights and my patronizing gripes about them, i'll add this: if it's raining hard in the middle of the day (like *insert the unfortunate idiom of domestic abuse* kind of rain when its still very bright out), and you're driving in somewhat dense/heavy traffic, do not put your fucking high beam lights on. the light bounces off of the rain droplets and makes visibility a billion times worse. for goddamn everyone around you. which makes everyone else put their high beams on bc they cant see SHIT. creating a dangerous and eyeball-searing feedback loop.

when you're driving in rain, esp on a lower-speed road, having your lights on is important secondarily [primarily is your own visibility obvi] for a) letting oncoming traffic see you, and b) letting cars in front of you see you in their rear view mirrors. some people even say that if its bright enough u can/should use fog lights to mitigate the whole light-water reflection effect, but iirc those usually dont light up the car's tail lights, which are important for cars behind you to see you. however i maintain that unless you're driving on a highway/interstate or some other "higher-speed" roadway with few stops/lights/intersections, if the rain/snow/fog is so bad that you can't see a car like 4-5 car lengths in front of you until they hit the brakes and you're Right There and you need to stop or significantly slow down, you're either driving way too fast for the conditions or following way too close. :))))

#if you're Truly from the south you'll know the referenced saying lol. gatekeeping southern identity by knowledge of southernisms. #and re: that last bit. like ive been on the interstate in a fucking torrential daylight downpour and its so scary bc other people dont fuc #*know how to (safely!) drive. like the speed limit is 70 im doing 30 and can barely see the car 20 ft in front of me #and u blaze by in the left lane doing like 60 and then hit the brakes when u finally come up to a car. and my life flashes before my eyes! #what the fuck is wrong with you!!!! #(esp when there are 18 wheelers on the road with u who literally by the laws of physics cannot quickly stop or rapidly decelerate)

[everymlmhybrid]

this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think

#.txt #reservoir dogs - #sorry for just randomly posting clips . i was actually working on my vid i swear but then i started Thinking. and here we are. #anyways going genuinely insane in the tags . i'm so sorry. -> #(im only sorry for the sheer amount of tags or if u disagree w/ my interpretations / headcanons. if ur just annoyed lmfao sucks to be you!) #anyways. you guys ever think abt the way orange HAS TO know white's lying to him abt his odds of survival. #bc i think abt that genuinely constantly. all the time thinking about it. #also the ''joe's gonna get you 100% again'' -> first of all . lol. second of all -> ''he was the only one i wasn't 100% on'' hello? HELLO!! #also freddy's voice here makes me feel like punching walls . like it makes me wail in anguish. #no but yeah i think abt the theme of lying & the fact some of the first lies we hear are in this scene in a way #also this part is leaning wayyy harder on headcanon but i always think. like if orange WASNT lying abt who he is. then it'd be reasonable #forhim to not know how likely he is to die and/or how blatantly larry's lying (''i'm talking days!'') but as a cop he SOOO knows he's fcked #but like . what's he gonna do. ''hey i know that's bullshit'' like obviously not and partly bc of How he knows but also bc like #you just don't argue with the only guy who's caring for you while you're seemingly on the brink of death!! LMAO #and certainly not when he's the only one telling you you'll be fine!! even if he's just bullshitting you so you don't freak out!! #I DON'T KNOW i go kinda insane about this scene . as . you can tell. #if you too are insane about this and the implications . don't worry. in several months. my fic will feed you. you will see. #idk . larry lying to and/or for him <33333333 kinda makes me go insane. kinda makes me go wild. #idk. i should be getting ready for bed rn. WHATEVER. bye. logging off. if you read all these i'm in love with you okay #i've just been turngin them around in my head like a microwave for hours so i needed to infodump or else i would explode i think

[insert-neologism]

sometimes it's important to get a reality check. for example, i get violently interested in basically anything and ill ask my friend 'lots, is yellowjackets popular' and shell be like 'what the fuck is yellowjackets' and ill be like 'thanks great talking to you' and then. many a time later i discover it actually is popular and more ppl than my 3 beloved mutuals know abt it. but such is the life

#it's just like boygenius #anyways it might be bc none of us are american and I only have tumblr (famously without algorithm) and pirate my shit #and she's only got insta i THINK (devoid of cannibals) and none of us actually know anything that's happening ever. (at least me) #like when i mentioned the mean girls movie musical and she was like 'oh yeah' i was like 'damn ppl know abt this' #mitos incredible life #yellowjackets #ig since it's kinda abt that. sorry if u wanted to see ur blorbos :/ #idk what a reality check is btw so you'll have to just take it ig #anyways how tf do i know abt yj you ask? Idk. there was fanart i think on my dash and ig some mututal got into it and eventually i was like #yeah. ill check it out #Im just influenceable like that (fr) #TALKING ABOUT YJ back to you is SORTA coming along. rlly want to do it justice #i will rank all of the songs too. IM GONNA #g d so much art/stuff and no idea if anybody wants this (but they will as soon as they find out. about flower face) #anyways shout out to lots i hope youll never get tumblr bc u cant find me

[jackalhadrurusluvr]

born to play games with other people forced to play them by myself

#redownloading bg3 because i feel like itll soothe something in my soul #i feel like it would be so fun to play with someone else but unfortunately no one wants to :sob: #i doubt my irl finished it yet but how do i convince her to play again but with me #(she played with her brother bc he bought her the game) #(i shouldve gotten to it first :angry: /hj i was thinking about it) #u know ur hyperfixating bad when you'll pay 60 dollars to buy a game for someone to get them to maybe play with you #every gaming experience is made better when playing with friends #i need to make friends with other gamers or something because i just wanna play games with someone all the time but alas. other people do #not wanna game 24/7. so sad for me #but what can ya do #its probs for the best i couldnt get anyone to play with me when i was super hyperfixated because they would NOT have wanted to play so muc #in such a short period of time #i was playing until 4am and waking up at 8am to get back to it #by far my unhealthiest hyperfix but i kind of definitely needed it i was so so very lonely and bored