#but whatever back to 27

[genderqueer-karma]

just remembered the fact that images are compressed for no fucking reason on mobile. fuck this site.

#yo it's d :) #i was just chilling and then suddenly got super dysphoric and Remembered #anyway i'm currently looping 27 by fob #very fun #i forgot how much this song fucjs #like my body IS an orphanage and we DO take everyone in #believe it or not i do actually experience dysphoria sometimes. #i don't think its a requirement for being trans but i personally do feel it sometimes #granted i could also being experiencing (atm) the epic highs and lows of premenstrual syndrome #but whatever back to 27 #she is my everything and i love her so dearly i definitely think that she deserves the world #kissing her with tongue #yk who i bet has the worst pms . manfred von karma. #like hes already mean but add some cramps and an hormonal imbalance and i think you're in for an even worse time than normal #why am i talking about his period. hes not real. hes also postmenopausal. god bless him #so i think he wouldve HAD (past tense) the worst pms #after he got that shit sorted out he was still terrible (and i love him) #okay i'm done now #i did another mana sketch also and i listened to many songs for the first time #one of which was boys dont cry by the cure #very much a new gender that ive adopted into my ever growing repertoire #WHY is that word spelled like that #what the fuck #back to 27. i really love the low hum of what i think is the bass during the bridge #its so..... i yelled idk. #this is becoming stream of consciousness now #are you enjoying the peek into my brain #but yeah 27 is really good and i think its so interesting given its popcultural reference point (the 27 club) #but also the time period it was written in #2008 was a very interesting time for many people and pete wentz is no exception

[andoutofharm]

you might be thinking ‘wow you always have a lot to say about what every single song and every single album Means To You’ and the response to that is that i listen to a LOT of fall out boy and i take ALL of it personally

hope that helps

#looking back i realized i do this a lot like saying omg im an abap girl AND a mania girl AND a srar girl #or just. idk having random shit to say about what all of the 8ball songs mean To Me and . #i promise im not trying to make things About Me or whatever #i just have never been normal about anything in my life least of all fall out boy and their music #no idea if anyone actually was bothered by this but i dont want to be annoying i just Feel a lot of things about All of their music. ALL #ANYWAY. 27. what thee fuck

[royalarchivist]

Badboyhalo: WHAT THE FUDGE! Why does he do that every time I talk to him?! What the fudge- WHAT THE FUDGE! Every single time- every single time! Do you remember when after you had that nightmare and died, and I said, "Hey Vegetta, Dapper just died" and he flipping left? Can you believe this little muffinhead?! That's flipping it- THAT'S FLIPPING IT! PEACE?! Agh- you can rest in pieces! We're breaking in Dapper-

A tragedy in two parts:

#Badboyhalo #BBH #Vegetta777 #Vegetta #QSMP #Not me opening stream at the crack of dawn because I hear Vegetta is online lmao #( He logged back in a minute later LMFAO ) #He's such a bastard. I love Vegetta with my whole heart #also: VERY bold of BBH to assume he could take on Vegetta #I know I'm posting this at the WORST time but whatever. A small treat for folks who are around right now #May 27 2023 #I'm running on like 4 hours of sleep rn and I've got 50+ hours worth of streams to speedrun for the Timestamp Archive #pray 4 me

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

On the subject of gotham county line and batman noel and so on and so forth it’s pretty frustrating (from a watsonian pov) that anytime Bruce hallucinates Jason being loving/ caring/helpful/compassionate towards him it’s always as robin and never as his current self

#it's ironic because Jason as robin never got the chance to become as obedient & devoted (malleable) to Bruce as he currently is #which is a result of being abused/manipulated for a more prolonged period of time #“maybe if I try harder and do it right this time he'll finally see the truth” #classic abuse tactic #no matter how well the victim fits the mold set by the abuser they’ll never acknowledge it #rather if they see you trying they’ll push harder and tell you you’re not perfect #the small shreds of affection here and there are important for motivating the victim to keep trying #kelseethe #Jason initiating the hug in rhato 27 after Bruce insinuated that those beatings will be a regular occurence bc he deems it a necessity #continuing to support Bruce even after Ethiopia and sticking around to help get Damian back #eagerly cooperating with Bruce + co in event leviathan then getting surprise pikachu faced/hurt after being betrayed #making a conscious decision to comfort Bruce in gotham war after Bruce fucked him up and left him behind #having undying conern for Bruce's wellbeing while Bruce regularly endangers his life #ex. Bruce's weird habit of committing vehicular assault on Jason whenever they're on the road demonstrated both in tfz and gotham war #point being: Jason was much more psychologically fit to be defiant towards Bruce when he was robin compared to now #he's more of a “good son”™ now than he was as robin Bruce is just too used to thinking whatever he wants and never being satisfied #the only times Jason got mad/upset at Bruce during one issue and continued to stay mad until the next #other than lost days and utrh was batman 410-411 and early in aditf before Bruce helps Jason find Sheila #so much worse has happened since then and all that just magically became water under the bridge off-panel

