#but you know youve been fucking up

[pgranateseeds]

I know a lot of people want it, but I don't think we'll ever get a conversation between Sandra Lynn and any of the bad kids about what Bobby Dawn did to her.

A. It's just unnecessary. We already know the gist, we can already see the ramifications of that action, and a conversation would just be retreading already discovered ground

B. Sandra's relationship with Fig is nearly always in turmoil. Ever since seeing her offer a shoulder to Adaine when she drank heavily when it was her, Fig has been avoiding Sandra when she could. She said in the fight when Baxter arrived, "I'm not trying to see my mom right now," and they didn't talk At All when she took them to the temple ruins. If Sandra Lynn was going to talk to anyone about Bobby, it would be to Fig just bc of closeness, and that's just not happening, at least not for a while. Also i see people define Bobby's short and disastrous relationship with Sandra as sexual grooming, and i find it hard to believe that if she was groomed, she'd tell her daughter, especially not to then say "Fig You Were Groomed Too" or "Fig, Don't Trust Random Men." I think people put way too much emphasis on Fig's bits where she kissed adults in earlier seasons and said "would i know if i had sex? What if I've accidentally had sex?", like those were just jokes, the latter being a joke abt how Fig didnt understand what sex was as a 14 year old, and i don't believe it would be fun for the table if those jokes were treated with the solumn seriousness of fig then being a grooming victim. Also Fig already distrusts men, she was right about Porter and she was stalking Ruben and literally every man outside of her family that she's come in contact with, she's either bullied or investigated, she doesn't need to be told a tale about how men ain't shit

C. Bobby is just much less of an antagonistic player in this conflict than previously expected. Yeah he was involved with The Big Bad, but after the reveal, a majority of the focus shifted onto Porter, Jace, and the Rat Grinders. I don't see the next two episodes having a moment where they sit down and talk about Bobby in depth, beyond "he was/is an asshole"

#d20 fhjy #fantasy high spoilers #fantasy high junior year #sandra lynn faeth #bobby dawn #dimension 20 #fhjy #fig faeth #Twitter is...odd #bc a lot of people seem upset that a convo isn't gonna happen? #but put yourself in sandras shoes #your daughter years ago told you you were allowed to be your own person #but you know youve been fucking up #she reminds you too much of yourself and you can't take it when she comes to you with problems you also had at her age #she's avoiding you now #why would you say “hey daughter wanna hear about the time my hopes and dreams were crushed?” #“i know you already know but do you wanna go over the gory details now you have a face to the name?” #like #no #she wouldn't #maybe theyd exchange some words #but a full convo???

[sluckythewizard]

THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)

#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST #SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG #their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart #ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT #THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM. #'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK #IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER? #AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER #BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED #HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG #THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE #viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!' #'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit... #im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH #I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS #okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl #IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee #check out my main artblog. GO!!!

[collgeruledzebra]

artemy burakh is so much stronger than me because if I was 6'3" with multiple stab wounds and the RICHEST MAN IN TOWN said he'd take me in and then made me sleep on a COUCH!! a LEATHER COUCH!!! the reputation meter would not have been able to fucking stop me i would be ripping peoples heads off in the STREETS for that

#there simply arent any good beds available in pathologic 2 and it's absolutely tragic #and i mean that. i could FEEL how cold and stiff i would be waking up on that couch #fuck you forever vlad olgimsky there are a lot of reasons youre a terrible person but dont think im letting this one slide just because #and lara. girl. listen i know youve been having a hard time lately and youre sad about your dad but your childhood bestie who you havent #seen in 5-6 years stumbled up on your doorstep injured and hunted AND HAVING JUST LEARNED HIS OWN FATHER IS DEAD and you cant even go #up and face the spookies in your own house (your BIG ASS HOUSE) to air out a spare bedroom... come on now #daniil...................................................... #😶 good night. sincerely #pathologic #original

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[h0neywheat]

The more we learn about Teru's living situation the more tragic his introduction becomes. I cant help but wonder if ONE had his backstory figured out from the start like.

At first we just knew he's lived alone for a few years. Mob is the first visitor hes had and ough Claw has been targeting him. A little weird given the circumstances but it's assumed he at least has some supervision...his parents maybe just aren't in Seasoning. maybe they are out of the city so teru can go to a good school. Who knows? They aren't present but the Kageyama parents aren't that much either at this point so its fine.

Summer omake drops and no, they are overseas. In another country and teru hasn't gone on any summer vacations and is alone the majority of his time off and doesn't know what to do with himself. They leave him alone in another country. Well, maybe it's for his and their protection. He doesn't seem bothered by their absence.

Oh...teru asked to live on his own and his parents were alright with that. In fact, they weren't really present in his life since he was 9 and even then they would see him on and off.

Well he must talk to them, right?

No, it gets revealed him and his mom don't talk talk to each other much at all

this poor kid, dude does he know this isn't okay?

#☀️.txt #mp100 #teru #im shaking him do you know this is fucked up do you know youve been neglected???

