#but yeah yk what i mean right

[krash-and-co]

hey are we beyond the point of "being a downer" for talking about what we don't like about the show. can we do that now without getting hate

#my friends driven off tumblr dot com for this #:(( #we're beyond that right #yeah #oh I've been keeping this in for a whiiiiile #not like. in a mean way but in a #“i want to address drastic character change in lockwood and also what the fuck went on at combe carey” kinda way #yk #i feel like me and others were pressured into not #and the people who did got yelled at #like i get not wanting to right off the bat because we JUST got it and were grateful to have something #but now?? its been nearly a year #and i still have friends afraid to talk about it #lockwood and co #lockwood and co netflix

[xavigab]

What if Oliver’s lies are true but like his mom knows how to act sober well enough so Felix thinks Oliver is a liar and makes him leave after the party. Oliver decides that it isn’t worth it, he tried so hard for Felix, but in the end, it still and will never be enough. So Oliver goes back to Oxford and starts befriending people who are more like him, and they actually listen to what he says and invite him everywhere (He’s the best dressed there now because of his time with Felix). Maybe he figures out that if Felix didn’t have such a savior complex his past wouldn’t be hurting him still. So Oliver kinda like blocks him in everything? Also tried to change any classes they would have together. He didn’t need to see his mother after he moved out so in his mind Felix was the one who brought him back to such an unsafe place.

(He looks so good in this gif (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡)

Anyways, I just want Oliver to be happy and know that life doesn’t end because a boy doesn’t like you. Either way, he’s been through worse so a broken heart shouldn’t feel as bad, right? :(

Oh and like Felix could be having a crisis because he misses Oliver and figured out that if he just let him explain he would have realized that Oliver was saying the truth (lmao)

#cattonquick #also i love crazy characters but i also like making them kinda normal once in a while haha #Oliver is over it #he just wants to be loved #even if he doesn’t really know what that feels like #he got attached to Felix from the beginning because as the golden boy it would mean that he'd be a great friend right? #WRONG #he has a savior complex ( ; ;) #which makes him not mind his own business #anyways they have a happy ending somehow #or farleigh actually kinda likes this Oliver cuz he's like yk not trying to fit in with people who couldn't care less about him #anyways yeah #BAII #oh I forgot one #saltburn #haha

[existentiol]

something that pisses me off in RA is that Flanagan will occasionally hype up Pauline as this super important and prominent figure in Will’s life, even treat her as a proxy for the mother he never knew, and yet will just refuse to show it beyond the like. two or three (personal) conversations that they have in canon. I get that he was attempting to make her an important person in Will’s life but why not do that by actually making her an important person in Will’s life

#hey Flanagan I hate to tell u but just because she’s married to Will’s father figure does not automatically make her his mom figure #what REALLY annoys me is how easy it would have been for him to connect her & will #like hey. if only there were a pretty clear gap in Will’s education that halt couldn’t fulfill - say for example mmmm diplomacy? #(​cause we all know how gifted halt is at conflict resolution) #then he’d have a valid reason to seek out a master of diplomacy for lessons in negotiating compromises & treaties #but no I guess not. Will’s just naturally good at diplomacy despite never really being exposed to it #yk what extra sucks? #if Pauline HAD taught will about treaties & stuff then him receiving the last name treaty wouldve been 1000x more meaningful #it would’ve spoken to her influence on him and solidified her as a sort of parental figure in her own right #AND as an extra extra bonus: if she came to the cabin to teach will about negotiation tactics and such #then we could’ve gotten more halt/Pauline interactions. as in: we could’ve actually seen them being in love ON SCREEN instead of just being #told that they loved each other #will could’ve had a chance to see how much the two of them mean to each other. and then he would’ve had some actual basis for a speech #at their wedding or whatever #but yeah no why do that when we can just imply that will & Pauline got super close off screen? same effect right????? #ranger’s apprentice #pauline dulacy #halt o’carrick #will treaty #I love these books so so much don’t get me wrong. but there are just some things…… #anyway. #jackie rambles

[gokartkid]

sometimes i do stop and think abt the poetic cinema of george literally imprisoned at williams desperately wanting to be in that mercedes, losing his mind over it, watching their era of dominance and then he gets it and— the catharsis is the w13/14

#yeah he got his win but yk what i mean #oh georgie pie #its also like that set of rookies george alex lando #alex in red bull lando in mclaren george in williams it rlly seemed for george like he was falling behind them a bit #but then… alex (i bet on losing dogs playing) literally not having a seat and then going to williams and now williams being actually #kinda good. and george is. in a top team sure but not what he expected right #yeah…..