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me #i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job #when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever #im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do #im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far #but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird #all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job #and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration #or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing #which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn #im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor #unrelated

[meavitamin-notes]

day 4: tyl!fem!27

all days

#oh look it's ___ #katekyo hitman reborn #sawada tsunayoshi #khr #fem!27 #fanart #you know how i said id go back to tradi #yeah that was a fuckin lie LOL #h #mama didnt raise a quitter but she did raise someone with crippling (joking(?)) self doubt about their artistic abilities lol #whatever demon that possessed me for d1 pls come back #didnt have a lot of time to work on this so i hope its okay hhhhh

[smarterthantheaverageloser]

Reading up on the current Dream drama like a suburban mother listening to her kids explain the lore of the game they've been playing in the woods for a month

#'he's a dranti and I'm a mangoball so we're enemies and we're gonna fight to the death' 'oh that's nice dear' #I have the tags blocked because I genuinely cannot stand minecraft smp youtubers or whatever they call themselves nowadays #but god do I love peeling back the hermetic seal from time to time to watch some good old fashioned stupid discourse #sipping coffee. reading through the tags. reliving the days of being 13 and arguing over teenage mutant ninja turtles w internet strangers #knowing they will all pretend this didn't happen in five years #it has all the trappings of good ol' tumblr discourse tm #drama. bloodshed. doxxing threats. twitter hysteria. random slang terms for positions on the issue that I have no hope of keeping up with #from the outside #ah yes. a 13 year old calling another 13 year old a predator. exquisite. therapy for one million years #oho! a 27 year old defending some random internet man to the death! telling middle schoolers to kill themselves! #unmatched. what is wrong with them? the world may never know #'drantis dni' I like your funny words magic man #no idea what a dranti is #sounds like a low level dnd monster #johnsense #love minecraft. no idea why it drives people insane #watch me not tag this and still get death threats

[spirirsstuff]

had a kinda realistic dream (only realistic at first) but looking back on it

0/10 not realistic at all mike faist was there signing autographs and i wasn’t going batshit nor did i get an autograph even though like two other people were the only ones lined up to

#randomrambles #i was seeing dear evan hansen for a second time with the same friend i went with when i saw it #also her brother came midway through? and also a bunch of my other friends who don’t give a shit came #but it was kind of weird like there was audience participation? and some people i knew were in it? #the guy playing Connor (who was NOT mike for some reason even though he was there signing autographs before the show) had to read the scrip #like we ended up leaving but planned on coming back before they even did you will be found because it took that long to switch scenes #also two of my friends had a date for specifically march 27 for whatever reason #anyways it was kinda weird but also kind of hard to see what the fuck was going on on the actual stage because i was in like row five #also there was a keyboard and i knew the one cue and i played it but really badly and i felt really anxious someone would notice #idk man this dream was bizarre

[zenjestrr]

kinda wanna open commissions but I highly doubt anyone would be interested in buying pen(cil) & paper black and white drawings since that's all I can offer

#plus I'm out of practice #the last drawing I did was that Shadowheart portrait I did like 2 years ago #and my wrist was fucking screaming at me lmao #and barring half assed scribbles here and there the last time I did a serious drawing was back in the early tungle days in 2012-2014 #if anyone is interested I'm definitely open to drawing whatever cuz...I need cash lmao #my cats ran out of wet food and I don't get paid until the 27

[tchaikovskygay]

happy nimona eve no i am not okay

#tomorrow? tomorrow i will be less okay #hurled back into my 17 year old body and then having to get up still 27 #thank goodness my parents moved since i was in high school #anyway im usually pretty low key about my nimona feelings so i deserve whatever tune i feel like right now #thanks

[mechaseraph]

Catching up on King Ohger moodboard

also leaked one moment of final scene from the show that i stole from mr john toei himself 100% legit

#shut up seraph #i love my toku shows with their whatever this is having sorry I lost the thought tail #Me: *notice how the mecha is getting bigger at very fast pace* at this rate the final one gonna be some cosmic getter/gurren shit #note I only saw glimpses of new bad guys and knew nothing and what do ya know...new bad guys from space we are so having tpgn there (please #please know that we are so back it's so over is regarding Jeremie's bug friend I need to finish ep 27 but hope they were kidding

[dewitty1]

Saturday Six (Stuff)

Memorial Day weekend in the USA, and despite being a veteran myself I'm a bit...ambivalent...about the holiday. (¬_¬)

The mosquitoes at this morning's farmer's market have been ridiculous. I've been eaten alive, even though I've got some repellant measures.(;*´Д`)ﾉ