[blog-of-frontiers]

I need to bottle whatever the fuck is going on with Spike, Dru, and Angel

#their first group reunion scene hello??? fucking hello?????? #'im thinking dinner and a movie. taking it slow #ive been hurt before you know' #'spike. let me have him' #...'youve been a very bad daddy' #making our sloppy while angel is tied up in a corner. that lil smack #going insane kinda #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer

[skunkes]

OMG you like moral orel?? who is your favorite character :]c *Blinking and fluttering my eyelashes beautifully*

i watched the whole thing in a few days, ended yesterday. My faves are nurse bendy and joe (together and as a unit), stephanie (individually and then as a unit with the reverend but i dont like him individually), + danielle, of course

#idk how to feel about it in general i know there was more planned but it got cancelled but it still ended too suddenly ykwim #i liked what we saw at the end with orel finding family elsewhere (before he grows up) #i like orel himself outside of the wacky edgy adult themes of it all as a Kid who is Good #when i was watching that last episode i got a bizarre kind of emotional bc when he first poses the Big Question i Knew #that the answer was that the only good thing abt his father was that he had a hand in making him #i get so sad with stories involving children like dis 😭 #i feel like even if it was fully complete the show had more potential ykwim....i know the Tonal Shift makes the impact more...impactful #but i feel it cldve been handled differently or in different amounts. idk! #skunk mail #pawzcore #i also get its bc the eps are short but nature 1 and 2 didnt impact me the way it did others #like. idk. i knew beforehand it was the serious moment(s)/episode(s) but it wasnt presented in a way that #actually shifted My mood when watching it...clay's nonchalance from the eyes of me as a viewer #just comes off as humorous rather than serious ykwim? not that its funny but it doesnt feel high stakes at all #the whole thing didnt feel high stakes or serious unless u remove it from the context of the show youve been watching #for 2 seasons #its fucked up when you see it on paper but then in the show its different....if that makes sense

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

i think 10.2 electric boogaloo should be scottish. i think that would be fun

#why? just because #gatwa is scottish right i hope his doctor is scottish too i think it'dbe a funny transition #like smth is definitely wrong if youre regenerating back to what was basically your teenage self #one of them anyway #but we're not LITERALLY back in 2006 and we've BEEN scottish now and we WILL be scottish and inbetween we've been yorkshire which is now my #favourite english accent of all time out of all the times ive heard (not many) but thats beside the point #so #i think #he should be scottish! #to make it super clear thatl ike Oh You Fucked That Regeneration Up Buddy #and also as like a 'where do i know this face' kinda thing like #where do i know this accent oh yEAH it was when you were the most you youve ever been when you fulfilled your lifes mission THATS when #and then you felt betrayed by yourself and by the master but we've dumped the master now and youve made peace with yourself #but smth is still wrong Clearly so you gotta remind yourself #7 is in the mindspace still talking to you abt when and when not it's good to blow stuff up and fragments from the past #you should be scottish!! #thanks for coming to my tedtalk

[altoskh]

Imso tired man. I'm so tired. Why do I work this hard I am so FUCKING over this shit

#this other bitch out here like haha woopsie i forgot to clock out for lunch even though ive been out for two hours :) #guess ill leave early today! heehee #YOU DONT DO ANYTHING. YOU FUCKED ME OVER YET AGAIN #i am SO FUCKING SICK of this shit. why do I have to be the one to suffer #why do i have to be the person who doesnt get a say in fuck all even though im doing THE MOST WORK #and then i have to sit here and act like she fucking knows what shes talking about wrt animals #IM THE ANIMAL KEEPER. I KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS DEPARTMENT BETTER THAN YOU #Im going crazy fucking insane right now #my coworker is out sick so ive had to do shit scheduled for three people. me. One person #and then im told shit like its just one class! ITS NOT #i have to break them up into two because its too big of a group #then i say ok we are doing reptiles over here #and shes like oh ummmm someone has it reserved for this time so can you do it in [place that is extremely loud] #and im like yeah ok fucking sure FINE #and then we get there and someone else is like ummmm we were told to est here for lunch by [her name] #and i radio her like UMMMM?????????? #and shes like Oh woopsie i did tell them! you can do it at ummmm [3rd place] #im like yeah thanks for fucking wltting me know #Sorry im sorry thus is so extreme and petty but im like DROP DEAD #youve made my work life hell when it doesnt have to be because YOU SUCK AT YOUR JOB #FUCK!!!!! #YOU get to have a social life becaus you do whatever the FUCK YOU WANT #YOU get paid way more than me to do FUCK ALL #YOU dont have 30+ living beings depending on you every day #shut the fuck UP #I am so mad that i work so fucking hard and it doesnt fucking matter #so yeah sorry for starry spam but i think hes nice and right now the only thing keeping me from fucking losing it at work #along with a 1 min video of kookaburras im plahing over and over

[dollwrites]

what’s the most annoying thing to ever exist? middle aged men in the comments of 80s rock music videos