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off

#snap chats #WAIT I HAVE TO INTERRUPT THIS POST WITH THE FUNNIEST SHIT #SO I WAS GETTING FOOD FROM MY SCHOOL'S DINING HALL AND YOU CAN WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT ON A SHEET YEAH #AND I SAID I WANTED A SAMMY AND FRIES OK BUT WHEN I GET MY PLATE ITS JUST FRIES #AND YK W/E OK I'LL JUST EAT THAT BUT THEN. WHILE IM LIKE. GETTING PIZZA TO SUB IT YEAH #I HEAR THE COOKS BE LIKE 'yoo why do we just have a sandwich here' AND THE BIN IT #AND I WAS LIKE 'was that a chicken sandwich cause uhhh <:)' AND THE WOMAN WAS JUST ':OOO IM SO SORRY' #LIKE DAWG /IM/ SRRY I FEEL BADLKAJLJ but yeah. they were nice enough to make me another one 😭 #ok. back on topic with this fuckin post SORRY. i just have all these potatoes and a pizza to eat with this sadnwich now #i didnt eat breakfast or lunch so its ok. moving on #watch me explain it lol. i think its just cause its hard fr me to imagine daigo even saying balls like that. in jp or english #like he just doesnt have the Oomph to do it like the kansai bitches #see this how i know jo from kansai.... that easy as balls to imagine... #LIKEIM TELLING YOU THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN SAY BALLS AND MEAN IT ARE KANSAI/EAST COAST BITCHES #in regards to eng its the accent... you just put a heavy mphasis on the b yk... any east coast bitches know what im talkin bout #or am i insane.it could be both idk #its cause in context he looks so meek like no !!!!! you dont be shy about balls talk !!!!!!! #I JUST IMAGINE HIM SAYING IT SO POLITE LIKE NO !!!! YOU HAVE TO SAY IT WITH FEELING. WITH YOUR BALLS #anyway daigo bb ily and i care for you but youre not hard enough to say balls #which is the most insaane thing i could say considering Daigo And His History but yk... im right...

[ickypuppi3]

ever think about how out of his depth steve would be if he met anyone billy hung around with in california

#it’s so fun to think about to me #harringrove #steve: oh yeah this makes a lot of sense #billy: the hell does that mean #like i don’t see billy as being popular #he only was in hawkins because it was ‘here’s the shiny new toy’ yk? #billy having friends that are like all different #a real mix n match situation #people steve hasn’t really had to encounter in hawkins #or if he has he hasn’t spent long around them #and steve’s like ok ! #maybe i shouldn’t have worn a polo #king steve isn’t a thing here and he’s gotta learn that the hard way #like he has to be eased into it #side note #i think seeing a pride parade would kill him instantly #at least at first #steve: billy what’s that #billy: that’s a man in leather steve #steve: ok sure #billy: hot right #steve: ???!! #side side note #steve’s first metal concert when #ickyspeaks

[4ngel-inc]

what if i made a series about sigma with a slightly dom reader — like he's dating you and you have a stronger personality than him and that makes him feel safe b/c he's more reserved and you take the lead in the relationship — otherwise he wouldn't know what the norms are in certain situations. he's grateful you aren't using him & that you want to protect him from other people using his ability as well. would you guys read it? disclaimer this sounds super soft but it'd be like 90% smut hehheheh ᰔ

#— misc ୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ #when i say dom i mean like a strong personality #not dominating him in bed yk #idk if dom is the right word but yeah !! a strong woman as a partner basically :)) #maybe like 2-4 fics? what do you guys think !!