Talking politics, lgbtq rights, abortion rights, and religion was not on my list for today's market either, but it happened.(*｀へ´*)

It's annoying when my parents get twitchy about money and how much they've given me over the years. Especially when they've kind of been shitty, and I feel like I deserve a little recompense for that.( ಠ ಠ )

That moment when you get 1&1/2 dozen duck eggs from a customer.٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)ᵒᵏᵎᵎᵎᵎ

And, when said customer decides they're gonna give you around a month or so's worth of work. Heck yeah!ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

#Saturday Six #Personal #About me #May 27 2023 #please do not reblog #Carey rambles about her life and work and stuff and things #This is posting because it's been a busy day what with the market and customer appointment and stuff like that #Hope y'all didn't miss me too much lolololol #Yah right like that happened #Anyway I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are #Hugssss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now ٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤ 💜 💙 💚 💛 ❤️ 💕 💖 #I appreciate you all so much for being here and reading my ramblings every week! #Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling!

[moinsbienquekaworu]

Hmmm I love. Vocaloid music. I'll have to draw Miku. It's my duty as an artist

#today's (tonight's) song is vampire by deco*27 #i like deco*27! yeah basic sure whatever. otome kaibou makes me feel shrimp emotions. i don't care about being basic #i've been into vocaloid on and off for longer than almost anything else in my life now that i think about it #thank fuck at least miku is younger than me i couldn't bear it if she was my age #ANYWAY. ramble ramble etc i'm sleepy i want to go back to playing totk and i have good venom fanfic to read #peace and love i'm doing great #wow i have a ramble tag now

[m0e-ru]

(reading my own ao3) wow this bitch is so correct and on point i wish there was more . cmon guys look at this shit https://archiveofourown.org/series/2536405

#kommento #// blatantly promoing my writing . i miss my 2021 early 2022 era i wrote so good #// not to shit on myself but i kind of lost my charm on that latest one from december #// but like woww ughhhh i wish there was more <- the writer #// FIVE MINUTES LATE I LOVE YOUU yorue the fucking epitome of the ever i loveyou kissing you #// AND ANTIHISTAMES !! AND EXTRA TIP and youre lost i love all of you i lveo you all mwa mwma mwamwamwa #// kind of fell off and lost the writing style i liked on dont let it rain BUT STILL i wrote something so IM STILL WINNING !! #// when i finish my kitchen fic it's over for all of you (shes almost at 2k and shes still going) #// when i finally finish something so au specific so self indulgent IT'S ALL OVER !!!!! #// i forgot my love for serialization and seeing things come together and whole i just wonder if i'll still have the ambition after that lon #// (in the corner) wow i wish theres more content of adachi and th attendnatn being friends #// besides the /wildly gestures at whatever the hell goes on in the iznmi tags/ whatever the FUCK this is #// i have ao3 svior btw theres so much shit censored when i open up the tag after 27 years and i do Not want to know what's in there #// sometimes i wish i could start all over and feel That Rush again where everythings so good and fun and whimsy #// learning new things one after the other like it's SO EXCITING !!!! just without the horrors this time #// and that i have YOU GUYS !!! (youre standing across me from the convenience store counter while i flop at using the barcode scanner) #// i wouldnt even KNOW adachis place in fandom i'll just be like LOOK AT HINM !!! hes so fucking terrible these two should be besties #// OKAY enogh remensicneing i need to GO !! BACK TO ACTUAL WORK !!! i love you all i hope youre all healthy

[allthatdivides2]

tumblrite finn wolfhard obsession getting in the way of my old man yaoi GET THAT TWINK OUT OF MY SIGHT!!!!!!!!!

#going through reddie on ao3 and its like yeah sure i get it highschool sweethearts or whatever #what about the mid 40s guys who just spent 27 years wasting away living unsatisfactory lives #who come back to each other and the world has colour again. #also nothing REALLY against finn wolfhard afaik. he seems pretty cool and hes a good actor. i do like him actually #im just not in the mood to read about high schoolers rn

[marioclash]

i am absolutely goddamn fucking miserable im going to rant about my shitty-ass fucking life for one minute

#i miss my antidepressants #i miss having a job i miss having money #im gonna be 27 on friday and i sit here with negative 5 in my account #every time i start to scrape my way out of this chasm im in i get knocked back in #how much longer can this go on man #im getting to some huge breaking point #like fucking hell man my hands are shaking as i type this i might be actually having a breakdown #these emotional spirals just get worse and worse #i ask myself what in the actual fuck do i have to look forward to anymore #in whatever life i have social media presence real life whatever i dont have anything #im broke financially socially mentally physically #i wake up. put in endless applications to jobs. i make one or two posts on here. i go to bed. #over and over and over again #this fucking CYCLE that i go through and this fucking emotional chasm that i cant SCRATCH MY WAY OUT OF