#ITS ALWAYS THE WORST COMMENT YOUVE EVER SEEN #it’ll be like #*who was a fan BEFORE the dirt 😒* #and it’s like #with all due respect Keith #shouldn’t you be happy that your favorite bands are still gaining new fans even though we all know they’re past their prime ?? #I WAS ACTUALLY VERY HAPPY WHEN THE DIRT CAME OUT ON NETFLIX #bc I was like omg 🤭 a new wave of fame for one of my all time fave bands !! #AND BECAUSE OF THAT NEW WAVE OF FANS I WAS FINALLY ABLE TO SEE THEM IN CONCERT FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE #so fuck off fucking Roger #and then there’s also the comments that are like #*now this is REAL music 😡 unlike that noise today* #like SHUT YOUR BITCH ASS UP MICHAEL #do you know how long people been saying that dumbass sentence?? #your parents’ parents said that shit #take all dudes’ internet access away #as soon as you turn like 40 you can’t interact with us anymore

[pikminzoro]

ive stopped playing gachas to instead give my life to fortnite nature's healing

#personal #i mean currently. it is #i have a feeling i may crawl back to genshin but ive stopped playing fgo maybe a bit over a month ago #no more gambla #if im gonna spend money in a game it will be for something i know i will get #fuck man #also. also #started reading mha because fortnite did an mha villain release and i liked how dabi looked #great way to start reading somethn i would say #fucking it up #erm #i guess consider the tags an update on how shit's been. hi if youve made it this far #waving at you

[brightokyolights]

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#you know another motherfucking stupid thing about all this 'islamist mob' shit #is that if you go to a free palestine protest in the uk. it is MAJORITY FUCKING WHITE NON MULSIM PEOPLE!!!!! #BECAUSE GUESS WHAT!!! MAJORITY OF THE POPULATION IS FUCKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHITE AND NOT MUSLIM!!! #so this idea that we're trying to pin all this on muslims when we are. 6%. of the fucking population. like shut up #tell me youve never been to a protest or any demonstration without telling me that #i hate that im even making this argument too because even if it was only brown people going. why would that justify any of this islamophobia #and racism. anyways im just glad im in scotland i really do feel for my english counter parts #like its not perfect here but at least i can Somewhat trust the snp #le text post

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

*don't go to grad school out of spite, don't go to grad school out of spite, do NOT go to GRAD SCHOOL out of SPITE!!!*

#text #personal #grad school #char don't look #anyway not me being a spite and caffeine fueled being #anyway i mentioned i was trying to bully a friend into finishing his dissertation revisions to one of the PhD's i work with #said phd was like 'oh i can tell youve never been to grad school' #and im over here like i havent but i COULD #and i know i COULD i just dont know what i WANT #AAAND it bothers me when people bring up finishing dissertation vs how long its taken me to finish this gotdamn book revision #which #hnngh #BUT ALSO DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA HOW MANY BOOKS I HAVE WRITTEN IN THE PAST 8 YEARS!!!!!! #i always blank on that when people give me shit about it #i gotta quit blanking :( #plus its not like being a writer has been my only job for those eight years #(like my friend was A Grad Student for all that time) #ive written books WHILE participating in capitalism full time #this one in particular is so slow because of my fucking god awful living situation #im Upset lmao

[callmehere-iwillappear]

leo voice YES it's in poor taste. but have you considered. it's REALLY FUNNY

#talk tag #fic talk #^ this is also me in my head trying not to make poor taste jokes abt things irl #my own things not other ppls im not THAT much of an asshole dw but like #look if i cant joke abt my mental health issues then what is the POINT of having them </3 #<- me and also leo btw #anyway cmh leo would absolutely have to hold himself back from making jokes abt his own death #hes literally already done the 'you look like youve seen a ghost' one so like #leo making a horrible horrible joke abt his own death watching his whole family start crying: ummm. whoops. the impulsive thoughts won </3 #editing to add bc ive been thinking abt this lately for.. some reason??? #genuinely dont know why BUT #if i ever end up getting hurt and end up in the hospital #and am out of commission for longer than a couple days #it is going to genuinely take ALL OF MY WILLPOWER #not to announce my return with 'i lived bitch' #im not fucking joking rn. ik i shouldn't but the urge. the URGEEEE

[longeyelashedtragedy]

i hope dangerous au readers care about granit's past enough cause there's like over 9000 chapters of him getting established in london coming up! (But First: mikel meeting his brother, amongst other things)

#dangerous au #it's weird how so much of this au became: granit was a difficult kid #who instead of getting supported and appreciated experienced a traumatic event #that was both praised and criticized as people saw fit #no he is not 'normal!' will never be! but mikel makes him feel that way #when youve been fucked up for years and even told as much to your face #and someone makes you feel...NORMAL...wow! i'm sure some of you know what i mean #it is the biggest compliment i can give someone really

[essektheylyss]

I have One (1) grad app essay left to write, and then like half of a fellowship app essay. And thank FUCKING god, frankly.

#that's all I've got left too aside from chatting with my recommender on friday #me three days ago: oh god it's due in like a month and i have so much to do I've procrastinated so long #me now: you fucking punk. you absolute buffoon. you're fine calm the fuck down. #and the last stuff is all for my alma mater where i know i can write like a fucking presidential speechwriter and it'll get lapped up #if youve ever wondered why i am the way i am. well. that's why lmfao #i should've gone into politics frankly. would've been an incredible speechwriter. #unfortunately I've got like. principles and such soooo