[indigodawns]

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#these are just some thoughts re: friendship as a result of tonight that i need to jot down somewhere but #realising that i really do have a strict and set idea of Good Friend(ship) and what that entails to me #and id written people off bc i wasn't yk ~receiving love or friendship the way id prefer and i was angry with them for that/hurt about it #did i communicate that to them though? nooo. was i fully right in that? also no. like just bc i felt unheard didn't fully mean #that they were doing something wrong. they were trying in their own way (and sometimes they weren't really or it just wasn't nice) #but that's about how we match and how we communicate right? this is so silly that's so basic but it never fully clicked for me like this #i was blaming them for stuff and building up resentment without ever expressing that (and i still haven't yk dhshsjd) #and i think where i went ~wrong was in thinking that bc i felt that way they weren't ~giving me what i need #when it's like... but did i pick up on the ways in which they DID appreciate me and show me love etc? did i give them ANYTHING to work with? #(ok yes occasionally but also... tangent but i was watching a variety show and they were teasing woozi about how #he gives interviewers/hosts literally nothing to work with. like no extra information for them to ask about or tease him for or anything #and i was like ohhhhhh. yeah i do do that sometimes with friends and it's genuinely smth i don't really know how to do like #giving casual information (but not too much and not too little???) so they can then ask questions etc. so then if im like ughh #they never ask (the right) questions or show interest (or let me talk but that's a different thing dhsjdjd) it's like... #well do i give them the chance to? much to think about thank you woozi) #anyways where was i dhsjsnsnsjns idk but it's soooo annoying that i haven't figured this all out yet #but im slowly letting go off a bunch of resentment that has truly no business being here and im trying to self reflect and all that #and im honestly doing so shit some days but others days it's? finding stuff that matters to me on a deeper level ig? #and all of it really does pale in the face of multiple genocides and it's. but yk. if i want to keep fighting #i need to build a strong foundation and sort my shit out as well and be present so im really really trying #and beating my stupid stupid depression and brain with a stick until i get there

[maddy-ferguson]

i saw someone say they were hoping noah would apologize and it's just kinda fascinating to me...if he thought zionism was sexy on monday (or i guess on sunday probably and for many days and weeks before that) why would he suddenly think it's an awful ideology on friday?

#and like i say: brf slt #i think people found out what zionism was like three weeks ago and think it's a slur or something when like #no it's an actual ideology it doesn't just mean killing and displacing an entire people that's only what ends up happening when you...put #the plan into motion. but yk #i would say zionism can mean one of three things: supporting the establishment of a jewish state. supporting the state of israel #specifically. supporting whatever awful thing the israeli government/army is up to that day #i saw someone get yelled at in the replies of a post because they were saying this when they were literally right? it was a post about noah #so again i'm assuming people don't know what they're talking about because. they don't. lol #and like obviously proudly being a zionist rn and being like zionism is sexy while israel is bombing people in the name of zionism after #killing and displacing people for decades in the name of zionism can only mean that you condone all that. but idk. i didn't like the way #people talked to that person WHO WAS LITERALLY RIGHT when they were probably the same people who were saying no going to israel and saying #you love it there doesn't mean anything at all this summer #and about the apology. lmao. i've seen people say the same thing about timothée chalamet on twitter and like yeah if he thought the hamas #joke was funny on saturday why would he be like omg nooooo this is really unfunny on monday. i'm not saying you can't expect anyone to #apologize for anything ever but celebrity apologies...................lmao. even when they do apologize it's always like i'm sorry #you're offended not i'm sorry for doing it #and explain to me how or why you would expect noah to be like sorry i didn't mean that zionism was a good thing. like what about his track #record would make you think he'd change his mind😭 if he ever realizes how wrong he is it definitely will not be now #and people saying that video should get him fired is like. brett gelman posted something about how if you don't get called a racist on the #internet once a day you're doing something wrong and you think they're gonna fire noah for being around stickers that say 'this ideology we #the creator+producer of the show subscribe to is sexy' and 'this organization we have decided has beheaded 40 babies and we're so #sure of that we repeated the lie in our open letter thanking the president who corroborated that lie is isis'. like they agree with him #i'm not defending anything btw i'm just saying why the fuck would you expect him to be like oh my bad you're right and apologize😭

[chryzuree]

how funney hilarious would it be that one of the driving factors for jacks getting the fates out of the cards would be to get chrysi out too, since she took his spot, but then it’s like. she wasn’t in that card for, like, the last seven years. he’s been tormenting himself over getting the deck and freeing her and finally apologizing, but she’s BEEN free and she’s BEEN reunited with her soulmate in the kingdom over. that sucks for jacks to realize. plans foiled again, i guess

#memorie.txt #s.chrysijacks #tentative timeline for this au is chrysi gets jacks out of the card like right before paloma went missing #which does mean she snuck into the dragna household BUT i like this because it makes sense why paloma would take chrysi’s spot later #plus i could have little scarlett meet chrysi which meanssss that when she sees her in modern times #she recognizes her & can’t quite figure out why she’s so familiar #but yeah. it would b interesting to have a chrysi and paloma convo #where chrysi’s like listen. the deck of destiny is bad (‼️) and the guy who came up with the card game itself isn’t any better (‼️) #but unfortunately i care abt him and i’m taking his spot ☺️ so. there. #and later paloma feels bad for chrysi—who (she thinks) unfortunately fell into the same trap she did #of falling in love with an immortal #but then later righttt before she takes chrysi’s place in the card she sees chrysi’s fated name and she’s like wait a fucking second #coming to terms w the fact that her star lover had a half-star heir this whole time that he’d ??? been raising for someone else??? weird. #anyway i want chrysi to take jacks’s place in the card like a couple years before paloma disappears but then it messes w the timeline #of tella picking out jacks’s card from the deck #but… yk what… i can jst shuffle that bit around #everything else makes sense it’s FINE i’m making SENSE it’s OKAY #au.childhood fates

[caramelmochacrow]

number one thing that i hate translating tagalog to english is that i cant show the intricacies in speech.

like. the word tomboy. it means a WHOLE OTHER THING IN TAGALOG. i've apparently been called a lesbian almost my entire life and i didn't know. that or my mom used the english meaning in context rather than tagalog when i was a kid then used the tagalog meaning when i got older.

i love intricacies in language, dont you?

#crow talks #yk what even more funny? my mom and dad also use spanish words instead of tagalog sometimes. #some tagalog words ARE taken from spanish but they legit will just use a spanish word rather than the tagalog one that's RIGHT THERE. #they'll use the word then me and my siblings r like “huh??” and then they use the tagalog word. MOTHER FATHER JUST USE THE WORD. #also yeah im ignoring the fact my mom called me gay lmao. #it's a word filipino people use for lesbians. so. a ton of people use it in a derogatory way. #my cousin uses it in a non derogatory way bc they dont wanna use lesbian in public w probably homophobes around. #also my aunt. she's literally gay. so. yeahhh. #WAIT MY MOM ALSO SAID THAT WHEN I WEAR MASC CLOTHES I LOOK LIKE HER. WHA.WHAT DOES THAT MEAN-- #woops rambled. gonna stop now hahah

[personalized-chaos]

There's a starman waiting in the sky

He's told us not to blow it, 'cause he knows it's all worth while

#yeah idk starman by bowie and vash are ireversibly connected in my head #it simply is about him don't know what else to tell you #we are not gonna question that he has his glasses but no other clothes for some reason it is just right like that okay #his hair is kicking my ass but I feel like that is a shared issue through this fandom #the hand tho do you see what I mean sorry I need to brag a little I really like the hand and the drawing generally #but my cell shading is lately so funny it kinda seems like I'm attempting realistic shading but in 8bit colours yk? #rarely I am even happy with the colours :D #vash the stampede #trigun #trigun 1998 #trigun 98 #trigun maximum

[taegularities]

please dont leave</3

love you all to bits 🤍

#yk what... #one thing those miserable anons had right was that i do love y'all's attention/affection/validation. it's why i'm still here too #and that attention affection and validation are reciprocated bc im gonna catch a bullet for y'all >:( #the community here is amazing and beautiful and i'd be damned if i didn't enjoy it and let ppl who mean nothing to me kill that joy lol #everyone in the inbox is right — i can't do more than own up for my mistakes n i WILL try my absolute best to be better and not hurt anyone #i promise #so yeah thank u <3 to those who are mad stay mad i can do nothing for you so go dissect this too #(none of those anons were in MY inbox btw) (i won't perceive those anymore so keep talking to yourself ig) #(but YOU guys were all SO sweet thank you again!!!) #anyways #notes for rid 🌹 #anon

[todayisafridaynight]

idk if someone's asked this already buuut if you could rewrite IW to fix it somewhat what would you do? assuming like... budget/time limitations and all that.

well for starters i wouldnt have ebina's singular personality trait be an unapologetic caricature of aoki LMAO SO THAT'S STEP ONE. like im not going to repeat everything i already said in this post but tl;dr do better at making a character that's supposed to mirror another. keyword MIRROR not be a lame copy of.

another thing that felt really disappointing was akane. like for all the build up she got, not only did she just feel underwhelming but it felt as though once her plot was resolved the game put her aside. honestly, it wouldve been much better if the last ichi scene of the game wasnt wasted on the wack ass ichi/saeko plot, but it instead maybe showed ichi and akane start to bond ? idk. i just wanted more from her..

on that note though the entire ichi/saeko plot. just. just throw it out. it does literally nothing for the story and it stomps on the initial appeal of ichi's character (i.e. his emotional intelligence). absolutely nothing would've changed if they removed that plot

just a small bit, i think the reveal of kiryu's cancer shouldnt have been so early on and so. casual LMAO. i'm stealing this point from @/passports_alt because we were talking about it the other week but it would've been a MUCH better reveal if after the fire in the forest, THATS when kiryu wouldve told them (after incessant badgering of course. kiryus annoyingly stubborn still as shown through his memoirs)

i definitely have more complaints and I-Wishes but these are like. The Main Ones i think (the ones i feel like elaborating on anyway LMAO)

#iw spoilers #snap chats #listen im not a writer. a good one anyway #im not going to act like writing's easy either- but im p sure having a team would be a helpful start to making a good story LMAO #like im not a chef but i know when food dont taste right yk what i mean #but yeah thats all my iw bitchin for the month prob. unless i get more asks bout it #this post reminds me i have to longingly look at my aoki tablet now like ohhhh you shouldve gone to prison

[mushroom-winners-proof]

i’d like to make a sincere and genuine apology to the KH community im so sorry i thought it was wack to encourage people to play all the games i was an immense fool and i took that standard for granted

#snap chats #I WAS A FOOL I TELL YOU #every day i wake up to people not playing all of the rgg games and i suffer #kh is diff like you legally have to to get the full story but still... the pain i feel is real #i cant make people play games and i aint tellni people how they should enjoy a franchise yk #but it is nice having that expectation that we all know what we're talking about already #not even a matter of 'oh i didnt play it yet' just 'yeah i just skipped it' like #yo..... what do you mean you skipped it why #i get it if its hard to get or you physically cannot play for whatever reason but when its right there.. Man #im making a mountain out of a mole hill but i just think of this a lot now ever since ive distanced myself a bit from kh

[m1d-45]

I DON'T THINK I WAS ANONYMOUS WHEN I SENT MY ASK FENDSFJCWASDGBNHRJSDFJSAFGBHFS But this is the person asking to be 🪷 anon 🥲 👍

anons original ask:

that’s quite alright ! don’t worry about it, it’s not a big deal.

also, hello and welcome! admittedly, you’ve chosen a rather poor time to pop up (of no fault of your own, of course, i’ve just been rather [vague buzz of negativity] and very inactive on tumblr) but i do still check my notifications regularly. if you have any ideas you’d like to chat about, please feel free to send an ask !

#m1d : [chats] #🪷 anon #i wish i had a better explanation for my mood other than ‘eugh’ but like. yeah that’s what’s going on right now #it’s so frustrating but. this is not the place for that. #hello lotus ! i hope you’re doing alright <3 #also ‘my community’ I HAVE ONE OF THOSE??? #no community just me and my silly iphone 11 and sarahreadsfics in my notifications #sarah if you’re reading this i read every one of your tags and they mean the world to me #if no one got me i know tumblr user sarahreadsfic got me yk /silly #sjsjajsd but seriously it’s just me and mushroom on discord #and even then i just shout about dottore in the yearning channels half the time #mushroom doesn’t even like work here he just watches me go insane with half baked ideas /aff #the only community i have is me and the tag limit on posts. we homies FOR REAL #i’ve gotten better about not hitting the limit as often but ya boy CANNOT be succinct about ANYTHING #ANYWAY WHAT WAS UP WITH THE 4.2 QUEST WAS THAT FUCKED UP OR WHAT #daily reminder that here in this house rhinedottir is NOT welcome and she can die by my cinnabar spindle. that i don’t have. mihoyo PLEASE #rhinedottir can die cry and writhe on the ashes of khaenriah i don’t care. albedo my beloved #christ i apparently have a lot of feelings about genshin (<- has written over 450k words about it) #anyway. um. yeag. #THIS IS ONLY THE 29TH TAG?? HOW MUCH DID I USE TO WRITE GODDAMN-